In One Year and Out the Other
By Cara Lockwood, Pamela Redmond, Beth Kendrick and
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Maybe it's just another midnight...or maybe there really is magic in the air when December 31st becomes January 1st, and confetti kisses and champagne toasts kick off a new year, a new romance, a new look, a new attitude.
Celebrate the start of something new with In One Year and Out the Other...a sparkling collection of all new stories by today's rising fiction stars:
Cara Lockwood puts self-improvement to the test with 528 resolutions -- not least of which is "Do not sleep with married men" -- in "Resolved: A New Year's Resolution List"...Pamela Redmond Satran instructs a single mom in the fine art of partying like the boys (have lots of sex, don't worry that you're too fat) in "How to Start the New Year Like a Guy"...Diane Stingley shows a twentysomething why there's more to life than waiting by the phone for a New Year's date in "Expecting a Call"...Megan McAndrew seizes the day -- or just a very special one-night stand -- for a single food stylist hungering for more in "The Future of Sex"...and more great tales from Kathleen O'Reilly, Beth Kendrick, Eileen Rendahl, Tracy McArdle and Libby Street.
Cara Lockwood
Cara Lockwood is also the author of I Do (But I Don't), which was made into a Lifetime movie, as well as Pink Slip Party and Dixieland Sushi, and Every Demon Has His Day, all available from Downtown Press. She was born in Dallas, Texas, and earned a Bachelor's degree in English from the University of Pennsylvania. She has worked as a journalist in Austin, and is now married and living in Chicago. Her husband is not a rock star, but he does play the guitar -- poorly.
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- Rating: 1 out of 5 stars1/5APHOBIA: "At first I thought I was turning gay, right? But no—it’s worse. I’m now asexual."
"Real life blows. And now, on top of everything else, I’m asexual."
"I bet you won’t be feeling asexual when you see Sara."
“'Remember how I said I’d turned asexual?' [...] 'I’m back to being heterosexual. In fact, I’m pretty sure I felt something thaw out. Maybe it was my heart.'”
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In One Year and Out the Other - Cara Lockwood
The Bad Breakup Regime
BETH KENDRICK
I need pizza,
Bill gasped, cresting at the top of his hundreth sit-up. Pizza and a whole case of Sam Adams.
"You can’t have pizza." I increased the pace of my treadmill, feigning horror at the mere suggestion of all those empty carbs and fat grams. Trying to banish the visions of doughnuts dancing in my own head. "Pizza is not part of the new regime. Do you think they’re sitting around, moping and eating pizza all day?"
Moping, no. Pizza, yes.
He gave up halfway through his hundred-and-first sit-up and collapsed back into the sweat-soaked gym mat. They’re probably scarfing down pepperoni with extra cheese right now. In bed.
And I had nothing to say to that, because he was probably right. Together, Dan and Erika had become the embodiment of everything we couldn’t have, couldn’t do, couldn’t be.
Before the breakup, Bill and I had known each other in a vague, friend-of-a-friend sort of way due to all the double dates we’d shared when he was with Erika and I was with Dan: dinner at Carmine’s II, movies at the Westwood Mann, self-consciously ironic forays to the Hollywood Wax Museum. But not until last New Year’s Eve, when Dan and Erika announced they were leaving us for each other, did we really bond.
In retrospect, the signs of impending relationship doom were all in place by Thanksgiving—Dan had started spending a lot of time at work
and stopped wanting sex—but there are none so blind as starry-eyed girlfriends who will not see. I chalked it up to his stressful job and the chaos of the holidays. After all, he still called me Sweetpea
and sometimes even brought me flowers for no reason. Guilt bouquets, I know now.
And Bill reported it was the same with Erika, except she used me as her alibi. She told him that she was hanging out with me on Friday and Saturday nights, that all her new lingerie and perfume had been purchased on our many nonexistent trips to the Beverly Center. He figured that girls’ night out was a harmless way for her to work off all that extra energy she suddenly seemed to have and shrugged off his doubts. After all, she still called him Honeybear
and got her forehead Botoxed in what she passed off as an effort to look even sexier for him.
We were fools. Chumps. The last to know and all those old chestnuts.
But we were in love.
So when Erika turned away from Bill at the New Year’s Eve company party that she and I were required to attend every December and kissed Dan rather than her boyfriend…and Dan kissed her back … and then they turned to us and explained that they didn’t want to start a new year living a lie
…well, it came as quite a shock. I’m told drinks were thrown in faces, although I’ve blocked out the details.
Luckily, my department manager was already drunk, so I still have my job. And so does Erika. But we’ve done an admirable job of avoiding each other since then; the unspoken rule is that she stays on the eleventh through twentieth floors of our office building, floors two through ten are mine. The lobby and the cafeteria are neutral territory, but I never see her there. She has her father’s money and the love of my life—common decency dictates that she lunch at the bistro around the corner.
Erika had been my roommate at UCLA, where she slowly developed the habit of borrowing my stuff without asking. High heels, handbags, halter tops—we shared everything. I never really minded, as long as the items were returned in their original condition.
Well, this time I minded.
And Dan was not going to be returning, never mind in his original condition. I know this hurts, but I think you always loved me more than I loved you. It’s not fair to either of us.
That’s what he said in the breakup e-mail—yes, e-mail—he sent me after he packed up all his worldly belongings in the middle of the night and decamped to Erika’s rent-controlled apartment in Santa Monica. Then he blocked my e-mail address on his account and my phone number on his caller ID so I couldn’t respond with an appropriately scathing diatribe. Or stalk him. Or beg him to reconsider.
(Not, of course, that I ever tried to do any of those things. More than a few times per day.)
Dan moved on without a backward glance and in so doing, displaced Bill. Erika kicked him out and changed the locks even though both their names were on the lease, her main argument being: My father owns this apartment complex.
Bill, still in the first flush of post-breakup self-righteous rage, countered with Then tell Daddy to put you up in another luxury suite, Princess,
but that just got his clothes, baseball card collection, and golf clubs tossed out the window. His 1952 Topps Mickey Mantle was lost forever to the vagaries of rush-hour traffic on Ocean Avenue. It was hard to tell what he was most bitter about: losing Erika, losing Mickey, or losing rent control.
Do you know what they’re asking for a frickin’ studio in Westwood these days?
he ranted when I ran into him two weeks later at my neighborhood video store.
I did know. Because now I had to pony up all the rent for the two-bedroom I used to share with Dan, who earned roughly double my salary.
So we opted for the obvious solution: moving him into my empty extra bedroom and transforming the apartment into a heartbreak recovery ward, complete with family-sized boxes of Kleenex and a strict all-sweatpants-all-the-time policy. We shook hands and rented Better Off Dead to seal the deal.
By Groundhog Day, Bill and I had resigned ourselves to spending all our free weekends together, hunkered down in the living room with the shades drawn and the TV on, wads of used tissues dotting the carpet. None of our other friends could stand to hear any more about the breakup, but we weren’t ready to let it go.
We tried to fill the holes in our hearts with pizza, pasta, and enough Girl Scout cookies to sustain an entire troop for a year. Blockbuster, a three-block walk from the apartment, was eventually deemed too labor intensive.
Why leave the apartment when we could order DVDs online? Our tastes in movies, though eclectic, tended toward the time-consuming and dramatic. Epic films, documentaries, and acclaimed television series—the longer, the better. Perhaps, we reasoned, healing and health would sneak up on us while we zoned out in our pj’s. In that spirit we devoted February to viewing seasons 1–6 of Sex and the City, despite Bill’s weak protests that overexposure to cosmopolitans and cute shoes would render him effeminate.
It’s official: I’m turning gay,
he said glumly as we watched Carrie fling a bag of French fries across Mr. Big’s kitchen. I can feel it happening. I’m turning gay, and it doesn’t even matter because without Erika, I’ve lost my will to date.
You’re not gay.
I patted his shoulder and passed the Thin Mints. You’re a metrosexual.
"Whatever. After this, let’s watch Will & Grace and plan my coming-out party."
The worst part (well, okay, not the worst part, but one of the most galling aspects of the whole affair) was that Erika had never been my obvious dating superior. She was not a willowy blonde with gravity-defying breasts about whom one would say, nodding sadly, I always knew she would one day steal your soul mate.
It’s true that she’d been a little more sexually adventurous than I (her threesomes-while-in-college count stood at two; mine at zero), but other than that, we were pretty much comparable in the looks, career, and IQ departments. I could understand if Dan had left me for, say, Gisele Bundchen. I’d be bitter for a while, but then I’d resign myself to the fact than no mere assistant advertising executive could compete with a Brazilian supermodel and it was nothing personal. But the fact that we lived in Los Angeles, a city positively teeming with willowy blondes, and he dumped me for another size-8 brunette who got wicked PMS was a slap in the face.
Bill felt the same way about Dan. I’m taller than he is and I make more money. He’s not even good-looking. What the hell?
"He is good-looking, I explained in between bites of my simple carbohydrates. (Our version of Sunday morning brunch in the living room: cookies, doughnuts, chips and salsa.)
But in an unconventional, Alan Rickman sort of way."
He scratched his three-day-old stubble as he reached for the chips. He’ll never give her a foot rub every night after work like I did.
No, he definitely will not.
I shook my head, my unwashed ponytail swishing against my cheek. And she won’t be able to handle his mother’s constant criticism with the grace and diplomacy I did.
Erika? Ha. No way.
We sat in silence for a moment, flailing in the quicksand of depression and burning envy.
We were supposed to go to Paris for my birthday in April,
I said.
I was planning to propose to her on Valentine’s Day. The entire sales staff at Tiffany knew my name, sports team preferences, and two months’ salary to the penny.
He used to make me heart-shaped pancakes on Saturday mornings and bring them to me in bed. Then he’d read me ‘Dear Abby’ and force me to have, like, a pointcounterpoint debate about whatever issue Abby was covering.
I paused. Someone tacked a ‘Dear Abby’ column up on the bulletin board in the conference room last week, and when I saw it, I started to cry. I barely made it to the ladies’ room before my boss saw me. Isn’t that psychotic?
She used to make me take vanilla bubble baths with her. On Sunday nights. Our apartment had this gigantic bathtub in it, with all these candles around the rim.
I remember.
He took off his glasses. "There’s a store a block from my office that sells candles and perfume and whatever else it is you women slather all over your bodies in secret. It smells exactly like those vanilla bubble baths, and I hold my breath every time I walk by it so I don’t have to think about them. Except, while I’m holding my breath, vanilla is all I can think about. Now, that, my friend, is psychotic."
Both of us grabbed our mimosas and quaffed deeply.
But we’ll show them.
I brushed the cookie crumbs off the flannel pajama pants I’d been wearing since Friday afternoon, then hit Play on the remote. They’ll be sorry they ever left us.
Yes.
He licked the Doritos dust off his fingers and stroked the burgeoning paunch around his belly as we headed into our fourth straight hour of The Sopranos. They’ll be sorry.
Back in college, when we still fancied ourselves the ne plus ultra of postmodern feminism, Erika and I used to buy Cosmopolitan magazine on the sly, then take the quizzes together and discuss whether the guys we knew would really be turned on by the butterfly position.
And in one of the articles in one of those Cosmos, a psychologist opined that dumpees often needed twice the length of the relationship to recover from the breakup. Which meant, in the case of Dan and myself, that I might be looking at two years of unremitting heartache. Bill’s sentence: twenty months’ hard time.
When I mentioned this to him in April (he had spent Easter morning devouring a package of marshmallow Peeps and wondering aloud if there was something wrong with both of us for not being able to move on), he blanched.
Twenty months? Jesus, I hope not.
I know! It’s not fair! I already wasted enough of my life in love with him. Do I have to waste the rest of it trying to forget him?
I liberated a bag of chocolate eggs from the stash in the cupboard and flung myself onto the sofa.
She’s ruined me,
he growled between mouthfuls of candy. Ruined me! At first I thought I was turning gay, right? But no—it’s worse. I’m now asexual.
Wow. Asexual. That’s pretty serious.
Tell me about it. If there were any justice in this world, I’d be rebounding like Dennis Rodman. In fact, if this were a movie, you and I would be hooking up and starting a brave new life together.
That’s right.
I nodded. We’d realize that Dan and Erika weren’t so great after all, and we’d slowly come to care for each other through a series of madcap hijinks.
"And then they’d realize that they’d thrown away the only thing that ever mattered in their lives…but it would be too late." He took a minute to savor his cinematic vision. Real life blows. And now, on top of everything else, I’m asexual.
How can you be so sure?
The cute new hire in marketing asked me out last week.
And what’d you say?
He shook his head, his eyes narrowing to little slits. I said no. She’s hot, too. Blond, sexy, smart, confident. And she wanted to have drinks with me.
You should have said yes,
I told him.
I know. I definitely should have said yes, but it’s like…
I know.
I am so sick of this. I hate thinking about her. I can’t stand that I still love her.
We sat there in silence, thinking about the people we loved, who had escaped our needy clutches and started a new life together. That’s the thing about being left—all you can do is peer down the path he left, wondering what became of him and why he went and how you failed him.
Less than a year ago, on the Fourth of July, Dan and I had gone down to Hermosa Beach to watch the fireworks over the ocean. We curled up together on a tiny beach towel, digging our toes into the cool, damp sand. He wrapped both arms around me and pulled me against his chest, pressing one of my hands between both of his while I smiled into the darkness. Something shifted between us that night; I felt totally loved and totally in love for the first time in my life.
I could never ask for more than what we have right now, this second,
he’d whispered into my ear.
And, as we watched explosions of color streak across the endless black horizon, I believed him. That promise of safety and solace kept me happy and blind until he kissed Erika on New Year’s Eve and finally forced me to admit that my happiness had been a lie. I still didn’t know when he stopped loving me. It might have been the day after his promise, it might have been months later. He might never have loved me.
Judging from his vacant expression, Bill was lost in a similar reverie of nostalgia.
I’m very angry,
I said.
"Then let’s watch Reservoir Dogs. That’s always good when you’re mad."
Finally, somewhere around Flag Day, we realized that we had hit rock bottom and that, although we could grab a shovel and keep digging, we probably shouldn’t.
This epiphany dawned at four o’clock on a Sunday afternoon, right in the middle of a Bugs Bunny marathon on the Cartoon Network. I was shuffling through some photos of my friend Kim’s bachelorette party. This party had been held poolside at her sister’s house, with much margarita drinking and wearing of bikinis.
I was midway through a box of animal crackers when I came upon a close-up of my swimsuit-clad self from behind.
My heart stopped. When? When had my body become a pasty-white homage to cellulite? When had I become one of those women whom Dan was always deriding as letting themselves go
? (By this point, I was starting to realize that perhaps he hadn’t always behaved the way a soul mate ideally should.)
The photos jolted me out of my slack-jawed, glucose-induced trance long enough to seize the remote and click to the History Channel.
Hey.
Bill frowned at the sepia-toned World War II soldiers now marching across the screen. I was watching that.
No.
I shook my head. Listen to me. We have to stop this.
Watching TV?
"All of it. Watching junk on TV, putting junk into our bodies, feeding the depression. Look at me. Look at me!" I threw my arms out, the better to display my greasy hair, oily skin, and threadbare sweatshirt. I’ve gained fifteen pounds, I haven’t had my hair cut since last Christmas. I almost wore my bunny slippers to work yesterday by accident. I’m like the ‘before’ picture in a Prozac commercial.
Well, what about me? I had to buy all new pants since my old ones don’t fit anymore, my stock portfolio is tanking, and I don’t even care. I’m getting a bald spot. A bald spot! Here!
He whipped around and pointed at the back of his head where, sure enough, I could see pale patches of skin peeking through.
Look what they’ve done to us.
No. We’ve done it to ourselves.
He stuffed the remaining cookies back into their box and trudged to the garbage to throw it away. "They’re off lounging around in vanilla bubble baths, probably taking your rightful trip to Paris, and here we are, turning into Cartman. It’s got to stop. The new regime starts today."
The Bad Breakup Regime went like this: Eat well, go to the gym four times a week, start reading real
books, and stop watching television except for programs on PBS, Court TV, the History Channel, and, in moments of extreme weakness, HBO.
We divided up the tasks according to ability. Bill, an accountant by training, worked up an exhaustive list of acceptable foods (e.g., carrots, tofu, poached fish, energy bars that taste like sawdust) and forbidden foods (e.g., sugar, salt, anything remotely appetizing). He even created an Excel spreadsheet to track our calorie intake and expenditure. Since I had the degree in English literature, I selected monthly reading assignments for our official Breakup Book Club (The Great Gatsby for July, Great Expectations for August, The Bell Jar for September, etc.). As exercise was equally loathsome to both of us, we went to the gym together to prevent lassitude and outright lies about attendance. Bill, who had slightly crooked front teeth, found an orthodontist and vowed to attain dental perfection once and for all. Twice a week we taped Dr. Phil and forced ourselves to watch it.
Come January we’d be cultured, articulate hardbodies. We chose role models to inspire us. (Me: Dorothy Parker trapped in the body of Jessica Alba; Bill: Will Rogers meets the Rock.)
Mental and physical health was right around the corner!
The regime took on a twist of revenge right around Halloween.
By then we had nearly regained our prebreakup physiques along with (for the most part) our sanity, which gave us the time and energy to contemplate the future beyond next week. One day, right after Dr. Phil had emphasized the importance of honesty with oneself and communication with others, we had a frank discussion about our progress.
So.
He kicked back on the sofa with his customary post-workout indulgence: low-fat frozen tofu. How’s it goin’?
Pretty well, actually.
I was amazed at what a little more exercise and a lot less refined sugar had done for my outlook on life. I’m feeling better. ‘Dear Abby’ doesn’t reduce me to a mascara-smeared shell of a woman. Let’s see…what else? I no longer have to give myself a big come-to-Jesus pep talk in order to shower or change out of my pajamas. And I think I look better.
Definitely.
He pretended to give me the once-over and an exaggerated wink.
"No, I’m serious. I’m almost back to my old weight, my clothes fit right. A cute guy smiled at me in the parking garage yesterday, and I smiled back."
Wow.
He looked impressed. Did you get his number?
"Of course not. I don’t actually talk to cute strangers in parking garages—that’s serial-killer territory. But my point is, I didn’t just tear up and start obsessing on how the only man for me is off gallivanting with my ex–best friend. I flirted back like a normal human."
Without talking.
Right. See, now, if I run into the same guy in the elevator or the coffee shop in the lobby, I’m all ready to go. And speaking of the ex–best friend, I haven’t run into Erika at the office in…I don’t know…at least three months.
I frowned. Which kind of bothers me, actually, because, as far as she knows, I’m still the unwashed, puffy-eyed loser who went to pieces after her stupid boyfriend dumped me.
He scoffed. "That is so not what happened."
"But I want her to see that, you know? She’s already smug enough with her cushy digs by the beach and her vanilla bubble baths for two and her family’s Scrooge McDuck vault full of cash."
You want to talk smug, what about Dan? He’s the one taking those bubble baths with her every week. Jackass,
he sneered. With his full head of hair and his pre-owned Lexus.
But my muscle tone is a lot better than hers now. I could snap that girl like a twig. And pretty soon I’ll even wear a smaller dress size. Ha! How you like me now?
"I’m taking the engagement ring fund and buying a car. A new one. It’s gonna put his sorry little Lexus to shame."
I actually read the entire front section of the newspaper this morning. I can intelligently discuss current events in the Middle East and the financial impact of the latest consumer spending reports.
You know, I only read all those self-help books because you forced me, but they were actually pretty helpful. I’m all sensitive and shit now. I know that women want to be listened to. And to feel appreciated. And to be squired around in my brand-new luxury automobile.
Listen to us. We’re new and improved. We are great catches.
I paused as a lightbulb popped on over my head. We’re too good for them now.
That’s right.
He propped his feet up on the coffee table. You know it. I know it.
But they didn’t know it.
And that began to bother us more and more.
I’m going to have to face them, you know. Both of them together. At the company party on New Year’s Eve.
My voice echoed off the high ceilings at the Los Angeles County Museum of Art.
Hmm.
Bill crossed his arms and rocked back on his heels, studying Rembrandt’s The Raising of Lazarus.
"‘Hmm’? I’m staring down the barrel of another New Year’s Eve with my archenemies and that’s all you have to say?"
I’m thinking.
"About what? How I should get a new job before December thirty-first to spare myself the anguish and humiliation? I’m still single, not to mention extremely bitter, with no date in sight for the holidays because that cute parking lot guy never resurfaced. Damn him!"
But Bill had finished thinking. He turned away from the artwork with a diabolical glint in his eyes. We should go together. You and me. To show them how well we’re doing without them.
I opened my mouth to protest at the immaturity of this, then succumbed to the schadenfreude of the many comeuppance fantasies forming in my head. Yes. To show them that we don’t miss them.
To show them that they missed their chances.
We stepped sideways to examine the next painting.
He should know that I now have muscle definition in my triceps,
I said. Not to mention my thighs.
She should know that I’m now the kind of guy who spends Saturdays at the museum. Voluntarily.
I rolled my eyes. I’m not sure if I’d describe your attitude this morning as ‘voluntary.’
He’d wanted to spend his day watching the Raiders game and organizing a football betting pool for his office. Only a long-winded spiel about how Erika loved museums and Dan had always refused to go, accompanied by a bribe of complimentary Lakers tickets I’d gotten from a client, had lured him into the cultural milieu.
Were there any cattle prods involved? No. Totally voluntary. You know me—I live for European portraiture.
He sighed restlessly and checked his watch.
Obviously.
So we’ll go together to the New Year’s Eve thing,
he said. And we’ll be great. We’ll blow them away.
Metaphorically, of course.
They won’t know what hit them.
I’ll buy a new dress.
I’ll get a new suit.
We’ll splurge and get our hair done at Fred Segal.
He paused. "We will?"
Don’t worry, you don’t have to get your eyebrows waxed or your nails buffed. We’ll just get the basic cut and color.
He blanched paler than Rembrandt’s Lazarus at the mention of hair color. For God’s sake, woman, keep your voice down!
Oh, come on. You’d look great with a few blond accents around your forehead. My boss gets her highlights done there, and her hair looks phenomenal.
"Let’s get one thing straight: I may be a metrosexual, I may even have watched Sex and the City for hours on end because I was suicidally depressed and unable to wrestle the remote away from you, but I ain’t your spa buddy. I draw the line at highlights."
Not for the first time, I missed Erika as well as Dan. In one fell swoop last New Year’s Eve, I’d lost both the boyfriend who held my hand and the girlfriend I’d gotten manicures with. "Aw, man. I never get to have any fun."
He progressed to the next painting. You get highlights, I’ll get a new car.
Fine. Be that way.
I planted both palms on the back of his shirt and pushed him toward the doorway. Let’s go see the Rodin gallery.
"Rodin? Now, there’s a guy who probably waxed his eyebrows."
Shut up, Bill.
I found The Dress the weekend before Thanksgiving when Bill and I braved the crowds at the mall. Neither one of us had particularly wanted to go shopping, but then Sara, my coworker in the advertising department, had called to include me in an impromptu Friday night get-together.
I’d been enthusiastic when she first issued the invitation:
Just a bunch of people from work having drinks and dessert.
Then I asked Bill if he’d like to come along and he shut me down faster than a hacker virus on a public PC.
But why not? It’ll be good for us to get out and socialize. And there’ll be some cute single girls there. I bet you won’t be feeling asexual when you see Sara. She looks like Brooke Burns. For real.
"Are they going to be there?"
"Well…the bar is right down the street from Erika’s apartment, and she does know Sara…but maybe they have other plans."
We can’t chance it.
He held up a hand to curb my protests. The New Year’s Eve party is only six weeks away, and we still have a lot of work to do.
Such as…?
Such as get new clothes, new haircuts, and in my case, a new car.
I see.
I rolled my eyes. Will I be borrowing jewels from Neil Lane and Harry Winston for the occasion?
If you think you can swing it, then sure, give old Harry a call.
I knew that he was right and that I was weakening only because I really wanted a mojito. (Which was verboten under the new regime, anyway.) Why don’t you just change your shirt and slap on some aftershave, and we’ll just do the big showdown tonight?
He shook his head. Do you want to have your first official post-breakup run-in with Dan and Erika looking mediocre when you could wait a few weeks and look incredible?
Excuse me. I look ‘mediocre’?
"Not mediocre, but… He sighed over the voracity of the feminine ego.
You know what I mean. Wearing black pants and a tank top when Erika will pretty much be wearing the same thing. And Dan and I will both be wearing khakis and some standard-issue button-down shirt. And I still have two weeks until I lose the braces."
Just keep your mouth closed when you smile! We still look good.
We’ll look better if we wait until New Year’s Eve. That’s always been the plan. Now is not the time to deviate from the plan.
Ever the accountant.
I mulled this over after dinner while I struggled through four miles on the treadmill at the gym. I could see the wisdom of his argument—we didn’t want to blow our wad, so to speak, too early. Why settle for cute when you could look one hundred percent, drop-dead, call-me-Gisele-and-put-me-on-the-catwalk gorgeous? If I waited until New Year’s Eve, I’d be armed with a designer dress, professional hair and makeup jobs, and the icy hauteur that comes from knowing for a fact that you look ten times better than your rival. That would show her.
And Bill would be all tricked out in an Italian suit, flashing his now-perfect smile, dangling the keys to his new car. Still taller than Dan. That would show him.
Erika would be green with envy, and Dan…well even if he didn’t want me back, he might finally realize what he had lost. Maybe he would leave a contrite message on my cell phone, begging forgiveness from the only woman who had really loved him with her entire