I fancied Jay* as soon as I saw him stroll across my office floor, but for weeks I didn't know his name. He was so obviously good-looking, that he seemed to have the whole building hypnotised – everyone simply referred to him as The Fit IT Guy. Thankfully my computer broke a lot.
My team made fun of me and said I must have been intentionally finding ways to get him to come and fix it. I wasn't, but I did email Jay directly to ensure he was the one coming to my rescue every time.
One day, we'd been exchanging flirty emails when I asked him to lunch. The chemistry sizzled across the table in the work canteen, but I was wary of looking unprofessional. Instead, we swapped numbers and took our flirting to WhatsApp.
Despite our messages becoming more and more suggestive (sometimes he’d compliment what I’d been wearing earlier that day), when we saw each other in the office it was strictly business. Until, one night, I was stuck working late and thought I'd go to the floor Jay was based on to see if he was still there. I found him at his desk – everyone else had gone home.
The tension had been building for weeks now and I couldn’t stand it any longer, so I slowly sat on his lap and we kissed. I felt him get hard but knew we couldn't risk doing it in the office. It was a good thing we didn't – when we both left (me back home and Jay off to meet a friend), someone I'd said goodbye to an hour earlier saw us and gave me a raised eyebrow.
Later that night, I still couldn't get Jay out of my brain so I booty-called him. He rushed across London to my flat, and when I opened the door, he stepped inside, grabbed my waist and kissed me.
He was strong and when we finally made it to my bedroom, he threw me onto the bed and I watched him take his clothes off, revealing his sculpted abs. The blind was open, but after such a long build-up of secret flirting, we didn't care who saw.
His body was beautiful, and I wanted to please him as much as he did me. I looked in his eyes as I took him in my mouth and caressed his balls. It turned me on to see him loving it. Then he flipped me over and entered me from behind.
After a few thrusts, he wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled our bodies closer together. It was so hot feeling his skin on mine as he went deeper inside me. We orgasmed within seconds of each other, collapsed and then lay in my bed for what felt like hours, spooning.
In the morning, we left for work separately, not wanting to arouse suspicion. We got together a few more times, but once Jay left the company a couple of months later, we lost touch. Work was never quite as fun after that.
*Names have been changed.
This feature originally appeared in the April 2020 issue of Cosmopolitan UK.