Finding Cinderella: A Novella
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A chance encounter in the dark leads eighteen-year-old Daniel and the girl who stumbles across him to profess their love for each other. But this love has conditions: they agree it will only last one hour and it will only be make-believe.
When their hour is up and the girl rushes off like Cinderella, Daniel tries to convince himself that what happened between them only seemed perfect because they were pretending it was perfect. Moments like that with girls like her don’t happen outside of fairytales.
One year and one bad relationship later, his disbelief in insta-love is stripped away the day he meets Six: a girl with a strange name and an even stranger personality. But Daniel soon realizes that fairytales don’t exist, and unfortunately for Daniel, finding Cinderella doesn’t guarantee their happily ever after…it only further threatens it.
Colleen Hoover
Colleen Hoover is the #1 New York Times bestselling author of more than twenty-three novels, including It Starts with Us, It Ends with Us, All Your Perfects, Ugly Love, and Verity. Colleen lives in Texas with her husband and their three boys. For more information, please visit ColleenHoover.com.
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Readers find this title to be a great story with beautiful writing and a huge ending. They love the characters and the honesty of the author. Some readers recommend reading the previous books in the series before this one. Overall, readers are in love with this book and find it amazing.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I think I enjoyed Daniel and Six's story more than Holder and Sky's, and that is saying a lot!
Colleen Hoover has a way with words, that is for sure. I adored Daniel. He made me laugh and swoon all at the same time.
This novella left me wanting more! I want to learn more about both of the main characters. Who knew that you could pretend to be in love with someone just for 50 minutes and end up really losing a piece of your heart to them without ever knowing who that person is, without knowing what they look like.
I love that in that moment it didn't matter what the other person may have looked like. It was about feeling. A connection not based on physical attraction, but the attraction of the mind and personality.
I like how we saw a softer side to Six. I love her humor just as much as I loved Daniel's.
I am so glad Colleen Hoover wrote this novella. BTW it is FREE guys, but I would of paid for it. It would of been worth it. Now I just want more, even though everything ended great I still want more of these two! - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I liked this book more that the original it was a spin off of. I liked these characters. They were a lot lighter and a nice story. Hopeless was a little heavy. But I did like that as well. Amazing stories. All 3 books
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Whoa! Huge ending ! Be carful. Make sure you read books 1 and 2 before you read this one. Onto book 4 right now! Colleen - ooh I am so in like with your books!
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Wasn’t believable - was bothered about how they met and the consequences of that action.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5It was a really good book. I just love reading all her stories
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Wish it was longer!!!
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5I really liked this book but I think one more chapter would be perfect. I’m confused by how it ended.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Loved this. Daniel mentions the mystery girl in the beginning of Losing Hope, and Six and Sky were also mentioned. Absolutely love how the author weaves it all together. For some reason, I did NOT see the twist coming.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5So beautiful
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5OMG I have never read something this good ❤❤❤❤❤
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I am almost done with all of Colleen Hoovers books, as I am trying to keep a few for when I am hitting a reading slump. She is my absolute favorite, and she never disappoints. This is one of the few I had last to read. The only reason I am disappointed is due to it being so short! I need more!!Hopeless is one of my favorite books she has written, so I loved getting back into these characters. I liked getting to see some of my favorite characters from the series, and also learning more about Six. I loved the relationship between Six and Daniel. Daniel is very sarcastic which I love in a character. He makes me laugh.Mind blown! I am writing this as I am reading, and what just happened?! I knew something was coming, but it was not what I was thinking at all!Overall, I really enjoyed this. I am so happy the new book comes out soon! I need more CH!
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Wow. Just. Wow.
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Sweet, sweet story. Enjoyed following along with the relationship
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5I love Colleen Hoover's books and this was no exception. I just wish it had been a full-length book rather than a novella/short story. The story really deserved more time.Daniel is brash and funny and Six is just as witty. They're a great couple though it turns out both are looking for a secret lover that they don't really know the identity of because they met in a dark utility closet and never exchanged names.It's a good story. I just wanted more time with them.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Wow, this book just took me on the best love roller-coaster of all times. If you live "if you read the book Hopeless you know what live is" Sky and Dean, then you will butterflyingly love this book. Colleen did it again! Wow!
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I really really really enjoyed reading this short novella! I loved Hopeless and I thought this was a great add on to the series since I really wanted to see how Sky's and Holder's best friends will play out! You can actually read this book without reading Hopeless or Losing Hope!I swear Colleen Hoover always writes the best books! She makes them funny and emotional and heartwarming at the same time! She needs a freaking Prize for this and all of her other books! I would definitely recommend to read this novella! and any other book by Colleen Hoover! Like go and read it...right now. You will definitely enjoy it! Here is some of my favorite quotes/moments: "She dips her spoon into her ice cream, then puts the spoon back in her mouth. I can’t stop staring at that spoon. I think I love that spoon." ~Daniel "It feels like her air just became my air and I suddenly want to take in fewer breaths in order to ensure she never runs out." ~Daniel “For real,” I say. “You’re my best friend and I love you. I’m not ashamed to admit that I love a guy. I love you, Holder. Daniel Wesley loves Dean Holder. Always and forever.”“Daniel, go make out with your girlfriend.” “Not until you tell me you love me, too.” “I fucking love you, now GO AWAY.” I grin “I love you more.”
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5OMG the banter between Six & Daniel is Hilarious - They just made me want to jump in the book and be best friends with them. Everything is going oh so Fabulous between these two it's almost unbelievable to them as well. Until one of them figures out that they already slept together. Then what comes next I didn't see coming holy moly I was shocked!
Lots of Sexual Tension but not hot steamy sex (besides the one time at the beginning of the book). Fantastic ending.1 person found this helpful
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5A cute short romance between two young adults who meet and then seperate, never really knowing the other. Fate brings them back together and the attraction is swift and mutual.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5This story is so sweet and sad and beautiful! It has a an ending that gives you so much hope! Love it!
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/55 stars! AMAZING! My favorite part was the whole damn book! Colleen Hoover rocks as usual. Enough said!
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Finding Cinderella is my love affair. I am hopelessly in love with this story and Daniel and Six. I laughed out loud throughout my journey with this story. It is perfect. It is compelling. It is remarkable. It is beyond everything I have ever read. I have never read a book that has made me laugh SO MUCH. This is the first e-book I have that has been high-lighted A LOT. Almost every page has something high-lighted because everything about this book is loveable. It is “unhateable”.This is the first book I have read by Colleen Hoover and she is going on my top 3 favorite authors. I demand you to read this book because you WON’T be disappointed. You will love it forever along with the characters, especially Daniel. I probably cheated on my fiance with Daniel on my mind way too many times. He is not perfect but he is perfect. He has made me laugh like no one else ever has. I hope you don’t fall in love with him…I only share him with Six because they are so adorable together! Their chemistry, their unique relationship is spectacular.Colleen, you are the master, you are the queen. You SUCCEEDED with this story and I cannot wait till I read more and more of your work.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Colleen Hoover's plot twists are genius. This novella was very nice.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I have only read this book but I feel like I should read the series it was amazing. The feelings that this book can make you feel ... It was heart wrenching and happy. Will probably read it again.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Stop whatever you are reading or doing right now, and go get this book. I implore you! You want to read it, no, you NEED to read it. I am having a hard time forming my many thoughts into words to convey just how FANTASTIC this book was! The emotions that she conveys in so little pages are nothing short of brilliant. I know I shouldn’t expect anything less from Colleen, but every time I read her newest book and I think it can’t get better than this……it does. I actually feel bad for the books I read next, because the bar has been raised HIGH!
Her laugh is intoxicating and I try to think of how I can get her to do it again.
So a few months ago after I devoured Losing Hope, I immediately went to my Facebook book group and raved that she should do a book for Daniel and Six. Even though they had little interaction (that we knew of) in Hopeless and Losing Hope, I could envision that she had a story to tell for them. They literally jumped off the page, and to love someone more than Sky and Holder is a tall feat to accomplish. I read this book, and left thinking, Sky and Holder who??
“I’m sorry about your broken heart,” she whispers loudly. She ducks back into her bedroom and the window closes.
What broken heart? I’m pretty sure this is the first time my heart has actually felt any form of relief since the moment I started dating Val.
We begin the story in a maintenance closet, with two people looking for love in all the wrong places. Two people lost in the world, trying to find themselves, yet not knowing which way to turn. Flash forward one year and they meet again. I won’t give away any more story line details, because trust me when I say that this tale needs to be experienced firsthand. Each page was PACKED with snarky quips, heartbreaking angst, devastating honesty, friendship, trust, and that was just the prologue!
Our mouths meld together like they used to be in love and they’re just now seeing each other for the first time in years.
I actually tried to read this book slower than normal, which for me was still pretty fast, because I DID NOT want it to end! I could have easily, and happily, read another thousand pages of Daniel and Six. The banter between him and his parents cracked me up, and I loved that they were that honest and real with their kids. Towards the end, I FELT those emotions to my core! The rocked me on my tail, taking me to depths I didn’t know a book could deliver, and it is going to take a while to dig back out. Even though their story was short, I feel like it packed in everything little thing it could, all over a short time span. There aren’t enough positive adjectives to describe how much I love this book. 1000 star rating from me!!!1 person found this helpful
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I've been waiting on Finding Cinderella for a while now. I loved Hopeless and really enjoyed Losing Hope so I couldn't wait to delve back into this world and see my old friends again. First of all I just want to say how amazing this novella is. Smaller stories are always so much harder to write well. Sometimes there's just not enough pages or enough going on for readers to connect with the characters like they can in a full length novel. Obviously that is not the case here, not only was I able to connect with Six and Daniel I was also very surprised that I was so invested in their story that I no longer cared that the story wasn't about Sky and Holder. Six and Daniel were just so engaging but of course Sky and Holder both make appearances which was just icing on the cake which already had really good icing.
During Hopeless I never really gave it much thought when Daniel was talking to Holder about the girl he met in the close at school. It just never really registered with me until this story. Daniel was seeing that crazy mean girl (Was it Vicky? I'm not sure) and I never even suspected that the girl that he was with could have been Six but it makes so much sense. Daniel had so much more depth to him in Finding Cinderella than he did in Hopeless. With him being one of the two main characters you really get a good idea of who he truly is on the inside and he was so perfect for Six. Six is literally looking for the exact same thing that Daniel has always been looking for and when they met in a dark closet and pretended to be in love it was so very sweet and even more so when they met each other again and fell in love for real. Of course there's a bit of sadness too but just like with Hopeless Colleen Hoover handles it so well that it makes you care for both characters even more. There's nothing cliché about Six or Daniel, they're not your stereotypical teenagers and this isn't your stereotypical romance, they're not perfect which is why they're so very perfect for each other. I loved both of their sense of humor, I enjoyed Daniels parents quite a bit and also really liked how much Six hand changed. There's just so much going on in such a small book. It never really felt like a Novella to me, more like a quick novel : ) By the end of the novella I cared for them both just as much as I did Sky and Holder and it was so nice seeing where Sky and Holder are at now and how they are doing.
I think I have to agree with Colleen Hoover about her publishers telling her she was nuts for giving this one away for free because I definitely would have paid for this book although I'm glad she did release it for free. It was a very fun and nice present to all of her fans and I for one really appreciate it. I haven't read all of her books yet which is something I plan to remedy soon. She's just such a great writer and she knows how to pull your emotions in twenty different directions. Her romance scenes are SUPER romantic: remember Holder and Sky's first non-kiss kiss? Her sad scenes require a bucket for all the tears: the revelation at the end of Hopeless and her fun scenes will have you smiling and laughing out loud like when Daniel and Six make their big escape from Six's house that first time. All in all pretty much a perfect Novella that stands on it's own just fine. I originally wanted to read it because I was hoping for more Sky and Holder but came away appreciating it for what it was: Daniel and Six's story. Do yourself a favor and grab this awesome gift from Colleen Hoover, you'll be glad that you did! - Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5This was a great read! It was about first love and the struggles that come along with it.
In the beginning you get a glimpse of Daniel's life with Cinderella. I loved that part. It was so romantic to see them fall for one another without even seeing each other. Later he meets Six who reminds him of Cinderella in every way. Together they face troubles to build a lasting relationship.
The Author did a fabulous job creating a beautiful love story.
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5I love Colleen Hoover's humor she writes into her stories. She's one of the few authors that can make me laugh out loud (for reals LOL!) This one can really be read as a standalone short story or as a companion to the Hopeless series. Very sweet love story.
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5I didn't realize until I got started that this was a young adult book about kids in high school but it was rated so high I continued on. However I just didn't see the appeal of this story until near the end. I'm glad it was short. Daniel pretends to love a girl who stumbles upon him in a dark closet.
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Since this is a novella, I won't write a full review. But it was the perfect way to end a great series. Daniel and Six are two characters that I didn't feel like I got to learn about enough and I'm happy that this book dove into their characters more. I also enjoyed the closure that I didn't fully get from Hopeless. I will be returning to this series I'm sure.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I loved it! I couldn't stop smiling. They were so cute from beginning to end.
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Book preview
Finding Cinderella - Colleen Hoover
Prologue
You got a tattoo?
It’s the third time I’ve asked Holder the same question, but I just don’t believe it. It’s out of character for him. Especially since I’m not the one who encouraged it.
Jesus, Daniel,
he groans on the other end of the line. Stop. And stop asking me why.
"It’s just a weird thing to tattoo on yourself. Hopeless. It’s a very depressing term. But still, I’m impressed."
I gotta go. I’ll call you later this week.
I sigh into the phone. God, this sucks, man. The only good thing about this entire school since you moved is fifth period.
What’s fifth period?
Holder asks.
Nothing. They forgot to assign me a class, so I hide out in this maintenance closet every day for an hour.
Holder laughs. I realize as I’m listening to it that it’s the first time I’ve heard him laugh since Les died two months ago. Maybe moving to Austin will actually be good for him.
The bell rings and I hold the phone with my shoulder and fold up my jacket, then drop it to the floor of the maintenance closet. I flip off the light. I’ll talk to you later. Nap time.
Later,
Holder says.
I end the call and set my alarm for fifty minutes later, then place my phone on the counter. I lower myself to the floor and lie down. I close my eyes and think about how much this year sucks. I hate that Holder is going through what he’s having to go through and there isn’t a damn thing I can do about it. No one that close to me has ever died, much less someone as close as one of my sisters. A twin sister to be exact.
I don’t even try to offer him advice, but I think he likes that. I think he needs me to just continue being myself, because God knows everyone else in this whole damn school has no clue how to act around him. If they weren’t all such stupid assholes he’d probably still be here and school wouldn’t suck half as bad as it does.
But it does suck. Everyone in this place sucks and I hate them all. I hate everybody but Holder and they’re the reason he isn’t here anymore.
I stretch my legs out in front of me and cross my ankles, then fold my arm over my eyes. At least I have fifth period.
Fifth period is nice.
My eyes flick open and I groan when something lands on me. I hear the sound of the door slam shut.
What the hell?
I place my hands on whatever just fell on me and begin to roll it off me when my hands graze a head full of soft hair.
It’s a human?
A girl?
A chick just fell on me. In the maintenance closet. And she’s crying.
Who the hell are you?
I ask cautiously. Whoever she is, she tries to push off me but we both seem to be taking turns moving in the same direction. I lift up and try to roll her to my side but our heads crash together.
Shit,
she says.
I fall back onto my makeshift pillow and grab my forehead. Sorry,
I mumble.
Neither one of us moves this time. I can hear her sniffling, trying not to cry. I can’t see two inches in front of me because the light is still out but I suddenly don’t mind that she’s still on top of me because she smells incredible.
I think I’m lost,
she says. I thought I was walking into the bathroom.
I shake my head, even though I know she can’t see it. Not a bathroom,
I say. But why are you crying? Did you hurt yourself when you fell?
I feel her whole body sigh on top of me. Even though I have no idea who she is or what she looks like, I can feel the sadness in her and it makes me a little sad in return. I’m not sure how it happens, but my arms go around her and her cheek falls against my chest. In the course of five seconds we go from extremely awkward to kind of comfortable, like we do this all the time.
It’s weird and normal and hot and sad and strange and I don’t really want to let go. It feels kind of euphoric, like we’re in some sort of fairytale. Like she’s Tinkerbell and I’m Peter Pan.
No, wait. I don’t want to be Peter Pan.
Maybe she can be like Cinderella and I’ll be her Prince Charming.
Yeah, I like that fantasy better. Cinderella’s hot when she’s all poor and sweaty and slaving over the stove. She also looks good in her ball gown. It also doesn’t hurt that we’re meeting in a broom closet. Very fitting.
I feel her pull a hand up to her face, more than likely wiping away a tear. I hate them,
she says softly.
Who?
Everybody,
she says. I hate everybody.
I close my eyes and lift my hand, then run it down her hair, doing my best to comfort her. Finally, someone who actually gets it. I’m not sure why she hates everybody but I have a feeling she’s got a pretty valid reason.
I hate everybody too, Cinderella.
She laughs softly, probably confused as to why I just referred to her as Cinderella, but at least it’s not more tears. Her laugh is intoxicating and I try to think of how I can get her to do it again. I’m trying to think of something funny to say when she lifts her face off my chest and I feel her scoot forward. Before I know it, I feel lips on mine and I’m not sure if I should shove her away or roll on top of her. I begin to lift my hands to her face, but she pulls back just as quick as she kissed me.
Sorry,
she says. I should go.
She places her palms beside me on the floor and starts to lift up, but I grab her face and pull her back down on top of me.
No,
I say. I bring her mouth back to mine and I kiss her. I keep our lips pressed firmly together as I lower her to my side. I pull her against me so that her head is resting on my jacket. Her breath tastes like Starburst and it makes me want to keep kissing her until I can identify every single flavor.
Her hand touches my arm and she gives it a tight squeeze just as my tongue slips inside her mouth. That would be strawberry on the tip of her tongue.
She keeps her hand on my arm, periodically moving it to the back of my head, then returning it to my arm. I keep my hand on her waist, never once moving it to touch any other part of her. The only thing we explore is each other’s mouths. We kiss without making another sound. We kiss until the alarm sounds on my phone. Despite the noise, neither of us stops kissing. We don’t even hesitate. We kiss for another solid minute until the bell rings in the hallway outside and suddenly lockers are slamming shut and people are talking and everything about our moment is stolen from us by all the inconvenient external factors of school.
I still my lips against hers, then slowly pull back.
I have to get to class,
she whispers.
I nod, even though she can’t see me. Me, too,
I reply.
She begins to scoot out from beneath me. When I roll onto my back, I feel her move closer to me. Her mouth briefly meets mine one more time, then she pulls away and stands up. The second she opens the door, the light from the hallway pours in and I squeeze my eyes shut, throwing my arm over my face.
I hear the door shut behind her and by the time I adjust to the brightness, the light is gone again.
I sigh heavily. I also remain on the floor until my physical reaction to her subsides. I don’t know who the hell she was or why the hell she ended up here, but I hope to God she comes back. I need a whole hell of a lot more of that.
She didn’t come back the next day. Or the day after that. In fact, today marks exactly a week since she literally fell into my arms, and I’ve convinced myself that maybe that whole day was a dream. I did stay up most of the night before watching zombie movies with Chunk, but even though I was going on two hours of sleep, I don’t know that I would have been able to imagine that. My fantasies aren’t that fun.
Whether she comes back or not, I still don’t have a fifth period and until someone calls me out on it, I’ll keep hiding out in here. I actually slept way too much last night, so I’m not tired. I pull my phone out to text Holder when the door to the closet begins to open.
Are you in here, kid?
I hear her whisper.
My heart immediately picks up pace and I can’t tell if it’s that she came back or if it’s because the light is on and I’m not really sure I want to see what she looks like when she opens this door.
I’m here,
I say.
The door is still barely cracked. She slips a hand inside and slides it around the wall until she finds the light, then she flicks it off. The door opens and she slips into the room, then quickly shuts it behind her.
Can I hide with you?
she asks. Her voice sounds a little different than last time. It sounds happier.
You’re not crying today,
I say.
I feel her make her way over to me. She grazes my leg and can feel that I’m seated on a countertop, so she feels around me until she finds a clear spot. She pushes herself up beside me and takes a seat next to me.
I’m not sad today,
she says, her voice much closer this time.
Good.
It’s quiet for several seconds, but it’s nice. I’m not sure why she came back or why it took her a week, but I’m glad she’s here.
Why were you in here last week?
she asks. And why are you in here now?
Schedule mishap. I was never assigned a fifth period, so I hide out and hope administration doesn’t notice.
She laughs. Smart.
Yep.
It’s quiet again for a minute or so. Our hands are gripping the edge of the counter and every time she swings her legs, her fingers barely touch mine. I eventually just move my hand on top of hers and pull it onto my lap. It seems odd to just grab her hand like this, but we pretty much made out for fifteen minutes straight last week so holding hands is actually reversing a base.
She slides her fingers between mine and our palms meet, then I fold my fingers over hers. This is nice,
she says. I’ve never held anyone’s hand before.
I freeze.
How the hell old is she?
You’re not in junior high, are you?
"God no. I’ve just never held anyone’s hand before. The guys I’ve been with seem to forget this part. But it’s nice. I like it."
Yeah,
I agree. It is nice.
Wait,
she says. "You aren’t in junior high, are you?"
No. Not yet,
I say.
She swings her leg out to the side and kicks me, then we both laugh.
This is kind of weird, isn’t it?
she asks.
Elaborate. Lots of things could be considered weird, so I’m not sure what you’re referring to.
I feel her shoulders shrug. I don’t know. This. Us. Kissing and talking and holding hands and we don’t even know what the other looks like.
I’m really good looking,
I say.
She laughs.
I’m serious. If you could see me right now, you’d be on your knees begging me to be your boyfriend so you could flaunt me around the school.
Highly unlikely,
she says. I don’t do boyfriends. Overrated.
"If you don’t hold hands and you don’t do boyfriends, then what do you do?"
She sighs. Pretty much everything else. I’ve got quite a reputation, you know. In fact, it’s possible the two of us may have had sex before and we don’t even realize it.
Not possible. You’d remember me.
She laughs again and as much as I’m having fun talking to her, that laugh makes me want to drag her to the floor with me and do nothing but kiss her again.
Are you actually good looking?
she asks skeptically.
Terribly good looking,
I reply.
Let me guess. Dark hair, brown eyes, great abs, white teeth, Abercrombie & Fitch.
Close,
I say. "Light brown hair, correct on the eyes, abs, and teeth, but American Eagle Outfitters all the way."
Impressive,
she says.
My turn,
I say. Thick blonde hair, big blue eyes, an adorable little white dress with a matching hat, royal blue skin, and you’re about two feet tall.
She laughs loudly. You have a thing for Smurfette?
A guy can dream.
The sound of her laughter actually makes my heart hurt. It hurts because I really want to know who this chick is but I know once I find out, I more than likely won’t want her like I want her right now.
She inhales a breath and then the room becomes quiet. So quiet, it’s almost uncomfortable.
I’m not coming back in here after today,
she says softly.
I squeeze her hand, surprised by the sadness I feel at that confession.
I’m moving. Not right away, but soon. This summer. I just think it’d be silly if I came back here, because eventually we’ll have to turn on the light or we’ll slip up and say our names and I just don’t think I want to know who you are.
I graze my