Raga Six
By Frank Lauria
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Frank Lauria
Frank Lauria was born in Brooklyn, New York, and graduated from Manhattan College. He is a published poet and songwriter and has worked in the publishing industry as a copywriter and editor. He has been writing novels since 1970 and his twenty books include five bestsellers. He has traveled extensively through the Middle East, Morocco, and Europe to research his occult novels. He lived through and participated in the Beat era, reading poetry with Jack Kerouac, Alan Ginsberg, and most of the other well-known artists associated with the movement. He lives in San Francisco, where he teaches creative writing and performs with his rap band. Lauria blogs regularly and publishes installments in his autobiographical journey through the cultural past of the 1950s, 1960s, and 1970s. Lauria is perhaps best known for the seven volumes of the Doctor Orient series. Doctor Orient is a delver into mystery and the arcane, a knowledgeable man on all subjects occult, and a seeker of truth. His adventures take him around the world and into the depths of psychic and spiritual challenge and adventure. The books in the series are Doctor Orient (1971), Raga Six (1972), Lady Sativa (1973), Baron Orgaz (1974), The Priestess (1978), The Seth Papers (1979), and Blue Limbo (1991). An eighth Doctor Orient novel is currently in the works. Lauria has written a number of tie-in and young adult novelizations of hit movies, including Dark City (1997), Pitch Black (1999), and End of Days (1999), as well as a series of Zorro novelizations.
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Raga Six - Frank Lauria
CHAPTER 1
New York, 1969
Sordi still couldn’t believe it.
He shook his head sadly as he looked around the room. The gold afternoon light poured through the terrace doors and filtered through the dust, illuminating the particles. That relentless New York grime he had come to despise in the three years he had lived here. Tonight he knew he would even miss the dirt.
He liked this room.
He liked the dark brown wood beams that stretched across the ceiling. He liked the open sweep of partitionless space extending from the front terrace facing the Hudson Palisades to the rear balcony overlooking the herb garden. He liked the taste of fresh fish grilled on his circular chrome fireplace. He liked his private entrance. He liked everything about the place.
And he didn’t like having to leave. He couldn’t comprehend the necessity. It had happened too quickly.
His ticket was in his pocket and his money had been deposited in the Bank of Naples, but he couldn’t understand why it had to be done.
If there was some good reason for destroying a perfect way of life, perhaps he could feel better about leaving. But there had been no explanation. Finished, that’s all.
Survival was no problem. The doctor had provided him with enough money to live on for a few years. There was still his family home on Ischia. A little investing and he’d be all right. But he just wasn’t ready to retire so soon. Working for Doctor Orient had given him a taste for learning. Serving as his secretary had been like being an assistant to a university scientist. The doctor had taught him how to use his mind. And he had taught the doctor how to cook. It had been a warm, stimulating experience. And now it was over.
He shrugged his shoulders. He would never understand.
He walked slowly across the inlaid wood floor to the terrace. The darkening red sky over the river was streaked with violet. Lights were beginning to appear in the windows of the high-rise apartments facing the city.
He had known something was wrong last summer.
Doctor Orient should have gone to the house on the Cape as usual instead of staying in the city and becoming involved with that project. It certainly would have been better than getting mixed up with Doctor Ferrari. That man had brought trouble with him the first day he arrived.
First it was the detectives poking around everywhere, upsetting the routine. During the four months Ferrari was there they came every day to search the house. It was just as well that he hadn’t been allowed near the laboratory or the study during those months. He’d been kept so busy making coffee and fixing snacks for the cops that he wouldn’t have been much help to the doctor anyway.
Then it was the way the doctor was working. Ferrari kept him in the laboratory for two and three days sometimes. The doctor stopped eating and got too thin and nervous. Just when he thought he’d succeeded in teaching Doctor Orient something about food.
And finally the arguing every night.
Sordi shivered and went inside as a cutting wind blew up from the river. He closed the terrace doors carefully. He’d never heard Doctor Orient raise his voice in anger until those last few months.
Sometimes, in spite of the security of the Secret Service men, he had seen the young girl in the wheelchair arrive. Five men would surround the car and take her inside so quickly that he could catch only a glimpse of them from the stairs.
After the first month everything had become relaxed and the detectives began spending more time in the kitchen. But even they didn’t seem to know very much about what was going on. The girl was the daughter of some big politician from California and was getting special therapy for her legs. They called the girl Judy but he didn’t believe that was her real name.
The detectives had become friendlier toward him as time passed, helping him around the house and always commenting on his clothes, but the cold, flat look in their eyes was always there. There were some kinds of Americans Sordi found it difficult to like.
He had known the girl was cured even before they had told him. One day he saw her coming out of the study. She was walking very slowly between Doctor Orient and Doctor Ferrari. They helped her into a wheelchair that was outside the door. Three weeks after that, the detectives told him they were going to miss his cooking.
On the same night that he had seen the girl come out of the study, the doctor and Ferrari had their first argument. He had gone to the head of the stairs to see if something was wrong. He could hear Ferrari’s infuriatingly coarse voice interrupting the doctor’s words, the sounds becoming progressively louder. They went on like that for two hours. Finally Ferrari stormed out of the study and left. The doctor slammed the door shut and stayed in his study until the next night, refusing to eat or open the door.
After that, there were many more arguments.
Then Ferrari, the detectives, and the girl stopped coming to the house. The doctor had spent three weeks just sitting in his closed study day after day. Until the day Doctor Orient came and told him it was finished, he was selling the house.
Sordi picked up his Louis Vuitton suitcase and walked toward the stairs. No matter, he reassured himself, tonight I’ll be in Roma and it will be a new beginning.
When he came down the stairs, he saw Doctor Orient waiting for him outside the study.
He was so thin these days, even thinner than the time he had the trouble with the crazy girl. His dark skin was getting sallow from being indoors so much and his green eyes were washed out and dim.
Doctor Orient was tall and usually carried his frame with the alert poise of an athlete, but now his wide shoulders slumped and his long hands dangled unenthusiastically from his wrists. Even the white streak
in his long black hair seemed to have gotten wider in these last few months. He had always been a private man, but lately he’d become unreachable. Sordi dropped his bag and looked into his face. Six months ago the doctor had looked like a boy of twenty-five. Tonight the lines stretched deep under his jutting cheekbones, pulling down at the upturned corners of his mouth. He looked burned out.
But his hand was firm and, when he spoke, Sordi could hear something beyond the words of farewell. The sincere awareness of three years of friendship.
Suddenly he wanted to take the doctor by the shoulders and shake him. Ask him point-blank why the hell all this stupidness.
But he didn’t.
Instead, he picked up his bag, put his hand on the doctor’s arm and said, It’s a nice night, should be a good flight. You know where to get in touch with me.
The doctor nodded and Sordi knew that he wouldn’t forget. He jammed his hand into the pocket of his long leather coat, pulled out a small ball of tissue paper and handed it to the doctor. That’s yours,
he said.
At least on Ischia, he reminded himself as he walked away, you can depend on people.
Orient stuffed the ball of tissue into his shirt pocket as he watched Sordi leave. He felt depressed. Sordi’s craggy expression was always a masterpiece of innocent diplomacy but it wasn’t difficult to see the confused hurt in his face.
He turned and went into the study.
The room was completely empty except for the desk and two chairs. The books that had once stuffed the shelves, overflowing into every corner of the room, had been crated and taken away. The paintings, star charts, and diagrams had been taken down from the walls. The microfilm reader, film projector, slide projector, screens, videotape equipment, and editing table were gone. Everything had been stripped away from the long room except for the massive rolltop desk under the high, slanting skylight.
The man who bought the house had insisted that the desk be included as an item of contract. Orient had agreed; all he was concerned about was cutting all ties as quickly as possible.
Right now Andy Jacobs was hovering over the desk like an impatient old bullfrog, his tongue flicking nervously as he waited to snare the remaining signatures required to liquidate the estate.
Let’s get goin’, Owen,
Andy croaked the sole but persistent bit of wit that he employed every time he saw Orient.
Orient walked slowly over to the desk, picked up the gold fountain pen lying on the blotter and began signing his full name, Owen Orient III, wherever the attorney pointed his blunt, hairy finger. And with each signing, Andy would repeat another variation on his position.
Do you think it’s fair tribute to everything your parents, and you, worked so hard for?
Reasonable, never angry, pausing patiently for Orient to scrawl another initial. There are ways I could handle the estate. You would never have access to a single penny, but you could pass it on to an heir. A son perhaps. Could happen, you know, Owen; thirty-one is time enough to find the right woman. Everything is change.
Gruff but gentle, even throwing in a bit of Eastern thought to lure a response.
Owen, you could take some more time to consider the house on the Cape.
Chiding but patient, asking only for rationality. Why, I spent many summers there with your parents before you were born, boy.
Firm. Appealing to his sense of heritage.
Orient grunted, nodded, and kept signing.
When it was finished, he slowly screwed the cap on the pen and straightened up. He felt a quick pang when he saw the expression of genuine concern on Andy’s face; a sense of loss that
began to widen when he recalled Sordi’s wounded smile. Perhaps he should have gone to the airport with his friend. He tried to shake off the emotion. It was all the way it had to be.
You know, Senator,
Orient reflected, I’m willing to bet you never would have lost that seat in Washington if you hadn’t decided to retire.
Andy Jacobs carefully arranged the papers into neat piles. Leaving yourself with nothing isn’t funny, boy,
he said softly. He began separating the assets from the liabilities.
Getting rid of the books and manuscripts with a big chunk of your life to begin with. But you give that radical school
—Andy gave Orient a moment to ponder the responsibilities of tradition—all your immediate assets
—he paused again to give Orient time to consider the gravity of money—to establish a school of psychic research.
He scratched his lumpy nose while he tried to find some emotional connection to the words. Finding none, he continued.
Throwing the income from your father’s films into establishing neighborhood hospitals was a magnanimous but unnecessary gesture,
he said, his hoarse monotone floating calmly on a righteous current of reason. Your estate had always been set up to donate more than its share to charities.
Orient sat down on the edge of the desk and folded his arms. At least he had to let Andy have his summation address.
I personally fail to understand why the property income couldn’t be used to provide some trust for your later years.
The senator moved his bulk regretfully so that he could peer directly into Orient’s face.
Andy may be getting on, Orient noted, but there’s still plenty of brimstone in those bloodhound eyes. He began to become uncomfortable under the old senator’s persistent scrutiny. Andy had been his friend, adviser, and attorney all his life. He had arranged his affairs after the death of his parents, and had always tried to protect him. Now there was no way to prevent disappointing him.
Owen, I’m telling you as an old friend who wants to keep you from a grave mistake.
Andy came closer. "Getting rid of your estate is one thing, but giving up all claims for your medical research to
Ferrari is morally disturbing to me, boy, and it should be to you."
He glared at Orient.
Throwing away your money is foolish, Owen, but throwing away title to your work is destructive. Your unique contribution to humanity. The fruit of all your labor and sweat and brains. And don’t tell me your name had anything to do with it,
Andy squinted triumphantly, his voice rising to a heavy growl. I drew up the original papers myself. Ferrari had agreed to your wish that Project Judy never be published until you gave the word. Why turn around and hand the whole thing over to him now? Including the rights to your discoveries? Why, Owen?
Orient examined his fingers. The senator must have unnerved plenty of witnesses in his heyday. And right now he had another fish squirming.
Why hand your work over to Ferrari?
Orient waited, not sure that Andy expected an answer.
Curing the daughter of the Vice President is a great step in what could be a magnificent career. Burn your bridges if you must, but don’t demean your profession.
Andy turned his back and walked to the window. The prosecution was at rest.
Orient sighed. Listen, Senator, all I want to do is remain anonymous on that project. The bulk of my experiments will be carried on in my name by the universities. And they’ll also have access to the neuropsychic techniques I developed for Judy. It’s the knowledge that’s important, not my name. I’m doing this precisely so that the resulting publicity from Ferrari’s papers won’t overdramatize the other fifty projects. That would demean my craft.
Orient had come to his feet and was punctuating his words with short jabs of his finger.
You’re letting Ferrari appropriate and exploit your work.
Andy came back to the desk and stood directly in front of him.
Orient sat back on the desk and shook his head. He was becoming excited too easily these days. He’d have to begin getting back to his meditation routines. Ferrari is getting only his rightful share of Project Judy’s success,
he said slowly. Don’t forget that his neurosurgical results were just as important in effecting a cure as my therapy.
He’s getting the whole pie. Everything. Including publishing rights, research grants, recognition, and who knows what else.
A crafty look came over Senator Jacobs’s face as he pulled still another card from his overstacked deck. He might even take a Nobel Prize one of these days.
He offered the prospect casually.
Orient frowned. I didn’t discover a universal cure, Andy, I just helped heal one person. It’s not the same thing.
He stood up and began pacing the floor. This isn’t something I’ve done impulsively, Senator,
he said quietly.
All right, Owen.
Andy moved his ponderous body to the other side of the desk. He slowly put each stack of paper into separate compartments of his briefcase and then, with great effort, pulled out a thick document from the bag. He tossed it onto the desk. This one does it. Sign that and you’re worth absolutely nothing in terms of tangible property.
Orient looked at the senator and grinned. You were holding out. You thought you could talk me out of it.
Always a chance when you know you’re right, Owen,
Andy intoned sorrowfully. Orient signed his name six more times, initialed two corrections, and it was done. Hate to see an opportunist like Ferrari get you so worked over,
Andy ventured as he zipped his briefcase.
Orient winced. Let it be, Andy,
he said softly.
Senator Jacobs took Orient’s arm as they walked to the door. You’re a good man, Owen. Tough customer to talk down.
He stopped at the door and plucked his hat from the rack. Guess it’s foolish to ask if you want to borrow some money.
There is one thing.
Orient went back into the study and returned with a reel of videotape and a leather-bound notebook. He handed them over to the senator. I’d consider it a favor if you held onto these for me.
Of course,
the senator rumbled as he unzipped his briefcase.
Now, are you sure you don’t want me to keep these papers for a month or so?
His face remained impassive.
Orient shook his head.
Andy Jacobs nodded, jammed his hat down on his head and opened the door. I think your father sired a damn fool,
he said amiably. Good luck.
Andy.
The senator wheeled, still hoping for a change of decision. Orient held out the gold pen he had used to sign the documents. You may as well keep this,
he said.
Senator Jacobs snatched the pen out of Orient’s hand and lumbered across the pavement to the waiting limousine.
Orient smiled as he waited for Andy’s car to pull away. It would be at least thirty days before those papers moved from the senator’s desk drawer. He closed the door and walked slowly back to the study.
He sat down at the desk and stretched his long legs out full length. So that was it. The stillness in the house was amplified by the muted whine of a siren somewhere outside. He half-turned in his chair, trying to unloosen the uncomfortable knot in his lower back. He’d been bending over signing papers for at least an hour. He must be out of shape. During these months with Project Judy he had been away from the meditation room. Just as well. He’d have to learn to achieve release without the aid of artificial environments. Orient snorted and sat back. Exactly the point. He was living inside an egg.
He had been fed, clothed, rubbed, and rested like some prize cat for most of his life. Even when he made the penniless journey on foot to the monastery high above Nepal, there had been advisers, dons, letters of introduction—all greasing the solitary path to Ku.
Now he would have only what he had learned. If he had learned anything.
He remembered something. He reached into his shirt pocket and drew out the ball of tissue Sordi had given him. He unwrapped it slowly.
There was a rectangular silver object inside the paper. A case of some sort. He looked at the design on its surface. It was an exact replica of the oval figure etched into his silver cigarette case.
Orient shook his head. The cigarette case was something he carried with him everywhere. Sordi must have had a terrible time getting hold of it for long enough to copy the design. Especially with the Secret Service men all over the house.
He opened the case. Neatly tucked inside a silver pocket was a pack of Bambu cigarette paper. His favorite brand. Orient smiled. Sordi.
He examined the design again. He remembered the untroubled sense of achievement, the confident acceptance when Ku had given him the inscribed cigarette case. No question then of his purpose or his worthiness. He snapped the thin cover of the holder shut.
Putting the silver case back into his shirt pocket, he stood up. He wouldn’t wait until morning, he decided, he’d take a shower and leave the house tonight. As he walked up the stairs to the bedroom, he tried to free his mind of all his regrets. He wasn’t getting anything he didn’t want.
He finished his long hot shower with a hard spray of cold water from all nine nozzles, enjoying the fresh tingle of stimulated blood racing under his skin.
Afterward, as he brushed his long wet hair back away from his face, he had an urge to visit the meditation room once more before the new owner converted it into a bedroom. Still naked, he padded up the dark stairs to the third floor and went to the door at the end of the hall. He slid the door aside and switched on the lights.
Different areas of the room lit up; sections of the high ceiling, portions of the textured walls, parts of the translucent flooring around the now empty pool. Some areas glowed a soft white, others a deep amber. In one corner an indirect blue spot and a yellow patch of light combined to create a hazy green focus. All of the lighting had been carefully arranged by Orient to entice a tension between light and shadow. The only object in the room was a massive rock standing on the floor at an angle to the pool. At one time the pool had been the home of a swarm of brightly hued fish which swam through constantly running water.
Orient had a faint feeling of pride as he looked around the room he had designed. His purpose had been to provide an environment which would serve to lull its occupants into a receptive state of awareness. The rock, the pool, the light, the shadow, had all been juxtaposed carefully to create an atmosphere of dynamic serenity. And even without the fish it still worked.
He sat down on the carpet, between the stone and the pool, and began the physical movements that were the first stage of his meditation.
At first the stretching and loosening of his stiff muscles was awkward. He stopped, rested; then began again.
He concentrated on limbering his spine, focusing his energy on the delicate network of nerve endings woven through the socketed flex of bone and fleshy fiber. As his body started to respond, he began the breathing. The very first patterns. The nose inhale. Opening the solar plexus and igniting the first connections. Focusing tighter with each cycle of breath, fusing his mind to the rhythms.
He swam back through his being, toward the light, the chemical spark of his presence. The luminous combinations of his reality were an infinite swirl of shifting shapes around him. They began to separate, revealing geometric clusters of memory. The flash of birth. A childhood toy. His parents. The Dream.
His energy fluttered, twisting to avoid the pain. He deepened his breathing patterns, trying to recapture the glittering calm.
The Dream. His parents. The plane crash making the dream real.
Suddenly the swirls were blurred with thoughts.
Ferrari. He remembered the man as a thrust of appetites; ever-expanding lusts for learning, pleasure, fame, and emotion. Enormous capacities for love, hate, and competition. A driving, brilliant child who demanded to taste everything available. Orient had worked with, learned from, and fought with Ferrari, but he had never been able to match that consuming hunger.
The thoughts shattered his concentration. He began again, trying to fuse his breath to his will.
He floated back and the swirls loomed, unfolded, and became the incandescent imprint of the mountain. He went back to the first hour of the first day. The first momentary glimpse of the cave. The tiny tent where he had lived during his apprenticeship to Ku of the Fourth Level. Entering into the second, by second, existence of that splendid isolation—the Serene Knowledge… The focus slipped again and whirled him back to the turmoil-the confusion—Ferrari…
Once again he went back to the primary pattern—controlling his breath—his energy yearning for the pure soaring awareness of the mountain…
He continued the pattern over and over, like some solitary swimmer diving for a lost tool, until he fell into a dreamless sleep there on the soft carpet.
CHAPTER 2
The sound of heavy thumping and men shouting downstairs woke Orient. He looked around.
Excellent.
He had fallen asleep in the meditation room. His great decision to leave the house had faded. He rubbed his eyes. When a man has nowhere to go, he told himself, it makes no difference what time he begins. He stood up and stretched carefully. Another shout jogged him fully awake. The movers were delivering the new owner’s household.
Suddenly aware that he was naked, he left the room and went quietly down to the bedroom. He washed, brushed his teeth and hair, and began to get dressed. He was buttoning his shirt when a squat, muscular man with a dirty white handkerchief tied around his head opened the door. He took a well-chewed cigar butt out of his mouth and pointed it at Orient.
Who the hell are you?
he grunted.
I’m the old owner. I’ve been packing some last things.
Old owner been out of here two days already.
The man moved closer. He’s a doctor. You don’t look old enough to be no doctor.
Orient reached into the pocket of his suitcase and handed the man his identification.
The man put the cigar butt into the corner of his mouth and wiped his hand on his shirt as he studied the passport and driver’s license.
Satisfied finally, he passed them back.
The man lingered while Orient packed some towels into the bag Sordi had prepared for him. He looked around for his pigskin windbreaker. He tried to take his time but the man’s presence made him uncomfortable. He suddenly wanted to get as far away as possible from the house. He picked up the suitcase and started out.
The man went ahead and opened the door. As Orient passed him, the man broke the long silence. You look like a kid, you know that?
he confided.
It’s the vitamins,
Orient said, moving quickly to the stairs.
The sun was shining and even though the air coming across the river was cold, Orient could feel spring only a few weeks away. He stood on the sidewalk and took a long breath. He looked at the river for a moment, then began walking downtown.
He maintained a steady pace for twenty or thirty blocks until he became extremely thirsty. He tried three luncheonettes before finding a sidewalk stand that sold fresh-squeezed orange juice. Over his second glass he began to approach full consciousness. He was standing just off 86th Street on Third Avenue. He wondered where it was that he’d turned east. He ordered another glass and tried to get his thoughts functioning. He’d have to find a place to stay. Then he would decide what to do after that. He looked at his watch. It wasn’t there.
Then he remembered. He had left it in the bathroom along with his toothbrush, razor, herb shampoo, pine-tar soap and the other essentials in his toilet case. They were lost. He wouldn’t be going back for them.
He’d been born in that house and this morning he had been an intruder. He set his jaw as he realized how final—and how impersonal-were the transactions of change. There had been no real possession. Merely the illusion supported by time. He was learning already.
Orient was mildly dismayed by the bill for three glasses of orange juice. Four dollars. His hundred-dollar stake money wouldn’t take him very far. He was so out of touch that he had no idea how much it cost an ordinary man to live for a few weeks. He decided to go to the park.
As he walked slowly west toward Fifth Avenue, he pondered how ill-prepared he was for life outside his hothouse. Ever since he had entered Stanford at fifteen he had been isolated from contact with people on a normal human level. There had been girls, even at sixteen, but he was committed to work and there had been little time for developing relationships. There were studies in mathematics, science, and languages. Then medical school, his psychiatric specialization, and the great transition after he comprehended Jung and Reich. During that period he had begun his experimentation with ultranormal phenomena.
After that he had pursued an intensive study of the occult, that period closely followed by his immersion into yoga. Then came the journey to Tibet and the development of the telepathic technique.
And with all that training he had absolutely no idea of how he was to live like an ordinary man. How to find the channel between his awakened consciousness, and mankind’s simple karma. He snorted. Perhaps he should try a mind-reading act.
At Fifth he crossed and turned uptown, walking for a few blocks until he found a small entrance to Central Park. He walked the curving pathways for awhile, then sat down, still only half-aware of his surroundings. He looked around.
He was sitting by himself. A short distance away, a man with red shoulder-length hair was sitting on a bench across from him. The man had a magazine in his lap and was rolling a cigarette. He was wearing a black cowboy shirt emblazoned with silver eagles on each shoulder. Rodeo must be in town, Orient mused. He went back to his thoughts.
Through all the experiments with his communicants, he had been unable to bridge one vital gap. Common understanding. Probably that was why the tape was a failure. A twinge of defeat scratched at the memory of the uncompleted reel of videotape he had turned over to Andy.
His definitive statement.
His intention had been to make a visual presentation of everything he had discovered concerning human telepathic potential. He had also had a further ambition; he set out to blend science and art so skillfully, that not only would the viewer understand telepathic technique, but his own dormant powers would be stimulated to awareness in the process. Ultimate communication of communication.
He hadn’t been up to it. He had completely scrapped most of it. Pretentious footage of colts being born, birds in flight; a worthless cliché.
Still, the tape project was the one thread of his life he intended to pick up and use again. He smelled burning leaves.
He automatically turned toward the source of the scent. The cowboy was sitting head back, looking at the tops of the trees, smoking a cigarette. He became aware of Orient watching him and slowly got to his feet. He bent down and carefully adjusted his jeans over his high brown boots. Then he straightened up and gave Orient a long deliberate stare.
Orient felt a vibration of recognition. There was something familiar about the red-haired man. The cowboy turned and began strolling up the path, the smell of burning leaves fading after him. A wave of comprehension washed over Orient’s mind. The cowboy was a potential. Orient watched him disappear around a curve. And the cowboy hadn’t been smoking tobacco.
A few months ago he would have done everything possible to recruit the cowboy’s telepathic