Her Frozen Wild
By Kim Antieau
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Scientists in the Altai in Siberia uncover the 2,500 year old frozen mummy of a tattooed priestess. This mummy has the same genetic material as American archaeologist Ursula Smith whose mother disappeared in Siberia 30 years earlier. Ursula travels from the U.S. to Siberia to unravel the mystery of the “lady” and meets Sergei Ivanovich Polyakov, a Russian doctor who graciously invites her into his home. After they become lovers, she discovers Sergei has the same tattoos on his body as the tattooed lady. He tells a disbelieving Ursula that they have met before and she is destined to save the ancient People, considered as devils by some and shape-changing gods by others. A shaman takes Ursula to one of the sacred timeless caves where Ursula’s mother vanished. When Ursula allows the shaman to tattoo her, she is thrown back in time where she must unlock the mystery of the People and their link to her past in order to save them and Sergei—even if it costs her her life.
From Her Frozen Wild:
A rumble came from the cave. Or the ground shook. Something cried out: a baby’s wail? The men raised their spears all at once, as if they were one being with many arms. Asya’s brother and the other man rushed out of the cave. A dark blond darkness followed. The darkness roared, a sound that shook the snow mirrors and cleared Asya’s vision. The men fell upon the bear, plunging their spears into his flesh easily, as if he were a Christmas duck and their spears were forks and they were all fighting for the best piece.
Asya screamed. “Why are you killing this man?” She dropped to the ground and cradled the bear’s head in her lap. She leaned closer and tasted his breath; as he died, he whispered secrets to her.
Her father pulled her up; the bearman’s head thudded against the frozen ground.
Blood soaked Asya’s clothes.
“She’s the bear’s wife,” one man said.
Kim Antieau
Kim Antieau is the author of Mercy, Unbound. She lives with her husband in the Pacific Northwest.
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Her Frozen Wild - Kim Antieau
Part One
BEWILDER
1
The Altai, Siberia ca. 500 B.C.E.
The needle slipped out of her arm, and Ulla kissed the spot where it had been, tasting her own sweet blood, her salty sweat, and the clay, horn, and mountain mixture that now bubbled beneath her skin as part of a swan the embroiderer was creating. A deer grazed on her thigh; a spider made her fingers part of her web; a snake crawled up her leg; a bear’s claw pricked her heart.
Outside the timeless cave, the others danced and sang. Ulla sat at the edge of the cave while the women needled her. She tried not to sway to the beat of the horse-hide drums. The broad sky was amber and rose with dusk. She felt the roaring inside herself, bubbling, gurgling, tearing at her. The dancers undulated and shook, each moving in such a way that Ulla did not know what she saw, no matter how often she blinked. Was that an eagle or a girl? A fox or a man? A leopard or a woman?
The fire burned her face, and the embroiderers hummed. She was becoming. Was . . .
She smelled him in this cave that reeked of humus and bear before she heard him, felt his hand on the small of her back. His fingers always found her soul. You don’t have to do this. You are already one of the People.
He kissed the sweat from the back of her neck. Then he was away again, becoming one of the dancers, twirling the night into existence.
She felt the needle go into her skin, deeper and deeper, and she wanted to roar.
The coriander-colored dirt, heated by the fire—or was it by her own body—tickled the soles of her feet.
She gasped as the needle came out again.
We are finished,
the embroiderer whispered.
The drums sounded like horse hooves.
War was coming. Or war was leaving.
One more,
she whispered, pressing her hand against her buttocks. Right here. A wild rose. A tiny red wild rose.
But it isn’t like the others,
the embroiderer said.
The dancers whirled faster. Everything pulsed.
I want it anyway,
she said. It’s a message for someone back home.
The embroiderer picked up the needle and pushed Ulla’s message through time.
2
The Altai, Siberia ca. 1930
Asya hurried to catch up with the men, but the October snow was deep, each flake a tiny mirror reflecting the sun into her eyes. The landscape quivered. She wondered when they would find the bear. They had already passed one timeless cave, but they had not stopped, and somehow the men had gotten ahead of her. She followed the map their footprints made in the snow. In the distance the white hills wavered, as if they were part of a giant heat mirage.
Suddenly Asya heard the cries of the men, Come out, Old One! The sun is warm enough for you to come out now!
She ran until she saw the men and boys from her village, dark figures on a plain of white standing in front of a snow-covered cave, its opening matching the darkness of the men. Asya walked closer to them. She no longer cared if they saw her. The men continued to chant and pound their spears on the icy ground in front of the cave.
The bear did not come out.
Two men—one of them Asya’s brother—stepped away from the group and ducked into the cave. The others stood quietly, their foggy breath steaming the cold. Asya heard drums and looked around for the kam, but he was not there—it was only her own heart she heard.
Then a rumble came from the cave. Or the ground shook. Something cried out: a baby’s wail? The men raised their spears all at once, as if they were one being with many arms. Asya’s brother and the other man rushed out of the cave. A dark blond darkness followed. The darkness roared, a sound that shook the snow mirrors and cleared Asya’s vision. The men stepped back from the bear.
Old man!
someone called. We are sorry. We are not the ones who do this to you!
The bear tipped forward. Blood matted his chest. His mouth opened, and they fell upon him, plunging their spears into his flesh easily, as if he were a Christmas duck and their spears were forks and they were all fighting for the best piece.
Asya felt dizzy. The landscape was moving. She stared at the steam rising from the bear’s gaping wounds and wondered why her father and brother were killing this man. Why were the villagers carving up an old man for their next meal?
The air stank of sweet sticky blood.
Asya screamed.
The men stopped—shaken from their blood lust—and saw Asya for the first time.
She ran toward them, slipping on the bloody melting ice.
How can you!
she cried. Daddy! Why are you killing this man?
She dropped to the ground and cradled the bear’s head in her lap. She leaned closer and tasted his breath; as he died, he whispered secrets to her.
Her father pulled her up; the bearman’s head thudded against the frozen ground.
Blood soaked Asya’s clothes.
She’s the bear’s wife,
one man said.
You told me we didn’t kill the People,
Asya said.
We didn’t know,
her father said.
It’s only a bear,
another man said. Take her home. She will soon forget.
Her brother reached for her, but Asya turned and ran. Her feet deftly took her over the icy snow; she heard someone behind her trying to catch up, but he kept falling through the snow. She ran until she reached the edge of the birch tree forest, her tears mixing with the bear’s blood. Her chest hurt too much from the cold air to go on. She hung on to a birch and tucked her chin into her coat until she breathed air warmed by her own body. A magpie stood on a branch above her, watching. Asya, the magpie, and the forest breathed together until she grew calm.
Then a breeze whispered to her, bringing the smell of bear. She looked up. Amongst the trees, a thick tall yellow-brown figure walked. The slender white trees almost looked like the bars of a cage, only this being was not contained. Asya blinked. It was a woman striding through the forest, wrapped in fur, walking on the ice-snow without slipping.
A woman who was not caged or contained.
Asya glanced in the direction from where she had come and then over her shoulder at the hill which hid her village from view. Then she looked through the trees again. The woman watched her.
Asya released the birch from her embrace and followed the woman deeper still into the wild.
3
Washington State, 1975
The bear had Ursula in her sights. Ursula sucked in her breath and looked down at her hands. She had sprouted claws.
She gasped and opened her eyes to a darkness too deep to be real. She felt the dampness of a cave in her bones. Something leaned over her—something darker than her dream on this New Moon night. She reached her child’s hand up and up until she grasped fur. So it hadn’t been a dream.
What is it?
Grandmother Asya growled; Ursula’s fingers now caressed flannel.
Asya sat on the edge of the bed. The smell of cave was gone, yet the scent of musk lingered.
I’m an old woman,
Asya said. I need my sleep.
I dreamed a bear was down at the bottom of the yard.
Ursula pointed in the darkness. In the woods. She watched me.
You cried out because of that?
Asya asked gently. "You are a country girl, duscha. You’ve seen bear."
She spoke to me, Grandmother,
Ursula said. She told me that I was hers and she’d come to get me.
Go back to sleep,
Asya said. That old she-bear has no power here. It isn’t time yet.
Time for what?
It isn’t time to be awake,
Asya said. Now go to sleep.
She brushed her lips against her granddaughter’s forehead.
Can you leave a light on?
She frightened you that much?
Ursula slipped deeper under her covers. I want her to know where I am,
she answered.
Asya did not turn on the light, but she left the door open. She walked quietly into the kitchen, then out the back door, stepping into a night that smelled of snow. She sighed deeply and wished she could breathe, once again, that achingly cold air of the Altai. Wished she was a girl watching the delicate patterns in the ice that formed on the small window in the room she shared with her brothers and sisters.
She shook herself. This was not a time for wishes. She glanced up at the dark clear sky, looking for Ursa Major and Minor—Big Bear and Little Bear. When she found them, she looked down again.
You can’t have her,
Asya shouted into the dark. It isn’t time!
Nor would it ever be, if she could help it.
She went back into the house and closed the door. She hesitated, then locked the door. It was a useless gesture. A dead bolt could not subvert destiny, but it was the best she could do tonight.
Asya tiptoed into her granddaughter’s bedroom and stayed until the sun came up.
4
The Altai, Siberia, 1999
The tomb smelled of rotting meat and pine, but Miriam no longer noticed. Neither did she pay any attention to Pasha bailing water from the chamber floor or acknowledge Ivan when he handed her a small bucket filled with water that someone above had taken from a nearby lake and heated with a blow torch. She was focused on the woman she knew lay within the opaque block of ice that now filled the larch tree coffin.
Miriam carefully guided the hot water over the ice. The darkness within the frozen water was taking shape as the ice melted. The entire crew watched Miriam quietly, all but three of them on the plateau above looking into the tomb. The silence was almost reverent. She knew they felt as she did: They had discovered something extraordinary. It was as though a door had creaked open and they were allowed to glimpse—what? Heaven? This place that looked out at the Altai Mountains was called the Pastures of Heaven, after all.
Miriam continued to pour water, to melt ice, and she felt like a healer bringing a body to life. Or an artist restoring a masterpiece. Then suddenly—even though hours, days, years had passed—suddenly, ice melted and revealed a jawbone without skin. Miriam did not stop. They were so close! Ivan swore in Russian and furiously waved away mosquitoes. Water trickled from the bucket, down the jawbone, and exposed a section of fur. Miriam handed the bucket to Pasha. Then she reached out, touched the sodden fur, and gently moved it aside.
Everyone gasped. They had found their treasure. Their grail. Their mother lode. Beneath the fur blanket was the woman’s shoulder and arm; her skin was olive-colored; and on her arm was a bright blue tattoo of a swan.
This one,
Ivan said, tapping the ice. She will have much to say to us.
Pasha leaned over to look more closely at the swan. I think there are more tattoos. Right there, see, there’s a piece of one. I wonder what they mean?
We’ll have time to think about meaning later,
Miriam said. First, I have to get her out of this ice coffin.
Someone screamed.
Who was that?
Miriam asked, looking up.
Nothing,
Leonard called down. It’s only a vulture.
Miriam could just make out a bird circling high above them.
Vultures don’t scream,
Miriam said.
Scream?
Pasha said. I heard a growl.
The women looked at one another.
I heard the lady,
Ivan said. She said let’s get going before I freeze to death!
Miriam laughed. All right. I get the message. You’ll be free in no time.
5
Ursula stared at the twisted figures strewn across the top of the long workroom table. As she ran the tips of her fingers over the flat reproduction of the body tattooing, she marveled at the detail. She could almost smell the fish diving down the right leg of the man from Barrow 2 and hear the rams’ hooves as they charged up the same leg. A ram on Barrow 2’s right forearm appeared to be running—or falling—and the rear half of its body was twisted around and up. Bob called them animal pretzels. The horns of the ram were massive, curving nearly heart-shaped around the head. From the animal’s chin down the chest to the legs, the skin seemed to hang loose. Ursula had found a twin to this creature in a recent photograph taken of the arkar, wild sheep who now lived in the central deserts of Asia and who could have roamed the Altai 2,500 years ago.
The door opened, and Ursula looked up, blinking.
You look like a deer in headlights,
Peter said, closing the door again. He glanced around the room, and Ursula followed his gaze: wooden shelving that went to the ceiling filled with various types of containers, all with tags indicating site number, description, unit, quadrant, level, elevation, name, and date. Inside the boxes and bags were bones, stones, and the moans of those whose past they had dug up, or so Bob often joked.
You all need to get organized,
Peter said.
Just because you couldn’t find anything on your desk to save your life, doesn’t mean we all have to be follow suit,
Ursula said.
Peter rattled the box of wooden stakes at the end of the table.
Did anyone ever tell you these look like something vampire hunters would use?
He pulled one out, turned the dirty pointed end toward his chest, and pretended to push it in.
Ursula smiled. Peter had accompanied her on enough digs to know the stakes were pounded into the ground to mark off the sites and the grids within the sites. The screens next to them were used to sift dirt in search of something meaningful. Ursula glanced at the pile of dirt drying on another screen across the room. That was what she did: looked for meaning in the earth.
It’s a dirty job, but someone’s got to do it,
Ursula said.
Peter dropped the stake back into the box and came around the table. Ursula pushed the paper tattoos into a pile. When Peter reached Ursula’s chair, he bent down and kissed the back of her neck.
Hi stranger,
he said.
Hi yourself,
she answered. I thought you had a test tonight.
I had the TA administer it,
Peter said, sitting on the edge of the table. So you want to make out?
Sure.
Ursula laughed.
Peter pulled her up toward him, drawing her between his legs. He kissed her lips. Really, let’s do it here. There are some advantages to having no windows.
Yeah, it’s like working in a tomb.
He put his hand on her breast. Come on. It’ll be fun.
Ursula glanced around. Having sex in a room where someone could walk in at any second was not her idea of a good time.
Bob is going to be back from dinner soon.
Won’t he be in the lab with his bones? Come on.
His hand tightened on her breast. Ursula pushed away from him.
That hurt.
You’re so sensitive,
he said.
She watched him.
You have the emotions of a tight-assed accountant,
he said, straightening up. You know, you used to be adventurous.
No, Peter,
Ursula said. I’ve never been adventurous. You knew that when you married me. This is who I am. Dull, boring me. If you don’t like it, go fuck your TA. Oh wait, that was last semester.
Peter stared at her. She gripped the table. Where had that come from?
Peter cleared his throat. I thought we might—I got off early so we could be together, but I see you’ve got other plans.
He turned and walked quickly out of the room.
Peter!
she called.
The lab door on the other end of the workroom opened. Bob leaned his head in.
Just got an e-mail from Miriam,
he said.
Ursula hesitated, then went into the lab. She preferred the workroom to the lab—even though the latter had computers and more microscopes. The workroom always smelled of dirt, and she liked that. Tonight, the connecting door from the lab to the archaeologists’ offices was dark. Because Ursula only had a Master’s degree and Bob was still working on his Ph.D., they were not considered real
archaeologists so they had no other office besides the workroom.
Bob would soon get to use Dr. before his name; those two letters would garner him an office with a small window overlooking not much if he chose to remain at Cascadia University, a second rate school on its brightest day. His specialty was faunal analysis—the study of bones. Ursula admired Bob’s tenacity. He once told her about a site he had worked on in Africa where they found fragments of more than 195,000 animal bones and were only able to identify a little more than 2,000 of them.
Ursula preferred her artifacts less fractured. She studied ancient body ornamentation, including clothes, jewelry, and tattooing. In a way, she was following in her mother’s footsteps. Her mother had studied cave art—a kind of ornamentation on the skin of the Earth, Ursula sometimes thought. Her mother, whose name was also Ursula, had disappeared in Siberia thirty years earlier during an archaeological expedition to study rock art.
Ursula knew she was not as good as her mother had been; she lacked the single-minded dedication to a particular area of study. Peter said she was lazy; if she had really wanted her Ph.D., she would have hunkered down and chosen a specialty whether she was interested in one or not.
Bob asked her once why she had studied archaeology.
She told him, I like history.
He shook his head. No, that’s why someone studies history.
OK then, I like touching the past, holding it in my hands, imagining what life was like way back when.
Bob nodded. Yup. We’re a kinesthetic bunch, aren’t we? If I can’t dig it up and touch it, I don’t believe in it.
Ursula had laughed. Bob was one of the more balanced people she knew. He loved his work, but he did not spend an inordinate amount of time in the pursuit of it. His wife and two daughters came first.
Now he motioned Ursula over to his computer. She sat at it and read Miriam’s message. Hi guys! We uncovered part of the woman today. OK, we still don’t know for sure that it’s a woman but since nearly everyone here has had a dream about her, we’re saying she’s a she. Anyway, she’s in fantastic shape. And get this, Ursula, she’s got tattooing. We’ve uncovered a swan and a deer so far. Tomorrow I’ll try to send pictures. Our electronic equipment doesn’t seem to like these climes. More tomorrow.
Ursula looked up at Bob. He smiled.
You should have gone to Siberia with them,
he said.
Yeah, yeah, well, I’m going home now,
she said.
Good night.
Ursula went into the workroom and grabbed her backpack. Bob was right: She should have gone. Her stupid fear of flying had kept her stateside. Or maybe it was her fear of following too closely in her mother’s footsteps: She did not want to disappear—die—in that frozen wasteland her grandmother used to call home. When she had told James Paddock, the head of the department, that she could not go on the expedition for personal reasons, he had looked at her as though she were from Mars. She knew he was thinking, One more nail in her professional coffin.
The only reason they kept her on at Cascadia was because she taught the 101 classes no one wanted to teach and because she had a peculiar—and unexplainable—gift with languages. Ursula understood most languages, spoken or written, and she could speak any language after brief exposure to it. Her mother had had the same ability. When faculty members came across publications in languages other than English during their research, Ursula translated for them. She saved Cascadia University time, but Ursula believed they kept her on staff mostly as a kind of freaky trophy. They enjoyed showing her off to foreign visitors.
Ursula turned off the workroom lights and went out into the hallway. She walked down the corridors, squinting at the institutional glare from the too shiny polished floors below and the fluorescent lights above.
Soon she stepped out into a warm summer night and breathed deeply. Cars sped by on the street out front of the Columbia Building. Students walked to and from night classes. Ursula smiled. Hardly anything better than a night like this in Portland. Maybe she’d walk downtown to Powell’s Books. Or have a late dinner at Thai Orchid. Or—
Or go home to Peter and try not to argue.
She walked to a bench under a ginkgo tree and sat on it. She pulled a veggie burrito from her pack, unwrapped it, and bit into it. She sighed and closed her eyes as she chewed. She had waited too long to eat.
She opened her eyes. A woman loped by her; she was walking, yet her strides were so long she seemed to be running. She wore hip-hugger shorts and half of a ripped T-shirt. She slowed and smiled at Ursula.
Are you one of us?
the woman asked. A swan tattoo floated on her right arm.
One of you?
I thought I saw—while you ate.
The woman stared at her, then smiled. I must have been mistaken.
She continued walking. Ursula watched her until the woman went around the corner. Then Ursula finished her burrito, wondering what the woman had seen in her.
6
The kam stirred and took a long deep breath. She opened her eyes and gazed sleepily at the undulating walls of the cave. Perhaps they did not actually undulate, but they did change color—from light pink to lavender to violet to light pink—in bands of light similar to the aurora borealis. Perhaps the aurora borealis was timeless, too. Like this cave. Or time full.
She sat up and yawned. She always liked waking up to the sight of the rock paintings. They seemed to move as one color bled into the next. The deer danced in a group. Swans flocked in the indigo cave sky. Marmots dug out of the ground together. Only the big old Siberian bear was alone.
This was the difficulty with some of the Old Ones: They had forgotten how to be together.
She shook herself and stood. She had started down the mountain just in time. Something had changed. They had found the grave, she was certain.
The kam walked to the entrance of the cave and looked out upon a sky mauve with dawn. Early morning sunlight falling on the snow-covered mountain tops caused the snow to glow slightly gold and pink. The alpine meadows were orange, blue, and purple with wildflowers. The valleys, still dark with night, seemed to be in a different time zone.
The cave was up high enough that she was not bothered by summer insects. But she was going to have to go down. She would have to leave her beloved Altai.
She needed to go to Novosibirsk, find Ursula, and bring her back.
First, she growled, she had to find something to eat. Then she would save the world. Or at least her part of it.
7
Miriam sat up in the darkness and pulled the blankets and thick comforter closer to her. It might be summer, but they were still in Siberia. Often they awakened in the morning to find that a thin layer of ice had formed on the nearby lakes overnight.
Miriam held her breath. She wished it was morning. Something was snuffling outside her tiny—and flimsy—cabin. The something sounded like a bear and if it wanted to get inside, the walls would fall over like dominoes—only dominoes would give more resistance.
Who’s there?
she called.
No answer.
Well, that was lame,
she said.
She picked up a book from a crate next to her bed and threw it. It barely made a sound as it hit the dirt floor.
She sighed in exasperation.
Today one of the border guards had told them that some local Altaians were upset with the expedition because of the lady.
The Altaians said the archaeologists were desecrating their graves. As leader of the expedition, Ivan went to talk with them, but he was Russian, and they were suspicious of foreigners.
Perhaps one of the Altaians was outside Miriam’s door now. No, that was paranoid. She closed her eyes.
They had uncovered more of the lady’s body today and had found a spider web tattoo on her hand. And a tall conical felt headdress lay near the lady’s head. This most likely meant she was some kind of shaman or priestess. She wore white felt boots decorated with animals, a long dark skirt, and a blouse. Next to her in the coffin was a hand mirror with a swan on the back of it. Her clothing was similar to that of the woman Natalya Polosmak had uncovered several years earlier. At first glance, the tattoos seemed similar too. But Miriam would have to ask Ursula. Six horses had been sacrificed and buried with Polosmak’s woman; none had been buried with Miriam’s lady.
Miriam sighed and rubbed her face. The darkness seemed to vibrate around her. She had not been sleeping well. She kept waking up with her heart racing from some nightmare she could not remember.
Now she thought angry Altaians or bears were outside her door. Most likely marmots.
She would feel better in the morning when they brought the lady up into the sunshine.
8
Asya sat on the cinnamon-colored dirt pulling weeds near the yellow and gold marigolds that circled her vegetable garden. The marigolds kept away harmful pests from her vegetables, plus she liked looking out her kitchen window and seeing the colorful circle of flowers.
Panda, her black and white cat, rubbed up against