Kylie Jenner Breaks Down In Tears Over “Hurtful” Plastic Surgery Accusations, Says She Dissolved “Half” Her Lip Filler

Kylie Jenner isn’t as “numb” to the haters as she thinks. In the most recent episode of The Kardashians Season 5, titled “Baby Rocky,” the beauty mogul breaks down in tears over the relentless criticism she receives for her appearance.

“It’s like a miracle that I still have confidence and I could still look in the mirror and think that I’m pretty,” she tells Kendall Jenner in a good ol’ sisterly heart-to-heart.

Despite normally being criticized for wearing too much makeup, Kylie says that she had recently been attacked online for wearing too little makeup, which exposed “lines” on her face that she says she’s had since she was a kid.

“I hear nasty things about myself all the time,” she explains in her confessional. “I don’t think it’s this particular headline that makes me feel vulnerable or hits me harder. I think it’s just after 10-plus years of hearing about it, it just gets exhausting.”

While talking to Kendall, the Kylie Cosmetics founder eventually becomes emotional over the sore subject.

“I went on a journey the last year dissolving half my lip filler. I hate even having this conversation over and over and over again because it feels like a waste of my breath because I think, with me, it’s just never gonna change. But it’s just been…” she says as she begins to cry. “Why do people think it’s OK to talk about me?”

Kylie adds, “I’ve never cried about this before but I guess it does affect me.”

While the star sees some comments in which people defend her against the trolls, she says she still gets accused of “[fucking] up her face” with plastic surgery. Kylie previously revealed that she got fillers and breast implants.

“Even if I did get so much surgery and I got all these things, I still don’t think it’s OK to talk about someone’s looks,” she tells Kendall. “People have been talking about looks since I was 12, 13. Before I even got lip filler, people talked about my looks. It’s just so hurtful. I look old. I see it under every post.”

Kendall reminds her sister that she’s “never looked younger” and “never looked better,” before Kylie notes in her confessional that she’s “really strong” and was “put in this position for a reason.”

“I do think of myself as a confident person. I’m so grateful, so blessed that I can wake up and look in the mirror and like what I see and think that I’m beautiful,” she says. “But I’m also human and there’s only so much someone can take.”

The mom-of-two then swiftly puts her hater shades back on, declaring that she’s going to “keep it pushin'” and “rise above.”

New episodes of The Kardashians drop every Thursday on Hulu.