The Principle of Ultimate Indivisibility
()
About this ebook
Subtlety ought to be on an endangered literary species list, but Brent Robison brilliantly makes the case for its essentiality in this exquisite collection of webbed stories. These stories argue that everything is a facet of the same jewel and we touch each other's lives in unfathomable ways. To read them is to heighten one's bond with strangers.
—Djelloul Marbrook, award-winning poet/novelist, Far from Algiers, The Light Piercing Water Trilogy
Rich, layered images take us deep inside the lives of Robison's characters, their stories weaving together a tapestry as textured as it is beautiful. Brent Robison's stories are reminiscent of Sherwood Anderson's Winesburg, Ohio – stories of ordinary people caught in the crosshairs of circumstance, sometimes of their own making, sometimes not. All of them heroic in their honest struggle to find meaning and ultimately love.... A gorgeous, timeless collection about longing.
—Susan Richards, NY Times bestselling author, Chosen by a Horse, Saddled, Chosen Forever
Brent Robison's superbly crafted collection of short stories doesn't shy away from its central thesis – that we are all cross-wired with each other in ways both obvious and finely nuanced. Some of these intersections are collisions of circumstance (think the movies Magnolia or Crash) that seem coincidental but really aren't. Others are the shared pains and longings and failings that identify us all as humans, but here again there's something larger and more ineffable at work linking characters in different stories. Buddhists, Jungians, and even quantum theorists would have a field day with the output of Robison's imagination.
—Ned White, Moonbeam Award winning author
The Principle of Ultimate Indivisibility is a collection of linked short stories, and each one of them is a delight: a sparsely-written, surprising delight which illuminates unexpected corners of its characters’ lives and in so doing, reveals their obsessions, loves and longings with ruthless clarity.
—Jane Smith, The Self-Publishing Review
It’s a feast of food for thought, a richly imagined reality that looks much like our own would if we could really see it. Robison has a lyrical and evocative style and a deep affection for human foibles, and wandering through the maze he has woven is oddly intoxicating.
—Anne Pyburn Craig, Chronogram magazine
Brent Robison
I live in the Catskill Mountains of New York. My writing has appeared in a dozen print and online literary journals, as well as hundreds of corporate training and marketing publications. My stories have won the Literal Latte Short Short Award, the Chronogram Short Fiction Contest, a Fiction Fellowship from the New Jersey Council on the Arts, and a Pushcart Prize nomination. I am also the publisher and editor of the Hudson Valley regional literary annual, Prima Materia.THE PRINCIPLE OF ULTIMATE INDIVISIBILITY, A Web of Stories, is available in trade paperback edition from booksellers everywhere. It is enhanced by more than a dozen cool abstract drawings by Wendy Drolma.REVIEWSSee this recent review: https://dactylreview.com/2019/06/25/the-principle-of-ultimate-indivisibility-a-web-of-stories-by-brent-robison/Other links are on my blog at http://ultimate-indivisibility.comMoonbeam Award winning author Ned White says: "Brent Robison's superbly crafted collection of short stories doesn't shy away from its central thesis - that we are all crosswired with each other in ways both obvious and finely nuanced.... Buddhists, Jungians, and even quantum theorists would have a field day with the output of Robison's imagination."In the October Chronogram Magazine, Anne Pyburn manages to capture the essence of my book in three paragraphs that are so eloquent I'm hard-pressed to choose the best blurb... how about "a feast of food for thought, a richly imagined reality that looks much like our own world if we could really see it."Online at POD People, Cheryl Anne Gardner gives a really thoughtful, in-depth examination of the themes (and their alternates) that she sees at work in the stories and the book as a whole. I'm immensely grateful for this kind of close reading and generous analysis, made even better by the fact that hers is all volunteer labor. Again, so difficult to choose a few words from so many insightful comments; here's one: "...the collection really begged the question: Hope? Is it really genuine or is it something we invent as a way to justify our acceptance..."At the website Self-Publishing Review, whose mission is to help bring self-published literature to a more respected position in the minds of readers and the industry, editor Henry Baum closes his review with this: "Overall, it’s a collection of very strong writing - thoughtful, full of vivid imagery, sorrowful at times, but never self-pitying. The Lost Symbol it is not, but it’s subtle and moving in a way that Dan Brown dreams of being." (Sorry, Dan!)The Fearless Reviews website takes just two paragraphs to give a strong impression of the content and themes in my stories, and sums it up with this: "This is a beautifully written, thoughtful collection well worth reading."In my local paper, the Woodstock Times (scroll down to Storytellers), I was flattered to be reviewed along with one of my writing heroes, James Lasdun. Reviewer Paul Smart says "...the use of a fractured story structure, where characters, actions and similar reactions come together over time, lend the overall work the tragic air of great epics, with people doing all they can to escape fate's plans for them; and yet also the bittersweet quality we recognize in the best comedies, where folks keep pressing on, no matter what pushes them back."
Related to The Principle of Ultimate Indivisibility
Related ebooks
The Bookshop on Jacaranda Street Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5Death by Tarot Card: A Ghost & Abby Mystery, #4 Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsNight Whispers Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsThe Courage Consort Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5In the Closet and Under the Bed Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsF**king Through the Apocalypse Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsThe Optimist: Poems Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsAt the Sign of the Jack O'Lantern Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsBlood Never Dies Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Ghosts and More . . . tales of the supernatural: an anthology Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsScent of Lavender Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsRiddle Me Out Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsDoctor Sleep: A Novel Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Famished: A Twisted Serial Killer Crime Thriller: Ash Park, #2 Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsDoor Number Four Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsMousehead Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsTerror Under the Lupin Moon: Book One of the Michigan Macabre Mysteries Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsSeven Graves of Evil Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsAwake on Garland Street Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Land of the Fathers Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsThe Wonderful Visit Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsAnderson Castle Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsFlash Fiction 40 Anthology - July 2009 Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsWhat Happened Here? Woodstock '99 and the Death Of The '90s: What Happened Here?, #2 Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsLilith Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsKnock Wood: A Memoir in Essays Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsIt's a Wonderful Undead Life Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsThe Dreaming Jewels Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Jake's Monthly- Magic Realism Anthology Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsTreats & Tales Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratings
Literary Fiction For You
Prophet Song: A Novel (Booker Prize Winner) Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Flowers for Algernon Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Piranesi Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The 7 1/2 Deaths of Evelyn Hardcastle Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Catch-22: 50th Anniversary Edition Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The Covenant of Water (Oprah's Book Club) Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5A Man Called Ove: A Novel Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Pride and Prejudice: Bestsellers and famous Books Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The Handmaid's Tale Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5A Confederacy of Dunces Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Life of Pi: A Novel Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Cloud Cuckoo Land: A Novel Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Demon Copperhead: A Novel Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The Queen's Gambit Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The Alchemist Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Till We Have Faces: A Myth Retold Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The Invisible Hour: A Novel Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The Silmarillion Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5I Who Have Never Known Men Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The Only Woman in the Room: A Novel Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Tender Is the Flesh Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The Lagos Wife: A Novel Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Little Birds: Erotica Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5The Sympathizer: A Novel (Pulitzer Prize for Fiction) Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The Poisonwood Bible: A Novel Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Lady Tan's Circle of Women: A Novel Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Rebecca Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5All the Ugly and Wonderful Things: A Novel Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Leave the World Behind: A Novel Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5The Old Man and the Sea: The Hemingway Library Edition Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5
Related categories
Reviews for The Principle of Ultimate Indivisibility
0 ratings0 reviews
Book preview
The Principle of Ultimate Indivisibility - Brent Robison
Family Man
Harold has had it with the squirrels. He’s had it with lots of things, but mostly with the squirrels. He tried plywood; they chewed through. He tried wire mesh; they chewed around. He tried mothballs, after Carmine across the street mentioned it over the barbecue. Like tear gas to the little bastards,
Carmine said.
So Harold scattered mothballs all over the attic. They laughed. In Harold’s imagination, the squirrels laughed. They pointed their little fingers down through the ceiling at him, clutched their little bellies, and howled.
I’ll kill you,
Harold said.
His wife said, What?
She lay next to him on the bed, not touching. This was the second marriage for both of them. They lay flat on their backs, staring straight up, listening to the scrape and scuffle and scratch of the squirrels in the attic. It was 3:47 a.m.
Nothing,
Harold said.
Harold wears a perpetual suit. On weekends at home he feels oddly naked, as though at a silly costume party. Every Wednesday at noon he gets his shoes shined.
Whoop-tiddle-ee-dee!
the shoeshine man says. He is a former jazz musician. Harold always gives him a two-dollar tip. Secretly, Harold holds the shoeshine man in high regard, due to his flamboyant way with a rag.
It is summer. Harold flips the frisbee to his son with one flick of a stiff wrist. Central Park is in dim twilight. Around them, weeping willows look like the wet walls of a cave.
I guess opera’s not so bad,
his son shouts.
The frisbee is an orange neon UFO slicing humid green air. An aria from Turandot booms low thunder from beyond the trees. Over there somewhere in the swarm sit the women: Harold’s mother, his sister, his daughter, his second wife.
Woo, Dad, check it out,
his son says, tossing the frisbee under one leg. It’s a movement like scissors. The boy looks like his mother, Harold’s angry first wife. He’s nine and so awkward he can hardly walk.
Harold is not thinking of the frisbee. He’s not thinking of the opera. Fireflies wink in spirals.
Harold is thinking of Dolores, the woman he met in the movie line yesterday. Terminator 2. Sold out.
Once over dinner, Harold told his first wife, I had lunch with my new client today. Boy is she gorgeous.
His wife threw the entire pizza at the wall. It was a Domino’s medium, delivered hot in under thirty minutes. The door slammed behind her.
I don’t want soup!
his son immediately wailed. The boy was four then and exercised firm control over all meals. He would eat only pizza, plain. Preferably Domino’s and never pepperoni, never sausage, only plain. This was a source of great stress in the family, especially at breakfast. Most mornings, Harold felt distinctly relieved as he closed the front door behind him. Aaah,
he would sigh. But at the same time, he felt mysteriously sad. He would murmur, I am a believer in the principle of ultimate indivisibility. I am a family man.
The boy found a slice with half its cheese and no dust. Harold’s daughter, who had been served just before the pie took flight, continued eating. Her eyes blinked once.
His wife spent the night in the bed of the roller rink boy with the wispy mustache. We’re just friends,
she had once told Harold, as she tossed her skates over her shoulder and left for a weekend at the rink.
Harold cleaned up, but a faint brown pattern remained, tomato sauce on green wallpaper. Within a month, his wife had moved into a studio apartment near the city center. She said she had to find herself.
For weeks after, Harold could see a picture in the stain. It was a penis with angel wings. This he told no one.
Harold and his second wife wanted a free TV. It was simple: they just had to drive out of their Jersey suburb, head west to the Poconos, listen to a pitch by a perky blonde, tour the Shady Glen condos (offered only to carefully selected married couples with a combined household income over $42,500), and tote their new faux-ebony 13-inch Toshiba home. But they were a mile short of the Delaware when they turned around and went back.
Bullshit!
Harold said with sincere energy, as loud as he could possibly shout. It was all he could think of to say. It filled the Honda like a light in a closet, on then off. His wife sat. Then she plucked the stylish red glasses off her face, twisted them into a tangle so that one lens popped like a cork into the back seat, and began to cry.
Oh, good. Another hundred,
Harold thought, but he didn’t say another word all the way home.
It was because of Harold’s kids. It was because Harold’s kids were impossible. It was because Harold’s kids were so incredibly bad that no second wife could possibly ever have a chance. They were the offspring of Satan and Medusa. They were evil with a capital E. How could a new family ever begin under the weight of such a legacy? All was doom, and messy bedrooms, and backtalk, forever and ever.
When they walked into the house, there was a squirrel in the living room.
M&M’s from the bowl on the buffet were scattered all over the floor. Harold’s wife’s dog, a terrier whose life’s purpose should be the murder of rodents, sat looking innocent and bored in the center of the room. The squirrel froze. Then it dashed. It shot like a baseball to the far wall, ricocheted, came back, heading for the stairs, a line drive on a collision course with Harold. It leapt to the couch and into the air, little arms wide, little claws spread, little eyes wild with something so fierce that Harold stopped like he’d been punched. His heart did a flip-flop. His mind heard screams and the crackle of fire. His eyes saw the glare of a beast ready to kill or die in the ancient bloody battle for the cave. This is the way Harold liked to think about it later. But he kept it to himself.
For one second, his mind was blank with terror. Then the squirrel sailed past, scampered up the stairs, and disappeared. Goddamn it!
Harold said. Then he got a poker from the fireplace and stalked up the stairs, walking with very heavy steps.
Standing in the movie line, Harold had noticed right away that the woman in black was alone. He had answered his son’s non-stop questions with falsely enthusiastic monosyllables as he watched her, waiting to see if a man would show up at the last minute to dash the hopes that were rising like yeasty dough in his mind. Finally he said, You an Arnold fan?
She said, No, you might say I’m a connoisseur of apocalypse.
Her lips were red.
Harold’s heart melted. Aah,
he said, nodding with great exaggeration.
And then the T-1000 morphs right through the bars, it’s so cool!
Harold’s son said.
Morphs?
said Harold.
Dolores,
she said, extending her hand.
In the attic, the squirrels have escalated. They’ve turned from everyday squirrel routine to orgiastic squirrel celebration. It’s a decadent rodent Bacchanalia. They cry out in passion. They scream. They are squirrels with voices! They screech and tumble and gallop up and down in a frenzy of shameless animal abandon. Harold lies in moonlight, mesmerized. He can’t be sure if it’s joy or pain; if it’s love or battle. Or both! It’s something altogether alien, surely too exquisite for men. It’s sacred squirrel ecstasy.
For a moment, Harold feels guilty for eavesdropping.
Dad, think fast!
the boy shouts. His face is a round glow in the gray-green twilight of the park, surpassed in luminosity only by the bright cut of the frisbee saucering straight at Harold’s head.
Hey bud, getting a little dark for this, isn’t it?
Harold says. Inside, he argues with himself: Aah, Dolores!
Then there’s a flash of lightning and a crack of thunder like giant tympani, obliterating the opera beyond the willows. He loosens his tie and makes another awkward toss. He knows that by now the women will have scurried for the car, and his wife will be angry that he hasn’t come dashing to save them from the dangerous weather.
Yowie zowie, Dad!
Rain has begun to fall. The boy does a cartwheel. Little drops, a few, then big drops, a hundred, a thousand. All at once Harold feels himself, unwilled, dribble to a stop. His son stands suddenly still at his side, a skinny shoulder held close by Harold’s hand. All they can do is breathe deep together and turn their faces, big and little, to the sky. This feels foolish, but wonderful.
Finally, Harold has found the solution. It’s simple: rat poison doesn’t discriminate among small furry mammals. On a shovel, one by one, Harold carries the stiff little bodies down the stairs to the garbage. His wife won’t speak to him. For her, cuteness is a religion. Little animals should frolic on pink wallpaper in the nursery, even an empty nursery.
The squirrels look like the botched homework of a freshman taxidermist: flat hairy things without softness or grace, with sawdust stuffing, and brown teeth too big for their grinning little mouths, and no eyes.
His wife weeps silently. You’ll thank me tonight when you’re sleeping like a baby,
Harold says.
No, I won’t,
she says. I’ll be asleep.
Now, Harold stands stumplike in the drenched clearing, soggy-suited and laughing. His son clings like some twisted miraculous outgrowth of his body, all slimy and whooping in new maleness. The sky has broken! For a moment Harold doesn’t care that his wife and mother and sister and daughter are sitting and waiting and growing cruel in a driverless car. For a moment Harold even forgets yesterday. How he had stood there with her too, laughing, entirely mindless of the little boy tugging on his arm. How he had stood there lustful and oblivious in the slanting sun, stood there in his rumpled suit talking to the red lips of a woman dressed in black, just stood there trying desperately to think of all the ways the world can end.
Phoenix Egg
- Three Vignettes -
Cabin
Tony feels a needle-twinge of new guilt, a little spike in the ever-present hum, as he lies to the friendly young woman in the jewelry store.
It was a gift,
he says. He shifts his weight and swallows.
It’s really beautiful.
For a better look at the object on the glass countertop, she leans closer to him. It’s just too bad about the damage here along the edge.
She points with her pinky, the elegant tiny nail polished a pale mother-of-pearl.
Tony just stands there, silent. He judges himself deficient in all social skills after three months alone in his cabin. What a far fall from the glib talker he’d once been, back when life was flashy and brutal. He used to say to himself, I am three things, and three things only: Italian. Catholic. Cop. Now, he knows he’s much much more, but he can’t quite put a finger on exactly what.
Tony has left his old life behind. His wife had asked him for a divorce just before the century turned, citing something she called patrol car widowhood
—the streets of Staten Island and the loud crew of shoulder-punching guys at the 120th Precinct had become like the air he breathed every day. The court date came and went, and he marched forward, day in, day out, noble and empty-headed, numb and duty-bound, until on a bored and angry whim in the dark of winter, he volunteered for a stint at Fresh Kills.
He had grown up in Arden Heights with the stench of that vast landfill in his nostrils every day. But now it was different. Everything in the world had changed. He donned white coveralls and a respirator with some 499 other NYPD, FBI, and civilian workers to comb the endless debris from the towers.
Something went deeply wrong inside him. He felt it as a slow relentless crumble. He was falling to pieces himself in the face of that eternal stream of broken things—objects touched and owned by permanently absent persons, and then, then, the occasional fragment of human flesh and bone, at first unrecognizable, until, with a horrible rush of awareness, so very familiar.
Standing at the conveyor belt he might, at any random moment, feel a sudden choke and a surge of hot tears, and go through terrible struggles to maintain composure behind his mask, surrounded by men. It was in one of those moments of disintegration that he focused on a tiny object, plucked it up, slipped it into his glove, and pressed it with manic energy against the flesh of his palm until he could breathe evenly again. He held on to the thing, and at the end of his shift, he did the unthinkable and smuggled it out of the compound in his boot.
Days later, before the great task came to an end, Tony quit the force, sold his Mustang to buy a used four-wheel-drive pickup, put his possessions in storage, arranged for his sister to rent out his house for a percentage, bought a truckload of supplies, and moved to a tiny cabin deep in the Catskills.
His grandfather had built the hunting cabin before Tony was born, but the family had rarely used it since the old man died. The one-room log structure and its surrounding twenty acres of forest on a mountaintop had languished in the far back of Tony’s mind—something to consider in the distant future, but never, until that spring day, rising to a present concern.
He spent the first week in hard, sweaty labor, making the cramped, decrepit four walls into a livable shelter. Holes in the roof and one window. Door hinges rusted shut. Layers of mouse shit on the shelves and counters. Spider webs thick on everything. Mounds of bat guano in the outhouse. He used up his entire bottled water supply and had to lug refilled jugs up a hill from a little rocky creek below.
The second week was entirely different. Finally, he just let it all go, releasing his own trembling walls to the relentless gravity of his inexplicable emptiness. He broke down, utterly. He sobbed and drank and smashed things and drank some more. He vomited on the floor. He lay for days in a naked drunken stupor and found himself one midnight staring at his own candle-lit reflection in a window, with the barrel of his .38 revolver in his mouth. Through his fog, he comprehended that this was a point of no return, and he made a decision. He flung open the door of the cabin and threw the pistol with all his strength into the black forest.
The third week, he began to mend. He slept fitfully, but long. He bathed in the creek. He took lengthy walks through the fresh piney woods. He organized his tiny abode. In the bottom of a box he came across the one-inch piece of tarnished metal and crusted stone that had been the catalyst for his change—that thing once possessed by someone whose family would never see them again. That thing for which he would always be guilty.
He began to take trips every other week into the nearby village of Margaretville, and on the first such venture, he picked up silver polish and a library card. Soon the stolen pendant gleamed in shades of silver and gold, the egg-shaped stone showing glimmers like hot coals in its red-orange depths, offset by filigree of cobalt and violet. It leaned against the rough-hewn log wall on a shelf, next to a candle in an ancient baby-food jar.
He began to read. Mutely following the librarian’s lead, he started with Thoreau and Emerson, then moved on to an astronomy text and a biography of Beethoven. He tried Dante and sampled Kierkegaard. He worked his way through novels by Dostoyevsky and Marquez and poems by Eliot and Rilke. He struggled with Steven Hawking and laughed at Mark Twain. He studied the Bhagavad Gita and the Tao Te Ching. He devoured Rumi. He read in a half-broken chair under a tree by the cabin door as the dapple of leaves inched across his pages; he read by flickering candlelight deep into the night.
His dark hair and beard grew long and thick until the day he saw the woman in the little antique shop and jewelry store. Back at the cabin, he carefully trimmed them until he deemed himself respectable, if a bit bohemian.
He had been looking at the jewelry in the window that day to see if anything resembled his pendant; he wanted to identify its stones, maybe even its maker. But now he had another reason to come back, walk right in, and ask. There was just one problem—for weeks and weeks, he had not had an actual conversation with a human being. He didn’t believe he could still do it, or was even worthy to try. But he also felt that he had so much more inside himself to say than he had ever had before. He was both exhilarated and scared. And, at the same time, thoughtful, as if observing someone not himself. The woman behind the jewelry counter was part of this confused and fluttery jumble, but there was much more to it than that. It was connected to other, deeper things, scars new under his old skin, the marks of a bitter evolution.
Now, she studies the pendant as she speaks. "I think I can answer your question…. This central stone here? That’s a fire