Big Brother star Aisleyne Horgan-Wallace opens up about her heartbreak at losing four babies in an emotional appearance on First Dates - and says the pain made her 'shut herself off from love'
- Aisleyne, 39, appeared in Big Brother in 2006 alongside Nikki Grahame
- Since the reality show she invested her money into property and made a fortune
- She appeared on the Channel 4 dating show in the hope of finding her match
- Property mogul opened up the emotional turmoil of going through a stillbirth
Former Big Brother star Aisleyne Horgan-Wallace opened up about the heartbreak of losing four babies in an emotional appearance on First Dates.
The reality star, 39, talked about the difficulty of her journey towards finding love on the dating show, becoming tearful as she described the emotional turmoil of suffering three miscarriages, and a stillbirth at seven months pregnant.
The former reality star told of the tragedy she suffered after falling pregnant four times during a past relationship that lasted 10 years, and said the pain made her 'shut myself off from love'.
Her frank remarks prompted an outpouring of sympathy on Twitter for Aisleyne, who was matched with former bodyguard Darren, 38, on the show having requested that her dinner date have the 'heart of the Dalai Lama, the personality of Russell Brand and the body of Rocky Balboa'.
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Viewers took to Twitter to praise Aisleyne for bravely speaking about her tragic miscarriages and going through a stillbirth during the Channel 4 dating show
![Aisleyne Horgan-Wallace became emotional during her appearance on Channel 4's First Dates as she opened up about having gone through four miscarriages and a stillbirth at seven months](https://i.dailymail.co.uk/1s/2018/11/13/11/6122820-6383593-image-a-22_1542107284284.jpg)
Aisleyne Horgan-Wallace became emotional during her appearance on Channel 4's First Dates as she opened up about having gone through four miscarriages and a stillbirth at seven months
Aisleyne rocketed to fame after appearing in the 2006 season of Big Brother, and has since established herself as a successful property developer.
During an emotional moment speaking about a ten-year long relationship she was in in her twenties, Aisleyne wiped away tears as she recalled her heartbreak.
'I had a lot of pain in my last relationship because I lost some babies. I lost four babies and one at seven months, so I had to give birth.
But the relationship broke down: 'And then we split up. I shut myself off from love. I thought, I’ve had enough.I thought, money can’t leave you, money can’t die. So I thought I’d chase money instead of love.'
She added: 'After the fourth one, they did tests and found out I was rhesus negative… It’s quite powerful blood and if a foreign body comes into it, it’ll just attack it.
'But [now] it’s just one simple injection. So I can have a baby. But my other ones are in heaven.'
Viewers praised Aisleyne for bravely speaking about her past trauma: 'My heart goes out to Aisleyne. There is no greater pain than having to bury the baby you delivered.'
'Ah my heart goes out to Aisleyne. Losing a baby is heartbreaking enough but to lose 4 is unimaginable,' said another.
'Aisleyne! I hope she finds true love; what a sad story,' a third added.
![Aisleyne explained how she was unlucky in love so stopped chasing it, turning her attention instead to making money through property building up her portfolio](https://i.dailymail.co.uk/1s/2018/11/13/11/6122824-6383593-image-a-23_1542107399968.jpg)
Aisleyne explained how she was unlucky in love so stopped chasing it, turning her attention instead to making money through property building up her portfolio
![The former Big Brother contestant was smitten with her date Darren, they both hit it off over their dinner date with Aisleyne saying she like his 'take charge' personality](https://i.dailymail.co.uk/1s/2018/11/13/11/6122826-6383593-The_former_Big_Brother_contestant-a-26_1542107527089.jpg)
The former Big Brother contestant was smitten with her date Darren, they both hit it off over their dinner date with Aisleyne saying she like his 'take charge' personality
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Some viewers were surprised at Aisleyne's success in the property business, with one claiming they didn't believe she was worth millions
![The duo flirted up a storm over their date and they both agreed they would like to see each other again following the show, but they are yet to go on their second date](https://i.dailymail.co.uk/1s/2018/11/13/11/6122828-6383593-image-a-27_1542107562333.jpg)
The duo flirted up a storm over their date and they both agreed they would like to see each other again following the show, but they are yet to go on their second date
Unlike her reality show counterparts Aisleyne, 38, decided to invest the money she earned from work immediately following her Big Brother appearance into property, and has since amassed a multi-million pound portfolio.
The former reality star said of people's perception of her: 'They always look at me and think "blond Barbie, wants to be famous and used to get her boobs out". I didn't I did it once and it was a lot of money.'
She explained of making her fortune: 'People were coming out of Big Brother and buying handbags and renting penthouses, I just went back to my normal life.
'I put all my money in property and I’ve got a massive portfolio and it’s worth millions.'
Her success in business surprised some viewers who said: 'If Aisleyne has got a property portfolio worth millions then my name is Tom Hanks #firstdates'
'Aisleyne worth millions?!' said another shocked viewer.
Aisleyne said she was looking for an alpha male, and was impressed with Darren's 'take charge' personality and the pair shared a kiss at the end of their date.
Although they agreed to see each other again, at the end of the show it was revealed they haven't gone on a second date yet.
First Dates returns next Monday on Channel 4 at 10pm
![Aisleyne appeared on the non-celebrity version of Channel 4's First Dates and was matched with former security guard Darren](https://i.dailymail.co.uk/1s/2018/11/13/10/6121216-6383593-image-a-9_1542104730007.jpg)
Aisleyne appeared on the non-celebrity version of Channel 4's First Dates and was matched with former security guard Darren
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