Everything Changes
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Seventeen-year-old Raven Walker has never had a boyfriend. She’s never really been interested in boys. But she was always too afraid to examine what that might mean. Until she meets Morgan O’Shea and finds herself inexplicably drawn to her.
As their friendship develops, Raven is forced to face the possibility that her interest in Morgan might actually be attraction and that she might be gay.
Acknowledging the possibility opens Raven’s world to the excitement of her first romance, but it also leaves her struggling to come to terms with her sexuality and the impact it will have on her relationships with her family and friends.
Samantha Hale
Growing up in a small town in Southern Ontario, Samantha Hale was an avid reader who fell in love with the written word in all its forms. She was fascinated with the way a book could take her away to another world and began writing herself, finding that she loved creating her own worlds just as much as she loved reading about the ones in her favorite novels.
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- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5I enjoyed Everything Changes, it was a quick pleasant read.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I really loved Everything Changes a coming of age story when 17 year old Raven finally realizes she is gay. When Morgan comes along feelings Raven has never felt before explode inside her something she had never had with a guy. Morgan is in college and has been out as a lesbian for awhile. Morgen has had relationships before and really likes Raven but does not want to take a step backwards in her life having to hide a relationship. Is Raven too afraid to come out about being a lesbian all these feelings are so new. As all young gay people go through Raven is terrified how her friends, kids at school and family will handle this. This YA novel is an adoring read for people of all ages. It takes you back to your first crush and it also shows how hard it is for young gay people making sense of their feelings and life. There is so much to this book. You will really enjoy this read.
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5While Gravity and Dare Truth or Promise got 3 1/2 stars, I'm giving Everything Changes 4 stars, mainly because I found the ending a little more realistic. Raven knew something was 'wrong' because she wasn't attracted to boys like her best friends Summer and Chloe. Nor was she overly attracted to girls...that is until she meet Morgan. Sitting side by side on a couch, tingles shot up Raven's arm whenever their arms accidently brushed against each other. It was nothing like she ever felt before. It was at that point she knew she craved the touch of Morgan just like Summer and Chloe craved the touch of boys.The problems are (1) how to get comfortable herself with this revelations and (2) how to break this news to family and friends. That's the crux of Everything Changes and the subject is handled very well. In this 'enlightened' day and age, not everyone is immediately accepting of homosexuality, including the person herself. It may take time.Everything Changes is a fast and satisfying read.
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Everything Changes - Samantha Hale
Chapter One
There are two kinds of truth. There is the truth we tell so, technically, we are not lying, and there is the deeper, fuller truth. Raven was telling the truth when she told her friends she wasn’t interested in any of the guys at school. That she had known most of them for far too long and too well to think of them in a romantic sense. Some of them she’d known since kindergarten and had seen through gapped teeth, knobby knees, braces, and voice changes. It was hard to think about kissing a guy you’d witnessed eat paste on a dare in third grade, or throw up his lunch at the fair in sixth.
The deeper, fuller truth was, Raven wasn’t interested in any guys. She didn’t watch movies and wait for the lead actor to take his shirt off. She didn’t whistle at guys on the street like Summer did, or notice that the guy at the coffee shop who’d smiled at her was cute, like Chloe did.
She was seventeen years old and had never had a serious boyfriend. She’d never even really kissed a guy. There had been a few dates—one or two that ended in a good night kiss, but nothing more than a quick peck.
It was something she tried not to think about, too afraid of the implications to examine her feelings more closely. For the most part, she was able to shove it aside. But it was hard sometimes, when it seemed like all around her were happy couples and constant reminders that she didn’t feel the same way about guys as her friends did. Chloe and AJ had been together for almost two years now, and it was clear from the way her face lit up when she talked about him that she was completely into him, and Summer was such a flirt, she hadn’t been with anybody steady for a while now, though she’d had a few boyfriends.
It didn’t help though, with Valentine’s Day coming up, all she’d heard about for the past week and a half was everyone’s romantic plans, and it once again brought everything to the surface.
I hate Valentine’s Day,
Raven announced at lunch that day as she tossed her backpack onto the floor and took the empty seat across from Chloe and Summer.
Problem, Rae?
Chloe asked, raising an eyebrow.
Damn right I have a problem. Valentine’s Day. I swear if I see one more stupid paper heart or cupid cardboard cutout…
She let out a frustrated sigh. She’d just come from a student council meeting, of which she was a member, and all everyone could talk about was the upcoming occasion. And what they should do for it. One person suggested candy-grams. Another roses. Raven had made an excuse and bailed before they could even start talking about the dance.
Why don’t you just ask someone out?
Chloe suggested. I heard Derek is single again. Didn’t he have a thing for you last year?
Derek?
Raven shrugged. Derek Nast was in their grade. She supposed he was cute. He was tall and lanky, with wavy brown hair that fell down into his eyes and a quick, easy smile. He was a nice guy. They’d worked together on a history project last year and gotten along well.
She wasn’t really interested in going out with him though. Especially not with the on-again, off-again relationship he seemed to have going with Chelsea Hanes. They’d broken up and gotten together a half dozen times since the beginning of the year.
I don’t want to date a guy just so I’ll have someone to take me out for Valentine’s Day.
Julia’s having a dinner party that night. A couple of her single friends from school,
Summer said. Want to crash it with me?
Julia was Summer’s older sister. She was two years older than them and a freshman in college. Summer, Chloe, and Raven had grown up tagging along after her. Over the years, they had gone from being annoying tagalongs to friends.
Julia had stayed close; her school was less than an hour away, and she came home often, bringing friends with her most of the time. Raven had spent enough time hanging around them at the house that it wouldn’t be awkward or weird for her to join them for the evening.
Is your mom cooking?
Raven asked. Mrs. Mitchell was an amazing cook. She had been a chef before leaving work to have kids.
Probably. She’ll help at least. Julia’s okay, but Mom’s cooking…
Raven nodded. She knew.
Sold.
Great. I’ll call you later with the details.
Thanks, Summer,
Raven said, feeling a little better now.
Chapter Two
Having Julia’s party to look forward to made the rest of the week bearable. Raven found she wasn’t quite so annoyed by all the pink and red paper hearts plastered over nearly every available flat surface at the school or the overly sappy commercials for diamond rings and gold necklaces that played repeatedly on TV each night.
She was even starting to look forward to Valentine’s Day. Going to a dinner party with friends wasn’t quite the same as having someone to be with, but she decided to make the most of it. Especially considering it would probably be her last social outing for a while. Midterms were the following week, and when Raven’s parents saw her marks, she would be grounded for the foreseeable future.
It wouldn’t matter to them that the failing grade was in art. Her parents were both firm believers in a well-rounded education. And both of them had excelled in the arts. Her mom had been a dancer, and her father had busked his way through college. Nor would it matter that the rest of her grades were good. Even though it was only one class tripping her up, it would be enough to put her into the proverbial doghouse for a long while, so Raven was going to make the most out of what was likely to be her last weekend of freedom.
With that in mind, she found herself getting into the spirit of the holiday a little. On Friday before classes started, she bought a couple of the chocolate candy-grams that the student council was selling and sent them to Summer, Chloe, and AJ, cheesy message and all.
And on the way over to Summer and Julia’s for dinner, she stopped at the corner store and picked up a flower for Julia, as a thank-you for letting her crash her dinner party. She wanted to get a rose, but those were ridiculously expensive this time of year so she got a carnation instead. It was pink and smelled sweet, so she figured that was good enough.
Summer had said dinner was at seven thirty, so Raven showed up around quarter to and let herself in the side door. She had been letting herself into and out of this house for so long now that she really didn’t even give it a second thought. She and Summer had been friends since the first day of kindergarten, when they’d literally run into each other on the playground. They’d spent the rest of the day in the nurse’s office together holding ice packs to their injuries and had been inseparable ever since. Even if Raven’s nose still had a bump in it from being broken and Summer had a small scar on her bottom lip from where she’d bitten it almost completely through on impact. The Lewis household was just as familiar and comfortable to her as her own.
As she hung up her coat and kicked off her boots in the mudroom, she could hear the murmur of conversation coming from the kitchen, so after shedding her winter wear she headed down the hallway toward the sounds. She found Summer and Julia in there along with a mess of pots, pans, plates, and an array of silverware strewn across the counter.
Looks more like a science experiment than a meal,
she commented, taking note of the various bowls of seasonings and spices on the table and the measuring cups alongside them. Smells kind of like it, too.
She was joking about that. Whatever Julia was cooking, it smelled amazing. Two seconds in the room and already Raven’s mouth was watering.
Julia rolled her eyes and went back to stirring whatever was boiling in the pot on the stove.
I got you something.
Julia glanced warily over her shoulder, and Raven held up the flower she’d purchased at the corner store.
Aww, Raven, how sweet.
She mimed wiping a tear from her eye.
Well, if you don’t want it…
Raven made a move to take it back, but Julia grabbed the stem from her hand.
Never said that. Thanks, Rae. It’s very pretty.
Julia gave her a one-armed hug and sniffed deeply. Smells nice, too.
Geez, Jules. You’re all covered in food stuff.
Raven squirmed out of Julia’s grip and examined her outfit, checking to make sure none of the sauce that had spilled down Julia’s apron had gotten onto her clothes. She hadn’t exactly gotten all dressed up or anything, just a pair of black jeans and a deep purple blouse, but still, she didn’t want to spend the rest of the evening with dinner all down her side.
Relax. You’re fine.
It was Raven’s turn to roll her eyes as she pulled out one of the kitchen chairs and slid onto it.
So, what are you making?
Salad, spicy ravioli stuffed with ricotta cheese, garlic bread, and for dessert, chocolate mousse.
Mom made the noodles this morning,
Summer supplied. And Jules has been perfecting her sauce for days now. It’s amazing.
I can’t wait,
Raven said. She had barely eaten anything all day in anticipation of tonight’s meal. Need a taste tester?
Nope. You’ve got to wait and taste it along with everybody else.
Raven had figured as much, but it had been worth a shot. Speaking of, who else is coming tonight?
Cindy, Olivia, and Morgan.
Two out of the three, Raven knew. Cindy was one of Julia’s roommates, and Olivia was a friend from her program. Raven had met them both on several occasions and liked them both. Morgan, Raven had never met but had heard mentioned a few times.
They should be here any minute. Do you guys mind getting the table set up?
Mind, yes,
Summer said. But will we? Of course.
And don’t break anything, okay? Mom will kill me.
In that case…
Summer gave her sister a devious smile as she stood and tugged Raven up out of her chair. The two of them exited into the dining room to the sounds of Julia muttering something about wishing she were an only child.
Chapter Three
Hey, Raven. There you are,
Summer called out as she strode into the living room. As if she had not just left her sorting silverware in the dining room a few minutes ago. Raven rolled her eyes and ignored her, offering a wave and a hey
to the room in general, as she took a seat on the couch next to the only unfamiliar face.
So, I’m going to take a wild guess and say, you must be Raven,
Morgan said, half turning in her seat to face Raven as she spoke.
Uh…yeah. That’s me.
Raven found herself slightly tongue-tied in facing probably the prettiest girl she had ever seen.
I’m Morgan.
Raven simply nodded.
Her reactions were a bit slow as she raised her arm to shake the proffered hand, but she managed to wrap her fingers around Morgan’s and give a solid squeeze. She shivered slightly as callused fingertips slid against her skin as Morgan pulled away.
Nice to meet you,
she murmured belatedly, wincing slightly at the way her voice cracked a little on the last word. She licked her lips and cleared her throat as she tried to think of something else to say.
You too.
Morgan shifted, settling herself more comfortably on the couch, drawing one knee up beneath her as she draped an arm along the back of the couch. So, what brings you to our little lonely hearts dinner?
Julia’s cooking,
Raven said with a shrug. What about you?
She found it hard to believe that a pretty girl like Morgan wouldn’t have received some offers.
My girlfriend and I broke up just before school started. It was pretty rough. I’m just not ready to start dating again.
Raven’s breath caught in her throat at