Empower
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It's all come down to this.
It's time to stop running.
It's time to make a choice.
Two years ago, Violet Eden walked away from her home, her friends, the Academy, and hardest of all, she walked away from her soul mate, Lincoln. Now Spence is gone, and Violet knows she is the best person to go after him. But doing so means facing everything and everyone she left behind.
Violet must find out who she really is-and exactly what she is capable of-before the abilities the angels gave her are turned against them. She is all that stands between the forces of good and evil.
The Embrace Series:
Embrace (Book 1)
Entice (Book 2)
Emblaze (Book 3)
Endless (Book 4)
Empower (Book 5)
Praise for the Embrace Series:
"A delicious romantic triangle." -USA Today
"One of the best YA novels we've seen in a while. Get ready for a confident, kick-butt, well-defined heroine." -RT Book Reviews
"Strong, compelling and wonderfully flawed, Violet is the kind of heroine that will keep readers enthralled and rooting for her until the final page is turned." -Kirkus Reviews
Jessica Shirvington
Jessica Shirvington lives in Sydney with her husband of ten years, Foxtel presenter and former Olympic sprinter Matt Shirvington, and their two daughters. She has previously founded and run a coffee distribution company, Stella Imports, in London, and been involved in managing the restaurants Fuel Bistro, Tow Bar and MG Garage in Sydney. She is currently a full-time mum, author and co-director in the company MPS Investments Pty Ltd.
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Readers find this title to be an amazing series that is addictive, filled with drama, suspense, thrills, sadness, and romance. The characters are well-crafted and the symbolism, themes, and overall storytelling are flawless. Many readers were initially skeptical but ended up falling in love with the series. They were sad to see it end but felt that it ended beautifully. Overall, this is considered the best series that many readers have read in quite some time.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Review courtesy of Dark Faerie TalesQuick & Dirty: Empower is the perfect blend of action, romance, and suspense. This series has been unbelievably good and I would recommend it to all young adult fans.Opening Sentence: My sweater was coated in a layer of mist—again—a by-product of life in London.The Review:Two years ago Violet Eden walked away from everything in her life to fulfill her promise to be the greatest Grigori warrior. But that’s not the only reason she left. After everything that happened with her soul mate Lincoln there was no way she could stay. But with him she left a part of herself and the pain of her decision haunts her every day. For the last year she has been in London living as a Rogue Grigori. She is fighting exiles every chance she gets and has made a few allies among the other rogues.But soon an unexpected visitor shows up at her door with some dire news, she knows that it is time to finally go home. But by doing that she is going to have to face her past and once again face the man she left behind.I didn’t think that my love for Violet could grow anymore but oh boy was I wrong. It has been two years since the end of the last book and Violet is a very different person. She has experienced so many new things and in a lot of ways I felt like I was meeting her again for the first time. One thing I really enjoyed was that she felt older and more mature then she has in previous books, but she was also the same old Violet. She still has the spunky attitude and she can still kick butt in a fight, but she has also gained some wisdom in her time alone. The thing about that Violet that is so unique is that she has accepted she is imperfect and she doesn’t let her faults deter her from retaining her goals. She has become one of my favorite heroines of all time and I am sad to see her story end.You get to see a very different side to Lincoln which was actually really refreshing. He has always been the constant guy that you could rely on, but he is very angry and hurt that Violet left. But with that pain he has become an even better grigori. He was always a fierce warrior but now he has become one of the best. He has risen to be a great leader among the Grigori and has gained respect from many of them. I loved seeing that Lincoln could be great even without Violet. But don’t worry, there is still tons of great Violet and Lincoln moments. They have such hot sexual tension and undeniable chemistry between them. I was happy with how things work out with them and I think that fans of the series will be too.So I was worried that after the ending of the last book that Phoenix wouldn’t really be part of this book, but luckily I was wrong. He has always been one of my favorite characters in this series. There is just something about him that tugs at my heartstrings. I don’t know if it’s the despair and loneliness that I know resides deep in his soul or just the fact that he is the perfect bad boy you can’t help but want to fix. Whatever the reason, Phoenix captured my heart from the very beginning and my love for him has just continued to grow throughout each book. I really loved the ending he got in the story, but to be honest I would love a spin off series featuring his story. Odds are that’s not going to happen but a girl can always dream right?Empower is the perfect blend of epic romance, intense action, and heartfelt moments. I have noticed that a lot of times when a series has more than 3 books I will generally start to lose interest at some point in the story because it will start to not be quite as good. I am so happy to say that this is not a problem in this series. I would actually love for Shirvington to make more books in this world because even after five books I still would love more. I have been obsessed with this series since book one but this final book is by far my favorite. I really enjoyed where the story went and the character growth was substantial. I was a little nervous going into the book because things were wrapped up pretty nicely in the 4th book, so I really didn’t know what to expect with this one. But man did Shirvington deliver a heart pounding emotional ending. I am not a big crier when it comes to books but this series ending had me tearing up. I am going to miss all these wonderful characters, but rest assured it is a very satisfying end to a phenomenal series. Shirvington is an author I will forever love and I can’t wait to read whatever she comes out with next. If you have not read this series yet, I seriously recommend you start it today. If you are a young adult lover then this is a must read series!Notable Scene:He was going to walk right by us. Slowly, trying not to arouse any attention, I turned toward Gray to shield myself even more. But I flinched midturn when, from behind, a hand, blazing hot, wrapped tightly around my upper arm. A voice I knew better than my own spoke quietly into my ear from the other side of the silk hood.“Would you think me such a fool that you could be here, in this city, this building, this room and me not know about it?”I swallowed, frozen. I couldn’t turn to face him. I couldn’t lift my head. Even my soul was stunned.Lincoln didn’t seem to be bothered by our proximity, not by my failure to respond. His grip tightened to the point of almost painful. But it wasn’t, it was just…strong and maybe something else. My breath caught.FTC Advisory: Sourcebooks Fire provided me with a copy of Empower. No goody bags, sponsorships, “material connections,” or bribes were exchanged for my review.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5[SPOILERS BELOW]My rating is a lie. This is not the best book in the series. I was just so emotional about it being over that I couldn't contain myself. My heart says it's a 4.5 but my brain says it's a 3.5. I found quite a few things in this final chapter of the Violet Eden Chronicles to be predictable. I think anyone that has paid attention knew there was only one way for Violet to attain her "true" strength, and that's what made it so frustrating. I am, however, impressed at the reasoning behind it. That the only way for it all to work was for it to go the way it went. (This is very confusing when I'm trying to avoid spoilers.) Like Nox is to Uri, the pain that Violet goes through is necessary to bring about what she becomes.I am not happy with how Phoenix's story ended. I believe he deserved more. I think it should have been obvious that [okay now I have to include SPOILERS] once he became human, he would realize that his "love" for Violet wasn't a human kind of love and been able to move on much easier. Violet "seeing hope" in his eyes is not enough for me to feel positively about his future.I did love Grey. For being a new introduction in a last volume, he quickly became one of my favorites. Which made his loss all that much harder to bear. I also loved how Grey was a metaphor. It didn't occur to me at first - which it probably should have since his name is GREY - but he is clearly a representation of the struggle that Violet has gone through throughout the series. While his death was sad, it was also necessary because it represents the Violet's re-birth and new form/function/life. I did not really like how Lincoln simply became a tool in this book. He lost everything that made him an individual character and was simply something for Violet to work against/with. I feel like it wasn't true to who he had been previously. I feel Steph was extremely under-utilized in this story and became a terrible "planning a wedding" stereotype. Rarely was she given much dialogue other than "wedding stuff" and "Oh Violet get it over it and be with Lincoln". While we see how she has progressed in regards to her position within the Academy, we don't get to see much of the work she actually does, and I was disappointed with that.Finally, although I know the story had to end the way it ended, it still wasn't what I wanted. I didn't want it to be a 100% happy ending. The draw in these books for me was the torture that ran through each character's psyche. People grow and move on from the terrible things that happen to them, but they are never completely gone, and I feel like the overly-happy ending was sweeping all the pain and struggle under the rug. I feel like the losses in the final battle weren't enough, and that both Violet and Lincoln should have lost someone that was very important to them both (Spencer? Griffin?) so that it was clear that no matter how much things had changed, they will always live a hard, sad life. Because that's the truth of it, as far as I can see.I love Violet Eden. This is a character that will be in my bookish heart for the rest of my life. It would have been impossible for me to not have issues with this final book, no matter what happened, because it's very difficult for me to see her story end. However, I am grateful and thankful to Jessica Shirvington for bringing these characters into my life. And for that my heart wins and the book gets a 4.5.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I just finished this book and OMG I love it!
I received this book as an ARC Wednesday, April 30 & started it that evening. It took me this long to finish because I kept getting distracted and wasn't feeling well a few days in between. But, as stated, I did Love this book!
This is the bittersweet ending to a series that has had me smiling, laughing, heartbreaking and of course, my heart would swell with joy & happiness! This final book, was just beyond a great ending to a series.
The characters in this book will have you either loving them or borderline hating them.
Violet, the main character, grew so much throughout this entire series. She came into herself most in this book and found out a lot of things about herself.
Lincoln? When I didn't think I could love him anymore, I was proven wrong! Lincoln, as imperfect as he was, well, he was, perfect! My new fictional boyfriend!
The one I loved but strongly disliked throughout this series, made me love him even more as the book went on, Phoenix! I don't think there are any words to describe how I feel about Phoenix without giving away any spoilers of this book! (More than what people may think I already have by the little I did say!)
So many characters redeemed themselves throughout this book. But if I tried to say all who is was, that would definitely spoil the book if I tried to go through the list. Even still, if I tried, this would go on for what would seem like forever! :-)
There are some new people in this book that you grow to love and could possibly take your heart and become the new fictional boyfriends as well!
There are a few characters that didn't play as big of a part in the book that they may have in others, but that's okay, I was just happy to see them anyway! By the end of this book, I was just so happy to see so much take place that I wanted to take place, some things surprising me a little bit!
There is so much to say, but I will stop here because I just don't want to spoil it. But if you have loved the previous books, you will definitely love this one! - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5OMG!!!!!! This is the best series I have ever read! This is the best book in my opinion and I have read it 3 times already. I personally think that Jessica should write a second series with Violet and Lincoln’s child. That would be so cool!! This book it awesome and the series addictive but amazing all the same.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Such An Amazing Series!! Wow is all I can say!
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I have never left a book review because nothing I have ever read has been worthy yet. but I am absolutely in love with this book series. I'll be honest, I really wasn't a fan at first. In fact, I quit halfway through the first book and went and read a couple different books. but something pulled me back, and I am so glad that I gave it another go. I had been reading very skeptically, thinking that these books were nothing special and cliche at first. but halfway through the second book, I was falling. By the third book, I was absolutely in love. I have never loved any book or series as much as I have loved these.
This series is everything my little reader heart could have wanted. Violet as our heroine is just crafted SO perfectly. The symbolism, themes, and characters are flawless. I cried, I laughed. I will definitely be rereading and recommending this series to everyone and anyone. I hope someday that I will be as gifted a writer and able to produce something worthy of ranking up next to this series, but for now: I will continue to read. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Oh my gosh!!! I absolutely LOVED this book! Reading this series has been amazing. I wish there could be more to this series but it ended beautifully.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Never have I been so sad to end a series. I stumbled upon this series after finishing the Sweet Evil books, not expecting for anything to top those, but this certainly did. If you are looking for something that is filled with drama, suspense, thrills, sadness, and romance all in one this this series is definitely for you.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5best series I have read in quite some time
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Perfect ending!!! Great series!!! Everyone should read it!
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Empower - Jessica Shirvington
Copyright © 2013 by Jessica Shirvington
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Front Cover
Title Page
Copyright
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Chapter Twenty-Four
Chapter Twenty-Five
Chapter Twenty-Six
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Chapter Twenty-Eight
Chapter Twenty-Nine
Chapter Thirty
Chapter Thirty-One
Chapter Thirty-Two
Chapter Thirty-Three
Chapter Thirty-Four
Chapter Thirty-Five
Chapter Thirty-Six
Chapter Thirty-Seven
Chapter Thirty-Eight
Chapter Thirty-Nine
Angel Hierarchy
Acknowledgments
About the Author
Back Cover
For Chris.
Without your encouragement, I probably never would’ve finished the first draft of Embrace. Thanks, big brother. This one’s all yours!
But I have promises to keep, and miles to go before I sleep, and miles to go before I sleep.
Robert Frost
My sweater was coated in a layer of mist—again—a by-product of life in London. I barely noticed the constant drizzle anymore. It’s not as if the cold bothered me, not when I was the very definition of cold.
What was bothering me was the smell. There is something rank about a meat market at night—especially when you’re wedged into the eaves wondering what, over the years, has been sprayed about and never cleaned away. I shuddered.
The Smithfield Market was currently in vogue, but a gritty sense of history thickened the air, giving it a density that made me sure this wasn’t the first time the site had been used for wicked intent. And right now, it was hunting hour.
At least I was the hunter.
I watched quietly as the exiles came into the center of the massive terminal-style space, vaguely interested to note that there were six of them, instead of the four I’d expected. No bother, I suppose. I still had the element of surprise on my side.
The past two years had taught me not to let the everyday hiccups get to me. Sure, the additional muscle would hurt, but only in the physical sense, and I could cope with that. Rolling with the punches is necessary when you are a Grigori—a human-angel hybrid—a weapon against the ever-increasing numbers of exiled angels on earth. For me even more so, since they gave me such a colorful nickname. I’m the Keshet—the rainbow. I didn’t ask to be, but I made my choices and I stand by them.
So, there I was. Although I was still trying to figure out exactly what being the rainbow meant, mostly I found that the desire to know conflicted with my continuing need not to think about it at all. One thing I did know was that somehow I could create space with the angels—an unknown place where we were able to take form and communicate. My angel maker—whose name I still didn’t know—said it was a place of new possibilities. For what, I was not sure.
But I know this is what I am. It is what I will be.
The final two exiles sauntered up to the four already waiting. It used to be impossible for me to be this close to exiles without them going into a frenzy, sensing my presence. But I’d learned many lessons over the past year, the most useful of which had been how to keep my guards up and locked so tight that even exiles couldn’t sense me when I was truly concentrating.
Which—judging by the thin film of sweat on my forehead—is now.
The exiles dumped the huge calico sack they had been dragging along the floor and pulled it open, revealing three mutilated bodies to join the two maimed ones already on display.
From my position, it was difficult to tell how old the corpses were, and if the smell was able to give a clue, I wouldn’t have known, the stink of death and flesh being an overall theme of the place.
It was no wonder the exiles liked it so much.
Normally, exiles wouldn’t bother with the cleanup—leaving evidence was of no concern. Normally, the exiles enjoyed the mess and despair they left behind. But not these exiles. These dark exiles were working for someone else. They’d been following a plan, using a hit list, and it was all too well constructed for any one of them to mastermind. Our intel told us they’d been hired. Such behavior would usually be considered beneath them, but apparently this group of exiles had decided the job was thrilling enough to suffer the humiliation of working for the highest bidder—even if that was a human.
As for the billionaire businessman, well, that’s not my department, but someone will pay him a visit. Right after all the evidence of his wrongdoing—minus the exile activity—is handed over to the authorities and his bank accounts are heavily siphoned to pay for the futures of his victims’ families. And our fee, of course.
Which, thanks to certain people, is exorbitant.
Two of the exiles were dressed impeccably: one in a steel-gray suit and sporting villain-typical slicked-back hair; the other wore a slim-collared black suit that hugged his tall figure and set off his of-the-moment tousled, light brown hair. The remaining four were less striking in casual wear, though nonetheless picture perfect. All six looked over the bodies like fishermen comparing the size and quality of their haul. My hand grazed my dagger, the blade that had been given to me after I first embraced my powers and became a Grigori warrior three years ago. I was never without it. I even had a sheath attached to my bed for a quick draw if needed.
I’d learned the hard way—through the death and suffering of people I loved and, strangely enough, through my own death and suffering—exiles stop at nothing. Their insanity and misguided missions know no bounds, and they take pleasure in causing great pain and suffering to humankind.
At least tonight I would only face exiles of dark. A couple of years ago, the two opposing sides, light and dark, had called a truce. Of course, I tried not to think back to that time.
I tried constantly.
The discovery of the scripture that could end all Grigori had found its way into my hands. That in itself was part of the reason the Assembly had rejected me. They blamed me for trading with the dark exile, Phoenix. My decision had allowed him to resurrect Lilith—his mother, the first dark exile—from the dead, and she had taken control of the Grigori Scripture. But at the time, my choice had been a simple one. Phoenix had Steph, my best friend, and I wasn’t about to take any chances with her life. I’ve never regretted that choice.
Not like so many others I’ve made.
In the end, that made it easier to walk away from a place in the Academy when Josephine decided to change her mind. Of course, that was after I’d given my life, Lincoln’s soul had shattered, and Phoenix had died—proving that not only was he the son of Lilith, but he was also the human son of the first man, Adam—all so that I could kill Lilith. And those reasons weren’t even the ones I tried not to think about.
But I can’t go there right now.
I caught myself. I was working and the last thing I could afford to do was acknowledge that I was thinking about him.
The six exiles started to shift the remains of the bodies toward the incinerator, tossing them with supernatural strength and no care. I half expected them to try and mince the meat and load it onto trays for sale tomorrow. I wouldn’t put anything past them.
Make sure you take the index fingers,
one of the suited exiles instructed. Mr. George is expecting me to deliver them to him tonight.
That’s a shame. Though I’m sure Mr. George will receive a knock at his door nonetheless.
I still don’t understand why we don’t just kill him too,
another said.
Are you challenging me?
The exile who had spoken first stepped forward.
His questioner mirrored his actions.
Here we go.
If I must.
Exiles never back down. Their pride and egotism combined with their unique brand of insanity is just too much to ignore. Angels were not created to take corporeal forms on earth. Though they have existed for eternity, in human bodies, they manifest emotions in ways their innate nature can never process. It makes them unstable. And almost unstoppable.
I wriggled into a better position and waited patiently, knowing that this would work in my favor.
Sure enough, the exile who had spoken out first also struck out first, engaging with the suited exile. It didn’t last long. The suit, clearly the older of the two and a true fighter—my guess was he had once been either a Domination or a Power—overpowered his opponent, snapping his neck and making quick work of removing his heart.
We had our methods of ending their immortal existence; they had theirs.
Happy days. I now have one less exile to take care of.
I checked the time and sighed. If I didn’t get this show on the road, I’d lose my window. And fighting alone was always my preference.
The drop to the ground was at least two stories high, but I landed behind the group of exiles lightly, thanks to my angelic enhancements.
Breathing calmly, I let go of the power I was holding tightly within, just enough to lower my shields.
The exiles, who had been preoccupied with their boasting, stiffened instantly and spun around to face the new threat. It was almost comical, the look of surprise on their faces. I guess a Grigori had never snuck up on them before.
Responding quickly, the suited exile stepped forward, shoving two of them to the side, the five of them quickly forming a semicircle around me.
So nice of them to stand in single file.
But the way he studied me—with trademark exile insanity and undisguised raw desire—made me think that this one recognized me. It happened from time to time.
I wanted to sit around and chew the fat. Really. I couldn’t think of anything I’d rather do with my time than hear about how they intended to rip me limb from limb and how that would make them as great as gods and me the most pathetic of humans. But when you’ve heard it all before and always walked away—or, at the very least, been carried—while they were returned for their ultimate judgment, it gets old. So I cut to the chase.
You have a choice. Make it or I will make it for you,
I said, knowing that of all Grigori, I alone had the right to put it like that. Consider wisely,
I reinforced. After all, I could return them like any other Grigori with one of our blades, but if I willed it, I could also strip them of their angelic strengths and leave them human—a fate exiles considered worse than an eternity in the pits of Hell. As far as I was aware, I was the only Grigori who could do this without requiring the exile in question to first choose such a fate. Which, of course, never happened.
You brought Lilith to her end,
the suit said, his head tilted to the side, as if confused.
Yeah, that’s right, little ol’ me.
And it only cost me everything that mattered.
I raised my eyebrows. Time’s almost up,
I said, refraining from closing my eyes briefly as I felt a surge of power within, something that had been happening increasingly. I was getting stronger, and exactly what that meant and how to harness it wasn’t the kind of knowledge I was excited to discover.
I could strip them all, make their choice for them, and be done with it, but I’d only done it twice. Onyx had been my first, and I’d seen the pain it caused him. I didn’t like knowing I was the one who took away his choice. Who was I to do such a thing? The second had been a demonstration, and had resulted in the exile in question meeting a quick death. I can’t say I regretted it—he’d been one of the exiles so happy to see me strapped to a crucifix and tortured for hours—but still…
Anyway, tonight was more like training, and I’d been taught to be thorough. So when the suit threw the first exile at me—knowing he’d be nothing more than a momentary distraction while I took him down and he lined up the next one—I got to work.
I braced, grabbing my dagger and moving into position. By the time the exile came within range, my dagger had sliced through his heart and he was no longer there. Simply gone. Where did their physical forms go? Beats me.
I was already spinning by the time the second one was sent flying through the air toward me. My foot stopped his momentum and threw him back. I was on him in an instant, my dagger going straight to his heart. It didn’t need to be the heart to return them, just a killing blow inflicted by a Grigori weapon. You could slice into exiles all day long with your garden-variety knife or shoot them with a gun, but neither option worked. I’d never seen a Grigori manage to rip out an exile’s heart barehanded, and even though the trick worked for exiles taking out other exiles, something told me that it did not alter our rules. Permanent results for Grigori over exiles only came via the blades of angels.
Or my blood.
The third exile went much the same way, and soon enough I was left being circled by the two suits. To my surprise, they actually worked together—exiles aren’t good at that—boxing me into a corner. The brown-haired exile in the black suit moved in on me when the other one feigned a move to my right. I took a closed fist across the face and a foot to the stomach.
I heard a crack—broken rib—but I didn’t register the pain. That kind of pain was barely a tickle compared to the agony I carried inside, every moment of every day.
My pause gave the other exile the chance to take a swing. His foot collided with my hand so hard that my dagger went flying across the room. I kept my eyes on my attackers but my ear on my weapon, listening to the reverberations as it slid along the concrete floor and eventually hit the far wall with a clang.
The exiles smiled.
I sighed.
Then I leapt into the air, gaining enough height to grip the brown-haired exile’s throat between my knees. Twisting my body as I fell through the air, I dragged the exile down with me, his neck breaking with a loud crunch.
It wouldn’t keep him down for good, but a broken neck buys time.
The exile in the gray suit grabbed me roughly from behind and threw me into the wall.
I groaned as I slid down the metal piping my back had hit. It was the opposite wall to my dagger.
Damn it.
It wasn’t an ideal situation. And I wasn’t fool enough to delude myself into thinking I could make it to my dagger. I was regretting my decision not to wear any other weapons tonight, but my dagger was the only weapon that, when sheathed, was invisible to human eyes.
Think, Vi.
I’d come down behind a wall of old crates. I was considering how I could use them to my advantage when I spotted a piece of the slim metal piping I’d broken in my fall. It lay by my foot.
I could hear the exiles moving toward me. They were cackling.
We should take her body with us to the tournament tonight,
one said.
The other one laughed. That would definitely put dark in the lead.
"And everyone would know that we were the ones who killed her."
Can anyone say premature victory
?
Without stopping to think, I pulled off the bracelet from my left wrist, using the specially designed clasp to cut open the flesh around my silver marking, currently swirling in the presence of exiles, and let it spill onto the end of the metal bar.
It took just a few seconds, and as soon as I palmed the pipe, the exiles started to throw the crates aside then came into view, their smiles wide with anticipation.
I stood. I didn’t return their smiles. I didn’t bother to do anything other than what needed to be done.
I lunged, raising my elbow into the face of the black-haired exile as I spun, the metal pipe striking his companion through the heart. He was gone. I turned back to the first exile and, hoping that there was still enough of my blood on the pipe to do the trick and using my supernatural speed for all it was worth, I jammed the pipe straight into his neck.
His face wore an expression of pure surprise.
I’d seen that look before.
I sighed and my shoulders slumped forward, unfulfilled. This was my job, one that I would do for as long as I existed, which could be a significantly long time. But two years ago, I’d accepted that there was no longer any satisfaction to be had in my world.
No fairy tales.
Only the cold.
Turning toward where I thought my dagger had landed, my surroundings suddenly changed.
I was no longer seeing the warehouse. There were flashes of white, moving fast, pounding hooves. Horses. Silver streaked through the air like a dance. Swords. Slashes of red painted the sky. Something sharp and deadly ripping through flesh—wet and gruesome. Claws. Thousands and thousands of beings as far as I could see fought ruthlessly, with no sign of tiring. In the center, two warriors battled beneath a blinding light. I could not make out their faces.
I blinked hard.
The image was gone, and in its place, Gray stood against the wall of Lincoln’s warehouse, casually flipping my dagger in the air. Would you like me to applaud?
he asked.
Leaning against a metal support pole, he had that midtwenties look I’d come to associate with the older Grigori—though I had no idea how old he really was—and was dressed in his usual black jeans, black T-shirt, and black leather jacket. Black really was the only color worth investing in—blood stains everything else. He sported about a week’s worth of growth on his face, though his head was shaved, the scars that ran over the top of his skull telling of a history both terrible and secret. Grigori did not generally scar, so I knew that whatever had caused these had occurred before Gray had turned seventeen.
I swallowed over the lump in my throat and glanced around as I composed myself. The whole…hallucination…had lasted only a couple of seconds. I clenched my jaw.
Christ. It was nothing. I’m just imagining things.
I snapped my bracelet back in place over my marking and shot him a dry look. Should I be charging a spectator fee?
My voice sounded normal but my ears felt like they were still ringing with the echoes of battle.
Not if the show is going to be over so fast, princess.
I glared at him for persisting with the stupid nickname. You know, you could’ve stepped in and given me a hand.
Sure,
he said with a solemn nod. And you could’ve waited until the meet time we’d all agreed on too.
I looked away briefly. "So, why are you here early?" I asked, hoping to divert the conversation.
Gray tilted his head. Because I know you.
I shrugged off the veiled accusation, even though it was true. To a degree.
It was easier this way.
He threw my dagger into the air, and I caught it by the hilt and slipped it back into its sheath.
Well you can explain that to the others, since they just arrived.
"Children, it is the last hour, and just as you heard that
Antichrist is coming, even now many antichrists have appeared:
from this we know that it is the last hour."
1 John 2:18
Gray and I found the other Rogues waiting in the designated meeting place around the corner from the market.
Spotting us, Carter took one look at me and hoisted himself onto the hood of his car, shaking his head. Bloody hell, fellas, she’s done it again.
Milo and Turk set hard looks on me. The first time I’d been on the receiving end of their stares, it almost made me think twice about fighting solo again. But then, the alternative was even less appealing.
I wished I could explain it so they would understand. Hell, I wished I could understand all the reasons why it was easier to fight alone. I could say it was because of my blood. That since none of them—apart from Gray—knew what I could do with it, I was merely protecting one of my many secrets. Rogues were a law unto themselves, and I was still learning all the rules that operated under the guise of having none. I could also argue that if one of them was hurt, I would feel responsible and have to heal them, creating a bond that, although nothing like that between Phoenix and me, still suggested some kind of ongoing commitment. Keeping my distance from people had become paramount to my day-to-day survival.
Really, though, I knew that it had more to do with not wanting to rely on anyone. And not being able to watch one of them take a fall.
Not that I was about to admit to any of that. These guys would eat me alive.
So instead, I shrugged. I got here early and saw an opportunity, so I took it. Don’t we have somewhere else to be tonight anyway?
Carter lit a cigarette, inhaling deeply. Of all the Rogues, Carter was the most…unpredictable. And the biggest. The guy was built like a freight train and had the strength of one too. When he pushed his hand roughly through his overgrown brown hair and narrowed his amber eyes at me, it was not in jest.
I rolled mine in response, to which I am fairly certain he growled.
"We all know that job ain’t paying anything like this one," he said, not even attempting to keep his voice down.
I folded my arms, unperturbed. You’ll all still get your cut.
This was never about solo profiteering. This way, we can get on with the other job, and you’ll all be able to start drinking earlier than planned.
Milo threw me a wink, and Turk ruffled his bleached mohawk. I read both actions as signs that they were happy enough with my offer. Carter, however, was still eyeing me. He’d put on his full-length leather coat for nothing and was pissed he’d missed the fight.
I sighed. I’ll buy you all a round,
I offered, to which Carter grunted but tossed his cigarette and slid off the hood.
You’ll be buying at least a few, purple,
he said, getting into the driver’s seat as Milo and Turk filed into the back. Where we headed?
he asked Gray.
Around the back of King’s Cross Station. That big building they have all those billboards around,
Gray answered.
The new Schrager hotel?
I asked.
Carter curled his lip. I suppose he didn’t really care who the designer was. I might have left my artist days behind, but I still noticed things like that.
That’s the one,
Gray said. You know the drill. It’s a London Academy job and they’re paying us to be there as backup. Tread on their toes and we don’t get paid. Got it?
Everyone nodded except Carter, who grunted and started his death-trap car. He didn’t offer me a lift, which sucked, since now I’d have to ride on the back of Gray’s bike. It was nothing personal, but I would have preferred the death trap. Of all the Rogues, I was closest to Gray, but letting people into my space—and hanging on to them on the back of a bike classified as such—wasn’t my idea of a good time. It reminded me of things I’d never again have.
Things broken beyond repair.
Taking part in Academy business was something I preferred to avoid, but this job had come in carrying an additional request from the New York Academy, and as much as I didn’t owe them any favors, I agreed to the occasional contract. When Gray first told me about this one earlier today, I’d felt that chill on the back of my neck that I’d learned to respond to and signed up.
You really should invest in some helmets,
I said, not for the first time.
Gray gave me a flat stare and got on his Harley. Feel free to walk.
Like that was going to happen.
I hooked my leg over the seat, careful to maintain a distance between our bodies, and made a scoffing sound.
Well, don’t expect me to heal you if you come off and land on your head.
As soon as the words left my mouth, I froze, remembering the scars on Gray’s head.
Was that what had happened to him?
Gray’s shoulders shook for a moment before he flashed a knowing smile at me. Not even close, princess. And if I’m not gonna wear a bucket on my head when I fight exiles, I sure as hell won’t be bothering when I ride my bike.
As he started the engine and pulled out, I knew I’d lost my fight. Gray loved his bike and the freedom that came with it.
I couldn’t deny him that.
We followed Carter’s souped-up Fiat and pulled up behind him a block away from the building. We walked the final distance, spotting a group of about a dozen Grigori huddled together not far from the construction site, as planned. They were beneath a glamour, hidden from human eyes. It was reasonably constructed but I’d seen better and stronger. It worried me.
Exile activity only seemed to be increasing, and while Grigori were strong and capable, we were limited in number. Although new Grigori continued to come through, it took seventeen years from first being given the essence of an angel before we could embrace our powers, and then even more time to train. Our numbers were simply not holding up. Had the angels not foreseen this problem?
They must have.
And yet I feared that the time when we would finally be overpowered was closer than we knew.
I stayed behind the guys. They didn’t think anything of me pulling on my worn Yankees cap—a gift from Zoe—and moving into the shadows. We were Rogues. Anonymity was our right. And a lot of Rogues had serious trust issues with the Academy.
The senior Grigori running the mission greeted Gray. I recognized Clive and his partner, Annette, from a previous gig we’d taken on a couple of months back—not that I’d ever spoken with them. Clive and Gray shook hands and talked quietly while I looked at the team they had assembled.
Another unsettling feeling swept over me. There were more than a dozen Grigori, but the majority were young. Apart from the leading pair, only a few looked prepared.
Gray returned to where we’d been standing at the edge of the pack.
Okay, they had a tip-off that this is a tournament site. We have the north entry and exit, which is the closest. We hold the upper level.
I wondered if this was the same tournament the exiles I’d taken on earlier had discussed. Tournaments had been popping up all over the city lately.
How many?
Carter asked.
They don’t know. Intel says it could be a big group.
Milo gave a toothy grin. Yeah. Bet they’re in there swapping recipes and baking bread.
The guys chuckled.
Why aren’t there more Grigori here? And more senior Grigori at that?
I asked, grimacing, as I realized my critical observation made me sound a lot like my mother. But London was a big city with an independent Academy. I was surprised they hadn’t sent in a more impressive show of force.
Apparently they’re spread thin at the moment with this type of operation,
Gray said and shrugged. That’s why they called us in, I suppose.
He glanced at the others. Let’s just do our bit, get our money, and clear out.
We all agreed, and I pushed my unease to the side and focused on the job at hand. Once we received the nod from Clive, we ran toward the northern entrance, which I was pleased to note was the closest, giving us the advantage of first eyes inside. Once the Academy Grigori started to filter into the building, any hope of stealth would be forgotten. They did not value our defensive shields in the same way Rogues—particularly our small group—did.
We slipped in through the side door and down a dark corridor that led toward another door. When Gray cracked it open, we heard the sounds immediately and tensed.
Flesh against flesh.
Ripping.
Beating.
Inhuman growling.
The sounds combined evoked death.
Slowly we stepped through the doorway and found ourselves looking down. The construction works had reduced the building to an outer shell that concealed nothing but a cavernous space.
Floodlights sat in the corners, lighting up what could only be described as the exile equivalent of a fight club.
Maybe we should just leave them to it,
Carter whispered, gesturing toward the sparring figures below.
It wasn’t an altogether ridiculous idea. At this rate, the number we’d have to face would soon be considerably fewer. In Exile Fight Club, there is only one rule: the loser must die. And right then, there were four simultaneous fights going on and what looked like another two dozen exiles divided into two distinct groups, chomping at the bit as they waited on the sidelines.
Over the past two years, since the alliances that had been formed between light and dark in their mutual quest to destroy all Grigori had dissolved, out-in-the-open brawling had become common practice. But the tournaments,
ones like this—premeditated, orderly—were new.
For all the benefits, being an angel and incorporeal had one definite drawback—no blood and guts. Dark and light have an eternal rivalry, but as angels, they are limited in ways that some cannot accept. In human form, their eternal fantasies play out. For exiles, earth and its offerings of life and beauty come a distant second to its promise of pain and death.
I pointed to the top of the scaffolding positioned in the center of the work site. "That’s why we can’t leave them to it."
Tied to the top of the scaffolding were at least ten humans. Gagged and with their hands tied behind their backs, they were bound to the metal structure, trapped as it wobbled precariously in response to the hits it was absorbing from below.
Killing humans was the aim and prize of the game. The team that managed to take out enough of its opponents to make it to the top and savage the humans won. And somewhere in all that, some sick bastard kept score.
My gifts allowed me to differentiate between exiles of light and dark, and this helped to give me a more complete view of the organized mayhem below. Most of the exiles were dressed in fight wear, but the styles spanned different eras. Exiles tended to get stuck in the fashion of the time at which they first became human, so while there was typical street wear, there were also army fatigues, Roman-style weapons, ninja getups, and, of course, for those who insisted on rising above their peers to the end, perfectly pressed suits.
As empirically beautiful as each and every one of these exiles was, this was not some fight scene in a Hollywood movie and there was no sparring. It was a show of extreme violence as they launched no-holds-barred attacks on one another, knowing with complete certainty that every fight would be to the death.
We watched in silence as an exile of dark ripped the heart from an exile of light and those surrounding sneered and hissed with their own hunger for blood. Almost instantly, another exile of light had his heart torn free—and then any semblance of order evaporated as the remaining exiles of light began to randomly attack exiles of dark.
Jesus Christ,
Gray mumbled, taking