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Rene Gutteridge
RENE GUTTERIDGE has been writing professionally for twenty years, with published and produced work in fiction, comedy sketches, novelizations, non-fiction and screenwriting, and is co-director of WriterCon in Oklahoma City. Her novel My Life as a Doormat was adapted into the Hallmark movie Love's Complicated. She is head writer at Skit Guys Studios. She lives with her family in Oklahoma City.Read more about Rene's work with The Skit Guys and her other projects at renegutteridge.com
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Ghost Writer - Rene Gutteridge
Ghost Writer (eBook edition)
Hendrickson Publishers Marketing, LLC
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ISBN 978-1-59856-638-3
Ghost Writer © 2000, 2012 Rene Gutteridge.
Published in association with the Books & Such Literary Agency, Janet Kobobel Grant, 52 Mission Circle, Suite 122, PMB 170, Santa Rosa, CA 95409-5370, www.booksandsuch.biz.
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First eBook edition — June 2012
The author who benefits you most is not the one who tells you something you did not know before, but the one who gives expression to the truth that has been dumbly struggling in you for utterance.
—OSWALD CHAMBERS, My Utmost for His Highest
Contents
copyright
dedication
chapter 1
chapter 2
chapter 3
chapter 4
chapter 5
chapter 6
chapter 7
chapter 8
chapter 9
chapter 10
chapter 11
chapter 12
chapter 13
chapter 14
chapter 15
chapter 16
chapter 17
chapter 18
chapter 19
chapter 20
chapter 21
chapter 22
chapter 23
chapter 24
chapter 25
chapter 26
chapter 27
chapter 28
acknowledgments
chapter 1
Nellie Benson placed her hands on his desk, leaned forward, and said, We’re dead.
Jonathan Harper rubbed the back of his neck. Nellie, please. Don’t do this. Everything is under control.
Under control? Clyde Baxter is never going to write another book for us again. I’d hardly call that ‘under control.’
She stood and paced the length of his office, then stopped and turned toward him. Talk to him. Will you at least talk to him?
Jonathan tried to smile. He sounded fairly sure of himself, Nellie. I mean, he’s written over thirty books. Can’t you understand that he might not have anything else to say?
Nellie leaned against his door, her eyes raised to the ceiling. We haven’t had a bestseller in three years except his novels. What are we going to do? What am I supposed to tell Ezra?
It’s not like his books will stop selling overnight. Maybe his retirement will boost sales even more.
She laughed pathetically. You’re not in my world. Be in my world. Long-range goals, Jonathan. Think five years from now. I have to think five years from now because we’ve already spent money that Clyde was going to make us by renewing his contract.
She took a deep breath and looked at him. And I hate to be the one to say it to my golden boy, but this isn’t good for you, either.
Jonathan folded his arms against his chest. I’m capable of finding new talent, Nellie.
Her eyebrows raised. Really? Because if I’m not mistaken, the last five authors you signed with us lost us money.
Jonathan tried to keep a steady expression, reminding himself that Nellie had a habit of overreacting. It happens.
Not five times.
She loosened up a bit. I’m not trying to scare you. I’m really not, Jonathan. But the pressure’s on. Do you know what I mean? More than ever. On you and on me.
Jonathan nodded and leaned back casually in his chair. You don’t call me your golden boy for nothing.
He smiled and she smiled back.
Good. Then you’ll have a sure bet for the next editorial meeting?
Jonathan winked and Nellie walked out, leaving the door open, allowing for a perfect opportunity to see Sydney Kasdan walk by, glance in, and smile.
The smiles and lingering looks hadn’t always been this consistent. Five months ago, Jonathan didn’t even know her name. And perhaps five months ago, he wouldn’t have wanted to. But temptation has a way of presenting itself in the most beautiful form and at the most vulnerable of times.
Working as a low-ranking editor, Sydney Kasdan blended in with everyone else walking the halls. But that soon changed when, upon delivering a manuscript to his office, she accidentally knocked over the entire stack of unread manuscripts sitting next to his desk.
It took them an hour and a half to put it all back together, trying to match pages to manuscripts and then put them all in order. But an hour and a half later, he knew this girl’s name, age, dreams, loves, passions, pastimes, and a host of other miscellaneous information that would seem completely irrelevant if they didn’t belong to Sydney Kasdan.
On this morning she returned his smile, as always, keeping her eyes on his a moment longer than necessary, then continued walking down the hall and out of his sight. Jonathan shook his head, trembled a little inside at the thought of a twenty-eight-year-old flirting with him, trembled again at the thought that he trembled thinking about her, and then sipped his habitual nine A.M. cup of Earl Grey. Their interaction hadn’t proceeded any further than the smile and occasional touch on the arm, but it moved him in a way he hadn’t been moved in years. It put a spring in his step, made him feel young again. It also brought a heavy cloak of darkness around him that he chose to ignore more times than not.
To her credit, Sydney Kasdan was no ordinary twenty-eight-year-old. She had graduated summa cum laude from NYU and held two degrees: one in English and the other in journalism. Her short black hair, delicate white skin, and classic beauty had, sadly, probably launched her further than her two degrees and promising editorial skills.
As this new morning-ritual thrill came and went, Jonathan found himself reflecting on his own successes. As a senior fiction editor for Bromahn & Hutch, the fifth largest publisher on the East Coast, he was, at age forty-five, one of the youngest and most successful in the business. As a twenty-six-year-old, he’d discovered one of the world’s most celebrated authors: Clyde Baxter.
And it didn’t hurt that he appeared to have the perfect home-life. Married for twenty years with three beautiful daughters, Jonathan was envied by all who knew him. He lived in a large two-story, cottage-looking house with a lakeside view, drove a new sports utility vehicle—a must for any upper-middle-class soccer dad—and was becoming very well known in the business.
His thoughts were suddenly interrupted by his secretary’s deep, scratchy, pack-a-day voice.
Mr. Harper, Clyde called.
Edie Darkoy leaned against the side of the doorframe, her large hip protruded in the perfect manner to form a shelf for her hand. On this morning, she was wearing fuchsia. Fuchsia and aqua were her favorites. Somehow, Edie had never learned the fine art of moderation. If she wore fuchsia, she wore it head to toe. From the large bow that held back her long, wiry gray hair, to the three-inch heels that stuck to the bottom of her swollen feet, she was one giant neon sign. Her lipstick matched, too, even when it ended up on her chin or front teeth.
What did he want, Edie?
Jonathan snapped impatiently. She always loved to play this game . . . withhold information from him until he asked.
He said it was important. Said he wanted to have dinner with you tonight.
What about?
Didn’t say. Just said it was important.
That’s odd.
Five o’clock at the Sienna okay?
Jonathan paused. This would be his fourth night away from home—not that it had become any big deal to him. He and Kathy had been gradually drifting apart. He couldn’t put his finger on the exact moment his heart wasn’t completely hers, but he did know that the woman he had shared no walls with years ago was now a woman he feared sharing the dinner table with.
Yeah. Fine.
Edie nodded, spit her gum into the nearby wastebasket, and said, Great. I’m going on a smoke break.
Jonathan sighed, then became angry that he was somehow going to have to justify this to Kathy. That woman wanted it all! A nice house, plenty of money, and a husband at her beck and call! Well, he didn’t earn the title of senior fiction editor by putting in a mere forty hours a week.
He picked up the phone and as he hesitantly dialed his home number, his mind replayed the horrific fight they’d had the night before over this very subject. All you care about are those stupid manuscripts you bring home night after night!
she had yelled as she stomped upstairs.
After five rings, to his relief, the machine picked up. He left a quick, rambling message, making it sound as if he were flying out of the office, didn’t know when he would be home, said something about an important meeting, and ended with a quick apology and a halfway sincere I love you.
If he sounded hurried, panicked, and perhaps even agitated, maybe she would back off, accept that he wouldn’t be home this evening for dinner, and not call back. He could only be so lucky.
And perhaps his luck was already changing. As soon as he hung up the phone, he glanced up to find Sydney Kasdan standing in the doorway.
Hi, Mr. Harper. This came for you. . . .
She raised a package in her hand. I thought it might be important.
Jonathan smiled. Come in.
Sydney walked in, her shoulders back in modest confidence. She held out the thick manila envelope to him, and he dropped it to his desk without even so much as a glance.
Thank you.
You’re welcome. Sorry to disturb you.
She began to leave, but Jonathan stopped her with an abrupt but courteous, Sit down. Please.
She took a seat directly across from him and crossed her long legs at the ankles. Her sharp eyebrows rose with her posture, and she asked, What can I do for you?
Her bright brown eyes brought a breath of fresh air into his mundane life. The way she smiled, the way she loved life and never seemed to tire, her intelligence and wit . . . it all brought energy back to him. But with the energy came the guilt.
He had to think of something quick. He reached over and grabbed a manuscript off the top of his large stack. He glanced down at it . . . a proposal from Embeth Wilkes, a down-and-out romance novelist trying to make a comeback with political thrillers.
Here. I’d like your thoughts on this,
he lied, trying hard to believe that’s why he didn’t want her to leave.
She looked at it for a moment, then looked up at him. Before or after I read it?
Jonathan laughed. You’re familiar with Ms. Wilkes’s work?
Of course. I’m familiar with all the authors we publish.
We haven’t published any of her work in eight years.
I know,
she said with a small, confident smile, but I think you can tell where a publishing house is going by where they’ve been.
I see.
His heart was starting to pound in his chest. So I’m assuming you don’t think she can pull it off?
She glanced down at it again. I don’t think so. She tends to need definite heroes and villains in her romances, and I’m not sure she can depart from that. I feel readers are beginning to love the more ambiguous characters, characters that are both evil and good, simple and complex, you know?
Jonathan nodded, resting his hands gently in his lap as he rocked back and forth in his plush leather chair.
But,
she continued, I believe she deserves a chance to be read. You do, too, I’m assuming, since she’s on the top of that stack.
Jonathan’s eyes narrowed at her observancy. She smiled, acknowledging his expression. I’ve heard all the stories, believe me.
Stories?
he asked with a short laugh.
My favorite is the one about Naomi Yates—how you believed in her work, but you always got shot down. You even took it to different publishers as a favor to her, and they turned it down, too. So finally you helped finance a self-publishing deal yourself.
She paused dramatically. And you were right. She’s become one of the most famous novelists ever. Everyone I know loves her work.
Jonathan smiled. That was a long time ago. She’s very talented. You know she just turned ninety?
Yeah. I hope to meet her before she dies.
I can probably arrange that for you.
Sydney nearly leaped out of her seat. Are you kidding? Would you? I’m a huge fan!
She stopped herself in the middle of her girlish excitement and cleared her throat in slight embarrassment. If it wouldn’t be too much trouble.
I’d be glad to, Sydney.
Thank you,
she said in a softer tone. Um . . . you’re busy, so I’ll get out of your hair.
Jonathan’s first impulse was to stop her, but he felt himself treading into dangerous territory. These feelings were becoming stronger, the eye contact longer. So he just nodded, and she stood to leave.
Let me know what you think,
he said, pointing to the manuscript in her hand.
I will.
His heart stopped beating quite so fast as he took in a deep breath to calm himself, then pressed two fingers up against his tightened lips. It was good to know he still had some control. His next reaction, though, was rationalization. Somehow, if only for himself, he had to justify what had just happened.
Did anything happen? Nothing visible to any other human eye. But inside he knew. He knew that he was falling. . . .
He erased those thoughts from his mind quickly and picked up the manila envelope she had just brought in. On the outside, he immediately noticed something. Something that stopped his heart. In a large font, on a white label, in the middle of the page was
Jonathan Harper
354 Lyons Rd.
Baxter Springs, Kansas 66713
Stamped across it was Addressee Not Known. And to his further astonishment, the return address had his name at the top with the address of the publishing house. Was this some sort of weird joke? Or a strange mistake? He hadn’t lived at that address since he was a young boy. And even stranger were the words Requested Material printed in the lower right-hand corner of the envelope.
One habit he had since the first day he became an editor was to always open any envelope marked Requested Material as soon as it arrived. He did this for several reasons. One, it helped him nab authors he wanted before anyone else did. While their manuscripts sat in a pile somewhere on another editor’s desk, he was already on the phone with the author. Second, it kept projects fresh in his mind. He knew anything marked Requested Material was something he at least had interest in.
He set the manila envelope aside, pulled out the pages, and looked at the front page. In the very middle of the stark white paper was the title The Story of My Life. He couldn’t recall anything relating to this title, but that didn’t mean anything. He had a lot of projects going, and he felt sure this one would end up on the stack. He flipped to the next page, and at the very top, in the center, it said Chapter One. He flipped back a page, looked at the title, then thumbed through the next few pages quickly.
He laughed out loud and shook his head. What kind of idiot would send what looked like about three chapters to his childhood home without an author’s name? He flipped to the page following the title page one more time to see if he’d missed it but didn’t find anything other than the beginning of the story. He was just about to toss it into the trash can when something caught his eye . . . the very first sentence.
The plow blades caught the sleeve of his shirt, though their mother had warned them time and time again to stay away from them.
He felt his stomach tighten in pain and his throat swell in rare emotion. He hadn’t thought about the . . . well, it just had been such a long time ago. He took a deep breath to calm himself, slightly amused at the way all those childhood emotions suddenly came back in such haunting force. The editor in him wanted to toss it in the wastebasket, but something intrigued him. He read on.
The two boys were defiant at six and seven, so one could only imagine how they might turn out together. And imagination would be the only option for the younger one.
Sweat popped onto his brow. He rubbed his forehead with his hands as he stared down at the paper. A strange coincidence . . .
At first, the youngest didn’t know what had happened. He heard grinding and a scream, but screaming was oftentimes just a hyped-up version of laughing. Turning around, however, he immediately realized what had happened. His feet felt like lead; his fear paralyzed him. He could only watch helplessly as the huge plow blades cut into his brother’s limp body. He opened his mouth to scream at his father to stop the tractor, but nothing came out. He could only cry and watch—
Jonathan slammed the page down and covered it up with the title page. He swallowed hard and concentrated on trying to breathe. This story was so remarkably similar to his own that he almost felt dizzy trying to comprehend it all. They were five and six, though, and it was his uncle who drove the tractor. His older brother, Jason, had dared him to jump from one side of the tractor, over the blades, to the other. They’d done it a hundred times—and been paddled several times for it—while the tractor was stationary. But now came the real challenge . . . could it be done while the tractor was moving?
Jonathan slowly moved the top page off the manuscript.
It had started with an innocent dare.
The view from the rear window of the tractor had been obscured by mud that had accumulated over the years, making it easy to climb aboard the plow with no one knowing. The two boys watched from the tree line, waiting for the tractor to make another round.
You gonna do it, Jon?
No way!
Jon laughed, and they pushed each other as boys always do.
Come on. You get to pick anything from my room you want if you do it.
I ain’t doin’ it, Jason.
Scaredy-cat.
You do it, then.
Jason’s eyes watched the tractor as it made its final turn in the field and began to head toward them. A’right. I’ll do it.
The two boys stood breathlessly as the roar of the tractor thundered toward them, blowing debris high into the air. Their hearts pounded with the rush of the excitement. The tractor was so close now they could feel the earth tremble under their small feet.
Don’t do it, Jas,
the younger one pleaded.
But Jason’s eyes were set forward like a soldier on a battlefield. The fear was gone, and if not gone, then hidden. . . .
Jonathan threw himself back into his chair, causing the chair and himself to roll backward into the wall behind him. His whole body trembled in astonishment. How could this be? This couldn’t be a coincidence, could it? The boys’ ages were wrong, but the names were right. His brother’s name was Jason. The events didn’t exactly unfold as told in this story, for they had hidden behind some hay bales, not trees, and whoever won the dare got to keep the pet turtle in his room, but still . . . this was so unbelievably close to what had happened.
He rolled forward a little to grab his tea and take a drink, holding the cup with two hands in order to steady it. What was going on? Was this some cruel joke? But how could it be a cruel joke? No one he knew now knew about this. He was only five when it happened. It was long ago and long forgotten . . . wasn’t it?
Mr. Harper . . . Mr. Harper . . . ?
Jonathan jerked his eyes upward to find Edie standing in the doorway. What?
You okay?
she asked, her beady eyes narrowing.
Jonathan straightened himself in his chair, flattening his tie against his chest. What is it, Edie?
Your wife’s on line three.
Jonathan could hardly think straight, but one thing he knew for certain was that he didn’t want to talk to Kathy right now.
I’ll have to call her back.
She sounded as if she really needed to talk to you.
Jonathan’s face snapped into a harsh expression. And what’s your point?
Edie swallowed uncomfortably, waited a second longer for him to change his mind, then quickly turned and left.
Jonathan looked down at the manuscript, angered at how he reacted, angered at the thought of this memory so unexpectedly coming back to violate him. He hadn’t thought of Jason in years. Without pictures, it was hard for him to even remember what he looked like.
Who was this from? Jonathan grabbed the manila envelope it came in, but there was absolutely no indication of an address. He grabbed the corner of it, where the postage was, to see where it was sent from. New York? Why would someone in New York send a manuscript for him to Kansas?
He needed a strong drink. He looked at his watch. It was only 10:30 A.M. He’d have to kill thirty minutes before any of the sports bars opened and he could get at least a beer. He hesitated. Kathy hated it when he drank. And he hated it, too. But . . .
Grabbing his jacket, he quickly walked out of his office, passing by Edie’s desk in a manner that would repel any questions of where he was going. He glanced down the hallway for Sydney as he headed for the elevator, but she wasn’t there.
The elevator door opened with the green Down arrow dinging. The doors simply wouldn’t shut fast enough for him.
chapter 2
The drink Jonathan downed near lunchtime calmed him enough to return to work for a few hours before his meeting with Clyde. Edie dutifully handed him his messages as he strolled past her desk without hesitation. Kathy had called twice since he was out. His jaw muscles tightened at the thought of having to talk with her about being gone again this night. A few more messages from authors and agents followed, and he thought it was awfully deliberate of Edie to put the two messages from Kathy on top. Edie had a bad habit of sticking her nose where it didn’t belong, and he could sense she was just about to do it again.
Call your—
He slammed the door to his office but finished her command in his head. Wife. Wife. Wife. He flopped into his chair and stared at the phone. Not returning phone calls was a cardinal sin in their relationship. Once, about ten years ago, she had called him at the office in the morning. He’d had a busy day and forgotten to tell her about a meeting he had following work. When he came home, he never heard the end of it, especially since she’d been counting on him picking Meg up from the baby-sitter’s. Ever since then, no matter what, he returned calls. If he didn’t, she was to presume he was dead.
He slid his hand from the top of his forehead firmly down the front of his face until it dropped off at his chin. The phone seemed to scream his name, yet picking it up would be like picking up lead. Why were they like this now? Why couldn’t he just call and take the heat? Why couldn’t she understand a little more?
While Jonathan mulled over that thought, his eyes locked onto the strange manuscript in the middle of his desk. Even with the alcohol’s related effect, the words on those pages still bothered him. He then decided the best way to rid himself of the worry from this was to call his wife and create whole new worries. He was just picking up the phone when his door opened and Zippy walked in.
Zippy was a private nickname, unbeknownst to the poor man, who bore the name of Francis Flowers. Francis was a short man with a narrow, pasty face, large eyes, and thinning red-blond hair. His lips always seemed too tight, his cheeks too saggy. He was only in his forties, but he looked more like sixty.
The nickname Zippy
first came about when Francis had accidentally come to an important meeting with his zipper down. But it also was appropriate because Francis had bad allergies, which ignited when he got agitated or angry or had any other extreme emotion, which was about all the time. So he was known to carry Ziploc bags full of tissues in his dress shirt, just in case. And third, he talked fast. So he was known to all but him as Zippy, and as far as Jonathan knew, no one had slipped yet.
The door is closed for a reason, Francis,
Jonathan said hostilely. One was always on the defensive with Zippy because Zippy was always on the aggressive. And when he was in the office somewhere, the air always seemed to thicken and cloud up like a cheap air deodorizer.
Jonathan, always such a delight,
Zippy said dryly, adjusting his thick glasses and pulling at the long wisp of hair that hung down past his brow. On a good hair day, that piece of hair was supposed to cover the bald spot on the top of his head. But Jonathan could not recall Zippy ever having a good hair day. It’s important. We need to talk.
Francis, I don’t have the time today. Look at this stack,
Jonathan said, pointing to the slush pile next to his desk.
You don’t fool me,
Zippy said quickly, scanning the desk with a narrow eye. Jonathan thought Zippy might be the closest thing to a troll he’d ever seen. You’ve been avoiding me, haven’t you?
His eyes scrunched up and blinked rapidly.
Jonathan threw up his hands in innocence. Avoiding you?
Zippy pointed a short, thin finger at him. Don’t give me that. You know I’m around. I’ve been wanting to speak to you for several weeks about this.
This?
Jonathan again tried to mirror perfect innocence. He had, however, been warned by Carl Osburg, a nonfiction editor with the house, that Zippy had been wanting to abandon post.
Zippy, by occupation, was what is known as a ghostwriter. Admittedly, Zippy was a brilliant writer. He had ghostwritten nearly forty nonfiction pieces in their house alone. He was in demand by many celebrities whose names would sell but whose writing wouldn’t.
Ghostwriting had sparked quite a controversy a few years ago when Newsweek interviewed a famous psychologist, who had written nine books on parenting, and ended up misquoting his writing throughout the entire interview. Newsweek, of course, uncovered the fact that this psychologist hadn’t written a single word of the books he was selling, and not only that, on five of them he had not even been involved in so much as an outline. Dateline hit every ethical angle of it for a week.
Ghostwriters can make an exceptional living, especially if they’re content writing namelessly and never getting credit when the sales soar. A few have tried coming out of the closet, so to speak, but most are not successful, because even if they’ve written a hundred books, they have to start over as if they’ve never written a book before in their lives, at least in the eyes of the marketing department. No house is going to be stupid enough to spill the beans on one successful author in order to launch one that, though talented, is virtually unknown.
Zippy had worked diligently for the publishing house for over twelve years. He was not only known for his impeccable writing style, but also for his ability to crank out a book in about half the time it takes other writers. He was brilliant to a fault, which was one reason he made such a good ghostwriter. His social skills were nil, but he could write on any subject handed to him.
But because of Zippy’s inability to coexist with the human race, just a simple office visit from him was dreaded by all. His qualities—abrasiveness, defensiveness, and bitterness—were sometimes overlooked by the fact that he just couldn’t seem to understand the concept of personal space.
And because his breath was on the verge of toxic, most everyone had developed an amazing skill of disappearing into bathrooms and cleaning closets just in the nick of time.
Jonathan carefully guarded himself behind his desk as Zippy approached and swiped a chair from the middle of the office, bringing it as close to the front of the desk as possible.
Zippy looked down his thin nose at Jonathan. I suppose you are going to tell me you have no idea why I’m here.
Sorry, it’s true,
Jonathan lied. Carl had forewarned him that Zippy had mentioned to him last month that he felt it was time to abandon ghostwriting and pursue the great American novel.
Jonathan nervously stuck a finger into the deep pits of his left ear and rattled it around as if that were his primary concern for the moment. Zippy crossed his arms and twisted his little face into a messy scowl. Jonathan, you are lying. But I will overlook that shortcoming of yours for now. We have big plans to discuss.
Well, if you talk as fast as you type, we should be done in thirty seconds.
The problem with Zippy was that he rarely caught an insult. I’m from Iowa, Jonathan. We talk fast. And I type one hundred and twenty words a minute. Now, about my novel—
Jonathan held up his hands. Not now, Francis. I’ve got things to do. We’ll have to discuss this later.
Now! Now!
Zippy squealed, almost Yoda-like. Jonathan winced at the man’s complete social depravity. He could quote entire passages of literature but couldn’t ever seem to carry on a normal conversation or find a comfortable pitch to his voice. Jonathan’s head pounded with intolerance.
No, Francis. Not now. I told you, you can’t just come waltzing into my office and expect my time to be available to you.
Zippy bit off a fingernail and spit it out onto the carpet as an afterthought. His eyes never left Jonathan’s. I’ve got a novel.
Jonathan spread a sneering smile across his face. And I’ve got a headache. See Edie outside and we’ll schedule an appointment, all right?
You’re putting me off again, aren’t you?
Jonathan gulped quietly. Maybe it was the tone and pitch of Zippy’s voice, but all indications were that Zippy was getting agitated. The end of his nose was twitching and his eyes were starting to water. When Zippy had an allergy attack, you were the one that needed an inhaler.
Francis,
Jonathan said smoothly, rising from his chair and sliding to the side of his desk. Look, you and I will talk about this. I’m not putting you off. I’m just having a remarkably bad day, and I want to give you my full attention.
Zippy cocked his head to the side, tightened the muscles around his eyes, and pulled at his hair again. It’s going to be brilliant.
Of course it is,
Jonathan said, gently guiding him out of his office by the shoulder. We’ll talk soon.
Zippy pulled a tissue out of his Ziploc bag, blew his nose with enormous force, and then offered a hand to Jonathan as he said, Of course we will. I’ll be back. Count on it.
Zippy set his dirty tissue on Edie’s desk, pushed his glasses back up his nose, and abruptly turned to walk down the long hallway. Edie handed Jonathan antibacterial gel before he even had a chance to think about what germs were now crawling on his right hand.
Thanks,
Jonathan sighed, squirting a few drops out. He still had three hours before he had to meet Clyde. He felt dizzy, despondent, and emotionally drained. His chest tightened in reaction to Edie’s watchful eyes. But now that Zippy was gone, all he could truly think about was his brother’s death and the manuscript that seemed to bring the whole incident back to life.
You okay?
she asked. You look like you just quit smoking.
I don’t smoke, Edie.
Maybe you should start.
Jonathan sighed, walked back into his office, and prayed the rest of the day would go by in a blur.
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Jonathan conveniently arrived at the Sienna an hour early and was on his second rum and Coke. He’d spent the afternoon buried deep in his work. Several times he found himself wanting to read the mysterious manuscript that now sat on the edge of his desk, but he fought the temptation, at least for now. He wasn’t sure he wanted to know what the next paragraph held.
The short passage he’d read wrecked him in such a way that all he could think about was Jason and that horrible Sunday afternoon. In fact, that memory was one of his earliest. Whatever had happened before in his life melted away at the tragedy he witnessed at the age of five.
But now, several drinks later, any memory that might have wanted to survive in his mind was swimming in a pleasurable pool of alcohol. In college he had been a big drinker, but when he met Kathy, suddenly his party days didn’t seem that glamorous. She’d insisted he come to church with her when they were dating, and the stability of that, along with her family and even their first daughter, Meg, had kept him away from the bottle for twenty years. Nearly twenty years, anyway.
He was just about to entertain some thoughts about Sydney when a large hand grabbed his shoulder. He didn’t even have to turn around. He knew it was Clyde.
Hey there, Clyde,
Jonathan said as Clyde pulled up a stool next to him.
Clyde Baxter topped six feet, with silver-gray hair, a nice, intellectual-looking face, piercing blue eyes, and a mannerism that reminded you of your favorite great uncle. His always crooked bolo tie never looked quite right on him, and his western shirts made a tight fit over his large belly.
Whenever he entered a room, he always tipped his large-rimmed cowboy hat at all the ladies and gave them a special wink, and though Jonathan always felt embarrassed by his lack of style, it somehow never seemed to bother anyone else. He wore old Wranglers that were always too tight and was never, ever seen without his snakeskin boots.
At sixty-seven he had written thirty-six western novels, a genre that had been less than popular in the past few years but had not limited him the least bit. Twelve of those novels landed on the New York Times Bestsellers List, and the other twenty-four had sold over one million copies. To say the least, he had been Bromahn & Hutch’s most successful novelist, and not only had Jonathan been responsible for finding him, he’d also been responsible for keeping him loyal to the house.
Over the past fourteen years, he and Clyde had become good friends, and admittedly, Clyde had been much of a father figure for him. In fact, there was really no one Jonathan respected more, although he’d been careful to always maintain a little bit of authority in the relationship, which for some reason, Clyde had been happy to afford him.
And so, throughout the years, Clyde had become part of the family. He’d attended all three of his children’s baptisms and was even present for his youngest daughter’s birth. Kathy loved cooking for him, and Clyde always enjoyed being cooked for. His wife had died of breast cancer shortly before his first novel was published, which allowed a lot of time for Clyde to write. On his thirty-sixth novel, he’d decided to retire after writing one final story in the life of his hero, Bartholomew Callahan. That single book had sold three million copies thus far and was still at number three on the bestsellers list.
How’s retirement, Clyde?
Jonathan asked him, pushing the last of his rum and Coke aside, as if Clyde wouldn’t notice.
Clyde smiled, made a deliberate glance at the drink, and then said in his typical midwestern drawl, Well, I’m comin’ out of it for a short while.
What?
Jonathan asked, trying to focus on the conversation. It would take him a moment, but eventually he’d be able to shake the buzz. Food. He just needed food.
Yesiree! That’s why I wanted to see—
Let’s grab a table, shall we?
Jonathan said as he slid off the barstool and wandered into another section of tables. He found an empty one and sat down without bothering to ask a waiter. Clyde quietly followed him and took a seat across the table. Jonathan unfolded a napkin so he wouldn’t have to focus his eyes on something steady, like Clyde, the saint of all saints. He decided to keep it light.
Clyde, you can’t come out of retirement. You killed Bart Callahan in your last novel, remember? The only people that get away with resurrecting the dead are those daytime soaps. By the way, we’re still getting letters about his death. You crushed the hearts of about a million ladies, you know.
Clyde smiled but was unable to respond before a waiter approached with menus. Can I get you something to drink?
Eat,
Jonathan blurted. I need something to eat.
He glanced up at Clyde, who just looked at him curiously. I mean, yeah, a drink—water’s fine. But bring us an appetizer, okay?
Uh, yes sir, which one—
Whatever. Doesn’t matter. Just something.
The waiter looked at Clyde, who quietly ordered tea. When the waiter stepped away, Clyde leaned forward on the table. Jonny, you’ve been drinkin’.
I hate when you call me that,
Jonathan said in a mild, unthreatening tone, the best he could come up with at the moment. I am of age, you know.
Clyde laughed a little, but concern lingered in his eyes.