Baptism in Blood
By Jane Haddam
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As a hurricane bears down on Bellerton, North Carolina, Zhondra Meyer opens her gates to the townsfolk. Her farm occupies the area’s highest ground, but the locals are wary of accepting her invitation. Zhondra says her camp is nothing more than a retreat for battered women, but the town’s evangelicals believe that her residents are lesbians, occultists, or, worst of all, satanists—a fear seemingly confirmed when an infant is found ritualistically slaughtered. Former FBI agent Gregor Demarkian might have experience solving religious murders, but he’s never dealt with satanism. Invited by his friend David, one of America’s most prominent atheists, to investigate the murder, Gregor keeps an open mind. What he finds in Bellerton shows that even the most pious Christians are capable of hellish deeds.
Jane Haddam
Jane Haddam (1951–2019) was an American author of mysteries. Born Orania Papazoglou, she worked as a college professor and magazine editor before publishing her Edgar Award–nominated first novel, Sweet, Savage Death, in 1984. This mystery introduced Patience McKenna, a sleuthing scribe who would go on to appear in four more books, including Wicked, Loving Murder (1985) and Rich, Radiant Slaughter (1988). Not a Creature Was Stirring (1990) introduced Haddam’s best-known character, former FBI agent Gregor Demarkian. The series spans more than twenty novels, many of them holiday-themed, including Murder Superior (1993), Fountain of Death (1995), and Wanting Sheila Dead (2005). Haddam’s later novels include Blood in the Water (2012) and Hearts of Sand (2013).
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5An interesting volume in the Gregor Demarkian series. A friend of Gregor's, a professor at Columbia, is writing a book on atheism while staying in the small Southern coastal town of Bellerton, North Carolina. The baby of his typist has been murdered, and some women in a neighborhood women's community of mostly lesbian, mostly abused, women, are accused by the mother of the murder while performing a pagan ritual. Some in the neighborhood believe it, some are convinced the mother did it.Another well-told story in the series, with characters representing the full spectrum of the community... though many fit small-town, Southern stereotypes who resent the Northern journalists that see them as ignorant hicks.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5No. 15 in the Gregor Demarkian series.The setting is a small town in North Carolina, Bellerton, which has been battered by Hurricane Elsa. But even more upsetting to the town is the murder of a baby on the grounds of a controversial retreat for gay women, whose residents have been accused by local fundamentalist Christians of devil worship—which, of course, requires ritual sacrifice of babies. However, the local law enforcement officers can find no evidence for such an occurrence. A friend of Demarkian’s asks him to help with the investigation; the invitation is seconded eagerly by the town’s police chief, Clayton Hall.Meanwhile, Gregor has become increasingly worried about his friend Father Tibor, who, Gregor is convinced, has developed an unhealthy obsession with the Oklahoma Bomber/Timothy McVeigh case. Gregor is worried that his friend’s health is deteriorating as a result. But, it seems that Gergor’s friends are worried about him, and are convinced that he, Gregor, has been acting strange. Bellerton and murder seem like a good way to distract himself from various worries, real or otherwise, so Gregor packs up and takes off for North Carolina.Naturally, we can’t have a Demarkian mystery with just one murder, so enter others, all women connected with the retreat. Satanic worship and ritual murder seem ever more remote, and Gregor and Clayton Hall, have their hands full with the investigation and increasing body count.Haddam is a formula writer; Baptism in Blood is no exception. But Haddam is also a writer who takes a keen interest in religion. In this book, she examines the expression of Southern fundamentalism in a small town and makes a pretty good case that the northern stereotype just doesn’t hold. Religion—and its opposite, atheism—are an integral part of the story and give it a satisfying complexity.The denoument is standard Demarkian. The end of the book, however, is fun; in the interest of not providing spoilers, I’ll just leave it at that but say that it promises, in further books, a development that Haddam/Demarkian fans have long awaited.Better than some of the more recent installments. Highly recommended.
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Baptism in Blood - Jane Haddam
Baptism in Blood
A Gregor Demarkian Mystery
Jane Haddam
CONTENTS
PROLOGUE: Hurricane Elsa
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
PART ONE
One
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Two
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Three
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Four
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Five
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Six
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Seven
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
PART TWO
One
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Two
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Three
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Four
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Five
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Six
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
PART THREE
One
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Two
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Three
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Four
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Five
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Six
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
EPILOGUE
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Preview: Deadly Beloved
Dear Gregor:
I have been thinking all morning about the things you said last night, and running around trying to get you the things you said you’d need. I don’t understand it, exactly, but here they are: all the clippings from the local paper here and the bigger one up in Raleigh-Durham; a photocopy of the report the state police did right after the storm; the only picture of the body I know for sure is in existence. I looked at the picture for a long time, trying to make it be familiar. I didn’t manage it. Corpses are not what I expected them to be. They’re nothing at all like the people who once inhabited them. Looking at dead flesh makes me think that all those philosophers who believe that there are two entities, soul and body, might have had more to go on than just wishful thinking. Looking at dead flesh makes me want to drown my life in very expensive bourbon.
I’m including a few pages of notes on what I saw and did that day, too, just the way you asked me to, but I’m afraid they aren’t going to be much help. Everything I remember is very impressionistic, very mundane. The first time I knew that there was something wrong was when I saw the blood in the water, and I just thought it was the storm. Hurricane Elsa. I remember the wind getting so strong it bent the trees sideways along the edge of the beach, and took the roof off Rose MacNeill’s high-towered Victorian house. An old bum named Cary Deckeran drowned in a puddle of water in the crawl space under his front porch. He’d gone there to get out of the rain and had fallen asleep with drink just as the water started rising. Four people in town died that night just from the wind and water, and forty more were injured. There was blood everywhere.
I couldn’t tell you now why it was I knew that the blood I saw was different, but I did know. When she came out of the trees a few minutes later, all cut up and wild, I was almost expecting her. I wasn’t expecting what I found later—all the candles and incense, that strange ritual circle with its oils and perfumes, and the body lying there on top of the table, not only dead but cut into. Maybe that is what has always bothered me most. The body was cut into, Gregor, with little blood-traced lines all over it, as if it had been ripped apart and stitched together again like a crocheted quilt or badly made lace. I remember asking myself frantically when it had been done, when the body was dead or when it was alive. I asked the police about it, too, the first chance I got, but I didn’t get anything like a satisfactory answer. The attitude around here seems to be that I am the stranger in this place, and the atheist, and that it’s probably all my fault one way or another anyhow. I don’t mean that anybody suspects me of murder. They don’t. Here they think on a much more cosmic level than we’re used to thinking in New York.
Anyway, here it all is, and I hope it does you some good. Clayton Hall tells me he will be glad to have you here, and will write and tell you so himself. I have a feeling that the state police are less glad, but they aren’t saying so at the moment. You must be used to that.
It’s like I told you on the phone. Everything is a mess here, and nothing is getting done, and we’re making the papers in Los Angeles and New York for all the wrong reasons. Everybody’s edgy and nervous. No matter how many times we all tell ourselves that it has nothing to do with us, not really, it’s all those people up at the camp—everybody is half expecting another body to show up, or worse. And she—well, you’ve seen her. Talking to Connie Chung. Talking to Barbara Walters. Going on and on the way she does with that big dumb bigot always at her side, never smiling, perpetually grim. I know he has nothing to smile about. I know it was his tragedy, too. I hate the man anyway.
See what I’m turning into? Good old logical me, the one who always and everywhere brought reason to bear on even the smallest problem, and I’m talking like a spiritualist with the spooks. The next thing you know, I’m going to be seeing ghosts on Main Street and the devil in Town Hall. The big dumb bigot sees the devil everywhere, even in church.
What I need, Gregor, is for you to get down here, right now, as fast as you can, and bring me back to myself. At least get enough of this straightened out so that I can think about something else for a while. My house wasn’t hit too badly by the storm, in spite of being on the beach. You can have the back bedroom and a desk to work at in the library. Don’t pay too much attention to the way I sounded on the phone last night. This is a lovely place, with lovely people in it. They don’t mean to get worked up the way they have. This is just the kind of thing people get worked up about, even me.
Blood in the water, that’s the point. So much blood in the water, it couldn’t all have been hers. Blood shot through the white foam of the caps stirred up by the storm. Blood splashed across the smooth round rocks that fanned out from the front door of the lodge up at the camp. Blood on the black tablecloth that covered the makeshift altar where the body was found. There have been rumors down here ever since it happened that in order to worship the devil you have to shed blood, your own as well as somebody else’s. I don’t believe that anyone worships the devil. I don’t believe in the devil. Still, you know how people get. I don’t like the way the air feels around here these days. I worry about how frightened everybody is.
So. Pack your bags. Send our friend Bennis off to Paris or Palm Beach or someplace else she’s likely to be able to stay out of trouble. Tell Tibor that I still haven’t had a conversion experience and that I still don’t want one, although I’m still interested in a little poker anytime he wants to visit me for a game. Say all the normal things, Gregor, and then just get here.
I think I’m getting desperate.
David
Prologue: Hurricane Elsa
1
FOR DAVID SANDLER, BELLERTON, North Carolina, had always been a place of rest. Bellerton was where he came on the long spring vacations when his students were in Fort Lauderdale or the Bahamas. Bellerton was where he came in the summer, with his books packed into liquor boxes in the back of his ancient Volvo station wagon and his class notes stuffed into the glove compartment. What had made him decide to come down here on his sabbatical, when he would have to do real work, he didn’t know. He had the house on the beach now. It was the only house he had ever really owned. He liked walking through Bellerton’s small town center. He liked the flat-roofed brick buildings that held the little stores that lined Main Street. He liked the tall-columned Greek revival houses that sat back on broad lawns for the four or five short blocks with sidewalks on them that made up town
before the country started. He even liked Bellerton’s six mainstream churches—which was funny, really, because David Sandler was the man People magazine had called The Most Famous Atheist in America.
David didn’t know if he was famous or not, but in Bellerton these days he was noted. People left Bible tracts under his windshield wipers while he was picking up milk at the grocery store. People stuffed brochures into his mailbox: glossy four-color advertising flyers with headlines that said Have You Accepted Christ As Your Personal Savior? People even tried to talk to him, awkwardly, as if they hated to intrude. David had a bright silver decal on the back of his car: a fish with legs and the word Darwin
written inside it. People walked around that as if it could jump off the metal and go stomping around on their feet.
On the day of the hurricane, David stood on the deck of his house looking out at the sea and thinking that he didn’t like Bellerton’s other churches at all. The other churches were in storefronts and shacks and private houses out along the access roads off the interstate. They had names like The Good News Full Gospel Assembly and the Bellerton Church of Christ Jesus. They also seemed to have all the parishioners. Something had happened to the country in the thirty years since David had first started teaching. It was as if no one was interested anymore in what was really real. They preferred to shout at each other instead. They preferred to shout at him. What was worse, the more they shouted, the more they seemed to come into money.
The sea was choppy and dark. The sky was a mass of black clouds. The little portable radio David had set up on the empty deck chair was urging everybody to board up their windows and head for higher ground. It was October and it was colder than David had thought it ever could be, this far south. That was what came of spending his life in New York City, of making Columbia University his only serious home. When the article had appeared in People about his getting a grant to write a book in favor of atheism, at least two dozen people had written in to ask what else they could have expected, since Dr. Sandler was a professor at a secular humanist communist Jewish place like Columbia. Actually, David was the son of a Presbyterian minister—but that was a story he didn’t go into often, and then only if he had to.
The National Weather Service is reporting winds over a hundred twenty miles an hour off Hilton Head,
the radio said. If you live on the beach, get off now. This is the biggest storm we’ve seen in fifteen years. You’re not going to be able to ride this one out.
David went through the sliding glass doors into the house. The big square living room with its twenty-foot ceiling was empty. David heard typing coming from the study and the singsong giggle that told him that Ginny Marsh’s baby Tiffany was awake and in need of attention. Ginny Marsh was the young woman from town he had hired to type up his notes. David was surprised she was still there. With all the talk about the storm and the way the baby was fussing, he had assumed she would have gone an hour ago.
David went to the door to the study and looked in. Ginny was sitting at the word processor with her back to him, typing away. Tiffany was enthroned in a blue plastic baby seat, covered with a tiny eyelet quilt. The baby’s eyes were big and dark and very solemn. Ginny’s work station was littered with objects: a cross on a stand; a picture of Jesus with his arms stretched out to receive the multitudes; a pile of brightly colored pencils with pictures of angels smiling on the sides of them and the words "Jesus Loves YOU." The pencils were for sale in town at Rose Mac-Neill’s shop, along with lapel pins that said, My Boss Is a Jewish Carpenter
and coffee mugs that said Jesus Is Lord.
David coughed. Tiffany turned her head to look at him and smiled. Ginny looked back over her shoulder and then swiveled her chair around to face him.
Oh,
she said. Dr. Sandler. Is there something I can do for you?
David walked into the room and took Tiffany out of her chair. Tiffany was the first baby he had ever known, and he liked her enormously. When he picked her up, she curled against him, soft and warm and breathy.
All the weather news is bad,
David said. You shouldn’t be here this late. Even I shouldn’t be here. There’s going to be a hurricane.
Ginny waved this away and turned back to her typing. Her hair cascaded down her back in a curling ponytail. Her hands were full of rings, so full that her only real one—her wedding ring—seemed to get lost.
There isn’t going to be a hurricane for hours yet,
she said confidently. I know. I’ve been through them. I’ve got plenty of time to get this done before I have to head into town.
I’d still feel safer if you headed into town.
Ginny tapped impatiently at the computer. Besides,
she said, you know what I’d have to do if I left here now?
No.
Go up to that camp,
Ginny said. That’s what I’d have to do. I promised that Miss Meyer. Ms., she wants to be called. My husband says they’re worshipping the devil up at that camp. Did you know that?
No,
David said. I didn’t know it. I don’t think it’s true, Ginny. They’re not devils up there. They’re just a lot of middle-aged women whose lives haven’t worked out so well.
Ginny wrinkled her nose. They won’t let me put my pictures up out there,
she told him. My cross and the picture of my Lord. They won’t even let me use my own pencils because they have Jesus’ name written on them. Their hearts are hardened against the Lord.
Their hearts are hardened against a lot of things, I expect.
They’re lesbians, too,
Ginny said. They say so right out. They don’t care what anybody else thinks. Homosexuals are an abomination in the sight of the Lord.
Somehow, I have a hard time thinking of Zhondra Meyer as an abomination. A nag, maybe, but not an abomination.
Ginny looked back over her shoulder again and grinned. I know,
she said, giggling. They’re just like a bunch of old maids up there. It’s terrible. But Bobby’s the one who went to Bible college. He’s the one who knows. So he must be right about it, don’t you think?
Bobby was Ginny’s husband. David shifted Tiffany from one shoulder to the other. Tiffany was asleep.
Right about Zhondra Meyer?
he asked. Well, Ginny, I don’t know. By now you must realize that I don’t put much credence in—
Put what?
That I don’t believe in God,
David said.
You just say you don’t believe in God,
Ginny said quickly. It’s Ms. Meyer who really doesn’t believe in Him. You let me keep my pictures up. You even let me listen to the PTL Club when I stay late. They don’t even have a television up there at that camp.
They probably can’t afford one.
Ginny turned back to the terminal screen and frowned at it. Bobby says it’s a dangerous thing, denying God and worshipping Satan. He says it can get out of hand and start affecting everybody. And I know what he means. I went to college myself for a while. Out at North Carolina State. I went for two years.
You should have stayed.
I saw it in some of the people I met out there,
Ginny went on. It’s a terrible thing, to lose your faith in the Lord. People get—crazy.
People get crazy with the Lord just as well as without him, Ginny.
Ginny shook her head. Bobby says people don’t really think about Hell anymore. That’s the problem. If we really thought about Hell, if we really understood what it meant, we’d never do anything wrong. We wouldn’t want to risk for even a second going down to the fire. The fire that lasts for all of eternity.
Ginny—
But some people actually like Hell. Bobby says that’s what most people don’t understand. Some people get committed to Satan, and then when they do they like Hell, it makes them happy, and it makes them happiest to see souls in torment, you know, souls that haven’t been saved but haven’t been committed to Satan, either. Do you see what I mean?
I see that this baby needs changing.
You’ve got the kind of soul that ends up in torment,
Ginny went on. You only think you don’t believe in God. I read this stuff you give me to type. It’s just silly, Dr. Sandler. All this stuff about how old the rocks are. Nobody can know how old the rocks are. That’s just a lot of silliness they taught you at your college, and now you think the Bible isn’t true. But the Bible is true. It’s God’s word from beginning to end. And it’s trying to talk to you.
Ginny, the baby needs—
Ginny reached out and took the baby. It’s not the same as what goes on up there at the camp,
she told him seriously. They hate everything about God up there. They hate everything God does, especially saving people. They want everybody on earth to go to Hell with them and keep them company. They’re bad people, Dr. Sandler. I know. I spend hours and hours up there, typing for Ms. Meyer, even though Bobby wants me to quit. It’s a job and we need the money.
I know you do.
Ginny took the baby over to the couch and laid her down on the black leather cushion. Her face was turned away from him. He couldn’t see her eyes. She found her tote bag on the floor and began to take out diapers and wipes.
There’s something else,
she said. Something I haven’t even told Bobby about. It worries me.
What’s that, Ginny?
Ginny shuddered slightly. They’re doing things out there, Dr. Sandler. I wasn’t supposed to see them, but I saw them. They’re doing things in the woods with candles.
Candles?
Stark naked, too,
Ginny went on. Sitting in circles in the leaves. I thought they were, you know, doing something private, but then I heard them chanting. To the goddess. I don’t know which goddess. It sounded like hundreds of goddesses. There were so many names. They were calling up the spirits of the earth. I heard them say it. And they had knives.
Knives?
Big long ones. I didn’t see what they did with them. I got out of there as fast as I could. I didn’t want them to know I’d been there. But I’ve been thinking about it. Calling up the spirits of the earth. I figure that has to be the same as the Prince of This World. Don’t you?
David cleared his throat. He didn’t know where to start with this. I don’t think so,
he told Ginny carefully. I think the idea is, they believe that God is in everything and everything is God, even rocks and trees, so the whole earth is holy, even the leaves and the ground—
But the earth isn’t holy,
Ginny argued. The earth has been corrupted. That’s what happened at Adam’s fall.
Tiffany was twisting and turning on the couch. Her clean new Pampers looked shiny along the waist. Her eyes were bright and round and curious, taking the world in. David wanted to pick her up and take her somewhere where she wouldn’t be taught this kind of nonsense before she could even read.
Instead, he went to the window of the study and looked out. The sky looked even worse than it had when he was on the deck. The wind was doing hard, erratic things to the weather vane that sat on the roof of the next house down the beach. The world looked cold and dirty and wet.
It really is getting bad out there, Ginny,
he said. I’m going to go into town now. You ought to go, too. Once this storm hits, there’s going to be a mess.
I’ll be praying for your house, Dr. Sandler. I’ll be praying that the Lord preserves this house intact. You remember that when the storm is over and it’s still standing.
I will remember it.
Maybe that will be the miracle that brings you to the Lord.
Ginny had been kneeling on the floor beside the couch. Now she stood up and brought Tiffany with her. You were destined to be saved,
Ginny said fervently. I knew that the minute I saw you. You were destined to be saved, and no matter what you do, the Lord is going to get you in the end. So you might as well give up and come over right now.
I’ll think about it, Ginny.
You do that,
Ginny said.
Then she stomped away across the study, to get her pocketbook, to pack up her cross and her pencils and her picture. David watched her move, with that funny bouncy lightness so many of the young women down here had. Her ponytail shivered and jumped. Her eyes seemed to be looking at nothing at all. If she had been born in the North instead of the South, David thought, she would have believed in cheerleading and therapy instead of God and Christ Jesus.
Ginny put Tiffany into her Snugli carrier and slipped the carrier on her back.
You take care now,
she told him. I’ll see you in the morning.
It was morning, but David didn’t bring that up. It was barely eleven o’clock. He watched Ginny leave the study and all the while he was wondering what fool nonsense Zhondra Meyer and her band of merry ladies were getting up to up at the camp.
2
THE TEMPERATURE DROPPED SHARPLY at just about eleven o’clock, but Rose MacNeill didn’t notice it. Rose MacNeill was having a hot flash, the worst she’d had yet, and to make sure nobody caught her at it she had locked herself in the little storage room that had once been the kitchen pantry of her big Victorian house. It was the only Victorian house in all of Bellerton, North Carolina. All the other big houses in town were pre-Civil War Greek revival. There was a little square window in the pantry that Rose could look out of, down Main Street to the old Episcopal Church. She could see the trees being bent by the wind. She could see Maggie Kelleher nailing boards across the plate glass windows of her bookshop and Charlie Hare folding up the plywood display tables he usually kept feed and fertilizer on. Rose had known both of these people all their lives, and most of the rest of the people in town as well, and it suddenly struck her that she hated them all with a passion.
There was a plaque hanging on the wall next to the little square window that said: Jesus Loves You. Out on the street, Jim Bonham stopped to help Maggie Kelleher with her boards. Bobby Marsh went by without talking to anybody. Rose closed her eyes and pressed her forehead against the wall. Her head hurt. Her whole body was hot. She could feel rivers of sweat running down the sides of her spine. She had spent her entire life in Bellerton, North Carolina, and all she had ever really wanted to do was get out. Even back in high school, when she was president of the best school sorority and the steady date of the nicest boy in town, all she had been able to think about was other places, other people, going north to live in New York City or out over the ocean to stay in Paris. Instead, she had stayed here to be safe. She had learned to wear very high heels with very tight skirts and to pin her blond hair into a French twist. She wore enameled tin pins on her dresses that said things like Let Go and Let God.
She was supposed to be safe.
Once she stopped feeling hot, she was suddenly cold. She stepped away from the window and squinted through the glass. Maggie Kelleher was mostly done with her window. Bobby Marsh was gone. Jim Bonham was talking to Charlie Hare. Rose wondered where all the rest of them were. Had they all taken care of their places early, and ridden out to stay with relatives inland? And what about those women up at the camp? They didn’t have any relatives. That was why they were up at the camp. That was what the paper said. Rose thought for a moment of the women up there. Then she tried to think of what they did with each other, and her mind went blank. Lesbians. The word was a hard crystal rock in Rose’s head. There didn’t used to be lesbians in places like Bellerton, North Carolina. Rose had been nearly forty before she even knew what the word meant. There were lesbians here now, though, and an atheist, too, and with all the publicity they got, Bellerton was getting to be famous. For all the wrong things.
There was a sharp rap on the pantry door.
Rose?
Kathi Nelson asked. Are you in there? I need to talk to you.
Kathi Nelson was Rose’s assistant in the shop. She was seventeen years old and not very bright—and not very popular, either. Rose would have preferred to hire the kind of girls she had been herself at seventeen, but those girls didn’t come asking for jobs in a Christian gift shop. Those girls took cram courses for the Scholastic Aptitude Test and went away to Chapel Hill for college. Things had changed a lot since Rose’s day, when a girl who wanted to go away to college was assumed not to want to get married at all, ever, no matter what.
Rose?
Kathi asked again.
Rose pulled herself away from the little square window. She was surrounded by shipping boxes: one thousand blue enamel angel pins; thirty-four engraved brass desk plaques reading Christ Is the Only Answer You Need; forty-two copies of a book called Help, Lord! The Devil Wants Me Fat! Rose shook her head, hoping to clear her eyes. She didn’t want to rub them, because she had makeup on them and she didn’t want to smear it.
I’m here,
she called out to Kathi. I’ll be right out.
Are you feeling okay, Miss MacNeill? Is there anything I can get for you?
I’m fine.
Lisa Cameron came in here just a little while ago and bought that great big angel statue to take to her niece’s christening—can you imagine? In this weather. In my church, we don’t believe in people getting baptized until they’re all grown up and know what they’re doing. I mean, what does a little baby know about resisting the snares of the Devil?
Rose’s eyes went to the Methodist Church on the other end of Main Street. They baptized little babies there, and teddy bears, too, if someone wanted them to. Women wore good dresses and little hats. The organist knew how to play Bach. It was the most liberal church in town, and Stephen Harrow was the most liberal minister.
Rose smoothed her hair again, opened the pantry door, and went out into the hall. Kathi was standing in the dim light, wearing a denim overall jumper and a T-shirt. She was plump and overeager, like a badly trained dog. Rose could hear the roof creaking above her head and the whistle of the wind. If it was like this now, before the storm had really started, it was going to be a very bad day.
We should lock up and head over to the high school,
Rose told her. This is going to be awful
Oh, I know,
Kathi said breathlessly. I know. I’ve been packing things away in cupboards all morning.
Good.
It seems like everybody in town has been working and working,
Kathi said. Boarding up windows. Do you think we ought to board up some windows?
I wouldn’t know how to start.
These windows are small compared to the ones at the bookstore. And the feed store, too. That has—what do you call it—plate glass.
That’s what you call it.
I wish we could board up the stained glass windows, though. It would be a shame to lose those. They’re so pretty.
There was the sound of bells in the air—inside bells, tinkling like fairy queens, the bells that rang every time anybody opened the shop’s front door. Rose and Kathi looked up at once.
I wonder who that could be at a time like this,
Kathi said. It couldn’t be anybody wanting to buy something.
Put the books in there up on higher shelves,
Rose said. I’ll go see who it is myself.
Oh, you don’t have to do that, Miss MacNeill. I’ll just run on out—
I’ll go see for myself,
Rose repeated. Then she turned her back on Kathi and walked swiftly away, down the hall, toward the sound of someone walking around the front rooms, picking things up and putting them down again. The walking made her feel a little better—a little lighter, a little less old. The movement of air across her face made her feel dizzy.
When she got to the door to the front rooms, Rose stopped and looked through the spy hole. Then she closed her eyes and counted to ten. The woman wandering around the framed pictures of Christ on the cross and guardian angels standing watch over the beds of children was no one Rose knew, but she was certainly someone Rose recognized. She was one of those women from up at the camp. Unless they’d just arrived that morning, Rose knew every one of the camp’s residents by sight.
A heavyset woman with hair cropped short and. freckles on her nose. A sloppy woman dressed in a frayed blue cotton shirt and tight synthetic-fabric shorts in very bright red. Rose wrinkled her nose in distaste. It only went to show you. Men were necessary for women. Without men around, women let themselves go all to hell. You could see it in those women from the camp. You could see it in those lesbians.
A sudden vision of Zhondra Meyer came into Rose’s mind: the tall thinness, the high cheekbones, the big dark eyes. Rose pushed the vision away and opened the door to the front rooms. The woman in there was wandering around among the displays, looking dazed. She stopped in front of a pile of pastel kitchen tiles with the Mother’s Prayer printed on them and blinked.
Excuse me,
Rose said. The woman jumped. Is there anything I can do for you?
The woman looked down at the Mother’s Prayer again. Then she turned away. She really was a homely woman, Rose thought. Her skin was terrible. Her hair was like straw. Now she was blushing, sort of, mottling up and looking strained. Rose had a sudden urge to shake her by the shoulders and put her on a diet.
Oh,
the woman said. Yes. I was looking—for a baptism, you know—for a—
Most of the women who came into Rose’s shop were looking for something to buy for a baptism. Either that or they wanted Christian books and didn’t think they were going to get to Raleigh-Durham anytime soon to shop in a real Christian bookstore. There were stories all over town about the kind of baptisms that went on up at the camp, though. Rose didn’t know whether to believe the stories or not. She went behind the checkout counter and picked up a little stack of bookmarks with the face of Jesus printed on them, preserved under laminate that could be cleaned with a wet sponge.
You can’t want to buy something for a christening now,
Rose said. Don’t you realize there’s a storm coming?
Storm,
the woman said stupidly. Oh, yes. Yes. I was in the library, you see—
The library is open today?
It was. For a little while this morning. And I’d heard about the storm, of course, but I didn’t think, you know—
Hurricane Hugo knocked out a third of the South Carolina coast,
Rose said. We had a storm down here a couple of years ago that took down half the houses on the beach.
The woman’s skin mottled again. That was the kind of thing they were saying at the library. The woman there, the one with the lace collars and the green glasses, she told me—
Naomi Brent.
Excuse me?
Naomi Brent,
Rose repeated. That’s the name of the woman at the library who wears the lace collars and the green glasses. Naomi Brent. She tried out for Miss North Carolina the year she was eighteen, but she didn’t make it.
I wanted to buy a gift,
the woman said. For a baptism. I wanted to buy one of those pictures, you know, with the mother and child—
A Madonna.
—and I thought you’d have one. A big picture in a frame. That you can hang on a wall.
Are you a Catholic?
Rose asked.
The woman looked startled. Catholic? No. No, of course not. Why would you think that?
That’s who mostly wants Madonnas,
Rose said. Catholics. It’s a kind of Catholic specialty.
Oh.
Regular Christians want pictures of Jesus. Either that or they’re grandmothers, and then they like angels, especially for granddaughters. You shouldn’t buy a Madonna for a regular Christian.
The woman’s face seemed to close off. I want one of those pictures of a mother and child,
she said. One that can hang on a wall. With a frame.
Rose moved around from behind the counter. She didn’t have many Madonnas. There were more Catholics in North Carolina now than there had been when she was growing up, but there still weren’t a lot. She went over to a shelf along the west wall and took down what she had: four different pictures in four different frames, ranging in size from a three-by-five card to a cabinet door. The woman reached immediately for the one the size of the cabinet door. It was the most sentimental one Rose had, with a baby Jesus that looked like he had just eaten all the icing off a cake.
How much is this one?
the woman asked.
Fifty-four fifty.
Oh.
The woman stepped back. Well.
Rose put her hand on the next size down. This one is thirty-four fifty,
she said. The next smallest is twenty- nine ninety-five. The little one is fifteen dollars.
The woman looked at the little one. It was a murky picture, hard to see anything in. She picked up the next size larger, the one that would cost twenty-nine ninety-five, and turned it over in her hands.
I’ll take this one,
she said.
There’ll be sales tax on it,
Rose said. It’ll come to—
I know.
The woman was turning out the pockets of her shorts. The shorts seemed to be full of money, dollar bills, loose change. The woman went to the counter next to the cash register and laid the money out next to the bookmarks and enameled pins. Rose went to the counter, too.
Thirty sixty-eight,
she said.
The woman counted her money out again, and pushed it across the counter with the flat of her hand.
Five minutes later, Rose was standing at the shop’s front window, watching the heavyset woman walk back up Main Street. Kathi had come out from the back and was watching, too, her hands full of prayer books with thick gold crosses etched into their fake white leather covers.
What do you think she really wants it for?
Kathi asked. Those people don’t get their children baptized, do they?
"I don’t think she has