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When Adolf Hitler came to power in 1933, approximately one hundred sixty thousand Jews called Berlin home. By 1943 less than five thousand remained in the nation’s capital, the epicenter of Nazism, and by the end of the war, that number had dwindled to one thousand. All the others had died in air raids, starved to death, committed suicide, or been shipped off to the death camps.
In this captivating and harrowing book, Leonard Gross details the real-life stories of a dozen Jewish men and women who spent the final twenty-seven months of World War II underground, hiding in plain sight, defying both the Gestapo and, even worse, Jewish “catchers” ready to report them to the Nazis in order to avoid the gas chambers themselves. A teenage orphan, a black-market jewel trader, a stylish young designer, and a progressive intellectual were among the few who managed to survive. Through their own resourcefulness, bravery, and at times, sheer luck, these Jews managed to evade the tragic fates of so many others.
Gross has woven these true stories of perseverance into a heartbreaking, suspenseful, and moving account with the narrative force of a thriller. Compiled from extensive interviews, The Last Jews in Berlin reveals these individuals’ astounding determination, against all odds, to live each day knowing it could be their last.
Leonard Gross
Leonard Gross is a journalist and author. Much of his reportage was done for Look magazine, where he served for twelve years as senior editor, Latin American correspondent, European editor, and West Coast editor. Gross has authored, coauthored, or ghostwritten a total of twenty-two books, including both novels and nonfiction. He currently lives in Bend, Oregon.
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5This book covers in detail the stories of a dozen or so Jewish individuals who managed to survive the Holocaust hiding in plain sight in Berlin, in the very heart of Nazism. The author conducted extensive interviews with his subjects and, I expect, those that helped hide them, and he covers their stories almost day by day. It's very well-written and at times almost reads like a suspense novel -- I didn't want to put it down. Highly recommended.
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The Last Jews in Berlin - Leonard Gross
I
DOWN TO DARKNESS
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HE WAS HANDSOME: his face was full and smooth and stamped with self-acceptance. But when he was angry it could be a tough face, the mouth set, the jaw pronounced, the eyes hinting at the intractable presence waiting behind his composure. Fritz Croner had publicly cursed the Nazis when they’d first appeared in Deutsch-Krone, the small, picture-postcard German town where he’d grown up. But after the Nazis had come to power he continued his life as though they didn’t exist. He was the richest young man in town, with a Fiat limousine and a BMW motorcycle, the biggest one made in Germany, and he loved nothing more than to gun the motorcycle over the rutted roads of the tiny villages, trying to get from Deutsch-Krone to Berlin, 150 miles to the southwest, in under three hours. When he traveled he paid no attention to the signs that said Jews were forbidden entry to restaurants and hotels. He ate and stayed where he pleased.
Even in 1939, when life for Germany’s Jews had become all but impossible, Fritz and his wife, Marlitt, went regularly to tea dances at the fashionable Eden Hotel. Fritz had met Marlitt Gelber one day in April 1936 in Sipnow when he and some friends were touring the countryside on their motorcycles to see how other Jewish families were getting along. Marlitt happened to be leaning out of her window, a stunning young woman with blond hair and blue eyes, the typically German looks that had always attracted Fritz. She was three months Fritz’s junior, and—all the more ideal—she had been reared in an Orthodox Jewish home. He had coffee in the Gelber home but did not spend time with Marlitt that day because she was in mourning for her mother. When the period of mourning ended he returned to Sipnow regularly. He found Marlitt to be a quiet and private person, which was very much to his liking. Within a few months they knew that they would eventually marry—and they did in March of 1939. The ceremony was performed by an Orthodox rabbi, with all their relatives in attendance. Fritz and Marlitt said goodbye to the wedding party at 9:00 P.M. and went to the Eden for a drink at the bar. Thereafter, no matter how difficult their circumstances, they went regularly to the theater and cinema. They were young and determined to live.
They looked German, which helped their masquerade. Marlitt, especially, had exactly the structure and coloring the Nazis extolled in their propaganda in behalf of the master race.
Fritz’s appearance was not so singular; you would never suspect him of being Jewish, but once you learned that he was, you wouldn’t be surprised. It was his attitude that transformed him: although he was a devout Jew who even observed the dietary laws, he felt German to his marrow. To family and friends, who were aghast at the chances he took, he would say, Look, I’m part of this country. No one has the right to push me out. I don’t allow anyone to tell me what I can’t do. I’m German.
To Fritz, German identity was his not simply by right of birth but by virtue of historical fact. Deutsch-Krone, his birthplace, was in the northeast corner of Germany, not far from the Polish border. No one knew exactly how long the Croner family had lived in this flat, lush lake country, with its harsh winters and miraculous summers, but there were indications that it had been centuries. Five hundred years before, Krone
had been spelled with a C, and the Croners believed that their ancestors had adopted the name of the town. Fritz’s great-grandfather, born in 1804, was buried in Deutsch-Krone’s Jewish cemetery, proof to the Croners that their roots descended at least to the eighteenth century. However deep they were, they supported a substantial presence. Fritz’s father, Willy Croner, was Deutsch-Krone’s leading merchant, as proud of the Iron Cross he had won for service in World War I as he was of his officer’s post in the synagogue. A leg wound had crippled him so badly that he had to use a cane, but his limp was, if anything, further proof of his devotion to the fatherland. Fritz’s maternal grandfather had also been wounded in service to his country during the Franco-Prussian War. He subsequently became the president of a disabled veterans’ group as well as a city official, and when he died, several hundred townspeople, half of them Gentile, came to the Jewish cemetery, where his comrades fired a volley over his grave.
That was Fritz’s real birthright: a sense that he belonged. What forces had conspired to give the Jews of Deutsch-Krone such a vivid feeling of permanence Fritz never knew. It was a fact of life he accepted, and until the coming of the Nazis it had never been challenged. As a child he had played in the homes of his Gentile friends, and they in his. He had never had troubles with his classmates, nor had he ever heard an anti-Semitic remark.
There were 300 Jews in and around Deutsch-Krone, out of a population of 12,000. Except for the time and manner of their worship, nothing set them apart from the rest of the community. They were totally comfortable, accepted without question in all aspects of community life. Anti-Semitic episodes flared from time to time among a fringe element of the population, but these activities were disavowed by the majority and had no impact on the lives of the Croners or on any other Jewish residents.
By the standards of Deutsch-Krone, the Croners were rich. Their clothing-and-textiles store was the most prosperous in the community. Willy Croner was extremely active in Deutsch-Krone’s Jewish life, but he mixed as easily with non-Jews as with Jews. He was not much interested in politics, and neither was his son. They were partial to the Social Democrats but, until the coming of the National Socialists, not in the least bit active. That changed on March 31, 1931, the first day that the Nazis of Deutsch-Krone went public. Wearing their brown shirts and swastikas, they marched to the memorial to the sons of Deutsch-Krone who had fallen in World War I. While members of the other political parties hooted, the Nazis laid wreaths with swastikas attached to them at the foot of the memorial. Death to the Jews!
they chanted.
Death to Hitler!
someone shouted from the crowd. It was Fritz, eyes glowering and compressed to tiny apertures.
Several hours later he was picked up by the police, charged with disturbing the peace, and warned that such outbursts would not be tolerated in the future. Later that day he was released.
By the end of 1932 it had become obvious that more and more members of the community were beginning to support the Nazis. The population of Deutsch-Krone was largely Protestant, and the Protestants had a greater tendency to affiliate with the Nazis than the Catholics.
By this time Fritz had become, if not a political activist, an aggressive anti-Nazi. At night he would help the Social Democrats affix their campaign signs to walls and posts around the town and tear down the signs of the Nazis. Inevitably there were clashes with the Nazis, and Fritz did his share of the fighting, a fact that disturbed his father, who thought the Nazis should be scorned rather than fought.
Fritz and his father were in agreement on one matter as 1933 arrived. They both felt that the only way to get rid of Hitler was to let him come to power, so that he could demonstrate his incompetence. The trouble in the streets, especially for Jews, had reached serious proportions; better, they said, to have an end with terror than terror without end.
But what had gone before was as nothing compared to the persecutions that began the moment Hitler became Chancellor on January 30. What surprised Fritz so much was the resentment that underlay the acts. They were motivated not by policy but by jealousy of Willy Croner’s wealth and his son’s popularity with the prettiest Gentile girls. Still, these people baring their hostility were not from the society in which the Croners had moved; they were the little people now suddenly able to hit back at those in the town whose success had festered in their minds.
A favorite target of the Nazis’ persecutions was a thirty-year-old Jew named Salinger, who stood six feet six inches tall; it seemed to give them special satisfaction to humble a man so big. Early in February, Salinger was sent to a concentration camp at Hammerstein, about twenty miles from Deutsch-Krone, along with a number of other Jews and several Communists. A few days later word came back that Salinger had died in the camp. His body was returned to his family; it was Willy Croner’s duty, as an officer of the temple’s burial society, to prepare Salinger for interment. It took only one look at the marks covering Salinger’s body to know he had been beaten to death.
Even then Willy Croner would not listen to any talk of emigration. Salinger’s death had shaken him badly, but he saw it as a single case and the work of hotheads just come to power. It was imperative now more than ever to see these Nazis for what they were—opportunists outside the German mainstream, hornets who would plant their stingers and die.
A national boycott of Jewish shops decreed by the Nazis on April 1 reinforced Willy Croner’s conviction. It passed uneventfully in Deutsch-Krone. Party members assigned to stand in front of the stores and warn shoppers away felt awkward and embarrassed. The Jewish shop owners solved everyone’s discomfort by closing their stores at noon.
For a year and a half now Fritz had been learning the textile business. But it seemed increasingly evident to him—if not to his father—that his chances of one day taking over the store were slim. He decided to learn another profession. Gold-smithing had always interested him. He began to make the simplest kind of jewelry and to learn the business end of the trade. He quickly realized that he was a better businessman than craftsman. By the end of 1933 he was making more and more trips to Berlin to trade in jewels. Within another year his time was almost equally divided between Deutsch-Krone, where he helped his parents with the business, and Berlin, developing his new contacts.
Each time he returned to Deutsch-Krone he found it more difficult to maintain his old relationships with non-Jewish friends. One day, walking on the street, he saw a friend named Hans Beckmann with whom he had gone through school. Beckmann was wearing the uniform of a Wehrmacht officer. Thinking he would spare his friend the difficulty of having to deal with him in public, Fritz looked the other way. But Beckmann hailed him.
Aren’t you asking for trouble?
Fritz said when Beckmann came up to him.
I really don’t care,
Beckmann said. I’m glad to see you. I want to talk to you. I’m doing this deliberately. It’s my way of advertising that I don’t accept the strictures against the Jews.
But that encounter, in 1937, was the only offer of moral support Fritz received.
Almost ten years had passed since the Nazi seizure of power had tapped a reservoir of ill will against the Jews. The family store had been taken and the family pushed from Deutsch-Krone, and no Gentile friends had come forward to protest. Fritz’s father, Willy, was now making gun barrels in a Berlin munitions factory, and Fritz was working on a railroad gang at forced labor for a few pennies an hour. The malevolence of the early years of Nazi power was, in retrospect, mere practice for the horrors that had since transpired. The horror of horrors had been Crystal Night,
the night of November 9–10, when Nazis throughout Germany had arisen in retaliation against the Jews for the murder, in Paris, of a young German diplomat by a Polish-German Jew.
In Berlin, Fritz had watched the Nazis burn the synagogues, rip the Torah scrolls and plunder the Torah silver, smash windows and loot the Jewish shops, feeling completely detached from what he was witnessing, as though it was an aberration that had nothing to do with him. He was German and rational; what he was watching was not German, because it wasn’t rational—Polish or Russian, perhaps, because Poland and Russia had had pogroms, but not German, because there had been no pogroms in Germany, where law and order prevailed.
Fritz’s feeling that he was not part of what he was seeing held through the next day as the looting continued and police arrested thousands of Jewish men—a warning, in the wake of the shooting in Paris, that no Jew should ever again touch a German—and Fritz received word of what had transpired in Deutsch-Krone. Had he been there instead of in Berlin, he would surely be dead, because a gang of young men had marched to the Croner home, not knowing it had been confiscated, intent on seizing Fritz and stringing him up on a gallows they had constructed especially for him—the final act of retribution against the richest young man in town.
Fritz had been determined never to leave Germany, but to stand and fight instead, because Germany was his as much as it was anyone’s, and if he left it to the rabble, there would be no Germany left. But this was no longer his Germany, and so, one day late in 1938, he had gone to the Aliyah office for emigration to Palestine and filed his application, along with one for Marlitt. Several times a week he would join the crowds at the Meinekestrasse office to see how his visa was coming. The signs were promising. Finally the Croners’ applications were’ approved. Fritz had already deposited several thousand dollars in a bank in Amsterdam in anticipation of their emigration. Now he and Marlitt packed their clothes and shipped them to Palestine, along with his motorcycle and some furniture.
On March 20, 1939, the Croners received notice to be at the depot that evening to take a train to Marseilles, where they were to board an illegal transport. But two hours later another caller advised them that there was no place for them on this transport after all. They would receive word of a new passage within a few days. Fritz and Marlitt rushed to the Palestine office to protest. They pointed out that they had already shipped their possessions and were almost without funds. Each day they were told to return the following day. Finally Fritz bluffed; he said that he had no more money. The bluff didn’t work; the office refunded his passage money. They were off the lists.
Fritz and Marlitt suspected that the officials at the Palestine office had been putting their own relatives and friends on the ships. Nonetheless they told each other, It’s happening for the best.
In truth, they had not wanted to emigrate. In spite of everything, they still felt German. They felt that somehow they would get along.
How wrong they had been, they now knew. On September 1, 1941, the Nazis had ordered all Jews older than six to wear a Star of David over their hearts as of September 19. It was a yellow star outlined in black and embroidered with the word Jude. Jews had been crammed together into apartments, sometimes more than twenty to a room. They were forbidden to leave their districts without permission or to be outdoors after evening curfew hours—policies whose underlying purpose became clear once the deportations began. Not only had the Jewish cattle been branded for easy identification, they had been penned into stockades where their captors could cut them out of the herd for the trip to the slaughterhouse.
In January 1942, Jews were ordered to surrender all their winter coats, warm clothing and blankets, which were then shipped to German troops at the Russian front. By early 1942 all Jewish households were required to post Stars of David on their doors. Jews were banned from public streets on which government buildings were located, as well as from the great shopping streets such as the Kurfürstendamm. Jews could not ride public transportation, except under special circumstances, or use public rest rooms. They could not use public telephones. They were restricted to certain yellow benches in the parks, and eventually barred from the parks altogether. On May 15, 1942, Jews were ordered to surrender their pets. Soon thereafter they were deprived of all electric appliances, cameras, typewriters, bicycles and other objects of convenience. And in July blind and deaf Jews were ordered to cease wearing armlets identifying them as handicapped. Jews had to give up their telephones and radios and could not buy newspapers or periodicals. Jewish children had long since been banned from German schools; now Jewish schools were closed and Jewish children prohibited from taking private classes. Jews were no longer permitted to purchase tobacco, nor were they permitted to buy milk, eggs, fish, smoked meats, cheese, spirits or—if by some miracle they could scrape up the money—such delicacies as cake or even white bread. The list kept expanding until all that was left for the Jews were potatoes, coarse black bread—less than one pound per week, a fifth of that allotted to non-Jews—cabbage and beets, and not a good selection at that, because they could shop only between four and five in the afternoon after the food had been well picked over.
To nourish his baby daughter, Lane, born to him and Marlitt in 1941, Fritz Croner was paying a fortune for black market food. Staying alive in Berlin had become an all-consuming, day-to-day struggle, but that was as nothing compared to the prospect of deportation. Neighbors and fellow workers had already gone; their own turn could come any day.
It was a set of circumstances that had already broken the spirit of thousands of Jews and driven many of them to suicide. But, miraculously, Fritz Croner still possessed those same qualities that in the early days had helped him stare down the Nazis: toughness, resilience, an almost sublime sense of his ability to survive. He knew that one day his family would have to go underground. To live in the underground you have to have money, money, money—and connections,
he would say. And so he had acquired both. In spite of the improbable odds, he had managed—in the few hours left to him each day after his forced labor at the railroad yard—to carry on a thriving trade in precious stones and had already accumulated cash and jewelry.
He had many clients. As German currency continued to lose its value, the value of jewelry rose. People who had never owned jewelry now bought it. Much of the buying was done in the larger stores, but those stores relied on go-betweens such as Fritz Croner to keep them supplied with merchandise. A large store would ask him if he could find a good one-karat stone. He would comb the smaller stores and the wares of private gem dealers until he found what he wanted at a good price. Then he would sell the stone to the larger store. In this manner he could earn hundreds of marks—sometimes in a single day. There were days when he walked the streets with five thousand dollars’ worth of jewelry in his pockets.
Not even the order to wear Jewish stars on their clothes starting September 19, 1941, put a crimp in Fritz’s business. Marlitt pinned the stars to their clothes; they would wear the stars when they walked the streets of their neighborhood, but remove them as soon as they left its boundaries. What they were doing was strictly illegal, and they knew it, but they had made plans for any challenge.
One day in December 1941 a policeman appeared at their apartment. He said that an anonymous informant had denounced both of them for failing to wear their stars.
Your informant doesn’t know what he’s talking about,
Fritz said. Here, look.
He showed the policeman two coats on which Marlitt had securely sewn the stars—and which they always left on hooks by the door. The policeman tugged at the stars, shrugged and departed. The Croners never saw him again.
But it was episodes like these that made Fritz realize that going underground was inevitable. He was sure that events would tell him when the day was at hand. On the morning of December 3, 1942, he went as usual to his job at the railroad yard; there two Jewish colleagues showed him notices they had received from the Jewish community headquarters ordering them to remain at home that day for statistical reasons.
The only statistical reasons Fritz could imagine would be those supplied by the Gestapo, which, periodically since October 1941, had required the Jewish community to supply a specified number of Jews for resettlement.
Fritz said nothing to his fellow workers. He watched them present their notices to the foreman, who excused them to go home. Then he approached the foreman. I received the same notice,
he said. His bluff worked; the foreman didn’t ask to see the notice. Instead, with a nod and a wave and what Fritz suspected was a knowing look, he excused him for the day.
Two hours after he had left for work Fritz was back home. Marlitt had just put Lane down for her nap. At the sight of her husband she paled.
It’s time,
he said simply.
Marlitt nodded. Then she immediately began to hide clothing and provisions for Lane in the baby carriage. Their own clothing would be left behind. The only possessions they would take with them were the jewels Fritz had guarded for this moment. These too would be hidden in the baby’s carriage.
The next problem to solve concerned Fritz’s family. (Marlitt’s father and two sisters had managed to emigrate to Shanghai several years before.) Fritz sent word to his parents and his uncle, his mother’s brother, to come to his apartment at seven o’clock that evening, an hour before the curfew for Jews. Then he set out for the apartment of a Frau Kosimer, a woman of seventy he had met through a stateless Russian-born jeweler named Makarow. The distance was less than a mile, normally a pleasant ten-minute walk along tree-lined streets whose buildings had not yet been hit by the bombs. Today Fritz felt as if he could make the journey in less than half that time. But while anxiety urged him on, prudence restrained his gait. He knew that his behavior mustn’t seem abnormal to anyone who observed him.
Frau Kosimer was a widow who had been living in Berlin since 1938. Her husband, a Jew, had been killed when the Germans occupied Austria in March of that year. She had moved to Berlin to be near her best friend. The authorization she brought with her noted that she was Catholic, and accordingly her resettlement was accepted without question.
For several years now Fritz and the Russian Makarow had been using Frau Kosimer’s apartment as a rendezvous where they could trade jewels in private and had been paying Frau Kosimer for the privilege. Their business had always been conducted in the late afternoon or early evening, so when she saw him at her doorway at this early hour, the thin lines in her angular face, more youthful than her years, deepened into creases. Months before, when the deportations had quickened, Frau Kosimer had quietly told Fritz Croner that if he ever needed a temporary refuge her home was at his disposal.
We’re in danger,
Fritz said now. We’ve got to leave our apartment.
He tried to mask his anxiety, but he could hear it in his voice. Frau Kosimer was his only hope. It was not simply that he and his family would be without a place to go if in the interval she had changed her mind, it was the burden he was placing on another human being. Gentiles who helped Jews in any way—the Nazis called them Judenknechte, lackeys of the Jews—whether they were friends of those they assisted or merchants or public officials, faced fines, imprisonment or even death.
If the thought of danger to herself crossed Frau Kosimer’s mind, it did not reveal itself in her response. Then you must come here,
she said at once.
Early that evening Fritz informed his parents and uncle that he, Marlitt and the baby were going underground. They were appalled. Nothing the Germans could do to them seemed as horrible as the strain and tension of living illegally. They couldn’t imagine living without the papers that, in Nazi Germany, were as necessary to life as food—identity cards, residence permits, work permits, cards that permitted them to buy food and clothing and to walk in the streets, even a postal identification card that enabled them to collect mail. Unexpressed, and yet part of their reaction, was a resistance, as well-bred Germans, to the idea of living with fraudulent papers. History and experience attached a premium to obedience; in Germany one did not walk on the grass, whether a sign proscribed it or not.
Fritz argued that their only chance for survival was in going underground, but he knew that he wasn’t being persuasive. Illegality was a young person’s game and his parents and uncle were too old to play it. It would demand strong nerves and physical stamina. There would be the constant need to move about; how would his father manage with his crippled leg? And being underground would also demand a meticulous attention to detail, for which none of them had demonstrated the patience. When the Nazis required all Jews to turn in their gold, silver and jewels, it was Fritz, not the others, who had gone to observe the process. Seeing that the receipts listed the items and quantity—one watch,
two rings
—but not a description or estimate of value, Fritz had turned in only his inferior pieces and held the good ones back.
There was, finally, the expense of living underground. Whereas Fritz had been working and hoarding jewels for just this moment, neither his parents nor his uncle had any such resources.
One matter was unexpressed but weighed on all their minds. For months now Fritz had been supplying his parents and uncle with much of their food. As an illegal
he would be hard put to support his wife and child. Most of his money would be spent on rent for hiding places.
Fritz promised his family that he would get in touch with them the moment he had relocated. As soon as they had said goodbye, he and Marlitt took a careful inventory of their clothing, selecting what they knew might have to last them for the duration of the war. Fritz chose the long leather coat, leather trousers and boots that were a holdover from his motorcycling days. Marlitt chose her most practical dress and warmest coat. As soon as they were ready, they walked from their apartment as though they were taking the baby for a stroll. It seemed to both of them that they were escaping from a prison; from this moment forward they would be hunted fugitives.
That night they slept in armchairs in Frau Kosimer’s apartment. Lane, one year and four months old, slept in her carriage. The next morning Makarow, Fritz’s jeweler friend, found them a flat on Prinzregentenstrasse in Wilmersdorf, a centrally located residential district. The flat had been occupied by Jews who had just been deported. It had no furniture and no cooking facilities. The caretaker, whom Fritz knew, told him he could have the apartment only until January 1, 1943, when a non-Jewish family would be moving in. It was a common enough story. The Third Reich had put far more effort into armaments than it had into housing, and the bombings, even at this point, had made an already severe housing shortage so critical that the deportation of Jews had created welcome possibilities for thousands of cramped non-Jewish families. Not only was the Croners’ sanctuary a temporary one but the cost would be four hundred marks, fourteen times what Fritz had been earning per month at the railroad yard. He was staggered. Even with his black market transactions, how long could they last at these prices?
But Fritz didn’t voice his doubts to Marlitt. He was determined that they would make it. This was their moment of life and no one would take it from them. No one, but no one, would send them from Berlin.
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HANS HIRSCHEL was a scholar and author whose writing had been likened to Thomas Mann’s. Before the Nazi regime he had edited and published an avant-garde literary magazine called Three Corners, whose format was a triangle and whose existence was attributable to the postwar explosion of German creativity that had caused Berlin to be considered the equal of Paris in the esteem of progressive intellectuals. As a member of Berlin’s bohemian elite, Hirschel reveled in the discussions that questioned long-held moral assumptions in public and private life. Never a practicing Jew—he had not even been bar-mitzvahed—he nonetheless took a strong, if critical, interest in religion, and had an impressive academic background in theology as well as philosophy. His dissertation, The Diabolic in Religion,
presented at the University of Freiburg, had caused chaos among the faculty with its thesis that every religious movement inevitably created its own evil concomitant.
Hirschel’s weakness in these ominous times was his excessive tolerance and good nature. Even when the faculty rejected the dissertation he refused to become bitter, and although Germany’s universities were notoriously anti-Semitic, he would not attribute his rejection to prejudice. He believed uncritically in people’s goodness and was forever trying to put himself in others’ situations in order to understand their behavior. He refused to take what happened to him personally and treated adversity with detachment. One winter day in the late 1930s he spent twelve hours at forced labor clearing snow from the Kaiserallee. As exhausted as he was the evening, he refused to see the evil of it, saying, The guards were quite friendly.
There were ways, however, in which Hirschel was well suited to the fugitive life he had been leading since February of 1942. He was, to begin with, extremely adaptable. Born to one of Berlin’s first Jewish families, he had lived much of his life in a grand apartment on the very Kaiserallee where he would later work as a slave—an irony that was not lost on him. As an underground Jew he was living in simple circumstances in a small ground-floor flat, cooking for himself and doing his own housework. And then there was his equanimity. Whereas some Jews gave themselves away by their timid manner, looking left and right as though they were afraid of being caught, Hans, tall and thin, with chiseled features punctuated by high-set ears, always seemed calm and relaxed as he walked through the streets, a pleasant smile on his face. For months after he went illegal he would stroll his old neighborhood in daylight, despite the fact that any healthy-looking