11 Stories
By Chris Cander
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When Roscoe Jones, a one-time trumpet prodigy, loses his finger, he loses more than his ability to play. Instead of becoming a musician, he becomes the superintendent of the Chicago apartment building where he has lived since birth. Very soon, his life is no longer his own; he fades into the background, plumbing and fixing and toiling for the tenants populating the eleven stories above him. Although they hardly notice him as anything but a working part of the building, he develops a sometimes uncomfortable intimacy with the details of their complicated lives.
Every night, in the privacy of his basement quarters, alone with his secret longings, he plays his trumpet. That is until the evening he climbs to the roof to play in public for the first time in fifty years — and the course of his life is irrevocably changed.
For some, losses may turn, unexpectedly, to gain. For Roscoe, the relationships he forms with the tenants — two, in particular — justify the amputation of his finger and the forfeiture of his dreams. This is a story about sacrifice and service, longing and love — and the abiding hopefulness of the human heart that connects us all.
Chris Cander
Chris Cander is the USA Today bestselling author of the novels The Weight of a Piano, which was named an Indie Next Great Read; Whisper Hollow, also named an Indie Next Great Read, longlisted for the Great Santini Fiction Prize, and a nominee for the 2015 Kirkus Prize for Fiction; and 11 Stories, named by Kirkus Reviews as one of the best books of 2013, the winner of the Independent Publisher Book Award for Fiction, and a USA Best Book Award finalist. She is also the author of the Audible Original Stories Eddies and Grieving Conversations. Cander’s fiction has been published in twelve languages. She lives in her native Houston, Texas, with her husband and two children. For more information, visit www.chriscander.com.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I was desperate. I’d taken eight or ten books to bed the night before, and found absolutely none of them right. Because of my unhappiness with my present life, I feel I need to be deep into a book, to be involved in somebody else’s life, be it fictional or not. After failing to connect with the last of those books, I got the image of myself as a gasping fish that had been hooked on a lake, pulled into the bottom of a canoe, and was desperately flopping around, getting weaker and weaker.Sleep was messy that night, but the next morning the mailman delivered me the answer to my lack of dreams, with a novel by Chris Cander, 11 Stories. The stories in the title are the layers of a Chicago apartment building, where the building’s sixty-seven-year-old super was once a young prodigy on the trumpet. Many years ago, an elevator gate slammed on his hand, stealing one of his fingers along with his promising musical career. Now, Roscoe Jones, who has lived his entire life in this building, is all important to his tenants in need, but also nearly invisible to them. The book’s chapters are the stories of his relationships with the different tenants, scattered from the elderly writer living in the penthouse, down through all the floors to where he lives in the basement. If anyone tried to listen, they would hear his horn playing every night down there in the bowels of the building.Chapter by chapter, story by story, floor by floor, I learned about the residents and the man they needed instantly to unclog toilets, fix the elevator, change light bulbs, repair everything, and always be on call for any little thing that those tenants might want of him. I read about Iris, a tenant who—other than music—was the only real love of his life. She was married and Roscoe couldn’t bring himself to express all that she meant to him. There are so many wonderful stories of this quiet, reserved man helping these people.[Spoiler Alert]Stemming from Iris’s failing health in the hospital, there’s a scene that is played out over and over, one that happens right after he’s played his trumpet for the very last time. He’d taken the elevator to the rooftop, climbed to the very edge, and played his first public concert in fifty years, to the people far below in the streets and in the surrounding windows. After he hears their applause, he tips forward … and falls to his death. As he’s falling by the different floors, he remembers those people that lived in his life.Once I had given 11 Stories a go, I was gone, gone, gone with it. It was a fabulous experience, the rush, the joy, the comfort, all the emotions—that’s what I’m always searching for in all my books. I sat down in the backyard with my companions, the large wind chimes that have been in my life for well over fifteen years, and a lemon tree filled with blossoms and frantic bees, and I opened the front cover. I read, and I read, and I read, until I butted up against the back cover. It was such a complete experience to not get out of my chair once before I was done. The writing is stunning and beautiful so many times. Chris Cander was hitting all the marks while creating a tender and sometimes cold look at human nature. When people don’t see you, and don’t think their being seen, they tend to reveal so much more about themselves.A few weeks back, I had read her impressive and most recent book, The Weight of a Piano, which also created a very special world. That book drove me to order this book, and now I’ve ordered her only other novel, Whisper Hollow. Looking online, I learned that she was formerly a firefighter, a competitive bodybuilder, and a model, which is a novel route to becoming a writer.11 Stories won my heart very early on, when a character casually rubbed some rosemary between their fingers, just to release that wonderful aroma. That was one of those nearly unconscious acts that my wife and I would do any chance we got. These are things that seem so small and insignificant, but they connect you to a book, make you feel like it’s talking directly to you. I felt so at home and comfortable in this book, even as Roscoe fell past all those familiar windows to his death.
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11 Stories - Chris Cander
11 STORIES
CHRIS CANDER
Rubber Tree Press
Houston, Texas
This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are a product of the author’s imagination. Locales and public names are sometimes used for atmospheric purposes. Any resemblance to actual people, living or dead, or to businesses, companies, events, institutions, or locales is completely coincidental.
Copyright © 2013 by Chris Cander.
All rights reserved. Published in the United States by Rubber Tree Press, Houston, Texas.
Library of Congress Control Number: 2013934292
Cander, Chris, 2013
11 stories / Chris Cander
p. cm.
ISBN 978-0-9889465-2-1
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Cover Illustration © 2013 Greg Ruth
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TABLE OF CONTENTS
Yesterdays
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Acknowledgements
YESTERDAYS
It was a long way up for a sixty-seven-year-old man. He’d climbed those stairs nearly every day since he’d learned to walk; as a child toddling behind his mother, a boy with mischief in his bones, a young man seeking solitude. Mostly, though, he had climbed them as the superintendent of the building — both master and servant to the tenants who lived above him.
He used the steel-cage elevator sometimes, mostly to carry something heavy to the upper floors; a ladder, for example. His toolbox. Or if it was the end of a long day and someone buzzed for him, needing something urgently: a toilet was overflowing its unspeakable sludge, a boiler wasn’t circulating, or in one resident’s opinion another was making too much noise.
Once, he was roused from his basement office (really just a small room that fronted his modest living quarters behind the laundry room) because a bird that turned out to be a black-crowned night heron, probably from the nature sanctuary a few blocks south, had inexplicably flown into one of the windows on the tenth floor. It didn’t quite break the glass, but it unnerved the spinster who’d been sitting in the seat beneath it reading the book of Revelation and smoking something that smelled a lot like marijuana. After Roscoe had taped the window and promised he’d have the whole thing changed in the morning, he’d had to sit down on the edge of her plastic-covered sofa until she was calm enough to allow his leave.
Afterward, he’d carried a box down to the sidewalk beneath her window, wrapped the broken bird in an old towel and taken it back to his quarters. He could have incinerated it the way he did all the rest of the flotsam and jetsam the tenants deemed trash, but he felt sorry for it in that moment of darkness. So he laid the box on the floor of his living room and said a prayer he could remember his mother saying at the funerals of his uncles, one by one; his grandmother; a distant cousin; and of course, his father. We thank you for his life and his death, for the rest in God he now enjoys, for the glory we shall share evermore at your right hand, in Jesus’s name. Amen.
It was the first time he’d ever said a prayer on his own. Even sitting in the front pew at his mother’s funeral in the spring of ‘64, when he was only twenty—just two years after burying his father — he’d had no words to pray. Instead, in the nightclub of his mind, he’d heard the lyrics of Chet Baker’s ironic, iconic, I Get Along Without You Very Well.
But that’s how he was. Words came uneasily from his mouth, but not music. Music fell freely.
He was tired by the time he opened the door to the roof, but once he stepped out onto the terrace his fatigue dissipated. It was one of those unseasonably warm October evenings. The dry breeze lifted people’s spirits and windows and inspired them to spill out onto the streets, pushing baby strollers and following dogs from one hydrant to another with blithe patience or taking early dinners alfresco at any of the countless cafés with their folding chairs and tables. Irish pubs flung open their windows and the Italian grocer set up a table outside his shop with pumpkins and pomegranates. Roscoe let the door shut behind him and stood on the roof, his old Blessing Standard trumpet dangling from the loose grip of the hand that still had all five long, slender fingers. He tipped his head back, closed his eyes, and filled his lungs with the crisp, pinked, sunset air that mingled with the exhaust from the compactor room.
Several years before, some of the tenants had started a community garden. There were five rows of planter boxes, each of them six feet long and two wide, bursting with herbs and squash and other small crops. He walked past but then stopped, triggered by something, and went back to the first box. He bent down and relieved the top of one woody rosemary stem of its spikey leaves, rolled them between his fingers and held the tips to his nose. He’d always loved rosemary. The smell of it reminded him of something that seemed just out of reach, some memory or reality to which he wasn’t quite entitled but yearned for all the same. He dropped the bruised leaves and continued.
The corner of the roof where the south and east faces met wasn’t really a corner at all. It was round and stood out several feet beyond the main structure like a turret. He had to climb over a short wall to get out to the curved edge, but even with that minor inconvenience he never could understand why he was always alone up there. Why everyone didn’t climb out and lean against the precipice to watch the sun come up over the lake’s horizon or just to get a sense of perspective, to look down at things and realize how small they really were. When he was young, he’d passed many hours tucked behind the cornice, its lion’s heads lined up beneath his own like a row of personal guards. It had been a good place to hide from his father, who knew the building almost as well as Roscoe did. His father never did discover him crouching behind that little parapet, sitting out a scolding or waiting for a mood to pass. Roscoe practiced the trumpet there, too, because he could blow into the wind and his notes would get carried away without anybody hearing, especially during those difficult years when he had to learn a new way of fingering the valves.
But this evening, with its perfect sunset and clear, dry sky, Roscoe Jones wasn’t going out to hide. There was nobody to hide from; everyone that mattered was gone.
This evening, he was seeking.
He lifted first one creaky, aching leg over the small dividing wall and then the other, and walked up to the curved and sloping edge. He stood there, pressing his old-man belly against the terra cotta for a moment, gathering his strength, and then hoisted himself up onto the flat ledge, careful not to lose his footing or drop his trumpet, because that would have ruined everything.
Once his feet were under him, he stood slowly up to his full and impressive height and without closing his eyes or moving his mouth he said the second prayer of his adult life, which was actually more like a wish. Then he took a deep breath and looked out from this strange elevation at the world below and beyond. It was like being a preacher behind a pulpit, waiting for the faithful to settle down before beginning the sermon, or an actor on a thrust stage, waiting for the spotlight to illuminate the scene. He stood there holding his trumpet, and when he was ready, he brought it to his lips.
All it took to steady his knees from their tremble, standing exposed as he was at such a great height and with all the world to see him, was that landing of the mouthpiece against his lips. Gentle and familiar as a kiss from a long-loved woman, the horn on his face let him fall into the deepest part of himself, forgetting the void, the lack, the lonesomeness. When he buzzed his lips and blew his own breath through the purification system of the trumpet, it was distilled into something far greater than him; his exhales suddenly had purpose and meaning, translated as they were into rich, pure song.
Roscoe knew early on he was going to make music. When he was a boy of eight or nine years old, slipping away as he often did from his father’s glare, he started hanging around the back entrance of the jazz club near his building. He’d found that when he got tired of walking, he could sit against the brick wall and listen to the strains of music whenever someone went through the door. It wasn’t too long before the owner took pity on his rapturous face and let him come inside to listen, and not too long after that he was allowed to come in whenever he liked, even without knocking — and then, after he took a broom from its lean against the wall and started sweeping up cigarette butts from backstage, he was earning a nickel here and there, a pat on his curly, dark hair, and the right to watch the sessions from the wings. Only one waitress, a girl around twenty with a child of her own at home, seemed concerned by his ever-presence. But the owner just laughed and swatted her on the fanny and told her to mind her own business, the boy was just fine.
One night, a famous trumpeter by the name of Clifford Brown came to play. He showed up in a black suit, sweating a little where his neck strained against his tie in spite of the December cold, and laughing at something his piano-player had said. Roscoe watched as they set up and warmed up, and by the time they’d finished their first set he didn’t want to take another breath if he couldn’t blow it through a shiny brass trumpet.
The quintet took a break, and Roscoe watched as Clifford carried his trumpet backstage and laid it carefully in its case before he went to find the men’s room. When they’d all gone to wherever it was they went for the fifteen minutes, Roscoe crept out of the shadows and opened the case and held the instrument in his none-too-clean hands. Then, turning his back to the door, he brought it to his mouth the way he’d seen Clifford do, and blew. It was like blowing a balloon. He produced no sound but his own sputtering breath, even as he tried again and again. Finally, he moved his mouth a certain way, closing his lips tighter against the mouthpiece, and he managed to push a note through the pipe, flat and burbling, like something out of the wrong end of a dog. Encouraged, he blew until he was light-headed and heaving for air, achieving a decent sound only once. Then from behind, he heard someone laugh. He spun around and there was Clifford Brown, with his hands in his pockets and his belly jiggling.
Hey Brownie, you gonna let that kid spit on your horn like that?
said the drummer, Max, who’d come up behind.
He’s not gonna hurt it,
Clifford said. He walked over to Roscoe, whose light brown face had gone red, and whose reed-thin body wasn’t quite able to hide the trumpet that he’d stashed behind his back. You trying to upstage me or something?
Clifford said, putting his hands on his hips, looking pretend-serious.
No sir.
Even his own shame couldn’t keep Roscoe from staring up at the man who’d made such magic onstage. When Clifford held out his hand, Roscoe’s shoulders fell. He sighed and placed the trumpet into it. Sorry,
he muttered, and hung his head. He turned to go, already mourning his banishment from the club that had become his refuge.
Come on now. No reason to slink off like that. Come back here a minute.
Roscoe turned around. Max, you seen my other case?
Clifford said.
You’re kidding me,
Max said, but he handed it to Clifford, shaking his head the whole time.
Here it is. Now come here, little man, and let me show you something.
That was fifty-seven years and one middle finger ago. He’d found somebody to teach him the basics, and he’d practiced nearly every day since on Clifford Brown’s hand-me-down Blessing. He’d even turned out to be what