Illusions of Fate
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Downton Abbey meets Cassandra Clare in this lush, romantic fantasy from Kiersten White, #1 New York Times bestselling author of And I Darken.
“Illusions of Fate is an absolute delight—a magical, sparkling, dangerous world with witty repartee and a romance that will light your heart on fire. Kiersten White’s best yet.”—Stephanie Perkins, New York Times bestselling author of Anna and the French Kiss
Jessamin has been an outcast since she moved from her island home of Melei to the dreary country of Albion. Everything changes when she meets the gorgeous, enigmatic Finn, who introduces her to the secret world of Albion's nobility. It’s a world that has everything Jessamin doesn't—power, money, status . . . and magic. But Finn has secrets of his own, and the vicious Lord Downpike will do anything to possess them. Unless Jessamin, armed only with her wits, can stop him.
Readers who love Libba Bray, Cassanda Clare, or Susanna Clarke’s Jonathan Strange & Mr Norrell won’t want to miss this captivating stand-alone novel.
Kiersten White
Kiersten White is the New York Times bestselling author of the Paranormalcy trilogy, The Chaos of Stars, and the psychological thrillers Mind Games and Perfect Lies. She has neither magic nor a pet bird, but wants both. Kiersten lives with her family in San Diego, California.
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Readers find this title to be a wonderful blend of intellect, intrigue, magic, wit, and romance. The characters are awesome and the story is engaging. The addition of colonialism issues adds depth to the novel. The writing is good and keeps readers hooked. However, some reviewers felt that the climax and ending were rushed, and there were concerns about the rushed romance and lack of character agency. Overall, if you're a fan of fantasy, romance, and suspense, this book is highly recommended.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5I know this is often said, but were this a two-novel series or perhaps about 100 more pages, I'd have likely given it five stars.
I loved the addition of colonialism issues mixed with the magical aspects, and I felt like the romance made a sort of YAnovel sense without being too trope-y but... the action is sort of shoved viciously into the last quarter of the book and felt so different than the beginning. I would've appreciated more time spent letting the sweep of that play out rather than sort of 'here is this giant plot twist that, while unexpected, is abruptly stated and then resolved quite soon after' as it were.
I think what I mean is... I felt like the concept of this novel, the writing in it, and the characters deserved a little more than the rushed climax and ending gave them. To be honest, when I came back a few months later to review it, I recalled all sorts of brilliant scenes and emotions from the first 70% of the book and had to google the ending to recall what happened and why I had some mild dissatisfaction with the book. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5i like a lot the book it have a great story and the characters are awesome, its one of my favorite book i read, i got involved in the story the whole time
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5This is awesome! I was able to talk about the book after I read it. You did well! ... If you have some great stories like this one, you can publish it on Novel Star, just submit your story to [email protected] or [email protected]
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Great book, well written piece. New story line that was refreshing to read!
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Definitely the best Kiersten White book I’ve read so far. It had the perfect blend of intellect, intrigue, magic, wit, and romance. Finn and Jessamin provide a wonderful stand-alone tale.
- Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5The writing is good and you keep reading to find out what happens next however what I didn't like was the Mary Sue element. Jessamine who is probably some kind of math prodigy (it's never really established very well) suddenly knows enough to deal with complex magic spells.
So much is unexplained. Finn is cute but all he ever seems to say is "I want to protect you." and then frankly does a really poor job of it.
No one seems to have any agency or sense of right. It's all "No, no, we can't do anything- the bad guy is so powerful and evil and even if we have magic his is stronger so we can't do anything."
The romance element is rushed- one minute it's all "You are manipulating me" and the next it's "I can't live without you."
It kind of feels like the author intended some larger ambitious work and then was on a deadline to sew everything up super fast.
The book seems to dabble with wanting to tackle some really tough subjects re: colonisation, racism, but somehow never quite gets there. Read this if you are prepared to accept everything at face value- the plot bounces along quite nicely but in the end it's all quite shallow. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5This book surprised me. I assumed it would be a generic YA fantasy book set in a quasi-Victorian era. However, this book pleasantly shattered my expectations. First, the sense of humor is spot on. I was ambivalent about reading this but once I started laughing, I quickly became engrossed in the story. An added bonus is that the protagonist is mixed and through her identity, readers have a chance to explore the realities of colonialism, a detail many books gloss over. This helps add texture to the novel and makes it more engaging. Finally, this is a stand alone novel. While it's good enough to warrant a sequel, I like how the author chose not to drag the story out into a series, which a lot of authors are overdoing.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5A fantastic standalone novel. I loved Jessamin's character, and I felt that White did a really impressive job of discussing colonialism through this book without it feeling didactic at all. Instead it felt visceral, and central to Jessamin's identity, and it really made for excellent world building.
If you're a fan of fantasy, a splash of romance, and suspense I highly recommend this book.1 person found this helpful
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Illusions of Fate - Kiersten White
One
Dear Mama,
I am most certainly not dead. Thank you for your tender concern. I will try to write more often so you don’t have to worry so between letters. (Because a week’s silence surely means I have fallen prey to a wasting illness or been murdered in these boring, gray streets.)
School is going well. I am excelling in all of my classes. (Apparently, some things never change, and girls are not challenged in Albion in the same way they weren’t on Melei.) My professors are all intelligent and kind. (Kind of horrible.) None stand out. (I refuse to mention him by name, no matter how many obviously subtle
questions you ask.) The other students are also quite focused on their schooling, and none of us has much time for socializing. Boys and girls attend separate classes as well, so no, I have not met many interesting young men. (I am neither courting nor being courted. Please stop hoping.)
Tell Aunt Li’ne thank you for the mittens. They are very much appreciated in this cold, damp climate I am so unused to. And please tell the sun hello and I miss her very much! I also miss you, of course. (I do. Very much.)
All my love,
Jessamin
Reading over the letter to my mother, I am so absorbed in my head with adding the true statements to my written words that I fail to pay attention to the street. I cannot decide which shocks me more—nearly being run over by the horse-drawn cart, or the fluid stream of cursing in my native tongue that is being directed at me.
I look up, cheeks burning, and meet a pair of black eyes that, combined with the familiarity of the language, hit me with a longing for Melei so deep and painful I can scarcely draw a breath.
The man pauses, obviously surprised to see how dark of skin and eyes I am in spite of my school uniform. And so I take the opportunity to insult his manhood, his lineage, and his horse in a single, well-crafted turn of phrase I haven’t used since my friend Kelen taught it to me when I was fourteen.
He smiles.
I smile back.
Brushing his hand through the air in another gesture so achingly familiar it brings tears to my eyes, he clicks his tongue and the cart moves on, our near-collision forgotten.
He’s made me crave heat. The sun’s anemic rays pull more warmth from me than they offer. I hate Albion, the whole gray country. I hate Avebury, a city just as gray, teeming with people but coldly lifeless.
No. Homesickness does me no good. Wiping under my eyes, I straighten my shoulders and march toward the hotel. I only have a couple of hours before my shift to do my reading for tomorrow’s classes, and I will not be anything less than the best. I cannot afford it.
I cut away from the main thoroughfare and find myself in a narrow alley. It’s old, the lines not quite vertical as they lean ever so gradually overhead.
What’s wrong, chickie bird?
I startle, my eyes whipped down from where they traced the line of the sky. A man with the thick build, intricate tattoos, and accompanying ripe scent of a dockworker stands directly in front of me.
Nothing.
I flash a tight, dismissive smile honed these last few months of learning to blend in. Just passing through.
Nah, don’t do that.
He steps to the side as I do, and his mass blocks me from walking by. Come have a drink with me, yeah? Make you feel all better.
I have somewhere to be.
His smile broadens, blue eyes nearly lost in the tanned squint lines of his face. You ain’t from ’round here, are you? An island rat, that’s what you are.
He reaches out with a meaty hand to touch my hair, black as night and waterfall straight, where I have it pulled into a bun at the base of my neck.
Excuse me.
I back up but he follows, leaning in closer. Let me by.
I’ve heard stories about island rats. You can tell me if they’re true.
I lift onto my toes to sprint away when a hand comes down on my shoulder.
There you are, darling. So sorry I’m late.
I don’t know this voice, a low tenor with the clipped, stylish vowels of the classes I only see when delivering orders to their expensive hotel rooms.
I stiffen under his fingers, which are light but steady on my shoulder. Now there are two of them to deal with. I slide my hand into my satchel, gripping the handle of the paring knife I borrowed from the kitchen and keep with me all the time. The gentleman’s fingers tighten.
Not necessary,
he whispers.
I turn to look at him—a low, round hat is pulled over his forehead, obscuring his eyes. His lips are sly and twisted into a smile over teeth far finer than my dockworker friend’s. This man is a porcelain doll compared to the brute blocking my path. He’s taller than me but lean, all angles in his suit that reeks of money.
Apparently, the dockworker has the same assessment. This your girl? I don’t think she is.
I would never accuse you of thinking, my good man.
The gentleman lifts his silver-topped cane, tapping it once in the middle of the dockworker’s forehead. I shouldn’t worry it’ll be a problem for you to give up the practice of thinking entirely.
The dockworker blinks once—twice—so slowly I notice his stubby blond eyelashes, and then he moves to the side like he has forgotten how to walk on land.
Good day, then.
The gentleman steers me forward with his fingertips, and I’ve barely time to process what happened before we’re out of the alley and back onto the main street.
Well.
I clear my throat, embarrassed. I look down the walkway instead of at the gentleman, not wanting to see in his eyes whether he did that out of the goodness of his heart or if he expects something in return. This is Albion, after all. Thank you for your help. Good-bye.
I’d like to walk you home, if it isn’t too much trouble. Especially if you plan on gracing any more questionable streets with your presence.
I straighten my shoulders, sliding the right one out from under his hand, and look him full in the face. His eyes are dark, his features fine, almost femininely delicate, save his strong jawline. With all due respect, sir, I’m not about to trade one strange man for another, and I have no interest in showing you where I live.
His smile broadens. Then I insist you let me buy you supper, and we will part as friends with no knowledge of the other’s residence.
I open my mouth to inform him I’ve no time for supper, but before I can, he takes off his hat and I find myself entranced by the impossible gold of his hair. I have never seen such hair in my life. It’s like the sunshine of my childhood is concentrated there.
A door opens beside us, and his hand once again presses against my back. My feet trip forward of their own accord—traitor feet, what’s happening?—and suddenly we’re sitting in a warmly lit booth in a restaurant that smells of garlic and spice. My stomach and heart react at the same time: one with famished hunger and the other with renewed longing for home.
I thought this would do nicely,
he says, and his smile reminds me of the expression my mother’s cat, Tubbins, would get when he’d done something particularly clever. Why did you travel from Melei to attend school?
I never said I was a student. And how do you know where I’m from?
"The beguiling way your mouth forms S and O gives away your island home."
I raise an eyebrow at his attempt to be clever. It wasn’t my dark skin and black hair?
He laughs. Well, those were rather large clues as well. As for the school, see—
He reaches across the table and takes my right hand in his. I try to pull it back, but his long fingers are insistent. Look at your callus.
He points to the raised bump on the top knuckle of my middle finger. And see how it is stained black? If you were a secretary, no doubt they’d have you on one of those horrible new typewriters. You don’t have the pinched look of someone who keeps ledgers, either. And, much like your skin, your school uniform is a bit of a giveaway.
I stifle a snort of laughter, not wanting to give him that point. Then, realizing he still has my hand in his, I pull it back and take a sip of tea. When did the tea get here? Have I been so distracted by his hair? I am not that shallow, surely. But I use the tea to buy myself a moment to look at him. And what am I studying?
He taps his chin thoughtfully. In your final year of preparatory, yes? So you’d have to be in your focus. You have the soulful eyes of a writer and the heavy bag of a reader. Literature, certainly.
History.
He narrows his eyes. But that is not your first choice.
Alas, apparently the feminine mind is not suited to the mathematical arts, all my test scores to the contrary. Now you, sir. Or is it ‘lord’?
You may address me as anything you wish.
Well then. You have all the grace and manners of nobility, not to mention clothes that cost more than our server’s yearly wages. Your quick smile indicates an arrogance born and bred into you through generations of never having to answer to anyone, so I’m guessing lord, or perhaps earl, but lord suits your savior complex better. In your spare time, because being wealthy and privileged is a full-time occupation, you like mingling with those too far beneath you for notice. Chambermaids, waitresses,
I glance meaningfully at where our serving girl is leaning against the counter gazing moons at him, and even the occasional student. Unfortunately, sometimes you miscalculate your appeal and try to use your charms on girls who grew up on an island spotted with bastard children who were fathered by visiting Albens. I am therefore immune to being overwhelmed by your exceptional ancestry. You will, however, be able to console yourself with your vast lands and holdings and never again have to consider the student who paid for her own tea and then begged leave.
I dig out my purse and drop a few coins on the table, expecting him to sneer or curse, but instead I look up to find his first genuinely delighted smile. It makes him look younger and I realize he’s probably not much older than me. Eighteen, perhaps.
Oh, please stay and eat, won’t you?
he asks. I haven’t had someone be so honest with me in ages, and I cannot tell you how refreshing it is.
Something in the open happiness of his face, the almost childlike hope there, whisks away my resolve to be cold.
Very well.
I sit back and consider my strange companion. Though you haven’t told me whether or not I’m right, my lord.
I’ve no doubt you’re right with startling frequency, and while I’d very much like to be yours, I am not a lord. Sandwiches to start?
The meal is the best I’ve had since I left Melei. Halfway through, I’m struck with sudden fear for the cost of such a meal, but in one of those odd, sliding moments where I seem to be entranced by the light playing on his hair, the plates are gone and the bill is paid.
Thank you,
I stutter, unsure what else to say. I am out of sorts; I know we’ve spoken of many things, but I cannot grasp the particulars of any of it.
"Thank you, my dear Jessamin. Are you quite sure I can’t walk you back to the dormitories?"
I stop midway to standing. I told you my name?
His sly smile is back, all innocence gone. I plucked it from the air around your lips. And for the privilege of knowing it, I’ll tell you that mine is Finn.
Well then, Finn, I wish you the best of luck in your future endeavors, whatever they may be. I do not live in the dormitories, nor do I care to tell you any other details.
I scamper from the restaurant. He follows, slower, and I turn to see him over my shoulder, watching me. When I round a corner toward the hotel, I check again to see if he is following, unsure if the thought makes me feel safer or scared.
A large black bird caws over my head, nearly startling me out of my boots. Frowning at it, I unlock the servants’ entrance to the Grande Sylvie. Checking over my shoulder one last time, I notice a movement and jump backward.
I shake my head at my nerves. Only my shadow cast by the dim gas lamp.
But for the oddest moment it looked as though I had two.
Two
AND WHO CAN TELL ME THE TOP IMPROVEMENTS made during colonization?
The professor teaching our Advanced Alben History course has every degree available, and is teaching for one year here as a special guest of the school. His owlish eyes peer out between round spectacles. Wisps of hair make a last desperate attempt to cover his shiny bald pate, and he is thin everywhere except a small paunch pushing out the buttons of his vest.
And yet, beneath the gradual wearing-down of age, it’s obvious he was once handsome. No matter how hard I look, I can see nothing of myself in him. And he has never, not once, so much as looked me in the eyes to try and find himself.
Oh, Mama, why?
A mousy girl shoots her hand into the air. Improved infrastructure. Eradication of pagan superstitions and beliefs. Education. Increased safety with Alben police forces and state protection. Introduction of advanced medical discipline.
Very good.
She beams, either besotted or trying to get a better grade. Please let it be the latter. Anyone who follows your column on the theoretical benefits of Alben policies on Iverian continental countries would be able to say the same. The colonization case studies are perfect examples.
I cannot stop myself and raise my hand.
Professor Miller does not call on me.
I talk anyway. What about the steep rise in infant mortality for the period of twenty years after colonization? Taking Melei as an example, death rates among infants went from one in ten to one in five and have only recently begun to taper off.
Professor Miller clears his throat, and the sound does not cover a blond girl on the end of my row sighing, Island rat.
Why is she even here?
the mousy girl whispers over her shoulder.
My father has complained to the superintendent about the decline in quality of students.
The blond girl does not look at me as she says it. None of them ever do.
Professor Miller, having finally cleared his throat but not his ears, which remain deaf to my comments, lists the chapters we are to study for our next class and then leaves without dismissing us.
I feel utterly dismissed nonetheless.
Leaving in a cocoon of silence amidst the chattering of my classmates, I find a bench outside and begin writing my calculations with fierce strokes. I’m not in a mathematics course, and barely have time to balance my actual studies with work at the hotel, but I don’t care. I will learn everything I can. I wish I were like the other students and that studying was my only task.
Fortunately for them, none of them are poor.
I have never been poor before. I had everything I needed on Melei, with a private tutor to teach me the hard consonants and neglected vowels of this language. Mama wouldn’t even let me speak Melenese at home. She sent me to classes on the manners and social customs of Albion. My friends got to learn traditional dances from their grandmothers while I was forced to memorize the stiff measures of this country’s music, the stilted, passionless steps to their waltzes.
Sighing, I pull out a paper and, balancing it on top of the library’s mathematics book, compose another letter to Mama, as always writing lies and telling the truth in my head.
Dear Mama,
I hope this letter finds you well. It contains all my love and affection. (It also contains all my questions about how you could ever have loved a man like Professor Miller.)
You asked about where I live. I cannot believe I haven’t mentioned it, but I suppose I’m so used to it now I don’t think of it. The dorms are small and plain, but as a student I don’t need much more. (I cannot afford the dorms. I do not live in them.) The food is dreadful, all heavy meat and sauce. I miss fruit! (I am always hungry; a supper with a strange man was the fullest my stomach has been since I got here.)
As I have mentioned in every letter, my professors are all interesting and I take copious notes during lectures. (If you do not bring up my father, I am certainly not going to offer you information on that louse of a man.) The course work is challenging but I am excelling. (I have to be perfect so they can find no excuse to dock my grades.)
I have delivered Aunt Nani’s package to Jacabo. He was so happy to receive it, and I take tea with him once a week. It is a great comfort to speak Melenese with someone. (I live in the hotel where Jacabo works. He saved me when I realized I could not afford room and board at the school. I work long, hard hours in the evenings to earn a tiny hole of a servant’s room and whatever scraps of food are left over.)
Please give everyone my love and tell them how much I am learning to bring back to the island as a teacher. (I will not fail, and I will use everything I learn here to make Melei better.)
Your affectionate daughter,
Jessamin
A large black bird lands on the bench beside me, brazenly close. Hello there,
I say as it considers me with flat, yellow eyes. "Where I am from, you’re known as an acawl for that awful noise you make."
It cocks its head reproachfully.
No disrespect, Sir Bird. You cannot help your harsh voice any more than these Albens can help their love of ugly words and sounds.
A boy walks by, not bothering to hide his snicker at the quaint island girl talking to the local wildlife. Sir Bird caws sharply at him. I approve.
Anyone who shares my distaste for the men of this country can also share my lunch.
I break off the stale heel of my bread, crumble it in my palm, and then toss it onto the bench next to my friend. If birds had eyebrows, I’d swear it was raising them at me. Spirits bless you, you arrogant little thing. I suppose I wouldn’t eat it if I didn’t have to, either. Good day, Sir Bird.
Unaware it has been excused, Sir Bird continues to sit and stare until I have to report for my next lecture. Even the birds here are strange.
Two days in a row of the sun breaking through clouds, and while it isn’t anywhere near what a rational person would deem warm, it feels as though the whole city has sighed in relief. Everyone is shedding their outermost layers of clothing to sit outside and