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Lies, Hearts & Truths #1
Little Lies
I don’t want you.
You mean nothing to me.
I never loved you.
I turned my words into swords.
And I cut her down. Shoved the blade in and watched her fall.
I said I’d never hurt her, and I did.
Years later, I’m faced with all the little lies, the untruths, the false realities, the damage I inflicted, when all I wanted was to indulge my obsession.
Lavender Waters is the princess in the tower. Even her name is the thing fairy tales are made of.
I used to be the one who saved her.
Over and over again.
But I don’t want to save her anymore.
I just want to pretend the lies are still the truth.
A standalone angsty new adult romance.
Heroine: Lavender Waters (Alex and Violet Waters’ youngest daughter, PUCKED and FOREVER PUCKED couple origin, Pucked Series )
Hero: Kodiak (Kody) Bowman (Rook and Lainey Bowman’s son, A LIE FOR A LIE couple origin, All In Series )
You mean nothing to me.
I never loved you.
I turned my words into swords.
And I cut her down. Shoved the blade in and watched her fall.
I said I’d never hurt her, and I did.
Years later, I’m faced with all the little lies, the untruths, the false realities, the damage I inflicted, when all I wanted was to indulge my obsession.
Lavender Waters is the princess in the tower. Even her name is the thing fairy tales are made of.
I used to be the one who saved her.
Over and over again.
But I don’t want to save her anymore.
I just want to pretend the lies are still the truth.
A standalone angsty new adult romance.
Heroine: Lavender Waters (Alex and Violet Waters’ youngest daughter, PUCKED and FOREVER PUCKED couple origin, Pucked Series )
Hero: Kodiak (Kody) Bowman (Rook and Lainey Bowman’s son, A LIE FOR A LIE couple origin, All In Series )
307 pages, ebook
First published November 16, 2020
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November 21, 2020
this book really made me realize how ✨desensitized✨ i truly am when it comes to new adult heroes' "assholery" because when the dude was horrible to the heroine? i was like
is- is it me?
is it the copious amounts of new adult books i've read?
is it the characters and their lack of ~spice~ ?
is it the fact that i've read worse "asshole" characters and the dude here is just- meh?
because suddenly... his assholery was MILD (at best). i know i shouldn't compare but... i'm wayyy more of an asshole towards my brother whenever he eats my food, than the Hero was towards the heroine. because whenever a situation arises when the Hero was being a "jerk" to the heroine, all i could ever think about was... THAT is an asshole for you??
but moving on, obviously, like any other reader out there, i was intrigued af. i mean childhood bffs to lovers, brothers best friend, and enemies to lovers? that's all a yes for me. so this book is basically about
apparently this book is like second gen to the characters from Pucked series and All In series so there's that. if you're like me and haven't read either series, need not worry, there's a family tree in the beginning which i actually appreciate because with all the exams in my life right now... you know.. i only have 2 functioning brain cells at the moment and i can't comprehend the amount of names i had to learn.
✧✦ SPOILER WARNING AHEAD ✦✧
lemme start off right away and say that Lavender and Kodiak barely interacted in the first 65%. literally, their interaction in the beginning was quite repetitive. here's what happens:
and let's not start with the weird scene where Kodiak was a nude model for Lavender's art class to mess with her. i wish we read that scene in his pov because like- wtf. whowhatwherewhenwhyHOW? WHAT👏🏼WAS👏🏼THE👏🏼REASON. i can't even walk at the beach wearing my swimsuit without feeling a bit anxious sometimes and you're telling me a character with severe anxiety can suddenly pose nude in front of a class for 3 hours straight?? i wanna know why he did it and what was going through his mind but nope. we also barely got his pov in the beginning by the way. most of his pov chapters happened after the 60-ish% mark.
and when the romance finally began in 65% i was like CHOP, CHOP guys. hurry the f uppp
aaand they really did hurry the f up because when they finally got together, they got together TOO fast, despite the fact that they've been "hating" each other for 5-7 years and there was also little to NO groveling. after he finally told her the truth... you know what she did- you guys know what she did...? she got herself off in front of him with a dildo... which first of all doesn't make sense, and second.. whaaaat?
and then two chapters later, they're together.. like, that's it?? you've been "hating" this dude for 65% of the book and... that's it? after that there was a lot- A LOT of telling instead of showing, and time jumps. this annoyed tf out of me because i wanted to see more scenes of these two through actual scenes and not just through inner monologue.
and the mystery that happened 2 years ago as to why Kodiak is suddenly a dick to her? it's not even that bad. i swear, it's not bad. i mean i could understand why it might hit Lavender a bit differently but the hype conveyed that it's real bad but like come onnnn, it's not THAT bad. he just said he didn't want her, they're toxic, he can't love her, etc. i guess i was just expecting more but it was just-
the misguided OW drama was... eh, how do i say this nicely.. stupid? i don't know. but it was obviously there to add some angst because there was a fade-to-black scene in the beginning where we think Bethany (OW) hooked up with Kodiak because Lavender overheard her. "something" happened but he said he didn't touch her. he probably saw her do something as we know all about his voyeurism kink. but yeah, i mean, that whole dorm, Bethany being Lavender's brief roommate thing that happened in 2 chapters was so weird and unnecessary. and for those who want to know, no they both weren't celibate throughout the years but they were once they see each other again. Lavender had one boyfriend and Kodiak doesn't like hooking up but he "wasn't a saint" either.
also, can we talk about how Lavender preaches about double standards and yet is very judgemental towards "puck bunnies"... yeah no.
* * *
the only saving graces for me were BJ, River, maybe even Maverick, and the whole cousin/group dynamic. but first of all, no offense to any BJ's out there, but the name BJ.....?? ah whatever this dude actually had the most common sense in this book so for that, i like him. i hope he has his own book because him looking like a lumberjack model while also being a figure skater? yes.
honestly, most of the beginning can even be considered as "filler" because nothing really happened. there was little to no romance, a lot of telling about Lavender and Kodiak's "connection" through dialogue and inner monologue but there wasn't enough showing to make me feel connected to them.
i guess i was expecting more?? i just couldn't connect with the characters at all and the characterization of Kodiak wasn't that great because he was barely even in the book in the beginning. i think the past did a good job showing their "connection" but the present? ehh not so much.
anyways, please excuse me while i bathe in holy water after reading that Aquaman dildo scene (yes, you heard that right).
1.75 stars
is- is it me?
is it the copious amounts of new adult books i've read?
is it the characters and their lack of ~spice~ ?
is it the fact that i've read worse "asshole" characters and the dude here is just- meh?
because suddenly... his assholery was MILD (at best). i know i shouldn't compare but... i'm wayyy more of an asshole towards my brother whenever he eats my food, than the Hero was towards the heroine. because whenever a situation arises when the Hero was being a "jerk" to the heroine, all i could ever think about was... THAT is an asshole for you??
but moving on, obviously, like any other reader out there, i was intrigued af. i mean childhood bffs to lovers, brothers best friend, and enemies to lovers? that's all a yes for me. so this book is basically about
↳ Lavender (h) and Kodiak (H) who both have anxiety. something happened when they were kids because their parents realized that their codependency for one another is "toxic" and Kodiak also realizes this so he pushes her away and says all these "little lies" (lol see what i did there? ugh right ok anyways) to make her hate him. he becomes a martyr and doesn't want to ruin her. years later they're both in the same university, Kodiak still being an "asshole" and Lavender "hating" him.
apparently this book is like second gen to the characters from Pucked series and All In series so there's that. if you're like me and haven't read either series, need not worry, there's a family tree in the beginning which i actually appreciate because with all the exams in my life right now... you know.. i only have 2 functioning brain cells at the moment and i can't comprehend the amount of names i had to learn.
✧✦ SPOILER WARNING AHEAD ✦✧
lemme start off right away and say that Lavender and Kodiak barely interacted in the first 65%. literally, their interaction in the beginning was quite repetitive. here's what happens:
1. they have a brief conversation
2. Kodiak is a dick.
3. Lavender "flips the bird"
4. she says i hate you.
5. then she runs away.
6. repeat.
and let's not start with the weird scene where Kodiak was a nude model for Lavender's art class to mess with her. i wish we read that scene in his pov because like- wtf. whowhatwherewhenwhyHOW? WHAT👏🏼WAS👏🏼THE👏🏼REASON. i can't even walk at the beach wearing my swimsuit without feeling a bit anxious sometimes and you're telling me a character with severe anxiety can suddenly pose nude in front of a class for 3 hours straight?? i wanna know why he did it and what was going through his mind but nope. we also barely got his pov in the beginning by the way. most of his pov chapters happened after the 60-ish% mark.
and when the romance finally began in 65% i was like CHOP, CHOP guys. hurry the f uppp
aaand they really did hurry the f up because when they finally got together, they got together TOO fast, despite the fact that they've been "hating" each other for 5-7 years and there was also little to NO groveling. after he finally told her the truth... you know what she did- you guys know what she did...? she got herself off in front of him with a dildo... which first of all doesn't make sense, and second.. whaaaat?
and then two chapters later, they're together.. like, that's it?? you've been "hating" this dude for 65% of the book and... that's it? after that there was a lot- A LOT of telling instead of showing, and time jumps. this annoyed tf out of me because i wanted to see more scenes of these two through actual scenes and not just through inner monologue.
and the mystery that happened 2 years ago as to why Kodiak is suddenly a dick to her? it's not even that bad. i swear, it's not bad. i mean i could understand why it might hit Lavender a bit differently but the hype conveyed that it's real bad but like come onnnn, it's not THAT bad. he just said he didn't want her, they're toxic, he can't love her, etc. i guess i was just expecting more but it was just-
the misguided OW drama was... eh, how do i say this nicely.. stupid? i don't know. but it was obviously there to add some angst because there was a fade-to-black scene in the beginning where we think Bethany (OW) hooked up with Kodiak because Lavender overheard her. "something" happened but he said he didn't touch her. he probably saw her do something as we know all about his voyeurism kink. but yeah, i mean, that whole dorm, Bethany being Lavender's brief roommate thing that happened in 2 chapters was so weird and unnecessary. and for those who want to know, no they both weren't celibate throughout the years but they were once they see each other again. Lavender had one boyfriend and Kodiak doesn't like hooking up but he "wasn't a saint" either.
also, can we talk about how Lavender preaches about double standards and yet is very judgemental towards "puck bunnies"... yeah no.
* * *
the only saving graces for me were BJ, River, maybe even Maverick, and the whole cousin/group dynamic. but first of all, no offense to any BJ's out there, but the name BJ.....?? ah whatever this dude actually had the most common sense in this book so for that, i like him. i hope he has his own book because him looking like a lumberjack model while also being a figure skater? yes.
honestly, most of the beginning can even be considered as "filler" because nothing really happened. there was little to no romance, a lot of telling about Lavender and Kodiak's "connection" through dialogue and inner monologue but there wasn't enough showing to make me feel connected to them.
i guess i was expecting more?? i just couldn't connect with the characters at all and the characterization of Kodiak wasn't that great because he was barely even in the book in the beginning. i think the past did a good job showing their "connection" but the present? ehh not so much.
anyways, please excuse me while i bathe in holy water after reading that Aquaman dildo scene (yes, you heard that right).
1.75 stars
November 4, 2020
4 stars
This book was so different than most Helena Hunting books, but in a good way. I loved the emotional and angsty story of Lavender Waters and Kodiak Bowman. If you've read the 'Pucked' series, Lavender is Alex and Violet's daughter, and Kodiak is Rook and Lainey's son from 'A Lie for a Lie'. Though having the parent's background is great and imo adds a lot to the book, this can most definitely be read as a stand alone.
Lavender and Kodiak used to be really close friends. In fact, Kodiak was her savior in a way. Lavender has dealt with intense anxiety and even some ptsd from a childhood trauma, and Kodiak was there for her. He was just a kid himself, but he got her in a way no one else did. When he moved away, everything changed for them.
Lavender is now starting her sophomore year of college but this year she's not at the community college living at home. This year she's on campus and living with her older brother Maverick and her twin, River. She knew she might run into Kodiak, but she didn't expect him to be at her house all the time. Though maybe she should have, he is Mav's best friend. Things are not copacetic between the two of them. In fact, at times they're down right volatile. But then, things start to shift.
My favorite thing about this book was Lavender and what an amazing and incredibly strong heroine she was. Not only did she slay her own demons, she helped Kody with his in a way. I love that she didn't make things easy for him, that she made him work for it.
I really liked Kodiak too, especially towards the end of the book and in the flashbacks. Honestly, it took me a while to really get his character and I think that was the only thing that put me in a bit of a disconnect with the story. Still, I loved both of these characters and the anxiety rep was fantastic.
Another great thing about this book was getting to meet so many of my favorite Helena Hunting characters kids all grown up. The possibilities for books in this world with this group are endless. I would love one about either of Lavender's brothers or BJ. I hope she continues to write them!
If you're looking for a love story that's a bit of a rocky road but will leave you fully satisfied, pick this one up. It's full of angst, emotion, family, friendship, and romance. I loved it!
This book was so different than most Helena Hunting books, but in a good way. I loved the emotional and angsty story of Lavender Waters and Kodiak Bowman. If you've read the 'Pucked' series, Lavender is Alex and Violet's daughter, and Kodiak is Rook and Lainey's son from 'A Lie for a Lie'. Though having the parent's background is great and imo adds a lot to the book, this can most definitely be read as a stand alone.
Lavender and Kodiak used to be really close friends. In fact, Kodiak was her savior in a way. Lavender has dealt with intense anxiety and even some ptsd from a childhood trauma, and Kodiak was there for her. He was just a kid himself, but he got her in a way no one else did. When he moved away, everything changed for them.
I used to be the one to save her. Now I’m the reason she falls apart.
Lavender is now starting her sophomore year of college but this year she's not at the community college living at home. This year she's on campus and living with her older brother Maverick and her twin, River. She knew she might run into Kodiak, but she didn't expect him to be at her house all the time. Though maybe she should have, he is Mav's best friend. Things are not copacetic between the two of them. In fact, at times they're down right volatile. But then, things start to shift.
My favorite thing about this book was Lavender and what an amazing and incredibly strong heroine she was. Not only did she slay her own demons, she helped Kody with his in a way. I love that she didn't make things easy for him, that she made him work for it.
“I hope all the suffering was worth it. If you really want me, I guess you’re going to have to find a way to deserve me.”
I really liked Kodiak too, especially towards the end of the book and in the flashbacks. Honestly, it took me a while to really get his character and I think that was the only thing that put me in a bit of a disconnect with the story. Still, I loved both of these characters and the anxiety rep was fantastic.
Another great thing about this book was getting to meet so many of my favorite Helena Hunting characters kids all grown up. The possibilities for books in this world with this group are endless. I would love one about either of Lavender's brothers or BJ. I hope she continues to write them!
If you're looking for a love story that's a bit of a rocky road but will leave you fully satisfied, pick this one up. It's full of angst, emotion, family, friendship, and romance. I loved it!
December 4, 2020
A romance filled with angst, between two individuals with internal struggles and demons that with time learn to cope with and without each other...
Oh goodness gracious... my poor, delicate heart... it handled all and everything that H. Hunting aka the queen Helena Hunting was able to throw my way. This book is everything and all that I needed and was looking for, yet not anticipating. I knew that diving in, I felt that this novel would be beyond different in comparison to Helena's other novels. Not only because it's an NA novel, but also because the way of writing was just more emotional and felt raw. Two characters, living in their past & present, Kodiac Bowman and Lavender Waters learn the TRUTH of the little lies they have lived with. And when encountering upon the new reality, walls need to be broken as well as hearts and minds.
Taking place in the past of their childhood years, and also in the present during their college life. Lav & Kody come to terms of the reality that is at stakes, they will never be out of each other's lives no matter what. Needing to move on with her life and her past, Lanvender makes the best of being in the college scene. With he struggles of anxiety and PTSD, as a young adult she learns that reality is a risk she must take both for the good and the bad experiences. And after years of being separated and being in Kodiaks' jerk of a presence, it becomes inevitable for her to not admire or his aura;
After multiple attempts of her emotional impacts, Lavender continues with her college life and risking it all once again to be with Kodiak after learning the truth that put a wall during their past for them to now have a future. Her brothers will always be there as a protective shield as well. A family that knows their past, and wants nothing to hurt Lavender's future. But even before they could officially be back together, Kodiak knew that being in Lavender's presence did nothing but break his control of wanting to be with her. His anxiety on another level of skyrocketing. Wanting to have that control is what makes him a swoon worthy character, because his weakness is his one try love;
This beautiful, yet fucked up story between two individuals that have this impactful connection is what makes this one of my favorite reads this year. And I just know that Helena's readers will crave nothing more then to continue this series, especially for the rest of the PUCKED SERIES kids. River has stolen my heart and I want to read his happily ever after, even though he is super protective of Lavender. Maverick and BJ need their story too, and my gosh am I drooling for Maverick's story. If I fell in love with his dad, Alex Waters in Pucked. I want nothing more than his soon to be romance story.
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Oh goodness gracious... my poor, delicate heart... it handled all and everything that H. Hunting aka the queen Helena Hunting was able to throw my way. This book is everything and all that I needed and was looking for, yet not anticipating. I knew that diving in, I felt that this novel would be beyond different in comparison to Helena's other novels. Not only because it's an NA novel, but also because the way of writing was just more emotional and felt raw. Two characters, living in their past & present, Kodiac Bowman and Lavender Waters learn the TRUTH of the little lies they have lived with. And when encountering upon the new reality, walls need to be broken as well as hearts and minds.
Taking place in the past of their childhood years, and also in the present during their college life. Lav & Kody come to terms of the reality that is at stakes, they will never be out of each other's lives no matter what. Needing to move on with her life and her past, Lanvender makes the best of being in the college scene. With he struggles of anxiety and PTSD, as a young adult she learns that reality is a risk she must take both for the good and the bad experiences. And after years of being separated and being in Kodiaks' jerk of a presence, it becomes inevitable for her to not admire or his aura;
"Kodiak is exactly like the place he's named for— exceptional, rugged, cold, unique. As much as I hate him, it's impossible to deny his stunning beauty, or to avoid being sucked in by it..."
After multiple attempts of her emotional impacts, Lavender continues with her college life and risking it all once again to be with Kodiak after learning the truth that put a wall during their past for them to now have a future. Her brothers will always be there as a protective shield as well. A family that knows their past, and wants nothing to hurt Lavender's future. But even before they could officially be back together, Kodiak knew that being in Lavender's presence did nothing but break his control of wanting to be with her. His anxiety on another level of skyrocketing. Wanting to have that control is what makes him a swoon worthy character, because his weakness is his one try love;
"If I can't have her, I don't want anyone else to have her either. And that's really what it comes down to..."
This beautiful, yet fucked up story between two individuals that have this impactful connection is what makes this one of my favorite reads this year. And I just know that Helena's readers will crave nothing more then to continue this series, especially for the rest of the PUCKED SERIES kids. River has stolen my heart and I want to read his happily ever after, even though he is super protective of Lavender. Maverick and BJ need their story too, and my gosh am I drooling for Maverick's story. If I fell in love with his dad, Alex Waters in Pucked. I want nothing more than his soon to be romance story.
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November 19, 2020
1 disappointment star
Spoilers Ahead
So this was one my highly anticipated read of the month. I was really excited for it because of the hype regarding how I need to get my tissues ready, how people who normally don’t cry, cried while reading this book. And the teasers omg they were amazing especially the one where Lavender was all like “you think you deserve my kiss now”. I was ready for some strong female lead giving shit to the guy after he fucked things up.
And then I started reading the book and i didn’t even feel a single emotion.
Me when I started the book
Me after reading the “climax” scene where we get to read about what happened the “night” Kodiak and Lavender had their big fall out.
And then me looking threw the few remaining pages to see where I was supposed to need tissues for
Now I am the type of person who easily will release a few waterworks while reading a book. ESPECIALLY when it’s the time of the month for me. Now here throughout the book I felt nothing. Nada. No sadness, happiness or anything. The only real feeling I got was finally when Kodiak realises that he is done trying to push Lavender away and wants to be with her. And you know what feeling was awakened from inside of my sleeping slumber body? Annoyance.
Because it was like both Kodiak and Lavenders personalities did a complete 360. Lavender somehow started uttering bold words instead of her usual “I hate you” and Kodiak suddenly became a stuttering hopeless love sick puppy. Like where was this Lavender during the start or middle of the book!? The only thing she had then was her famous “I hate you” dialogue. One can argue with me that she finally has enough and is standing up for herself but like a complete switch in her personality in this way did not sit well for me.
Now I’m not going to speak regarding the personal issues they both had with anxiety etc. as I personally don’t have such issue nor do I know anyone going through something like that so I can’t speak regarding that matter. However I am going to say that I failed to connect and understand both of them individually and their relationship together. I didn’t understand how their relationship was toxic for the other? Yes, Lavender was dependent on Kodiak and Kodiak got a super hero complex but I failed to understand what was wrong with that. And then the way the parents handled the situation by asking them to keep their distance from one another like they both are just kids here! The parents are the reason Kodiak became distant from Lavender and believed he was wrong for her. So that matter wasn’t handled properly at all.
And then comes the part which I was most excited about thanks to the teasers. Lavender not giving into Kodiak easily. Right? HAHAHAHAHA. wrong.
Lavender to Kodiak after he confessed he always wanted her and is done trying to push her away
”You think you deserve to kiss me after the hell you’ve put me through? That’s a fuck no, big boy. You want to know what my mouth tastes like, you need to earn it, and everything else.”
“You seem to think you know what happens when I’m alone up here. So I’m going to show you. And maybe it’ll give you a little motivation to figure your damn shit out.” She reaches behind her and unclasps her bra.”
10 seconds later
She’s kneeling in front of the dildo, so I can’t see what she’s doing when her hand disappears between her thighs, but the wet sound and her soft whimper are enough to give me an idea.
Her hand reappears, and she lifts her fingers to her mouth, licking up the length of the middle one. “Mmm, tastes like not yours.”
“Slowly, Lavender unfurls, rising up. The wet suction sound is excessive and loud. She stumbles a few steps, finds her balance, and crosses the room. Grabbing her robe from the back of her door, she shrugs it on and flips the lock.
“Get out.”
Now a few chapters before Lavender couldn’t even stand to be alone with Kodiak without her freaking out and now suddenly she is masturbating in front of him.
And again you can argue with me ”Hey Mickey, she finally is standing up for herself and she did ask him to get out without physically pleasing him”
Hmmmm okay but then the next morning
“I know.” He reaches across the table, palm up. “I’m so tired of trying to make you hate me. I just want to love you again, but better this time.”
I line my fingers up with his, the tips touching. “I don’t need to be saved anymore, Kodiak. I slay my own dragons now.”
He curls his pinkie around mine and nods.
And we begin again.
So everything was forgiven and forgotten at this point. Again you can argue with me that ”Hey Mickey, at least she didn’t let him fuck her and kept up with masturbating or fucking herself with dildo’s act in front of Kodiak
Hmmmmmmmn
“I ride the stupid dildo, my clit rubbing against his shaft through his jogging pants every time I lower myself. I slip a finger into his mouth again, and he wets it with his tongue. I use it to circle my clit, the sensation building between my thighs. I come hard, mouth open in a silent scream, my entire body trembling.”
So let’s just conclude this review here and say that this book was a complete miss for me. I am very Sorry. After the whole fucking dildo’s thing I was just skipping through the very few remaining chapters and reached the epilogue which I didn’t even bother reading completely.
Also again was I the only one from the very start could tell river, violets twin was gay and was hooking up with Josiah?
Spoilers Ahead
So this was one my highly anticipated read of the month. I was really excited for it because of the hype regarding how I need to get my tissues ready, how people who normally don’t cry, cried while reading this book. And the teasers omg they were amazing especially the one where Lavender was all like “you think you deserve my kiss now”. I was ready for some strong female lead giving shit to the guy after he fucked things up.
And then I started reading the book and i didn’t even feel a single emotion.
Me when I started the book
Me after reading the “climax” scene where we get to read about what happened the “night” Kodiak and Lavender had their big fall out.
And then me looking threw the few remaining pages to see where I was supposed to need tissues for
Now I am the type of person who easily will release a few waterworks while reading a book. ESPECIALLY when it’s the time of the month for me. Now here throughout the book I felt nothing. Nada. No sadness, happiness or anything. The only real feeling I got was finally when Kodiak realises that he is done trying to push Lavender away and wants to be with her. And you know what feeling was awakened from inside of my sleeping slumber body? Annoyance.
Because it was like both Kodiak and Lavenders personalities did a complete 360. Lavender somehow started uttering bold words instead of her usual “I hate you” and Kodiak suddenly became a stuttering hopeless love sick puppy. Like where was this Lavender during the start or middle of the book!? The only thing she had then was her famous “I hate you” dialogue. One can argue with me that she finally has enough and is standing up for herself but like a complete switch in her personality in this way did not sit well for me.
Now I’m not going to speak regarding the personal issues they both had with anxiety etc. as I personally don’t have such issue nor do I know anyone going through something like that so I can’t speak regarding that matter. However I am going to say that I failed to connect and understand both of them individually and their relationship together. I didn’t understand how their relationship was toxic for the other? Yes, Lavender was dependent on Kodiak and Kodiak got a super hero complex but I failed to understand what was wrong with that. And then the way the parents handled the situation by asking them to keep their distance from one another like they both are just kids here! The parents are the reason Kodiak became distant from Lavender and believed he was wrong for her. So that matter wasn’t handled properly at all.
And then comes the part which I was most excited about thanks to the teasers. Lavender not giving into Kodiak easily. Right? HAHAHAHAHA. wrong.
Lavender to Kodiak after he confessed he always wanted her and is done trying to push her away
”You think you deserve to kiss me after the hell you’ve put me through? That’s a fuck no, big boy. You want to know what my mouth tastes like, you need to earn it, and everything else.”
“You seem to think you know what happens when I’m alone up here. So I’m going to show you. And maybe it’ll give you a little motivation to figure your damn shit out.” She reaches behind her and unclasps her bra.”
10 seconds later
She’s kneeling in front of the dildo, so I can’t see what she’s doing when her hand disappears between her thighs, but the wet sound and her soft whimper are enough to give me an idea.
Her hand reappears, and she lifts her fingers to her mouth, licking up the length of the middle one. “Mmm, tastes like not yours.”
“Slowly, Lavender unfurls, rising up. The wet suction sound is excessive and loud. She stumbles a few steps, finds her balance, and crosses the room. Grabbing her robe from the back of her door, she shrugs it on and flips the lock.
“Get out.”
Now a few chapters before Lavender couldn’t even stand to be alone with Kodiak without her freaking out and now suddenly she is masturbating in front of him.
And again you can argue with me ”Hey Mickey, she finally is standing up for herself and she did ask him to get out without physically pleasing him”
Hmmmm okay but then the next morning
“I know.” He reaches across the table, palm up. “I’m so tired of trying to make you hate me. I just want to love you again, but better this time.”
I line my fingers up with his, the tips touching. “I don’t need to be saved anymore, Kodiak. I slay my own dragons now.”
He curls his pinkie around mine and nods.
And we begin again.
So everything was forgiven and forgotten at this point. Again you can argue with me that ”Hey Mickey, at least she didn’t let him fuck her and kept up with masturbating or fucking herself with dildo’s act in front of Kodiak
Hmmmmmmmn
“I ride the stupid dildo, my clit rubbing against his shaft through his jogging pants every time I lower myself. I slip a finger into his mouth again, and he wets it with his tongue. I use it to circle my clit, the sensation building between my thighs. I come hard, mouth open in a silent scream, my entire body trembling.”
So let’s just conclude this review here and say that this book was a complete miss for me. I am very Sorry. After the whole fucking dildo’s thing I was just skipping through the very few remaining chapters and reached the epilogue which I didn’t even bother reading completely.
Also again was I the only one from the very start could tell river, violets twin was gay and was hooking up with Josiah?
March 27, 2023
“We’re connected by invisible threads.”
The following ratings are out of 5:
Narration: 🎙🎙🎙🎙
Romance: 💚🖤💙❤️💜
Heat: 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Story/Plot: 📕📗📙📘📔
World building: 🌏🌍🌎🌍🌏
Character development: 😢🙃🙂😚🥰
The heroine: Lavender Waters - she has suffered from extreme anxiety since she was a kid and her twin brother River, her big brother Maverick and Maverick’s best friend Kodiak always protect her. Though things change in her family when something bad happens to her as a child. Her parents become over protective of her and so when she finally goes away to college as a sophomore, she has to live with her brothers.
The Hero: Kodiak Beauman - He is a genius and a hockey star wanted by the NHL, which is a big deal at the college he goes to. He used to look out for Lavender whenever he could and he knew they were the same, but different since he suffers from anxiety as well and nobody knows about it.
The Story: Lavender, her brothers and their friends are all the second generation of the characters in Helena Hunting’s Pucked and other series. They all attend the same college and the guys are mostly all Hockey Players. Kodiak was a good friend and a kind of savior to Lavender as children, though something happened two years ago and they are no longer friends and both of them avoid each other. Though that isn’t so possible now that Lavender is attending the same college as Kodiak and lives with his best friend a few doors away from him.
This book was told in dual points of view via dual narration where the male narrator did all the voices within the chapters told from Kodiak’s point of view and the female did all the voices in the chapters told in Lavender’s POV. It was narrated by Teddy Hamilton and Stella Bloom. I love Teddy Hamilton. He sounds age appropriate for a young adult and has a very pleasing voice.
I liked the story in this one, it was different than most. I liked the fact that both main characters suffered from anxiety and have a connection. It was unclear through a large portion of the book just what it was that happened two years ago to make Kodiak and Lavender hate each other, but I liked the fact that the story was told partially through flashbacks to their childhood and showed them growing up.
I like how this group of kids, some friends, siblings, cousins and more are such a tight group and take care of each other and their parents are a big group of friends and family as well. I generally love anything Helena Hunting writes and this book was no exception.
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The following ratings are out of 5:
Narration: 🎙🎙🎙🎙
Romance: 💚🖤💙❤️💜
Heat: 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Story/Plot: 📕📗📙📘📔
World building: 🌏🌍🌎🌍🌏
Character development: 😢🙃🙂😚🥰
The heroine: Lavender Waters - she has suffered from extreme anxiety since she was a kid and her twin brother River, her big brother Maverick and Maverick’s best friend Kodiak always protect her. Though things change in her family when something bad happens to her as a child. Her parents become over protective of her and so when she finally goes away to college as a sophomore, she has to live with her brothers.
The Hero: Kodiak Beauman - He is a genius and a hockey star wanted by the NHL, which is a big deal at the college he goes to. He used to look out for Lavender whenever he could and he knew they were the same, but different since he suffers from anxiety as well and nobody knows about it.
The Story: Lavender, her brothers and their friends are all the second generation of the characters in Helena Hunting’s Pucked and other series. They all attend the same college and the guys are mostly all Hockey Players. Kodiak was a good friend and a kind of savior to Lavender as children, though something happened two years ago and they are no longer friends and both of them avoid each other. Though that isn’t so possible now that Lavender is attending the same college as Kodiak and lives with his best friend a few doors away from him.
This book was told in dual points of view via dual narration where the male narrator did all the voices within the chapters told from Kodiak’s point of view and the female did all the voices in the chapters told in Lavender’s POV. It was narrated by Teddy Hamilton and Stella Bloom. I love Teddy Hamilton. He sounds age appropriate for a young adult and has a very pleasing voice.
I liked the story in this one, it was different than most. I liked the fact that both main characters suffered from anxiety and have a connection. It was unclear through a large portion of the book just what it was that happened two years ago to make Kodiak and Lavender hate each other, but I liked the fact that the story was told partially through flashbacks to their childhood and showed them growing up.
I like how this group of kids, some friends, siblings, cousins and more are such a tight group and take care of each other and their parents are a big group of friends and family as well. I generally love anything Helena Hunting writes and this book was no exception.
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November 16, 2020
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5+ BUT I WISH I COULD GIVE IT MORE CROWNS
Without a doubt, one of my favorite Helena books ever! Like tears in my eyes, clutching my heart angst. I love them. I love their story. Their journey was beautiful and profound and hopeful.
Lavender stole the show for me. She was brave and smart, and more than anything, watching her evolve into a strong heroine is a phenomenal experience. She has all the best parts of Alex and Violet, but what I love most about her character is how Helena portrayed her mental health. It was relatable and real. I was able to feel the anxiety and conflict coming off the pages. It was done with delicacy and accuracy, and it gives hope to people out their like Lavender who feel like a happily ever after might not be for them. I also loved that Lavender owned her sexuality, never ashamed of what she wanted or needed. It was amazing to see a young female character who took charge of her needs.
Kodiak is a boy with the biggest heart wrapped with the sharpest thorns. My heart hurt for him. His internal dialogue lets you into his own mental health issues and how it controls and dictates his behavior. Although he is strong for himself and for her, I love that Lavender takes charge more often than not, asserting their need for happiness over the collective concerns and fears. They are a completely who is flawed and loves completely, because of and not in spite of who they are.
This story is filled with angst and heartache. There are moments that I literally gripped my chest because my heart hurt reading some of the dialogue. I felt them like lashings to my soul. Helena expertly places comedic relief to lessen the constant angst, and when we finally get to the reconciliation, the page off is worth the wait. Lavender holds no punches in the bedroom, and I lived for every single moment they were together intimately or not. What ultimately sold the book for me is how the conflict was resolved. It was realistic and mature and just made me love the characters more than I thought I already could.
Helena also introduces us to a world of secondary characters that I fell just as in love with. I need more of these kids. I need them to all have their own stories. Plus, we got cameos, but in a way that enhanced the story of their kids versus shifting the focus.
What makes the story exceptional and a must read is that Helena introduces us to characters who deal with mental health issues. She shows the complexities and difficulties of families who deal with traumatic situations. She shows how love can lead people to make wrong choices in the name of protection, but readers all get to see that love, familial and romantic, can heal. We get to see that when humans listen and learn and put love and happiness first, happiness can be achieved. In a world where we feel hopelessness often, this was a hard fought journey filled with hope that we can all find peace with the right people.
This will be one of my favorite books of 2020. Without question. The new world, the characters, the romance and story of Lavender and Kodiak will be forever engrained in my heart. I hope you get more from this world, and I hope these two continue to pop up over and over again.
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5+ BUT I WISH I COULD GIVE IT MORE CROWNS
Without a doubt, one of my favorite Helena books ever! Like tears in my eyes, clutching my heart angst. I love them. I love their story. Their journey was beautiful and profound and hopeful.
Lavender stole the show for me. She was brave and smart, and more than anything, watching her evolve into a strong heroine is a phenomenal experience. She has all the best parts of Alex and Violet, but what I love most about her character is how Helena portrayed her mental health. It was relatable and real. I was able to feel the anxiety and conflict coming off the pages. It was done with delicacy and accuracy, and it gives hope to people out their like Lavender who feel like a happily ever after might not be for them. I also loved that Lavender owned her sexuality, never ashamed of what she wanted or needed. It was amazing to see a young female character who took charge of her needs.
Kodiak is a boy with the biggest heart wrapped with the sharpest thorns. My heart hurt for him. His internal dialogue lets you into his own mental health issues and how it controls and dictates his behavior. Although he is strong for himself and for her, I love that Lavender takes charge more often than not, asserting their need for happiness over the collective concerns and fears. They are a completely who is flawed and loves completely, because of and not in spite of who they are.
This story is filled with angst and heartache. There are moments that I literally gripped my chest because my heart hurt reading some of the dialogue. I felt them like lashings to my soul. Helena expertly places comedic relief to lessen the constant angst, and when we finally get to the reconciliation, the page off is worth the wait. Lavender holds no punches in the bedroom, and I lived for every single moment they were together intimately or not. What ultimately sold the book for me is how the conflict was resolved. It was realistic and mature and just made me love the characters more than I thought I already could.
Helena also introduces us to a world of secondary characters that I fell just as in love with. I need more of these kids. I need them to all have their own stories. Plus, we got cameos, but in a way that enhanced the story of their kids versus shifting the focus.
What makes the story exceptional and a must read is that Helena introduces us to characters who deal with mental health issues. She shows the complexities and difficulties of families who deal with traumatic situations. She shows how love can lead people to make wrong choices in the name of protection, but readers all get to see that love, familial and romantic, can heal. We get to see that when humans listen and learn and put love and happiness first, happiness can be achieved. In a world where we feel hopelessness often, this was a hard fought journey filled with hope that we can all find peace with the right people.
This will be one of my favorite books of 2020. Without question. The new world, the characters, the romance and story of Lavender and Kodiak will be forever engrained in my heart. I hope you get more from this world, and I hope these two continue to pop up over and over again.
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November 19, 2020
5 Stars!
(ARC provided by Social Butterfly PR)
-Nothing worth fighting for should come easy.
Lavender Waters grew up the daughter of a hockey legend, and was always the one that was a bit different. She seemed to feel things more intensely than others, and was shy and awkward. Now she's nineteen and a sophomore at a new school in Chicago. She's living with her two overprotective brother's and trying to fit in on campus. They still treat her like a delicate flower made of glass, and she wants to prove she's no longer that helpless little girl. She's worked hard to find her strength and independence, and rely on herself, but one encounter with the boy from her past brings back all her inner demons.
Kodiak Bowman used to be her safe place and protector, but now he was like a stranger. Their families were close, and they grew up together. He was her everything until things turned ugly between them. Now he's just a jerk that makes her feel angry and hurt. He's a gorgeous, popular, talented hockey player, and her older brother's best friend. He's everywhere she turns these days, and she hates him and his beautiful face. He was such a huge part of her life, and then he was gone. He used to get her in a way nobody else did. He was her person, and now he's just her past.
Kody Bowman isn't prepared to see Lavender all over campus. She's a constant reminder of a complicated time in his life he's tried to put behind him. He tries to pretend he's unaffected by her and their history. When he can no longer avoid her will he lose the control he's worked so hard to keep, and will the truth finally be revealed?
-As much as I hate him, it's impossible to deny his stunning beauty, or to avoid being sucked in by it.
-She's so fucking beautiful, it hurts.
-You can't keep out what makes your heart beat in the first place.
Little Lies by H. Hunting is a standalone angsty new adult, brother's best friend, enemies to lovers, college sports romance with all the feels. The worlds of Helena Hunting's Pucked and All In Series collide as we revisit Lavender and Kodiak all grown up. I also loved all the supporting characters and family members/siblings, and hope we get more of this younger generation. This book was unlike anything I've read by this author, and is one of my favorites! It's deep, all consuming, and absolutely fantastic! It's a beautiful, emotional, unforgettable story about unbreakable bonds, friendship, family, self discovery, and soulmates. This couple has something rare and real, and their journey from past to present captivated me from the start. I quickly fell in love with this story and these characters, but Lavender stole the show for me. She's unique, fierce, and will capture your heart. <333
Heroine: Lavender Waters (Alex and Violet Waters’ youngest daughter, PUCKED and FOREVER PUCKED couple origin, Pucked Series )
Hero: Kodiak (Kody) Bowman (Rook and Lainey Bowman’s son, A LIE FOR A LIE couple origin, All In Series )
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-Nothing worth fighting for should come easy.
Lavender Waters grew up the daughter of a hockey legend, and was always the one that was a bit different. She seemed to feel things more intensely than others, and was shy and awkward. Now she's nineteen and a sophomore at a new school in Chicago. She's living with her two overprotective brother's and trying to fit in on campus. They still treat her like a delicate flower made of glass, and she wants to prove she's no longer that helpless little girl. She's worked hard to find her strength and independence, and rely on herself, but one encounter with the boy from her past brings back all her inner demons.
Kodiak Bowman used to be her safe place and protector, but now he was like a stranger. Their families were close, and they grew up together. He was her everything until things turned ugly between them. Now he's just a jerk that makes her feel angry and hurt. He's a gorgeous, popular, talented hockey player, and her older brother's best friend. He's everywhere she turns these days, and she hates him and his beautiful face. He was such a huge part of her life, and then he was gone. He used to get her in a way nobody else did. He was her person, and now he's just her past.
Kody Bowman isn't prepared to see Lavender all over campus. She's a constant reminder of a complicated time in his life he's tried to put behind him. He tries to pretend he's unaffected by her and their history. When he can no longer avoid her will he lose the control he's worked so hard to keep, and will the truth finally be revealed?
-As much as I hate him, it's impossible to deny his stunning beauty, or to avoid being sucked in by it.
-She's so fucking beautiful, it hurts.
-You can't keep out what makes your heart beat in the first place.
Little Lies by H. Hunting is a standalone angsty new adult, brother's best friend, enemies to lovers, college sports romance with all the feels. The worlds of Helena Hunting's Pucked and All In Series collide as we revisit Lavender and Kodiak all grown up. I also loved all the supporting characters and family members/siblings, and hope we get more of this younger generation. This book was unlike anything I've read by this author, and is one of my favorites! It's deep, all consuming, and absolutely fantastic! It's a beautiful, emotional, unforgettable story about unbreakable bonds, friendship, family, self discovery, and soulmates. This couple has something rare and real, and their journey from past to present captivated me from the start. I quickly fell in love with this story and these characters, but Lavender stole the show for me. She's unique, fierce, and will capture your heart. <333
Heroine: Lavender Waters (Alex and Violet Waters’ youngest daughter, PUCKED and FOREVER PUCKED couple origin, Pucked Series )
Hero: Kodiak (Kody) Bowman (Rook and Lainey Bowman’s son, A LIE FOR A LIE couple origin, All In Series )
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November 14, 2020
4 STARS
I love Helena's contemporary romances, but I'm a sucker for some angst. So when I saw she's realizing an angsty New Adult under a different pen name, well I'm pretty sure I left dust tracks in my rush to sign up for this book.
I'm also a sucker for a good spin-off, so the fact that these are the kids from Pucked and A Lie for a Lie was just icing on the cake.
Lavender and Kody's story was deliciously angsty and heart wrenchingly emotional, touching on some very real issues that just endeared you to these characters that much more.
Lavender and Kody grew up together. They were each other's everything and no one was closer than the two of them, not even Lavender and her twin. Something traumatic happened when they were children that drove them to their own particular neuroses that each of them dealt with in a very different way. And then when they were teens, something happened that set their friendship on fire. Kody and Lavender went from the best of friends, to being nothing.
Lavender grew up immensely sheltered and in the shadow of her brothers' over protective nature. Now in college, she's slowly gettin out of her shell but it's hard to do when her biggest tormentor was once her best friend and confidant. She's trying to move past her issues, but Kody is always there to remind her of her weaknesses.
The angsty and slow burn of this story dang near killed me. I lived for the back and forth that these two had. Kody was downright vicious, but beneath the rough hewn exterior, you can see to the vulnerable heart beneath. And I couldn't wait to find out what made them fall apart so tragically. I also was itching to know where all of his aggression and anger towards Lavender stemmed from.
I loved the first 70% of this story. I seriously couldn't put it down. Where it did miss a mark for me was on the big revelation. I suppose I thought it would be something different or...more than it was. It felt almost underwhelming, to be honest. But ultimately, it didn't really detract from my love of this story. I loved Kody and Lavender so much, that even my small issue aside, I devoured the story. I seriously hope Helena makes this into a series because now I want a book for all of the other kids. And ESPECIALLY a book for Lavender's twin. GAH. How utterly amazing it would be!!
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I want to save her from her demons, and me from mine. But they always catch up. No matter how hard we try to outrun them.
I love Helena's contemporary romances, but I'm a sucker for some angst. So when I saw she's realizing an angsty New Adult under a different pen name, well I'm pretty sure I left dust tracks in my rush to sign up for this book.
I'm also a sucker for a good spin-off, so the fact that these are the kids from Pucked and A Lie for a Lie was just icing on the cake.
Lavender and Kody's story was deliciously angsty and heart wrenchingly emotional, touching on some very real issues that just endeared you to these characters that much more.
Lavender and Kody grew up together. They were each other's everything and no one was closer than the two of them, not even Lavender and her twin. Something traumatic happened when they were children that drove them to their own particular neuroses that each of them dealt with in a very different way. And then when they were teens, something happened that set their friendship on fire. Kody and Lavender went from the best of friends, to being nothing.
Lavender grew up immensely sheltered and in the shadow of her brothers' over protective nature. Now in college, she's slowly gettin out of her shell but it's hard to do when her biggest tormentor was once her best friend and confidant. She's trying to move past her issues, but Kody is always there to remind her of her weaknesses.
The angsty and slow burn of this story dang near killed me. I lived for the back and forth that these two had. Kody was downright vicious, but beneath the rough hewn exterior, you can see to the vulnerable heart beneath. And I couldn't wait to find out what made them fall apart so tragically. I also was itching to know where all of his aggression and anger towards Lavender stemmed from.
I loved the first 70% of this story. I seriously couldn't put it down. Where it did miss a mark for me was on the big revelation. I suppose I thought it would be something different or...more than it was. It felt almost underwhelming, to be honest. But ultimately, it didn't really detract from my love of this story. I loved Kody and Lavender so much, that even my small issue aside, I devoured the story. I seriously hope Helena makes this into a series because now I want a book for all of the other kids. And ESPECIALLY a book for Lavender's twin. GAH. How utterly amazing it would be!!
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November 5, 2020
I don't even know how to start this review other than I'm. Obsessed.
I'm obsessed with Lavender, with Kodiak, with BJ, with River, with Violet as a mom (OMG she's perfect!), with this new side of Helena Hunting that makes me cry my eyes out! (Not cool, lady!)
This book is about soulmates...
Soulmates that are broken and damaged.
Soulmates that identify themselves too soon, and didn't know what to do with that connection, other then rely their fears on each other, since they're just kids.
Soulmates that have to learn how to pick their own broken pieces, in order to be a better version of yourself.
Lavender is the most clumsy girl ever! She's like Violet 2.0, but with less math's knowledge and lots of anxiety, because something bad happened when she was a little girl... So she grown up over protected, over sheltered... and overwhelmed!
She wants to live!
She's a fighter!
She's a dreamer!
And she's so so so strong, that in the end? The princess kills her own dragons!
Kodiak was always Lavender's crutch when they're kids, because that's what anxiety kids do... They rely on someone else to feel safe.
He's the Broken Boy trying to be the hero in this story, but oh boy... He really messed up when they are not kids anymore.
I loooove how Lavender deals with the 21 yrs old version of Kodiak.
He was waiting for the clumsy and shy little girl, so he could still keep his distance, and got face to face with the trainwreck hot mess that is 19 yrs old Lavender! She's fierce but so funny!
This book deals with a lot of serious topics such as anxiety, mental health, PTSD, co-dependency, family relations and acceptance.
I can easily say that this is my favorite Helena's book ever!
Super emotional, raw, intense, funny, beautiful and perfect!
One of my favorite of the year!
A must read!
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August 11, 2022
Lavender and Kodiak.
We all know their parents from the Pucked and All In series.
Kodiak's dad is still playing hockey and Lavender's dad is the coach. So all the team's kids are basically growing up together as besties and cousins.
At least that's how it is in the prologue. When Lavender is six years old - and Kodiak is nine.
Lavender has always been extremely shy. Her twin brother River talks for her most of the time.
One night something happens that makes Lavender close up even more.
And then we fast forward 13 years. Lav is 19. Kodiak is 21.
College in Chicago.
All the 2nd generation hockey kids go there.
Lavender lives in a house with her two brothers.
Kodiak lives three doors down with friends and cousins.
Something happened between our two darlings two years ago. They hate each other now! But they also kinda have been in love with each other since they were born.
But as we find out in a few back-in-time chapters - their intense connection - even as little kids - is probably not helping either of them.
What will happen with Lavender & Kodiak?
READ THE BOOK TO FIND OUT!
...and bring some tissues ;)
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Beautiful!
You might think you get his cute little college romance. And we do get that. We have funny and adorable and clumsy college moments. But it's so much more.
We already see some of that in the prologue. And we know that something happened between our darlings. But we don't really know what is going on.
We also know that both Lavender and Kodiak have a series of 'issues'.
So one might think they'd be perfect for each other. They can heal and help each other. But it's not as easy as that. Their parents don't want them to lean on each other too much.
The reader just wants whatever happened between them to go the eff away, so that we can finally get our happily ever after. But we still have a long way to go. And we love every single word of that journey!
I just adored this book.
Lavender and Kodiak are so amazing. They're the perfect kids for their parents, but everybody is always worried about them. Ugh. It's all so sad and heartbreaking. But beautiful too. I just loved reading this. Perfect angsty new adult college love story!
And I just know - or hope - that we'll get more of those second generation kids. There are sooo many stories that we're already teased with. River, BJ, Maverick, so many kids. And even with my horrible bookalzheimer brain, I remember all their parents, and know which kids belong where!
LiTTLE LiES was such a beautiful & emotional New Adult College Love Story!!! I just loved it!! Run to your nearest amazon for your own Kodiak - he'll be sold out in no time - and this one is MINE!
PS - I just love how Lavender always calls him Kodiak and not Kody like everyone else! ♥
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November 17, 2020
”We see what we want to, not the truth, especially when it hurts.”
Little Lies is Helena Hunting’s dive into the angsty new adult world with the pen name H. Hunting. Lavender and Kodiak’s story was definitely a rollercoaster of emotions. We follow them in their past, and we also get them presently. We navigate from their closeness as children and learn the things that bond them, and we also learn about what eventually tore them apart. Then, we get to see if they can get past Kodiak’s less than stellar treatment toward Lavender into some sort of new relationship.
I enjoyed this read, because even though it was angsty and emotional it definitely still had a touch of that fun and light “Pucked” world vibe. No worries though, it is definitely standalone as the character connections are explained well, but we get dashes of Pucked and All In and I enjoyed that. I also enjoyed that Lavender and Kodiak’s struggles were really talked about, and they did have to work to find their way back to each other. I like that they actually learned and grew from their past and we witness it.
I do sort of wish that we got some more of the good and happy times between them, but I know Helena likes to keep characters around and popping up in other books, so I have hope that we will get bits of them in possible future stories even though their story is complete at this point.
All in all a good new adult read!
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Little Lies is Helena Hunting’s dive into the angsty new adult world with the pen name H. Hunting. Lavender and Kodiak’s story was definitely a rollercoaster of emotions. We follow them in their past, and we also get them presently. We navigate from their closeness as children and learn the things that bond them, and we also learn about what eventually tore them apart. Then, we get to see if they can get past Kodiak’s less than stellar treatment toward Lavender into some sort of new relationship.
I enjoyed this read, because even though it was angsty and emotional it definitely still had a touch of that fun and light “Pucked” world vibe. No worries though, it is definitely standalone as the character connections are explained well, but we get dashes of Pucked and All In and I enjoyed that. I also enjoyed that Lavender and Kodiak’s struggles were really talked about, and they did have to work to find their way back to each other. I like that they actually learned and grew from their past and we witness it.
I do sort of wish that we got some more of the good and happy times between them, but I know Helena likes to keep characters around and popping up in other books, so I have hope that we will get bits of them in possible future stories even though their story is complete at this point.
All in all a good new adult read!
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November 25, 2020
I truly do not understand where the five star reviews came from on this. This author is going on my avoid list for awhile, if I had read this crap first I would have never bothered with the other series. Why do authors do this?why do you make the next generation (the one we watched as children) get screwed around and forgive the guy of everything? I could have dealt with his idiotic reason for “lying to her” while he was so in love with her that he felt like he couldn’t breath, if he had shown that by not screwing other girls. We don’t get details thankfully, but we do get beat over the head with it by him, and even her pathetically. The author just randomly throws the fact that he’s been screwing other girls whenever she thinks we might be getting a little respect for him like it’s a good thing “don’t worry readers, he hasn’t been celibate. He hasn’t been faithful to his feelings for her, he likes to go out and screw random people then pretend he is suffering from losing her” 🙄 of all the ways the second chance manwhore thing goes, this is the absolute worst for me. Because it’s gratuitous. There is not one reason why him screwing other women added to the plot. The author tries to make a point that the heroine was too weak and dependent on him before and that was the problem and reason why they couldn’t be together. Ok, I really just don’t get your thinking... She was too weak and dependent before when he wasn’t screwing other women, but now that she took him back with no qualms to that, you don’t honestly understand how pathetic, weak, and dependent that actually makes her? Because spoiler alert! Them being there for each other and loyal to each other and as not toxic, it was so much more of an interesting story than seeing this crap done AGAIN. Her being sheltered and protected and not being allowed to really date etc while he gets to travel the world screwing random puck bunnies would be the problem. Hell he even makes a remark where he thinks to himself for a second that she might not be” a virgin” then he thinks about how he’s going to burry their bodies 🙄. He never once has a regret about not waiting v for her. He is at piece with that part of the bullshit he put her through, he feels bad about some other stuff, but not being faithful to her isn’t even in his radar. They have a condom or no condom conversation where he mentally tells himself that he doesn’t want to bring up that he’s “always used them with other women” and ruin their progress. But that is the only time it’s brought up. The only woman she brings up is the girl he kissed when he was in 8th grade (also a screwed up scene, this author just destroyed the this heroine over and over so that the hero could be a stud I guess?) Just such a freaking let down from the previous generation that I really liked. All I kept thinking was how much I hated that this was the kind of misogynist crap the daughter of a heroine that I really liked and respected, grew up to think she needed to settle for. And for him? The son of two characters I liked turned out to be just another garden variety douchebag who’s too worried about screwing around to work it out with the woman he “loved”. So I get that the author needed to create a reason to separate them, but she ruined the book by having him out being a f@&$boy while he was supposedly just doing what was best “for her” She needed to pick a lane with this one. Over the top “soulmate angsty true love”, or random “brodude douchbag college student” who professes to love but is as deep as a puddle and randomly just needs to get his d&$@ wet, You just can’t have both in the same freaking person and I wish these authors would get that.
Funny story. I actually read an eerily similar book this summer. It was a second generation story with kids from two of the families in previous series. Guy breaks up with childhood sweetheart for stupid reason because he felt it was best for her. Do you know what made that an awesome story and this trash? He did what he set out to do, still loved her and never had to find a wet hole to stick himself j to to prove his manhood or whatever archaic crap made this author go this route. His heroine grew as well and make him work for it, even though he had already proven that he truly did love her. I’m not saying all second chances have to be celibate. But if your ENTIRE PREMISE of a book is how much he loved her and lied only to protect her, and they were soulmates blah blah blah. But have him actually do the things he “lied” to her about, well then what you wrote was a dirt bag who hurt this woman, basically cheated on her, and never lost anything from it. He is 21, got to travel the world playing hockey, got to screw as many randoms as he wanted, and now still gets to settle back down with his childhood sweethearts who waited while he just did all of that... He lost nothing, sacrificed nothing and to me has zero depth. All of the angst and self loathing are only applicable if he actually sacrificed and gave up something too. It can’t just be the heroine giving all the time! When are you authors going to get this. I’m definitely skipping the next book of this generation. I’ll wait until it’s out abs read the spoilers if nothing else. But I want trust her again.
Funny story. I actually read an eerily similar book this summer. It was a second generation story with kids from two of the families in previous series. Guy breaks up with childhood sweetheart for stupid reason because he felt it was best for her. Do you know what made that an awesome story and this trash? He did what he set out to do, still loved her and never had to find a wet hole to stick himself j to to prove his manhood or whatever archaic crap made this author go this route. His heroine grew as well and make him work for it, even though he had already proven that he truly did love her. I’m not saying all second chances have to be celibate. But if your ENTIRE PREMISE of a book is how much he loved her and lied only to protect her, and they were soulmates blah blah blah. But have him actually do the things he “lied” to her about, well then what you wrote was a dirt bag who hurt this woman, basically cheated on her, and never lost anything from it. He is 21, got to travel the world playing hockey, got to screw as many randoms as he wanted, and now still gets to settle back down with his childhood sweethearts who waited while he just did all of that... He lost nothing, sacrificed nothing and to me has zero depth. All of the angst and self loathing are only applicable if he actually sacrificed and gave up something too. It can’t just be the heroine giving all the time! When are you authors going to get this. I’m definitely skipping the next book of this generation. I’ll wait until it’s out abs read the spoilers if nothing else. But I want trust her again.
April 23, 2021
3.5 Stars
You and me? We’re toxic together.
Once upon a time, Lavender loved Kodiak but about 2 years ago Kody’s behaviour toward her has been changed. He embarrases her, talks down to her and hurts her. Kodiak was the one to save her before but now he’s the reason she falls apart. Now she hates him.
I hate that Kodiak, who used to be the answer to calming my attacks, now incites them. I hate that he affects me at all, and that I don’t affect him.
He has no control when it comes to Lavender. All he wants is to get her out of his head and he does everything for that matter…
Told in dual Pov, 1st peron, it's the first installment in the "Little Lies" series and it's not cliffy. and it can be read as a standalone novel. This was a new to me author and I liked the writing. Alternating between past and peresent, it’s an enemies-to-lovers, slow burn and angsty. I had fun reading it and even in some occasions it put smile on my face. I loved reading Lavender’s POV, it was such fun being in her head and hearing her thoughts. She wasn’t as insecure as she thought she is or even shy! Nope, not at all shy! All in all, I had a good time reading it and hope you enjoy it as well!
You and me? We’re toxic together.
Once upon a time, Lavender loved Kodiak but about 2 years ago Kody’s behaviour toward her has been changed. He embarrases her, talks down to her and hurts her. Kodiak was the one to save her before but now he’s the reason she falls apart. Now she hates him.
I hate that Kodiak, who used to be the answer to calming my attacks, now incites them. I hate that he affects me at all, and that I don’t affect him.
He has no control when it comes to Lavender. All he wants is to get her out of his head and he does everything for that matter…
Told in dual Pov, 1st peron, it's the first installment in the "Little Lies" series and it's not cliffy. and it can be read as a standalone novel. This was a new to me author and I liked the writing. Alternating between past and peresent, it’s an enemies-to-lovers, slow burn and angsty. I had fun reading it and even in some occasions it put smile on my face. I loved reading Lavender’s POV, it was such fun being in her head and hearing her thoughts. She wasn’t as insecure as she thought she is or even shy! Nope, not at all shy! All in all, I had a good time reading it and hope you enjoy it as well!
January 2, 2021
*****4.5 STARS*****
March 27, 2023
gahhh the angst of this book!? I was so surprised how much I loved this book. I've read a few Helena Hunting books before, but this is by far my favorite by her! The heroine was almost kidnapped as a little girl and that has traumatized a lot of characters in this book, especially the hero and heroine. They are best friends growing up and end up depending on each other too much to overcome their trauma and PTSD, so their parents separate them. Something devastating happens when they're teenagers and the heroine hates the hero now. But now that they're in college and always around each other, it's impossible to ignore the hurt he caused her. I loved how the hero was so protective of the heroine and how they had such a deep emotional connection from their past. And the spice!? The heroine made the hero grovel, which included making the hero work for her and getting any further with her. The tension!! I had so much fun reading this book and I can't wait to pick up the next one!
December 26, 2020
Helena Hunting delivers an emotional love story that feels reminiscent of her Clipped Wings series. Little Lies brings out soul-searing angst with heart melting swoon. It’s definitely one of my 2020 favorites!
➵ Heroine : after a traumatic experience at age six, Lavender Waters (Alex and Violet Waters’ youngest daughter, PUCKED and FOREVER PUCKED couple origin) her older brother’s best friend becomes her safe harbor, the person who understands her anxiety and helps calm her. Their friendship grows but then is forcefully broken, when he moves away with his family during their teens, though the bond that had been there from the beginning never truly disappeared.
➵ Hero : Kodiak Bowman (Rook and Lainey Bowman’s son, A LIE FOR A LIE couple origin) is brilliant both academically and in the hockey rink, but has had his own set of anxiety issues from a young age. After many years of not seeing the object of his obsession, and knowing he needed to protect her from him, he lies and pushes her away. Now that she’s in college and living just a couple of houses away, he needs to confront the warring emotions between wanting her and wanting to keep her safe. I felt so much for them both, but especially for Kody because he seems to carry the weight of the world on his very young shoulders.
➵ Plot/Pace : The pace was perfect. The harrowing prologue with Lavender at age 6 set the stage and the story moves forward between present time and back to key moments in both Lavender and Kody’s past. They’ve both grown up, but they need to face the Little Lies that hung between them. I loved both their character development, especially Lavender who I grew into her own in a wonderful way.
➵ Sexiness : Oh boy, my e-reader just about burst into flames with all their pent up lust and love.
➵ Feels : The emotions felt raw, the torment, the passion, the adoration and friendship. Everything felt multiplied. There was so much angst, followed but an incredible deep seated love and swoon. I loved every second of it.
➵ Other noteworthy comments : Pucked fans will be THRILLED to have cameos of their favorite couples, but ECSTATIC with the grown up Pucked kids! I loved Lavender’s brothers, BJ, Lacey and Lovey and hope to read ALL of their stories.
➵ Facts: Little Lies is a standalone new adult romance by author H. Hunting. Written if first person and told from both points of view with a happy ending. Other tropes: friends to lovers | enemies to lovers | college romance | sports romance.
* I was given an ARC of this book courtesy of the author via Social Butterfly PR. The excerpts are from that copy. I am voluntarily reviewing this title. *
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➵ Heroine : after a traumatic experience at age six, Lavender Waters (Alex and Violet Waters’ youngest daughter, PUCKED and FOREVER PUCKED couple origin) her older brother’s best friend becomes her safe harbor, the person who understands her anxiety and helps calm her. Their friendship grows but then is forcefully broken, when he moves away with his family during their teens, though the bond that had been there from the beginning never truly disappeared.
➵ Hero : Kodiak Bowman (Rook and Lainey Bowman’s son, A LIE FOR A LIE couple origin) is brilliant both academically and in the hockey rink, but has had his own set of anxiety issues from a young age. After many years of not seeing the object of his obsession, and knowing he needed to protect her from him, he lies and pushes her away. Now that she’s in college and living just a couple of houses away, he needs to confront the warring emotions between wanting her and wanting to keep her safe. I felt so much for them both, but especially for Kody because he seems to carry the weight of the world on his very young shoulders.
"I want to save her from her demons, and me from mine. But they always catch up. No matter how hard we try to outrunthem.”
➵ Plot/Pace : The pace was perfect. The harrowing prologue with Lavender at age 6 set the stage and the story moves forward between present time and back to key moments in both Lavender and Kody’s past. They’ve both grown up, but they need to face the Little Lies that hung between them. I loved both their character development, especially Lavender who I grew into her own in a wonderful way.
"I revere Lavender because she’s all the things I’m not. She’s sensitive and aware, kind and sweet, and she’s soft and compassionate. But she’s also a warrior." ~Kodiak age 13
➵ Sexiness : Oh boy, my e-reader just about burst into flames with all their pent up lust and love.
➵ Feels : The emotions felt raw, the torment, the passion, the adoration and friendship. Everything felt multiplied. There was so much angst, followed but an incredible deep seated love and swoon. I loved every second of it.
➵ Other noteworthy comments : Pucked fans will be THRILLED to have cameos of their favorite couples, but ECSTATIC with the grown up Pucked kids! I loved Lavender’s brothers, BJ, Lacey and Lovey and hope to read ALL of their stories.
➵ Facts: Little Lies is a standalone new adult romance by author H. Hunting. Written if first person and told from both points of view with a happy ending. Other tropes: friends to lovers | enemies to lovers | college romance | sports romance.
* I was given an ARC of this book courtesy of the author via Social Butterfly PR. The excerpts are from that copy. I am voluntarily reviewing this title. *
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November 20, 2020
Helena Hunting just wrote one of the most amazing stories I have ever read!! Good God. I am so obsessed with this book it isn't even funny! Kodiak and Lavender were EVERYTHING!! Their chemistry, banter and their overall connection was fantastic. I loved everything about this story!
Ahh just when I thought I couldn't love any Helena Hunting heroine more than Violet, here comes her daughter Lavender who just took my breath away. I absolutely adored Lavender as she was strong and assertive and full of sass that could not be denied. I loved her connection with Kodiak and the pull between them. Kodiak was just outright amazing. He we was broody and surly but boy did still waters run deep in him. I loved everything about him. The angst in this story was truly fantastic.
Overall, this story was fabulous. What I loved more than anything was how mental illness was delicately portrayed and accepted. This story was an absolute gift! Braves! 5 stars! ~Ratula
***
Holy angst, people! My heart wedged itself into my throat and really didn’t settle itself back into place until I was almost all the way finished with Little Lies. Meeting the kids of some beloved characters from the Pucked and All In series—I’m looking at you Alex and Violet and Rook and Lainey—plus seeing these characters as older and wiser adults made for an intriguing read.
I love a smart, sexy friends to enemies to lovers romance, especially one where both the lead characters have some serious issues to work through and overcome. And, boy do Lavender Waters and Kodiak Bowman have some serious issues to overcome.
I truly adored Lavender from the very start. She’s been through a lot in her nineteen years, and her strength and desire to be seen as an adult and independent is amazing. And despite all that Fate has thrown in her path in an attempt to make her fail, she’s bound and determined to make a life for herself—outside of the tower that her dad and brothers would love to lock her inside so that she’s always safe and protected.
And then there’s Kody and all his broody, dark, sneering glory. He’s been living and behaving this way to protect himself—and Lavender—and his heart. He’s been denying his feelings for so long, he almost actually believes the lies he’s been telling. Almost.
The romance between Lavender and Kody is beautiful—especially once all their history and backstory is revealed. Some of the flashback scenes were so very touching and displayed a powerful message regarding the diagnosis and treatment for mental illness and acceptance.
Little Lies is one of those books that just sneaks up on you, grabs your heart and doesn’t let go even after you’ve read the very last word. ~ Missy, 5 stars
Ahh just when I thought I couldn't love any Helena Hunting heroine more than Violet, here comes her daughter Lavender who just took my breath away. I absolutely adored Lavender as she was strong and assertive and full of sass that could not be denied. I loved her connection with Kodiak and the pull between them. Kodiak was just outright amazing. He we was broody and surly but boy did still waters run deep in him. I loved everything about him. The angst in this story was truly fantastic.
Overall, this story was fabulous. What I loved more than anything was how mental illness was delicately portrayed and accepted. This story was an absolute gift! Braves! 5 stars! ~Ratula
***
Holy angst, people! My heart wedged itself into my throat and really didn’t settle itself back into place until I was almost all the way finished with Little Lies. Meeting the kids of some beloved characters from the Pucked and All In series—I’m looking at you Alex and Violet and Rook and Lainey—plus seeing these characters as older and wiser adults made for an intriguing read.
I love a smart, sexy friends to enemies to lovers romance, especially one where both the lead characters have some serious issues to work through and overcome. And, boy do Lavender Waters and Kodiak Bowman have some serious issues to overcome.
I truly adored Lavender from the very start. She’s been through a lot in her nineteen years, and her strength and desire to be seen as an adult and independent is amazing. And despite all that Fate has thrown in her path in an attempt to make her fail, she’s bound and determined to make a life for herself—outside of the tower that her dad and brothers would love to lock her inside so that she’s always safe and protected.
And then there’s Kody and all his broody, dark, sneering glory. He’s been living and behaving this way to protect himself—and Lavender—and his heart. He’s been denying his feelings for so long, he almost actually believes the lies he’s been telling. Almost.
The romance between Lavender and Kody is beautiful—especially once all their history and backstory is revealed. Some of the flashback scenes were so very touching and displayed a powerful message regarding the diagnosis and treatment for mental illness and acceptance.
Little Lies is one of those books that just sneaks up on you, grabs your heart and doesn’t let go even after you’ve read the very last word. ~ Missy, 5 stars
November 5, 2020
4 Worth The Fight For It Stars
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One of the most wanted wishes I have when reading series that have wonderful characters, strong continuing/interlocking books, and cute children produced by the main characters...are books about these children once they are grown. Little Lies does just that.
We have Alex and Violet's daughter, Lavender, from the Hockey series Pucked. We then get from A Lie for a Lie, Kodiak, the Son of Rook and Lainey. These were children we knew from these past books and we now get to know more about them.
What happens in this story will rock you and make you think...If you are older, you will remember back to being on the brink of your adulthood...how big everything was and how hard it was to understand all of the feelings you had. How the past hurts from those you loved and trusted, cut so deep.
Everything magnifies, angst, concern, love, hate, want, confusion, and relief. All of these feelings are touched on and Hunting is a master in making us experience the panic, the happiness, and the love.
We are given all the other siblings and kids in this story making me think more books are on their way. A wonderful book, especially if you want to feel things deeply when you read.
Little Lies
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~~~~~ Before Raeding ~~~~~
August 27, 2020
Oh, Where To Start...
Well, First, An Author...
Doing Something Different...
Taking Another Path...
And More Than Qualified...
To Do So...
Next, Please Take A Moment...
For This Cover...
I Mean, Really...
A Work Of Art...
And The Best...
We Have Lavender Waters...
Heir Of Alex and Violet Waters...
With Kodiak (Kody) Bowman...
Rook and Lainey Bowman’s Son
Two Who Had A Bond...
One Who Destroyed It...
With His Untruths...
The False Realities...
The Question Is...
Will He Be Able...
To Repair The Damage...
From His...
Little Lies- November 16, 2020
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One of the most wanted wishes I have when reading series that have wonderful characters, strong continuing/interlocking books, and cute children produced by the main characters...are books about these children once they are grown. Little Lies does just that.
We have Alex and Violet's daughter, Lavender, from the Hockey series Pucked. We then get from A Lie for a Lie, Kodiak, the Son of Rook and Lainey. These were children we knew from these past books and we now get to know more about them.
What happens in this story will rock you and make you think...If you are older, you will remember back to being on the brink of your adulthood...how big everything was and how hard it was to understand all of the feelings you had. How the past hurts from those you loved and trusted, cut so deep.
Everything magnifies, angst, concern, love, hate, want, confusion, and relief. All of these feelings are touched on and Hunting is a master in making us experience the panic, the happiness, and the love.
We are given all the other siblings and kids in this story making me think more books are on their way. A wonderful book, especially if you want to feel things deeply when you read.
Little Lieshttps://www.goodreads.com/review/show...
~~~~~ Before Raeding ~~~~~
August 27, 2020
Oh, Where To Start...
Well, First, An Author...
Doing Something Different...
Taking Another Path...
And More Than Qualified...
To Do So...
Next, Please Take A Moment...
For This Cover...
I Mean, Really...
A Work Of Art...
And The Best...
We Have Lavender Waters...
Heir Of Alex and Violet Waters...
With Kodiak (Kody) Bowman...
Rook and Lainey Bowman’s Son
Two Who Had A Bond...
One Who Destroyed It...
With His Untruths...
The False Realities...
The Question Is...
Will He Be Able...
To Repair The Damage...
From His...
Little Lies- November 16, 2020
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November 16, 2020
Chapter One
First Day Fuckery
LAVENDER
Present day, age 19
“HEY, LAV!” MY brother’s fist slams against the bathroom door, and half a second later it flies open, scaring the living shit out of me as it bashes into the wall.
I jab myself in the eye with my mascara wand, and coffee sloshes down the front of my white tank. I was attempting to multitask. I should know better. “Ow! What the hell, Mav!” I cover my burning eye with my palm and drop my mug in the sink. The handle breaks off. “Goddammit! That was my favorite freaking mug. And I could’ve been naked!”
Maverick makes a gagging sound. “I just ate breakfast. Don’t say things like that if you don’t want me to hurl.”
“Screw you, fuckboy.” I try to close the door on him, but it’s useless, since he’s a damn giant and standing in the middle of the doorway. “And looking at your face makes me lose my appetite.”
Much to my parents’ dismay, Maverick is a certified manwhore. A monogamous one, but a manwhore nonetheless. Based on what I’ve learned from the girls who like to stop by our house—there are many—he hangs out with the same girl for exactly four weeks. And by “hang out,” I mean, bones as often as possible.
My brother is not an ogre—far from it. Maverick looks like a damn supermodel with his wavy dark hair and ridiculously chiseled features. Girls and women fawn all over him. It’s annoying.
“What are you doing busting into my bathroom at seven freaking thirty in the damn morning? I’m trying to get ready for class.” Even though I’m a sophomore, it’s my first day at a new school, and I’d like to start my second year of college on a positive note. Poking myself in the eye with my mascara wand is not very positive.
“Riv has to be at football practice, and I need to be at the arena in like, twenty. Have you seen my car keys?”
“Why would I know where your car keys are?” I drop my palm and glance at my reflection in the mirror. Awesome. Now it looks like I’m part raccoon with the mascara smeared around my eye.
“Mav, we gotta roll out or we’re gonna be late,” my twin brother, River, yells from somewhere in the house.
Maverick runs his hand through his hair. It falls back into place as though it’s made of perfectly obedient soldiers. “Where are your keys?”
“You can’t take my car.” I prop my fist on my hip. “Take River’s.”
“Some chick puked in the back seat last night, and it needs to be detailed.” Mav taps on the doorframe, impatient.
“And that’s my fault, how?” I do not want to know the how and why regarding the puking girl. River isn’t quite as bad as Maverick, but he still has a ridiculous number of girls fawning all over him at any given time—and that’s even with his less-than-glowing personality. Or possibly because of it.
Maverick glances to the right, just outside the bathroom door, and a sly smile turns up the corner of his mouth. He snatches my keys from my dresser and dangles them from his finger. “We’ll owe you one, sis.”
I jump up, trying to grab them back, but my brother is over six feet, and I’m five one and a quarter—that quarter is very important to me—so there is absolutely zero chance I can reach my keys when he’s holding them over his head. “You can’t leave me without my car!”
“You can walk in a straight line, Lav. You’ll be fine.” He strolls down the hall, and I scale his back in an attempt to reclaim my keys, but my contact lens is burning. It’s distracting and means I can only hold on to my brother with one arm while I press my palm against my watering eye. He hits the first flight of stairs and takes them at a jog, bumping me around on his back.
I somehow manage to jam my big toe into one of his belt loops, and it gets stuck there.
He drags me along like an awkward sloth he can’t shake. “My class is all the way across campus. It’s a half-hour walk, and it starts at eight thirty!”
“It’s not that far. You’ll be fine.”
The doorbell rings as we pass through the living room.
River stands in the kitchen, shoving half a bagel slathered in cream cheese into his mouth while texting. He frowns—this is his most common facial expression—and glances from the door to Maverick to me still hanging off his back. He crosses the room in two angry strides and throws the door open. He spins around, pinning our older brother with a disgusted look and thumbs over his shoulder. “This asshole has to sit in the back seat so I don’t have to look at his face.”
Standing in the doorway is Kodiak Bowman, more commonly referred to as Kody by everyone other than me. We all grew up together, basically, and probably know one another better than we should. Like the place he was conceived, Kodiak possesses a rare kind of arctic beauty. His hair is almost black, his eyes a pale green that doesn’t look quite natural, and his features hover between severe and exotic. But when he smiles, there’s a dimple in his left cheek that makes him look boyish and melts the panties of anyone with double X chromosomes. And a lot of XYs as well.
He’s not paying attention to my twin, because he’s too busy staring at his phone. Probably arranging a lunchtime blowjob.
Both he and Maverick are here at school on hockey scholarships. Not only is Kodiak an incredibly talented player like his dad, he’s also a genius, like his mother. But unlike his mother, who is a saint, Kodiak is an asshole.
My twin harbors a particularly severe disdain toward him.
Because of me.
Something happened involving Kodiak two years ago, which was so devastatingly embarrassing for me that I wish I could scrub the memory from my brain. River received the stripped-down version of events, and I made him promise to never, ever speak of it. He never asked any more about it, and I never offered any further details. However, now River can’t stand Kodiak, and he wasn’t his biggest fan in the first place.
Kodiak ignores River. “We gotta roll, Mav, or we’re gonna be late.”
Maverick peels my fingers from his shoulder. “Can you get the fuck off me, please?”
My toe is still caught in his belt loop, so I fall back, and because I have no coordination or balance—thank you so much for that, Mom—I smack my head on the floor. I also shriek because my toe is bent at a very unpleasant angle. Maverick stumbles back a couple of steps, trying to figure out how I’m still attached to him.
“My toe is caught! Oh my God! You’re going to break it!” I scream at the top of my lungs.
It’s ironic, because when I was a kid, I didn’t talk much. River used to do a lot of the talking for me because I was shy and got all tongue-tied around people I didn’t know. He was trying to be a good brother. Unfortunately, it made me reliant on him for a lot of things for a lot of years.
I’ve also been highly insulated by my family. It’s like living inside a bubble, viewing the world from behind a screen and never fully participating in it. For someone raised in a highly stable, incredibly supportive, loving—albeit weird—family, I’m pretty damn messed up.
Maverick manages to get me untangled from his belt loop without breaking my toe. I jump to my feet, and because my embarrassment hasn’t hit epic levels yet this morning, my boob pops out of my tank.
“For the love of God, Lav! Put your tit away!” Maverick yells.
“It’s not my fault it fell out!” It’s genetics.
Kodiak glances up from his phone as I tuck my boob back inside my tank. His expression remains flat, as if he’s completely unaffected by the fact that my nipple was just eyeing him.
Because he is. Completely unaffected.
Unlike me. I can’t even form a full, coherent sentence around him anymore.
I’m sure my face is red and blotchy with humiliation. Again.
Kodiak always seems to have a front-row seat to these awful moments.
“I hope you all sprain your groins at practice.” I spin around and head for the stairs.
“I’ll find you in the quad after your first class, okay, Lav?” River calls after me.
“Whatever.” I stomp my way back up to my room.
I should’ve fought harder for on-campus housing. Even the all-girls dorm would’ve been better than living with my damn brothers. But there was no chance my parents would ever let me live in a dorm—too many unknowns and uncontrollable variables. And River, being the overprotective twin that he is, had a meltdown over the idea that I would even consider the dorms as an option.
The only reason my parents conceded to me moving away from home is because I’m living with my brothers, and I’m only about an hour away. Once high school was over, we packed up our house and moved to what used to be our cottage on Lake Geneva, in Wisconsin, which is much closer to Chicago than Seattle was. And don’t be fooled by “cottage”—it’s really a huge house on a lake.
And now, after years spent avoiding Kodiak—apart from that one, horribly mortifying incident—I’m going to have to deal with him again. Probably on a regular basis.
So I’m here, feeling a lot like I’m moving backward instead of forward. Because instead of fighting for what I wanted, I’ve let everyone else’s fears dictate my choices.
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November 14, 2020
5 Amazing stars
This was a little bit different from what I have read from Helena.It was so good, I couldn't put it down!This was full of angst, I loved every minute of it!The romance was epic and intense.This is a friends to lovers romance.
Lavender and Kodiak known each others their whole life, their relationship is unique.It's an emotional story and heartwarming.Lavender is a fantastic heroine, I loved her, she developed a lot through the story.
This is such a great story with a heavy romance.I really loved it!
This was a little bit different from what I have read from Helena.It was so good, I couldn't put it down!This was full of angst, I loved every minute of it!The romance was epic and intense.This is a friends to lovers romance.
Lavender and Kodiak known each others their whole life, their relationship is unique.It's an emotional story and heartwarming.Lavender is a fantastic heroine, I loved her, she developed a lot through the story.
This is such a great story with a heavy romance.I really loved it!
November 16, 2020
4 'Show me your truth' Stars!
ARC provided via Social Butterfly PR in exchange for an honest review.
I knew as soon as Helena Hunting announced that she was writing Lavender Waters’ book that we would be getting a different style of story than what she normally writes. Little Lies is not like one of Helena’s beloved romcoms, it’s an angsty, emotional new adult romance with a couple that does not have it easy, either in life or in finding their way back to each other. If you read Helena’s Pucked and All In series, you cannot miss how these two fall in love!
So, Little Lies is Helena’s debut writing as H. Hunting and, as I said, it’s a new adult romance related to two much-loved series but it can be read as a standalone. This is the love story between Lavender Waters (Alex and Violet's daughter from the Pucked series) and Kodiak Bowman (Rook and Lainey's son from the All In series). These two went through a lot together during their childhoods and they shared a unique bond that was supposed to be unbreakable. Several issues provoke their separation and now, as young adults, their relationship has completely changed from love to hate. Or that is what it seems..
For a long time, Kodiak was my safe space. We used to tell each other everything. I thought he was my soul mate—until I screwed everything up and made him hate me, and then he went and made sure I hated him back.
I am thoroughly and happily surprised by this love story and how Helena has changed her style completely with her debut as H. Hunting. Yes, Little Lies still has her unique, quirky characters and some humor mixed in there too but this novel basically was a roller coaster of emotions that made me fall in love with Lavender and Kodiak even more. I loved these kids in the All In series and I was highly anticipating their love story. And let me tell you, it was not an easy one to read but it also was completely worth the wait.
I wish things were different, that I hadn’t brought us here, to this point where she believes I hate her, when it’s really myself I can’t stand.
I loved Lavender and seeing her growth as years go by and I was so proud to see her become such an amazing young woman. And Kodiak! My poor heart! I hated how he treated Lav but I hurt so much seeing how much he loves her and tries to protect her from himself. A beautiful hero that had me just as compelled. These two go through so much, so many issues (especially mental ones), and they come back from everything so strongly. I was so happy when they finally got together as a couple. Little Lies definitely is a slow burn romance but the chemistry between Lavender and Kodiak is palpable from start to finish. Their connection captivated me and I was so joyful when they found their way back and they got their much deserved happy ending.
“I want to take away every hurt I caused, but I don’t know how,” I admit.
“You can start by erasing all the little lies with truths.”
Therefore, I am rating Little Lies with 4 STARS because Helena sure gave us the emotional and unique love story that Lavender and Kodiak deserved. It was not an easy journey for these two and their families but their bond was stronger than everything else. Be sure to grab a copy of this one if you enjoy seeing a new style of Hunting’s books and if you love new adult, slow burn romances full of angst, sweetness and a whole lot of feels!
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ARC provided via Social Butterfly PR in exchange for an honest review.
I knew as soon as Helena Hunting announced that she was writing Lavender Waters’ book that we would be getting a different style of story than what she normally writes. Little Lies is not like one of Helena’s beloved romcoms, it’s an angsty, emotional new adult romance with a couple that does not have it easy, either in life or in finding their way back to each other. If you read Helena’s Pucked and All In series, you cannot miss how these two fall in love!
So, Little Lies is Helena’s debut writing as H. Hunting and, as I said, it’s a new adult romance related to two much-loved series but it can be read as a standalone. This is the love story between Lavender Waters (Alex and Violet's daughter from the Pucked series) and Kodiak Bowman (Rook and Lainey's son from the All In series). These two went through a lot together during their childhoods and they shared a unique bond that was supposed to be unbreakable. Several issues provoke their separation and now, as young adults, their relationship has completely changed from love to hate. Or that is what it seems..
For a long time, Kodiak was my safe space. We used to tell each other everything. I thought he was my soul mate—until I screwed everything up and made him hate me, and then he went and made sure I hated him back.
I am thoroughly and happily surprised by this love story and how Helena has changed her style completely with her debut as H. Hunting. Yes, Little Lies still has her unique, quirky characters and some humor mixed in there too but this novel basically was a roller coaster of emotions that made me fall in love with Lavender and Kodiak even more. I loved these kids in the All In series and I was highly anticipating their love story. And let me tell you, it was not an easy one to read but it also was completely worth the wait.
I wish things were different, that I hadn’t brought us here, to this point where she believes I hate her, when it’s really myself I can’t stand.
I loved Lavender and seeing her growth as years go by and I was so proud to see her become such an amazing young woman. And Kodiak! My poor heart! I hated how he treated Lav but I hurt so much seeing how much he loves her and tries to protect her from himself. A beautiful hero that had me just as compelled. These two go through so much, so many issues (especially mental ones), and they come back from everything so strongly. I was so happy when they finally got together as a couple. Little Lies definitely is a slow burn romance but the chemistry between Lavender and Kodiak is palpable from start to finish. Their connection captivated me and I was so joyful when they found their way back and they got their much deserved happy ending.
“I want to take away every hurt I caused, but I don’t know how,” I admit.
“You can start by erasing all the little lies with truths.”
Therefore, I am rating Little Lies with 4 STARS because Helena sure gave us the emotional and unique love story that Lavender and Kodiak deserved. It was not an easy journey for these two and their families but their bond was stronger than everything else. Be sure to grab a copy of this one if you enjoy seeing a new style of Hunting’s books and if you love new adult, slow burn romances full of angst, sweetness and a whole lot of feels!
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January 8, 2023
4.25✨ This book took me by surprise. I thought I was taking a break from college sports romances, but Lavender and Kodiak 𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘣𝘣𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘢𝘵 and didn’t let go.
𝑳𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒍𝒆 𝑳𝒊𝒆𝒔 follows Lavender and Kodiak from the time they were kids, codependent and anxious, into college. Lavender is healing from a traumatic event in childhood, and Kodiak is busy pushing her away and playing hockey. The two of them both have clinical anxiety and Kodiak is under the impression they’re toxic for each other 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘳. He was such a D I C K to her but when he finally gets his head out of his ass, she makes him get on his knees. Give me all the groveling, always, pls and thank you.
This book is more than just a romance. There is a lot of processing trauma and working through severe anxiety. And I loved every second of it.
PS this is a spin off to the Pucked series by Helena Hunting!! It’s those characters’ kids 🥹
Read if you like
✨ hockey romances
✨ childhood friends to enemies (ish) to lovers
✨ brother’s best friend
✨ mental health rep
✨ second chance (ish)
✨ angst
I do wish there was a bit more groveling and time spent together as a couple. There was a lot of flashbacks and I wanted more adult time.
𝑳𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒍𝒆 𝑳𝒊𝒆𝒔 follows Lavender and Kodiak from the time they were kids, codependent and anxious, into college. Lavender is healing from a traumatic event in childhood, and Kodiak is busy pushing her away and playing hockey. The two of them both have clinical anxiety and Kodiak is under the impression they’re toxic for each other 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘳. He was such a D I C K to her but when he finally gets his head out of his ass, she makes him get on his knees. Give me all the groveling, always, pls and thank you.
This book is more than just a romance. There is a lot of processing trauma and working through severe anxiety. And I loved every second of it.
PS this is a spin off to the Pucked series by Helena Hunting!! It’s those characters’ kids 🥹
Read if you like
✨ hockey romances
✨ childhood friends to enemies (ish) to lovers
✨ brother’s best friend
✨ mental health rep
✨ second chance (ish)
✨ angst
I do wish there was a bit more groveling and time spent together as a couple. There was a lot of flashbacks and I wanted more adult time.
November 18, 2020
Nothing moved me here it’s the same old collage romance novel that didn’t even have any type of chemistry between the main characters.
The hate to love aspect was done poorly and the excuse of why he was being mean to her has been used many times in other books.
I don’t understand the big connection everyone in the book saw between the main characters. There was no connection.
The hate to love aspect was done poorly and the excuse of why he was being mean to her has been used many times in other books.
I don’t understand the big connection everyone in the book saw between the main characters. There was no connection.
November 17, 2020
Move over Vi, there’s a new female waters taking over!
Lavender waters has my whole entire heart. This girl is something incredible, she’s perfectly imperfect and I love the bones of her! Watching her growth into the strong independent woman she is has been phenomenal. Her struggles are relatable, they’re real and I love that Helena added these and shows just how real they can be.
Lavender Waters is her mother’s daughter. There’s parts that scream violet and I love it so much but at the same time she’s the complete opposite to her. This girl is going to claim the heart of all the readers, she’s a precious one.
Kodiak has the biggest heart, always putting his friends needs first. Always wanting to be that one person who can help without knowing how damaging it can be. The way this guy struggled with his own problems just as much as the heroine makes my heart hurt so much but I’m so glad Helena made it this way because men feel this way too and it’s time that was shown more. He’s beautiful and charming but there’s so much deep inside that nobody gets to see except those closest to him and it’s hurts deep.
I don’t want to give anything away but I will say the path these two go through is riddled with heart ache and honestly, I feels like someone was grabbing my heart and squeezing tight throughout most of it.
I also want to say this book has absolutely blown me away. Right from the start this book shook me and kept doing so right to the end. It’s full of heartache and angsty moments but in a book filled with that this author squeezes some comedy into it to gives you a laugh in between the sadness.
Little Lies kicks off a world full of new characters, characters you’ll fall in love with and characters you’ll want to have their own books. I’m invested 100% in them and I can’t wait for more to come.
H. Hunting delivered us an incredible piece of writing. Little Lies is angsty and sad mixed with humour and happiness, it’s a rollercoaster of emotions that know you on your ass.
Lavender waters has my whole entire heart. This girl is something incredible, she’s perfectly imperfect and I love the bones of her! Watching her growth into the strong independent woman she is has been phenomenal. Her struggles are relatable, they’re real and I love that Helena added these and shows just how real they can be.
Lavender Waters is her mother’s daughter. There’s parts that scream violet and I love it so much but at the same time she’s the complete opposite to her. This girl is going to claim the heart of all the readers, she’s a precious one.
Kodiak has the biggest heart, always putting his friends needs first. Always wanting to be that one person who can help without knowing how damaging it can be. The way this guy struggled with his own problems just as much as the heroine makes my heart hurt so much but I’m so glad Helena made it this way because men feel this way too and it’s time that was shown more. He’s beautiful and charming but there’s so much deep inside that nobody gets to see except those closest to him and it’s hurts deep.
I don’t want to give anything away but I will say the path these two go through is riddled with heart ache and honestly, I feels like someone was grabbing my heart and squeezing tight throughout most of it.
I also want to say this book has absolutely blown me away. Right from the start this book shook me and kept doing so right to the end. It’s full of heartache and angsty moments but in a book filled with that this author squeezes some comedy into it to gives you a laugh in between the sadness.
Little Lies kicks off a world full of new characters, characters you’ll fall in love with and characters you’ll want to have their own books. I’m invested 100% in them and I can’t wait for more to come.
H. Hunting delivered us an incredible piece of writing. Little Lies is angsty and sad mixed with humour and happiness, it’s a rollercoaster of emotions that know you on your ass.
November 18, 2020
This book is lucky I am behind on my reading challenge and I am reading anything right now 🤣
The main issue is it didnt know what kind of book it wanted to be. It tried to do dark and comedic, bully and friends to lovers, erotic and NA etc
I didnt even understand what their issues were because it was talked about so vaguely in terms of their anxiety and being toxic. Maybe I didnt care enough to figure it out, idk. All of a sudden they were just fixed.
The dumbest shit ever tho is this guy has tortured her for years, slept with OW, thrown it in her face and the way she punishes him in order to make him "deserve" her is to *checks notes* give him 2 personal sex shows which also happens to be his kink as he had watched another girl do the same earlier in the story. Way to make him pay, girl power!!!
Also the grandma who just happens to give her all these dildos is cringey. At least she wasnt a virgin tho 😫
I like some of this authors books but I am definitely skipping this series of books.
The main issue is it didnt know what kind of book it wanted to be. It tried to do dark and comedic, bully and friends to lovers, erotic and NA etc
I didnt even understand what their issues were because it was talked about so vaguely in terms of their anxiety and being toxic. Maybe I didnt care enough to figure it out, idk. All of a sudden they were just fixed.
The dumbest shit ever tho is this guy has tortured her for years, slept with OW, thrown it in her face and the way she punishes him in order to make him "deserve" her is to *checks notes* give him 2 personal sex shows which also happens to be his kink as he had watched another girl do the same earlier in the story. Way to make him pay, girl power!!!
Also the grandma who just happens to give her all these dildos is cringey. At least she wasnt a virgin tho 😫
I like some of this authors books but I am definitely skipping this series of books.
November 29, 2020
I will say I am usually not a big fan of next generation books because it feels kinda weird like oh I watched your parents fall in love and have you and now you’re all grown up and having sexual kinks of your own. But honestly this is a generation I didn’t really mind.
Lavender Waters has tried her best to not think about her former best friend Kodiak Bowman after he hurt her years ago but when they both are going to the same college, live just a few doors down from each other and his best friend is her older brother that's not so easy. And he is just as cruel and gorgeous as ever.
I personally wasn’t a massive fan of the Pucked series and I didn’t even end up finishing the series. I did however really enjoy the All In series so was curious about this book. I did still love seeing their parents throughout the book like yes gimmie those crumbs.
Obviously I was prepared for it to be angsty and oh boy was it. Some supreme slowburn and high tension throughout.
There were things about this book that I loved and some I didn’t love so much.
First of all I get why Kody acted the way he did but to an extent somethings just felt like a bit too much and I felt like it kept going on for way too much of the book. The book goes on for a long time before any sort of romantic feelings are barely even hinted at and some of it definitely didn’t feel all that necessary. There was a lot of just following around Lavender and her daily life whilst we got no insight into how or what Kody was doing. Once Lavender and Kody get together it was very intense very fast which due to the nature of their dynamic was to be expected but it felt like a very sudden hate filled relationship to automatically loving each other.
Don’t get me wrong Lavender makes him grovel for the way he has treated her. And it is some seriously delicious groveling as to fix the imbalanced power dynamic that has been created. But the way its revealed as to why Kody has acted the way he has all felt very rushed.
I adored the way they were when they got together, they both feel so much, and it was great seeing that translate into a relationship.
Some other things I really enjoyed was the way anxiety was presented throughout the book was very raw and real and just overall done really well. As well as the side characters, all of the children of this new generation were all really interesting that I enjoyed seeing Lavender and Kody’s dynamics with, particularly Lavender’s relationship with her brothers.
Overall there were aspects of the book I really enjoyed but some parts moved too quickly and were glossed over. Still a win in my eyes.
Lavender Waters has tried her best to not think about her former best friend Kodiak Bowman after he hurt her years ago but when they both are going to the same college, live just a few doors down from each other and his best friend is her older brother that's not so easy. And he is just as cruel and gorgeous as ever.
I personally wasn’t a massive fan of the Pucked series and I didn’t even end up finishing the series. I did however really enjoy the All In series so was curious about this book. I did still love seeing their parents throughout the book like yes gimmie those crumbs.
Obviously I was prepared for it to be angsty and oh boy was it. Some supreme slowburn and high tension throughout.
There were things about this book that I loved and some I didn’t love so much.
First of all I get why Kody acted the way he did but to an extent somethings just felt like a bit too much and I felt like it kept going on for way too much of the book. The book goes on for a long time before any sort of romantic feelings are barely even hinted at and some of it definitely didn’t feel all that necessary. There was a lot of just following around Lavender and her daily life whilst we got no insight into how or what Kody was doing. Once Lavender and Kody get together it was very intense very fast which due to the nature of their dynamic was to be expected but it felt like a very sudden hate filled relationship to automatically loving each other.
Don’t get me wrong Lavender makes him grovel for the way he has treated her. And it is some seriously delicious groveling as to fix the imbalanced power dynamic that has been created. But the way its revealed as to why Kody has acted the way he has all felt very rushed.
I adored the way they were when they got together, they both feel so much, and it was great seeing that translate into a relationship.
Some other things I really enjoyed was the way anxiety was presented throughout the book was very raw and real and just overall done really well. As well as the side characters, all of the children of this new generation were all really interesting that I enjoyed seeing Lavender and Kody’s dynamics with, particularly Lavender’s relationship with her brothers.
Overall there were aspects of the book I really enjoyed but some parts moved too quickly and were glossed over. Still a win in my eyes.
November 17, 2020
4.5 “This is the truth” Stars
This was damn near perfect. I don’t say that often about books but this, this was damn near perfect. I loved the Pucked Universe, I specifically loved Alex and Violet aka Lavender’s parents and I loved the All in Universe. So to see both these universes collide and give us this, I was already hyped.
Lavender. Lavender is everything you need in a herione. She has anxiety. She has issues but the way she deals and blossoms is so incredible to read. She’s soft but that doesn’t mean she isn’t strong. I loved everything about her. Lavender made me want to envelop her in a hug and be her friend at the same time because she’s AWESOME.
Kodiak was truly a one of a kind hero. I didn’t understand him at first. I didn’t understand why he was the he was until you found out why he treated Lavender the way he did. I also hated him, so much. When he decided to finally get his head of his out ass, you see him for what he truly is: a guy who loves the girl so freaking much.
I want to applaud the author for writing anxiety and mental health issues the way she did. Realistic and giving the audience a view on what it’s like. It’s so appreciated.
This was definitely enemies to lovers. But also this was second chances. And this is VERY much soulmates. The only reason this didnt give 5 stars is because I wish we got more of these two together, we only got a couple chapters of them actually being together and I wanted so much more.
Also it was such a pleasure to see the older cast as parents. I loved their loved stories but seeing them as parents was stellar. It made me want to re-read all their stories again. Alex as a dad and Violet as a mom just made my heart burst. Even Rook and Lainey, even when I wanted to tell them to stop meddling I understood where they were coming from. I hope we get to see more Pucked Parents and All In Parents in the future.
This is VASTLY different from Helena’s writing. She’s known for her romantic comedies and this was heavier, more realistic and this is exactly what she needed. Hence, why she published under a different name.
I hope we get to see the side characters have their own story as well. BJ (jr) was such a freaking fresh I’d breathe air. I also absolutely swooned over Maverick. I also want to know more about the elusive older brother Robbie. And Quinn, sweet Quinn had like 4 mentions but I’m so interested in his book. I hope that Helena continues this universe because it’s stellar.
Think Off Campus by Elle Kennedy with a dash of LJ Shen’s All Saints High and you get this universe.
This 101% lived up to my second most anticipated release hype. I laughed, I cried, I groaned in frustration but most of all I fell deeply in love.
Nearly and utterly perfect.
This was damn near perfect. I don’t say that often about books but this, this was damn near perfect. I loved the Pucked Universe, I specifically loved Alex and Violet aka Lavender’s parents and I loved the All in Universe. So to see both these universes collide and give us this, I was already hyped.
Lavender. Lavender is everything you need in a herione. She has anxiety. She has issues but the way she deals and blossoms is so incredible to read. She’s soft but that doesn’t mean she isn’t strong. I loved everything about her. Lavender made me want to envelop her in a hug and be her friend at the same time because she’s AWESOME.
Kodiak was truly a one of a kind hero. I didn’t understand him at first. I didn’t understand why he was the he was until you found out why he treated Lavender the way he did. I also hated him, so much. When he decided to finally get his head of his out ass, you see him for what he truly is: a guy who loves the girl so freaking much.
I want to applaud the author for writing anxiety and mental health issues the way she did. Realistic and giving the audience a view on what it’s like. It’s so appreciated.
This was definitely enemies to lovers. But also this was second chances. And this is VERY much soulmates. The only reason this didnt give 5 stars is because I wish we got more of these two together, we only got a couple chapters of them actually being together and I wanted so much more.
Also it was such a pleasure to see the older cast as parents. I loved their loved stories but seeing them as parents was stellar. It made me want to re-read all their stories again. Alex as a dad and Violet as a mom just made my heart burst. Even Rook and Lainey, even when I wanted to tell them to stop meddling I understood where they were coming from. I hope we get to see more Pucked Parents and All In Parents in the future.
This is VASTLY different from Helena’s writing. She’s known for her romantic comedies and this was heavier, more realistic and this is exactly what she needed. Hence, why she published under a different name.
I hope we get to see the side characters have their own story as well. BJ (jr) was such a freaking fresh I’d breathe air. I also absolutely swooned over Maverick. I also want to know more about the elusive older brother Robbie. And Quinn, sweet Quinn had like 4 mentions but I’m so interested in his book. I hope that Helena continues this universe because it’s stellar.
Think Off Campus by Elle Kennedy with a dash of LJ Shen’s All Saints High and you get this universe.
This 101% lived up to my second most anticipated release hype. I laughed, I cried, I groaned in frustration but most of all I fell deeply in love.
Nearly and utterly perfect.
October 26, 2020
What a page-turner! Hunting has crafted a stellar young adult romance that pulled on my heartstrings in such a way I found
Little Lies
impossible to put down. Although there’s a large cast of characters, the author has made sure that there is no confusion for the new reader. However, if you haven’t read The Pucked or All In series, I can’t recommend either of them enough.
Ooh my! There’s a strong possibility you’ll get hooked on the book in the prologue and from there on in the build-up of tension is nothing less than mind-blowing. Helena walked me through Lavendar Waters and Kodiak Bowman’s past histories and their angst-ridden present story by putting me in their shoes. My empathy for them was ten-fold when I learnt how they felt for each other. The thin line between love and hate becomes so apparent that all I wished for was the truth. But, overly protective actions had sown emotional agony, unknowingly blurring their feelings..
‘And my poor stupid heart breaks all over again.’
Lavender has a beautiful soul. Watching this desperately shy and traumatized child step out of her comfort zone and grow into a fiercely talented woman who gives as much as she gets was a joy in itself. Not only did she teach me a thing or two, but also her twin brother, River. Hopefully, by me nudging the author, we’ll be able to have his story.
‘The only person who can save me from myself is me.’
Gorgeously damaged Kody is mine, ladies! His dilemma or better-said, misery meant I was in two minds about his present-day stance. Was punishing the person you’d always protected the way to make things right? No, but eventually his reasonings became clearer as I read on. Both parents, BJ...Lavender’s adorable cousin and his best friend, Maveric have their say sooner or later. Goodness me, her brother, Mav! I need this manwhore’s story like yesterday, too!
‘You can’t keep out what makes your heart beat in the first place.’
This read destroyed me, put me back together and left an enormous smile on my face. I confess to shedding a tear or a three during sad scenes and the duct tape scenario which isn’t even the tip of the iceberg had me laughing out loud. Revenge is a sweet dish and man, does Lavendar know how to hand it out!
“You and me? We’re toxic together.”
Hunting hit my reading world with a punch. Faultless description of the uni scene, family worries and friendship, she drove home hope when there seemed to be none. I loved, loved, loved meeting up with the hockey crowd again and just blinking well read this novel! It is simply perfect with all its characters’ trails and tribulations. Bravo, Hunting!
Ooh my! There’s a strong possibility you’ll get hooked on the book in the prologue and from there on in the build-up of tension is nothing less than mind-blowing. Helena walked me through Lavendar Waters and Kodiak Bowman’s past histories and their angst-ridden present story by putting me in their shoes. My empathy for them was ten-fold when I learnt how they felt for each other. The thin line between love and hate becomes so apparent that all I wished for was the truth. But, overly protective actions had sown emotional agony, unknowingly blurring their feelings..
‘And my poor stupid heart breaks all over again.’
Lavender has a beautiful soul. Watching this desperately shy and traumatized child step out of her comfort zone and grow into a fiercely talented woman who gives as much as she gets was a joy in itself. Not only did she teach me a thing or two, but also her twin brother, River. Hopefully, by me nudging the author, we’ll be able to have his story.
‘The only person who can save me from myself is me.’
Gorgeously damaged Kody is mine, ladies! His dilemma or better-said, misery meant I was in two minds about his present-day stance. Was punishing the person you’d always protected the way to make things right? No, but eventually his reasonings became clearer as I read on. Both parents, BJ...Lavender’s adorable cousin and his best friend, Maveric have their say sooner or later. Goodness me, her brother, Mav! I need this manwhore’s story like yesterday, too!
‘You can’t keep out what makes your heart beat in the first place.’
This read destroyed me, put me back together and left an enormous smile on my face. I confess to shedding a tear or a three during sad scenes and the duct tape scenario which isn’t even the tip of the iceberg had me laughing out loud. Revenge is a sweet dish and man, does Lavendar know how to hand it out!
“You and me? We’re toxic together.”
Hunting hit my reading world with a punch. Faultless description of the uni scene, family worries and friendship, she drove home hope when there seemed to be none. I loved, loved, loved meeting up with the hockey crowd again and just blinking well read this novel! It is simply perfect with all its characters’ trails and tribulations. Bravo, Hunting!
November 17, 2020
From the opening pages, I knew this book would be an experience I’d never forget. And boy oh boy did H. Hunting deliver. Not only is this now my favorite Helena Hunting read, but it’s a Top Read of 2020. I simply cannot say enough good things about this book. But I’ll try....
Here’s what I loved:
The characters are hands down the best! The level of emotion and intensity packed into these two blew me off my feet! Lavender in particular, grows and develops so much over the course of the novel. What a treat it was to watch her overcome obstacles and become such a badass!
The writing was impeccable. The author really honed on each character and wrote exceptional dialogue and prose for not only the character, but the age and development of the characters. Such a treat!
The storyline is fresh, interesting, and again, sucked me into the story from page and gripped me until the very last page. I very nearly read it in one sitting.
From the gorgeous cover to the amazing story inside this is a hit! One of the best books of the year! Highly recommended!
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Here’s what I loved:
The characters are hands down the best! The level of emotion and intensity packed into these two blew me off my feet! Lavender in particular, grows and develops so much over the course of the novel. What a treat it was to watch her overcome obstacles and become such a badass!
The writing was impeccable. The author really honed on each character and wrote exceptional dialogue and prose for not only the character, but the age and development of the characters. Such a treat!
The storyline is fresh, interesting, and again, sucked me into the story from page and gripped me until the very last page. I very nearly read it in one sitting.
From the gorgeous cover to the amazing story inside this is a hit! One of the best books of the year! Highly recommended!
For more of my reviews:
My Blog: Book Twins Reviews
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May 26, 2021
1 ✨
I like the cover.,
Reading this for a second time made me hate it.
1 star for the side characters and the cover.
Original rating:
2stars
I like the cover.,
Reading this for a second time made me hate it.
1 star for the side characters and the cover.
Original rating:
2stars
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