Beautiful Bastard
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Whip-smart, hardworking, and on her way to an MBA, Chloe Mills has only one problem: her boss, Bennett Ryan. He’s exacting, blunt, inconsiderate—and completely irresistible. A Beautiful Bastard.
Bennett has returned to Chicago from France to take a vital role in his family’s massive media business. He never expected that the assistant who’d been helping him from abroad was the gorgeous, innocently provocative—completely infuriating—creature he now has to see every day. Despite the rumors, he’s never been one for a workplace hookup. But Chloe’s so tempting he’s willing to bend the rules—or outright smash them—if it means he can have her. All over the office.
As their appetites for one another increase to a breaking point, Bennett and Chloe must decide exactly what they’re willing to lose in order to win each other.
Originally only available online as The Office by tby789—and garnering over 2 million reads on fanfiction sites—Beautiful Bastard has been extensively updated for re-release.
Christina Lauren
Christina Lauren is the combined pen name of longtime writing partners and best friends Christina Hobbs and Lauren Billings, the New York Times, USA TODAY, and #1 internationally bestselling authors of the Beautiful and Wild Seasons series, Autoboyography, Love and Other Words, Roomies, Josh and Hazel’s Guide to Not Dating, The Unhoneymooners, The Soulmate Equation, Something Wilder, The True Love Experiment and The Paradise Problem. You can find them online at ChristinaLaurenBooks.com or @ChristinaLauren on Instagram.
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Readers find this title to be a mixed bag. Some reviewers absolutely loved the book, praising the well-written story and intense chemistry between the characters. They found it entertaining, steamy, and couldn't put it down. However, there were negative reviews that criticized the book for its explicit sex scenes and lack of consent. Some readers felt that the story focused too much on lust and lacked depth. Overall, the book received mixed reviews, but those who enjoyed it found it to be a fun and sexy read.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5If you loved Fifty Shades & Bared to you, then this book is definitely for you.
I am not sure why a cocky, selfish personality is so appealing.... But it is. I fell in love with Mr. Ryan the moment I opened the book. The way he carried himself and took control of every situation made him my new Book Boyfriend !
Chloe was an intern at Mr. Ryan's office and dealt with his bossy, rude attitude everyday. They could not stand each other. Out of the blue though, their relationship takes a turn and they find themselves in a very sexual situation. Panties are torn and lines are crossed.
Throughout this book I found myself compelled and consumed by the character's relationship. I loved their sexcapades and the love/hate relationship they shared. The storyline had witty parts and the scenes were fun!
I highly recommend this book!!! - Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Fun. Super fun!
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I loved the twist, turns, and laugh out loud moments. I think every can relate to the boss and employee scenario. What a great read. I'm looking forward to reading more about Chloe and Bennett.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Loved it!!
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5absolutely loved this book! granted most of this book was based on sex scenes but the story line along with those scenes were amazing!
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5This book caught me by surprise, I fucking loved it and finished it in a day! It keeps you on your toes and I wish I had more to read!!!
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Loved the book. Fun, witty, sexy. Great characters and a great storyline. I recommend.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Loved the banter, the steam, and how these 2 changed bits by bits. I'll sure go on reading about them, as I miss them already!
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5the intense chemistry between Chloe and Ben made the book entertaining, quick and just right.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Good book, a lil too much on the sex scenes but still good
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5the dynamic was much different than others but wish it had a bit more of a plot! quick read and kept my attention!!
- Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5The sex is hot yet the flow of the characters are kinda weird...for me.
- Rating: 1 out of 5 stars1/5I usually love these authors, but this was just terrible. If you just want to read about sex, this is the book for you, because that's really all there is. If you actually care about a character or a story, look elsewhere. Basically, if you're usually a Christina Lauren fan, this is nothing like their other books.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5It is really well written, i felt the emotions the author want the readers to feel. This is my first time reading an erotica and it's a great experience. The male lead really is a bastard, a BEAUTIFUL bastard, every snusnu scene kept me in my toes.
- Rating: 1 out of 5 stars1/5everything about it was awful!!!!! I hated everything in it!!!!
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5The books are totally deserving. I loved them, and I think they are must read. If you have some great stories like this one, you can publish it on Novel Star, just submit your story to [email protected] or [email protected]
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I first read this as a fanfiction and I honestly didn't think I would Enjoy it as characters other than what I read it as, but I really enjoyed it and definitely continuing on with the series.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5This was a great read. I had a love hate with the way they first got together. I know it's all about fantasy, however it's hard for me to not think how horribly wrong it was. I guess that's my inner self screaming when I read stuff like that. It was definitely a pretty steamy book.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5I'm just not sure about this book. Halfway threw i would have given it 2.5 stars. It just didn't have a lot of story behind it. It was all lust and sex and for me that's just not a book. For the 1st half (not an exaggeration) it was all yelling, lust, sex and walking away. Over and over and over. To be perfectly honest i started skipping sex scenes bc I was just over it. It wasn't until they went to CA that there was any real emotion and connection with the characters. That's why it got 3 stars. It became 2 people rather then a port scene. There was even a little depth and sadness with the characters near the end. It was not however enough for me to read the next book in this series. I loved one of this authors other books so I was sorely disappointed with how unconnected I felt with these characters.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I don't know how to describe this... but I love how the story going.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Seriously love this book! I have read it three times in 4 months, along with all of the other books in the series that relate to Bennet and Chloe and a few of the others. Definately encourage everybody to read this story!
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Amazing. Couldn't put it down till I finished reading. Excellent
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5it was a good fast read, kept me glued and continued to think about them after the book was done. That's what i love in a book!
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5This was so good that I wanted more at the end. After spending an entire day with these two, I kinda wanted a glimpse into their everyday after sorting it out. But I thoroughly enjoyed it. Thankful for the review that recommended it. 5 stars all the way.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5hskagskajags
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5I really thought I would have liked this book more than I did. It didn't feel original enough for me to fall in love with it. The entire time I was reading, it felt like the book was a combo of Fifty Shades of Grey and Two Weeks Notice (Sandra Bullock and Hugh Grant movie).
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Mr Ryan is indeed a beautiful ____!! Chloe a lil overpowering. Nice read, quite steaming!
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Soooo sexy and funny!!! I love the chemistry!
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5love it
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I could not put it down, it has it all.
Book preview
Beautiful Bastard - Christina Lauren
One
My father always said the way to learn the job you want is to spend every second watching someone do it.
To get the job at the top, you’ve got to start at the bottom,
he told me. Become the person the CEO can’t live without. Be their right-hand man. Learn their world, and they’ll snatch you up the second you finish your degree.
I had become irreplaceable. And I’d definitely become the Right Hand. It just so happened that in this case, I was the right hand that most days wanted to slap the damn face.
My boss, Mr. Bennett Ryan. Beautiful Bastard.
My stomach clenched tightly at the thought of him: tall, gorgeous, and entirely evil. He was the most self-righteous, pompous prick I’d ever met. I’d hear all of the other women in the office gossip about his escapades and wonder if a nice face was all it took. But my father also said, You realize early in life that beauty is only skin-deep, and ugly goes straight to the bone.
I’d had my fair share of unpleasant men in the past few years, dated a few in high school and college. But this one took the cake.
Well, hello Miss Mills!
Mr. Ryan stood in the doorway to my office that served as an anteroom to his. His voice was laced with honey, but it was all wrong… like honey left to freeze and crack on ice.
After spilling water on my phone, dropping my earrings into the garbage disposal, being rear-ended on the interstate, and having to wait for the cops to come and tell us what we both already knew—that it was the other guy’s fault—the last thing I needed this morning was a grumpy Mr. Ryan.
Too bad for me he didn’t come in any other flavor.
I gave him my usual. Good morning, Mr. Ryan,
hoping he would give me his usual curt nod in return.
But when I tried to slip past him, he murmured, Indeed? ‘Morning,’ Miss Mills? What time is it in your little world?
I stopped and met his cold stare. He was a good eight inches taller than me, and before working for him I’d never felt so small. I’d worked for Ryan Media Group for six years. But since his return to the family business nine months ago, I’d taken to wearing heels I used to consider circus height just so I could approach him near eye level. Even so, I still had to tilt my head to look up at him, and he clearly relished it, hazel eyes flashing.
I had a bit of a disaster morning. It won’t happen again,
I said, relieved that my voice came out steady. I had never been late, not once, but leave it to him to make a thing of it the first time it happened. I managed to slip past him, put my purse and coat in my closet, and power up my computer. I tried to act like he wasn’t standing in the doorway, watching every move I made.
‘Disaster morning’ is quite an apt description for what I’ve had to deal with in your absence. I spoke to Alex Schaffer personally to smooth over the fact that he didn’t get the signed contracts when promised: nine a.m., East Coast time. I had to call Madeline Beaumont personally to let her know we were, in fact, going to proceed with the proposal as written. In other words, I’ve done your job and mine this morning. Surely, even with a ‘disaster morning’ you can manage eight a.m.? Some of us get up and start working before the brunch hour.
I glanced up at him, antagonizing me, glaring, arms crossed over his broad chest—and all because I was an hour late. I blinked away, very deliberately not staring at the way his dark tailored suit stretched across his shoulders. I had made the mistake of visiting the hotel gym during a convention the first month we worked together and walked in to find him sweaty and shirtless next to the treadmill. He had a face that any male model would kill for and the most incredible hair I’ve ever seen on a man. Freshly fucked hair. That’s what the girls downstairs called it, and according to them, it earned its title. The image of him wiping his chest with his shirt was forever burned into my brain.
Of course, he’d had to ruin it by opening his mouth: It’s nice to see you finally taking an interest in your physical fitness, Miss Mills.
Asshole.
I’m sorry, Mr. Ryan,
I said with just a hint of bite. I understand the burden I placed on you by making you manage a fax machine and pick up a telephone. As I mentioned, it won’t happen again.
You’re right, it won’t,
he replied, cocky smile firmly in place.
If only he would keep his mouth shut, he’d be perfect. A piece of duct tape would do the trick. I had some in my desk that I’d occasionally pull out and fondle, hoping someday I could put it to good use.
And just so you don’t allow this incident to slip your memory, I’d like to see the full status tables for the Schaffer, Colton, and Beaumont projects on my desk by five. And then you’re going to make up the hour lost this morning by doing a mock board presentation of the Papadakis account for me in the conference room at six. If you’re going to manage this account, you’re going to prove to me that you know what the hell you’re doing.
My eyes widened as I watched him turn away, slamming his office door behind him. He knew damn well that I was ahead of schedule with this project, which also served as my MBA thesis. I still had months to finish my slides once the contracts were signed… which they weren’t—they hadn’t even been fully drafted. Now, with everything else on my plate, he wanted me to put together a mock board presentation in… I looked at my watch. Great, seven and a half hours, if I skipped lunch. I opened the Papadakis file and got down to it.
As everyone began filtering out for lunch, I remained glued to my desk with my coffee and a bag of trail mix I’d bought from the vending machine. Normally I’d bring leftovers or leave with the other interns to grab something, but time was not on my side today. I heard the outer office door open and looked up, smiling as Sara Dillon walked in. Sara was in the same MBA internship program at Ryan Media Group that I was, though she worked in accounting.
Ready for lunch?
she asked.
I’m going to have to skip it. This is the day from hell.
I looked at her apologetically, and her smile turned into a smirk.
"Day from hell, or boss from hell? She took a seat on the edge of my desk.
I heard he was on a bit of a rampage this morning."
I gave her a knowing look. Sara didn’t work for him, but she knew all about Bennett Ryan. As the youngest son of company founder Elliott Ryan, and with a notoriously short fuse, he was a living legend in the building. Even if there were two of me, I wouldn’t be able to get this finished in time.
You sure you don’t want me to bring you back something?
Her eyes moved in the direction of his office. A hit man? Some holy water?
I laughed. I’m good.
Sara smiled and left the office. I’d just finished off the last of my coffee when I bent down, noting a run in my stockings. And on top of everything else,
I began, hearing Sara return, I’ve already snagged these. Actually, if you’re going somewhere there’s chocolate, bring me back fifty pounds, so I can eat my feelings later.
I glanced up and saw that it wasn’t Sara standing there. My cheeks flushed red and I pulled my skirt back down.
I’m sorry, Mr. Ryan, I—
Miss Mills, since you and the other office girls have plenty of time to discuss problematic lingerie, in addition to putting together the Papadakis presentation, I need you to also run down to the Willis office and retrieve the market analysis and segmentation for Beaumont.
He straightened his tie, looking at his reflection in my window. Do you think you can manage that?
Did he just call me an office girl
? Sure, as part of my internship I often did some basic assistant work for him, but he knew damn well I had worked for this company for years before receiving a JT Miller scholarship to Northwestern. I was four months away from getting my business degree.
Getting my degree and getting the hell out from under you, I thought. I looked up to meet his blazing eyes. I’ll be happy to ask Sam if she—
It wasn’t a suggestion,
he cut me off. I’d like you to pick them up.
He gazed at me for a moment with a clenched jaw before turning on his heel and storming back to his office, pulling the door closed roughly behind him.
What the fuck was his problem? Was slamming doors like a teenager really necessary? I grabbed my blazer from the back of the chair and began making my way to our satellite office a few buildings down.
When I returned, I knocked on his door but there was no response. I tried the knob. Locked. He was probably having a late-afternoon quickie with some trust fund princess while I ran around Chicago like an insane person. I shoved the manila folder through the mail slot, hoping the papers scattered everywhere and he’d have to get down and sort them himself. Would serve him right. I rather liked the image of him on his knees on the floor, gathering scattered documents. Then again, knowing him, he would call me into that sterile hellhole to clean it up while he watched.
Four hours later I had the status updates complete, my slides mostly in order, and I was almost hysterically laughing with how awful this day was. I found myself plotting a very bloody and drawn-out murder of the kid at The Copy Stop. A simple job, that’s all I had asked. Make some copies, bind some things. Should have been a piece of cake. In and out. But no. It had taken two hours.
I raced down the darkened hall of the now-empty building, the presentation materials clutched haphazardly in my arms, and glanced at my watch. Six twenty. Mr. Ryan was going to have my ass. I was twenty minutes late. As I experienced this morning, he hated late. Late
was a word not found in the Bennett Ryan Dickhead Dictionary. Along with heart,
kindness,
compassion,
lunch break,
or thank you.
So there I was, running through the empty halls in my stilt-like Italian pumps, racing to the executioner.
Breathe, Chloe. He can smell fear.
As I neared the conference room, I tried to calm my breathing and slowed to a walk. Soft light shone from beneath the closed door. He was definitely in there, waiting for me. Carefully, I attempted to smooth my hair and clothing while tidying the bundle of documents in my arms. Taking a deep breath, I knocked on the door.
Come in.
I walked into the warmly lit space. The conference room was huge; one wall was filled with floor-to-ceiling windows that gave a beautiful view of the Chicago cityscape from eighteen stories up. Dusk darkened the sky outside, and skyscrapers speckled the horizon with their lighted windows. In the center of the room stood a large heavy wood conference table, and facing me from the head of the table was Mr. Ryan.
He sat there, suit jacket hanging on the chair behind him, tie loosened, crisp white shirtsleeves rolled up to his elbows, and chin resting on his steepled fingers. His eyes were boring into mine, but he said nothing.
I apologize, Mr. Ryan,
I said, my voice wavering with my still labored breathing, The print job took—
I stopped. Excuses wouldn’t help my situation. And besides, I wasn’t going to let him blame me for something I had no control over. He could kiss my ass. With my newfound bravery in place, I lifted my chin and walked over to where he sat.
Without meeting his gaze, I sorted through my papers and placed a copy of the presentation on the table before us. Are you ready for me to begin?
He didn’t respond aloud, his eyes piercing my brave front. This would be a lot easier if he wasn’t so gorgeous. Instead, he gestured toward the materials before him, urging me to continue.
I cleared my throat and began my presentation. As I moved through the different aspects of the proposal, he stayed silent, staring directly at his copy. Why was he so calm? His temper tantrums I could handle. But the eerie silence? It was unnerving.
I was leaning over the table, gesturing toward a set of graphs, when it happened.
Their timeline for the first milestone is a little ambi—
I stopped midsentence, my breath caught in my throat. His hand pressed gently into my lower back before sliding down, settling on the curve of my ass. In the nine months I had worked for him, he had never intentionally touched me.
This was most definitely intentional.
The heat from his hand burned through my skirt and into my skin. Every muscle in my body tensed, and it felt like my insides were liquefying. What the hell was he doing? My brain screamed at me to push his hand off, to tell him to never touch me again, but my body had other ideas. My nipples hardened, and I clenched my jaw in response. Traitor nipples.
While my heart pounded in my chest, at least half a minute passed, and neither of us said anything as his hand moved down to my thigh, caressing. Our breathing and the muted noise of the city below were the only sounds in the still air of the conference room.
Turn around, Miss Mills.
His quiet voice broke the silence and I straightened my back, eyes facing forward. Slowly I turned, his hand skimming across me and sliding to my hip. I could feel the way his hand spread from his fingertips on my lower back all the way to where his thumb pressed against the soft skin just in front of my hipbone. I looked down to meet his eyes, which looked intently back at me.
I could see his chest rising and falling, each breath deeper than the last. A muscle twitched in his sharp jaw as his thumb began to move, slowly sliding back and forth, his eyes never leaving mine. He was waiting for me to stop him; there had been plenty of time for me to shove him away, or simply turn and leave. But I had too many feelings to sort out before I could react. I had never felt this way, and I had never expected to feel this about him. I wanted to slap him, and then pull him up by his shirt and lick his neck.
What are you thinking?
he whispered, eyes somehow both mocking and anxious.
I’m still trying to figure that out.
With those eyes still locked to mine, he began to slide his hand lower. His fingers ran down my thigh, to the hem of my skirt. He moved it up so his fingertips traced the strap of my garter belt, the lace edge of one thigh-high stocking. A long finger slipped beneath the thin fabric and pulled it down slightly. I sucked in a sharp breath, feeling suddenly like I was melting from the outside in.
How could I let my body react like this? I still wanted to slap him, but now, more than that, I wanted him to keep going. The heavy ache between my legs was building. He reached the edge of my panties and slipped his fingers under the fabric. I felt him slide against my skin and graze my clit before pushing his finger inside me, and I bit my lip trying, unsuccessfully, to stifle my groan. When I looked down at him, beads of sweat were forming on his brow.
Fuck,
he growled quietly. You’re wet.
His eyes fell closed and he seemed to be waging the same internal battle I was. I glanced down at his lap and could see him straining against the smooth fabric of his pants. Without opening his eyes, he withdrew his finger and fisted the thin lace of my panties in his hand. He was shaking as he looked up at me, fury clear in his expression. In one quick movement he tore them off, the rip of the fabric echoing in the silence.
He pulled my hips roughly, lifting me up onto the cold table and spreading my legs in front of him. I gave an involuntary groan as his fingers returned, sliding between my legs and pushing into me again. I despised this man in a singularly sharp way, but my body was betraying me; I craved more of what he was doing. Damn if he wasn’t good at this. His weren’t the gentle loving touches I was accustomed to. Here was a man used to getting what he wanted, and it turned out that right now, what he wanted was me. My head fell to the side as I leaned back on my elbows, feeling my impending orgasm approaching fast.
To my absolute horror I actually whimpered, Oh, please.
He stopped moving, pulling his fingers back and holding them in a fist before him. I sat up, grabbing his silk tie and pulling his mouth roughly against mine. His lips felt as perfect as they looked, firm and smooth. I’d never been kissed by someone who clearly knew every single angle and dip and teasing move to make me almost completely lose my mind.
I bit his lower lip as my hands made quick work down to the front of his pants, whipping his belt free of the loops. You better be ready to finish what you started.
He made a low, angry noise deep in his throat and took my blouse in his hands, ripping it open, the silver buttons skittering across the long conference table.
He slid his hands up my ribs and over my breasts, thumbs slipping back and forth across my taut nipples, his dark stare fixated on my expression the entire time. His hands were big, and rough almost to the point of pain, but instead of wincing or backing off, I pushed into his palms wanting more, and harder.
He growled, fingers tightening. It occurred to me I might bruise, and for a sick moment I hoped I did. I wanted a way to remember this feeling, of being completely sure of what my body wanted, entirely unleashed.
He leaned close enough to bite my shoulder, whispering, You fucking tease.
Unable to get close enough, I quickened my pace on his zipper, shoving his pants and his boxers to the floor. I gave his cock a hard squeeze, feeling him pulse against my palm.
The way he hissed my last name—"Mills"—should have sent a rush of fury through me, but I only felt one thing right now: pure, unadulterated lust. He forced my skirt up my thighs and pushed me back on the conference table. Before I could utter a single word, he took hold of my ankles, grabbed his cock, and took a step forward, thrusting deep inside me.
I couldn’t even be horrified by the loud moan I let out—he felt better than anything.
What’s that?
he hissed through clenched teeth, his hips slapping against my thighs, driving him deep inside. Never been fucked like this before, have you? You wouldn’t be such a tease if you were being properly fucked.
Who did he think he was? And why the hell did it turn me on so much that he was right? I had never had sex anywhere but on a bed, and it never felt like this.
I’ve had better,
I taunted.
He laughed, a quiet mocking sound. Look at me.
No.
He pulled out just as I was about to come. At first I thought he was actually going to leave me this way, until he grabbed my arms and yanked me up off the table, lips and tongue pressing against mine.
"Look at me, he said again. And, finally, with him no longer inside me, I could. He blinked once, slowly, long dark lashes brushing against his cheek, and then said,
Ask me to make you come."
His tone was all wrong. It was almost a question, but his words were just like him—all bastard. I did want him to make me come. More than anything. But I’d be damned if I’d ever ask him for anything.
I dropped my voice and stared back at him. You’re an asshole, Mr. Ryan.
His smile told me that whatever he’d needed from me, he got. I wanted to slam my knees up into his balls, but then I wouldn’t get more of what I really wanted.
Say please, Miss Mills.
"Please, go fuck yourself."
The next thing I felt was the cold window against my breasts, and I groaned at the intense contrast in temperature between it and his skin. I was on fire; every part of me wanted to feel his rough touch.
At least you’re consistent,
he snarled into my ear before biting my shoulder. He kicked at my feet. Spread your legs.
I parted my legs and without hesitation he pulled my hips back and reached between us before thrusting forward into me.
You like the cold?
Yes.
Devious, filthy girl. You like being watched, don’t you?
he murmured, taking my earlobe between his teeth. You love that all of Chicago can look up here and see you getting fucked, and you loving every minute of it with your pretty tits pressed against the glass.
Stop talking, you’re ruining it.
Though he wasn’t. Not even close. His gravelly voice was doing wicked things to me.
But he just laughed in my ear and probably noticed the way I shivered at the sound. You want them to see you come?
I groaned in response, unable to form words with each repeated thrust into me, pressing me further against the glass.
Say it. You want to come, Miss Mills? Answer me or I’ll stop and make you suck me off instead,
he hissed, driving himself deeper and deeper inside me with every thrust.
The part of me that hated him was dissolving like sugar on my tongue, and the part that wanted everything he had to give me was growing, hot and demanding.
Just tell me.
He leaned forward,