Lovetorn
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Can you find love when you think you already have it?
Perfect for fans of When Dimple Met Rishi, Lovetorn is a fun, romantic own voices story that proves that even if you think your destiny has already been chosen, your heart always makes its own choices.
Shalini is new to L.A. Not new like from New York City new—or even Kansas new. New like from India new.
And in the U.S., she has it all wrong: the way she dresses, the way she talks, the way she wears her hair. And then there is the ring, which makes her way different from everyone else—because Shalini has been engaged since she was three to Vikram, back in India.
Shalini’s life has been turned upside down. She doesn’t fit in, her mom is depressed, and email is no substitute for being with Vikram.
But when she meets Toby at school, Shalini’s heart gets turned upside down, too. Just looking at Toby makes her stomach flutter. She thinks she loves Vikram, but he never made her feel like this.
Kavita Daswani
Kavita Daswani has been a fashion correspondent for CNN International, CNBC Asia, and Women’s Wear Daily. Her stories have appeared in the Los Angeles Times, International Herald Tribune, Vogue India, and Entrepreneur magazine, among many other publications. She was also formerly the fashion editor of the South China Morning Post in Hong Kong. Her adult novels include For Matrimonial Purposes, The Village Bride of Beverly Hills, and Salaam, Paris. She is also the author of Indie Girl (for teens). Kavita grew up in Hong Kong and spent summers in Mumbai, where her parents are from. She now lives in Los Angeles with her husband and two sons.
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- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5I was inspired to pick up Lovetorn to read more about the Indian culture, and to read about how the family transitions from Bangalore to LA. Seems like quite the culture shock. The forbidden love aspect and how that relates to the arranged marriage also caught my interest.
I liked the story overall. It’s a quick light read with a lot of great ideas. However, I just wished that some of them were explored a little more fully. The length of the book is short, to the expense of some of the character and story development. It didn’t have the depth I was looking for, though the story itself is refreshing.
The protagonist Shalini is really bullied in school for her appearance and manner of dress. Some of the behavior is appallingly mean, so much so that I was impressed that she even made it to school everyday. She has a lot on her plate considering school and picking up the slack at home now that her mother is suffering depression from the move. Only her father and little sister Sangita seem to be thriving in their new life. She does find her place eventually, as her friendships and experiences evolve over the course of the book.
The family dynamics are explored and bring up interesting points about gender equality, culture and traditions, and mental health issues. I liked seeing how the family reacted to their new surroundings in different ways, and how they adjusted over time. Sangita the little sister is a standout character and I would have liked to learn more about her.
The transition to life in LA ended up being more interesting to me than the love triangle. I didn’t feel strongly for one choice over the other, even though Vikram does seem like a great guy and support system to Shalini. It makes sense that she would question her match to him through this forced separation. I wished there was more time in the book devoted to her decision making process, instead of it feeling somewhat rushed.
Even though I’m not head over heels in love with this book, Lovetorn is an enjoyable read. Contemporary fans looking for a refreshing read about Indian culture and family life should give this book a try. - Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5I became interested in reading Lovetorn by Kavita Daswani because of the multicultural aspect. I love reading about other cultures and I think it's important to have more YA books on the market that incorporate diverse characters. For that reason, I was super excited to read Lovetorn. Unfortunately, I wasn't completely satisfied with it. It has some great aspects, but overall, I wanted a little more. I'll discuss the good points first. The multicultural aspect was very well done. I have basic knowledge of some Indian customs and culture, but this book provided a lot more information without sounding like a tutorial. I thought the storyline itself was an interesting idea. An Indian teenage girl who is already engaged moves to America and begins to wonder about her future and her options. This seems natural and plays out organically. Her relationships with friends, family, and loved ones change at a reasonable pace. I also appreciated how Daswani describes the reactions to the move of all family members. Each member has a different experience transitioning, and I think they are all reasonable given the circumstances and ages of each person. They all go through a journey which impacts each other. Unlike some other YA novels, each family member is important to the plot and overall story. No Disappearing Parent Syndrome here.Clearly, there's lots of good stuff in this novel. Unfortunately, there were also aspects I didn't like. First, I thought some of the relationships between the smaller characters developed unrealistically. While changes in the family members were gradual and organic, the friendships, social enemies, and crush relationships did not develop at a natural pace (in my opinion). This might sound strange, but the characters turned out too nice. Even the mean girls, who were really mean, came out sounding too nice by the end. The crush was the most realistic in my view. Second, I didn't know who to root for. Maybe it's just me, but when there's going to be some kind of love triangle, I like to know who I should be rooting for and the reasons why. I had a sense that maybe I should root for the new guy because he's a new guy, but I really liked what I'd read about Vikram. Part of me really wanted her to stay with him, even though I wasn't sure how that would turn out. This is purely personal preference, so it may not bother other readers.Third, and this is really, really nitpicky, there was misinformation about the psychologist. Psychologists can't prescribe medications. Psychiatrists can. This very small distinction bothers me purely because it's a common misconception and I'm in the field of psychology. By all means, this did not ruin the book for me, but it is irritating when the facts aren't right.So, overall, Lovetorn was an enjoyable read. I just wish I'd gotten a little more from the novel. It's definitely worth the read, especially if you're interested in reading about other cultures.>b?Final thoughts: Borrow.
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Lovetorn - Kavita Daswani
Chapter One
IN A CARVED WOODEN FRAME on my mother’s bedside table sits a photograph of me taken on the day that I got engaged. I was dressed all in white, layers of stiff tulle peeking through my skirt, a pink satin sash askew around my waist. My thick hair had been cut short so that the top of it stuck up stubbornly, disappearing under part of the frame. I had tiny gold studs in my ears. I was looking directly into the camera, a toothy smile on my face conveying the exhausted glee that accompanies the final moments of a three-year-old’s birthday party. My birthday party.
That image popped into my mind now, and I wondered if my mother had packed the photo in one of the two suitcases she had been allotted by my father for this trip. Sitting in the back of a car as we were driven away from Los Angeles International Airport to our new home on the outskirts of the city, I turned to ask her. But I thought better of it when I saw how sullen she looked. On the other side of me, my younger sister had dozed off, whistling gently through her nostrils. I slid down in the leather seat and rested my head against my mother’s shoulder, turning slightly to take in the scenes whizzing past our window: the fast-food restaurants on almost every corner, the gas stations, the small shops advertising liquor and phone cards and lottery tickets. Long, immaculate highways stretched overhead, seeming to arch into the light blue sky. It was a brilliant, beautiful day.
I should have been utterly exhilarated. A sense of delight and wonder should have been coursing through my body. This was my first time in America, the only trip I had ever taken outside of my homeland of India. There was a new job for my father and a brand-new school for my sister, Sangita, and me. The prospect of this second life had been so alluring to my father that he had given up everything in India for it.
My father, sitting in the passenger seat next to the driver, was reading a copy of Newsweek that he had carried off the plane. This was his second trip in a month. He had come to Los Angeles on his own a few weeks ago to sign a lease on a house and fill out the paperwork at our new school. He had wanted to remain in the US and have my mother and sister and me meet him here. But instead, he had flown all the way back to Bangalore last week to help us pack up and to accompany us to our new home. My mother had insisted on it. And she had been so dead set against making the move that my father convinced himself, in this one instance, that he had to do as she’d asked.
The weather has been wonderful,
my father said to us now, tucking the magazine into a bag at his feet. It gets a little cool in the evenings, but the daytime is very pleasant.
He was trying to make small talk. I have been busy here, making sure everything is ready for you. Setting up phones, internet, cable service. Opening bank accounts. Arranging your matters at the school. The house is very nice and comfortable. I was lucky to have found something furnished. Makes everything so much easier.
He had his head turned toward the three of us in the back. My mother, her arms folded in front of her, silent, stared out of the window.
We were in the back of a yellow cab driven by a man my father kept calling Mr. Phil. (We are nothing if not unfailingly polite.) On my father’s first trip here, he had happened to flag him down at the airport. Since then, my father asked for him whenever he called the cab company. As he explained to us, it wasn’t like Bangalore, where you could step outside your home and signal to a passing auto-rickshaw. There were no taxis available in Los Angeles without calling ahead.
We’re lucky; there isn’t much traffic,
said Mr. Phil. He had a shiny bald head and wore an oversize watch on a red strap. The cab smelled of pine trees. It’s usually pretty bad on a Friday, but it’s early yet. Maybe another thirty minutes or so and we should be off the One-oh-One.
My father nodded knowledgeably.
I turned to my mother again.
Don’t worry, Ma,
I whispered, trying to infuse some cheer into my voice. Everything will be fine.
I put my hand on top of hers. A pallid ray of late-morning sunlight flashed against the slender ruby ring I wore on the middle finger of my right hand. I closed my eyes for a second to ward off the dull ache that was beginning to close around my heart, a sadness that existed because I had left behind the boy who had given me the ring, the boy to whom I had been promised when I was a baby, the boy to whom I was engaged.
Vikram was the person of all the many, many people I had left behind whom I had already started to miss the most. Since the day I had turned three, thirteen years ago, when he was already a big boy
at six, we had been a constant in each other’s lives. We had promised to email and text and talk all the time. But he was still twelve-and-a-half hours ahead of me. He would be asleep when I was awake, and vice versa. How could we ever really connect that way? And not seeing him for two years . . . I didn’t know how I would survive it.
My eyes were growing heavy now. I closed them and succumbed to sleep.
When I awoke, we were pulling up outside our new home. My father had shown us pictures of it when he had returned to Bangalore to bring us here. He had been so excited. Now, looking at it through the window, I realized that this house at 21723 Fillmore Lane was almost identical to just about every other house on this quiet street. It was a pale beige color with a white door and a dark red tile roof. It looked like the houses I had seen in American cartoons when I was younger, where life was perfect, people were harmless, everybody was happy.
We pulled up outside. Mr. Phil helped my father get the luggage out of the trunk. I realized that this would be the first time in the course of my sixteen years that I would be entering a home where there would be nobody to greet me. My father had walked up the few steps leading to the front door and was jiggling a key in the keyhole, trying to unlock the door.
It sometimes gets stuck,
my father said a little sheepishly. I will call the landlord to fix it.
My mother looked like she was about to erupt in fury. She didn’t want to be here. She had railed hard against my father’s decision—she and the rest of the large, involved family into which I had been born. It was ridiculous, she had told him. Moving thousands of miles away to a country where we didn’t know a soul. It made no sense.
But my father had not listened to her. This was something he had to do. It was a career-making job, a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. He wanted eventually to be like the tens of thousands of smart and upwardly mobile Indian executives working in India who referred to themselves as America-returns.
They had cachet now because they had worked in a country that was hard to emigrate to and in which it was not easy to find a good, well-paying job. But he had landed one—with a company called Indo-West Systems, a software company that he had had some dealings with in Bangalore. It was too good to pass up, even though his decision had come as such a shock to my grandfather that the two of them didn’t speak for three days.
Now, waiting for my father to open the door, it was evident that my mother had already had enough. Her hands were clasped firmly in front of her, and she was muttering Hindi curse words beneath her breath. Just when she was about to say something aloud, he finally managed to turn the doorknob.
Mr. Phil gathered our things and pulled them over the threshold and into the house. We stood there, our belongings heaped around our feet. Now, finally, everything became real to me. Up until now, this talk of a new life
had felt like a dream. But here it was, in the form of a hardwood floor entryway, a cream-carpeted dining room to one side, another room containing the largest TV I had ever seen in my life. A flight of stairs was toward the back, leading to some bedrooms upstairs. The sun was high and bright now, its rays bouncing off the brass light fixtures. Sangita excitedly grabbed my mother by her wrist and dragged her off to explore.
Thank you for your kind courtesy once again,
said my father to Mr. Phil. He reached into his wallet and pulled out a clutch of bills, which he handed to the driver. After Mr. Phil left, my father said to me, What I gave as a tip would cover a full taxi ride in Bangalore.
He laughed. I smiled weakly. My mind was elsewhere.
My father walked to a window, pulled back a blue curtain, and looked outside. It was a perfect morning. The window looked out onto the front yard, a patch of green bordered with multicolored flowers. The street was quiet and empty except for a young mother pushing a baby stroller and talking on her cell phone.
Come, Shalini, let me show you around,
my father said, holding me by my elbow. Sangita and my mother came down the stairs, my mother’s face still passive and unimpressed, my sister’s exuberant.
You should come and see our rooms,
Sangita gushed. So pretty!
Five years younger than me, she was still a kid. She seemed the most excited to be here. She had every reason to be: she hadn’t left behind the boy she loved. Thinking of Vikram left a sick feeling in my stomach now. From somewhere deep in my memory, I suddenly got a whiff of his aftershave, remembered the warmth of his eyes when he had kissed me on my forehead at the airport. I couldn’t even fathom how far away he was.
Let me see the kitchen,
my mother said, her handbag still strung over her shoulder, a black sweater folded over her arms. She looked like she was ready to go somewhere instead of having just arrived.
We followed her inside, and I marveled at the clean efficiency of it all. The refrigerator was built into the wall so it seemed to take up almost no space. The stove had no food-stained gas rings; instead, it was covered with what looked like some high-tech touch pad. My mother opened a dark-wood cabinet and ran her fingers down a stack of glossy black plates, matching bowls nestled next to them. She picked up one of the clear drinking glasses and peered at it. She made her way over to the refrigerator and opened it. It was empty. She turned to my father.
What will we do for food? There is nothing here!
she said. "Thank the Lord I packed some dals, some masalas. But still, I need onion, garlic, the basics. How can we walk into an empty house?" She was almost hysterical now, her eyes wide, her voice panic-stricken. I knew how she felt. Even though everything was so nice, so new, there was a coldness here. I missed the background noise I had grown up with, the constant chatter and hum of a house full of aunts, uncles, cousins, and grandparents.
Asha, don’t worry,
my father said soothingly. There is a very big supermarket down the road. I didn’t want to leave perishables to spoil. We will go out soon, get what we need. It is a small thing.
My mother turned around and marched upstairs, the sweater still covering her forearms, the brown bag swinging from her stiff shoulders.
Chapter Two
WHILE THE REST OF US NAPPED in the afternoon, my father went out to buy groceries. In the evening, my mother prepared a salad using bagged, prewashed vegetables, followed by canned cream of mushroom soup, buttered toast, and sliced cheese. It wasn’t the most momentous of first meals, but the last thing my father wanted was for my mother to start roasting eggplant and peeling potatoes. He said that when she was less jet-lagged, he would take her to the nearest Indian shop to stock up on cumin seeds, coriander powder, fresh coconuts, and chickpea flour.
We sat around the dining table looking at the alien offerings in front of us, a meal scant and slight compared to what we were used to.
It’s the first time that it’s just the four of us eating dinner,
said Sangita. Of course it was. In my Bangalore home, there were at least a dozen of us gathered at any time. There were so many of us, we ate in shifts.
Yes, and later it will be the first time we have had to wash our own dishes,
I said. I forced a smile.
It would be the first time we would have to lock our doors at night, shutting out the strange world that lay beyond those quiet walls. Even though we were talking, the house was eerily still, with none of the babble of aunts in the background, children playing in the hallway, maids scurrying in and out of the kitchen carrying trays of hot food and scolding the kids who got in the way. I couldn’t even imagine how my father had been on his own in this house for two weeks, preparing for our arrival.
We should call Dada soon,
said my father. He will just be waking up now.
I thought of the house I had been born in, the huge rambling structure that was the most imposing bungalow on its quiet side street in Bangalore. My grandparents, Dada and Dadi, would be stirring from sleep in their airy bedroom, my grandmother slowly creaking herself into a sitting position, easing her arthritic feet into her slippers, and hobbling to the bathroom to wash. Their maid, Meena, who had served my grandparents for the better part of forty years, would enter with a tray of steaming chai and a small steel bowl of chipped sugar cubes. The morning newspapers would be brought to Dada, who by now would be reclining in a wicker chair by the window, his eyes shut in grateful salutation to another day of life. At seventy-five, he gave thanks for every morning he woke up.
And then, slowly, as if silently bidden by the rousing of the heads of the household, the rest of the family would come to life: my five uncles getting up in preparation for work, my aunts helping them with their morning routines, my spinster aunt barking instructions to the cook about what to serve for breakfast. My cousins—or as we had been taught to call one another, my cousin-brothers and cousin-sisters—would be getting dressed for school, kindergarten to college. My oldest cousin-sisters still at home—the twins Geeta and Leela—who were twenty and unmarried,