The Condition: A Novel
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In the summer of 1976, during their annual retreat on Cape Cod, the McKotch family came apart. Now, twenty years after daughter Gwen was diagnosed with Turner's syndrome—a rare genetic condition that keeps her trapped forever in the body of a child—eminent scientist Frank McKotch is divorced from his pedigreed wife, Paulette. Eldest son Billy, a successful cardiologist, lives a life built on secrets and compromise. His brother Scott awakened from a pot-addled adolescence to a soul-killing job and a regrettable marriage. And Gwen—bright and accomplished but hermetic and emotionally aloof—spurns all social interaction until, well into her thirties, she falls in love for the first time. With compassion and almost painful astuteness, The Condition explores the power of family mythologies—the self-delusions, denials, and inescapable truths that forever bind fathers and mothers and siblings.
Jennifer Haigh
Jennifer Haigh is the author of the short-story collection News from Heaven and six bestselling and critically acclaimed novels, including Mrs. Kimble, Faith and Heat and Light, which was named a Best Book of 2016 by the New York Times, The Washington Post, the Wall Street Journal and NPR. Her books have won the PEN/Hemingway Award, the Massachusetts Book Award and the PEN New England Award in Fiction, and have been translated widely. She lives in New England.
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Family drama. How a medical condition in one of the children, and a divorce, shape the history of a family. Well, and then there is the secretive nature of two of the children, and the uncommunicative nature of the father, and the mother's inability to face reality, and altogether, a compelling story with a happy and somewhat surprising ending. Perhaps the familiar setting accounts for my 4 stars. I do like it when I can actually visualize the places in the story--Concord, Truro, Kendall Square, The Harvest restaurant in Harvard Square, all places I've spent time.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/53.99 on my nook!
I love how Haigh writes her characters. She gives them such rich personalities. This is really a story about a family that learns about all of their own conditions, not just Gwen. She may have the medical condition, but the rest have their own conditions that keep them from being able to be happy and live their lives well. I loved mrs Kimble and I really liked this one. I look forward to more by her. - Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5I might have given this book three stars, but I am developing an aversion to books that invoke 9/11 a cheap emotional trigger.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5An extraordinarily well written family story.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5The opening chapter pulled me in, but there were several times I almost put it aside. However, there was enough smatterings of wit and really good writing to keep me interested.These people were just so unlikeable and incapable and/or unwilling to communicate with each other on the simplest of terms almost as if it was their goal to purposely stay out of each other's lives. I felt there was some kind of underlying air of superiority in characters who felt that detachment from their families, and in some cases their friends, was desirable.I knew nothing about Turner Syndrome but did feel the author handled it with respect and insight. That certainly wasn't the only "condition" in the book -- of course, I guess that's the point of the book.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5When I am in the mood for a light, easy read, I often turn to Laurie Colwin. She's one of my very favorite authors, both for her fiction (Happy All the Time/u>), and her nonfiction (Home Cooking). I like Beth Gutcheonfor the same reason. Her books, like Laurie Colwin's, don't require too much concentration, but neither do they make you embarrassed to tell your friends what you're reading. The Condition is a similar piece of work: a quick read (about a morning, for me), with a happy ending, and nothing too strenuous to think about. A great beach book, and not just because the beginning & ending take place at the Cape. Three-&-a-half stars.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I fell in love with this quirky New England family. The author took me to the home of any family, with all of the faults, limitations, love, expectations, disappointments and discontent found within the human condition. While the story centers on the family struggle with Paulette, who has Turner'd Disease - a condition which causes a halt to normal maturity, each of the family members struggles with their own "conditions" which range from sexual choices, drugs, ADHD, fearfulness and distrust. As the family gathers for one last time in their previously owned cottage on the shore, I found myself cheering for all of them - please take the time to explore and embrace your own conditions - accept one another. I was quite sad when I turned the last page and it was over.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5This story of a fragmented family is told through time and character. The "condition" refers to the daughter's Turner Syndrome -- she will always remain small and undeveloped. The family's relationships are undeveloped and immature, too. Throughout the book, I felt like shaking the characters and telling them just to talk to each other. And finally they did.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5I didn't know much about Turner's Syndrome, but it's but a part of what makes this book interesting. Everyone has a "condition," and not necessarily an illness or disease. What an interesting story about love, betrayal, family and dyfunction.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Jennifer Haigh's novel "The Condition" is a wonderful story novel about the Drew-McKotch family and the various stages of the human condition that different family members find themselves in. Although each family member presents one front to the world, each has an inner self that plagues them, giving each family member a particular "condition" in most cases much more serious than the Turner's Syndrome that plagues the central character Gwen. Each member of the family comes to terms with their condition over the course of the novel, making for fascinating character development and excellent reading. Haigh is superb at capturing all of her characters, even though they are all very different people. She also manages to convince you that even though these are all people at very different places in life they are all from a central place, a single family, a single type of upbringing. Her use of each character as a narrator for sections of the book helps the reader to get inside each character's head and understand his/her actions. I will admit that the end of the novel does have a too perfect ending where all of the loose ends are very neatly tied up and all is mended. But, that being excused, the Condition is an excellent book. I would recommend it to anyone who is looking for a deep, well written, emotional novel this summer.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5This is not the sort of book I usually read. I'm not a big one for dysfunctional family sagas. But this New England family was so beautifully depicted, so flawed and real, that I was lulled in and sad to leave them at the end of the book. That is not to say the characters were all pleasant, because Paulette, the mother who dominates the family with her resentment and clingyness, her suffocating love, and total lack of self awareness, was a difficult character for me. But Paulette was brought to life so vividly, and her love an antiques and collection of plate wear so perfect an interest for her, that she shone with a real light. And she was the character I empathized with the least! I really felt for Scott, his plight in his 30's felt very real to me. As did Bill with his reticence and the System he had developed, and Gwen, who had 'the condition' that so dominated the family history. All their situations, despite being nominally set around a fairly uncommon genetic condition that is uncovered in the youngest daughter, felt real and true. Haigh is gifted writer, I enjoyed spending time with her characters and I will look for more of her works.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5At the beginning of this book, we meet a fairly normal-looking family starting their summer vacation at the family house on Cape Cod. At the end of the prologue, we get the inkling that something bad is going to happen to this family, and that very soon the summer house will be sold and the parents divorce.The story then jumps about 20 years, to a time when the children are adults, and whatever happened after that summer is old news. This is a perfectly good technique if the writer is more interested in showing the long term effects of something than the immediate impact.And it would have worked just fine in this case, except that the prologue was so short I wasn't able to develop any sympathy with the characters. Instead of getting the continuation of a story I was already invested in, I got a stub that wasn't enough to carry me though the rest of the book. But I persevered, and throughout the rest of the book, Haigh gives enough of the backstory for me to start to feel a little bit of sympathy, or at least to be a little bit interested in what happens to them.Overall, the writing is quite fine, but the story itself winds up being a bit disappointing.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5This book is an excellent portrayal of a dysfunctional New England family. With a daughter suffering from Turner's Disease, a gay son, a son who can't seem to stay with any one thing for any length of time, a husband obsessed with his work in the lab, and the wife who is always striving for something more, this book offers wonderful insights into the lives of its characters.You feel with the daughter, Gwen, who, with her condition, will always have the body of a twelve-year old girl. You sympathize with Billy, the gay son, who is in his 30s before he tells his parents the truth about his love life.And there's Scott, the son needing to find his place in the world.You will be moved as you follow along with the family as years later they are finally able to understand one another and accept one another for all their quirks and faults.Highly recommended.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5This is a family with more problems than just Gwen's "condition" and we are twisted and turned through all of them as the story works toward the growing up and apart and back together again of this family.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Great read...such a good character study. Shows you so eloquently how different family members can perceive events. I love this author!
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Jennifer Haigh's first two novels were good; this book is excellent. The characters are developed thoroughly as individuals and as part of the family unit. The reader is able to observe the dynamics that contribute to their adult choices, their miinds and their hearts. They are seen as flawed, as vulnerable, as loving people. At the conclusion of this book, we know them very well. The book was obviously meticulously researched, and I learned a great deal along the way, which is always a good thing. The plot flowed seamlessly toward an ending that resolved any questions. Jennifer Haigh is an extremely gifted writer.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5I really love Jennifer Haigh's writing. This is the second book I have read by her (Mrs. Kimble was the first) and I really enjoyed it. I love the way she ties everything up and leaves nothing hanging. She doesn't glorify her characters, most of them I don't even like. But, she does it well. I have one Haigh book left of hers, then I'll be all caught up. Sad.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5The McKotch family is Dysfunctional, with a capital D. Frank is a brilliant but jealous and intensely competitive scientist, who neglects his family while worrying constantly about being named to the National Academy. Paulette is an overbearing mother, apparently unable to love her three children on their own terms. When the book opens, the children are not yet teenagers, and the family is taking their annual vacation on Cape Cod. During their trip, the couple notices that something is wrong with their daughter, Gwen, who, they realize, is much smaller and less developed than her cousin of the same age. She is diagnosed with Turner’s syndrome, and as a result will never go through puberty or physically develop. Paulette and Frank soon divorce, and the book jumps forward 20 years. Frank is still brilliant but overly competitive, and his difficulties are compounded by an infatuation he has with a female post-doc, which nearly ruins his career. Paulette is dealing with an infatuation of her own, involving a young laborer to whom she lends a sum of money, which he uses to leave town with his girlfriend. Gwen has buried herself in an entry-level job doing archiving in a archeological museum, staying on much longer than her peers. Her older brother Billy is a successful doctor who alienates his Indian lover because he’s unwilling to tell his family that he’s gay. And the younger McKotch son Scott, something of a loser who diagnoses himself as ADHD, is in a troubled marriage to a woman who ends up having an affair with her step-brother. Eventually Gwen goes on vacation to the Carribean, where she falls in love with a scuba-diving tour operator while on vacation, who may or may not be a drug dealer and who may or may not be using her to get a U.S. passport.Well, you get the idea. While the book is an easy and enjoyable red, it’s much too much of a soap opera for my tastes. I can’t understand how it got the strongly positive reviews that it did, e.g., from Janet Maslin in the NYT.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5The book jacket will tell you that this is the story of a young woman with Turner syndrome. True enough, but this novel goes well beyond your typical Girl Overcomes Adversity plot. Gwen is but one member of the spectacularly uncommunicative McKotch family. Highly recommended.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5An okay book, although it was worth the dollar I paid for it. The author did a great job at describing the emotions that would go with a family member's disease. Would only recommend to lovers of this particular genre.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5I expected the title to refer to Turner's Syndrome which is the condition suffered by one of the characters and which is ostensibly the issue which drives the book. But I really felt like it more aptly applied to the condition of the family, which defines "dysfunctional." There is not a character in this book that is not battling their own issue, and battling it independently of the rest of the family. After an opening part which shows the family on the cusp of falling apart, the book skips forward 20 years but then looks back on those 20 years from the point of view of each of the five family members. I found it difficult to really connect with any of the characters because of this and because of the constantly jumping time frame. There is a lot to discuss in this book for book clubs. I was happy to see the Haigh showed growth in each of the characters and didn't try to wrap up all of the endings in a happily ever after fashion.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5I was a bit disappointed by this novel, having thoroughly enjoyed Haigh's Mrs. Kimble. I just couldn't empathize with the characters and things seemed to drag on. Redeemed itself a bit at the end, but still, not as good or as captivating as I'd hoped.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5This was a story about the human condition as told through the vehicle of a New England family and their individual struggles to find their way in life. One child has a medical condition, but it becomes clear that her condition is no more or less difficult to live with than making bad choices, being lonely, being a closeted gay man, or being perpetually detached from life. The characters and their lives are resoundingly real, but the plot was too predictable for my taste.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Very well written book.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Very very good book.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Gwen McKotch is diagnosed as a teen-ager with Turner's Syndrome, a condition that will forever leave her trapped in a child's body. This is the final straw for what has been an increasingly dysfunctional family, and her parents divorce soon after the diagnosis. In many ways Gwen is the most well-adjusted member of the family, and Jennifer Haigh explores with a sure voice the ways in which a family that was seemingly fragmented by a wrenching diagnosis can in some ways be resurrected when Gwen refuses to live her life in the ways that each family member has come to see as her role. A nicely told story with a conclusion that illuminates the power of the spirit over the weakness of the flesh.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5I expected this novel to focus on the impact of Turner Syndrome on the family. But it was really about the various struggles in each person's life; everyone has their own "condition" to deal with. It's a decent read about family dynamics, but it didn't have the "hook" I'd hoped for.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5I'm so glad this book ended the way it did! Beautifully written and great characters with lots of dimension. This would be a good book club book as I'm positive it would provoke lots of discussion.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The Condition is a sweet, easy to love story. It takes you to familiar problems you, me might have. The gay son, a daughter with a "condition." And my favorite the normal-pot head son. The crazy-mother Paulette, and the enchanting father, Frank. All these characters we already know, in some way or another. The beauty is in how uncensored they speak and what relieve it brings to us when we hear it.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5A family of five, each with their problems, but all lacking communication skills. The Turner's diagnosis was not worse thing going on in the family as indicated in the front cover jacket of the book. I hated the mother's family and the mother which clouded how I felt about the book. The repressive, formerly rich family of the mother was beyond stereotypical in their view of the world beyond their family. The condition that tore this family apart was not the diagnosis of Turner, it was the desperation that each member of this family experienced since none of them had a good family experience to save them from themselves or their poor decisions.
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The Condition - Jennifer Haigh
1976
the captain’s house
Summer comes late to Massachusetts. The gray spring is frosty, unhurried: wet snow on the early plantings, a cold lesson for optimistic gardeners, for those who have not learned. Chimneys smoke until Memorial Day. Then, all at once, the ceiling lifts. The sun fires, scorching the muddy ground.
At Cape Cod the rhythm is eternal, unchanging. Icy tides smash the beaches. Then cold ones. Then cool. The bay lies warming in the long days. Blue-lipped children brave the surf.
They opened the house the third week in June, the summer of the bicentennial, and of Paulette’s thirty-fifth birthday. She drove from Concord to the train station in Boston, where her sister was waiting, then happily surrendered the wheel. Martine was better in traffic. She’d been better in school, on the tennis court; for two years straight she’d been the top-ranked singles player at Wellesley. Now, at thirty-eight, Martine was a career girl, still a curiosity in those days, at least in her family. She worked for an advertising agency on Madison Avenue—doing what, precisely, Paulette was not certain. Her sister lived alone in New York City, a prospect she found terrifying. But Martine had always been fearless.
The station wagon was packed with Paulette’s children and their belongings. Billy and Gwen, fourteen and twelve, rode in the backseat, a pile of beach towels between them. Scotty, nine and so excited about going to the Cape that he was nearly insufferable, had been banished to the rear.
God, would you look at this?
Martine downshifted, shielding her eyes from the sun. The traffic had slowed to a crawl. The big American engines idled loudly, the stagnant air rich with fumes. The Sagamore Bridge was still half a mile away. It gets worse every year. Too many goddamned cars.
A giggle from the backseat, Gwen probably. Paulette frowned. She disapproved of cursing, especially by women, especially in front of children.
And how was the birthday?
Martine asked. "I can’t believe la petite Paulette is thirty-five. Did you do anything special?"
Her tone was casual; she may not have known it was a tender subject. Like no birthday before, this one had unsettled Paulette. The number seemed somehow significant. She’d been married fifteen years, but only now did she feel like a matron.
Frank took me into town. We had a lovely dinner.
She didn’t mention that he’d also reserved a room at the Ritz, a presumptuous gesture that irritated her. Like all Frank’s presents, it was a gift less for her than for himself.
Will he grace us with his presence this year?
Paulette ignored the facetious tone. Next weekend, maybe, if he can get away. If not, then definitely for the Fourth.
He’s teaching this summer?
No,
Paulette said carefully. He’s in the lab.
She always felt defensive discussing Frank’s work with Martine, who refused to understand that he wasn’t only a teacher but also a scientist. (Molecular developmental biology, Paulette said when anyone asked what he studied. This usually discouraged further questions.) Frank’s lab worked year-round, seven days a week. Last summer, busy writing a grant proposal, he hadn’t come to the Cape at all. Martine seemed to take this as a personal slight, though she’d never seemed to enjoy his company. He’s an academic, she’d said testily. He gets the summers off. Isn’t that the whole point? It was clear from the way she pronounced the word what she thought of academics. Martine saw in Frank the same flaws Paulette did: his obsession with his work, his smug delight in his own intellect. She simply didn’t forgive him, as Paulette—as women generally—always had. Frank had maintained for years that Martine hated him, a claim Paulette dismissed. Don’t be silly. She’s very fond of you. (Why tell such a lie? Because Martine was family, and she ought to be fond of Frank. Paulette had firm ideas, back then, of how things ought to be. )
In Truro the air was cooler. Finally the traffic thinned. Martine turned off the highway and onto the No Name Road, a narrow lane that had only recently been paved. Their father had taught the girls, as children, to recite the famous line from Thoreau: Cape Cod is the bared and bended arm of Massachusetts. The shoulder is at Buzzard’s Bay; the elbow at Cape Mallebarre; the wrist at Truro; and the sandy fist at Provincetown.
Remembering this, Paulette felt a stab of tenderness for her father. Everett Drew had made his living as a patent attorney, and viewed ideas as property of the most precious kind. In his mind Thoreau was the property of New England, of Concord, Massachusetts, perhaps even particularly of the Drews.
Is Daddy feeling better?
Paulette asked. I’ve been worried about his back.
Martine had just returned from Florida, where their parents had retired and Ev was now recovering from surgery. Paulette visited when she could, but this was no substitute for Sunday dinners at her parents’ house, the gentle rhythm of family life, broken now, gone forever.
He misses you,
said Martine. But he made do with me.
Paulette blinked. She was often blindsided by how acerbic her sister could be, how in the middle of a pleasant conversation Martine could deliver a zinger that stopped her cold: the backhanded compliment, the ripe apple with the razor inside. When they were children she’d often crept up behind Paulette and pulled her hair for no reason. It wasn’t her adult life, alone in a big city, that had made Martine prickly. She had always been that way.
They turned off the No Name Road onto a rutted path. It being June, the lane was rugged, two deep tire tracks grown in between with grass. By the end of summer, it would be worn smooth. The Captain’s House was set squarely at the end of it, three rambling stories covered in shingle. A deep porch wrapped around three sides.
As she had every summer of her life, Paulette sprang out of the car first, forgetting for a moment her children in the backseat, Scotty whiny and fidgeting in the rear. For a split second she was a girl again, taking inventory, checking that all was as she’d left it the year before. Each member of the family performed some version of this ritual. Her brother Roy rushed first to the boathouse, Martine to the sandy beach.
But it was the cottage itself that called to Paulette, the familiar stairs and hallways, the odd corners and closets and built-in cupboards where she’d hidden as a child—the tiniest of the Drew cousins, a little Houdini—in games of hide-and-seek. The Captain’s House, the family called it, in memory of Clarence Hubbard Drew, Paulette’s great-great-grandfather, a sailor and whaler. Clarence had hired a distinguished architect, a distant cousin of Ralph Waldo Emerson. The house had the graceful lines of the shingle style; it was built for comfort rather than grandeur. A house with wide doors and windows, a house meant to be flung open. On summer nights a cross breeze whipped through the first floor, a cool tunnel of ocean-smelling air.
Paulette stood a moment staring at the facade, the house’s only architectural flourish: three diamond-shaped windows placed just above the front door. The windows were set in staggered fashion, rising on the diagonal like stairs, a fact Paulette, as a child, had found significant. She was the lowest window, Roy the highest. The middle window was Martine.
She noticed, then, a car parked in the sandy driveway that curved behind the house. Her brother’s family had already arrived.
Will you look at that?
said Martine, coming up behind her. Anne has a new Mercedes.
Paulette, herself, would not have noticed. In such matters she deferred to her husband, who was partial to Saabs and Volvos.
Martine smirked. Roy has come up in the world.
Martine, hush.
Paulette refused to let her sister spoil this moment, the exhilarating first minutes of summer, the joyful return.
They unloaded the car: brown paper bags from the grocery store in Orleans, the oblong case that held Gwen’s telescope. Tied to the roof were suitcases and Billy’s new ten-speed, an early birthday present. Martine stood on her toes to unfasten them.
I’ll do it,
said Billy, untying the ropes easily, his fingers thick as a man’s. He had sailed since he was a toddler and was a specialist at complicated knots. Not quite fourteen, he towered over his mother. He had been a beautiful child, and would be an exceptionally handsome man; but that summer Paulette found him difficult to look at. His new maturity was everywhere: his broad shoulders, his coarsening voice, the blond peach fuzz on his upper lip. Normal, natural, necessary changes—yet somehow shocking, embarrassing to them both.
They followed the gravel path, loaded down with groceries, and nudged open the screen door. A familiar scent greeted them, a smell Paulette’s memory labeled Summer. It was the smell of her own childhood, complex and irreducible, though she could identify a few components: sea air; Murphy’s oil soap; cedar closets that had stood closed the long winter, the aged wood macerating in its own resins, waiting for the family to return.
Paulette put down the groceries in the airless kitchen, wondering why her sister-in-law hadn’t thought to open the windows. Billy carried the bags up the creaking stairs. The house had nine bedrooms, a few so small that only a child could sleep there without suffering claustrophobia. The third-floor rooms, stifling in summertime, were rarely used. The same was true of the tiny alcove off the kitchen, which had once been the cook’s quarters. Since her marriage Paulette had slept in a sunny front bedroom—Fanny’s Room, according to the homemade wooden placard hanging on the door. Fanny Porter had been a school chum of Paulette’s grandmother; she’d been dead thirty years or more, but thanks to a long-ago Drew cousin, who’d made the signs as a rainy-day project at the behest of some governess, the room would forever be known as Fanny’s.
The sleeping arrangements at the house were the same each year. Roy and Anne took the Captain’s Quarters at the rear of the house, the biggest room, with the best view. Frank, if he came, would grouse about this, but Paulette didn’t mind. Someone had to sleep in the Captain’s Quarters, to take her father’s place at the dinner table. That it was Roy, the eldest son, seemed correct, the natural order of things. Correct too that Gwen shared prime accommodations, with Roy’s two daughters, on the sleeping porch, where Martine and Paulette and their Drew cousins had slept as girls. The porch was screened on three sides; even on the hottest nights, ocean breezes swept through. Across the hall was the Lilac Room, named for its sprigged wallpaper; and Martine’s favorite, the Whistling Room, whose old windows hummed like a teakettle when the wind came in from the west. Billy and Scotty took the wood-paneled downstairs bedroom—the Bunk House—where Roy and the boy cousins had once slept. It was this sameness that Paulette treasured, the summer ritual unchanging, the illusion of permanence.
THAT AFTERNOON they packed a picnic basket and piled into the car. Their own bit of coastline—the family called it Mamie’s Beach—had been the natural choice when the children were small. Now that the boys had discovered body-surfing, the rougher waters of the National Seashore held greater appeal. For this brief trip Paulette took the wheel, with a confidence she never felt in Boston. She loved driving the Cape roads, familiar, gently winding; she could have driven them in her sleep. Scotty claimed the passenger seat after a tussle with his brother. (Billy, darling, just let him have it, will you?
she’d pleaded.) After sitting in the car all morning, her youngest was wild as a cat. In this state Paulette found him ungovernable and rather frightening. Her only hope was to turn him loose outdoors, where he could run and roar the whole afternoon.
She sat on a blanket in the shade of an umbrella, My Ántonia lying open in her lap. She’d brought Lord of the Flies for Billy, who would read his daily chapter without complaint, and Little Women for Gwen, who would not. Paulette believed firmly in summer reading, and because she’d loved the Alcott books as a girl, she couldn’t fathom why Gwen did not. Seeing Orchard House had been the greatest thrill of Paulette’s twelve-year-old life. That’s where Louisa grew up, right here in Concord,
she’d told her daughter. This proved to be insufficient enticement. After a week of cajoling, Gwen still hadn’t opened the book.
Paulette shifted slightly, moving nearer the umbrella. Its positioning had been the subject of much discussion. Her sister-in-law, Anne, coated in baby oil, wanted as much sun as possible; Paulette needed complete shade. She’d been cautioned by visiting her parents in Palm Beach, a town populated by leathery retirees who lived their lives poolside, their bodies lined in places she’d never imagined could wrinkle.
Martine stood back from the discussion, laughing at them both. You make quite a picture,
she said. Paulette wore a large straw hat and, over her swimsuit, striped beach pajamas, their wide legs flapping like flags in the wind. Anne wore a white bikini more suited to a teenager. The bikini was made of triangles. Two inverted ones made up the bottom. Two smaller ones, attached by string, formed the top.
Paulette had known Anne most of her life. Roy had met her his final year at Harvard, when Paulette was fourteen, and she had fallen in love with Anne too. They were as close as sisters—closer, certainly, than Paulette and Martine. Paulette admired her sister, but couldn’t confide in her. Martine seemed to find the world so easy. She had no patience for someone who did not.
Anne lit a cigarette. After giving birth to her second daughter, she’d taken up smoking to regain her figure. Charlotte was twelve now, and Anne, so thin her ribs showed, still smoked.
They watched as Martine joined the boys in the surf. In the ocean she was a daredevil. Paulette got nervous just watching her. Martine waiting for her moment, her slick head bobbing; Martine diving fearlessly into the waves.
You can relax now,
Anne said, chuckling. Auntie Lifeguard is on duty.
That’s the problem. She’ll get them all killed.
Paulette shifted slightly, to avoid the streaming smoke. When is Roy coming?
Friday morning. He’s dying to put the boat in the water.
Anne rolled onto her stomach, then untied her bikini top. Can you grease my back?
Paulette took the baby oil Anne offered and squirted it into her hands. Anne’s skin felt hot and papery, dry to the touch.
I don’t know if Frank will make it this year,
said Paulette. I don’t know if I want him to, she nearly added. At home they coexisted peacefully, more or less, though Frank spent so much time at the lab that they rarely saw each other. At the Cape they’d have to spend long days together. What will we talk about all day? she wondered. What on earth will we do?
She knew what Frank would want to do. His sexual demands overwhelmed her. If he’d asked less often, she might have felt bad about refusing; but if Frank had his way, they would make love every night. After fifteen years of marriage, it seemed excessive. Paulette sometimes wondered whether other couples did it so often, but she had no one to ask. Anne didn’t shrink from personal questions, but she was Roy’s wife. Certain things, Paulette truly didn’t want to know.
Married sex: the familiar circuit of words and caresses and sensations, shuffled perhaps, but in the end always the same. The repetition wore on her. Each night when Frank reached for her she felt a hot flicker of irritation, then tamped it down. She willed herself to welcome him, to forget every hurt and disappointment, to hold herself open to all he was and wasn’t. The effort exhausted her.
Years later she would remember those marital nights with tenderness: for the brave young man Frank had been, and for her young self, the wounded and stubborn girl. She’d had a certain idea about lovemaking, gleaned from Hollywood or God knew where, that a man’s desire should be specific to her, triggered by her unique face or voice or—better—some intangible quality of her spirit; and that of all the women in the world, only she should be able to arouse him. And there lay the problem. Frank’s passion, persistent and inexhaustible, seemed to have little to do with her. He came home from work bursting with it, though they hadn’t seen or spoken to each other in many hours. I’ve been thinking about this all day,
he sometimes whispered as he moved inside her.
This.
That one little word had the power to freeze her. Not, "I’ve been thinking about you. But,
I’ve been thinking about this."
It would seem comical later, how deeply this upset her. Like so many of her quarrels with Frank, it seemed ridiculous in hindsight. Once, early on, she had tried to explain it to Anne: Frank loves sex. If he hadn’t married me, he’d be having sex with someone else.
So? Anne said.
For me it’s different, Paulette insisted. I love Frank. If I hadn’t met him, I never would have had sex with anyone.
It wasn’t true, of course, but she wanted it to be. Her ideas were fixed, impossibly idealistic: Frank was the only man she could possibly have loved. Later this would seem a childish notion, but times had been different then. Paulette, her best friend, Tricia Boone, her closest girlfriends at Wellesley—all had thought, or pretended to think, this way.
Frank, meanwhile, did not share in this illusion. She knew that he looked at other women. A certain type attracted him, large breasted and voluptuous, a figure nothing like hers. When they went out together, to the symphony or the theater, Paulette found herself scanning the crowd, looking for the women he’d be drawn to. She was nearly always right; Frank proved it by ogling them right under her nose. He’d ruined her birthday dinner by flirting shamelessly with the waitress. That night, at home—she declined the hotel suite—he was surprised when she wouldn’t let him touch her. What’s the matter? he asked, genuinely mystified. Didn’t we have a good time? She could have told him (but didn’t) that he’d made her feel invisible. By then she didn’t want to talk to him. She didn’t want him anywhere near her.
They were apart twelve hours a day, six days a week. In that time, how many nubile young students did he imagine undressing? When, in a weak moment, she’d admitted her concerns, Frank had merely laughed. Honey, there are no pretty girls. It’s MIT.
This was not the answer she’d hoped for.
Recently her worries had grown sharper. The department had hired a new secretary. Now, when Paulette called Frank at work, a young female voice answered the phone. Paulette had done research: the secretary, Betsy Baird, was blond and attractive. Was it her presence that fired Frank’s libido?
I’ve been thinking about this all day.
Here are the girls,
Anne said. Gwen and her cousins, Mimi and Charlotte, had come in a separate car. Sixteen that spring, Mimi had insisted on driving, proud of her new license.
The three girls trekked down the beach, towels draping their shoulders. Mimi led the way—tall and coltish, with her father’s dark eyes and patrician nose. Charlotte, blond and freckled, resembled her mother. Gwen brought up the rear, her little legs scrambling. She was the same age as Charlotte, but a head shorter. Next to her cousins she looked tiny as a doll.
Paulette watched them. Charlotte certainly shot up this year,
she observed.
Yes, she did.
Anne turned over onto her back. It’s done wonders for her tennis game. I think she takes after Aunt Martine.
The girls laid their towels high on the dunes, away from their mothers. The breeze carried their laughter as they stripped down to swimsuits. Mimi wore a triangle bikini similar to her mother’s; but on her the effect was different. The rear triangle scarcely covered her rounded bottom. Her breasts, high and firm, peeked out the sides of the top.
My daughter,
Anne said, laughing, as though she’d read Paulette’s mind. Roy’s going to have a heart attack when he sees that bikini. If he had it his way, he’d never let her out of the house.
Paulette watched her niece in wonderment. Mimi was the first infant she’d ever held. In college then, she was overwhelmed by a feeling she couldn’t name. She’d loved everything about Mimi—her baby smell, the dense, rounded weight of her. Holding her, Paulette felt a knot low in her belly, an ache between her legs. The feeling was nearly sexual, shocking in its intensity: I want this. I want one.
She had adored her niece for sixteen years. Now she was reluctant to look at the girl. Mimi with everything ahead of her—love, discovery, every gift and possibility. Mimi’s happiness lay in the future; Paulette’s, in the past. She was stunned by her own meanness. I love this child, she reminded herself. How ungenerous, how unseemly and futile to long for what was past.
Anne lit another cigarette. It’s awful. I have this beautiful daughter, and my whole body is sagging by the minute. I feel like a shriveled old hag.
(Years later Paulette would marvel at the memory: how old they’d felt at thirty-five, how finished and depleted. We were still young and beautiful, she would realize far too late.)
So don’t I,
she agreed. I’m not ready. I don’t want Gwen to grow up, not ever.
Anne chuckled. I wouldn’t start worrying yet. It looks like she has a long way to go.
They watched as Gwen charged into the surf. She wore a red tank suit with a pert ruffle around the hips. Her chest was perfectly flat, her belly rounded like a little girl’s.
Anne frowned. She’s twelve, right? Same as Charlotte?
Older, actually. She’ll be thirteen in September.
For a long time Anne was silent.
Funny,
she said finally, how these things work.
THAT NIGHT they grilled hamburgers on the porch. Paulette squelched a wave of panic as Martine showed Billy how to light the charcoal. Relax, will you?
said Martine. He’s a big boy. He’ll do fine.
You’re right, of course. Frank is always telling me not to hover.
Paulette said this lightly, hiding her irritation. How like Martine to instruct her on child rearing, an expert despite having no children of her own.
She spread a checkered cloth over the picnic table. This was her favorite part of the summer, these long, manless evenings. The children amused each other, leaving her free to drink wine with Anne and Martine. Had Frank and Roy been there—holding court on the patio, talking past each other, airing their opinions about nothing too interesting—the women would have retreated to the stuffy kitchen. They’d have turned the dinner into more work than was necessary, simply to have something to do.
That year Mimi had taken over the kitchen, mixing the salad, husking ears of corn. Watching her—fully dressed now—hand the platters to Billy, Paulette remembered the triangle bikini, the miserable wash of envy she’d felt. The feeling had dissipated completely. As if sensing this, Mimi flashed her a shy smile, filling her with tenderness.
What a helpful daughter you have,
she told Anne.
Billy’s a good influence. Trust me, she never does this at home.
In that moment, warmed by the wine, Paulette was proud of the children they’d raised. In the fall Billy would go away to Pearse; in a few years he would bring home girlfriends, pretty girls like Mimi. He would fall in love. Watching him, she was struck by all that was delightful about this. Falling in love with Frank was the most thrilling thing that had ever happened to her. It seemed tragic to experience this just once, at the age of nineteen, and never again. Raising her children would give her a second chance at living those best years. A second and third and fourth chance.
It’s all so exciting,
she told Anne, so moved she could barely speak. The children growing up. It’s a wonderful time.
For years the summers had blended into each other, each much like the last. But now every summer would bring new developments. Mimi, then Billy, starting college, getting married, having children of their own. Of course there was sadness, the depressing reality of aging. (Anne: I feel like a shriveled old hag.) But Paulette refused to feel as Anne did. She had been the pretty one in her family, a distinction she’d enjoyed her whole life. Now she would cede the title gracefully. Watching Mimi clear the table, she was proud of her own generosity.
Good for you, sweetheart, she thought. It’s your turn.
Inside the house, the telephone rang, a shrill intrusion. The distant world seemed perfectly irrelevant. Everyone she needed was right here, close enough to touch.
Paulette,
Martine called through the open window. Frank’s on the phone.
Daddy!
Scott cried. I want to talk to Daddy!
In a minute,
Paulette said, rising. Let Mother talk to him first.
She hurried into the kitchen. The house’s only telephone, a rotary model heavy as a bowling ball, sat on the counter. Frank?
She drained the wine from her glass. Is everything all right?
Hi.
He sounded rushed, agitated. Listen, I only have a minute, but I wanted to tell you. I think I can get down there this weekend.
She heard the clack of a typewriter. Frank was always doing two things at once.
Are you there alone? she wanted to ask.
What are you typing?
she said instead.
Mimi came into the kitchen then, loaded down with dishes. Excuse me, she mouthed. She placed the salad bowl in the sink.
More revisions on the paper. Sorry. I need to get this thing out the door.
Mimi bent over to scrape the plates into the trash. Paulette stared at her suntanned legs. The denim shorts—she hadn’t noticed, until then, quite how short they were—rode up dramatically, revealing the bottom crease of her buttocks. For a moment Paulette saw the girl as Frank would see her. She felt her throat tighten.
Are you still there?
Frank asked. I’ll try to make it down there on Friday. It won’t be easy, but I think I can swing it.
No. Paulette felt again the wave of sickness she’d felt watching Mimi at the beach, sour and corrosive, sharp as glass. Her family, summer at the Cape, her love for this dear girl: these were precious things, and fragile. Too delicate to be placed in Frank’s careless hands.
Dear, I know you’re very busy. You don’t have to come if it’s too difficult. I shouldn’t have pressured you.
That’s okay. I want to.
He lowered his voice. I’m not good at sleeping alone.
More typing, a bell sounding; he had reached the end of a line.
ENDLESS DAY. The blond expanse of the National Seashore: the sand fine as sugar; coarse tails of sea grass undulating in the wind. The days were cut along a template. Each morning sandwiches were made, a basket packed. Damp swimsuits were retrieved from the line. For the rest of her life, Paulette would remember these summers. Would long to return there, to the quiet richness of those days, the life of her family unfolding like a flower, ripening as it was meant to, all things in their proper time.
One morning, the car loaded, she noticed a child missing. Gwen!
she called. Where’s Gwen?
Out back,
Scotty said.
Paulette found her curled up on a chaise longue on the porch, still in her nightgown. Paulette hadn’t seen her since breakfast. With three adults and five children in the house, Gwen had gotten lost in the shuffle.
Gwen? Get dressed, darling. We’re going to the beach.
I’m not going.
Her cheeks were red, her mouth set. Paulette had seen this look before, after an altercation with her brothers, an unfair reprimand. It was a look that meant trouble.
Gwen, don’t be silly. Everybody’s waiting. Mimi, and Charlotte.
I don’t want to go.
What’s the matter?
She laid a hand on her daughter’s forehead to check for a fever, only half joking. Gwen was crazy about the beach. At the end of the day, shivering, sunburned, she clamored for an extra half hour. Paulette often resorted to blackmail—strawberry ice cream at the general store in town—to get her to leave.
Gwen shrugged her mother’s hand away. I hate the beach. It’s no fun anymore.
Paulette frowned. Gwen had a sunny disposition: more extroverted than Billy, who was prone to moody silences; less rambunctious than Scotty. She had always been the easy one.
I hate Charlotte,
she said vehemently. She won’t even go in the water.
Well, you can swim with your brothers. And Aunt Martine.
I hate my bathing suit,
she said, her chin trembling.
Paulette sat next to her. What happened? You liked it a week ago.
They had shopped for the suit together, making a day of it, lunch and shopping at Filene’s downtown. Charmed by the little ruffle, Gwen had chosen the suit herself.
I hate the stupid ruffle,
she said now. I look like a big baby.
Sweetheart.
Paulette chose her words carefully. She’d known this conversation was coming; she just hadn’t imagined it would happen so soon. Are you upset because Charlotte looks so different all of a sudden?
Gwen would not answer.
It’s strange for you,
she said gently. To see Charlotte growing up.
"But I’m older. Her birthday isn’t until December. Gwen’s face reddened.
It isn’t fair."
I know. It isn’t.
Paulette brushed the hair back from Gwen’s forehead. When I was your age, I was the smallest girl in my class. I came back to school in the fall and it seemed that all my friends were entirely different people. They were taller, and their figures were changing. And I hadn’t changed at all. I was exactly the same.
Gwen stared up at her, her eyes rimmed with red.
Back then they called it being a late bloomer. It took me a little longer, but it all happened eventually. And when it did I was very glad.
Paulette drew her close and Gwen settled in. She was a cuddly child, more affectionate than her brothers. The difference, Paulette supposed, between boys and girls.
I know what we can do. Let’s get you a new bathing suit. A two-piece, like Charlotte’s. We can drive into Provincetown tonight.
Okay,
Gwen said grudgingly.
Paulette stood and held out her hand. Come on. Everybody’s waiting.
Thank God that’s over, she thought.
For girls it was never simple. Later, riding in the car, shading her eyes against the morning glare, Paulette thought of her own puberty. All these years later, the memory still pained her: the interminable months of waiting, her failure so conspicuous, displayed for all to see. In her long, sunny childhood she’d never felt envy, but at puberty it filled her every waking hour. She envied ceaselessly, obsessively, the few classmates who, heaven knew why, seemed to transform overnight. She’d hated them blindly, indiscriminately; hated even Marjorie Tuttle, her dear good friend. Now, as a mother, she remembered those girls with compassion, knowing they’d faced their own difficulties: attention from older boys, grown men even; foolish adults like Frank who couldn’t distinguish between a woman and a child. Once, twice, she’d caught him ogling girls barely out of grammar school. I’m not a pervert, he insisted when she brought this to his attention. How am I supposed to know? She had to admit, it was a fair question. The girls had adult-looking bodies, and dressed to show them: miniskirts, tight T-shirts, sometimes with nothing underneath. She’d been lucky—hadn’t she?—to come of age in more modest times. She recalled how, at Wellesley, they’d worn raincoats over their whites as they crossed campus to the tennis court. Those rules had existed to keep girls safe and comfortable. And, it seemed to her, to make things more equitable. Proper clothing kept the buxom from feeling conspicuous, and preserved the vanity of the shapeless and the plump. How cruel to be a girl now, with no such safeguards in place. To be exposed to adult reactions no child was equipped to handle, the lust and ridicule and pity, the creeping shame.
God help Gwen, she thought. God help us all.
The ferry was crowded with people: the young in college sweatshirts and denim cutoffs, showing suntanned legs; the old in windbreakers and clip-on sunglasses, comfortable shoes and Bermuda shorts. There were a few windblown men, like Frank McKotch, in business attire; but most wore chinos and golf shirts. They toted bicycles and fishing tackle, suitcases, duffel bags. A group of longhairs carried tents in backpacks. The whole crowd inhaled the ferry smell—a potent blend of fish and diesel—and shouted to be heard over the engines. On every face, in every voice, a palpable elation: We’re almost there! We’re going to the Cape!
Frank watched them in mute puzzlement. He witnessed the same phenomenon each summer in his wife and children, his decrepit in-laws. Even his sour sister-in-law displayed a brief burst of enthusiasm. The Drews considered Cape Cod their birthright. Summer after godblessed summer, they did not tire of strolling its beaches, sailing its shores, guzzling its chowder. For heaven’s sake, what else was summer for?
He could think of a hundred answers to this question. To him the Cape meant crowds and traffic, glacial waters, unreliable weather that often as not left you marooned indoors with a crew of whiny, disappointed children and restless, irritable adults. What, exactly, was the attraction? For once, he was stumped.
It was a sensation he had seldom felt. Frank read widely in all the sciences, in English and in German; he followed the latest developments in theoretical physics, the emerging field of string theory, with rapt interest. He believed, fundamentally, that all things were knowable, that the world could be understood. But when it came to the Cape, he simply didn’t get it. Summer after summer, he landed at Provincetown with the same deflated feeling: Okay, now what?
He supposed it came down to upbringing. Didn’t everything? His wife had spent half her childhood on the water, or near it. She could swim, sail, dive like a porpoise. Frank was twenty before he caught his first glimpse of the ocean, on a road trip to Atlantic City with some buddies from Penn State. His recollections were vague, clouded by alcohol: White Castle hamburgers, girls in bathing suits, cans of beer smuggled onto the beach.
The ocean wasn’t the point, Paulette reminded him each summer. What mattered was getting The Family together. But Frank had never gotten too excited about anybody’s relatives, his own included. Since his marriage, he’d made exactly three trips back to the Pennsylvania town where his father still lived. The place paralyzed him with sadness. The company houses, the black smoke of the steel mills. His mother had died early and horribly, a metastatic breast cancer. Grief had turned his father stern and silent, or perhaps that was simply his nature. A dour old man, fatalistically pious, plodding through the years in mute patience, waiting for his life to be over. Frank couldn’t imagine him any other way.
The family he’d married into seemed glamorous by comparison. They had attended the best schools, traveled widely; in youth they’d been cherished and guided and subsidized in ways Frank had not. He didn’t resent these distinctions. On the contrary: he wanted to be absorbed by the Drews, to become like them. He was prepared to love Roy and Martine, old Everett and Mamie, the army of blue-eyed cousins converging in Truro every summer (Drew cousins only: no one invited or even spoke of Mamie’s tribe, the ragtag Broussards). But Frank—from a part of the world where people pronounced their r’s—wasn’t a Drew and never would be; if he’d had any illusions on that score, they’d been shattered long ago. Now Frank counted himself lucky to be free of the family neuroses, which seemed congenital: Paulette’s prudery, Martine’s bitterness, Roy’s laziness and self-importance; their unconscious sense of entitlement and absurd reverence for the Drew name, which no longer meant a thing to the rest of the world, if it ever had. To Frank, who was smarter and more industrious, who’d busted his ass for every break he’d ever gotten, the success of a guy like Roy Drew was insulting.
The horn sounded. Dieseling loudly, the boat approached the dock. Frank rose and waited; there was no sense in fighting the disorderly mass of humanity scrambling to disembark. Finally he stepped onto the gangplank and spotted Paulette waving from the crowd.
Frank! Over here!
She wore a navy blue dress that fit close at her waist. Her bare arms were white as milk. Several heads turned to look at her. This happened often, and still excited him. My wife, he thought proudly. My wife.
Hi,
he said, scooping her into his arms. She smelled of the outdoors, sea air and Coppertone. Where are the offspring?
I told Martine we’d meet them at the beach.
I have a better idea.
Frank kissed her long