The Road to Ibadan
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“You’ve done more than anyone can. We need to get those two individuals off that flight.”
“I spoke with her husband tonight,” Nwoye’ said amid the descending fog.”
Those words between her husband and a U. S. Senator set Lahni Irete in motion to uncover who is on what flight. When plane and airport bombings are the order of the day what she she learns both terrifies and frees her.
Anjuelle Floyd
Anjuelle Floyd is the author of "Keeper of Secrets ... Translations of an Incident and "The House."A wife of thirty years, and mother of three, she is licensed Marriage and Family Therapist specializing in Mother/Daughter Relations and Dream work.A graduate of Duke University, she received her MA in Counseling Psychology from The California Institute of Integral Studies. She has attended the Dominican Institute of Philosophy and Theology, Berkeley, California, and received her MFA in Creative Writing from Goddard College, Port Townsend, and Washington. She has received certificates of participation from The Hurston-Wright Writers’ Week and The Voices of Our Nations Writing Workshops.A student of Process Painting for the last decade, Anjuelle has participated in The Art of Living Black Exhibitions 2004--2012 held at the Richmond Art Center, Richmond, California.Anjuelle facilitates writing groups and provides individual consultation of fiction projects. She also gives talks on the nature of Mother/Daughter Relationships and Healing.Visit Anjuelle @ www.anjuellefloyd.com
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The Road to Ibadan - Anjuelle Floyd
THE ROAD TO IBADAN
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Anjuelle Floyd
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*****
THE ROAD TO IBADAN
*****
Part I: Zuhr
*****
If there were no death,
This world would be a tangle of straw:
A grain-stack left unthreshed in the field.
What you suppose is life is a form a death:
A seed dropped on unfertile ground.
Nothing becomes of it.
Those who have died do not grieve their death.
Rather they grieve not having prepared well enough
For their dying.
Die to your ego.
And become a True human.
Rumi
*****
It is just past noon, Zuhr. Allahu akbar. God is great. Allahu akbar.
I have made the call then entered into prayer. Subbhana kallah hum ma wa bi humdika. Oh God, glorified and praiseworthy; there is none other. I seek refuge in you from a world covered in death. Bis millah ir rahman ir rahim. In the name of Allah, The Beneficent, The Merciful, guide me along the path of those whom you love, who have not gone astray.
Bis millah ir rahman ir rahim…
My words continue. II end the rakat as always, upon my knees and bowing to the floor.
Subbhana rabbiyal a’ala. Glory to God,
I recite.
Subbhana rabbiyal a’ala. Subbhana rabbiyal a’ala.
I lift my head and breathe. Allahu akbar.
The words of Rumi wash over my thoughts.
If there were no death, this world would be a tangle of straw.
Subbhana rabbiyal a’ala,
I recite one last time with my face to the floor. Subbhana rabbiyal a’ala. Subbhana rabbiyal a’ala.
And what is but a memory comes alive.
The early autumn night had been beautiful, routine for us, as I moved through the crowd of women in gowns and men in tuxedoes. I was at the Asian Art Museum. The city was San Francisco, where Nwoye’ and I had lived since marrying. Nwoye’, was a financier who also sold art. This night was our anniversary.
Towards the close of the evening I stood in a half circle of onlookers listening to a curator detail the history of an ancient vase, round and vibrant. Five hundred or more stood outside chanting against corporate layoffs and America’s involvement with the World Bank and IMF. I surveyed the vase and listened to the curator. The voices of the crowd streamed in growing louder each time the front doors opened for patrons to leave or enter. All that Nwoye’ and I had shared, the places we had been and hoped to visit, our life, came before me.
Then followed the image of a child. It hovered above the vase. I could not see the face. Others in the circle offered questions to the curator. I laid my hand upon my abdomen. My eyes fell shut and I worked at committing to memory the image of that vase in all its splendor and fullness.
The curator continued answering questions from the circle of onlookers. The voices of those outside reached a crescendo.
The image of the child came in and out of lucidity. The talk ended. We clapped. Attendants closed and locked the museum doors. I moved to turn around, felt a hand upon my shoulder. Don’t,
Nwoye’ whispered, then touched my hair and inhaled. You left me. I was lost.
Mbaino was there,
I said. And you were talking to your new client.
Neither of them are you.
Again, Nwoye’ breathed deeply. Mbaino has my cane. Now you must lead me.
Dozens swirled about us as the curator’s audience disbanded. What has you so enthralled?
Nwoye’ asked. Echoes of the voices outside fell silent in my head. The history of this vase,
I said.
Nwoye’ pressed his chest against my back. If it’s that interesting, I’ll buy it. Then you can study it forever.
My body warmed. I turned to face Nwoye’. Again he caught my shoulders. I want to go somewhere,
he said. But first you must tell me about this vase, since I cannot see it.
Nwoye’ settled his hands upon my waist and I proceeded with my task. It is round, stands almost six feet. Like the trees in the forest near your home, its roots go deep.
What is faster than a leopard and slower than a cheetah?
Nwoye’s British accent tinged with Yoruban dissolved the world around us, stripped me bare, jettisoned us onto another landscape. Feel my heart,
he said.
I recalled the image of the vase, the faceless child overlaying it. The demonstrators and their chants played upon my thoughts. We want peace. We want freedom. We want a life,
they had cried out.
The vase is light blue,
I said. Red, yellow and orange flowers permeate its very being.
Nwoye’ pressed closer.
I relaxed into his body. Its petals are soft and willowy, stems green, curved and interwoven. This vase is alive.
Since you did not answer my question the leopard has caught the cheetah,
Nwoye’ said. For that we must travel to the forest.
There is a field between the woods and the savannas,
he whispered. Between the forest and the plains, where the breath of Olodumare blows.
Nwoye’ kissed behind my ear. Its earth is dry. But life abounds there. Oya’s waters drench its thirst.
I inhaled the picture arising upon the canvas of my eyelids; forests and trees verging on the savannas.
This place,
he led me. It is called Eba Odan. I want to take you there.
Nwoye’. My husband and lover. How lucky I felt.
The image spread before me as we stood amidst the gathering of five hundred or more. Silence had descended, our hearts beating, life surrounding us; Nwoye’ and I held within the container of his words.
The evening continued with Nwoye’ remaining ever present and I captured in his world, Nwoye’s world, which I loved as I had loved him. A few of Nwoye’s acquaintances and clients greeted us. But as always, that part of the evening remained ours. The event drew to a close with Mbaino, Nwoye’s assistant, bringing us our coats. Mbaino helped me into mine, gave me Nwoye’s coat then relieved Nwoye’ of his cane and went to the car waiting in the distance.
The National Guard had sequestered the crowd. Only litter remained.
Here,
I said to Nwoye’ then guided his hands into the sleeves. He eased into his coat, wrapped his arm around mine then took my hand as we left the museum. I have something to ask of you,
Nwoye’ said. What is it?
I want to go to Ibadan for a respite.
When?
This Friday. It is abrupt and you have your clients,
Nwoye’ said. But New York was rushed. I missed you.
He gripped my hand tighter. I need some time from the business of my life. I want to go home.
I was due for a break as well. But there was Ibadan the city, vibrant and fascinating. Then there was the Ibadan of Nwoye’s family.
Are you sure you want to go there?
I asked.
Many things are happening here and around the world,
he said. We need some privacy.
I gazed down at the fliers and posters covering the ground, thought of the protesters. A jetliner had exploded in midair only moments before Nwoye’s plane had been scheduled to take off down that same runway.
The incident, just one more in a litany of attacks across the globe, had delayed Nwoye’s departure from New York.
Marty, his pilot, had made up the time by flying with the jet stream. These events, like those demonstrating that night, had become commonplace. Though jarring, life stopped for a brief moment, absorbed the chaos then rolled forward. But to what, we all wondered with each plane that went down or fell off radar, every car that exploded and simmered for days from the flames of frustration.
These incidents were no longer confined to separate parts of the world. Cities from Bangkok to Indianapolis, Rio de Janeiro to Moscow were being pulled into the fray.
The global market had dissolved borders, leaving few places to hide and feel safe. Nwoye’ and Mbaino had landed that evening at SFO forty-five minutes before the event began. They had come straight to the museum where I had met them.
Mbaino had led us through the crowd of protesters encircling the block around the building. I drew closer to Nwoye’ as we walked from the museum towards the car. Let’s go,
I said. Nwoye’ squeezed my hand. Ibadan had always been difficult, but that had little to do with place, as none were secure from strife.
I will handle Azikwe’,
Nwoye’ said. He lifted the back of my palm to his lips and kissed it.
Thank you for coming with me.
Nearing the Town Car I realized I needed to go to the ladies’ room. We reached Mbaino and I returned to the museum. Minutes later, I exited the lobby and saw Nwoye’ conversing with his new investor, a pale, balding man with a paunch, to whom he had spoken earlier.
They were standing next to the Town Car.
Mbaino was by Nwoye’s side. Not wanting to intrude, I went around to the other door of the sedan and got in. The tinted window on the side of the car by which Nwoye’ stood was cracked.
The man with a paunch extended his hand.
Mbaino touched Nwoye’s right shoulder and Nwoye’ extended his. Nwoye’ and the man shook hands. I hadn’t liked the man earlier and my impression of him had not changed.
Like most of Nwoye’s clients, he had expressed great interest in adding to what I imagined was a more than sufficient fortune.
This time he spoke of different things.
I’m glad we were able to talk, Mr. Irete’.
I wish I could do more,
Nwoye’ said.
His face relaxed then grew tense. I think you’ve done more then anyone in your position can. We just need to get those two individuals off that flight from Paris. When will you be in touch with them?
I spoke with her husband tonight,
Nwoye’ said while gripping his cane.
The man knitted his brow. You haven’t told him what’s going on?
Of course not.
I looked to Nwoye’ amidst the descending fog, pondered whom he and the man could have been speaking about.
I then thought of Nicole and Michelle Morgan, wife and daughter of Amos Morgan. Amos was a psychoanalyst and my professional partner. Nwoye’s jet had flown Nicole and Michelle to Paris three weeks earlier and was to fly them back to SFO in a month. Amos had been at the Asian Art Museum this night, compliments of Nwoye’. The two had spoken, but Amos had said nothing to me about Nicole, and when she and Michelle might be returning to California. While waiting in line at the ladies’ room, I’d called Amos on my cell phone and left a message asking if he would see to my clients while I would be away in Ibadan.
We’re doing all we can on this end,
the balding man said. But Phillips has warned we have to ensure the organization doesn’t uncover your connection.
A somber look spread across Nwoye’s face. The fog thickened. I trembled at the thought of how many planes had gone down in the last year. Perhaps we should let the ones on my end handle it,
Nwoye’ said. The man said then heaved a sigh, again extended his hand. As you wish, Mr. Irete’.
Having received his cue once more, Nwoye’ and the man shook one last time.
I looked down in my palms, saw there was no blood. That didn’t stop the memory from returning. Twenty-three years ago. I had been fifteen, in a small town just outside of Lagos, Nigeria. Death had hounded me for the second time.
Determined, I had run into the bush and headed for the waterfall in the nearby clearing. A tree had stood at the edge of the cliff just ahead. I had rushed to it, positioned myself behind it, then leaned forward watching and waiting. Minutes later, the first of the three women, Salief’s mother entered the open space. Purpose and intention contained her entire being. The deafening sounds of cascading water drowned my emotions. Observing her every move, I looked down, saw a rock by my foot, lifted it, thought maybe if I threw it she would go away. I sent it spinning past her head. She turned, gazed into the distance from where it had come and walked towards me. My back broke out into a cold sweat, fingers trembled and burned. I wanted to scream. Who would hear me against the rush of water falls? My heart thumped and pounded against my chest, silenced my thoughts.
What have you done to my son?
the woman bellowed. Her face, dark and round, bore no anger. I had been afraid, I had done nothing but come to Kiswano, their town in Nigeria, to be with Daddy.
I shook my head in the negative.
Nothing,
I said.
The eyes of Salief’s mother remained firmly planted upon me.
You have taken the eyes of my son. He sees nothing but you,
she said. You have entranced his father, my husband.
The woman’s words made no sense. No,
I said again.
She stepped towards me, raised her hand. I reached down, grabbed another rock, hit her with it.
The knife fell from her hand.
Ayyeee,
she screamed, bent down and picked it up. Then she stood, raised her hand once more.
Please,
I said. I don’t want to die.
And you won’t,
she said.
I had believed her, but the knife, it had been so sharp, kept coming at me. All I had been able to think of was Momma, the blood running from all places seven years earlier.
I ran into Salief’s mother, pushed her down.
I don’t know how, but she fell onto the ground, the knife in her hand and pointing upward.
Oooohhhhhh,
she moaned and rolled over. Blood spewed from her belly, the left side.
Oh, no.
I covered my mouth, backed away. Oh, no. I’m sorry. Oh, no,
I cried. Tears started down my cheeks. I felt myself grow cold, as if life oozing out of me. The earth around Salief’s mother took on a dark crimson hue. She was dying. She grasped her belly and began to tremble.
Minutes later her two friends had entered the clearing, approached her lying on the ground then looked to me. One had knelt down, lifted Salief’s mother’s head into her lap and began to wail.
What have you done?
the third one asked.
What have you done?
Still I had said nothing. I had looked down at my hands covered in blood. How did it get there, I had wondered.
What have you done?
I had heard both say as I turned and ran away. What have you done?
I had never answered; had just kept running, never fully understanding my answer.
I returned to the present to the tune of Mbaino having opened the back door of the Town Car.
I looked through, saw the man with a paunch shaking Nwoye’s hand. The man seemed not to want to let go. Good luck,
he said.
We’ll be speaking, Mr. Irete’.
He relinquished Nwoye’s hand. Thank you, Senator,
Nwoye’ said. Senator, I thought. Investing people’s money was one thing, but American politics another. When had Nwoye’ begun mixing the two? The haze thickened about him covering his face.
I looked down at my hands once more. Still no more blood. But oh the memories.
I gazed up and saw the man heading towards the limousine parked in front of us. He entered the back door of the long sedan and it drove into the darkness.
Nwoye’, the haze about him now gone, got in and folded his cane. He found and hooked his seatbelt. I commented that the line had been long in the ladies’ room.
Nwoye’ chuckled then apologized for having conducted business on the night of our anniversary. I leaned back into the black leather seat, adjusted to where the newly returned memory had deposited me. Nwoye’ reached for my hand. I laid my palm in his.
The car took off, a coldness settling between us. I had learned much from Nwoye’ in our decade together about moving past losses, and keeping secrets. Nwoye’s blindness had never been a problem for him or me; in my opinion it had made him stronger. Yet the fact remained, I had never asked Nwoye’ how he had lost his sight; had never found the strength to, probably because I carried secrets of my own. Nwoye’ had endured and so had I.
I was proud to be a part of his life. So much of mine remained littered with shame and loss. On this night the vessel of our lives entered new waters.
Concerns about Nicole and Michelle Morgan swirled at the center of my mind. I wanted to confirm if what I suspected was true; and if so, why.
But how could I, a murderess ask questions of him? The car moved through the city towards our Pacific Heights home. I gazed out the window mentioning nothing to of what I’d overheard. We had an unspoken agreement of never discussing our respective clients with each other.
That also extended to our lives.
I took a deep breath, exhaled then wiped my face. I had knelt beside the woman in the forest just outside of Lagos. Her body, drained of all blood, had fallen still. I brushed her face as I had done Momma’s seven years earlier.
Death was no stranger to me. Fighting her I had fought for my life. Now I was fighting again. I thought of Nicole and Michelle. The car moved up the hill, fog thickening; my heart sank, and I struggling once more to survive.
Lisa’s hazel eyes welled up. She wiped underneath them. It’s hard when Darvon’s gone,
she said. We’re together. Then he leaves. And I feel empty.
The young woman pulled the shirt from her chest. Like something ‘s been ripped out of me.
It was the following morning. I was in session with my first client of the day. Amos had left a message. I’ll be glad to cover,
he had said on my voicemail.
"Let’s meet tomorrow morning for coffee across the street. I’m free at ten. I wasn’t sure if I wanted to leave my clients in his care.
Then there was Nwoye’s conversation with the Senator. I’d gone home and for first time in the decade since marrying Nwoye’, I’d also dreamt of the incident after recalling it in the car. What does he take?
I asked Lisa. Me,
she said then hit her chest.
I gazed into her eyes. You’ve really connected with him.
Yes. No.
Lisa shook her head, threw up both her hands. Oh, I don’t know! Darvon’s leaving this afternoon. And I’ve never hurt like this. That plane explosion that took place in New York on Monday has me scared again,
she said.
Of what?
I asked. Lisa looked away and then back at me. Losing Darvon like I did my mother, before getting to know him.
I pondered the unrest around the world, then my own losses. My heart pounded, chest warmed as if an incinerator about to ignite. My mind went back thirty years.
Mommy. Mommy,
I had yelled while struggling to free myself from the policeman gripping my lanky body. I’m real sorry, honey, but your mother’s dead. You need to go with this lady,
he had said.
No! You’re lying,
I had wailed once more then bitten the officer’s hand. I looked back at Lisa in my office. A lot is happening right now,
I said. I know.
Lisa shook her head in the affirmative.
People are protesting everywhere about everything. Yesterday, a group of unemployed high tech workers formed a rally and shut down Market Street for five hours.
Lisa looked down, lifted her head then gazed directly in my eyes. Tears fell into her palms.
People are tired and angry. So am I,
she said.
Lisa had every right to experience what I sensed smoldering underneath the myriad of hurts and aggravations she’d undergone in life. Her words bore a sharpness slicing through all I said while forcing me to look back. Determination rested in her conviction to understand Darvon.
I respected that since so much existed about Nwoye’ I didn’t’ know. What are you angry about?
I asked.
Lisa gazed through the window beside the far left corner. I’ve never trusted my father or how he said Momma died. Father ran a corporation,
Lisa said. Nobody makes that kind of money without hurting people. That’s what’s wrong with this country.
Lisa looked back at me. They lie. This whole nation is an illusion, a virtual reality. That’s why the rest of the world is angry with us.
And what about you?
I asked.
Lisa gazed away to the window once more. I’m hurting and don’t know what to do about it, don’t know how to be angry. Darvon helps me escape. Now he’s leaving.
I shifted in my seat, thought of Nwoye’, the sense of security he had given me, a refuge from the world that had taken Momma with no explanation. Momma and I had been the only black people in the store that afternoon in Mount Vernon, New York thirty years ago. I had just turned eight. Martin Luther King had been assassinated three months earlier.
You know more than you let on, Dr. Griffiths,
Lisa spoke calling me back to the present.
About what?
I asked.
This business of being without a home and needing others to help you find one. You know what it means to be lost and not know who you are.
Are you lost?
I asked from the abyss of my memory. Lisa leaned back into the huge sofa and surveyed the room. Her eyes rested upon a bronze statue of the Buddha on the bookshelf next to us. I’ve always felt out of place in this world,
she said. That no one else feels this way. Now I’m not so sure I’m alone.
I joined Lisa in observance of the deity alluded to. How so?
I asked. Who else do you think is alone?
Lisa looked directly at me, her pupils becoming like slits. I can understand the anger these people bombing the planes feel. I feel it too, but helpless to do anything. These corporations and those running them, like my father, are so strong.
Only if we allow them to be,
I said.
Lisa looked down at her legs upon the sofa, crossed like those of the Buddha; gave me a bitter smile and said, I read just the other day that the lotus symbolizes opening up. Something’s opening inside me, Dr. Griffiths. Something bad is going to happen. I want to get out of this country and never look back.
I sat forward, laid my glasses in my lap. That’s rather abrupt.
Lisa dropped her head and lifted it once more.
Not if you’ve lost as much as I have here.
Lisa’s words did not fall on foreign ground. Though I could not see all the connections ruminating in Lisa’s head, I too wanted to escape. America had been the battleground upon which Momma had died. During her funeral, I had hoped to be whisked away to a safer place, where people like those who had killed her didn’t exist.
Images of Martin Luther King’s family with his casket before them had played through my mind. Theirs bad been the only loss I had understood before mine. Are you sure you aren’t confusing your displeasure of America with your hurt around the loss of your mother?
I asked Lisa.
It’s both, Dr. Griffiths. But I don’t need this place; at least not like I needed a mother. All I have is Darvon. And he’s from some place else,
Lisa said. Where?
I asked.
Serbia,
I think. See,
Lisa said while shaking her head once more. I don’t even know where the man I love is from. Yet I want to escape this place with him.
What’s binding you?
I asked.
Lisa slumped back into the sofa and gazed down at her fingers. I hate my father for lying to me about how Mother died.
You’re sure he lied?
I said.
Lisa shook her head, ‘yes.’ Her eyes welled bright red, looked as if ready to pop splattering blood everywhere. I wanted to run home, hold Nwoye’ close, ask him about the Senator, then Nicole and Michelle. I sensed another loss on its way. But Nwoye’ was at work down on California Street. He was away like Daddy had been when Momma had been gunned down by three escaped convicts. Nwoye’s and my professions had become our private abodes, what separated and held us together, the places where we forgot our losses, what he could not see and the images clouding my vision. Lisa’s words called me back once more. Sometimes I wonder if the rift separating me and Darvon, keeping me from seeing who he really is, isn’t somehow related to the fact that I never knew my mother.
What do you mean?
I asked thought sensing where Lisa was going.
I love Darvon,
Lisa stated again, …but at the same time I’m afraid to look at him, worry that I won’t like what I see.
And what is that?
I asked.
Me.
Lisa’s words hit me like a flaming knife stripping away who I thought myself to be and revealing Nwoye’. I was a woman alone, terrified and scared of the world and what my experiences in that world had unleashed in me. At age eight I had seen my mother gunned down.
She had had stepped out front and taken the bullets meant for me. In the hail of gunfire that had rained upon our neighborhood grocery store, I had lost the roadmap to my life before even realizing I had needed or possessed one. Seven years later, at age fifteen, I had become a villain; had killed a person in the face of losing my ability to experience sexual pleasure and feel my power as a woman. Twice I had met death before reaching adulthood. Who was I?
My attention ricocheted back to the present. I looked out at Lisa and said, You’re afraid of losing Darvon because holds the key to finding yourself.
Lisa turned towards the window to the far side of the room, inhaled as if drawing air from the pit of her soul then sighed and filled the space between us.
As late as last week I thought about quitting therapy,
she said. But I need to come here. I need to see you.
She looked directly at me. I thought of all I had recalled during the session, the miles I had traveled; so far and yet so short. Uneasiness lay where I had been deposited.
This seems to be working for you,
I said. Losing a mother can be very difficult, particularly when it occurs before the age of three and we have learned to speak.
Yet Lisa had articulated all too well the knotted byways of our merging paths.
I glanced up at the clock on the wall above Lisa, made note of the long hand inching its way towards twelve. The minute glided along behind. It’s time to end,
I said. But there’s something I must tell you.
I sat forward, laid my clipboard upon the table beside my chair. I’ve been called out of town and will be away for the next two weeks. A family matter.
I said, while hating my lie. But Nwoye’ was family; all I had. Lisa’s faint glow dimmed. Two weeks. That’s how long Darvon’s gone,
she shrieked. What am I going to do?
I handed Lisa a card. I have coverage,
I said. He’s available to see you at our regular time.
A stand-in?
Lisa read the card then stared up at me. Dr. Amos Morgan?
Someone you’ll see in my stead. He’s a very capable man."
Lisa’s gaze pierced my chest. But he’s not you.
A chill enshrouded me. You can talk to him about anything; even my absence.
Lisa’s face filled with despair. She lifted her purse.
I stood up, joining her. Take care, Lisa. I’ll see you in three weeks.
Lisa walked past me, opened the door, stepped half way through then turned back and said, Dr. Griffiths. I have something to confess.
What is it?
I approached her and said.
Two weeks ago I got a job working in a restaurant down in the Marina District. It’s with the chef.
I smiled.
Darvon bought us dinner one Friday after I’d finished my shift. I saw you come in just after we’d sat down to eat,
Lisa said.
A sinking feeling emerged within the pit of my stomach. You were with a man. I don’t know if he was your husband. He was blind,
she said.
Lisa’s face brightened. The two of you seemed to be having such a good time.
Lisa tightened her grip upon the doorknob, looked away then back. I know I have to go, but I wanted to tell you, for some reason I felt Darvon knew the man you were with. Lisa looked down then up again; her hand still on the knob and said,
I had reservations about you in the beginning, Dr. Griffiths. Then Darvon said he had to go on a business trip. I felt lost. Then I thought of how he had smiled at the two of you in the restaurant. I didn’t know if the man was your husband. You both seemed so happy. And Darvon was smiling when he looked at you. He rarely smiles," Lisa said.
I gazed down at the band of five diamonds on my left hand.
You’re the person I need to see, Dr. Griffiths.
Lisa glanced down once more. Sorry for running over like this.
Turning away, she walked through the door and pulled it shut. I stepped forward, reached for the doorknob, engaged the lock and returning to my chair on the far side of the room, collapsed into it.
A gift from Nwoye’, he’d had the leather recliner delivered the day I’d settled into the building with Amos. Life had held so much promise then.
Minutes later I stepped outside, closed my office door, and attempted to lock it to no avail. Need some help?
a voice asked the next morning. A hand slipped over mine at the knob of my office door. Oh, Amos,
I looked up. He was smiling.
My key’s stuck,
I said. I can’t lock my door.
Amos turned my hand. The lock engaged. I removed the key and turned to face him. Thank heavens for small favors.
Amos reached for my satchel. Let me take that,
he said."
I was just coming down to get you."
Amos’ eyes darkened and retreated. He glanced at his watch. "That’s right. We’re supposed to be having coffee to discuss your clients. But I need to get to