The Living and the Lost: A Novel
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From the author of Paris Never Leaves You, Ellen Feldman's The Living and the Lost is a gripping story of a young German Jewish woman who returns to Allied Occupied Berlin from America to face the past and unexpected future
“A deeply satisfying and truly adult novel.” —Margot Livesey, New York Times best-selling author of The Flight of Gemma Hardy
Millie (Meike) Mosbach and her brother David, manage to escape to the States just before Kristallnacht, leaving their parents and little sister in Berlin. Millie attends Bryn Mawr on a special scholarship for non-Aryan German girls and graduates to a magazine job in Philadelphia. David enlists in the army and is eventually posted to the top-secret Camp Ritchie in Maryland, which trains German-speaking men for intelligence work.
Now they are both back in their former hometown, haunted by ghosts and hoping against hope to find their family. Millie, works in the office responsible for rooting out the most dedicated Nazis from publishing; she is consumed with rage at her former country and its citizens, though she is finding it more difficult to hate in proximity. David works trying to help displaced persons build new lives, while hiding his more radical nighttime activities from his sister. Like most of their German-born American colleagues, they suffer from conflicts of rage and guilt at their own good fortune, except for Millie’s boss, Major Harry Sutton, who seems much too eager to be fair to the Germans.
Living and working in bombed-out Berlin, a latter day Wild West where drunken soldiers brawl; the desperate prey on the unsuspecting; spies ply their trade; werewolves, as unrepentant Nazis were called, scheme to rise again; black markets thrive, and forbidden fraternization is rampant, Millie must come to terms with a decision she made as a girl in a moment of crisis, and with the enigmatic sometimes infuriating Major Sutton who is mysteriously understanding of her demons.
Atmospheric and page-turning, The Living and the Lost is a story of love, survival, and forgiveness of others and of self.
Ellen Feldman
Ellen Feldman is the acclaimed author of Scottsboro, which was shortlisted for the prestigious Orange Prize, The Boy Who Loved Anne Frank, which was translated into nine languages, Next to Love, Terrible Virtue, The Unwitting and Lucy. A former Guggenheim Fellow in fiction, she has a BA and MA in modern history from Bryn Mawr College and after graduate studies at Columbia University, she worked for a New York publishing house, like Charlotte in Paris Never Leaves You. She has lectured around the US, Germany and the UK. She lives in New York and Amagansett with her husband and rescue terrier Charlie.
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27 ratings8 reviews
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5This story takes place in the aftermath of the war, in the rubble that is left of Berlin. Siblings Millie and David who had escaped to America when they were still kids are now grown and have returned to Germany in service of the United States. Millie is weeding out the Nazis from publishing and David is helping the displaced persons.
Though they hope to find out what happened to the rest of their family and you would think such hardships would draw them closer they have secrets from each other that keep them apart, even as room mates sharing an requisitioned flat. Millie seemed quite cold and unfeeling at first. It was difficult for me to like her, although it eventually became clear why she harbored such ill will towards the Germans even though she herself was one of them.
I mostly enjoyed the story but there were times when it veered off towards secondary characters and plot lines that it did temporarily lose my interest and gave me the urge to skim. It could just be that I have finally had my fill of World War II novels or it could be that this story just didn't flow as well as it could. This is normally my favorite time period for historical fiction so I was really excited to read this book.
I received an advance copy - Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Millie returns home to Germany after escaping with her younger brother. She has returned to work in a government office to help decide who would be best to publish a new German paper but she also has a personal reason for returning. While in Germany, Millie is reunited with her cousin who spent time in the concentration camps, and learns that the Nazis kept detailed records of their victims. In these records, Millie finds her answers as well as reconciliation with her past.
I have read many books centered around the Holocaust and World War II but this was something different. This story is told from the perspective of a young woman who had the chance to leave Germany and return at a later date. Seeing the devastating aftermath of the Holocaust through the eyes of a Jewish woman was an eye-opener and made me wonder how those who returned to Germany in the aftermath of World War II felt about going home. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Something about Ellen Feldman's writing and choice of theme really speaks to me. I read quite a bit of historical fiction set in the 1940s, but this book, like Feldman's Paris Never Leaves You, strikes a more gritty tone. The heroine Millie Mosbach is consumed with survivor's guilt - she and her brother were able to escape Nazi Germany but the rest of her family didn't make it. Now Millie is back in Berlin, using her fluency in German to help the American military determine who was really a Nazi and who wasn't. The officer she works with, Harry Sutton, has his own demons and the two develop a tense but passionate relationship at they struggle with the scars the war left behind. I appreciated the focus of this book on what happened in Germany after WWII ended and the effort to explore the nuances and complexities of that time.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5The Living and the Lost by Ellen Feldman is the story of one Jewish family in Berlin during and after the Second World War. The Mosbachs are the parents of three children: Meike, David and Sarah. For reasons beyond their control, the family is torn apart. The parents and young Sarah were left behind and Meike and David travelled safely to the U.S. where someone sheltered and took care of them to adulthood. The novel moves from the war years to the return of David and Meike to Berlin as adults to help return the devastated city to its prewar glory by seeking out hidden Nazis and helping Jews to travel to safety. This will take its toll on the siblings. I have read several books about the holocaust but this one is different. Ellen Feldman has written a book that puts the reader on the streets of Berlin at the worst time and she also delves into the emotions and realities of the victims but also of the survivors. This is my second book by this author and I was not disappointed. The prose is beautiful and at times achingly unbearable. The flawed and authentic characters take us to some of the worst times in history. This is a difficult read but it is well worth spending time on its pages. Highly recommended. Thank you to St. Martin’s Press, NetGalley and the author for the e-ARC in exchange for an honest review.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5This novel captures a part of WWII that we haven't seen much about in historical fiction, and Ms Feldman does a wonderful job of capturing that time after the war in Berlin. It explores the survivors shame and guilt for surviving, anger at each other for what each side did, and the ability to forgive.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Millie has returned to her native Germany after WWII. She is here to do a job for the government but she has a hidden agenda. She is hoping to find out what happened to her parents and her little sister.Millie is amazed at the level of depravity which is rampant and accepted in this post war Germany. She struggles with her anger and her guilt throughout this novel. Her guilt is a unique situation for the reader…you have to read this to find out!There have been tons of WWII books lately. So, to find one which has a different take is tough. This one hits that mark. You usually do not have a book about the aftermath. This one covers this and more! The struggle to find out about your loved ones, to find a place to live, and the survivors guilt is brought to life in the novel. Add in the great characters and you have a very good novel!Need a story you won’t soon forget…THIS IS IT! Grab your copy today!I received this novel from the publisher for a honest review.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5The Living and the Lost by Ellen Feldman is a Historical Novel of the time prior to the war, during World War II and the PostWar era of the rebuilding of Germany. A heart wrenching story of loss and hope for those who survived the destruction of lives, families, homes and country. Family members separated and children lost. Living without the basic necessities of food, shelter, clothing and community. How do you reconstruct an entire society? What are the building blocks? A must read for anyone who wants or needs to learn about the Holocaust, World War II, and the effects on all of us.I received a complimentary copy of this book. Opinions expressed in this review are completely my own. I appreciate the opportunity and thank the author and publisher for allowing me to read, enjoy and review this book. 5 Stars
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5As teenagers, Meike and her brother David were sent to America from Germany in the aftermath of Kristallnacht. Their parents and younger sister Sarah stayed behind. Meike, who Americanizes her name to Millie, spends WWII at Bryn Mawr, and then as an editor at a magazine. David enlists as soon as he turns 18. Both go back to Berlin during the occupation, both to help in various official and unofficial capacities, and to try to make sense of what happened to their family, their city, and their country.The reader's first question will be: what happened to the rest of the family? The answer, and Meike's journey to come to terms with it, will haunt readers beyond the last page. The second question may well be: can Germany and the German people ever recover? History more or less tells us the answer to that question, but Feldman's exploration of the immediate aftermath of the war will also not soon be forgotten by readers.Feldman has put all the pieces together to form a worthwhile addition to the genre. She has a light touch on this weighty topic, but does not shy from addressing the mass hatred and prejudice on both the German and American side. She brings her scenes and characters to life with heartwrenching feeling. No reader will escape this book unscathed, and yet it is not so emotional as to get in the way of being able to process the narrative and really think about the larger story.
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The Living and the Lost - Ellen Feldman
One
Berlin had never been so quiet. Cars and trucks lay in useless pieces. Even bicycles were scarce. There was a rumor that a Soviet soldier had shot a woman who’d refused to yield hers. Smart-stepping boots no longer echoed on the pavements. People trudged the streets dour and mute. The city had been cowed into silence. The hush was as unsettling as the physical devastation. The rest of Germany had been bombed. Berlin had been obliterated.
She’d been in the city for only forty-eight hours, and the shock of the destruction, wreaked first by Allied planes, then by fierce fighting between the Wehrmacht and the Red Army, and most recently by Soviet rape and pillage, was still raw. Some neighborhoods looked like moonscapes, all dirt and craters and dusty shadows that when she got closer turned out to be Trümmerfrauen, the sullen, silent women who picked up broken bricks, pieces of pipe, and other debris and passed the wreckage along from hand to hand in a weary assembly line of forced labor, forced if the women wanted ration cards to eat. But what amazed her even more than the ruin was the Russian roulette aspect. Here and there, parts of buildings still stood, though walls or roofs had been blown away, exposing to cold and rain and prying eyes old bedsteads, broken toilets, and desperate inhabitants still clinging to what was left, because where else could they go? Sometimes one side of the street was nothing more than a pile of rubble while a building across the way stood untouched, the architectural details still handsome, or garish, the glass of the windows unshattered, the Biedermeier breakfronts like this one in the parlor of the flat gleaming in the setting winter sun that spilled into the room. The breakfront had caught her attention as soon as she’d stepped through the sliding doors to the parlor. It was standing between two tall French windows that opened onto Riemeisterstrasse. She told herself Berlin was full of Biedermeier chairs and tables, secretaries and breakfronts. There was no reason to think this was a piece from her own past. But reason had nothing to do with it.
She started across the room. The woman in the rusty black dress that hung on her scrawny frame as if on a scarecrow—Millie was willing to bet that in happier times she had liked her schnitzel and kuchen—dogged her steps. A girl, about four or five Millie guessed, though these days with all the malnutrition it was hard to tell, clung to her mother’s dragging skirt. The child’s eyes, when she stole a glance up at Millie, were saucers of fear in her thin washed-out face. Don’t be afraid, Millie wanted to say. I won’t hurt you. Then she caught herself. Who was she kidding? Of course she was about to hurt the child. She was about to devastate the entire family.
The woman moved to step in front of the breakfront, as if to protect it from Millie, and the stench of sour body odor grew stronger. These days soap was as hard to find in Berlin as food, and what little there was crumbled into hard gray pebbles the instant it met water. Breathing through her mouth to avoid inhaling the smell, a trick a medical student back in the States had taught her, Millie ran her fingers over the birch and ebony inlays. The wood felt smooth and familiar beneath her touch. Berlin might be full of Biedermeier breakfronts, but how many had elaborate geometric inlays and ebony columns with brass capitals? The piece was too elegant for this solidly kleinbürgerlich flat. Middle-class, she corrected herself. She was here to speak German to the Germans, not to wander down her own linguistic memory lane.
It is, how do you say in English, a fake,
the woman said.
Millie took a step away. Even breathing through her mouth, she couldn’t escape the smell. She reminded herself it wasn’t the woman’s fault, but that didn’t make the odor, or the woman, any less offensive. Whose fault was it that there was no soap in Berlin?
"Fälschung."
You speak German?
the woman asked as if she’d been tricked.
"Apparently. But fälschung or authentisch, it’s part of the inventory."
It is a family piece,
the woman insisted. Of sentimental value only,
she added in an unsentimental voice.
A family piece. Of sentimental value. Millie knew something about that. She turned from the breakfront, crossed the sitting room, and started down the hall. The woman tried to bustle ahead, but Millie blocked her way. She did not want to be shown the apartment, as if she were a prospective renter or boarder, as if she were a supplicant. We come as conquerors, not as oppressors, General Eisenhower had announced, and though Millie was officially sworn to the second part of that sentence, she wasn’t about to forget the first. More to the point, she was determined not to let any German she came in contact with forget it.
She made her way down the hall. The dining room was crowded with a heavy carved table and too many chairs. No Biedermeier elegance here. The kitchen was primitive, but she didn’t intend to do much cooking. She wasn’t in the military, only attached to it, but she would still have access to various messes and officers’ clubs, requisitioned restaurants, and that wondrous outpost of American prosperity, the envy of the world or at least of the inhabitants of Berlin, the PX. So would the roommate she’d been told to expect.
In the first bedroom, a massive four-poster was piled high with eiderdowns. Again, the woman tried to run interference, but Millie took a step around her, put her hand on the eiderdowns, and pressed down several times, testing the mattress. She knew she was taunting the woman, and she felt a small flash of shame, but not enough to stop. The woman’s hand lifted, as if she wanted to slap Millie, then fell to her side. The child moved closer and wound her arms around her mother’s leg. Now Millie was ashamed. Goading a grown woman, a grown German woman, was fair play, or at least justified. Intimidating a child, even a German child, was unconscionable. Except that the German child was likely to grow up to be a German adult.
She moved on to the bathroom. It was spartan but immaculate. The woman was a good housekeeper. That couldn’t be easy with all the dust the Trümmerfrauen kicked up collecting the rubble and wheeling it along the broken roads.
She entered the next room. The woman followed with the child still clinging to her thigh. The bed here was smaller but still piled high with eiderdowns. She didn’t bother to test the mattress. She’d made her point. She moved on to the last room. The small chest of drawers and narrow bed were painted white with pink and blue flowers. A stuffed bear, the cross stitches of his mouth set in an eternally winsome smile, was propped up against the pillow. Is that your teddy? The words were almost out of her mouth before she swallowed them. The child really was testing her resolve. She didn’t want to taunt her, but she was determined not to be seduced by her. Giving a wide berth to a dollhouse that stood in a corner, she walked to the window, looked out into the bare alley where a few weeds sprouted among the rubble, then turned, left the bedroom, and made her way back down the hall. She was not going to look at the breakfront again, not so much as a glance, but her eyes had a will of their own. As she passed the doorway, her head turned to take it in one more time. The piece was so handsome it was almost an affront to the city, and the times.
She and the woman stood facing each other in the entrance hall. The fear she’d read in the woman’s faded blue eyes when she’d opened the door and seen Millie’s uniform had hardened into hatred. Millie could feel the rage coming off her, acrid as the smell of her unwashed flesh and greasy hair. That was all right. That made it easier. The woman’s hatred was like a stick poking her own to life.
Three o’clock tomorrow,
she said in German. You, your family, and your personal effects must be out by three o’clock tomorrow.
But the child…
the woman began.
Three o’clock tomorrow,
Millie repeated and was out the door before the woman could protest any further. If she was going to worry about a child, she had better candidates for her pity than that little girl, who, even after all these years, even after everything that had happened, still had a teddy bear to cling to.
She made her way down the stairs slowly. She told herself she was being careful because there was no light in the stairwell, but she knew it was more than that. The shadow of the child followed her all the way.
Pulling open the door to the street, she stepped into the falling dusk. The winter solstice was still a month away, but the shortening days made the ruined streets feel even more ominous. The rubble wasn’t as bad here as in some parts of the city. Zehlendorf, a borough of handsome villas, cobblestone streets, lakes, parks, and upstanding German citizens, had been of no strategic value, except perhaps for those upstanding citizens. It had been spared the worst of the bombing. But it still felt broken.
She crossed the street and stood looking up at the French windows of the flat she’d just requisitioned. The woman appeared in one of them and stood staring down at her. Even at this distance, Millie could feel the rage. Again, she told herself that was all right. That was welcome. The woman’s hatred banished the shadow of the child that had stalked her down the stairs.
She’d been in Berlin only two days, but in Germany for a week. The experience was not what she’d expected. She didn’t mean the hardship. She’d been warned of that. The unwanted sympathy, her own, not the Germans’, was the problem. It was easy to hate from a distance. She was surprised to find how much energy it took close up.
As she went on staring up at the window, two GIs turned the corner onto Riemeisterstrasse. One of them took a last drag of a cigarette and flicked the butt to the street.
Suddenly four small boys appeared out of nowhere. Three were wearing torn trousers that were too thin for the winter weather. The fourth was in shorts. All four of them dove for the cigarette butt. The scuffle didn’t go on for long, a few punches, some wild kicks, violent curses. The boy in shorts pulled away from them, ran halfway down the block, and turned back to look at the others. They stood watching him but made no move. Honor among thieves, or at least a code of behavior among scavengers. The winner took a small tin box from the pocket of his shorts, opened it, and placed the cigarette butt inside. The incident was something else she’d been in Germany long enough to understand. Kippensammlung, or butt collecting. Children, and sometimes able-bodied men, if any were left, and the elderly as well, collected cigarette butts, removed the remaining tobacco, rolled it into new cigarettes, and sold them on the black market. They weren’t as valuable as American cigarettes—four cents a pack at the PX, ten dollars on the black market, fifteen for Pall Malls, which were longer—but they were profitable.
She looked from the boys back up at the windows of the flat. The woman was gone, leaving only the memory of the encounter. She hadn’t found requisitioning the flat as painful as people had told her it would be, but neither had she found it as satisfying as she’d expected.
Two
What the fuc—pardon my French, Captain, what the hell are the Krauts up to now?
Private Meer muttered as he turned the jeep onto Riemeisterstrasse and slowed to a stop.
Millie hadn’t yet met Major Sutton, who would be her boss, but he’d given her his jeep and driver for the move into the flat. Private Meer had been trying to watch his language. She was an American girl, clearly off-limits because she held the equivalent of officer rank, but still a welcome sight in Berlin in late 1945, or so she had been told repeatedly. Not that the city wasn’t full of eager Frauleins. They were off-limits too, technically. The Army’s rule against fraternization—no socializing with Germans, no visiting their homes, no shaking hands with them even—had been one more article in the conquerors’ creed. It had also been a sop to wives and girlfriends back home. Unfortunately, or fortunately for those involved, the rule had turned out to be totally unenforceable. GIs wandered the streets arm in arm with German girls. Often the girls were wearing nylon stockings and munching chocolate bars or smoking cigarettes. It was as if they were acting out the worst clichés of the Occupation. The first afternoon she’d been in Germany, she’d passed an enlisted man snapping a photo of his buddy, grinning to beat the band as he stood with two Frauleins, an arm around the shoulders of each and his big hands palming a breast of each. She bet that was one photo that wasn’t going home to mother. The officers were no better, or so she’d heard. Every one of them had a frat
stashed away somewhere. She’d been in Germany only a week, but she’d already heard the story of the young officer who’d wanted to bring his wife over. You must be nuts,
his superior had said. You don’t bring a sandwich to a banquet.
Millie qualified as a sandwich—barely that, she supposed, since she wasn’t anyone’s wife—but if that made her less desirable, or at least less accommodating, it also made her more respectable. Private Meer was doing his best to watch his language around her. What the hell are the Krauts up to now,
he said again, as if repeating the bland word would wipe out the more vivid expletive.
Halfway down the street, a crowd of twenty or thirty men and women, some of the women with children, was gathered in front of a building. They weren’t shouting or jostling or even milling. They were simply watching, almost respectfully, as if at a funeral. One of the men was even holding his cap in his hands.
Meer put the jeep in gear, cruised to the edge of the group, and stopped again, but he left the engine idling and glanced behind them. She knew he was checking for an escape route. The crowd was calm, but situations could turn on a dime. The Soviets were more volatile than the Germans. That had to do with the vodka. Skirmishes between the Ivans and the Amis or the Tommies—there was no German slang for the French occupiers, whom they clearly saw as also-rans—were not unheard of. But the Germans were sullen and self-pitying. Under the right circumstances, those traits could be incendiary too.
As she and Meer sat watching, a man came out of the building where she’d requisitioned the flat the day before carrying an armful of pots, pans, and kitchen utensils. A woman in the crowd crossed herself. A man muttered, more in despair than anger. You didn’t have to speak the language to understand the tone. Every man and woman in the crowd, even some of the children, knew the same fate could befall them. Tomorrow or next week or next month they could be carrying their own kitchen utensils out of their own houses. And it was likely to get worse before it got better, if it ever did get better. The rumor was that the Amis were going to bring over their families. All those women and children would need places to live, though the houses and apartments wouldn’t all be requisitioned space. In Frankfurt, the headquarters of the American sector, German POWs were already at work building an all-American suburb behind barbed wire, complete with schools, movie theaters, bowling alleys, hair dressing salons, and other aspects of American culture. But until that was complete, a lot of Germans would be giving up their Lebensraum.
The man carrying the kitchen utensils began making his way through the mob. Several American soldiers started to push the crowd back to make a path for him, but there was no need. The bystanders separated on their own.
Like the Red Sea,
Millie muttered.
Meer turned to her and grinned. You nailed it, Captain. That’s the Krauts for you. Like Churchill said, either at your throat or at your feet. Even with each other. Especially with each other these days.
The man reached the street where a wagon stood, the shafts for harnessing a horse resting on the ground, black paint peeling from the sides, a scrap of black fabric fluttering in one of the broken windows. In an earlier life the vehicle must have been a hearse. The man bent to put the utensils inside it, but he was carrying too many, and they clattered out of his hands, shattering the reverential hush. Somewhere in the crowd, a woman let out a single sob. The man collected the fallen items from the street, put them in the wagon, and started back to the house. The crowd went on watching. They were respectful and sympathetic, but they were curious too. Was the wife a good housekeeper or a slattern? Was the family better off than they pretended or living beyond their means?
Meer shook his head. Damn Krauts. I’m not saying it ain’t what they deserve, but they sure do know how to pull at your heartstrings.
Millie didn’t answer.
A moment later the man came out of the house again. This time he was trailed by a helper. The first man was carrying a pile of folded linens and eiderdowns, the second some clothing and a pair of beat-up military boots. A subdued murmur rustled through the crowd. She couldn’t tell whether it was admiration for the quilts and linens, which even at this distance she could see were snowy, or shame for the depths to which the boots had sunk.
The men went back into the house and came out several more times. Finally, the second man emerged empty-handed, strode to the wagon, and stood waiting. A few onlookers around the edge of the crowd began to drift away. The show was over. Others hung on doggedly for the last act.
The door to the house opened again and the woman Millie had gone through the flat with the day before emerged. She was wearing the same rusty black dress, and the child was clinging to the skirt with one hand while she clutched the stuffed bear with the other. Chin lifted, eyes straight ahead, immune to her neighbors and their pity or perhaps schadenfreude—the two sentiments are rarely far apart—the woman started toward the wagon. As she did, the first man came out the doorway again. He was balancing the dollhouse Millie had noticed in the child’s room against his chest. Another murmur, a little louder this time, went through the throng. A handful of women surged closer to get a better look. These days a beautifully preserved house, even a miniature one, was clearly an object of wonder. Some of the people who had started to leave turned back.
The man was halfway to the wagon when one of the soldiers stepped in front of him. The man started to move around him. The soldier stepped sideways to block his path again.
The soldier said something in English. The man responded in German. Millie was too far away to make out the words.
"Nein, the soldier’s voice was louder now.
Ist on the inventory."
It belongs to the child,
the man shouted back in German.
They stood that way for a moment. Without letting go of the dollhouse, the man managed to raise his elbow to mop the sweat from his face, though the morning was cold. The soldier, who couldn’t have been older than eighteen or nineteen, worked a wad of gum around in his mouth.
"Nein," he said again. This time he reached for the dollhouse. The man twisted his body away.
They stood that way, facing off over the miniature slate roof. The soldier’s jaw was moving faster now. The man was still sweating, but he didn’t try to mop his face.
A moment passed, then another. The soldier’s eyes were ricocheting around the crowd. He knew he’d made a mistake, first in stopping the man, then in reaching for the dollhouse, but he didn’t know how to get out of the corner he’d backed himself into. Besides, as he kept insisting in what he seemed to think was pidgin German, the dollhouse was on the inventory of the furniture that must stay, though heaven knew why. Perhaps the sergeant who’d compiled the list had a daughter back in the States. It wouldn’t be the largest spoil shipped home, or the most valuable, not by a long shot.
The woman took the few steps back from the wagon to where the man and the soldier were standing. She seemed unaware that the child was still hanging on to her skirt. Millie couldn’t make out her words, but she recognized the snarl on her face. The soldier went on working his jaw around the wad of gum. "Nein, he repeated to the woman.
Ist on the inventory."
"Räuber, she shouted.
Dieb. She took a step closer to the soldier. He stood his ground but couldn’t keep from leaning his upper body away from her. That was all she needed. She raised her hand and began poking him in the chest with her index finger as she repeated the words.
Räuber. Dieb. Schwein."
The soldier’s jaw and eyes were going faster now. The mob began taking up the woman’s cries. "Räuber. Dieb. Schwein," they howled.
Beside Millie, Meer turned and glanced behind them. Maybe we better get out of here, Captain. The major wouldn’t want you mixed up in this.
I’m fine,
she said. She wasn’t fine—the shouted viciousness was taking her back to a place she didn’t want to go—but she would not let them drive her out again.
The crowd was still shouting, but now they’d taken up a new word. "Schande, they howled.
Schande, Schande, Schande."
"I got Räuber and Schwein, Captain, Meer said,
and I think Dieb is thief, but what does Schande mean?"
It took her a minute to translate for him, though she knew the word. Shame,
she said finally.
They got a point. Don’t get me wrong. They deserve everything they got coming to them,
he repeated. But a kid’s dollhouse?
If I’d noticed it on the list, I’d have taken it off,
she said, though she wondered if she would have. Maybe the dollhouse had been bought for the child. Maybe her father had made it for her. Or maybe in an earlier life it had belonged to a little girl with the last name of Cohn or Levi or Lowenstein. She thought of the Biedermeier breakfront again.
The shouting was getting louder, and she noticed something else. The throng was closing in more tightly around the soldier. The three other GIs were trying to keep it back, but as they pushed one way, the mob pushed against them. A man in a cap and a torn Wehrmacht jacket dyed an uneven orange—Germans were forbidden to wear proper military garb—came up behind the woman and began shouting, not the words the crowd was chanting but a harangue. He was yelling, and people were screaming, and the woman was poking the soldier’s chest while he stood frozen to the spot. Only his jaw and eyes were moving. Then slowly, almost imperceptibly, or the gesture would have been imperceptible if Millie and Meer hadn’t been watching so closely, his right hand moved toward his thigh and hovered above the pistol in its holster.
Millie felt her breath catch in her chest.
Don’t do it, kid,
Meer muttered.
The soldier’s hand kept going until it found the handle of the revolver, then rested there.
The woman dropped her hand. The man in the dyed Wehrmacht jacket stopped shouting. A murmur, soft and nervous as a tremor, ran through the mob. No one moved.
Suddenly an American officer was cutting through the far side of the crowd, and bystanders were stepping aside to make way for him.
I think the cavalry just rode in,
Meer said.
The peak of the officer’s cap cast a shadow over his face, but Millie didn’t have to see his features to recognize him. She knew that long-legged stride, more lope than walk, and the thrust of those shoulders that he’d learned to use as a weapon precisely because they were not broad or powerful. As a boy, he’d fought a lot of skirmishes in a variety of places.
He elbowed through the last few people and reached the quartet at the center of the dispute. The soldier took his hand from his gun and executed a snappy salute.
Who ever thought a fucking salute would save the day?
This time Meer didn’t even try to apologize.
The woman and the man in the dyed Wehrmacht jacket both took a step back from the soldier. The other man didn’t move, but simply went on standing there, holding the dollhouse against his chest.
The officer said something to the soldier, then stood listening. After a moment, he beckoned to another soldier who was holding a clipboard. The second soldier handed the clipboard to the officer. He stood studying it, then shook his head slowly as if in wonder. She recognized that gesture too. It was his response to the world’s insanity. He turned to the man with the dollhouse. He was speaking quietly, and the mob couldn’t hear what he was saying, but the man stood with his head down, as if to catch every word. The officer stopped talking. The man nodded and, still carrying the dollhouse, started for the wagon. The woman opened her mouth to say something. The officer cut her off and glanced down at the child for a long moment. Millie waited for him to pat her head. She didn’t know if she’d be able to forgive that. She’d fought the instinct the day before. Surely he would too. He moved aside so the two of them, mother and child, could make their way to the former hearse where the man was placing the dollhouse. He wedged it in among the other possessions, then helped the woman up onto the seat and lifted the child to sit in her lap. He walked to the front of the carriage and bent to pick up one of the shafts. His helper picked up the other. They began hauling the wagon. It rode low and heavy on its wheels down Riemeisterstrasse.
Well, I’ll be damned,
Meer said as he sat watching the gathering disperse. He threw the jeep into gear and started toward the building where the officer was still standing. As they got closer, the smile on the officer’s face grew wider.
Meer pulled up in front of the building and killed the engine.
The officer looked up at them. I hear you’re in the market for a roommate, Mil.
She climbed out of the jeep and stood staring up at him.
That is if your kid brother won’t cramp your style.
She threw her arms around him and turned her face away so he wouldn’t see that she was crying, though he’d know anyway.
I think I can work around you,
she said.
It isn’t a coincidence,
David explained as he lifted her suitcase out of the jeep and they started toward the house. Though these days the world is lousy with coincidences. A guy in my outfit—we were at Camp Ritchie together and got citizenship the same day—managed to get permission to take a jeep back to his hometown near Mainz. He just happened to hit the local railroad station as a slow-moving freight was pulling in. His twin brother was sitting on a flatbed. Fresh out of Dachau.
As soon as the words were out, he cursed himself. He knew what her next sentence would