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224 pages, Paperback
First published March 1, 2022
The necessity of this perpetual forgetting, the hiding of the past beneath the successive layers of the unchanging present, drained him, though the light that burned away memory and desire helped too, helped him forget his memories of the old world in service of hers, the faint hope that humanity could live on slowly dying within him when he looked into the empty eyes of every wailing infant that emerged from his sister's uterus. In the nights when he was able to avoid her company, he was bold enough to think about the university, and the same agony overcame him. The abandoned citadels of his dreams; an old library in the mountains through whose limitless corridors he was sure he'd once walked--where had these things gone? The fire that had purified the earth had taken them too, though there had been no evil in them, only beauty; and although his sister maintained that the disaster had been a purge, their uncle could not be so certain when faced with the pitiful mess of the survivors, who it could not be argued otherwise lived in a kind of torpid sin, a lethargy and lust that corroded any claim to a higher moral purpose, the necessity of survival, or the particular worthiness of their species, and so over time he had come to see them as simply forgotten. The departed gods had left their ask incomplete; they had neglected to wipe away these last remnants of their great error, and in the vacuum of their intention these things had bred and clung on to a meagre existence in a world more inhospitable than ever simply because "nature hatech emptiness." And meanwhile the city loomed behind them like a great stone disgrace, and the silent forest slunk into their dreams and rooted away at their minds.
Now a different world was coming—a world for the animals. The chickens exchanged glances. They thought, as one, This is the age of chickens!
"The Matriarch turned to look at her youngest daughter with coldness in her pale eyes and thought about lack."
"Was it that the weight of the future they carried inside of themselves dragged them down toward the earth and prevented them from lifting their eyes heavenward, up to higher things?"
… faced with the pitiful mess of the survivors, who - it could not be argued otherwise - lived in a kind of torpid sin, a lethargy and lust that corroded any claim to a higher moral purpose, the necessity of survival, or the particular worthiness of their species, and so over time he had come to see them as simply forgotten. The departed gods had left their task incomplete; they had neglected to wipe away these last remnants of their great error, and in the vacuum of their intention these things had bred and clung on to a meagre existence in a world more inhospitable than ever simply because “nature hateth emptiness.”
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… looking into her bruised face the schoolmaster thought to himself that the history of the world was the history of cruelty, that it had never been anything else: they limped along the great curve of extinction, one foot in the void, dwindling each year, and it was cruelty that made them cling on, pain and the paining of others that kept them moving.