'overwhelmed'
FANS have been left fearing for Molly-Mae Hague after she broke down in tears and admitted she’s "struggling".
The 23-year-old opened up on her current situation and mum life with adorable baby Bambi in her new YouTube video.
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Love Island star Molly sat down to film a candid 11 minute video looking as glam as ever, as she admitted she’d had a cold for two weeks.
Welling up, she said: “I feel like there’s just so much to say and so much to talk about that I literally don’t know where to start.
“I don’t feel like I’m being myself, and I don’t know why I’m getting upset but I feel like I’m questioning everything I’m saying and what are people going to think if I say that.”
Molly said she was scared of what people would say if she opened up honestly about the last two months of her life.
The star, who shares her adorable baby daughter with boyfriend Tommy Fury, had planned to film a longer vlog.
She added through tears: “Nothing I say is making sense. My brain is jumbled and I don’t feel like myself.
“It’s not that I need more time to come back because I do feel ready to come back and want more than anything to come back to YouTube.
“I want it more than anything but maybe I’ve left it too long and I have so much to say that I feel overwhelmed and don’t know where to begin.”
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Molly told fans her sister Zoe came round after she reached out to her and admitted she was unable to film the video.
She also said she was struggling to get better and recover from her cold because of “mum life”.
Molly admitted she’d pushed everyone away during the first month of Bambi’s life, including family and friends, as she just wanted to be with Tommy.
“That was just completely the wrong thing to do and I don’t think I should’ve done that,” Molly added.
She said she has trauma from the first few weeks of Bambi’s birth due to it being the “maddest” time of her life.
Molly admitted that she was constipated for nine days and hadn’t been able to go to the toilet.
As a result, she was left screaming in the shower as she begged her big sister to call an ambulance.
After the emotional video, Molly’s fans rushed to the comments to share their messages of support.
One person wrote: “Aw listening to Molly invalidate herself is so sad. Many women experience trauma, ptsd and the baby blues after birth.
“Women’s health is something that is painted in a way that is not reflective of how intense child bearing and birthing is. You’re doing great Molly. Keep spreading awareness.”
A second said: “Aw Molly it’s ok!!! You don’t owe us anything. You went through a life changing event, you’re sleep deprived, your hormones are changing like crazy, you have a new life to take care of. Don’t feel like you need to rush into creating content, we’re doing just fine!”
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A third added: “This felt sooo real and authentic. Not that you do it purposely, but sometimes your life looks perfect. This made me feel like we know the real you better.”
And Molly’s sister Zoe said: “You’re the most incredible Mumma, every single person is behind you Mols. We love you so much and you should be so proud of yourself xxx”
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