Violets
By Kyung-Sook Shin and Anton Hur
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By Man Asian Literary Prize winner Kyung-Sook Shin, "a moving delve into a lonely psyche" that follows a neglected young woman's search for human connection in contemporary Seoul (YZ Chin).
San is twenty-two and alone when she happens upon a job at a flower shop in Seoul’s bustling city center. Haunted by childhood rejection, she stumbles through life—painfully vulnerable, stifled, and unsure. She barely registers to others, especially by the ruthless standards of 1990s South Korea.
Over the course of one hazy, volatile summer, San meets a curious cast of characters: the nonspeaking shop owner, a brash coworker, quiet farmers, and aggressive customers. Fueled by a quiet desperation to jump-start her life, she plunges headfirst into obsession with a passing magazine photographer.
In Violets, best-selling author Kyung-Sook Shin explores misogyny, erasure, and repressed desire, as San desperately searches for both autonomy and attachment in the unforgiving reality of contemporary Korean society.
Kyung-Sook Shin
Kyung-Sook Shin is one of South Korea's most widely read and acclaimed novelists. She is the author of The Girl Who Wrote Loneliness, I'll Be Right There, and Please Look After Mom, which was a New York Times bestseller and a Man Asian Literary Prize winner.
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- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5An unflinching look at women trying to be their own true selves in 1990s Seoul, with the deck stacked against them. The translation is excellent.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Rating: 4.5* of fiveThe Publisher Says: We join San in 1970s rural South Korea, a young girl ostracised from her community. She meets a girl called Namae, and they become friends until one afternoon changes everything. Following a moment of physical intimacy in a minari field, Namae violently rejects San, setting her on a troubling path of quashed desire and isolation.We next meet San, aged twenty-two, as she starts a job in a flower shop. There, we are introduced to a colourful cast of characters, including the shop's mute owner, the other florist Su-ae, and the customers that include a sexually aggressive businessman and a photographer, who San develops an obsession for. Throughout, San's moment with Namae lingers in the back of her mind.A story of desire and violence about a young woman who everyone forgot, VIOLETS is a captivating and sensual read, full of tragedy and beauty.I RECEIVED MY DRC FROM THE PUBLISHER VIA EDELWEISS+. THANK YOU.My Review: This translation from the Korean joins a widening stream of Korean-culture transplants...Squid Game, Minari, this author's previously translated novel [Please Look After Mom]...making their roots into American pop-cultural soil.If you've yet to explore the trickle, start now before it's a flood. I think it's wonderful because English-language monoglot culture gets stale and boring and all alike if we don't seek out fresh infusions of talent and stories. And, like all the best translations, this story's timelessness is rendered in prose that could very easily have been first created in English...none of the occasional signals of awkwardly trying to explicate something that one word in the translated language would convey whole and entire. That is a fine achievement indeed, probably helped along by the fact that things like "minari" aren't quite as furrin as they would've been in 2011, when Please Look After Mom was published.What happens in this story is not particularly new or unusual. A girl is born to unfit parents:In a house with shut doors, a mother closes her eyes as the baby’s grandmother offers her the newborn. The mother knows what will happen now. An uncelebrated girl. The infant accepts her mother’s closed eyes in lieu of a loving caress, perhaps having intuited her fate from the womb, and does not bother crying. The sound of the monsoon fills the house. Underneath the porch, a dog curls its legs into itself. Can the baby hear the sound of the rain? She’s about to fall asleep in her grandmother’s hands. That same night, her father gives his daughter’s face only a cursory glance.Thus does another unwanted girl enter the world that won't ever bother to see her, really even to look at her. She's just...there. Her father never bothers to return; her mother never bothers with her at all, constantly seeking a man to care for her. (To be fair, an ordinary Korean woman's opportunities a generation ago weren't plentiful, and San's mother wasn't exceptional.)Her mother. San thinks about her from time to time.If she had begged her to stay, in front of that carefully prepared food, would she have listened? Why had San never once tried to hold her back? Wherever it was that her mother went, she never forgot to send her daughter money for school until San graduated.The last time San had seen her mother was when she was a freshman in high school.Children of addicts, the world over, tell versions of this same story. In this case, San's mother is addicted to men. She can't live without a man taking care of her, and she sacrifices the daughter she didn't want to get what she does want.Author Shin isn't solely criticizing the mother. She is critiquing the social organization, the patriarchy, that privileges men and their desires over women and their needs so completely, so thoroughly, that the women are hollow and meaningless without a man. It is repulsive and it is reprehensible, and much abuse and violence simply are borne by the women because what option do they have? What other choice can they make? In San's case, she is so hollowed out by the complete absence of love from her mother (or anyone else) that she enacts the form of love she knows: rejection follows violence, as it must.There is nothing forgiving in San. She forgives nothing, she is forgiven nothing, throughout the book. She is alone, she feels lonely of it (or so we infer...I don't know that she would be able to articulate the unmoored, disconnected reality that lonely people all share). For this, among other, reasons, this is a hard story to read. If you have ever been truly, down-to-the-bone lonely, this might be a triggering read for you. I haven't run across too many reads with this hyperconcentrated focus on loneliness, or too many with more success in rendering an emotional state into prose.A stranger to every single person in the crowd, San finds herself blocking the sidewalk as people swerve to avoid her. Even if a carnival were to break out around her, the vacant expression on her face looks entrenched enough to persist.Because she knows nothing of love, loving, being loved, San sees nothing except the one moment when everything changed, when the one love she thought she had was denied and made nothing. Not even attempting to find her former home nets San anything, she sees not the fields of minari she grew up among, where her life irrevocably emptied out and flowed away from her, but careful rectilinear plots of...something not minari. She has no roots. She feels no kinship.Nothing happened this past summer. Only that, in the hot sun from time to time, a brief thought would appear and disappear around me. That thought was closer to me than any of the flowers in the shop. Even as I tried to capture the thought on paper, the heat would exhaust me and I'd give up. There were plenty of things I gave up, using the heat as an excuse. Which means I spent this past summer repeatedly deciding to do things and then giving up on them. As if my life were an exhibition of how good I am at giving up. It was that kind of summer.It was that kind of life. It won't end well, it didn't begin well or go on well; that much we know. There's nothing hopeful in this story. Women like San aren't ever anyone's focus...her job in the flower shop working with and for Su-ae notwithstanding. She receives the desperate, genuine love of Su-ae as...nothing. San is fixated on emptiness...her only friend abandoned her!...and on men she does not want. She needs their love. She doesn't want it. She decided long ago that love wasn't something she could have, feel, receive, give. And so when it's offered to her she...doesn't see it. She does see the want of one man, she feels the desperate pull of another man on her attention, and gets nothing but unwanted results.Every attempt to resist is met with his greater strength. In a moment, her head begins to droop.She's released onto the street.Her mind is completely taken over, her body a husk. No one seems to take note of the loneliness she carries. Just some woman in the crowd, unaware that her top is undone. A more observant person might have noticed her cheek slightly swollen from having been punched, the thin lines of her face a touch asymmetrical because of it. Someone might see her pale face and think, How could anyone ever look so pale....A life of being unwanted, invisible, and it comes down to a final indignity. San is raped. Her hollowness filled at last with the violence that is all she can accept. It isn't in her to accept the reality of her situation, being unloved and unwanted, then seek out change. That's simply impossible. She leaves safety, courts rejection, and seeks oblivion.Leaving behind only the tiniest of wakes...the end of the story of Oh San is a poignant piece of mythologizing that fit so poorly onto the rest of the story that I was forced by honest anger and sincere disdain for its sentimentality to whack a star off my rating. After a night's sleep where I dreamed of the photographer and San:Violets. They bloom everywhere, making them seem more like weeds than proper flowers. San takes a closer look at them. Their little green leaves are small, their purple blossoms tiny. Before she came to the flower shop, she knew them as swallow flowers. Memories of entangling two swallow flower stems together and pulling them apart— one side was bound to snap. Whoever’s stem didn’t was the winner. She forgot what the prizes were, but she’d played the game many times. They did it with broadleaf plantains; they did it with foxtails.The man keeps pressing the shutter and mumbling something discontentedly. “What’s so pretty about these flowers? Such nonsense.” His disappointment is so palpable, it makes her apologetic....I realized that his arc needed an end, too. I might not like that end, but I would've felt cheated (if not right away, then after my irritation with the whole ending subsided) had it not been there. So back came a half-star, though I confess with some grumbling on my part.I think this small, powerful story deserves your eyeblinks. I think we should all resolve to notice the Oh Sans of this world, to extend a welcome to the table of them, to recognize their living presence instead of making them ghosts before they die.
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Violets - Kyung-Sook Shin
Where the Minari Grows
A little girl.
One day in July, rain pours from the skies. In a house with shut doors, a mother closes her eyes as the baby’s grandmother offers her the newborn. The mother knows what will happen now. An uncelebrated girl. The infant accepts her mother’s closed eyes in lieu of a loving caress, perhaps having intuited her fate from the womb, and does not bother crying. The sound of the monsoon fills the house. Underneath the porch, a dog curls its legs into itself.
Can the baby hear the sound of the rain? She’s about to fall asleep in her grandmother’s hands. That same night, her father gives his daughter’s face only a cursory glance.
The mother’s postpartum depression lasts a long time. A swaddling blanket embroidered with faded roses has usurped her former dreams. The city life. High heels. Glass doors opening into restaurants. Elevators. Shining displays of perfume bottles and pearls, brightly colored clothing. Only in the final month of her pregnancy did the mother wearily pack up her hopes of moving to the city one day, and sat at the edge of the porch stitching roses into the blanket the baby would lie on.
The newborn indeed lies on it now, sucking her own hand. While the new mother secludes herself at home with her baby, the monsoon passes, and then typhoons. Eventually four o’clocks grow firm petals along the base of the courtyard walls, and little chrysanthemums bloom and dot the scene with yellow. It’s these autumn flowers that finally rouse the mother back to the land of the living, as if the blooms help rally her feelings.
Their village has long been dominated by people with the Yi family name. The Yis own the farmland and forests surrounding the village. Having lived there for a long time, they possess a powerful sense of entitlement. Everyone who lives in the central part of the village is named Yi. They are each other’s aunts and cousins, at most twice removed. Outsiders who trickle in have to settle in a spot about fifty meters from the main village. It all looks like one village, but there is an unspoken yet significant divide between the main and new villages. The new villagers live by the grace or silence of the main villagers; even after they’ve lived there for years, they’re still considered outsiders. The new villagers are people who didn’t have anywhere else to go after the Korean War, or who had tried and failed at business in town, or were undeniable vagabonds in the first place.
This story may be better off untold. It begins when the baby’s mother first moves to the village as a newlywed. Most other villagers are tenant farmers working on the Yi family’s land or servants in their houses, but uniquely her husband works at a shoe factory located about an hour away by bus. Throughout her childhood, his daughter could never find out if her father was a manager or a factory-floor worker. Her grandmother, whenever she was asked about her son, would either answer that he owned a shoe factory or that he worked in one. No one could get a straight answer as to whether he was someone who hired factory workers or a worker himself. In any case, he was clearly not involved in the village’s main source of income, that of working in the fields.
Maybe things have changed, but back then farmers didn’t ride around on motorcycles, wearing helmets. And while the villagers may have long forgotten the baby’s rough-spoken grandmother or the melancholy mother, they must remember her tall father and his rakish gaze. His motorcycle pierced the dawn’s silence on his way to work. How could they ever forget that strange sound, that flashing light, racing like a wild animal through the darkness? The Yis despised the noise of the machine as it ripped through the main village, but there was no way they could prevent him from riding that motorcycle. He wasn’t like the other new villagers, who could be ordered around. Nor was he one to care about what people thought about him, so anyone who might bring it up would be left embarrassed by their own indignation. Better to just bear the noise. If anything, his pomade and his leather gloves and jacket became something of a fad. And the villagers’ interest in the family had as much to do with the man’s wife as his motorcycle. She was a rare beauty, all the more so in this relatively isolated hamlet, although her delicate face and clear skin would’ve attracted stares in any region. Black hair that shone softly in the sunlight, and well-balanced features that drew a smile from anyone who happened to glance her way. She had a poignant, tragic quality, shared by all women whose face, neck, waist, and legs seem to flow in an unbroken line. Tragedy resided not only in her appearance but also her life; generation after generation, her ancestors had owned a thousand pyeong in apple orchards until her father had fallen into gambling and lost it all. Her family had been relegated to a rented room in the mountains, and she had to drop out of middle school just as soon as she’d started.
She had once aspired to teach at a girls’ school. Instead, she grew into womanhood in that rented room. Her family’s finances showed no signs of recovering despite all their frugality and saving. Her only way out was marriage. And surely her now-husband had not planned to neglect her from the beginning. Originally, he was so smitten with her that it wouldn’t have mattered even if she’d been carrying another man’s child. But when the little girl named San is born, San’s father—for whatever reason—begins to distance himself from his wife.
Does this story seem unfamiliar or extraordinary? It shouldn’t. For countless generations women have suffered and wasted away in strange rooms just like this baby’s mother. Just as the flowers lighting up the courtyard begin to wilt, the father leaves on his motorcycle early one morning like always—except that this time he does not return for over nine years. And the singular sound of the motorcycle ceases to be heard in the village.
The bewildered, abandoned woman is left with only her child and the child’s grandmother. With no land to farm, and in order to support her daughter and mother-in-law, the woman ventures into town and learns hairdressing. As a person whose appearance always drew attention, it somehow fits that she becomes someone with hands that reek of perm chemicals. With no money to set up a real shop, the child’s mother carries curling irons, scissors, and large combs from house to house, perming, curling, and cutting hair cheap. Her unhappiness stems not so much from the work, from lugging her implements door to door, but rather from her contentious relationship with her mother-in-law. San grows up listening to the two of them arguing over their meals, at the well, in the kitchen, or on the porch, the ruckus familiar as a lullaby.
One day, the child leaves behind the sound of their fighting and sets out looking for her friend Namae. The two little girls amuse themselves easily; they sweep ants into the floor cracks and burn them, or knock down their neighbors’ drying laundry from the line with a pole.
Along the dike on the southern edge of the village is a field of wild minari.
This lush expanse connects the village to the outside world. The field might predate the village, and is truly vast. In the spring, wild minari sprouts through the mud, making the village appear as if embraced by a grassy plain. In July and August, the minari explodes into sprays of white flowers, but until then, the green spring field serves as an invigorating symbol of renewal for the otherwise drab hamlet. When the minari thickens, people come from all over to harvest it. Even the occasional leech clinging to their calves can’t break the villagers’ good cheer while gathering up the bounty. On Buddha’s Birthday, a nearby temple always sends someone to gather minari for the monks’ food. Children always get a plate of it for their first birthday feast, the long stems served stir-fried to symbolize a long life.
San’s mother shreds fresh minari to put into kimchi. One day, San comes home from school wet from rain and ends up with a fever, and her mother mashes up some minari and boils it into a bitter tea. The village women hear about this and start administering similar teas to their children for indigestion or headaches. Some evenings, the village women use lightly cooked minari stalks to wrap boiled beef slices, peppers, strips of egg yolk, and pine nuts. The children turn their heads away at the bitter taste, but the adults cherish the flavor, remembering it into their twilight years. The few who have left the village always return seeking the taste of that minari. Once the distinctly fragrant season has passed, the villagers, without being directed by anyone, sprinkle the field with compost and chicken droppings. San plods over to the minari field on days her mother and grandmother fight and Namae can’t be found. Even when only a swamp is left, a little child sits alone atop the dike.
Going to school is a journey made on foot, four kilometers away over a hill, as the bus only comes twice a day. The children gather in front of the village warehouse every morning before setting off together. Before they can get to the hill, there’s a bridge to cross and a path through an acacia forest to walk. The Yi children tear across the bridge and through the woods on their bikes. But the other country-mouse children treat the four-kilometer journey as a series of challenges: who can run up to the bridge first, who can pile up more clay at the swamp, who can pick the most pine cones in the forest. When they make it over the hill and the red brick of the school building comes into view, they race to the gate. On their way home, the children are silent only when skirting past the ornery geese that guard the stationery store. They play rock-paper-scissors to determine who will carry all their bags for the next kilometer. Namae loses; San takes half of Namae’s load, which earns her a grateful smile. San smiles back. The other children, freed from their bags, run ahead of them, kicking up dirt. They want to get to the end of the first kilometer. Shrouded in the ensuing dust cloud, the girls bear their burdens like religious ascetics, their feet heavy on the ground.
A motorbike, with a young woman riding on the back, covers the two girls in dust as it speeds by. San waves the cloud away from her face as she stares longingly at the motorbike. It sprays the children who had gone on ahead as well, eventually disappearing except for its sound. San finds it hard to tear her gaze away. She thinks of her grandmother. The ornery old woman pined for the sound of the motorcycle. She’d come running out of the house whenever she heard one go by, even midfight with San’s mother. He may never come back for you, but he’ll come back for me, she would say as she wet her parched lips and aged right before their eyes.
With the bags hoisted on her back, Namae walks down toward the irrigation ditch. Namae is as cheerful as you please. Namae’s father, when drunk, would crawl into one of the large earthen jars arranged along their garden wall and sing. Nobody knew why he had to sing inside a jar. The singing would echo so much in that confined space that it was impossible to make out any words. His failed attempts at words would mush together. The singing would continue until he exhausted himself and fell asleep. Namae would then crouch down by the garden gate or at the end of their porch and sob, wringing her hands. But the Namae walking down to the ditch now, carrying three bags on her back, is not that sobbing Namae. Namae is not a Yi but a Sur. Just as San is not Yi San but Oh San. They are not like the Yi children, who already feel entitled thanks to their name. And because San is without a father, the Yi children’s stares are especially superior. If they happen to be playing together and their fathers walk by, they shout Daddy!
and abandon San and cling to their fathers with extra enthusiasm. They call each other by their given names, Sa-ok or Gwi-soon, but they never forget to discriminate by using her full name, Oh San. Namae, also not a Yi, gets called Sur Namae. Perhaps it was inevitable that Oh San and Sur Namae would fall into intimacy, calling each other San and Namae when the other children were not around. Namae’s father, when he isn’t drunk, is a gentle soul who indulges his daughter. Every morning before she goes to school, he brushes her long hair, braids her ponytail, and sweeps the braid over her shoulder to the front. Namae never mentions this side of her father to San. And San never mentions her mother to Namae. Just as San has heard Namae’s father singing in the jar, Namae has seen San’s mother and grandmother argue. The fact they each have something to be ashamed of makes the two draw closer. They are two stragglers from the herd. It makes Namae sad to see her drunk father climb into the jar to cry. Namae says her mother probably died because she couldn’t bear his crying. That she herself will someday die because of her father.
Why does your father crawl into the jar to sing?
He says he can’t hear anything otherwise, even when he’s listening carefully.
Even when he’s listening carefully?
Even when he’s listening carefully!
Once Namae’s father is exhausted from singing, he falls asleep in the jar. On such nights, young Namae brings out a blanket, covers her father with it, and goes to sleep outside leaning against the jar, ear pressed against its glazed surface. Even when San stands right next to Namae, Namae doesn’t say anything or tell her to go away. Two nothing-girls. They’ve learned how to console each other without saying a word. Little San sleeps next to Namae, who has her ear against the jar, with her own ear against Namae.
Namae lugs the three bags past the dike and into a graveyard overgrown with weeds. She seems to have an idea and gestures at San. San hesitates, looking at the receding children, and goes down to the dike. Namae has placed the bags on a grassy burial mound and is lying on her stomach on top of it. San can see the village in the distance. They have so much farther to go. She approaches, and Namae grabs her hand.
Listen carefully.
The two girls lie on the mound, their ears pressed against its gentle curve. The smell of earth and grass is sharp in their noses.
This is my mother’s grave. She’s our guardian angel from now on. She’s watching over us wherever we go.
A day in May.
Her mother’s hand grips a pair of scissors. Like some windup toy, her grandmother repeats herself over and over again: Her son left and won’t come back because his wife was frigid. The scissors are a chilling sight. Unable to bear the suspense, San thrusts her feet into her shoes and runs out the garden gate. The paved road sprawls pitifully under the sun. A dog with a low-hanging tail saunters by. Slate roofs, some red, some blue, lie flat in the background. Trees peek out through the open gates of the other houses. Unruly patches of weeds overgrow onto the main road. The branches of the persimmon tree next door stretch over the wall, brilliantly laden with white flowers. The girl called San is overcome with a compulsion to smash and shatter against something. She leans against the wall that the persimmon tree reaches over. She rubs her face against it. Her forehead becomes scratched and beads with blood. Afraid, San breaks into a run. The blood from her forehead flows down her cheeks. She wants to get as far away as possible. Even better, she thinks, if she never has to come back.
The minari field is green. Summer is coming. San is drenched with sweat as she runs, her sweat mingled with blood. She goes down to the irrigation ditch and washes her face, splashing palm-fuls of water. Her forehead throbs. She climbs to the top of the dike, from where she can see the whole field, and plops down. She almost writhes with the sudden, agonizing loneliness. There is no one picking minari today. Is it because of the prickly sunlight? A sad blue sky floats over the road and the minari. She puts a hand to her forehead and checks to see if blood smears off on her palm. It doesn’t, but the scratched spot still throbs, and she blinks away the sweat in her eyes. She lies down and puts her ear against the dike and looks down on the whole field where the minari grows. What could she hear if she listened hard enough? Could she hear the thoughts of her father, who left as soon as she was born; the feelings of her grandmother, who ripped into her mother time and again; the rage of her mother, who gripped the flashing shears in her hand? As she blinks, the green seeps into her mind like a bitter taste. She shuts her eyes. Her wound throbs and throbs in the sun.
She opens her eyes because her face tickles. Namae squats before her, wearing a white shirt and blue shorts, holding a blade of foxtail. The bushy part pokes San’s face. Namae’s braided ponytail is neatly settled on her shirt front. Their eyes meet, Namae’s eyes brimming with mirth, San’s drowning in sadness. Namae looks into San’s eyes for a moment before gently cupping San’s face.
What happened?
San is silent.
Did you trip?
Little San is too afraid to reply. How could she describe the heat she felt when she put her forehead to the wall? The desire to crash into something. A desire she still feels in her heart. Instead of responding, she grabs the foxtail from Namae’s hand and pushes it up Namae’s nose. Jerking her head back in surprise, Namae loses her balance and rolls down the dike. There’s a splash, and the stirred-up silt turns the stream muddy and opaque. Namae gets up, her eyes and nose red from swallowing water. San is caught off guard when Namae reaches up and pulls her in. Upon contact, the cold water fires up the wound on her forehead. One of her shoes comes off, and Namae races to save it. Placing their shoes on top of the dike, the two girls start splashing each other. The waterweeds are dancing. The two keep slipping as they play, and soon their lips are as blue as ink. San’s wound, which she had briefly forgotten about, aches with a pain that stretches to her nose. The two scramble up the dike, take a look at each other, and giggle, water dripping down their clothes and hair. They shake their heads to get the water off. The flying droplets hit each other’s faces. Namae hesitates as she looks down at her soaked clothes. She takes off her blue shorts, squeezes them dry, and spreads them on the dike. San follows suit, taking off her raindrop-print skirt, squeezing it, and also laying it out in the sun. Namae’s white shirt and San’s yellow blouse are next. Then, with some reluctance, Namae takes off her underwear, shakes out the water, and lays it out as well. San takes off her own underwear, squeezes it, shakes it, and lays it out. Both naked, they stretch