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Nothing is going well for Alek Dragovich, enforcer for the Undead. His position in the Directorate is in jeopardy, but he has little interest in the Directorate's schemes until someone tries to kill him.
Dhampir Marya Jaks, the offspring of a vampire and his mortal wife, can detect vampires, thereby making her a perfect vampire killer. When Marya learns that Drago has deemed her a threat to the vampire community and has ordered her termination, she strikes back.
Drago, the hunter, has become the hunted. But is it Marya who wants him dead… or another mysterious power-hungry vampire?
Jaye Roycraft, a former big-city police officer in Wisconsin, has incorporated her police procedural knowledge into her stories of the undead, creating urban fantasies that twist together modern realism with history. Jaye, author of ten novels, has presented numerous workshops for writers both online and at conferences, has been a contest judge, and has been a featured panelist at Dragon*Con. Jaye recently moved from the frozen tundra and now lives in sunny Arizona.
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Afterimage
Book 2 of the Image Series
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Jaye Roycraft
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One
Vicksburg, Mississippi
IT WAS STILL the witching hour when he broke into Marya Jaks’ house.
He would have liked to believe that he chose the hour out of poetry for the occasion, but the truth was that he simply wanted to get this loathsome assignment over with before dawn so he could steal some well-deserved sleep before returning to Paris.
A shaft of moonlight speared him from the skylight high above. A pendulum clock somewhere in the living room announced the quarter hour with four funereal bongs.
Moments earlier, with the silence of a night shadow, he had slipped to the rear of the Louisiana-style raised cottage, searching for an easy way in. It had indeed been easy. French doors sprouted everywhere beneath the tin roof. Those leading from the rear porch into the living room were unlocked.
Negligent! His disdain for the subject of his visit grew.
He stood now in the living room, opening himself further to the nighttime whispers of the house. A refrigerator hummed from the kitchen to his right. The soft tinkle of wind chimes from the porch wafted through the open door. The clock ticked with the steadiness, if not the allure, of a heartbeat. He tilted his head back, closed his eyes, and drew a deep breath.
She immediately flooded his senses.
The beating of her heart, strong and rich with the promise of life, reverberated in his mind, drowning out all other sounds, save one. The resonance of her breathing tickled not only his eardrums, but danced along his skin, raising the fine hairs along his arms. But it was her scent—potent, heady, and full of life—that held his attention. His nostrils flared. Riding the sweetness of life was an acrid undertone.
Death.
He hated aberrations.
He opened his eyes, and his senses guided him unerringly across the living room through a bay nook adjacent to an angled snack bar. A small kitchen table and two chairs sat empty beneath paintings that filled the walls with splashes of color, the hues subdued in the gloom of night.
A short hallway off the eating area gave access to a utility room on his left. He passed the utility room, stopped before a closed door at the end of the hallway, and took another deep breath. The scent of her blood was so strong he could almost taste it on his tongue. But this visit was business, not pleasure, and a rather nasty business at that. He ignored the age-old pull of the fluid of life and pushed the door open silently. He could see her in the blackness as clearly as if it had been daylight.
The aberration was stretched out on the bed, limbs and bedclothes alike askew. Dark hair fanned out along one side of her pillow and flowed across her neck to twist under her arm on the other side. The hem of a pale lavender nightshirt bunched at her waist, revealing long, slim legs and round hips. White bikini underpants left little to the imagination, but the image didn’t interest him.
He had always hated aberrations. He sighed as he poured himself into a boudoir chair near her bed. There was no reason he should be handling a case like this that a local enforcer could dispose of with ease. It was only because he had once dared to prick the good will of la directrice that she relished giving him these detestable assignments. Their tiff had been almost one hundred years ago. He wished she would get over it.
Aberrations were creatures with tainted blood that were more than human, yet not quite damned to the realm of Demi Monde, the half-world of Midexistence. The aberration before him was the daughter of a dhampir. This dhampir, the offspring of a male vampire and his mortal widow, had been a particularly nasty creature. He had been human, but thanks to his sire, endowed with the ability to detect vampires. The dhampir had zealously hired himself out as a vampire hunter until he himself had fallen prey to one of those he hunted. The daughter, the aberration, had inherited her father’s uncanny abilities and heightened sensory perception. She was a danger to the vampire community.
He sat and watched her.
Her long limbs were fetching eye candy, but it was her face that held his attention. He couldn’t make out all her features, but what he did see was pleasing enough in its smooth, unblemished contours. She slept peacefully, just the barest trace of a smile curving her parted lips.
It had been his experience that female aberrations were disgusting creatures. Unable to handle the burden of their strange heritage, many turned to drugs. Ironically, these were the aberrations most often granted life, as their unappealing scent, made more so by the drugs, discouraged vampiric contact. But their destructive lifestyles often killed them when the Undead would let them live.
This aberration was different. He could tell from the tang that stung his nostrils that she was clean and healthy, and what his eyes beheld only supported the conclusion.
He flipped the light on.
MARYA WOKE WITH a start, vaguely aware that consciousness was siphoning away a very pleasant dream. She cracked her eyes and saw a man seated not six feet away from her bed. The blue eyes that stared at her were so riveting they seemed to be no more than six inches away. She wasn’t alarmed because she thought he was still part of the dream. She didn’t want him to go away. It wasn’t so much that he was beautiful. The long, aristocratic face and strong features hardly signified beauty, yet he was the most compelling vision of a man she had ever seen. She was afraid to blink for fear the vision would dissolve.
Her eyes blinked of their own accord, however. She blinked again. The vision remained, but the dream ended.
He was a vampire.
The scent of the Undead didn’t cleave to him as strongly as it had to the others she had met. In fact, the air she breathed carried no more than the faint spoor of a musty room, mysterious and beckoning, like her grandmother’s attic. Yet she knew without a doubt what he was. His appearance screamed Undead, from the unnatural glow of his electric blue eyes to the attitude of superiority that clung more tightly to him than the black leather trousers he wore. How dare this creature invade the privacy of her bedroom?
She sat up, both angry and embarrassed that he should see her like this. In her culture, it was taboo for a woman to show her legs to a man. Who are you? How did you get in here?
She reached for her blanket and yanked it toward her.
Alek Dragovich,
answered the creature softly, as if the name itself would answer all her questions.
It did. Drago. She wanted to laugh. He was no dream. He was a nightmare. There wasn’t a vampire or a vampire hunter on Earth who had not at least heard of l’enforcier. He wasn’t an executioner, wasn’t even the only enforcer who reported to the Directorate. He was simply the Anti-God. For vampires, revenants, aberrations and ghouls, there was no appeal from Drago’s decisions. I know who you are.
"C’est bien! One explanation saved. Do I have to answer your second question, mademoiselle?" he asked, his silky voice skating the border between whisper and breath. His words would have been pure arrogance had not the look of total boredom been so evident in his hooded eyes.
She frowned. The fact that he was uninvited would mean nothing to a creature of Drago’s age and strength. You know perfectly well you don’t. But would it have troubled you too greatly to call at a decent hour?
Both his brows lifted just slightly, as if it would have been too much of an effort to lift them any higher. My time is valuable. I can’t afford to sit in a hotel and wait for what you consider ‘a decent hour.’
And my time isn’t valuable? Do you mind if I at least get dressed?
He said nothing for a moment, but the fingertips of one hand tapped up and down on the arm of the boudoir chair. When he finally spoke, he flattened his hand against the arm and slowly rubbed the pads of his fingers up and down the velvet upholstery. There isn’t anything I haven’t seen in over five hundred years, but if you wish it, go ahead.
He obviously enjoyed being obtuse.
I meant, in private.
At last the hint of a smile twitched one side of the perfect mouth. "Don’t keep me waiting too long, mademoiselle. A lifetime’s worth of patience was spent long ago."
In a motion so quick and smooth she couldn’t register it, he was on his feet. He was tall, nudging six feet, but gave the illusion of even greater height. Perhaps it was the long face, longer hair, and lean body, or maybe it was the aura of power that shrouded him, but he seemed to fill the room. The hem of his black trench coat danced only inches above heeled boots.
I’ll hurry, I promise,
she replied with as much dryness as she could summon. It wouldn’t do to be overtly rude to a creature as powerful as this one, but if she was going to be flagged for termination, she wasn’t going to go down without a fight, either.
He gave her a bow as sensual in its indolence as his previous movement had been dispassionate in its speed. Then he was gone from the room, her retinas retaining only the briefest image of long, black hair and the swirling pleats of his coattail.
She dressed, taking her time. It was not only her subtle way of rebelling against his orders, it gave her time to plan her strategy. Actually, there wasn’t much scheming to be done. She had anticipated this day for a long time and knew all she could do was debate her stand for life with as much conviction and dignity as possible. Once the verdict was given, though, she knew she wouldn’t have the physical or mental capacity to oppose even a local enforcer, much less l’ enforcier. Whatever he decided, it would be final.
But just why was a vampire from the worldwide Directorate here to interview her? She had expected a local enforcer from the Brotherhood, perhaps a regional officer, but surely no one with more standing in the hierarchy than that. But for l’ enforcier himself to be here . . . She tried to decide if his presence boded good or bad for her. A chill washed over her as she slipped out of her cotton nightshirt. It couldn’t be good. Nothing about Alek Dragovich was good news.
She put on a sleeveless white blouse with a low neckline, a long broomstick skirt in indigo, green, and violet, and added several handcrafted gold jewelry pieces that she herself had made. Even without high-heeled shoes, she estimated she’d be almost as tall as Drago. She didn’t have the need or desire to dress up very often, but for an audience such as this one, jeans wouldn’t do. Strangely, the simple outfit made her feel good. And confident. She would need every bit of confidence she could muster for her interview with Drago. She brushed her hair that fell to the middle of her back until the static electricity made it crackle and dance. Then she rinsed her face before putting on just a touch of makeup.
He was waiting for her in the living room, but instead of making himself comfortable on her wide sofa or overstuffed recliner, he was on his feet. He had removed the trench coat, revealing a white knit shirt as companion to the leather trousers. His long-sleeved shirt outlined the hard, elongated muscles of his lean arms and torso as he slowly circled the room, fingering her belongings as if they were goods in a market to be appraised for purchase.
At her appearance, he didn’t turn toward her or even look in her direction. Instead, he ran his fingertips along the bottom frame of the large painting to the right of her fireplace. His touch on the satin-finished metal frame was almost like a caress, and Marya felt violated. It was bad enough that he was here for her, but must he also examine her every possession?
Mar-ya, is it? Slavic, if I’m correct.
Like Maria, but without the accent. And yes, it’s Slavic. So?
He continued fingering the frame, as if he were searching for a layer of dust. Interesting. Not the kind of name I’d expect in this part of the country.
Was he intentionally trying to irritate her? If so, he was doing a good job of it. Well, I’m not exactly your typical Southern belle.
"Remarkable artwork, mademoiselle. Is it yours?" His gaze slid over the painting. It was one of her ultra-realisms, done in acrylics, and showed a small girl and a woman standing at a gate.
She planted herself on the sofa and crossed her legs as slowly as she could. It’s one of my creations, yes. That one is called ‘The Eternal Wait.’
She paused, waiting for the inevitable comment.
It came, but only after a moment of silence, and it wasn’t about the painting. "Your English is very good, mademoiselle. And you live comfortably."
Comfortably? What did he know of how she lived? Contrary to what you obviously believe, not quite all of us are illiterate and live in tents. But you didn’t come all the way here to comment on my lifestyle or critique my art, did you.
It was not a question.
His eyes finally acknowledged her—eyes so blue it hurt to look at them. It wasn’t just what was there—color of a beauty and intensity rare in humans and Undead alike—but what was lacking in their depths. Life. Warmth.
No . . . you know why I’m here,
he stated, the softness in his voice at odds with the lack of emotion in his words.
He seemed to know everything she was going to say, and she doubted anything she could say would surprise him. To decide if I live or die.
Succinctly put and accurate. You’ve been interviewed every two years for the past twelve years. Six visits. Six recommendations. Three in your favor and three against. I perform the final evaluation. I make the final decision. Do you understand?
Twelve years of her life. No, more than that. Her entire adult life, brutally summed up in a few brief sentences. Three for and three against. As if nothing else in the past twelve years mattered a whit. A sharp pang of anguish threatened to squeeze her throat shut. In truth, nothing much else had mattered. She forced herself to speak. I understand that, but not a whole lot else. Am I allowed to plead my case, or have you already made your decision?
Too late she realized her mistake as he sank to the sofa beside her. Why hadn’t she thought to sit in the recliner?
"Mais certainement, mademoiselle. You will be allowed to speak."
He drew out the words seductively, but the hooded eyes gave her the distinct impression that he cared little, if at all, for anything she had to say.
The closeness of his body was suffocating. She wasn’t sure if it was the aura of power that emanated from him and crawled over her skin, eating away at her defenses, or if it was her own fear drying her throat and scattering the unspoken words of her response.
She wanted to back away from him, but her pride held her still.
His voice filled the silence, his mouth only inches from hers. I have read all the reports. I know the story of your father and grandfather alike. Rest assured that I will allow none of these things to sway me one way or another. My decision will be my own, and no, I have not yet made it.
Assured was the last thing she felt right now. He had leaned even closer to her as he spoke, and she hated him all the more for it. She was sure he knew his closeness was intimidating, and she well knew from past experience that intimidation was a favorite tool of the Undead. She had despised the six enforcers who had visited her previously, but what she had felt for them was nothing compared to what she felt now.
Her silence obviously prompted him to continue. I will sum up for you what I have learned. That way, I can confirm that all previous reports were accurately made, and you will know that my decision is based on the facts.
He leaned back again, but the distance only gave her a better look at his face. Thick brows tented his hooded eyes, and double smile lines ran down either side of his face. A faint cleft shadowed his chin, above which rested a very dispassionate mouth. She wondered how he had ever smiled enough even in his five hundred years to etch such deep smile lines. She wanted to hurt him and scratch the lines even deeper into his face.
Instead, she finally found her voice. That’s all well and good, but I can guarantee you that my truth is very far from yours.
"I will try my utmost, mademoiselle, to see your truth." The antifreeze eyes, empty of compassion, said otherwise.
Go ahead, then. I will correct you when you are wrong.
At that, one side of his mouth lifted, not enough to make the long smile lines pop, but enough to indicate amusement. All at her expense, she was sure.
He began her story. Your grandfather, Nicolai, while living in Romania, was brought to the Other Side. Correct?
Yes.
But even after becoming a vampire, he had an insatiable . . . appetite . . . for his widow.
She frowned. Must you put it like that? He loved her. She was his wife.
"The Undead know little of love. It is a lust, mademoiselle, nothing more. Take my word on this, for it is something I understand only too well."
She wanted to argue further, but didn’t. She wanted this whole thing over with, and she wanted this creature out of her house. Go on.
"It is a lust, but a very powerful lust, a need that the vampire puts above all else. The vampire Nicolai continued to bed his widow until she bore him a son, your father Andrei. Your father was what many of you Gypsies call a dhampir, the human offspring of a vampire."
She interrupted him. Some things were too important to let pass. Don’t call us that. It’s offensive. We’re Roma, not ‘Gypsies.’
He held a hand to his heart. "Pardon, mademoiselle! Je suis vraiment desole. Sometimes I forget the era in which we live. We must be politically correct, no?"
She wouldn’t have thought it possible, but her loathing for the l’ enforcier increased even more. How dare he reduce the centuries-long struggle against persecution to a snit over political correctness? She closed her eyes and swallowed. She mustn’t fight with him. She mustn’t. Her survival depended on it.
She opened her eyes. Don’t bother with apologies. Just do me a favor and call us Roma, all right?
"Comme vous voudrez. As you wish. Andrei, the dhampir, had extraordinary abilities, did he not? He could detect vampires so well that he was hired by many of the . . . Rom to kill vampires, including his own father."
She swallowed again, but the tightness in her throat made it difficult. Yes, but he only did that for a few years. He didn’t enjoy killing, even creatures as foul as you are.
She couldn’t resist that last, even if it did anger Drago.
He blinked and paused in his recitation, but if he was angered, his hooded gaze didn’t show it. Andrei lived until five years after you were born. At that time he was killed by one of the vampires he had been hired to kill years before, but had failed to. Poetic justice, some might say.
She was trying to control her anger, but he was making it harder and harder. Only a blood monster like yourself would call that ‘poetic justice.’ The Rom didn’t feel that way, and my mother most certainly didn’t.
He leaned all the way back against the sofa’s cushioned back, stretching his left arm along the top of the backrest. His hand was directly behind her head. You lost one father. I lost seven of my brethren to your father’s vampire-killing career.
Her anger, still hot, helped her to ignore the proximity of his pale fingers. ‘Brethren.’ Don’t make me laugh. I’d be surprised if you personally knew any of them.
As a matter of fact, I did. But we regress. The story moves on to you, Marya. You have inherited your father’s abilities. Those abilities have been well tested and documented by local enforcers over the years. You cannot only detect vampires by sight and smell, but you have an unusually strong resistance to the compelling gaze of the average vampire. Do you dispute any of this?
She sighed. There was no point in denying anything. As he said, it was all documented. "No. When I saw you in my bedroom I knew almost immediately what you are. But the legends aren’t as strong here as they are in Europe. Even if they were, I’m not an active part of the local Roma community. After my father gave up his career, he moved himself and my mother to France. When he was killed, my mother sold all his belongings, brought me here, and saw that I went to school. She wanted a better life for me than she had had. But I keep to myself. I don’t seek out gadje, and I certainly don’t seek out your kind. I’ve never had any contact with vampires outside the enforcers who have come to harass me. I am no danger whatsoever to any of the Undead."
"‘No danger,’ mademoiselle? I’m not so sure of that. You carry much anger within you. What assurance do I have that in an encounter with one of my kind that anger would not prompt you to use your abilities to do him harm?"
Marya couldn’t believe what she was hearing. Now was as good a time as any to ask to speak her piece. You told me I could speak. May I now?
She felt rather than saw his fingers moving behind her head, stroking the fabric of the sofa. You have been doing an excellent job of speaking thus far without my permission.
He sighed, but continued before she could form a reply. I have yet to perform the final test on you, but if you wish it, go ahead.
She took a deep breath. She was glad she hadn’t prepared a set speech, for she knew she wouldn’t be able to recite memorized words. What she wanted to say now came straight from her heart, and whether they helped her cause or hindered it, she didn’t care any more. You want to know why I’m angry? I’ll tell you. If you had ever experienced the kind of persecution the Roma have, you’d understand all this.
Drago leaned his head back, and the motion narrowed his eyes. A muscle twitched in his cheek, but Marya barely took notice. She went on, neither caring if he had a response, nor wanting to give him a chance to respond even if he did have one. My people have been enslaved, murdered, and denied the rights that most people take for granted. And should not some of that anger be directed toward your kind? What my grandfather and father did has nothing to do with me, and yet for the past twelve years you’ve held my life hostage. The fact that I’m not now part of the Roma community is because of the limbo you’ve put me in. If I were living with the Roma, I would be pressured to marry. Family is everything to us. But how could I allow myself relationships, knowing that in a few short years some vampire, who knows nothing of life, might arbitrarily decide I am to be denied mine?
She paused to catch her breath, and the sudden silence was almost deafening until the clock announced the top of the hour with the requisite number of clangs. After the final bong, its echo hung in the air, giving nervous energy to the silence that descended once more. Still Drago said nothing.
Marya knew she hadn’t made any brownie points with her speech, but she didn’t regret a single word. It had needed to be said. Even if he didn’t understand any of it, even if it meant her termination, it had been worth it.
He finally spoke, and his voice was very soft. "Tell me of your life, mademoiselle. In spite of your passionate declaration to the contrary, you do have a life. Quite a prosperous one. I see it all around me." He raised both hands in an acknowledgment of her artwork.
She shook her head. He would never understand. My father’s career was . . . lucrative. When he died my mother had enough money to give me a decent life. But I do have to make a living. My painting allows me to largely work at home. I attend arts and crafts shows and an occasional art club meeting. That’s all. I have no social life to speak of and no close friends. I rent this house and most of the furnishings. I’ve never lived in any one spot more than three years. My mother is dead and I have no other family nearby. That is my life, if you insist on calling it such.
He leaned toward her again, his body nudging closer yet to hers. She was painfully aware that his leather-encased left leg was only two inches from her right leg. She dared not touch him, yet she rebelled at backing away.
"Oh, I do, mademoiselle. Only when life is completely stripped from you will you understand how much you have."
So that was it. He had already made his decision. She would be flagged for termination. Her throat constricted again, and she had to force the words out. So that’s it, then? Just like that?
He threw his head back. My comment was purely rhetorical. Only when I am finished will I make my decision. Tell me of this man whose name appeared in the last report filed on you. Jaime Buckland. He is a boyfriend?
She took another deep breath. She hated bringing Jaime into this. No. He’s an acquaintance. He would like our relationship to be more than that, but I’ve made sure he remains a distant friend, nothing more, for the reasons I’ve already given you.
Drago’s neon blue eyes seemed to burn into her. And if you were granted life, you would have a relationship with this man?
Maybe. I don’t know. As I said, I’ve kept him at a distance. There’s a lot about him I don’t know.
But you would rejoin the Roma community?
"It wouldn’t be easy, but they’re my people. The gadje certainly aren’t."
‘Gadje?’
The non-Roma.
He tapped his fingers on the backrest behind her head. And if someone in the Roma community were ever to approach you and want you to use your talents against one of us . . .
She shifted her position, ostensibly to adjust her skirt, but the movement gave her the opportunity to move a few inches away from him. Those few inches of space were like a breath of fresh air, and the relief from his proximity gave her renewed courage. I’m not my father. I’m not a vampire hunter. Much as I despise all of your kind, I have no desire to kill vampires. I would never hire my abilities out.
In spite of all this anger and hatred that you seem to harbor.
Her eyes met his, a dangerous proposition, but she was not going to be the one to lower her gaze first. My feelings are a part of me. I don’t know that I would ever be able to change them. But I can control my actions.
"You are sure of this, mademoiselle?"
She held his eyes. Yes.
You would, for instance, make no move against me now in spite of your feelings for me?
Only in self-defense. If, for example, you move your hand any closer to my hair, I would have no compunction against slapping your face.
He laughed out loud and brought his hand from behind her head. "Bravo, mademoiselle! I admire your spirit. Few would dare say such a thing to