Good Harbor: A Novel
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Good Harbor is the long stretch of Cape Ann beach where two women friends walk and talk, sharing their personal histories and learning life's lessons from each other. Kathleen Levine, a longtime resident of Gloucester, Massachusetts, is maternal and steady, a devoted children's librarian, a convert to Judaism, and mother to two grown sons. When her serene life is thrown into turmoil by a diagnosis of breast cancer at fifty-nine, painful past secrets emerge and she desperately needs a friend. Forty-two-year-old Joyce Tabachnik is a sharp-witted freelance writer who is also at a fragile point in her life. She's come to Gloucester to follow her literary aspirations, but realizes that her husband and young daughter are becoming increasingly distant. Together, Kathleen and Joyce forge a once-in-a-lifetime bond and help each other to confront scars left by old emotional wounds.
Anita Diamant
Anita Diamant's debut novel The Red Tent was an international bestseller and won the Booksense Book of the Year Award. Her second novel Good Harbor was a favourite with reading groups. Anita is also an award-winning journalist and the author of several books about contemporary Jewish life. She lives in Massachusetts with her husband and daughter.
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5This was a pleasant story of two women becoming friends during stressful times in both their lives. I enjoyed the main characters, although there was one 'oirish' character that set my teeth on edge.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5This definitely falls into the "chick lit" genre which usually is not my thing, but my Mom recommended this one, so I decided to give it a chance. It ended up being a pretty nice friendship story between two women who meet later in life (Joyce is 42, Kathleen is 59) while they are both at various crossroads in their lives. Kathleen has been diagnosed with breast cancer and is undergoing radiation. I thought that part was extremely well done, the fears, the treatment, the daily grind of radiation side effects, etc. Joyce was a bit more implausible, an incognito romance writer in a stale marriage and has a bratty daughter. But what I liked is the reality of how difficult it is to make easy, true friendships after your 20s or so. This novel captures the wonder of when that magic happens when you least expect it. The end wraps up a little goofy-perfect, but still it is a nice, easy beach read and not quite as fluffy, and a bit more well written, than most chick lit.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Good Harbor by Anita Diamant is a lovingly crafted story about how two women become best friends over the course of a few months. The book is set in Gloucester Massachusetts. Frequent walks and talks in Good Harbor shape the beginning of their friendship. On the surface, they share much in common. Both woman are Jewish and attend the same temple. Kathleen Levine is a librarian, and Joyce Tabachnik is a recently successful romance novelist with literary ambitions. It is a vulnerable time in both of their lives. Events unfold which give each woman the opportunity to provide life-changing support and understanding to the other. In this way a deep, life-long friendship is forged. This book makes me want to read more by Anita Diamant.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Almost two decades separate Joyce Tabachnik and Kathleen Levine. Each of them is in need of friendship; Kathleen because she is being treated for breast cancer, Joyce because she is at odds with her husband, her teenaged daughter and, seemingly, her life choices. The two women meet by chance at synagogue and a the beginnings of a friendship form. Fostered by long walks on the beach at Good Harbor, by shared confidences and by mutual kindness, the friendship grows. This book seemed to me to be a meditation on the power and importance of friendship among women more than a story. That does not detract from the ease and comfort of the reading experience. The women and their experiences ring mostly true and the growth of their friendship is written in a way that seems genuine. No instant intimacy here. Not surprisingly, the male characters, husbands, lovers and sons, stay mostly unformed and in the background. The book is only 250 pages long and can be read in a relaxed afternoon.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5OK as a beach book. Begins by introducing 2 women in alternating chapters.,They meet and develop a develop friendship over the summer, slowly building trust enough to confide some of the secrets in their lives which they can't share with their husbands. Kathleen is dealing with breast cancer and memory of the accidental death of one of her children who was disabled. Joyce is struggling with a young teen daughter, distant husband, and writer's block. By the end, I realize that part of the purpose of writing this story was as a chance for Diamant to "explore her relationship with her own daughter", as Kathleen suggests Joyce might do in her proposed novel. I have to say, I felt like retching every time Patrick said "Joycey"--that sounded like such a patronizing nickname.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Kathleen and Joyce meet and become good friends.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5This story was pretty so-so for me. I didn't really connect with either of the main characters and didn't find the plot very compelling. When I set the book down, there wasn't all that much reason to pick it up again.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Very interesting book. Picked it up as I enjoyed Red Tent tremendously. I think Red Tent was better, but i did enjoy how this story was written. And the plot line was good too - I didn't feel like I had to suffer through it.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Similar to Diamant's other two books, I wasn't overly looking forward to reading "Good Harbor." After only a few pages, however, I was hooked- just like the other with the other books! I may only be in my early 20's and not have kids or cancer, but I was still able to relate to both Kathleen and Joyce- especially their friendship and the need for it. My only critisism is that Kathleen's life was overly dramatic. You name it and it happened (at some point!) to Kathleen. I was able to overlook this minor glitch and breeze through the book, though. What I really like about Diamant's books is her ability to write such a broad range of stories. I also love how her characters are strong females. I hope she comes out with another fiction book soon!FAVORITE QUOTE(S): "I like being told that I'm interesting and artistic," she said to the statue, and pinched its solid cheek. "Don't you?" ... 'The car was an intimate space, too, a good place for telling secrets, but it held no threat.'
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Kathleen and Joyce - two women who meet one summer on the New England coast. Each is going through a crossroads in her life. Kathleen has been diagnosed with early stage breast cancer and Joyce is dealing with an unhappy marriage and a rocky relationship with a young teenage daughter. They find eachother when each most needs a friend.Plenty of parts in this book are really good. The women and their friendship with eachother was beautifully described. Kathleen's radiation treatments rang true to me. Joyce's struggles to understand how her marriage was failing - that rang true to me as well as did the descriptions of the two women and their friendship. Some parts - not so much. The failing marriage, the rebellious daughter, the completely unbelievable affair, the son (is he gay? Is he straight?) - everything was wrapped up and resolved so neatly in just a few pages.I'll tell you what this book did make me want to do though - I would love to go to a New England coastal town and walk on the beach for a long, long time!
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Good chick-lit about two women who become close friends, despite their 17 year difference in age. This book was warm and made me want to curl up with an afghan and cup of coffee, despite reading it during the heat wave in PA in mid July.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Good Harbor is the story of Kathleen and Joyce, two Jewish women with much in common. This is the story of their friendship and struggles as their lives come to crises.As others have mentioned, while not as timeless or flawless as The Red Tent, this is still a solid work. Best are Diamant's descriptions of place, and the relationships with tension. She does manage to avoid making things too tidy or unbearably saccharine, always a danger in feel-good women's novels.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I loved this novel's understanding of middle-aged life: friendship and taking what comes with grace and strength.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5I was surprised to find that I liked this book as much as I did; the book struck me at first as choppily written and amateurish. But I liked it more and more as I went along, especially the spiritual aspects of the story. Recommended as a light, yet thoughtful read.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5A good, quick read. I thought the treatment of "friendship" was well done, and I found the part about Kathleen's illness informative, as well as believable. As a mother who has lost a son, a nephew, and a young cousin, I could certainly relate to the different ways that family members reacted to the loss of Danny.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Joyce is a romance writer who recently purchased a vacation home near Good Harbor, Massachusetts. Kathleen is a children's librarian living in the area who was recently diagnosed with breast cancer. The two meet at Synagogue one week (both are Jewish, though Kathleen converted from Catholicism before getting married) and become fast friends. Together they journey through many changes in their marriages, children, and selves. It's beautifully written, and has instilled in me a desire to see this magical place called Good Harbor. It sounds just lovely. I was also a little spooked by this book, because some of the details hit pretty close to home. Kathleen's experiences with breast cancer, for example, are almost identical to my mother's - who also used to work in an elementary school. The details of a child's death described later in the book is eerily similar to a friend's child who recently died. But despite some chills that aren't really related to the story itself, this was a very pleasant little journey through two women's lives. It's not exciting or suspenseful, but it would make a good beach read.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5If you asked me, I would say I don't read a lot chick-lit. But this is, and I did. In one day. I have enjoyed some of the author's other works, OK, that's a fib, I adored the Red Tent, but this is the first of her works I have read set in the present day. A novel describing the coming together of two women in friendship, each at a critical and vulnerable time in her life.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Two women are brought together by a mutual love for books, humor and nature for a once in a lifetime friendship.This second novel by Diamant, author of the Red Tent, is a beautiful story of two women who become best friends during a summer when both of them are experiencing crises in their lives. I really liked it and highly recommend it.
- Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5Good Harbor by Anita Diamant is the story of the friendship between two women living in Gloucester. One is a children's librarian who was recently diagnosed with cancer. The other is a freelance writer who has come to write a novel.I read the book for a combination of the location and the basic character descriptions. I'm a librarian and would like to be a children's librarian. I also want to a writer and I've had fun doing Nanowrimo. I'm also a woman of similar age to these two protagonists.At first, there's not much to this plot. It starts off as a quiet book with the librarian doing everything in her power to not obsess over her breast cancer, and the other one doing everything possible to procrastinate with her writing. And then just to force a cinematic second act, a random dude on the beach is introduced and of course, he becomes the other man. Because nothing says edgy women's fiction like an extra marital affair.I could have let the affair thing go except that the "hot" sex scenes were just so silly and not in a good way. I ended up having to stop reading because I just couldn't take the book seriously any more.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5I was disappointed in this. I have loved Diamant's other novels but this one was lacking. It is the story of a friendship between two women, one suffering from breast cancer and the other dealing with a failing marriage and a difficult teen. Nothing original here.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Anita Diamant is also the author of The Red Tent, which tells the biblical story of Dinah. This book is the story of two female friends, at the crossroads of their lives, who meet and have good talks while walking along Good Harbor beach. One of the main characters has breast cancer and the other’s marriage is falling apart. I thought the book was ok, but it wasn’t amazing. It did make me want to go to the beach though, which I found out is only a short train ride away from here.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5A story of two women who bond over difficulties in their lives. A so-so book
- Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5Strong first half, faded fast. Too dang bad.
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KATHLEEN lay on the massage table and looked up at the casement windows high above her. The sashes were fashioned of rough oak, the glass uneven and bottle-thick. Propped open on green sapling sticks, they were windows from an enchanted castle. Having been a children’s librarian for twenty-five years, Kathleen Levine considered herself something of an expert on the subject of enchanted castles.
She smiled and closed her eyes. The massage was a birthday present from her coworkers at Edison Elementary. They’d given her the gift certificate at a surprise party for her fifty-ninth birthday, almost five months ago. When Madge Feeney, the school secretary, had learned that Kathleen still hadn’t used it, Madge had harrumphed and made the appointment for her.
Kathleen stretched her neck from side to side. Comfortable?
asked Marla, who stood at the far end of the table, kneading Kathleen’s left instep. Marla Fletcher, who was nearly six feet tall, sounded as though she were far, far away. Like the giant wife in the castle of Jack and the Beanstalk,
Kathleen thought, and smiled again.
She sighed, letting go of the tension of driving from school to this odd, out-of-the-way place. Kathleen had thought she knew every last side street on Cape Ann, but Marla’s directions had taken her along unfamiliar roads leading, finally, up a rutted, one-way lane that looped around the steep hills overlooking Mill Pond. She nearly turned back once, convinced she’d lost the way. But then she spotted the landmark: a stone gate, half-hidden by overgrown lilac bushes, weeks away from blooming.
It must have been a stunning estate in its day. Much as she hated being late, Kathleen slowed down for a better look. The great lawn had been designed to show off the pond, which shone platinum in the spring sun. Beyond it, Mill River glittered into the distance, silver on mauve.
She turned the car toward the sprawling hewn-granite mansion. Those windows seemed piteously small to be facing such a magnificent scene, she thought. And the four smaller outbuildings, made of the same majestic stones, with the same slate turrets, seemed oddly grand for servants’ quarters.
Kathleen drove past two young couples in tennis whites standing by the net on a pristine clay court. They turned to watch as she pulled up beside the round stone tower, where Marla waited by the door. Rapunzel, thought Kathleen, at the sight of her waist-length golden hair.
Lying on the massage table, Kathleen wondered whether she could translate this amazing place into once upon a time.
She had tried to write children’s books, she had even taken classes. But that was not her gift. Kathleen was good at matching children to books. She could find just the right story to catch any child’s imagination — even the wildest boys, who were her pet projects, her special successes. It wasn’t as grand a gift as writing, but it was a gift. And in her own private way, Kathleen was proud of it.
Yet, here she was, in a castle on a hill in the woods, stroked and kneaded like a happy lump of dough by a kind lady; it seemed like an engraved invitation. Was this the kind of scene that had inspired Charles Dodgson to become Lewis Carroll? Was this the world that Maurice Sendak visited whenever he set out on a new book?
Time to turn over,
Marla said, draping the sheet so Kathleen remained covered. Warm oil trickled over Kathleen’s sloping shoulders, velvet drops that soothed and tickled. Nice,
she said, overcome by gratitude to this pleasant stranger who made her feel so well cared for, so . . . cradled. Curious word, Kathleen thought. Curiouser and curiouser. She closed her eyes.
The next thing she knew, two warm hands cupped her face. Take your time getting dressed,
Marla whispered. I’m going to get you a glass of water.
But Kathleen was no dawdler. She saw from the clock beside her that nearly two hours had passed since she had lain down. She swung her legs over the edge of the table and reached for her bra, fastening the hooks in front, bottom to top, just as her sister had shown her when Kathleen was twelve years old, before she needed a bra at all. She had no idea she was weeping until Marla raced back up the winding stone staircase, an empty glass in her hand.
Kathleen tried to regain control of her breathing. I have breast cancer,
she said, staring down at her chest.
Oh my God,
Marla said softly. She sat down and took Kathleen’s hand. I wish you’d told me. I would have brought up my amethyst crystal. I could have burned myrrh instead of sage.
Kathleen sniffed and stifled a laugh. That’s okay. It was a wonderful massage.
Do you want to make an appointment for another one? That might be a good thing to do.
Kathleen wiped her nose on her slippery forearm and turned the bra around, filling it with her breasts — first the good one, and then the traitor. I’ll call you after I know when . . . After . . .
Her throat closed. Marla put an arm around her shoulders.
The only sound was the volley on the tennis court below. The juicy pop of ball hitting racket, court, racket, sounded back and forth for a long time before someone finally missed a shot. The players’ laughter filtered up through the windows, like an echo from another day, another story.
I AM THE QUEEN of compromise, Joyce thought as she walked into the empty house. Lowered Expectations ‘R’ Us,
she muttered.
The sound of her heels — somehow it had seemed necessary to wear good shoes to the closing — echoed against the bare surfaces. She wandered from room to room, reminding herself that the roof and furnace were new, and that there wasn’t a shred of shag carpeting anywhere. The house was on a corner lot, and most of the yard faced south, which meant Frank could have the garden of his dreams.
She told people it was a sweet little house, but in the light of day, it was six pinched rooms, aluminum siding, and small windows that cranked open and shut. The kitchen had been mercilessly updated with avocado-green appliances in the 1960s by the Loquasto family, who had bought the house new in 1957 and raised five kids in it.
There was no ocean view, no fireplace, not even a porch. Her Gloucester dream house was a boxy Cape on a residential street three blocks up from the oily moorings of Smith’s Cove, on the way to Rocky Neck.
Aren’t you sweet?
Joyce said to the green refrigerator.
Maybe someday she would write a best-seller, and she and Frank could afford a white refrigerator with an icemaker in the door. They would knock down walls and hire an architect to design a loft and porches and a widow’s walk, so she could see the water.
Nah. If she had that kind of money, they could just buy the million-dollar condo on Marten Road she had looked at just for fun.
Two fireplaces and water views from floor-to-ceiling windows in every room.
Get a grip!
said Joyce, who caught sight of her scowling face in the bathroom mirror. She tucked her curly, dark hair behind her ears and sighed. She looked okay for a forty-two-year-old woman with five extra pounds on her backside and a slight overbite. What have you got to bitch about?
she scolded, widening her striking gray eyes. You just bought a vacation house for God’s sake. Nine-tenths of the world’s population would kill to live in your garage!
So what if it wasn’t a big, fancy dream house? It was on Cape Ann, and she could smell the ocean. At night she would hear foghorns and halyards, and it was only a short bike ride to Good Harbor beach.
Maybe she and Frank would start cycling again. They had taken bike trips all over New England when they’d first met, making love in cheap little motels, eating peanut butter sandwiches every day for lunch. People sometimes took them for brother and sister, because they both had dark hair and gray eyes. Maybe they could take a little trip while Nina was at camp this summer.
Or maybe she would take a watercolor class, and Nina could come along with her.
No matter what, Joyce promised herself, this house would be her own private writers’ colony. She would get up early every morning and write five pages. And not a sequel to Magnolia’s Heart, either. This book would have her real name on the cover.
Joyce Tabachnik didn’t sound like the name of a romance novelist. So she had had no objection when her agent suggested a pseudonym; after all, this book was just a means to an end. She and her journalist friends had complained for years about their finances and vowed that someday they’d write a mystery or a thriller that would pay their kids’ college tuition and buy them early retirement in the south of France. Joyce’s dream was a house on Cape Ann — her favorite place on earth, less than an hour’s drive north of Boston but still somehow off the tourist track.
On her fortieth birthday, Joyce had gotten depressed. I am such a cliché,
she had moaned into her pillow. She wanted a dramatic change in her life, but what? She couldn’t bear the idea of revisiting the high-tech hell of infertility medicine for a second child. And, as she told her book group, years of freelance freedom had ruined her for the office politics that go with a real
job. She decided that a house by the sea would cure what ailed her, so between assignments for Parent Life (How to Tell If Your Baby Is a Brat
) and AnnaLise (Who Fakes Orgasm and Why
), she devoted Tuesdays and Thursdays to writing a romance novel.
Romances were a secret pleasure she had acquired during the last trimester of her pregnancy with Nina, when a near-hemorrhage had landed her in the hospital on bed rest. One sleepless night, a nurse had loaned her a few old Silhouette paperbacks, and she was immediately hooked on the fast-lane plots, the dependable triumph of good over evil, and the sex, which was a little rough but always satisfying.
For years, she made a Memorial Day ritual out of shopping for a bathing suit for her daughter, a new tube of sunscreen, and a pile of well-thumbed paperbacks from a malodorous thrift store in downtown Waltham. She read them all, fitfully, while Nina played on the beach. But once Nina turned nine and started going to day camp, Joyce set aside the bodice rippers and joined a book group dedicated to reading serious literature.
Even so, she never stopped searching for the right premise for her romance novel. Nina’s fourth-grade Black History Month report on women and slavery provided the setting. Joyce read all the women’s slave narratives she could find, engineered a family vacation to Charleston, South Carolina, and studied the cuisine of the Old South, as well as the layered striptease of nineteenth-century lingerie: wrappers, corsets, crinolines, bloomers, petticoats, shifts.
Her heroine was Magnolia Dukes. The blue-black daughter of an African prince, Magnolia survived her master’s various cruelties, learned to read, and triumphed in love with Jordan LeMieux, the second son of a down-and-out white landowner. Magnolia was wild and brave in ways that Joyce hadn’t planned. Frank confessed to being shocked by the violence (especially the beheading), the vertiginous foreplay, the operatic orgasms.
Joyce took Frank’s discomfort as a good sign, which was confirmed by an enthusiastic phone call from the first literary agent she tried. Mario Romano III, a local man, new to the business, actually brought a copy of his birth certificate to their introductory lunch, just to prove that his name was no figment of a genre-fevered imagination. For Joyce, he suggested a nom de romance at that first meeting. Any ideas?
he asked over salad in Harvard Square. She shrugged.
Mario, short, dark, and very handsome, offered a method reputedly used by drag queens to concoct stage names: combine the name of your first pet with the street you lived on as a kid.
That would make me Cleo Lehigh,
said Joyce.
Very nice,
Mario said. Was Cleo a dog or a cat?
Parakeet.
Mario nodded. Nice to meet you, Cleo.
He raised his glass.
Within a few months, they had a modest but respectable offer, with an option for three more Magnolia titles. And when Lifetime
TV bought the rights to produce a miniseries, Joyce’s Cape Ann fantasy shifted from pipe dream to Plan A.
Frank, always cautious about their finances, wanted to put the entire windfall into IRAs and bond funds. After months of arguing, he finally conceded that seaside real estate would be a solid investment, too. There was no disagreement about where to focus their search on Cape Ann; both preferred Gloucester to Rockport, which seemed too Waspy for a family of Tabachniks. A remnant of Gloucester still fished for a living, and the city smelled of it.
Which is how Joyce came to be standing in a ten-by-twelve-foot living room covered in blue cornflower wallpaper, staring out at the neatly raked yard.
Oh, shit,
she said, feeling her mood suddenly plummet.
What on earth had she done? Joyce and Frank hadn’t gone cycling for ten years. Nina would never agree to a painting class with her mother; her daughter was a jock, not an artist. And spending time alone here would only prove that Joyce couldn’t write serious
fiction.
She was a cliché, a bored and boring suburban baby boomer. With a statue of the Virgin Mary in her front yard.
The five-foot-tall cement statue had nearly kept Joyce from looking at the house. Frank said don’t be silly, but she wasn’t being silly. Just put off.
Joyce was not religious. When asked about her affiliation, she quoted her grandmother’s line: We’re lox-and-bagel Jews.
She and Frank lit a menorah for Hanukkah and ate too much at their friends’ Passover seder, and that was pretty much the extent of her family’s Judaism. Even so, that statue gave her the creeps. From the window, Joyce had a great view of its modestly draped backside. The Holy Mother’s tushy,
Joyce whispered to herself.
A warm breeze wafted in through the windows, which gleamed spotless in the bright sunlight. Joyce inhaled the ocean air. There was a sudden blast from a big ship in the harbor.
Reminded of her great good fortune, Joyce looked up at the ceiling and said, Okay, God, I get it.
BACK IN HER OLD green Taurus, Kathleen looked down at the seat belt between her breasts. Why on earth had she kept this appointment?
All that Catholic-school training dies hard, she thought. But crying and blurting out her troubles to a stranger like that? She could imagine her grandmother’s reaction: Family business stays in the family.
The loud echo of Gran’s disapproval surprised Kathleen. But then, she wasn’t herself.
She hadn’t been herself for a week, since the radiologist had used the word cancer. Five years ago, after the first needle biopsy, she’d been ready for that pronouncement. In fact, she’d been so sure of a cancer diagnosis, she had reread her will before the appointment. She had searched through the filing cabinet for the deeds to their funeral plots — hers and Buddy’s.
But after that lump had turned out to be benign, she’d gone for her regular mammograms without dread. That was stupid, she now realized. What had made her think she was going to get away with it? Breast cancer had killed her sister; it was bound to get her sooner or later.
When he’d delivered the bad news, Dr. Barlow had tried to be reassuring. All we see so far is DCIS,
he’d said. Hopefully, the surgeon won’t find anything else.
Back from the doctor’s office that afternoon, she called her sons in New York and California. She left a message for her friend Jeanette, in Florida. But she waited to tell Buddy until he got home. They sat at the kitchen table, and Kathleen watched the lines on her husband’s face grow deeper.
Lying in bed that first night, Kathleen realized that she had already left the world of small talk and gardening and current events. She was in the airless, out-of-time place she knew from the long, murderous months of Pat’s breast cancer. She’d been to that place with Danny, too, though it had been much quicker with her little boy. It was only that one horrible week in the hospital. Not even a week.
In the morning, Buddy sat beside her as she called the surgeon, Dr. Cooperman. And when she got home from school that afternoon, Jack was in the kitchen, a pot of soup and a pan of frying onions on the stove. Mom,
he said, and swept her into a hug.
I didn’t add the dill,
Jack said. Even though chicken soup is way better with dill, I know you don’t like it.
Kathleen ran a finger through his thick black hair, just like hers when she was young. Nice beard,
she said, passing her knuckles across the soft growth. It makes you look a little like my grand-dad, in that photo when he was just off the boat.
Jack was her youngest, twenty-three years old, sous-chef at a three-star restaurant in Manhattan. His framed diploma from Johnson & Wales hung over the kitchen table.
How’s Lois?
Kathleen asked, trying not to show how curious she was. She had never met his live-in girlfriend; only spoken to her on the phone.
Jack stirred the onions. She’s great. She sends her best. Her show opens next week, though I don’t suppose you’ll be coming down to see it — now.
The word hung in the air, and he looked stricken.
Jack would need her reassurance as much as Buddy did. She was going to have to keep her guys propped up, all the way through her surgery and follow-up treatment,
whatever that meant. Dr. Barlow said the surgeon would explain.
The kitchen clock presided over the silence until the phone rang. Mom? Did you get my messages?
asked Hal without preliminaries, as usual.
No, honey, I just got back to the house. Jack’s here.
Tell him hi. I surfed the Net for a while last night,
Hal said. I’ve got six Web sites for you to visit and I’ve E-mailed a list of books and magazine articles you should read. Whatever happens, you should get second opinions.
Hal had taken premed courses for three years, and even though he’d switched his major to English and worked as a technical writer for software companies, he still entertained thoughts of himself as a doctor. So did his mother.
I’m planning to,
said Kathleen. I’d really like to get into Boston to see Jane Truman, the one who wrote that book, you know?
Yeah?
he said, impressed. That would be great! Her name’s all over the bulletin boards and chat rooms.
Kathleen promised to log on and read Hal’s messages later that night. Dr. Barlow thinks it’s the ductal carcinoma in situ.