The Painted Bridge: A Novel
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Outside London behind a stone wall stands Lake House, a private asylum for genteel women of a delicate nature. In the winter of 1859, recently married Anna Palmer becomes its newest arrival, tricked by her husband into leaving home, incarcerated against her will, and declared hysterical and unhinged. With no doubts as to her sanity, Anna is convinced that she will be released as soon as she can tell her story. But Anna learns that liberty will not come easily. The longer she remains at Lake House, the more she realizes that—like the ethereal bridge over the asylum’s lake—nothing is as it appears. She begins to experience strange visions and memories that may lead her to the truth about her past, herself, and to freedom…or lead her so far into the recesses of her mind that she may never escape.
Set in Victorian England, as superstitions collide with a new psychological understanding, novelist Wendy Wallace “masterfully creates an atmosphere of utter claustrophobia and dread, intermingled with the ever-present horror of the reality of women’s minimal rights in the nineteenth century” (Publishers Weekly). The Painted Bridge is a tale of self-discovery, secrets, and a search for the truth in a world where the line between madness and sanity seems perilously thin.
Wendy Wallace
Wendy Wallace, author of The Painted Bridge, is an award-winning freelance journalist and writer. Before she turned to fiction, she was a senior features writer for the London Times Educational Supplement for ten years and the author of a nonfiction book on life in an inner city primary school, Oranges and Lemons. Her second novel is The Sacred River. She lives in London.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5A beautiful cover, lovely endpapers, a few well-chosen words from Emily Dickinson, and then a striking opening scene. A woman was suspended, upside-down, and a young man was taking her photograph. He was a doctor, and his hypothesis was that the picture he took of her face would reveal the secrets within her mind. It’s not just striking, it’s very clever and its beautifully executed. My expectations were cleverly shifted and questions about what was really happening filled my head. I was entranced. A carriage pulled up outside. Mrs Anna Palmer, the young wife of an elderly clergyman arrived. She thought she had come to meet friends of her husband, but she was wrong. She had been very cleverly tricked, and she found herself incarcerated in Lake House, a private asylum for gentlewomen. First she was astonished and then she was outraged. But she was utterly trapped. By the power of a cruel husband, by the strictures of Victorian society, and by her own nature. Anna had spirit, she had a calling, but she found that to be taken as proof of madness. I must confess that I had doubts, I questioned her sanity. The line between vocation and obsession, sanity and insanity, can be so very fine… But I cared. I knew that Anna did not belong at Lake House. I wondered how important sanity was, and indeed what it was. Anna found friends. Dr St Clair was young and idealistic. Talitha Blatt seemed as same as Anna. Catherine Abse was a bright young woman. But one was an employee, one was an inmate. one was the daughter of the house. All constrained in different ways. They could give some help, some support, but the could not give Anna her freedom. She had to do that for herself, but the more she struggled the more she was punished. There are aspects of the story that are harrowing, but there are also aspects that are uplifting, aspects that are thought-provoking for so many other reasons. Above all, Anna was an intriguing character and I had to find out what would become of her. I wanted to know the stories of others too. So many diverse, wonderful characters. So many stories that might have been told. What had happened to them, before and after their lives and Anna’s crossed paths? But this is Anna’s story. Quite rightly. A wonderful story, rich in detail, touching on the history of medical science, the evolution of photography, the constraints society can place upon women, and the evil that men may do, both knowingly and unknowingly, to serve their own interests. It’s told in beautiful, clear, literate prose. With perfectly judged suspense And with truths slowly becoming transparent. I was held, my head and my heart, from the first word to the last. The conclusion was stunning, unexpected, and exactly right. Anna’s story, and the things it showed me, will stay with me for a very long time.
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- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5In the first chapter, Anna's husband tricks and commits her to a private asylum against her will, and basically everything goes downhill from there. There's no shortage of cliches, here, from the oppressive asylum matron to the apparently batty co-residents of the asylum. The motivation for most of the characters is weak at best. Not a book I'd recommend for anyone in a low or depressed mood.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Anna Palmer is the wife of a prospering, older preacher...until he imprisons her in an insane asylum against her will. While Anna comes to terms with what her husband has done to her she must also try to bear the agonizing "treatments" being forced upon her. Along this harrowing journey, Anna finds that she is not alone in her struggle and that other women have also been imprisoned by their family members in the hopes of "curing" them of their "ailments." A very good book that makes you think about the perception of society towards love, our actions, and our behaviors in Victorian England. It also makes one thankful for how far society has come and the privileges that we all now have.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5An excellent read. There was real tension as Anna tries to survive and escape from her confinement. The Victorian culture was very well described and I learned a lot about what that period believed about mental health and its treatment. The experiments by a doctor that tries to work out how to read photographs to diagnose mental illness were intriguing — and loosely based on phrenology which was considered to be a science at the time. It’s a beautifully written novel with great plot development and interesting characters. Liked it a lot.
- Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5I'm not quite sure how I feel about this one. While there was quite a bit to like, stylistically, about this book, it didn't feel particularly substantial. I didn't feel satisfied when it was done--and not in a, "there needs to be more of this" way, but a feeling-less-ness way. Which is very strange because, as I said, there's much to like.
Lots of interesting characters, if not all multi-dimensional. Beautiful storytelling and writing. A clipping pace that packed in a lot (photography! London! the seaside! the madhouse!) and didn't always feel rushed--though it did seem to race through Anna's time at Lake House. For all she's going stir crazy, the reader doesn't really feel it happening along with her. And when she starts suffering treatments, we're told more about the physical effects than the mental. Somehow, and we're not quite told how, Anna presents herself as more sane than when she arrived after horrible physical abuse. A bit of introspection showing the reader how she got there might have been nice.
I really liked Anna's character overall, and her sister's. Louise's dependence on clairvoyants and mix of wanting to help and not wanting to fight struck very true to me. Anna was, for the most part, a lovely human bundle of contradictions. My one major complaint about her is that I didn't actually want there to be a story behind her madness. While it makes sense that something triggered her visions of a boy drowning, I was disappointed that it was a memory rather than imagination--either elaboration or whole cloth. For all the book had sympathy for the "mad", it seemed to explain away instances of madness so that a character was or was not. I would have preferred a little more grey area, something we really only get with Abse and (maybe) Vincent.
At the same time as I wanted a bit more greyness, I also wanted one thing explicitly stated: the fact that Anna's knife is missing. We're told she can't find it. We're told Talithia killed herself with a knife. But I don't think the connection is ever actually made between the two. Didn't anyone wonder where the knife came from? Didn't anyone notice that it was unusual, not just your average kitchen knife?
Finally, I felt the end was just wrapped up with a bow a bit too neatly. Dr. St. Clair learned his lesson. Anna not only got out of the asylum, got the guy, and got rid of her marriage. Seriously, how did that last happen? It's completely out of character for Vincent to have married two women--I would have been much more convinced if he and Maude had a common law marriage or something, some technicality, than this oh-so-convenient escape clause.
So while I did like the writing, the characters, and the settings, I can't say this was one of the better books I've read. I'd be happy to read something else by Wallace as she matures as a writer, since she definitely has all the groundwork she needs, but this particular book will be passed along to someone who might appreciate it more.
No quotes because I'm writing this from Canada! - Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Anna Palmer married a man who she thought was honest and kind; he was after all a Reverend. However after being abandoned at Lake House by her new husband, committed to an asylum without either her knowledge or consent, she beings to see things a little differently. She was sure she wasn't crazy, sure that her husband was deceiving her. But it was true that she was seeing things that weren't real, true that it was common for husbands to have mistresses. Was she really losing her mind or was there something more going on?The Painted Bridge was the only thing at Lake House that seemed real, solid. It was a symbol of freedom, a link to the outside world that would be Anna's escape. Only the bridge was an illusion, a facade, like so many other things at Lake House and if you weren't mad when you entered then you soon would be. A story that questions the sanity of women, the ethics of asylums, the merit of photography, the bonds of friendship and the sanctity of marriage. A suspenseful search for truth and love in a Victorian asylum, a deceptive tale of illusions and heartbreak in Victorian London.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Not for the faint of heart; the cruelties done in the name of medicine are hard to read about. But it is a masterfully crafted story, with every single character providing a different perspective on one of the book's themes -- what exactly IS sanity, and are any of us completely and truly sane? It is well worth reading.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The Painted Bridge is set in Victorian London. Anna, recently married to a much older vicar whom she barely knows, finds herself confined to a mental asylum for the supposedly crazy act of leaving home to go to the aid of shipwreck victims. No matter how hard she tries, she can't convince anyone that she is not mad. There is the usual sadistic matron, the arrogant doctors, a collection of pathetic patients, some of whom are no less mad than Anna but confined for various indiscretions. A secondary character, the asylum owner's teenage daughter Catherine, befriends Anna. It's clear that Catherine, whose "heroine" is The Fasting Girl seen at a local fair, has bona fide mental problems, including anorexia; her mother is concerned, but her father--the supposed expert on madness--is in denial. Anna's only hope for escape is a young doctor who photographs the patients, believing that these fixed portraits can reveal the true states of their minds.Wallace creates a horrific picture of the treatment of the mentally disturbed. Along the way she examines the discrepancies in acceptable "moral" behavior for men and women at the time. Overall, this was a fairly interesting but not earthshaking read.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5It took me awhile to get into this book. I was about to stop reading but gave it one more hour.
The story is a bit dis-jointed. The first half of the book seemingly surrounding the photographer and the heroine doesn't even get photographed until page 99ish.
The middle to end comes together better and flows. Still, this is no Sarah Waters. - Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5I have long had a fascination for the Victorian age, the hypocrisy behind the veneer of steadfast morality, and this book certainly provided much in the way of mistreatment and hypocrisy. The powerlessness of woman in this time period, where they could be sentenced or just committed to what was called a sanitarium, on a mans whim. The so called diagnosis of melancholia and hysteria, made to fit, whether it did or not. really liked the character of Anna, and the fact that despite everything she had gone through, she kept fighting. The treatment of a mental illness was often cruel and barbaric, actually driving many who were sane when they entered, quite insane. Although the treatment of mental illnesses has changed a great deal the perception of the pubic has not changed very much. The hypocrisy of this age is fully explored, as Anna's husband was a minister, a very vain and dishonest one. The insertion of photography into the diagnosis of the mentally ill was one I have never heard of so I found this very interesting as well as the character who played the doctor. Would recommend this book to anyone interested in the early treatment of the mentally ill and those interested in the Victorian age.
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- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Anna's husband has her commited, against her will, to a "private" asylum in London. Luckily for Anna, there is a physician who is embarking upon a theory he has about photographing subjects in order to diagnose their level of psychosis. While his theory is ultimately (and rightly) debunked, he does notice the inequalities within the asylum itself. The conditions, as to be expected, are appalling, as are the so-called "rights" of the woman therein.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5A beautiful cover, lovely endpapers, a few well-chosen words from Emily Dickinson, and then a striking opening scene. A woman was suspended, upside-down, and a young man was taking her photograph. He was a doctor, and his hypothesis was that the picture he took of her face would reveal the secrets within her mind. It’s not just striking, it’s very clever and its beautifully executed. My expectations were cleverly shifted and questions about what was really happening filled my head. I was entranced. A carriage pulled up outside. Mrs Anna Palmer, the young wife of an elderly clergyman arrived. She thought she had come to meet friends of her husband, but she was wrong. She had been very cleverly tricked, and she found herself incarcerated in Lake House, a private asylum for gentlewomen. First she was astonished and then she was outraged. But she was utterly trapped. By the power of a cruel husband, by the strictures of Victorian society, and by her own nature. Anna had spirit, she had a calling, but she found that to be taken as proof of madness. I must confess that I had doubts, I questioned her sanity. The line between vocation and obsession, sanity and insanity, can be so very fine… But I cared. I knew that Anna did not belong at Lake House. I wondered how important sanity was, and indeed what it was. Anna found friends. Dr St Clair was young and idealistic. Talitha Blatt seemed as same as Anna. Catherine Abse was a bright young woman. But one was an employee, one was an inmate. one was the daughter of the house. All constrained in different ways. They could give some help, some support, but the could not give Anna her freedom. She had to do that for herself, but the more she struggled the more she was punished. There are aspects of the story that are harrowing, but there are also aspects that are uplifting, aspects that are thought-provoking for so many other reasons. Above all, Anna was an intriguing character and I had to find out what would become of her. I wanted to know the stories of others too. So many diverse, wonderful characters. So many stories that might have been told. What had happened to them, before and after their lives and Anna’s crossed paths? But this is Anna’s story. Quite rightly. A wonderful story, rich in detail, touching on the history of medical science, the evolution of photography, the constraints society can place upon women, and the evil that men may do, both knowingly and unknowingly, to serve their own interests. It’s told in beautiful, clear, literate prose. With perfectly judged suspense And with truths slowly becoming transparent. I was held, my head and my heart, from the first word to the last. The conclusion was stunning, unexpected, and exactly right. Anna’s story, and the things it showed me, will stay with me for a very long time.
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The Painted Bridge - Wendy Wallace
ONE
Lizzie Button was upside-down. The crown of her head rested on the floor; her feet, in black laced boots, floated above her. Lucas St. Clair leaned his eye closer to the ground glass and brought her face into sharper focus, moving the brass knob back and forth to sharpen the grain of her skin, the strands of cropped hair that lay across her forehead. Her expression was wary. Lucas had trained himself to read eyes that signaled from below mouths, frowns that mimicked smiles. He ducked out from underneath the cloth, replaced the lens cap and looked at her in the flesh, right way up.
Are you comfortable, Mrs. Button?
he said, inserting the plate into the back of the camera. Warm enough? Will you be able to keep still?
Yes, Doctor,
she said, her lips barely moving. Go on. Make my picture.
Let us begin.
Tugging out the dark slide, he removed the lens cap with a flourish and began to count out the exposure.
… Two. Three. Four.
He could feel the familiar excitement rising in him. The hope that the picture would succeed even beyond his expectations and reveal Mrs. Button’s mind. Eight, nine, ten.
That it would offer up the secrets of the world inside her head. Sixteen. Seventeen.
Illuminate the mental landscape, the population of unseen persecutors and innocents with whom Mrs. Button conversed. Twenty-three. Twenty …
The fernery door flew open behind him and the patient swung round toward it with a look of alarm in her eyes. Her hands began to pluck at a piece of wood, wrapped in a ragged white shawl, on her lap. Lucas heard a pair of feet wipe themselves repeatedly on the sack thrown over the threshold behind him as a voice rang through the air.
Stuck. Swollen from the rain, I suppose. Afternoon, St. Clair.
Lucas held up his hand for silence.
Thirty-one. Thirty-two. One minute, please.
Querios Abse crossed the brick floor and stood beside him. Abse wore old-fashioned trousers strapped under the instep and shoes that had molded themselves to the forward press of his big toes. His body was padded with an even layer of flesh, with his own mortal armor. He stood watching as Lucas continued. Forty-nine. Fifty.
That must be long enough,
he said. Surely to goodness.
Lucas St. Clair counted on. Seventy-one. Seventy-two.
His eyes, steady and clear, held the whole picture before him: Lizzie Button—her shoulders hunched now, her gaze fastened upon him; the carved wooden chair on which she sat; the plain canvas strung from the wall behind her and the spider that clambered over it.
Ninety-nine. One hundred. You can relax now, Mrs. Button. Thank you.
He flung the square of black velvet over the front of the camera and turned to Abse. What can I do for you?
Just dropped in as I was passing. How are you getting on?
I’m making progress, thank you.
The cheer in Lucas’s voice belied his disappointment. The picture was spoiled, he knew already, the spell broken when Abse crossed the threshold. The patient had moved. On the plate, she would appear to have half a dozen heads and a score of ghostly hands fluttering over her lap. He wouldn’t develop the photograph. It would disturb Mrs. Button further to see an image of herself that looked as if it came from a freak show. He’d finished the exposure only to make the point to Abse that he ought not to be disturbed.
And what’s your opinion of Button here?
Abse jabbed a hand toward her. She was rocking back and forth on the chair, cradling the stick in her arms and humming. Abse lowered his voice a fraction. Incurable, Higgins reckons.
I can’t say yet, sir. I haven’t had a chance to make a print or to study her image.
You’ve met the woman, haven’t you? You’ve read her notes. What difference does it make to see the wretched creature on glass?
Lucas had explained to him in detail the difference he believed the new science might make. The opportunity it offered to see the face in a settled expression, reduced to two dimensions, with all the accompanying clarity and possibility for close reading. Was Abse baiting him? Or did he just not listen?
It’s a scientific way of looking,
he said. Free of the old prejudices and preconceptions. It can lead us into the minds of patients. Mind if I carry on, Abse? We can talk while I’m working.
Lucas stepped inside the dark cupboard and closed the door behind him, glad of the flimsy removal from Abse. He wore a long apron over his trousers, the pale canvas stained with what looked like sepia. His sleeves were rolled to the elbows and the neck of his shirt unbuttoned behind a lopsided blue cravat. His brown hair reached to his shoulders and his whiskers, his only vanity, were razored in a sharp line that reached from his ears to his chin.
He inhaled the sweetish smell of ether as he lifted the plate out of the dark slide and lowered it into a bath of water. He would clean it off, reuse it another time. By the orange gloom of the safe light he prepared a new plate, gripping it between the thumb and forefinger of his left hand, using the other to pour the collodion, tilting the surface back and forth, watching as the gummy tide rolled over the glass, then draining the surplus from one corner, drop by drop, back into the neck of the flask. Abse’s face loomed toward him from the other side of the small window of amber glass, his flesh and silver hair turned a sulfurous yellow, his red waistcoat the same tone as his black jacket. He dangled his watch in the air and tapped the face of it.
I haven’t got all day, St. Clair,
he called. I’m expecting a new patient.
Lucas retrieved the fresh plate from the silver bath and secured it in the dark slide. He rinsed his long fingers with water from an old kettle that he kept on the shelf for the purpose and stepped out, blinking in the glare.
The fernery had been an enthusiasm of Abse’s late mother but had long ago fallen into disuse. Empty of plants and with the stove in the middle lit only for his visits, the air in the old glasshouse felt damp and chilly year-round. The light was good though. It was shadowless north light, as scientific as light could be. It poured through the cracked panes of the sloping glass roof in a pristine abundance that Lucas found, despite his atheism, miraculous. Lux aeterna.
Finished with the dark arts, have you?
Not yet.
He wished that Abse would take his leave. Mrs. Button wouldn’t be able to settle until he did. Nor would he, come to think of it. You expect a new patient, Mr. Abse?
Yes, she’s due any time.
Abse cleared his throat and rocked on his heels. There was something actually, St. Clair. We’ve got the inspectors coming in again before long. Of course, they never say when. I want more of the pictures on display, in the dayroom. Gives the place an up-to-date look.
Lucas hesitated. Very well. I’ll hang them myself, on my next visit.
Abse walked toward the door. Good. Best be off,
he said. Oh, and St. Clair!
Yes, sir?
Don’t forget to tell me what ails Mrs. Button. If your photograph speaks to you in the privacy of your darkened room. Tells you any more than doctors with a lifetime of experience have been able to see unaided.
Lucas cleared his throat.
Shall do.
Bloody old sod,
Mrs. Button said over the sound of Abse’s departing chuckle as the fernery door banged shut.
Lucas watched as Abse made his way along a path edged with box and out of the walled garden. He disliked the idea of his pictures being pressed into the service of a publicity campaign, pasted up like advertisements for cocoa powder or soap flakes before their true utility in diagnosis had been properly established. There was something dishonest about it. He squashed the objection. He had to keep Abse in favor of the project, needed his agreement in order to continue visiting Lake House. It was a small price to pay for the opportunity to pursue his research.
He stooped under the cloth again and began to readjust the focus of the expensive French lens. Poised on her head, her old print dress sailing above her, Lizzie Button had grown still. Her expression had changed, her mouth curving downward in a slight smile, her eyebrows lifted quizzically toward the ground. She looked almost hopeful. Lucas threw off the velvet and straightened up, inserting the dark slide into the camera back with one practiced movement.
I’m so sorry for the interruption, Mrs. Button. Shall we start again?
* * *
The cab lurched through the gates and along a driveway edged with tall trees that still clung to the last of their foliage. Red and gold leaves fluttered on near-naked branches as if the stately oaks and beeches were down to their undergarments, to petticoats and one stocking. Anna glimpsed the house through the glass and got an impression of its great flat front, of ivy encroaching on the top windows. It had a half-blind look that reminded her of the flint house.
As you see,
Vincent said, it’s a fine place. Comfortable. Well situated.
Very fine. Who are your friends?
You’ll find out soon enough.
He climbed out, his feet crunching on the scatter of gravel as he headed for the studded double door. Glad to escape the confines of the cab, Anna jumped down onto the mossy stones and followed Vincent to the porch. She hoped she looked sufficiently presentable. Her boots were still stained with salt from the trip to the coast; she had on her old blue velvet dress, with the lace collar. She disliked the two new dresses Vincent had bought her on their marriage. The wool irritated her skin and the dark hues drained her face of color. She pushed a few escaped strands of hair back into her tortoiseshell combs, while Vincent heaved on the bell.
A maid led them through a hallway and on into a room lined from skirting board to ceiling with shelves crammed with books and ledgers, heaps of yellowing papers pushed in like thatch on their tops. The floor was as crowded as the walls: curios, chairs stacked with more files, a stuffed fox in a glass cabinet.
What a funny old place,
she said, glancing around. It doesn’t look as if anyone ever reads the books.
Good afternoon, Reverend.
She jumped. The voice came from a man halfway up a ladder propped against one of the bookshelves. He climbed down and hurried across the room toward her, brushing a hand on his red waistcoat, extending it. His hair was silver, brushed upward on both sides of his head; he had a signet ring jammed onto his little finger.
Querios Abse. Welcome to Lake House.
He shook Vincent’s hand then hers, holding it a moment too long as he regarded her. Anna disentangled her hand, turned away from his avid stare. I take it this is she?
the man said to Vincent. He pulled Vincent toward the door and they began to talk in low voices, facing away from her.
The wind gusted again outside; threadbare curtains belled inward from the windows then subsided. Anna felt a rising sense of indignation. She’d missed her appointment with her sister, traveled all this way and wasn’t even going to be invited to sit down. She pretended to examine a globe on a stand, spun it on its axis through China, Persia, Abyssinia, until she found England, its dear, peculiar outline. Wheeling it more slowly, she trailed her fingers over the lumpy surface of the Atlantic. She would visit Louisa tomorrow. She’d go early.
She looked up to find both men regarding her.
Oh, yes,
Vincent said. Excellent physical health.
He came toward her with a look of regret, holding his hat against his chest.
"Anna, I believe it best if … Thou knowest not what a day may bring forth."
What do you mean, Vincent?
Anna was perplexed but her voice was eager. She wanted to offer forgiveness, even before she knew for what. For what didn’t matter. What mattered was that they pulled together, each played their part. That was what marriage was, as far as she could make out.
Good-bye, Anna.
He made a stiff little bow, walked backward to the door and disappeared through it. He was there and then not there, like one of Louisa’s phantoms. She began to follow but the man called Querios Abse stepped in front of her, holding out both arms as if he herded an unwilling sheep.
One minute, Mrs. Palmer. I’d like to introduce you to someone.
Where’s my husband gone?
Another door opened at the far end of the room and a woman crossed the floor, the clip of her heels on the boards deadened as she reached the rug.
This is Fanny Makepeace,
said Abse. Our matron.
Good afternoon, Mrs. Makepeace. I’m leaving now, if you’ll excuse me.
Your bonnet, Mrs. Palmer,
the woman said, holding out a hand crowded with rings. Your cloak.
Everything about Makepeace appeared ordinary. She was in middle age and of medium height, her brownish hair drawn tightly back to display a pair of deep-set eyes that looked at Anna without expression. Yet Anna’s skin prickled with unease at the woman’s proximity; she was unable to meet her cool stare.
I’m going,
she repeated. I’m not staying.
TWO
Anna barely knew how, afterward, but without laying a hand on her, Abse and Makepeace had seemed to carry her along, to sweep her up a grand staircase, through a huge and faded salon where a fire smoldered in the grate. More stairs, steeper now, the handrail narrow and plain; she felt herself moving down a corridor, propelled by the force of their combined will. There were windows on the right-hand side—glimpses of a courtyard far below, crossed with narrow paths. On the left were numbered doors, all closed, each with its own letterbox, curiously situated at eye level.
Querios Abse stopped at number 9 and pushed open the door with his outstretched arm. The last of the afternoon light filtered dim and gray into a small room; some ill-matched pieces of furniture huddled around the walls. Despite the open window, the smell of mold hit Anna like a blow and she stepped back, covered her nose with her hand.
The chamber has been uninhabited,
Abse said, which accounts for any mustiness in the atmosphere.
He gestured again for her to enter. Many ladies have found solace within these walls, Mrs. Palmer. Peace of mind.
I don’t need solace.
He was still talking. Lake House was a retreat and there was no shame in a period of necessary seclusion. Moral management was suitable for most guests although regrettably not all. The antiphlogistic diet was efficacious in soothing feminine emotions.
The words rushed by her, impossible to grasp. Anna felt as if she’d already been in the house too long and needed urgently to escape it. Her legs had grown weak. She breathed in to the bottom of her lungs, clenched her nails into her palms. She’d never been a fainter. She and Louisa, all of the Newlove girls, had been brought up to be strong as boys. Stronger, if necessary.
She braced her back against the wall of the passage and spread her hands on the soft undulation of the plaster. She was almost as tall as he, could look straight into his sharp gray eyes before they darted away.
I’m not going in there, Mr. Abse.
Step inside, Mrs. Palmer.
Anna turned to Makepeace for help. The woman put an arm round her waist, took hold of her wrist and thrust her forward so fast and hard that she stumbled and fell on her hands and knees into the room. The door shut behind her. Anna got to her feet, felt blindly up and down the wood for the handle. There was no handle. Only a keyhole that as she stooped and looked through it was covered over from the outside.
Let me out,
she shouted, standing up. How dare you?
She flung herself against the door, felt it slam into the side of her face and began to beat on it with her fists. In the moments that followed, anger gave way to fear, to a feeling that she was drowning, that something fluid and dark was rising inside and choking the breath out of her. She heard her own voice calling Vincent’s name. Calling for help. Asking if anyone was there. After some time, the screaming gave way to silence.
* * *
Her throat was raw, her cheek throbbing. She got off the floor and straightened her skirts, felt her face with the palm of her hand. She kicked the door again, more to vent her feelings than from any hope of its giving way, and stood on one foot rubbing her toe with her hand and looking around her.
The room was taller than it was wide, the walls covered in green patterned paper up to a picture rail. The iron bed was as low as a child’s, not more than a foot off the floor. On the wall opposite the bed was a chest, its oak veneer peeling up from the deal wood underneath, and at the end of the bed stood a washstand with a marble top; a chair was pulled up to it. There was a writing case on the mantelpiece and just one picture, a watercolor of a fisher girl, on the wall over the bed. Anna peered at it, hugging her arms over her chest. It was a back view. The girl stood on the sands looking out over a flat, gray sea, her hair in a plait on her shoulders, her shrimp net empty beside her.
It was growing dark. She pulled the chair to the sash window, lifted an inch at the bottom and prevented from further opening by two rusty nails driven into the frame higher up. Kneeling on the chair, she looked out at a pearl and mauve sky, the long, low clouds lit from below like the shining bellies of fish, a crescent moon floating above one bright star. The ground underneath the window sloped away to a pale shape, a lake or a river. The wind had dropped.
Anna stayed at the window for some time and as she gazed out, the picture in front of her changed. She saw not the night sky but the image that had come to her so often throughout that year—of a boy, a bright-haired boy, standing on top of a rock. He was still for a moment and then he jumped, leapt off the rock to what appeared to be a solid surface below. For an instant, it held him. But as she watched, it cracked and broke up beneath his feet. What had been solid land turned into the sea and the boy disappeared into the water. He slid from view, slowly, an expression of surprise visible on his face until the moment he vanished, leaving only a circle of hair floating on the water.
Noises began outside in the corridor. Keys turning, footsteps, an instruction to be quick. Anna got off the chair. She felt in her pocket for her handkerchief and found she was carrying her penknife. It was a childhood present, from her father. She wrapped it in the handkerchief, wondering if they would try to take it away from her. Anna and her sisters had had iron beds in the flint house, had always used the legs as hiding places. She lifted one leg of the bed and finding it hollow, slid the knife inside. As she set the bed back down, there was a tap on the door. A key turned in the lock and a woman with a blanket over her shoulders marched in. The woman banged down the window, dragged out a straw mattress from under the bed and thrust a chamber pot in its place as the door slammed behind her.
Night air, miss,
she said, flinging down the blanket. I don’t agree with it. I’m Martha Lovely. I’ll be yer companion tonight and most likely fer a good few nights to come.
I don’t need a companion. I’m not staying here.
You’re here now, miss, far as I can see. And I’m here with yer. Best get into bed fer some shut-eye.
The woman spread the blanket on the mattress. She lit two candles then kneeled down, pressing her hands together in front of her nose. Anna studied her as Lovely rushed through the Lord’s Prayer, eyes closed. She wore a plain, calico nightdress; a whistle and a key hung on separate strings around her neck. Her face was pitted with pale, shallow scars from her hairline to the neck of her nightdress. Martha Lovely opened her eyes.
Time you laid yer head on the piller.
I am not getting into that bed.
As you like. Good night, miss. God bless.
It’s not ‘miss.’ I’m a married woman.
Too late. Lovely had disappeared under the blanket.
People always took Anna for unmarried, despite her twenty-four years. She had a ring that she’d chosen herself in a jewelers in Holborn, hadn’t taken it off since the day of the wedding, but it made no difference. Everywhere she went, she was miss.
Lifting the chair to the hearth, she pulled her cloak around her and stretched her feet almost into the grate. She had refused Makepeace’s request to hand over her cloak, although the woman had seized her bonnet from her head. The fire was small and the flames blue and cold-looking. She peered into the scuttle, empty except for a thin heap of dust. Flexing her toes inside her boots, she pushed her icy fingers up the sleeves of her dress and tried to think what to do.
Write to Vincent, that much was obvious. But she didn’t know what to say to him. He’d barely spoken to her since she got back from the coast. Hadn’t laughed when she unintentionally said something funny or reached for her in the dusty four poster. Her husband was implacable.
Anna didn’t understand his anger. They had first met at a Missions to Seamen Society meeting; he knew of her concern for sailors. She’d thought that Vincent would approve of what she’d done, that he would see it as an act of charity, a proper response to the devastation all around the coast that the great storm had brought about. She imagined that he’d be glad to part with a few items of clothing that he hardly wore, a stopped watch that lay in the drawer, unconsulted from one month to the next. A little money. It was little compared to the need of the survivors, anyway.
It was rash of her, she realized now, not to have sought his permission before she left. But caught up in the awful drama, she had behaved as her every instinct urged. She’d been gone five days. When she arrived back in London, her dress stained to the waist with white rings of salt, hair smelling of pipe smoke, fingers red and raw, it was Sunday. She went directly to the church, slipping as quietly as she could through the Gothic door, dipping her fingers in the font as she passed. She hurried along the aisle to her place in the front pew, breathing in the familiar scent of stone and frankincense and nodding at a few familiar faces.
Vincent stopped his sermon in midsentence and gazed down from the pulpit as she rose from her knees and settled herself on the seat. He was silent so long, regarded her with such fierce intention, the thought entered Anna’s mind that he was going to greet her, commend her action publicly. But as she smiled up at him she began to feel his fury, so large and present it seemed to fill the church. The congregation had been craning their necks to get a better look at her. One by one, their heads turned. They began to stare up at Vincent as if they’d never seen him before and to whisper to each other. There was laughter. The organist struck up and the most stalwart members of the congregation embarked on a hymn, one elderly female voice striking out ahead of the rest. Vincent descended from the pulpit, straight and stiff as a waxwork.
Anna had been mortified. As the service limped to a halt, she hurried out through the robing room, ignoring the curate’s solicitous inquiries as to her well-being, the eager curiosity on the faces of some of the women. Cook was off-duty and she let herself into the Vicarage. By the time Vincent returned from evensong, hours later, Anna was undressed and in bed. She woke from a doze as he kicked open the bedroom door, ducked under its low frame and flung his hat on the chair with a carelessness quite unlike him.
Anna sat up, rubbing her eyes, unsure of what to say.
Hello, Vincent. Were there many at the service?
More than usual. Anticipating a further spectacle, no doubt.
I’m sorry,
she said. I never meant to embarrass you.
He gave a bark of laughter.
I can’t think what you did mean, then. Where the hell do you think you’ve been?
She had never heard him curse.
You surely saw the note? I went to offer assistance to shipwrecked sailors. Was it wrong?
Vincent pulled his crucifix over his head, trickled the chain into a puddle on the dressing table.
Was it wrong?
he repeated.
He turned toward her with a sudden movement and she flinched and pressed her body back into the pillow. Vincent looked at her for a moment then seized his dose of chloral from the nightstand.
I am not a wife-beater, Anna. I shall retire to the study.
She lay awake after he was gone, listening to the drunks outside in the street. The mattress was full of pebbles and the pillow as unforgiving as the pew. The birds started early, their calls in the first glimmers of dawn singular and intimate, the way she had imagined marriage would be.
* * *
In the gloom of the little bedroom, Anna stepped over Lovely’s feet and assembled the writing case and candlesticks on the washstand, drew up the chair. The pen was worn, the few sheets of paper dog-eared. But there were envelopes. A stub of red wax. She tested the nib on the back of her hand, felt its cold, light scratch on her skin and dipped it in the ink.
My dear Vincent,
I am writing to implore you most urgently to remove me from this place.
Please forgive my hastiness in departing for the coast before seeking your blessing. In future, I will be sure to obtain your consent for any such missions.
You intended this retreat for the best, of that I am sure. But you know that there is nothing at all wrong with my nerves.
I wish only to be back at the Vicarage with you and will do my utmost to avoid embarrassing you in any way again.
Until that time, I remain your loving and obedient …
Anna paused for so long that the ink dried on the nib. After nearly seven months, she still didn’t feel like Vincent’s wife. She signed herself his loving and obedient Anna, read the letter over and folded it into an envelope, resisting the impulse to throw it on the embers.
Picking up the pen again, she warmed the underside of the nib over the candle, loaded it with the remains of the ink and began an account to Louisa of everything that had happened since she read in a newspaper of the ship wrecked off the Welsh coast, the boy who had been pulled from the water still breathing. How she’d felt impelled to travel there, see if she could help.
She explained how Vincent had misunderstood her actions, and expressed her pressing need of rescue from this gloomy and godforsaken madhouse. As best she could reckon it, Lake House was some three miles north of the brickworks at the top of the Hollow Way, could be reached in a couple of hours by carriage from Louisa’s house at Wren Street.
She sat for a moment resting her head in her hands. A madhouse was what it was, however Mr. Abse tried to dress it up. Her husband had put her in a place meant for lunatics and hysterics. The thought prompted a stab of pain in Anna’s chest. She’d never set foot in any place like this, had only hurried past the walls of the large asylum near the Vicarage on occasion, hearing the awful cries that came from inside the place and feeling a mixture of relief that she wasn’t in there and horror that others were. Wondered what afflicted them. Back in Dover, where she grew up, such people tended to remain at large. There was a simpleton who wandered the cliffs, a woman who lived in a hut in the woods, feeding the birds better than she fed herself, and whom some of the local lads tormented as a witch.
Anna rubbed her eyes and grasped the pen. She’d run out of space. She needed to keep one sheet of paper for the other letter. She sent her love to her sister, her nephews. Remembered her brother-in-law and added him too. Please, Lou, come quickly, I beg you,
she wrote up the margin. The you was squeezed, almost illegible. She would have to trust in Louisa to grasp the seriousness of the situation. Sometimes, Louisa saw gravity only in things that related to herself. Still,