Marrow
By Robert Reed
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The Ship has traveled the universe for longer than any of the near-immortal crew can recall, its true purpose and origins unknown. It is larger than many planets, housing thousands of alien races and just as many secrets.
Now one of those secrets has been discovered: at the center of the Ship is . . . a planet. Marrow. But when a team of the Ship's best and brightest are sent down to investigate, will they return with the origins of the Ship--or will they bring doom to everyone on board?
Robert Reed, whose fantastic stories have been filling all the major SF magazines for the past several years, spins a captivating tale of adventure and wonder on an incredible scale in this novel based on his acclaimed novella.
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Robert Reed
Robert Reed has been nominated for the Hugo Award twice for novellas, and was the first Grand Prize Winner of the Writers of the Future. He's had dozens of short fictions published in the major SF magazines, and more than ten novels published. He lives in Lincoln, Nebraska.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I thoroughly enjoyed this book. If you are a science fiction fan, it'd be hard not to be drawn in to the setting, a planet-sized spaceship built by an unknown culture. Add to the ship's origin mystery some mysteries about the effect that near-immortality has the human psyche and this time-spanning, galaxy-spanning novel provokes some deep philosophical thoughts. Some reviews knock the characters in the book, but I felt the characters were delineated and served the plot well. While they are basically immortal, they still exhibit many of the characteristics that make us all human - jealousy, rage, love, fear. It appears there are more books and stories set in this universe. I'll be checking them out.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Marrow is a book full of surprises - I think of myself as a hoary and cynical sci-fi reader, whom nothing can surprise anymore, and so I'm delighted when a book proves me wrong. Marrow is the story of a giant mystery inside an equally giant ship, discovered empty by humans billions of years ago, left in the galaxy by persons and for reasons unknown. Just as you start to get a sense of what shipboard life might be like, you're plunged into something quite different. Reed writes an excellent page-turner, with characters that are rather unsympathetic - too cold or too soft - the kind of issue that normally would prevent me from liking a book very much. But here, the plot was so gripping, I ended up feeling the book was a great read. My only other criticism would be one for which I don't have a solution - in order to accomplish certain plot points, the events take place over vast expanses of time. Centuries can be spanned in a few sentences, which could feel artificial - but either he did that, or changed other things to happen in an impossibly quick time, which would also feel artificial. I think many readers of science fiction will enjoy this one, and anyone who loves a good mystery and a lot of ambition.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5One of my absolute favorites! I have reread this book.It's just hard, high science fiction. I'll think about it more and attempt to describe it better later. Near-perfect!
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5They don't come bigger and (initially) dumber than this; an abandoned starship the size of a Jovian planet is taken over by near-immortal humans who take it on a Grand Tour of the Galaxy, not so much as a voyage of discovery but more like an extended cruise, picking up and setting down alien races as passengers along the way. Some of them stay on if they find a niche in the workings of the Ship. And meanwhile, there are office politics amongst the crew on a grand scale, which results in a group of the crew being marooned on the Ship's core (the 'Marrow' of the title) for about five thousand years, during which time they go from mere survival to a functioning high-tech civilization.I had some misgivings about this novel as I got into it: Reed seemed to have an imperfect grasp of sf-nal terminology, which suggested that this immense vessel was propelled by rockets; an odd thought, but ultimately one which doesn't entirely matter as the novel isn't about the Ship but its inhabitants. Those inhabitants' extended lifespans meant that it took a while for me to pick out any characterisation; the middle part of the book, where the main characters are marooned at the core, seemed to drag on for quite a while; the writing was reminiscent of Robert Forward if he had ever developed anything beyond a cloth ear for language, and I wondered where the story was going, if anywhere; but the novel eventually moved on, tectonically (literally) and it began to pick up for me. The novel ends in revolution and a threat from the depths of both time and the core. Oh, and we eventually get some passages written from the viewpoint of the Ship itself, though these are in no sense revelatory. An ambitiious novel that ultimately seems to work.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Set in the far future, Marrow's events take place on a planet-sized starship discovered and then captained by super-evolved humans whom technology has made near immortal. This setting allows Reed some unusual plot devices; whereas most books have to unwind their stories within a few years, Marrow progresses over the course of millenia.The primary driver behind Marrow is its imagination. Its base assumption of immortality and hyper-advanced technology is used to maximum effect to further complicate an endlessly twisting plot.Marrow is the ultimate in space opera: strange, imaginative and fascinating. It is well written, engaging and with some strong characters (in particular the hatchet-faced, ruthless Miocene) and a denoument that is as grand as its setting. A page-turner.
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Marrow - Robert Reed
PART 1
THE SHIP
… a sleep, sweet as Death … time traversed, and an incalculable distance … and then a splash of light emerged from the dark and the cold, its warming touch slowly explaining itself to me, showing suns and little worlds and great swirls of colored gas and angry, roaring dust.
A barred spiral galaxy, this was.
Possessing such beauty, and a majesty, that I could not help but stare. And wrapped within that majesty, a frailty, ignorant and vast.
The galaxy’s path and mine were plain.
Without question, we would collide.
My gaze was sure to be returned by many more gazes. I knew that, just as I had known that this day was inevitable. Yet when I saw that tiny first machine racing toward me, I was surprised. So soon! And yes, the machine could see me. I watched its mirrored eyes focus on my scarred old face. I watched it fire tiny rockets, exhausting itself in order to pass nearer to me. Then it spat out a minuscule device whose only duty was to collide with my face, undoubtedly followed by a trail of data and new questions. At nearly half the speed of light, we met. Only I survived Then the mother machine swept past, turning its eyes, watching my trailing face, a part of me imagining its wondrous surprise.
My backside is adorned with rocket nozzles.
Bigger than worlds, and more ancient, my engines are as chilled and quiet as this ancient universe of ours.
Hello, I said.
Without a voice.
Brother machine, hello.
My friend continued on its way, and for a little while, I was alone again. Which was when I first sensed just how deep my loneliness had grown.
Ignoring caution, denying every duty, I began wishing for another visitor. What would be the harm? A little robotic companion, transitory and incompetent … how could a mere device present any hazard to me…?
But it wasn’t one probe sent to greet me. No, the machines came in flocks and fleets. Some serenely committed suicide, diving into my leading face. Others flew near enough to feel my tug, curling around my backside, enjoying a close quick look at my great engines. Their shape and basic design were the same as the first probe, implying a shared maker. Following their trajectories back through space and time, I discovered a telltale intersection. A single yellowish sun lay at the nexus. It and its neighboring suns had spawned the machines. I slowly accepted the unlikely answer that a single species had seen me before any other. But clearly, this galaxy was not a simple place. As time passed and the intervening distances shrank, other devices arrived from a multitude of places. I watched a parade of machines built of simple metals and sculpted gas and encased in hydrogen ice, and from hundreds of thousands of suns came every sort of electromagnetic noise, in soft squirts and squawks, elaborate songs and brazen shouts.
Hello,
the voices shouted. And who are you, friend?
Who I appear to be, I am.
And what, friend, do you mean to us?
Just what I appear to mean, I told them. With silence. In every way, what you see in me is most definitely what I am.
* * *
ANIMALS CAME FROM someplace between me and that yellowish sun.
Their first vessel was tiny, and simple, and extraordinarily frail. Enormous bravery must have taken them this far. The creatures had to leave the brightness of their own galaxy, and at mid-voyage, they stopped themselves, turned and started home again, their little engines pushing and pushing, matching my terrific velocity at the perfect moment. Then they slowed again, just slightly, letting me catch up to them, and maintaining a smart cautious distance, they coaxed themselves into a useful orbit.
As I watched, a thousand automated machines descended on me.
Hovered, then set down.
My scars and my trajectory implied my age.
No galaxies lay behind me. Not even a dark, half-born galaxy of consequence. That kind of emptiness has few obstacles. Comets are rare, suns rarer, and even simple dusts are scarce. Yet my leading face was cratered and cracked, implying to the curious animals that I had come a terrific distance, and I was as old as their home world.
At the very least.
This ship is cold,
their machines reported. Most definitely asleep, and quite possibly dead.
A derelict, in simple terms.
Between my leading face and the trailing face lay great ports, empty and closed, and securely locked. But smaller hatches and doorways could be opened with a determined push, and after begging for instructions, that was what several machines did. They eased open doors that had been closed almost forever, and behind them they found descending passageways and neat, unworn stairs perfectly suited for a humanoid’s graceful, long-legged gait.
The animals themselves made their last little leap.
When feet had last descended my stairs, I could not recall. But here came the humans, in twos and tens, entering my interior with a cautious sense of purpose. At first, they wore bulky suits and carried weapons and spoke in soft radio voices, using elaborate codes. But as they moved deeper, the old air thickened around them, and tests showed oxygen left to breathe, a multitude of life-support systems still at work, coaxing my guests to remove their helmets, sniffing once, then breathing deeper, and in that human fashion, smiling.
The first voice said, Hello,
and heard only its own nervous echo in reply.
Beneath my armored hull was a vast cold ocean of stone laced with grand passageways and abrupt dead ends and rooms too vast to be absorbed in a single look, or even a lifetime. The darkness was thorough, relentless. But every wall and ceiling had its lamps and holoprojectors, their machinery transparently simple and easily ignited; plus there were armies of local reactors waiting to be brought from their slumber modes to furnish power.
In little places, then larger ones, I was awakened.
And still, I had no voice.
Did I ever possess the power of speech?
Perhaps not, I realized. Perhaps what I remember as my voice is actually another’s. But whose? And how can any span of time rob such a basic, essential knowledge?
Most of the humans now boarded me.
With care and fondness, I counted them. Twelve to the fourth power, plus a few more. Which was a tiny, almost negligible number compared to my vastness.
But then more ships arrived—an armada coming from other suns, other human worlds. These newer vessels had more powerful, efficient engines. And I realized that even if these were animals, they could adapt quickly. Which had to be a good thing.
But why was it good?
With all of my new energies, I tried to shout at my innocent companions, begging them to please listen to me.
Yet I was mute.
Save a whispering wind, and the crackle of random energy in a granitic wall, and the dry clatter of gravel preceding the touch of a human foot, I could make no sound.
The human population increased another twelvefold.
And for a little while after that, nothing changed.
The explorers had all arrived With a crisp efficiency, they mapped every tunnel and crevice, giving each a precise designation. Every large room and cavernous chamber was honored with a special name. Great seas of water and ammonia, methane and silicone, were found in my interior, at many depths. Banks of machinery could manipulate their chemistry, making them suitable for a wide range of life-forms. Understandably, the humans adjusted one of the water seas as an experiment, its salts and acidity made to their liking, its temperature warm on the surface and cold beneath; and with a bid toward permanence, they built a little city overlooking the sea’s black-bouldered shore.
Whatever the humans discovered inside me, I discovered, too.
Until that moment, I had never fully comprehended my greatness, or my own glorious, well-worn beauty.
I wanted to thank my guests, and could not. Just as I couldn’t make them hear my plaintive warnings. But I was growing more comfortable with my muteness. Everything has its reason, and no matter how great and glorious I am, I am nothing compared to the wise ones who created me … and who am I, a mere machine, to question their boundless wisdom…?
* * *
BENEATH MY WATERY seas were still larger oceans of liquid hydrogen.
Fuel for my sleeping engines, no doubt.
Humans learned how to repair my pumps and giant reactors, and they managed to activate one of the great engines, an experimental burst of high-velocity plasmas proving hotter than expected, and more powerful.
By then, we were plunging into their galaxy.
It was named for a mother’s secretions, this Milky Way.
I began to taste its dusts, and its feeble heat warmed my old skin. A quarter of a trillion suns were below me, plus a hundred trillion worlds, living and otherwise. From nothingness, I was falling into the cosmopolitan heart of the universe. Tens of thousands of species had seen my arrival, and naturally a few sent their own tiny ships, orbiting me at the usual respectful distance, using many voices as they asked to be allowed onboard, or bluntly demanded to be given possession of me.
The humans refused everyone. Politely at first, then less so.
I heard their cold officious words about interstellar law and the status of derelict ships. Then came a careful, calculated silence.
One of the interlopers decided on action. Without warning, it attacked, turning the human starships into light and pulverized debris.
Unprepared for war, most species made a graceless retreat. Only the most violent few remained, unleashing their weapons against my armored hull. But if I can withstand a giant comet impacting at a fat fraction of lightspeed, their tritium bombs and X-ray lasers could do nothing. Nothing. The humans, safely inside me, went about their lives, ignoring the bombardment, repairing and recalibrating my old guts while their enemies exhausted themselves against my great body.
One after another, the starships gave up the fight and left for home.
Desperate to establish any claim, the last species attempted a hard landing. Their captain plunged toward my leading face, dipping in and out of craters while streaking toward the nearest port. It was a brave and bold and foolhardy act. A network of shield generators and lasers and antimatter cannons lay inside deep bunkers. In some lost age, they must have worked to protect me from comets and other hazards. As they had with my other systems, the humans had discovered the machinery and made repairs. And with a mixture of retribution and charity, they used the lasers to destroy the attackers’ engines, and their weapons, and they made prisoners out of the survivors.
Then with a roaring voice, they shouted at the Milky Way.
This ship is ours!
they shouted.
Ours!
Now, and always! The Ship belongs to us…!
* * *
SET ON TOP of a great black boulder were black wooden chairs, and sitting on those chairs, enjoying the false sunshine, were the Master Captain and her closest staff, each dressed in his or her fanciest mirrored uniform.
Now that we’ve won,
began the Master, what have we won?
No one spoke.
We’ve got title to the largest starship ever,
she continued, gesturing at a blue ceiling and the warm surf and the warmer basaltic rock. But governments and corporations paid for our mission here, and they aren’t unreasonable to expect some return on their fat investments.
Everyone nodded, and waited. They knew the Master well enough to hold tight to their opinions, at least until she looked at them and said their names.
This ship is moving awfully fast,
she pointed out.
Even if we could rotate one hundred and eighty degrees and fire its engines until the tanks are dry, we’d still be moving too fast to dock anywhere. You can’t make twenty Earth masses dance for you. Can you?
Silence.
She chose a narrow, coolly professional face. Miocene?
Her assistant said, Yes, madam.
Ideas? Any?
We can’t stop ourselves, madam. But we could use our engines to adjust our course.
Miocene was a tall, perpetually calm woman. She glanced at the compad on her lap, then let her walnut-colored eyes lift and meet the Master’s impatient gaze. There is a white dwarf ahead of us. A three-day burn starting now would take us past it at relatively close range, and instead of slicing through the galaxy, we would be turned. The ship would pass through human space, then continue on into the heart of the galaxy.
But to what end?
asked the Master.
To give us more time to study this technology. Madam.
A few of her fellow captains risked little nods of agreement.
But for some reason, the Master wasn’t convinced. With a sharp creaking of wood, she rose to her feet, towering over even the tallest of her subordinates. For a long while, she did nothing. She let them watch as she did nothing. Then she turned and stared across the open water, studying the wind-driven waves as they broke against the basalt, her colorless swift mind trying to distill what was best from everything that was possible.
Out in the surf, a whale appeared.
It was a tailored minke whale—a popular species on terraformed worlds—and riding the saddle on its dark broad back was a single child. A girl, judging by her build and the wind-thinned giggle. Quietly, the Master asked, Whose child is that?
With the war finished, the captains and crew had produced the occasional child, setting roots deeper into the ship.
Miocene rose and squinted at the bright water, then admitted, I’m not sure about the parents. But the girl lives nearby. I’m sure that I’ve seen her.
Get her. Bring her to me.
Captains are captains because they can accomplish any chore, and usually with a minimum of fuss. But the girl and her whale proved difficult to catch. She ignored the orders coming across her headset. When she saw the skimmer approaching, she gave a loud giggle, then made her friend dive, both using their hydrolizing gills to breathe, staying out of easy reach for another full hour.
Finally a parent was found, then convinced to coax his daughter to the surface, where she was captured and dressed in an oversized robe, her long black hair dried and tied before she was ushered to the top of the great boulder.
The Master rose, offering her captive her own enormous chair. Then she sat on a knob of basalt, her mirrored uniform brilliant in the afternoon light, her voice almost as friendly as it was firm.
Darling,
she asked, why do you ride that whale?
For fun,
the younster replied instantly.
But swimming is fun,
the Master countered. You can swim, can’t you?
Better than you, ma’am. Probably.
When the Master laughed, everyone else did as well. Except for Miocene, who watched this interrogation with a growing impatience.
You’d rather ride than swim,
the Master said. Am I right?
Sometimes.
When you’re clinging to your friend, do you feel safe?
I guess. Sure.
Safe.
The word was so important that it needed to be repeated. The Master said it a third time, then a fourth. Then again, she looked at the girl, smiled, and told her, Fine. Thank you. Go on off and play some more, darling.
Yes, madam.
By the way. What’s your name?
Washen.
You’re a beautiful young woman. Thank you, Washen.
For what?
For your help, of course,
the Master purred. You’ve been absolutely vital.
Everyone was puzzled. The captains watched the girl walk away in that careful, slow way that children use when they know they are being watched. But before Washen had gone, Miocene blurted, What does all this mean, madam?
You know perfectly well. Interstellar travel is less than safe.
A broad, bright grin spread across the Master’s golden face. Even our largest, most durable starship can be obliterated by a chunk of nothing no larger than my fist.
True, of course. Always.
But inside this great ship, the passenger is perfectly safe. Today and forever, she is protected by hundreds of kilometers of high-grade hyperfiber, and protected by lasers and shields, and served by a cadre of the finest captains anywhere.
The Master paused for an instant, enjoying the drama. Then speaking over the rumble of the surf, she announced, We are going to sell passages on this great ship. Passages for a journey around the galaxy—a journey like no other—and every wealthy customer will be welcome. Human, alien, or machine!
Suddenly, the wind gusted.
The Master’s empty chair was pushed over on its side.
A dozen captains fought for the privilege of righting the chair, while Miocene, knowing what was best, joined the Master instead, bowing and smiling as she said, What a fine and perfect and wonderful idea … madam…!
One
WASHEN WAS A captain of consequence.
Fashionably tall, with an ageless strong body, she possessed handsome features wrapped around wise chocolate eyes. Her long obsidian hair was worn in a sensible bun, streaked with just enough white to lend authority. She conveyed a sense of easy confidence and relaxed competence, and with a little look or a gentle word, she lent her confidence to whoever deserved it. In public, she wore her mirrored captain’s uniform with a regal bearing and gentle pride. Yet she had the rare gift of keeping others from feeling jealous of her station or intimidated by her presence. And even rarer was Washen’s talent for embracing the instincts and customs of truly alien species, which was why, at the Master Captain’s insistence, one of her duties was to greet their strangest passengers, explaining what the ship was and what it expected from its cherished guests.
Her day, like so many days, began at the bottom of Port Beta.
Washen adjusted the tilt of her cap, then gazed upward, watching as a kilometer-long taxi was lowered from the airlock. Stripped of its rockets, the bulky fuel tanks, and wide armored prow, the taxi resembled a great needle. Its hyperfiber hull glittered in the port’s brilliant lights as skilled mates and their AIs controlled its descent with hair-thin cable and squid-limbs, bringing it down with the smoothness of a descending cap-car.
Which was a mistake. Through an implanted nexus, Washen called for the mates’ boss. Let it drop,
she advised. Right now.
An ice-white human face grimaced.
But madam…?
Now,
she demanded. Let it fall on its own.
A captain’s word weighed more than any mate’s caution. Besides, the taxi’s hull could absorb much worse abuse, and both of them knew it.
With a low crackle, the squid-limbs pulled free.
For an instant, the needle seemed unaffected. Then the ship’s gravity—much more than earth-standard—took hold and yanked it down into the cone-shaped berth reserved for it. The impact was jarring, but muted by the hyperfiber floor and a heavy dose of anti-noise. Washen felt the collision in her toes and knees, and she let herself smile for a moment, imagining the passengers’ delicious surprise.
I need to fill out an accident report,
growled the white face.
Naturally,
she replied. And I’ll accept all the blame you can give me. Agreed?
Thank you … Captain…
No. Thank you.
Washen strolled toward the berth and taxi, her smile fading, replaced with a theatrical grimness appropriate to this job.
The passengers were disembarking.
Flounders, they had been dubbed.
At a glance, Flounders resembled thick woolly rugs carried on dozens of strong and very short legs. They came from a superterran world, accustomed to five times the port’s gravity, and like many species from such worlds, they demanded a thicker, richer atmosphere than what they found here. Implanted compressors aided their quick, shallow breathing. Pairs of large, eerily human eyes were rooted at one end of each long body, staring up at Washen from what, for lack of a better term, was their heads.
Welcome,
Washen announced.
Her translator made a low rumbling sound.
I despise each of you,
she bellowed. Then, following the advice of exopsychologists, she bent over, making eye contact as she reminded these newcomers, You have no status here. None. A word from me, and you are crushed in the most horrible ways.
Human politeness had no place in that alien society.
Flounders—whose real name was a series of poetic ticks—equated kindness with intimacy. And intimacy was afforded only family members, by blood or by ceremony. The exopsychologists were adamant. If Washen couldn’t intimidate the Flounders, they would feel uneasy, much in the same way that a human would feel uneasy if a stranger approached, referred to her by a lover’s nickname, then delivered a sloppy wet kiss.
This is my ship,
she told her audience.
Several hundred aliens were in shouting range, tiny ears tilted high, absorbing her voice as well as the thunderous rumble of her translator.
You have paid for my patience as well as a berth,
said Washen. Paid with new technologies, which we have already received, mastered, and improved upon.
Long whiskers stroked each other, the aliens conversing by feel.
Again, she stared into a pair of eyes. Cobalt-blue, utterly alive. My rules are simple, little monster.
Whiskers suddenly grew still.
Her audience held its collective breath.
"My ship is the ship, she explained.
It needs no other name. It is remarkable and enormous, but it is not infinite. Nor empty. Thousands of species share its labyrinths with you. And if you do not treat your fellow passengers with complete respect, you will be discarded. Evicted. Flung overboard, and forgotten."
The breathing resumed, quicker than ever.
Was she playing this game too well?
But instead of holding back, Washen kept pressing. "An empty chamber has been prepared for you. As you begged us to do. Sealed, and pressurized. With plenty of space, and your ugly foods in abundance. In this new home, you may do as you wish. Unless you wish to procreate, which requires permission from me. And fresh payments. Since children are passengers, their status is negotiable. And if I have reason, I will personally throw them overboard. Is that understood?"
Her translator asked the question, then with a soft, sexless voice, offered a sampling of the aliens’ replies.
Yes, Lord Captain.
Of course, Lord.
You scare me, Lord!
When does this show end, Mother? I am hungry!
Washen strangled a laugh. Then after her own quick breaths, she admitted, "It has been forever since I last threw anyone off the ship."
Other captains did the banishing. In humane ways, naturally. Taxis or other starships would take the troublesome species home again, or more likely, to obscure worlds where they had a better than fair chance of survival.
But make no mistake!
she roared. I love this ship. I was born here, and I will die here, and in the long time between I will do whatever I can to protect its ancient halls and noble stone, from anything or anyone that shows it less than perfect respect. Do you understand me, you little fools?
Yes, Your Lord.
Your Goddess!
But is she finished yet? My tongues are numb from hunger!
I am nearly finished,
she told the aliens. Then even louder, she said, But I will be watching. From this moment, I am hovering over you like Phantom Night.
That brought a respectful silence.
Phantom Night was a Flounder god, the name translated into a rugged little squawk that brought a chill even to Washen’s spine.
With a practiced haughtiness, she turned and strode away.
The quintessential captain.
One of the lords of the galaxy.
And now, for this blunt moment, she was a mythical monster who would steal the souls of those who dared sleep.
* * *
LONG AGO, WASHEN reached that age where the past is too large to embrace, where even the sharpest, most efficient memory has to slough off little details and entire centuries, and where even the most cherished childhood has been stripped down, nothing left but a series of fragmentary recollections and a few diamond-hard moments that no amount of time, not even ten million years, can dilute to any degree.
Washen’s first aliens were dubbed the Phoenixes.
That was when the ship was still outside the Milky Way. Washen was more a child than not, and her parents—engineers who had come on board the first starship—were part of the large unhappy team who fashioned a habitat for the Phoenixes.
Those aliens were unwelcome. They had tried to conquer the ship, after all. It was an ineffectual invasion, but people found it difficult to forgive them anyway. Washen’s father, usually charitable to a fault, openly stated that his work was a waste, and worse, it was a crime. Give the shits a tiny catacomb, enough water and some minimal food, then forget they’re there. That’s my little opinion.
Washen couldn’t recall her mother’s precise opinion; even Washen’s own early biases were lost to time. And she couldn’t recall why she first visited the prison. Was she looking for her parents? Or was it later, after their work was finished, and youngsters like herself were pulled there by simple curiosity?
Whatever the reason, what she remembered today was the funeral.
Washen had never seen Death. In her short happy life, not one human had died on board the ship. Age and disease had been tamed, and the modern body could absorb even horrific injuries. If a person was cautious, and sober, she didn’t need to die. Ever.
But Phoenixes embraced a different set of beliefs. They evolved on a small hot world. Gills augmented a trio of large, black-blooded lungs; their metabolisms were quick and fierce. Where most winged aliens were gliders or soarers, passive and efficient, the Phoenixes were the ecological equivalent of human-sized peregrines. Skilled hunters and determined warriors, they possessed a broad heritage older than any human culture. Yet despite a wealth of advanced technologies, they didn’t approve of the immortalities that most species simply took for granted.
Inside a human mouth, their name was an unsingable string of notes.
Phoenix
was pulled from some ancient Earth myth. Or was it a Martian myth? Either way, the name was only partly appropriate. They weren’t birds, after all, and they didn’t live for five hundred years. Thirty standards was too long for most of them, physical infirmities and senility leaving their elderly incapable of flight, or song, or the smallest dignity.
Upon death, the body and a ceremonial nest were burned. But instead of a sweet resurrection, the cold white ashes were carried high by family and friends, then released, winds and wingbeats spreading the soft remains to the ends of their enormous and lovely prison cell.
Their home wasn’t built out of simple charity. The Master, taking her usual long aim, decided that if the ship was to attract alien passengers, her crew needed to know how to tweak and twist the ship’s environmental controls, turning raw cavities into abodes where any sort of biology would feel at home. That’s why she ordered her top engineers to make the attempt. And aeons later, when she came to understand the Master, Washen easily imagined the woman’s impatience with someone like her father—a talented employee who dared grumble about his job, unable to appreciate the long-term benefits of this apparently misplaced beneficence.
The Phoenix habitat was once someone’s magnetic bottle.
It could have been an antimatter containment tank, though at its best this remark was an authoritative, utterly wild guess.
Five kilometers in diameter and better than twenty kilometers deep, the prison was a column of dense warm air punctuated by thick clouds and masses of floating vegetation. Biological stocks from the Phoenix starship had been cultured, then adapted. Since the original tank lacked lights, ship-style sky lamps were built from scratch, their light tuned to the proper frequencies. Since there wasn’t room for jet streams or typhoons, the air was assaulted with an array of hidden vents and other engineering tricks. And to hide the tall cylindrical walls, an illusion of endless clouds covered every surface—an illusion good enough to seem real to humans, but not to the Phoenixes who flew too close.
The prison was meant to hold the defeated and the evil, but both sorts of prisoners quickly grew old and passed away.
It was one of the old warriors whose funeral Washen saw. It seemed unlikely today, but she could remember standing on a platform built against that great round wall, herself and a thousand other humans with their hands locked on the railing, watching winged shapes rising toward them, then higher, flying with a wondrous precision and singing loudly enough to be heard over the constant whistle of wind.
When the ashes were dropped, the bereaved were too distant to be seen.
Intentionally, no doubt.
The young Washen contemplated the funeral. That next day, or perhaps next year, she proposed, We can let the rest of them go free, since the bad ones have died.
Her father felt otherwise.
If you haven’t noticed, Phoenixes aren’t human.
He warned his softhearted daughter, The creatures have a saying. ‘You inherit your direction before your wings.’ Which means, dearest, that the children and grandchildren are just as determined to slaughter us as their ancestors ever were.
If not more determined,
said Mother, with an unexpectedly dark tone.
These creatures hold a grudge,
Father continued. Believe me, they can make their hatreds fester and grow.
Unlike humans,
said their sharp-witted daughter.
Her irony went unmentioned, and perhaps unrecognized.
If there was more to that argument, it went unremembered. The modern brain is dense and extraordinarily durable—a composite of bioceramics and superconducting proteins and ancient fats and quantum microtubules. But like any reasonable brain, it has to simplify whatever it learns. It straightens. It streamlines. Instinct and habit are its allies, and even the wisest soul employs the art of extrapolation.
When she concentrated, Washen could recall dozens of fights with her parents. Childhood issues of freedom and responsibility never seemed to change, and she remembered enough of their politics and personalities to picture little spats and giant, ugly explosions—the sorts of emotional maelstroms that would make good engineers sit in the dark, quietly asking themselves how they had become such awful, ineffectual parents.
To Washen and her closest friends, the Phoenixes became a cause, a rallying point, and an extraordinarily useful thorn.
A ragged little political movement was born. Its bravest followers, including Washen, publically protested the prison. Their efforts culminated in a march to the Master’s station. Hundreds chanted about freedom and decency. They held holosigns showing wingless Phoenixes bound up in black iron chains. It was a brave, remarkable event, and it ended in a small victory: little delegations were free to visit the prison, observe conditions firsthand, and speak to the pitiable aliens under the careful gaze of the captains.
That’s where Washen met her first alien.
Phoenix males were always beautiful, but he was exceptionally so. What passed for feathers were a brilliant gold fringed with the darkest black, and an elegant, efficient face seemed to be all eyes and beak. The eyes were a lush coppery green, bright as polished gemstones. The beak was a vivid jade color, hard and obviously sharp. It was open when he sang, and it remained open afterward, always gulping down the liters of air that he required just to perch in one place and live.
The apparatus on his chest translated his elaborate song.
Hello,
he said to Washen. Then he called her human egg-bearer.
Several young humans were in the delegation, but Washen was their leader. Following Phoenix protocol, she fielded every question and spoke for the others, following a shopping list of subjects agreed upon weeks ago.
We want to help you,
Washen promised.
Her translator sang those words in a half-moment, if that.
We want you free to move and live wherever you wish on board the ship,
she told them. And until that can happen, we want to make your life here as comfortable as possible.
The Phoenix sang his reply.
Fuck comfort,
said his box.
A deep unease passed through the human delegation.
What is your name, human egg-bearer?
Washen.
There was no translation, which meant that it was an impossible sound. So the young Phoenix gulped a breath and sang a note that came out as Snowfeather.
She liked the name, and said so. Then she thought to inquire, What’s your name?
Supreme-example-of-manhood,
he replied.
Washen laughed, but only for a moment. Then quietly, carefully, she said, Manly. May I call you Manly?
Yes, Snowfeather. You may.
Then the feathers around the jade beak lifted—a Phoenix smile, she recalled—and he reached out with one of his long arms, reaching past Washen’s shoulder, a strong little hand gently, ever so gently, caressing the leading edge of her own great wing.
* * *
EVERYONE IN THE delegation wore strap-ons.
Their wings were powered by thumb-sized reactors and guided both by the wearer’s muscles, and more importantly, by elaborate sensors and embedded reflexes. For the next ten days, humantime, they were to live among the Phoenixes as observers and as delegates. Since no portion of the facility lay out of surveillance range, there wasn’t any overt danger. Regardless how thick the intervening clouds or how loud the thunder, the children couldn’t do anything that wasn’t observed, and recorded, every one of their well-intended words spoken to a larger, infinitely suspicious audience.
Perhaps that’s why Snowfeather took Manly as her lover.
It was a provocative and defiant and absolutely public act, and she could only hope that news of it slinked its way to her parents.
Or set aside the cynicism. Maybe it was something like love, or at least lust. Maybe it was stirred by the alien himself, and the gorgeous dreamy-strange scenery, and the sheer sensual joy that came with those powerful wings and the feel of wind slipping across your naked flesh.
Or deny love, leaving curiosity as the root cause.
Or put aside curiosity, and call it a deeply political act brought on by courage, or idealism, or the simplest, most wicked forms of naivety.
Whatever the reason, she seduced Manly.
On the summit of an airborne jungle, with her long back pressed against the warm and slick skin of a vegetable bladder, Snowfeather invited the alien’s affections. Demanded them, even. He was quick to finish and quick to begin again, and he was tireless, his powerful, furnacelike body held over her with an impossible grace. Yet their geometries didn’t mesh. In the end, she was the one who begged, Enough. Stop. Let me rest, all right…?
Her body was damaged, and not just a little bit damaged.
Curious but plainly untroubled, her lover watched the blood flow from between her exhausted legs, crimson at first but turning black in the hyperoxygenated air. Then her blood clotted, and the ripped flesh began to heal. Without scars and with minimal pain, what would have been a mortal wound in an earlier age had simply vanished. Had never been.
Manly grinned in the Phoenix way, saying nothing.
Snowfeather wanted words. How old are you?
she blurted. And when there wasn’t an answer, she asked it again. Louder this time. How old?
He answered, using the Phoenix calendar.
Manly was a little more than twenty standards old. Which was middle-aged. Late middle-aged, in fact.
She grimaced, then told her lover, I can help you.
He sang a reply, and his translator asked, In what fashion, help?
Medically. I can have your DNA replaced with better genetics. Your lipid membranes supplanted with more durable kinds. And so on.
She surprised herself more than him, telling him, The techniques are complicated, but proven. I have friends whose doctor-parents would adore the chance to reconfigure your flesh.
The squawk meant, No.
She recognized that defiant sound before the translator said, No,
with a cold, abrasive tone.
Then he roared, Never,
as those lovely golden feathers stood on end, making his face and great body appear even larger. I do not believe in your magic.
It’s not magic,
she countered, and most species use it.
Most species are weak,
was his instant reply.
She knew she should let the topic drop. But with a mixture of compassion and pity, plus a heavy dose of hopeful defiance, she warned her lover, Changes aren’t coming soon. Unless you can extend your life, you’ll never be anywhere but here, inside your little prison.
Silence.
You’ll never fly on another world, much less your home world.
There was a musical whine, feathers swirling in a Phoenix shrug.
One home is enough for a true soul,
the translator reported. Even if that home is a tiny cage.
Another whine.
Manly told her, Only the weak and the soulless need to live for aeons.
Snowfeather didn’t bristle, or complain. Her voice was steady and grave, remarking, By that logic, I’m weak.
And soulless,
he agreed. And doomed.
You could try to save me, couldn’t you?
The alien face was puzzled, if anything. The beak came close, the girl smelling the windlike breath, and for the first time, for a terrible instant, Washen was disgusted by that rich, meat-fed stink.
Am I not worth saving?
she pressed.
The green eyes closed, supplying the answer.
She shook her head, human-fashion. Then she sat up and swirled her wings, her thick, aching voice asking, Don’t you love me?
A majestic song roared out of him.
The box fixed on his muscled chest efficiently reduced all that majesty and passion to simple words.
The Great Nothingness conspired to make me,
he informed her. "He intended me to live for a day. As He intends for each of us. I am a selfish, loud, arrogant, manly man, yes. But if I stay alive for two days, I am stealing another’s life. Someone meant to be born but left without room. If I live for three days, I steal two lives. And if I lived as long as you wish … for a million days … how many nations would remain