The Chi of Change: How Hypnotherapy Can Help You Heal and Turn your Life Around - Regardless of your Past
By Peter Field
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The Chi of Change - Peter Field
Psychiatrist
Introduction
‘If you do not change direction, you may end up where you are heading.’
~ Lao Tzu
This book is about change and transformation. It is also about hypnotherapy: how it can help to restore a person to their natural, balanced psychological state and a healthy routine of living.
My name is Peter Field, a qualified counselor, psychotherapist, hypnotherapist and nutritionist with experience guiding thousands of people back to their natural state of balance and inner peace. The information you’ll read in this book is the product of the many years I have spent helping emotionally troubled individuals. It is also the product of my own life experience, the changes I have undergone and the discoveries I have made during my life journey.
We may set out on our voyage of discovery with a plan for the changes we’d like to see in our future and a clear idea of where we’re going and how we’re going to get there, but at times we can lose our way, wandering far from the roads we intended to take. There are times when we may feel we are back where we started, miles away from the easy, free-rolling highway we once expected to simply coast down. Such is the path that change often takes, curving around in surprising and unexpected ways.
As you move through this book, you will learn about the kinds of difficulties people bring to hypnotherapists. You will read case histories of people who—perhaps like you—found themselves stuck and bewildered, then through the therapeutic process, were able to change for the better. These individuals—all real people and clients of mine (but with changed names, of course)—freed themselves from the chains of the past and the problems that had haunted and held them back for so long.
Gautama Buddha said, ‘Everything changes except change itself.’ This book will explain how positive, meaningful change can be brought about through the right kind of therapy, and how even the most tenacious and overwhelming of problems can be left in the past, so you can move on with your life in a freer, more balanced, and fulfilling way. I hope that it will help you to do just that.
Chapter One
The Healing Value of Therapy
‘The miracle is not to fly in the air, or to walk on the water,
but to walk on the earth.’
~ Chinese Proverb
You are a miracle. And so am I. We are miracles because, against all odds, we are here, and we are alive. We have been bequeathed the gift of life by those who have gone before—but, like them, we will not be here forever.
We are heirs to the past, indebted to those who toiled and played, laughed and cried, and passed on their life force before they died. We are the sum of all that has gone before and the bridge to all that will be. Because of this, each one of us is important; each one of us is valuable and worthwhile, and each one of us is unique.
Sometimes we can forget this. Weighed down by our cares and burdens, we can become trapped, fooled into thinking that perhaps this is all there is and all that we can look forward to. The awful feeling that we are somehow stuck in a rut, losing our grip, or wasting our life can rob us of the simple joy of being alive. This sense of having wasted our energies, talents, and time can leave us feeling exhausted, frustrated and unmotivated. In fact, many of the people who visit me in my role as a therapist feel just like this.
Some of us live like this for years, thinking that this is just the way things are or the way we are. We do our best to push the pain away and grit our teeth as we struggle on regardless. But in doing this, we become even more of a stranger to ourselves, out of touch with what our feelings and our symptoms are really trying to tell us.
I know this because this is the way I lived for a very long time, and I spent my early years running from those uncomfortable feelings and unsettled emotions whose only purpose seemed to be to disturb. What I did not realize then, and what I realize now, is that the difficult feelings were actually there to help me—a form of energy whose function it is to initiate change. I call this energy ‘chi’.
Before I could help others to instigate change in their lives in a positive way, I needed to understand how change worked in my life. The only way I could do this was to experience it myself, to go out into the world and live. To understand change I had to change.
Much of my life has been spent outside my native England, and my journey took me far and wide, to all Earth’s continents. For many years I lived, studied and worked in the Far East—in Japan, India, and China. There I learned the term chi—or qi to give the word its Chinese Pinyin spelling. The concept of chi is borrowed from the five-thousand-year-old Chinese philosophy of Taoism.
Chi is commonly translated as life force or life process. In China, an understanding of chi is contained in the written language—the oldest continuously used system of writing in the world. A literal translation of the Chinese character (or hanzi) for ‘health’, for example, is ‘original chi’, while the character for ‘vitality’ may be translated as ‘high-quality chi’. According to tradition, chi is brought into the body primarily through the air we breathe, but also through the food we eat.
In Japan, chi is known as ki, and in India it is approximated by the words shakti, or prana, the agent of all change. In the Taoist tradition, chi is regarded as having two aspects: energy and information. Neither of these is static; each exists in a constant state of flux. Chi is regarded as the force that brings about all change.
The world of physics has shown us the vibratory nature of all that is, and also that the universe and everything in it is composed of these two things: energy and information. They run as warp and weft through the fabric of existence. Like it or not, each of us functions within and is influenced by their basic law, affecting our physical, mental, and emotional life.
From the Taoist perspective, our bodies are comprised of patterns of energy—or, one could say, of the flow of chi. The feelings generated by our subconscious mind are also chi—energy suffused with information—and this produces the emotions and thoughts that are the instigators of change. I like to call the messages and feelings that come from our subconscious mind ‘the chi of change’, because this form of chi is primarily responsible for all the significant changes we make in our lives.
In many ways, the human mind is like a massive biological computer, and the most powerful part of this computer is the largely hidden, subconscious part. Much of the information we rely on in order to respond to life is held in the vast storehouse of the subconscious mind, just as programs are held in the hard drive of a computer. In the subconscious, the experiences we undergo are processed and then transformed into beliefs (information) and feelings (energy) that influence the interpretation of subsequent experiences. The feelings and beliefs we hold—and hold onto—at a subconscious level inform us about the nature of life and of our place in it. They inform us about the nature of existence.
But when the information stored within our subconscious is the result of faulty processing, then the information is inaccurate, and this creates distorted, false beliefs discordant with reality. Our invalid beliefs and the flawed information they are based on create uncomfortable feelings that misdirect and block our energy, giving rise to difficulties in how we think and function. Faultily processed information, energetically transmitted, disturbs our ‘original chi’ (our natural state of balance).
In the midst of our difficulties, we tend to focus on the frustration and discomfort that the unsettling experiences are producing within us. We are so caught up in the unfairness or the confusion of the problems that are overwhelming us that we fail to see the good in their existence. When we are struggling with our problems, all we really want is to be rid of them. It is only later—and often only much later—that we are able to see the positive changes that our difficulties may have brought about within us. Some of us never arrive at this kind of understanding, so the potential positive changes never crystallize into reality. We continue to resent those uneasy experiences and to suffer because of them. Fearing the future and holding steadfastly onto the past—or perhaps more correctly, onto our interpretation of the past—we lick and nurture our wounds, not realizing that, in so doing, we are keeping those wounds open and alive. In this way we resist change, and this, in turn, makes us even more uncomfortable and more neurotic.
Change is usually made in response to uncomfortable feelings and messages sent to us by our subconscious mind when something is not right in our lives: We change to get rid of the discomfort and to get our lives on an even keel again.
For genuine, positive change to occur in the life of a troubled person, a reprocessing has to take place—the chi must be realigned or unblocked. The programs that have been running deep within the subconscious mind need to be rewritten—new beliefs must be generated—freeing the person to feel good again, to respond to life from a healthier belief perspective more congruent with reality.
As long as we draw breath, change will be in that breath. The chi of change is as constant as the air that surrounds us, as close as the breath that sustains us. When we learn to work with that chi, we learn how to live.
Yet change seldom occurs in a straight line or instantly. It usually takes place gradually and in a curve. Even when change does happen linearly, its piercing arrow hitting straight home (a birth, a marriage, a death, the end of a relationship or loss of a job), the change can take some time to sink in and manifest itself. Indeed, our most important changes—whether constructive or destructive—sometimes come long after the experiences that were their catalyst.
One thing is certain: For better or worse, change will surely come, but it will usually come in ways unanticipated, and rarely on our terms or according to our schedule. Often it will happen in subtle, mysterious ways—ways that feel so natural we hardly notice we have altered until someone points it out to us, or we find ourselves reacting in a manner different from how we previously did. Nor do we always notice the way this occurred, the chi at work behind and within the process. We just seem to find ourselves adjusted in some way.
Whether we change in affirmative, constructive ways that help us adapt and move forward with our life, or in ways that restrict and narrow our world, it really is up to us. And this is what this book is all about. The Chi of Change is not a self-help manual, an instruction book, or a book on Eastern philosophy. It is a book about how hypnotherapy can help people change for the better, no matter how stuck they are or how long they have been stuck. In these pages, you will learn how hypno-psychotherapy is used to reprocess the subconscious mind and end inner conflict and how it can help bring about a real transformation in the way we feel and think.
When people have lost their balance and life has become a struggle, it is not easy to independently go back to the source of the hurt and bring about the healing that is so needed. This is because many of those things that disturb us may have happened when we were very young, so we may not remember or be able to put our finger on them. The things that have wounded us can be major, traumatic experiences, but much more often they are not. In fact, they are usually small incidents now almost completely lost to conscious recall. When we are young, even little things can appear to be very big.
Sometimes, though, we hurt because, consciously or not, we are so tenaciously hanging on to the anger, guilt, or resentment caused by our past that we can’t move beyond it. Burdened by a history that is only partly understood, we are unable to discern the cause of our malaise, defuse the mechanisms, and unblock the troubled chi—the disturbed emotional energy—that continues to fuel our uneasiness. On we soldier, wearing the bravest of masks, but all the while something gnaws away inside us, a feeling we do our best to deny. Small wonder then that so many of us turn to medication, substances, or compulsive and irrational behavior in an effort to distract ourselves from our inner discomfort.
In this way we remain the victim of the difficult experiences through which we have passed. We remain filled with fear, resentment, and blame, martyr to that half-buried internalized anger or guilt that continues to hurt not only ourselves but also those who care about and reach out to us.
When the discomfort of those unhealed wounds becomes too much to bear, when it impinges on our life and robs us of the simple joy of being alive, then we may arrive at that place where we truly are ready to change. By this time, we may well have developed symptoms that have taken us to doctors. Those doctors will probably have done their best to take the edge off our discomfort, attempting to lessen the inconvenience of our difficult feelings by drugging them away. Some of us will even have bought into the false belief that there is something terribly wrong with us, that the way we are feeling and responding is so abnormal that we are mentally ill.
If this rings a bell with you, I want you to know one thing: You are almost certainly not mentally ill. You are simply experiencing real difficulty in living. There is nothing fundamentally wrong with you. Just as you are reading this book for a reason, you are here in this place with these difficult feelings for a reason.
Although there is nothing fundamentally wrong with you, in the sense of a mental illness, there may be something out of sync in the way your mind currently perceives and processes information. You are probably running on programming that is lagging behind present reality. The energy being generated by your subconscious mind and carried in your chi is transmitting information that has, in some way, been incorrectly interpreted. Your chi is disturbed, and so, therefore, is your perception. But this is not who and what you are, and this state can be altered.
In this book we will be talking a lot about feelings and emotions, and we will also talk about thinking. Always remember that these things are not you. They are things you experience and do, but you are not your thoughts, or your feelings. You will always be something more than this.
In reality, our difficult feelings are the chi of change, information energetically surfacing from our subconscious, urging us to respond. They are messages sent by our inner self to inform and prod us into action. Inconvenient and unwelcome though they well may be, they are there to help us.
When our chi flows freely, we seem to flow with life. We feel good. We sense we are well and on the right path. But when the chi sends us uncomfortable feelings, it causes distress. The uncomfortable feelings can only be ignored or denied for so long. Sooner or later they insist on our attention, surfacing at the most inconvenient times, leaving us in a confused and lonely place where even doctors, drugs, friends and family seem powerless to help.
Your pain and discomfort have not been wasted if they lead you to this place. It is here that positive change can start to occur. Here real learning and growth can take place. And it is here that the right kind of hypnotherapy can play an important role in bringing about the vital transformation so that you can return to your true nature, with your life force flowing unimpeded through your body and psyche, as you rejoice in the simple joy of being alive.
Sometimes a great deal of time needs to pass before we arrive at this place. Some of us spend long years trying to run from our difficult feelings rather than stopping to listen to the message they are trying to convey. For some of us, a whole catalog of discomfort, worry, frustration, anxiety, and heartbreak may have to be endured before we can come to the state where transformation can occur.
Others of us get lucky. We are able to work through these things on our own to arrive at some kind of clarity, acceptance, and a degree of inner peace. Through the practice of meditation, mindfulness, and perhaps prayer, we may arrive at this calmer place independently, but many will find this impossible to achieve without help. This is where good hypnotherapy can be of enormous value.
One of the primary goals of hypnotherapy is to bring a greater awareness into being so that we may live an authentic and ethical existence and, no matter our past, experience harmony in our feelings and with the world around us.
I will be using the word ‘authentic’ many times in this book, so I’d like to clarify its meaning. People are authentic only to the extent that they are connected to their true self, a self that is not a sham or false but spontaneous and largely at peace.
But what is this true self? What we call ‘the self’ is really a combination of several different states and different aspects of our identity, each with its own part to play. In psychology these different aspects are known as ego states. We each have our own different ego states, and these are developed according to our individual histories. So the self is not so much a lone agent as it is an array of selves, or ego states, each with its own particular history, its own particular role.
According to Dr Gordon Emerson, of Victoria University, Melbourne, perhaps the leading authority on the branch of psychotherapy known as Ego State Therapy, most of us have up to one hundred underlying states, but only five to fifteen surface states are commonly used. Some of our underlying states can hold trauma and because of this they will sometimes surface, triggering those uncomfortable, upset feelings.
Most of us are not consciously aware of which part is in charge at any given moment. We assume that it’s our ‘self’. In a manner of speaking, whichever ego state comes forward to take charge more or less has the steering wheel until some other part surfaces to take over. When an ego state does this, we say that it has ‘gained the executive’. Sometimes a part of us just does not want to hand over the wheel. It wants to continue to have its way, to drive and direct things against the wishes of some other part of us. When this happens, we become ‘conflicted’ within, and this creates a problem.
This conflict disrupts our sense of inner harmony and peace, disturbing the chi, as we are pulled this way and that. This is the reason for the ‘one part of me wants this, but another part of me wants that’ kind of feeling—it quite literally is true.
Sometimes, also, a part of us may be so overcome by negative experiences that it can no longer function. When this part gains the executive it can produce very difficult feelings and the sense of being out of control or overwhelmed to the point of collapse.
The lesson here is that no one is a one-dimensional entity. If we were, we would be more like cartoon characters than people. We are all composed of a multiplicity of different parts. Inside each one of us, there is a whole team of players.
Living means changing, and in change all our ego selves are involved. But sometimes, either through learned fear or because it is working to an outdated program and faulty set of beliefs, a certain ego part may not want to change. It can resist, and in so doing, may cause problems. Such a part may insist on remaining in a role it learned in childhood, in ‘retro’ mode, even though this is to the detriment of the person.
The writer Anaïs Nin seems to have intuitively touched on this when she remarked: ‘Life is a process of becoming, a combination of states we have to go through. Where people go wrong is that they wish to elect a state and remain in it. This is a kind of death.’
In a very real sense, we are all works in progress, travelers on a never-ending journey, and so we will always be in the process of becoming our true, authentic self, or, more accurately, our authentic selves. Stagnation is death, movement is life, and movement means change. It is our nature to move, to dance with the chi of change.
When we are consumed by the problems and difficulties we experience on our journey, we tend to become fractured; we drift away from our natural harmony, somehow becoming our problems and difficulties. As our different parts clamor and clash, it can feel as if there is a war going on inside us. Life becomes even more of a struggle because we are continually conflicted. We seem to go around in circles, our chi becoming ‘luan chi’—disordered chi—a disruptive energy that brings difficult feelings, messages from our own subconscious mind that tell us something needs fixing. Our tendency is to run from these feelings, to try to ignore and suppress the luan chi, but in so doing we become even more fractured, distanced from ourselves and what our feelings are trying so hard to tell us. In a word, we become ‘inauthentic’.
Being authentic means that we are unified and centered within, all parts working largely in harmony together, flowing with the chi of change. In this natural state, we respond to life in a spontaneous and positive manner, living in the here and now because this is all there ever really is. In this state we need no scripts and have no need of contrivance or façade. The winds may blow and Earth may move, but we will remain anchored, safe and secure, balanced from within. This does not mean we will become an enlightened Master or a Buddha; it means we are an authentic person and not a sham.
It is this authenticity that the best hypnotherapy encourages and fosters, guiding the person who has been experiencing difficulties in living to at last open to the healing they so deeply need and deserve.
Let me assure you that you, too, can achieve this state. You really can be authentically you. No matter what the past has been, no matter what the present is, you can change, and when you change so does your life. You can become balanced and whole and free of whatever symptoms have caused you so much discomfort. But in order for this to happen, you will need to go on a journey of self-discovery. You will need to work with and not against your feelings, opening yourself to the chi of change. It is a process that will alter both you and the energy and information that flows through you, the chi itself. During your travels, you will come face-to-face with old feelings and emotions, with old thoughts and unhelpful ways of thinking.
This will bring up memories of the things that produced those old thoughts and feelings that pushed and pulled and bent you out of shape, forcing you to endlessly repeat the same patterns of living as if frozen in time, somehow getting older while going nowhere.
Commit to the journey of therapy. Treat it as an adventure, and you will learn how to integrate your various selves, reprocess faulty and unhelpful beliefs, and awaken your mind from the subconscious rituals and responses that your past may have programmed into you. You will learn how to come home to yourself—the person you were born to be.
Simply because people are experiencing difficulties in living does not mean that they are mentally ill. Nor does every irregular human behavior or difficulty have a mysterious underlying psychological driver that needs ferreting out and treating. Because we veer from the ‘norm’ does not automatically mean that there is something wrong with us. A couple of experiences spring to mind that may illustrate this point.
As a younger man living in the Caribbean, I shared a house with a psychologist who belonged to the Freudian psychodynamic school of thought. One day he noticed that I turned a can of beans over before opening it.
‘Are you aware that you always turn the can over before opening it?’ he commented. I answered that I was. ‘I very much doubt it’, he said, ‘but it is very interesting.’
The shelf on which the beans were stored was quite dusty, so I thought it only sensible to turn the cans over in order to keep the dust from falling into the food. I had no particular fear of dust or of germs; it simply seemed the right thing to do. But for my friend the psychologist, my action was not reasonable. What for me was an ordinary and completely rational action was to him the symptom of an obsessive behavior. And any attempt to explain my action was simply ‘a defense mechanism’.
I remember, too, the case of a young boy, many years ago when I was in India. Once an excellent student, the boy had been doing poorly in his new school. His grades had been falling, and he was obviously struggling to keep up. His mother had brought him to me, hoping I could uncover the underlying psychological reasons for this and get him back on track.
In my preliminary talk with him, I asked whether he had made many friends in his new school, and he told me that he had. I asked him if he liked the school, and he said it was okay but very traditional, with a built-in ‘pecking order’. Because he was new, he was forced to sit at the very back of the class and, unlike at his previous school, he was not encouraged to ask questions of the teacher.
‘In your last school, where did you sit?’ I asked. He replied that he had always taken his seat at the very front. ‘And can you see the chalkboard clearly from the back?’ I enquired.
‘Oh, no,’ he said. ‘It’s very difficult to see what the teacher writes on the board, and the light reflects off of it, but I have to keep quiet and not ask anything.’
This was all there really was to the boy’s difficulties. He needed a pair of glasses and to be seated where the reflected light wouldn’t affect his view! Yet no one had thought to check anything as obvious as his eyesight or whether he could see the board. It was simply assumed that if he was having difficulty in school, there was a psychological reason for it. A standard eye test found that he was, in fact, short-sighted. With glasses fitted and seating altered, the boy soon settled down and proved, once again, to be an excellent student.
Before looking for any complex or convoluted psychological reason for our difficulties, we must first exclude the more obvious but often overlooked explanation. This is the reason why I always advise those who come to see me to take care of the basics, to make sure that they are eating right, perhaps adding some nutritional supplements in the beginning of therapy to ensure they have all they need to function and feel well.
If more obvious causes and remedies have been explored and difficulties continue to persist, we have the responsibility to do something about them. It is here that good therapy can prove useful.
Therapy is really a very big word, and it encompasses many different approaches. Just as no one type of shoe will suit every single person, no one psychological approach will suit everyone.
How are we to know which therapy is right for us, which one works, and which doesn’t? These are perfectly valid questions, and in order to offer some kind of answer, I need to explain a little of how I came by my own therapeutic approach and how I came to use hypnosis in psychotherapy.
In my life, I have filled many different roles and my learning has been wide and varied. My studies began with food and nutrition, and this made me aware of the intricate connection between food and the mind, food and feelings. This led me to become even more interested in how the mind works, and so I set about learning as much as I could in these areas, too. I journeyed far and wide, residing in many different countries and absorbing as much as I could from the cultures in which I found myself. With years of psychological study, extensive reading, and life experience behind me, I went on to train in psychotherapy and counseling—what are known as ‘the talking therapies’. I used the skills and insights I had acquired in an effort to help people deal with their difficulties.
My starting point was my own personal experience. Because I had been an alcoholic, in the beginning my energies were focused on helping people with alcohol problems. Later I expanded my work to include addictions, as I, too, had been an addict. I worked with these issues for a good number of years and then found myself back in the U.K. working in the field of HIV and sexual health. My only brother, Bob, had died of HIV-related illness, and that made the field matter greatly to me. I started working with people who had been diagnosed with HIV and were finding it hard to come to terms with their diagnosis, as well as those who were troubled by their sexual orientation or who firmly believed they had contracted HIV despite all evidence to the contrary. There were those, too, who had gone out of their way to acquire HIV, people who so despised themselves and their lives that they had sought infection as a means of coping.
As I progressed on my journey as therapist, I became increasingly frustrated. While I was often able to help people achieve a much clearer understanding of their problems and how their mind worked, and while I could also provide emotional support, all too frequently my assistance didn’t enable them to change in any profound way. Even with insight into the nature and origin of their difficulties, people often appeared powerless to bring about the change they knew was so desperately needed.
Like so many of those working in the talking therapies, I was approaching people’s problems in a purely rational—but not necessarily an intuitive—manner. There seemed to be no other way, and my training had taught me that this approach was correct. I saw myself as empathetic and non-judgmental, yet I was appealing to the conscious, logical part of the person’s mind—the cognitive, thinking part. I was actively listening and questioning, challenging clients and explaining strategies to help them manage their thinking and hopefully thereby change how they were feeling and acting.
Yet all too often, people’s feelings remained unchanged. Their chi remained unsettled and blocked. They continued to be afraid, anxious, angry, or depressed even though they knew full well that they had no logical reason to be and even though they now had strategies and knew how to examine and challenge the thoughts and habits that appeared to be fuelling their difficulties.
The best I could do was to help my clients try to cope with their symptoms, in the hope that the better they became in this, the less their symptoms would trouble them. But it was as if I were teaching them to cope with having a massive boa constrictor coiled up in their living room. With the best efforts of their intellect and powers of reasoning, these people continued to respond to life primarily through their feelings, despite the strategies they had learned.
Some of the people I worked with were able to get through life in this way, but I asked myself, was this really enough? How much better it would be if the boa constrictor simply was not there. If we could just evict it, they would not need to cope with it.
People came to me because they were feeling bad. Their naturally free-flowing chi had turned into disordered luan chi. Their thoughts had a lot to do with their feelings, but the strategies I taught them seemed to work only at the conscious, thinking level. We seemed to be focusing only on the symptoms, and not on the underlying cause of the difficulty. All too often people appeared powerless to alter the fundamental drivers of those unsettling symptoms—their feelings. No matter how much they tried to change their thinking through cerebral strategies, their feelings all too often remained disturbed.
Intuitively I knew that in order for real and lasting change to happen, what was needed was a way to reach deeper inside, to work not so much with the conscious, thinking mind but with the subconscious, feeling part of the person. I found myself turning to something I had studied years before while living in India, a powerful tool that I had used in my own life and also in order to help friends and family: hypnosis. I sought out experienced therapists and great teachers who could help further refine my skills and answer my questions. And in hypnosis, I found a way to evict that boa constrictor.
With hypnosis we are able to bypass the critical, conscious mind and communicate directly with the subconscious, feeling part of ourselves. In hypnosis, with the strategies it