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Bollywood Apologetics
05:36
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I’ve got time to myself, but I don’t want it.
Time slows, and it shows that I can’t grow up.
So I’ll grow in.
Don’t hold your breath for it.
When you get better, I get worse.
So don’t hold your breath for it.
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2. |
Ominous 80
06:01
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I don’t know what I want.
But I’m open to a flood.
A cleansing might be good.
Should I sign my name in blood?
I don’t know who I’ve fought.
But I probably shouldn’t hope
That everyone but us
Goes and fucking chokes.
I only have so long.
I’ve only just begun.
And I’m already done.
That’s the story that I love.
That’s the story that I wrote.
I don’t know who I’ve lost.
And I don’t know who I fuck.
But I’ve never had much luck.
And I know it isn’t love
That I’m thinking of.
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3. |
Always a Last Time
05:04
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I want impossible things:
I want to love and to be loved.
This just doesn’t feel right.
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4. |
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Is this real life?
Is it real life?
Or am I really so stupid?
Jesus.
Christ.
Am I even here?
Am I even here?
Or am I really so stupid
To think you’d care.
When I look, all I feel is guilt.
Guilt.
Crying over spilled milk.
This is real life, this is real life.
And I am really so stupid.
Jesus Christ.
And when I look?
All I feel is guilt.
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5. |
Always Hurt
02:48
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6. |
Vulnerable
05:09
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I wrote my best song when I was 21
And I knew nothing about anything.
Now I know it all about nothing at all.
And I can’t write anything.
You try too hard.
It shouldn’t be so hard.
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7. |
Sleep Apneac
06:31
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8. |
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Is this real life?
Is it real life?
Or am I really so stupid?
Jesus.
Christ.
Am I even here?
Am I even here?
Or am I really so stupid
To think you’d care.
When I look, all I feel is guilt.
Guilt.
Crying over spilled milk.
This is real life, this is real life.
And I am really so stupid.
Jesus Christ.
And when I look?
All I feel is guilt.
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9. |
Twinkling
13:27
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No lie:
You’re the only one I care about, the only one I hope stays alive.
And I’ll die before I ever say those words aloud.
I’m safe inside and never coming out.
No moon.
Because how can I know?
There’s always a last time.
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