Cameo Lake
By Susan Wilson
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Cameo Lake
Putting herself first doesn't come easy to Cleo Grayson McCarthy. A loving wife, doting mother, and dutiful daughter-in-law, she has always done her writing on the side, in hours stolen from her "real" life. Now, desperate for the solitude she needs to finish her latest novel, she convinces her husband that she must spend the summer at her best fiend's rustic cottage at Cameo Lake in New Hampshire, out of reach of cell phones and the demands of family and friends.
Even as she immerses herself in her work, Cleo can't help but be aware of the man who lives across the lake. A reclusive composer, Ben Turner is struggling to come to terms with his wife's accident. An outcast, he is regarded with suspicion by the lake community, even accused by some of harming his wife. But at night, Cleo hears his music drifting across the water, and senses she has found a kindred spirit.
As they meet time and again -- often on the raft anchored in the middle of Cameo Lake -- Cleo and Ben begin a satifying friendship suprising in its intimacy and depth. And when a painful betrayal leaves Cleo stunned and adrift, she finds unexpected comfort and absolution in Ben's arms.
But love is never simple, and before Cleo can determine whether to fight for her marriage or seek a future with Ben, she must first know her own heart, and admit truths ling left unsaid. Even as Cleo struggles to come to terms with her own truths, Ben must find a way to face his. An unforgettable take of the many faces of love, Cameo Lake is Susan WIilson at her very finest.
Susan Wilson
Susan Wilson is the bestselling author of several books including One Good Dog, Cameo Lake and Beauty, a modern retelling of Beauty and the Beast, which was made into a CBS-TV movie. She lives on Martha’s Vineyard.
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Just your good read about two people from two marriages and all the inter-connectedness and discord arising from their respective family problems. I like the way Susan Wilson writes---the voice telling the story in the book is a female author and her emotions seem entirely believable.
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Cameo Lake - Susan Wilson
Prologue
0743412761-001The small concert hall is beginning to fill up. I know we're here very early, but I was anxious and ready to go. I like sitting here, watching the people file in, find their seats, greet acquaintances with little waves, the women in silk, good jewelry glittering, the men in dark suits. I smooth down the silk of my own dress and dislike the moisture on my palms. I am not a performer, I am here to listen. I am audience. Yet I am nervous and I wish Grace would hurry up. Whenever we go to the theater or concerts, she always seems to time it so that she sees everyone she knows before she climbs into her seat. Finally she arrives and places herself to my right, between Lily and Tim, who are sitting with uncharacteristic stillness.
Though I haven't yet opened the evening's program, I already know they'll be playing Mahler's Fifth Symphony as their first piece. That's not why we're here. Tonight will be the premiere of a highly anticipated new concerto for flute. A famous flautist will play it. As the orchestra files in, I turn around in my seat to see if I see him, the composer. To see if he's looking for me.
One
0743412761-001The sun dappled the track in front of me, strobing brilliant to black, dazzling my eyes and making me squint. I maneuvered my borrowed four-by-four into the ruts I couldn't go around, the groaning of the behemoth vehicle condemning my inexperience.
Just the good side of mud season, the track was only vestigially wet in the deeper grooves, uncomfortable but not impassable. Heavy tire marks ahead of me guided my way when I would have packed it in otherwise. After the lonely three-and-a-half-hour drive from Providence, it wouldn't have taken much else to turn me back from committing myself to this exile in the New Hampshire woods.
Grace's instructions had been precise. I found the turnoff to the cabin easily: third left beyond the abandoned fruit stand, watch for the faded blue signCAMEO LAKE at the head of the mile-long private way. Before going any further I paused, checked my watch, and picked up the mobile phone plugged into the lighter. Grace had warned me that the cabin lay in a dead zone for microwaves and the car phone would only work at the top of the drive. Once down the road, I was lost to all outside communication. A fact which had made the offer to borrow her cabin that much more appealing.
McCarthy.
Sean's voice was abrupt.
Hey, I'm here.
You made good time.
Under four hours. One stop.
Good. Good.
I knew Sean must have a client with him, his half of the dialogue was shaded with preoccupation.
I'll call you at home.
Fine. Wait. I've got a dinner tonight. Call late.
Never mind, I'll call tomorrow.
I repressed my annoyance that he couldn't spend this first night of my being away at home with the kids. Sean had been remarkably agreeable, if not precisely enthusiastic, about my making this working retreat. Putting a good face on it. Every time I mentioned some aspect of the upcoming retreat, Sean would carefully arrange his broad Irish face into a cheerful, benign expression, admirably illustrating the aphorism.
Hey. Cleo. I'm glad you got there safely.
The track suddenly opened up into a good-sized yard, edged by a semicircle of pine and birch. The late-afternoon sun made golden the yellowish grass and patched the cabin roof between the long shadows. Plain and simple
was how Grace described this lakefront family camp. Plain and simple it was. Rustic bordering on primitive: a two-circuit electrical system, limited hot water, and no phone. The one concession to environmental responsibility was the recent addition of a flush toilet and a tight tank.
It's exactly what you need.
Grace had taken my unfinished manuscript as her responsibility. You need to get away from everyone—every distraction.
She meant my inability to say no to anyone: PTA, church, community activities. The phone rang and my Pavlovian response was to say yes.
Grace, of course, was my biggest distraction, the one who kept signing me up for things—It'll only be once a month . . . year . . . day.
That's not fair. Grace was my one legitimate distraction, apart from my husband and kids. My best friend.
I sat for a long time staring at my future. Would I really find my abandoning muse in this peaceful, if lonely, place? A cardinal flitted in the bramble bush, cast himself into the air, and landed on the tin chimney. He called to the world, Mate wanted, apply here,
with a sharp call, like someone whistling up their dog. I waited. The cardinal dashed off to another, higher, place. Again he whistled his low-high notes. The breeze riffled through the pine trees and I heard a duck, though the lake wasn't visible from the driveway. Finally I moved, climbing down out of the car. I couldn't feel the writing urge come on me like the Spirit over the Twelve. The magic release from daily commitment hadn't kicked in yet. Instead, surveying my new uncluttered surroundings, I felt only the urge to climb back up into that ridiculous vehicle and barrel home to my known quantities and useful excuses. I didn't feel the writing urge; instead, I felt the bitter loss of my anger, that generalized anger that built up when there were too many things which kept me from working, the anger at myself for using those disruptions as an excuse.
Fish or cut bait. I think I said it aloud. I'm standing in my skeleton-—all protection gone. Gone the protective coloration of car pools and calling lists. No need to drop everything and run. I had arrived.
There isn't much in Cameo. A green denuded of big trees by storms, a pharmacy, and a pizza joint. In the last few years various rural artisans have set up shops and galleries, but nothing would open until July, which was still ten days away.
The next town over has the Big G grocery store, so I made due this first night with a slice of pizza from the pizza place and a quart of milk bought at the gas station convenience store. I had brought the necessities: coffee and cereal, and wine bought at the New Hampshire State Liquor store. The rest of my supplies could wait. My willingness to shrug off the responsibility of meals and good nutrition came as a pleasant surprise.
The private drive seemed shorter the second time in and I negotiated it more effectively. When Grace offered her family's cabin to me for the summer, I carried the offer in my mind for a long time before broaching the idea to Sean. Even with Sean's mother living on the street behind us, I knew Sean would feel put-upon being left with total child-care responsibility. Not that the kids needed much hands-on. At almost ten and eight, Lily and Tim were pretty independent and reliable. This was their golden time— post total dependence and pre adolescence—that lovely juncture of age and maturity when they needed only minimal supervision. I could hear his objections before he voiced them: I have to work. I can't blow off clients. What if I have to travel? Subtext: This is your job.
Then there was the other thing. The thing which must never be mentioned because I had forgiven him, but which would forever taint our relationship. The thing even Grace didn't know about because it had happened so long ago—yet the pain of Sean's infidelity had the power to occasionally stop me in my tracks.
So, when are you going to talk to Sean about going?
Grace, friend, confidante, pain in the behind, pressed me for an answer.
I hate setting myself up for an argument.
Why should he argue against productivity? Isn't that what he's always talking about in his job?
Oh, Grace. Okay. I'll talk to Sean.
Good girl.
Grace stage-managed the situation, as ably as she stage-managed the community theater where we first met. A few years ago, I had toyed with playwriting. Grace, an associate professor of English at Brown, turned one of my scripts into a respectably received production in a weekend of one-act plays by unknowns acted by students. But, as she knew right from the start, it was the long form, the novel, I really wanted to write. The play never saw the light of day again, but Grace and I remained close friends. I achieved a moderate success at novel writing and it was my fourth book that I was finding it hard to pay attention to.
Memorial Day Weekend, a picnic at Grace and her partner Joanie's flat on the East Side of Providence. Grace had Sean backed into a corner, amber bottle of beer in his one hand, the other hand balancing a paper plate heaped with chicken and salad, defenseless against her charm. Sean, has Cleo told you about my offer?
Grace always intimidated Sean by her sheer presence. Showman meets insurance man. Large, with masses of long curly hair, and built on the style of Rubens's vision of femininity, Grace fitted her name, every movement fluid, pouring herself over people, filling their space with her voice and gesture. I watched Sean back away a step. He once said she was the only woman who intimidated him physically while turning him on, evidently a contradiction in his mind.
What offer, Grace?
To finish her damned manuscript at my New Hampshire cabin. To get off by herself for as long as it takes.
Sean's sharp blue eyes met mine. Sounds like a good idea. When were you thinking?
He could have been speaking to me or to Grace.
Soon. Tomorrow if she'd go.
Grace closed the space between them with an arm around Sean's shoulder. She's not even done with the first half—are you, Cleo?
No.
Sean smiled his insurance smile, practiced and smooth. It's a great idea.
I knew it would be an interesting ride home and already I rehearsed my rationale, seeking the palatable compromise.
Then it's settled.
Grace squeezed Sean's shoulder and nodded like a well-pleased god.
We walked to the car, parked halfway down the block. The streets were a little shiny now with headlight shimmers. It wasn't too late, maybe ten o'clock. The kids walked ahead of us, the truce of the moment evident in the proximity they kept with one another. Not quite touching, skipping over sidewalk cracks. Tim's blue ball cap on backwards in a rakish imitation of current style, Lily unkempt, her hair pushed into a ratty ponytail. Had I made her brush her hair before we left the house or had she gone to Grace's that way?
Do you mean to be gone all summer?
Sean and I walked in a large-sized duplication of the kids, close but not touching, stepping carefully over the cracks.
I need the time, Sean. I need the solitude.
Are we that bad? You've managed before.
It's not you. It's me. I'm not as good as I once was at shutting everything out.
Even as I said it, the specter of old conflict, Hamlet's ghost, was raised and I remembered how successful I had once been at ignoring things.
Sean took my hand and slowed our pace down enough to fall behind the kids a little bit. I love you.
Sean, it's not a matter of love.
Yes, it is. I love you enough to say, ‘Go, write, thrive.’ We'll be fine.
His hand tightened on mine. I'll be fine.
The promise.
I squeezed his hand back and smiled. It'll be all right. Once I can spend whole days working, it won't be long at all. Besides, the kids have been pestering to go to camp. Maybe this is the year.
Absolutely.
Then, When will you go?
Not before school lets out. I don't want to miss the end-of-year activities. Mid-June, maybe. Kids get out around the twentieth.
It's settled, then. A retreat.
It's not impossible for you and the kids to come up on weekends.
Sean had slipped his hand out of mine to scratch at a mosquito bite. Hmmm? Yeah, of course, weekends.
Hamlet's ghost hovered in the back of my mind and suddenly I was afraid.
What have I done?
The whole leave-taking was almost derailed when the timing belt in my ten-year-old minivan went. Grace, as always, to the rescue. Take my SUV. I don't want the summer students renting our place to have it, it's no good to me in Italy, and I would love to know you have a good, reliable car up there. No if, ands, or buts, Cleo. No excuses not to go.
I wondered what she would have said had I told her about Sean. But I kept my eyes looking forward and turned my back on history.
It was dark now and I chided myself for not leaving a light on in the cabin. I clumped up the steps, instinctively warning any predator of my arrival. I knew a light chain dangled from somewhere near the center of the kitchen space, I swung my hands in unintentional mockery of the blind before I could see the faint glow of a tiny luminous Scottie dog suspended in midair. One sixty-watt bulb, nestled in a blue cardboard shade, warmed the room. The pervasive smell of mold seemed more pronounced than when I had first come in that afternoon, the night's dampness raising the ante. Of the cabin's three rooms, the kitchen/living room space was biggest. The two bedrooms, originally one room now halved by particle board, were only large enough for two camp beds in the one and a three-quarter bed in the other. Both held only one three-drawer bureau into which a summer's worth of clothing had to be crammed. The recent addition of a bathroom, a lavatory really, encroached on the porch. The only shower, lake-water-supplied, was outside. The walls were painted pine, mostly shades of tan, varying where each summer's painting began and ended. The pine floor was dark brown, and here and there scatter rugs covered the worst of the gaps in the floorboards. An island counter separated the sitting area from the half-size stove and gas-powered fridge. The other attempt at modernization, a picture window, took up half of one wall; in the dark it was a black mirror, but in the day I knew that it overlooked the lake and the little islands rising out of it. The White Mountains served as backdrop. A screened porch jutted off the side of the cabin, precariously balanced on stilts.
I opened the windows against the musty inside air, letting in a chill early-summer breeze. So quiet. I pulled on a sweater and went out onto the porch. No, I was mistaken, it wasn't silent at all. I breathed in the fresh lake air and listened. The night sounds of bullfrog and cicada pierced the gloom. I strained to listen over it. Not one human-made sound. I stared out into the dark. Trees loomed more darkly than the night sky. They ringed the lake, massive pines hushing gently in the light breeze. From the porch it was clear-cut to the lake's edge. Unlike the ocean, the lake was still and made no noise except for the occasional splash of a jumping fish. Ungentrified, rustic, it was perfect.
Directly across from where I stood there suddenly appeared a soft yellow light, flickering slightly, as if not made of stable electricity. The screeck of a screen door carried across the water from the small island opposite my shore. So, I was not entirely alone. Sipping warm chardonnay—my single glass of indulgence—I stared at the beacon, thinking of Jay Gatsby longing after Daisy.
Random thoughts flickered like the light across the water. I wondered for the first time if this sabbatical might be as much time out from marriage as it was from everyday stress. A little separation to renew the faltering romance of a busy and distracted relationship. I poked at the thought a little to see if I could make it flame. The specter of past conflict was there, it was never entirely absent in our marriage. I loved my husband, but I couldn't entirely trust him. I never had any doubt that he loved me, but, like his father before him, Sean couldn't stop himself from flirting. I remembered the first time Sean brought me home to his family. We were new lovers, besotted with one another, keeping no less than a fingertip's distance, and yet, immediately, I felt the flattery of Francis McCarthy's attention. Come sit by me, young lady,
blue eyes so like Sean's glittering under shaggy brows, tell me about yourself.
Lacking a father, even while he was alive, I felt charmed and somehow selected by Francis McCarthy's interest in me. I thought it unfair of Sean to pull me away as he so quickly did.
Bred in the bone,
Alice McCarthy said when I complained to her about Sean's compulsion to flirt. Pay it no mind or you'll never be happy.
It was advice I shouldn't have taken.
A drift of piano music floated across the still water toward the screened porch where I sat, mired in old memories. The music was almost a perfect backdrop to the conflicted emotions I had pressed into being by allowing myself to dwell on what was supposed to have been past. The piano chords were a rising, inharmonic progression leading toward a natural resolution. They stopped before they touched the chord which would have put them into sense, leaving me with an auditory frustration not unlike missing the last rung of a ladder.
Eventually the porch light from across the water went out, and I went inside.
Two
0743412761-001I slept later than I had intended. Already my resolution to be up with the dawn, coffee in hand and laptop humming, was dented. I consoled myself, there was always tomorrow and tomorrow beyond that, extending for ten blessed weeks, interrupted only by the two weeks at the beginning of July when my family would join me. Tim would make us crazy wanting to use the canoe lodged now beneath the porch, Lily would explore the riches of the woods. I pictured family picnics down by the lake, board games by the dim kitchen light. No TV, no radio, we'd be forced to enjoy each other's company. I had ten days to get enough done that I could prove to Sean I was making good use of this sabbatical, but not so much done he would wonder why I stayed behind as they drove back to Providence without me.
The lake was quiet in the morning; a robin deep in the woods called and, in the farthest distance, a chain saw buzzed, the only attention-grabbing sounds. I was surprised to feel the mild air when I opened the porch door. After last night's chill, I hadn't expected to find summer outside. The lake looked a lot bigger in broad daylight, the three little islands much smaller.
A raft lay equidistant from my shore and the island opposite. I judged it to be just at the midpoint of my swimming ability, perhaps three hundred feet. The lake was so still I couldn't detect any rocking, it was as motionless as something sitting on ice.
Still in my T-shirt and boxers, I set up my laptop on a table on the porch. I'd let the old-fashioned range-top percolator go too long and my coffee tasted a little burned, but with enough kick to get me started.
Open file: novel. Page 26. I'd led even Grace astray. This book wasn't just unfinished, it was bloody well unstarted. I paged backwards, reading paragraphs, hunting down clues to my plot. Protagonist Karen's description was something like my own. I usually had short heroines, but some urge made Karen tall, thin, and dark-haired like me, except her hair was long and straight while mine was short and wavy. I hadn't yet given her an eye color, but would probably default to green. Do we always make our characters doppelgangers of ourselves? Or just what we wish we could be? Karen at twenty-eight was ten years my junior, single, childless, and clever. And in twenty-six pages she hadn't yet met the man who would become the object of her desire.
I stood up to pour out my cold coffee and refresh the cup. Across the water I could see my only neighbor. He was hanging a load of wash on a single line strung between two trees and occupying the sole sunlit patch of yard near his cabin. Shirtless, he wore a khaki-colored baseball cap and jeans. As his arms rose and fell in the process of pegging the various articles of clothing, I admired the flex of his long back and shoulders. When he turned to pick up the basket, I was grateful for the shadows of the screen hiding my blatant observation. At first I thought he must be a young camper, but when he took his cap off to run a hand through his dark hair, I could see a little tonsure of baldness at the crown, signifying a grown man.
A pair of bird-watcher's binoculars hung on a peg near the sink and I casually took them out to the porch, as if simply interested in the lake's rampant bird life. My neighbor was still out there, hanging the wash in the odd way of men, using clothespins profligately, never clipping things together end to end to conserve them, instead single socks pinned side by side. I tested the binoculars, drawing the far shore, beyond the island, into focus. Then, slowly like a spy in a trench, I lowered the glasses toward my target.
Sharp features softened only a little by middle age, his nose quite high-bridged and prominent between high cheekbones. He turned back toward his cabin before I could see more. A gentle face, I would call it. A face we would call good-looking, not handsome. A nice face, my mother-in-law would say of men like this.
I studied his wash. White V-neck T-shirts and colored boxers, two pair of faded blue jeans, khaki shorts, and a pair of tan chinos. Fully half the line was filled with freshly washed polo shirts, white and mauve and blue and navy. Two odd garments fluttered in the breeze, they might have been men's dress shirts, but they were collarless and short-sleeved, I could pick out strings hanging from either side and I realized that they were faded hospital johnnies.
I lowered the binoculars and turned my attention back to my work.
Within a day or two a pattern evolved. A wind-up alarm clock prevented any more wasted time. By seven-thirty I was on my porch, coffee in hand, laptop functioning. When the coffee pot was empty, I'd go for a run before lunch, a luxurious stretching run. Following well-trod trails up and down the pitch of the slope, between trees and rocks, I found the soft humus-packed track a delight for my pavement conditioned feet. I thought I could run forever. Even in late June, the water was still a little too cold for me to plunge into, so after my run, a lake-water shower heated by the inadequate hot water heater. Then I'd make a peanut-butter sandwich and go back out onto the porch and eat it while watching my neighbor do the same. Most times he tossed bits of meat to the cats. I had to smile, watching him as he casually twisted Oreo cookies apart and licked the icing off before fitting the two halves back together and popping the whole thing into his mouth. Clearly he thought himself safe from observation.
I'd work until the late-afternoon sun was in my eyes, drawing down the long day as it lowered behind the mountains in the distance. In the first shadows, my neighbor's light went on first. The porch light across the way putting paid to my solitude. Sometimes I would watch him light it, lifting the chimney off the base and touching the wick with a match. Spending a moment adjusting the flame to a smokeless level and then setting the glass chimney back on. I supposed he didn't have electricity out on the island.
In those first few days I enjoyed watching him split wood and stack it, building a lovely wooden wall between opposing pines. Obscured by my fine-mesh screening, I watched as he set the wedge and swung the maul. Little rivulets of perspiration caught the sunlight . The sound of the maul hitting the wedge echoed off the hills, a split second's delay from the observable strike. Two echoes, metallic but dull, tickled the pressure in my ears.
A cat kept coming up to him and rubbing against his legs. He'd stop and swing the gray striped tiger into his arms, ruffling its fur and scratching it under the chin, then set it at a safe distance, only to repeat the action a few minutes later, when the persistent cat wove its way around his legs for more attention.
To justify my binocular-aided spying, I worked it into my story. My protagonist's love interest, Jay, burns off frustration and anger at Karen by chopping wood. His aim clear and steady, muscles rippling in the sun. Thus I consoled my conscience, voyeurism is a legitimate tool of writers.
By prearrangement, every evening, just at seven-thirty, I drove the four-by-four along the rutted drive until I reached the point where the cell phone would work. Every night it was the same, I listened patiently to Lily's recital of complaints about her brother. Tim, oblivious to the griping, was only interested in