Beloved Impostor
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Felicia Campbell has just received a death sentence from her uncle and the king. In a fortnight, she is to wed the Earl of Morneith. Vowing to escape her fate as the bride of the lecherous, decades-older nobleman, she devises a daring scheme. But the plan goes horribly awry when she is abducted. Now the only way to survive is to continue her deception and yield to Rory Maclean, her clan’s most hated enemy—and the handsomest man she has ever seen.
After tragedy claimed his first two wives, Rory took to the sea. Ten years later he returns home, vowing never to marry or give his heart again. But then his clansmen steal a bride for him: a fearless, spirited beauty who can wield a sword as well as any man. As bitter strife continues to divide his homeland, Rory will move heaven and earth for the woman who has healed his soul—a woman who isn’t what she seems.
Beloved Imposter is the 1st book in the Scottish Highland series, but you may enjoy reading the series in any order.
Patricia Potter
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Felicia Campbell, has just found out her guardian and uncle has betrothed her to marry a man thrice her age and has been known to be abusive to his past wives. Felicia lost her parents when she was young, and she and her cousin became as close as brother and sister. But he is in London, so she must find a way to escape and get to London. So Felicia creates a plot to escape with her brothers fiancee aiding her, and as she is escaping her uncle's men, she is captured by their families enemy, the Maclean's. Felicia knows that she will have to lie about her true identity. Rory doesn't want to be Laird, he just wants to go back to his ship and be on the sea. Rory has lost two wives and a unborn child, and knows that his clan is cursed, so he plans to never marry. But then a couple of his men kidnap a lovely lass who stirs his blood. At first he is outraged at his men's audacity to set him up with his next wife, but he refuses to give in. As the days go by, and one thing leads to another, he starts to realize that what he and Felicia have is not something you just give up on. But will he be able to put the past behind him and start fresh with Felicia and a love so powerful it could break the curse upon his clan?Beloved Impostor is the first in the Beloved Trilogy by Patricia Potter. Now I have known about this author for years, but have never really had her books on my TBR until the past month or so. So when I went to my local library, quite a few of her books were present, so I decided to try this series out. I do love a sexy highlander, especially if its set in the medieval time period. I had no clue what to expect from Patricia Potter but after reading Beloved Impostor all I have to say is AMAZING!!!! I can't believe it took me so long to read this book. Lately I have felt like I have been in a rut of sorts, in the past month or so there have only been a few books I have been able to read get fully 100% into. So when I started reading Beloved Impostor I was hooked, line and sinker. I was amazed by how much I was enjoying this story, in fact it will be going on my top favorites, because I was impatient to get through work today so I could get back to it ASAP!!!This story begins with seeing Felicia and her creativity and charming wit, and her rebellious nature that is contagious. The emotions from Felicia were so vividly portrayed by the author, I couldn't help but find myself into the story from the first line. I was anxious to see how Felicia would get a happy ending. From the beginning you are enchanted by Felicia and her endearing personality that gets you practically addicted. Even though she is a very strong willed heroine, she also is fun and easy to relate with. I never felt like she was a super feisty heroine that just drives the reader crazy. Instead you, the reader, you feel as if you could be best friends. Now Rory, oh Rory, I completely fell in love when he entered the scene. He isn't your typical Alpha male, in fact at times he was a mix between Alpha and Beta at times. Which was very refreshing since especially lately I have been overdosing on Alpha males. Now don't get me wrong, I love them, but sometimes its good to have a more gentle like hero. Rory is a tortured hero, who has suffered more than most. Having been married twice, but loved his first wife deeply, and it was heartbreaking seeing his side of things. You just want to hug him from the moment you see how much he is still suffering. I almost wanted to jump into the story and make him smile. Rory is pretty mad at his men for kidnapping a innocent woman, and even though he is attracted to her, he doesn't want to pull her into his world of grief and turmoil. He is so protective of her, before they even share their first kiss. His character is very deep enriched in the story and before long you feel as if you have known him all of your life. It has been a while since I have met such a intense and memorable character that just captivates your heart.The story is very solid, and the plot is never ending, at first you wonder how Rory and Felicia go from strangers to lovers. There is quite a bit of conflict involved, and not just Rory's past. Felicia has a betrothed who isn't just going to give her up, and they are both from waring clans where marriage would be impossible. The author here has done her homework of the time period, and you see how she places events in history into play just a bit. Not overly much, just enough to add some spices to enhance the story even more. I felt one of the strongest points of this story was the intense emotion that was constantly displayed. I definitely went from laughing my head off, to crying me eyes out I was so emotionally in tuned to the characters, that I couldn't stop myself. The side characters were fun to get to know, and boy did I love both families. I can hardly wait to read more from Rory's family, boy they are such delightful men...I am beyond eager to get my hands on their stories!!! Should be delicious fun!! :)Overall a fully satisfying romantic romp that takes you back in time to Scotland, where clans were waring with each other, and passion was boundless. A story that will draw your attention completely, and impossible to put down unless its your house burning down or some earthquake. Be warned this story will knock your socks off, and in ways you never imagined. A captivating story that touches the heart and sears the soul. Masterful storytelling to enthrall the reader in such a way you won't be able to breathe until the last page!! UNFORGETTABLE!!
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Beloved Impostor - Patricia Potter
Prologue
Scotland, 1420
As thunder roared and lightning flashed outside the tower room, the old woman keened over the still body lying in the bed.
Her lady’s face was as pale as the death hovering about her. She had not died as planned, but she was dying nonetheless.
Siobhan Campbell had raised Lady Mary, had watched her happily marry a Maclean, only to discover her husband was a monster.
Lady Mary was as dear to her as if she were her own child.
The young lass had always been intrigued by her nurse’s second sight
and had often asked Siobhan to tell her fortune. Only last year Siobhan had looked at her lady’s hand and seen death. To her bitter regret, she’d said nothing. She had been called witch too many times. Lady Mary had always protected her, but if she foretold a death …
She had earlier warned her lady against marrying the Maclean to no avail. Lady Mary had been dazzled by the lord’s dark good looks and had laughed at her warnings.
Bitterness and regret flooded Siobhan. She had failed to protect her charge. She looked down at her lady again. Lady Mary had been married five years, and there had been no children. Her husband wanted an heir at any cost, even the life of the lady who loved him.
But he couldn’t be seen as at blame. He had not wanted a feud with the Campbells. He had chained her to a rock to drown in the cold sea. He could then claim a tragic accident: his wife wandered on the beach and was caught by a high tide.
It would have happened as planned had not fishermen rescued her at the risk of their own lives. Her head was all that had remained above water. A few more moments and …
They had carried her back to the Campbells, to Dunstaffnage. But in the end, it hadn’t mattered. Lady Mary’s heart was broken, her spirit destroyed by terror and betrayal. She had simply given up. Fever was doing the rest.
Siobhan leaned down. They will pay, my lady,
she whispered. They will pay for this.
She held Lady Mary’s hand until the last breath came. She had said she would call Lady Mary’s father when the time came, but he had been as guilty as the Maclean. He, too, had wanted the marriage. He, too, had ignored her warnings.
Siobhan leaned over and touched her lady’s cheek. Then she stood, trod slowly to the window, and looked toward the Maclean holdings many miles away. Rain pounded against the glass window. Lightning lit the land below. Still, men were mounting below. There would be retribution this night.
She opened the window and braced herself against the rush of wild wind laced with rain. The room went dark as the wind blew out the candles. She lifted her arm in the direction of the Maclean holdings.
No one would take Lady Mary’s place. Not ever.
She closed her eyes and concentrated. She knew her powers. She had kept them hidden for fear of being burned at the stake. But they were strong within her, and never more so than now.
Her fingers clenched into a fist as she shouted the words into a wild night. No bride of a Maclean will live long or happily, and every Maclean will suffer for it.
The sky exploded with lightning as if to acknowledge the curse. Thunder rocked the castle. The words echoed in the room, then were seized by the wind.
Tears mixed with rain, yet she knew a certain triumph. Her lady would be avenged by centuries of Maclean grief.
Chapter 1
Scotland, 1509 A.D.
No!
The cry tore from Felicia Campbell’s throat as she stared at the message from her uncle.
He would not do this to her. He could not do this.
Her hands crushed the parchment as if doing so would erase the words.
She never thought her uncle—and guardian—would agree to a marriage for her with a man more than three times her age. She had met this particular earl once. This chosen husband. He was a man of great girth and dirty hair, and an arrogant and cruel manner. She remembered too well how his eyes had rested on her small breasts in a way that made her shudder.
The words in the letter were stamped on her mind. "The King wishes this marriage. It is a good alliance for the Campbells. You will be escorted to Edinburgh in a fortnight’s time for the formal betrothal.
Dread as well as despair knotted her stomach. She was being sold for expediency.
As a ward, she knew she had little choice in marriage. She was no beauty, but her uncle was one of the most influential men in Scotland. And that made her not only acceptable but highly sought. An alliance with the Campbells was valuable.
Still, she had always believed her uncle would try to choose a good man as well as a wealthy one. Angus Campbell had taken her into the household after the death of his sister, Eloise, and her husband, John Campbell, of the Loudin Campbells.
But Angus Campbell was rarely at Dunstaffnage. He spent most of his time at the Scottish court in Edinburgh. When he was at home, he was indifferent toward her, but never cruel.
Felicia closed her eyes. She wanted to please her uncle. He and Jamie were all the family she had. He had taken her in and provided for her needs. But she would not marry the Earl of Morneith.
She wandered down the chilled corridor of the keep. She had to see Janet, her friend, who had retired to her chamber to read her own letter. But Janet’s was from her beloved, while Felicia’s had contained a sentence worse than death. The two messages had arrived together, both by special messenger from Edinburgh.
Felicia knocked at Janet’s door, then opened it. Janet sat on a chair and held the letter in clenched hands. Jamie will be a few days longer in London,
she said. We will have to delay the wedding.
I’m sorry,
Felicia said, desperately wishing she had such a problem. To love the man she was to marry. What a wonder that would be.
Janet and her family had been visiting Dunstaffnage to complete the marriage formalities and await the arrival of Jamie, who had been in London on an errand for the king. Then Felicia’s uncle had been suddenly summoned to Edinburgh by King James, and Janet’s father left as well. Janet had begged to stay another week to work on her wedding gown.
Janet looked up from the letter to meet Felicia’s gaze. What is wrong? What did your uncle say? Is it anything about Jamie?
Wordlessly, Felicia handed her letter to Janet.
Janet’s face clouded as she read it, then asked in her soft, gentle voice, What are you going to do?
Felicia shrugged hopelessly.
Janet reached out a hand to her. I wish … I wish you could be as happy as I am.
I am glad you are. Jamie loves you.
She tried to smile, though her heart was breaking into a hundred pieces.
Janet didn’t say anything. She had also been at grand events the earl attended. She had seen him as well. And had probably heard tales of his debauchery. What can you do?
Felicia shook her head.
If only Jamie were here—
He isn’t,
Felicia said bleakly. Janet believed Jamie could solve every problem. She herself had, as well. But how could he defy the king?
The letter said you must be ready in a fortnight.
Two weeks before my life ends. Her mind worked frantically. She had always known that her one worth to her uncle was marriage, an alliance. But she also knew that she was plain at best and not much of an enticement to prospective husbands. She had hoped …
She didn’t know what she had hoped. But she certainly hadn’t expected him to arrange a marriage with someone so … appalling. Her uncle said in the letter that the king wanted this marriage, but she also knew the king needed her uncle.
If only Jamie were here. He was more brother than cousin. He had lost two sisters in their infancy and had readily taken to the role of her protector since the first day she came to Dunstaffnage as a heartbroken and confused child of five.
Her uncle had approved. It relieved him of the responsibility. And as long as Jamie performed well in military arts, Angus Campbell paid little attention to his outside activities.
He did not know—at least Felicia did not believe he knew—that his only son had taught Felicia to fight, to use the bow, the sword. Nor did he care that Jamie had taught Felicia to read, when Angus believed women should not bother with such things.
Amazingly, she was very good at the former and even better at the latter, a fact that had amused her cousin, as had her interest in healing. Nairna, the healer, had been her friend and taught her the healing arts.
Jamie had treated her as an equal, or almost as an equal. He hadn’t cared that she was plain, that her red hair was untamable and that she had few of the womanly attributes that most men admired in a woman.
Morneith would care little about her unorthodox skills. He would want a wife to serve his needs, to produce more heirs.
Again her mind went to Jamie. But what could he do? She knew neither King James nor her uncle were men to be defied. She would not want Jamie to lose his head for her.
She must help herself. And she had only two weeks to do so.
Felicia?
She tried to smile, but knew she failed miserably. She wanted to cry, but Campbell women did not cry. I will not,
she said again. I will not marry him.
But the king—
He can do nothing if I am not here.
Ideas were already forming in her mind. Anything would be better than marriage to the earl. Anything!
She would go to a convent first and ask for sanctuary.
A convent!
That was the answer. She would far prefer that to being wed to a beast.
There was one not twenty-five miles away.
She would pack tonight. Ride out tomorrow. She and Janet often went riding, though there was usually a guard with them. She would have to find a way to distract the guard.
Would Janet help? Her friend was shy, even timid, respectful of duty and authority. Yet she had a sweetness and loyalty that won hearts. Felicia had often puzzled over their friendship because they were so opposite. But mayhap that was also the attraction.
Felicia would lose even her friendship then.
She took the letter from Janet.
Janet stared at her, dismay written on her face. How can you leave?
Felicia spoke rapidly, spewing words before thinking them through. You and I go riding with a groom each morning. Perhaps I can trick him and ride toward the closest convent.
They will not take you without a dowry,
Janet said. I know my father had to pay one for my cousin.
I have some jewelry from my mother,
Felicia said.
They would not defy the king.
Janet tried another tack.
Her friend was right. Few in Scotland would. If she were to escape, she must flee to outside the king’s—and Morneith’s—reach. If she could reach Jamie in London, he might be able to help her flee to France without anyone finding out.
Will you help me?
she asked Janet. You would have to go riding with me. You can take one of the slower mares, then you can say I fled. You could not keep up.
I wish Jamie were here,
Janet said.
I am glad he is not. He would be risking his life if he defied the king.
And he would,
Janet said. He would defy both his father and the king for you.
She hesitated, then said in a small voice, Of course, I will help.
Felicia felt terrible. She knew what it took for Janet to utter those words. She wanted to withdraw the request, but she needed Janet’s help too badly. She would make sure no blame came to her friend.
I will have to sew my jewels in my cloak and decide what I can take with me.
I will help you,
Janet said, her voice more sure now that she had made the decision to help.
Still, Felicia saw the apprehension in her friend’s eyes. Guilt as sharp as a knife thrust deep inside her.
But she knew she would never be allowed to leave the castle walls alone. She also knew she had to move quickly.
She and Janet supped alone with only her maid in attendance. She had no desire to dine in the great hall with the rowdy men at arms. Not tonight.
They usually dined well, and tonight was no exception. Felicia treasured every bite, knowing that she probably would not have such fare again soon. Mutton and capons, salmon, pears and apples, and freshly baked bread and tarts. Her uncle insisted on having a good cook, since he often entertained other Highland families and even the king on occasion. The cook, Sarah, was rightfully proud, even arrogant, and refused to allow anyone in the kitchen other than her chosen helpers.
Felicia had attempted to visit and learn more about the kitchen, but she was always rebuffed. She’d been rebuffed by everyone when she wanted to be helpful. Everyone but the healer and Jamie.
Apprehension whittled away at Felicia’s appetite, but she knew she needed to eat. She would eat well on the morn as well, for she would be running for her life.
Janet darted sympathetic glances at Felicia as she took one bite, then another. After she had eaten all she could, she took the remaining bread and wrapped it in a piece of cloth. She would take it with her tomorrow.
She dismissed her maid for the night, then she and Janet stitched jewels into her cloak.
When they were through, Felicia reached for Janet’s hand. Thank you. I will see that you are not blamed.
They clasped each other, then Janet went to her room.
Felicia went to the window of her room and looked out at the hills she loved. Everything safe in her life had just shattered into small pieces. Should she try to stay and make the best of the proposed marriage? Then she thought of the earl again, the cruelty and lust in his eyes. He’d already had three wives, and rumors abounded as to the fates of each.
Jamie and Nairna had taught her to value herself. And now she was considered no more than an item to be bargained for.
Rory Maclean stood on the cliff, looking out over the sea, his mood as cold and bleak as the waves smashing against the rocks.
He had returned four days earlier, and already the place was sapping his soul. Ten years away, and yet it seemed he had walked these cliffs yesterday, mourning the lass he had loved above all else.
He wished he were anywhere else.
If not for duty, he would be captaining his own merchant vessel in wanner climes. He was a seaman and trader by choice. He’d long wanted to cut the ties that bound him to a legacy of hatred and bloodshed. He wanted to be away from this place that haunted him.
Duty had brought him back. It was the only thing that could.
His clan was in peril. Campbells had been raiding small villages and stealing cattle since his father died two years earlier. His older half brother, Patrick, had disappeared into France. His younger half brother, Lachlan, was no warrior.
Word of his father’s death and brother’s disappearance had finally reached him in Leith a year after it was sent. Douglas, the family steward, had apparently despaired of finding Patrick and called for him. It was an urgent plea he could not ignore, however much he wished he could.
He had also learned news in France that would have brought him home in any event. It bode ill for the Macleans.
His gaze went to the Sound of Mull. He gazed at the rock that some said caused all the Maclean misfortunes, including the deaths of Rory’s two wives.
It was on that rock decades ago that one of his ancestors chained his Campbell wife, hoping that the tide would drown her. She lived for a short time after, but a Campbell curse, and war, had followed the Macleans ever since.
Rory?
He whirled around.
Douglas had approached so quietly he hadn’t noticed. It was not a good thing. As a lad raiding Campbells, he could hear the rustle of grass. Another memory he would rather forget.
We are pleased you have returned,
Douglas said.
You did no’ give me much choice.
We have missed you.
Rory didn’t say anything. He did not miss this place, though he did miss friends.
Rory, you have to wed again.
The devil I do,
he snapped back. His gaze went back to that accursed rock.
It is a myth, Rory.
"Tell Maggie that. And Anne. If you can bring them back to life."
Douglas was silent. I know you loved Maggie.
I loved both my wives,
Rory corrected, though that was not exactly true. Maggie had his heart. Anne had his loyalty and gratitude.
We need an heir.
I have two brothers.
He had vowed never to marry again. He had lost two wives. He did not want to inflict a similar fate on another woman unwise and unlucky enough to accept him.
Patrick would return. Everyone but Rory thought he was dead. Patrick was too strong, too wise, too loved to die. He had always been their father’s favorite. He had been the heir, something that Rory had never regretted. He’d always looked up to Patrick, always followed his lead. Until the day that Maggie died and he decided to carve out his own path. He had always been lured to the sea and the family’s source of wealth. Knowing his grief, his father had backed his maiden voyage as a trader. That was ten years ago.
No sense in thinking about that now. He had responsibilities. But they would not include marriage.
I do not have to do anything I do not wish to do,
Rory reminded Douglas.
’Tis not a matter of wishes. We need an heir,
Douglas insisted.
If he had not saved Rory’s life more than once, Rory would have cut him short. But tolerance did not mean compliance. Then my brothers will have to produce one.
We canna take that chance. If you die without an heir, the Campbells will smell weakness. We could not stand against them.
Rory silently, reluctantly, agreed. It was the one reason he’d returned. Not to sire an heir but to create a peace between the two clans. His father had been a strong laird who had held the clan together. But there were conflicting interests, disputed property, feuds even within the clan. And that weakness made them prey for predators. He wondered if now was the time to tell Douglas what he had heard, but it was still rumor. He needed proof. And he did not want to assume the position of laird.
I will not usurp Patrick’s place,
he said.
He has been gone three years now,
Douglas said. There’s been no word, no message, no demand for ransom.
I will hear no more of weddings and heirs. I am far happier at sea than I am in this cursed place. There are too many ghosts here. I tire of war, cousin. I tire of these feuds that go back centuries. I tire of vengeance creating more vengeance. I tire of politics and the constant shift of loyalties and betrayals. I want no part of them. I returned because you said the situation was desperate. Now I find you want an heir rather than a leader.
He couldn’t keep the disgust from his voice. He was ready, in truth, to mount a horse and ride back to Leith where his ship and crew awaited his orders.
If he did not return within a month, Sven, his first mate, was to take command and sail to France with a cargo of wool.
Douglas said nothing else, but Rory knew from his expression that he had not given up.
Rory turned the conversation to another matter. You said there have been frequent raids?
Aye. Campbells burned several of our outlying villages and stole the cattle. I told our tenants that they would not be required to pay their rent this year. I hope you feel that is satisfactory. With no one here to guide me …
No one but Lachlan has been here for two years,
Rory interrupted, and you have managed well. I am not quite sure why it was so urgent that I return.
The Campbells are getting bolder. I have sent protests to the king, but I do not have your influence. You are the designated heir. Not Lachlan. He would not have the authority, nor the allegiance of the clan. You must apply for recognition. Until you officially become laird, we have no real power.
We have little power anyway, compared to the Campbells,
Rory said wryly.
That is why you must marry well. There is a lass, Janet Cameron, who would bring a strong alliance to our clan.
She is to marry James Campbell. All of Edinburgh knows that.
But young Campbell is in England. There is time—
To steal another man’s bride? I think not.
The Camerons have been friends in the past. They would no’ resist. If your brother or you had been here, it would have been a natural alliance.
Rory drove his clenched fist into the palm of his other hand. I said no, and I will hear no more about the matter.
Douglas stilled, evidently realizing he had gone too far.
Then the Campbells. What should we do about the raids?
Rory knew what he said next would determine his leadership. If, in truth, he even wanted it. Which he did not. It was being foisted upon him, and on his infernal sense of duty.
Arrange a truce. Petition the king for peace. Even the Campbells would not defy him.
They will not agree unless they feel we can bite as well. And our Macleans want vengeance.
Then they will be disappointed.
And the destruction of our villages?
I am not going to destroy their innocents because they destroyed ours,
he said curtly. Not if we can accomplish peace through negotiations.
They will see only weakness.
Douglas paused. It means more than that. Our people need those cattle. They will starve without them.
Douglas was right. He would need some threat to bargain with. He finally nodded. But cattle only. I will have no killing.
Douglas nodded. It will be done. I will arrange a raiding party tonight. Do you want to go?
Aye.
It was necessary if he was to take the role of chief. Only then could he lead the Macleans into some accommodation with the Campbells. He had to prove himself. And he would ensure there was no repeat of the horror of years ago, a night that had never left his consciousness. Tonight no woman or child would be harmed.
Perhaps he could make a truce with the Campbells, then retire to sea again. It was a lonely business, the sea, but the challenges took away some of the pain that was always with him. The loneliness. The regret.
He never quite stopped thinking of Margaret—Maggie—his first wife, his love. She had been lovely. Small but capable of great love. She had been so excited about the birth of their first child. She would take his hand and hold it against her stomach, and they would rejoice in feeling its movement in her belly.
But then something had gone terribly wrong.
He had lost both of them. And his heart as well.
He remarried for convenience, only to find an affection he did not expect, and another sorrow. One that turned his already wounded heart to stone.
He had lived here with Maggie. The chamber he had shared with her still seemed to radiate with her presence. The scent of roses lingered even now, or perhaps it was imagination.
He could not bear to stay there. He had moved to another chamber, the stark bedchamber of his youth that held no memories of her.
But the corridors did.
He did not want to stay here.
Yet hundreds of clansmen depended on him. He couldn’t run again. He would do what he had to do, then leave again for the sea. He would find a way to have Douglas named laird until his brother returned.
Patrick would return.
Or else he would have to turn Lachlan into an accepted laird.
Because he wouldn’t, couldn’t, stay here. And he most certainly would never wed again.
When Felicia and Janet reached the stables the next morning, they were told that they could not ride, that orders had come from the captain of the guard that no one was to leave the castle grounds.
The Campbells had raided the Macleans. There was bound to be retaliation.
Felicia begged. George, you know I ride every morning.
Aye, I know, but William told me ye were not to leave the walls. ’Tis far too dangerous, he said.
William was her uncle’s steward and no doubt had orders from him. They would have nothing to do with her safety but everything to do with ensuring she would remain at Dunstaffnage.
Just for an hour. My mare needs exercise.
Ye can exercise her in the bailey. Or I can gi’ her a ride. I can do no better for ye, my lady.
His stubborn expression told Felicia that nothing would move him. He needed the position as head groomsman.
I will talk to William,
she said, lifting her head and trying to keep her dignity. William was not a man to be challenged. He had her uncle’s full confidence, was empowered to conduct raids on his own.
What do we do now?
Janet asked as they walked back to the tower.
You are leaving in four days,
Felicia said. You will have an escort.
Aye,
Janet said, but how will that—
I will take your place. We have the same height. The weather is cold enough that no one would be surprised if you wore a cloak that covered your hair and a tartan your face.
But my father’s men are very protective.
I will find a way,
Felicia insisted.
But—
I will make sure you are drugged, so no blame will come to you,
Felicia said.
Janet stared at her as if she were mad.
She probably was, but she had little choice. The very thought of coupling with the Earl of Morneith spurred her to desperate measures.
It cannot work, Felicia.
It must,
she replied. Please help me.
I cannot bear the thought of you alone without protection.
You know Jamie taught me how to use a sword and knife, and even a bow. I am not helpless.
You may not have an opportunity to use any of them.
Aye, you are right, but a small chance is better than none at all. I know Jamie will assist me when he knows. If only I can avoid marriage until I reach France. I know he will help me once I am away from Scotland.
Janet regarded her with wide eyes. It is very dangerous,
she said. I could not do that.
You could, if faced with wedding Morneith.
You are far braver than I am,
Janet said. I just worry about you. I want you to be my sister. You are my best friend. My only true friend.
Then will you help me?
Janet nodded reluctantly.
If only your escort appears in time. My uncle said he would send soldiers for me in a fortnight’s time.
They will. My father dislikes inefficiency,
Janet said. They will arrive as ordered.
Felicia reached out and took her hand. I am so pleased Jamie chose you.
Janet smiled, her eyes lighting. I know I am lucky that my father agreed to the match. He really wanted an alliance with the Macleans. If Patrick Maclean had not disappeared …
The Macleans are said to be a brutal clan,
Felicia said. Thank God that you and Jamie are pledged.
Janet shivered. I am. I have heard about the curse your family placed on them. ‘No Maclean bride will be happy.’
Felicia shuddered. She had heard of the curse, too. And knew that disaster had befallen nearly every Maclean bride since it had been spoken. It was deserved, she knew. A Maclean had tried to drown a Campbell. But she never understood why the curse was against the brides and not the men, since it was a man who had been responsible for the villainous deed. It was unfair, but then everything about being a female was unfair.
They both considered the injustice of it for a moment, then Janet took her hand. I will do whatever needs to be done.
Douglas continued trying to convince his lord he should marry. On the fourth day, he agreed with Archibald that they should take matters into their own hands. He refuses to consider a bride,
Douglas told the Maclean captain of the guard.
Archibald sighed. I feared that.
It is important to the clan.
Ye canna’ make a man do your bidding. Particularly a Maclean.
If he has no choice …
I do not ken your meaning,
Archibald said.
I hear Janet Cameron is visiting the Campbells. Word is she will be traveling home in four days. We can bring her here for Lord Rory.
He will have none of it.
But if she’s taken, she would be ruined,
Douglas said. He would have an obligation. It is said Janet Cameron is a beguiling young lady. Beautiful, well-mannered and obedient. I know Rory. He will want to protect her.
He will have our heads.
He yells much, but he is no’ a cruel man,
Douglas said. He would know we have the clan’s interest at heart. He is still mourning for Maggie. Perhaps he always will. And for the wife in Edinburgh. But we can help him realize he can be content, that the curse is naught but a myth.
And we will have an heir,
Archibald replied.
We will have an heir, and take a measure of revenge upon the Campbells by taking young Campbell’s bride. Pick your men carefully and leave tonight after we depart for a raid across the border. Malcolm and I will keep our lord occupied elsewhere.
Chapter 2
The night was perfect for a raid, though miserable for Rory and the men accompanying him. Freezing winds blew against their mantles and cloaks. Heavy, rain-swollen clouds shrouded the craggy hills in complete darkness.
Clansmen, familiar with the area and experienced in stealthiness, led the way. Rory was second in the single file of riders. Malcolm, the man second only to Archibald among the Maclean soldiers, led. A scout had gone before them.
Rory had been gone far too long. He knew he did not yet command the confidence of his clan. He would have to do that tonight. He had expected Archibald to accompany them, but the man was ill, and Malcolm had taken the captain of the guard’s place. The long ride had prompted too many memories, too much time for thought.
Rory felt none of the anticipation he’d felt as a young lad embarking on his first raid. It had been an adventure then. Little had he known it was to turn into a nightmare.
His stomach constricted at the memory. He’d been leader of what was to be a small, punishing raid of a Campbell village. But someone had seen them and alerted others. His party had been ambushed. Three had been mortally wounded, and in a vengeful rage, his clansmen had burned every croft. One had raped a woman and killed her child for defending her.
Rory would never forget the sight of one of his own clansmen standing triumphantly over the body of a young lad who had tried to protect his mother. Nor would he forget the look of surprise on the man’s face when Rory had slain him as he turned on another child.
He’d been but nineteen, a callow youth who thought he owned the world and was a warrior in the truest sense. He had changed that night and over the succeeding weeks, when he had been mocked and derided by his fellow clansmen. It ended only when his father and Patrick had supported his actions. He’d known that some among his clan did not understand, would never understand, his defense of a Campbell. Even a Campbell child.
He remembered every moment now. He felt the sickness in his gut as he had then.
He would have left Inverleith, his clan’s seat, had he not met and married Maggie. She’d brought magic into his world, as well as solace. She had understood his pain over that night and had told him that was why she loved him.
That magic and happiness had lasted exactly fifteen months.
He did leave then, and had gone to sea, finally marrying the daughter of the shipping master and becoming captain. It had been a marriage of convenience for both of them, and yet he had come to care deeply for Anne. It was not the magic that he’d had with Maggie, but he did care for her and tried to make her happy the few months he was in port.
He had not brought Anne back to where Maggie had died. If he stayed away, mayhap the curse would not touch him again.
But it had found him … and Anne.
He’d still not returned, not until twelve days earlier, ten years to the day he had left. He had found a keep falling into ruin, a dispirited clan decimated by the feud with the Campbells and a household with few women. Many apparently had come to believe that the Campbell curse affected not only the chiefs of the clan but all the Macleans.
His brother Lachlan seemed to care more about his lute than management of the keep. And while an aging Douglas served as steward, a woman named Moira was responsible for housekeeping duties. She was a healer who had been forced into a position for which she had no aptitude or training. The few women servants she instructed were no more trained than she. Some were timid wives of his soldiers; some were daughters. Some cared, but most did not.
Rory had kept his ship spotless. He knew discipline was vital to the well-being of his crew, and discipline began with keeping some measure of order.
There was no order at home.
Lachlan deserved some blame but not all. He was not a soldier, had no inclination to be one, nor was he meant to be a steward. He was too soft, too forgiving of the unforgivable. He had planned to be a priest and was well suited by temperament to be one. Rory hadn’t discovered yet why he had not pursued his vocation. Lachlan had avoided questions thus far.
Rory only knew that once his father had died and his oldest brother disappeared, the clan had lost heart.
The scout returned. Malcolm held up his arm. They stopped, dismounted, and spoke quietly.
Rory was excluded. Though all appeared to respect and look up to him, it was obvious that they trusted one another more than their newly arrived chief.
He turned to the scout. You have found the cattle.
Aye,
the man said cautiously.
How many guarding them?
Four.
Rory turned to Malcolm. "I do not want anyone killed. It will only bring more attacks. I will take one man—the scout—and silence the guards. You stay here until you hear a whistle, then approach and take the cattle.
But my lord …
There is no but, Malcolm. Those are my orders.
The other eight men stared at him in disbelief. And unhappiness. Blood lust was apparent. They all looked at Malcolm, who nodded. Reluctantly.
He turned to the scout, Nab. You lead.
The man seemed to have eyes that penetrated the dark, but then so did Rory. He had perfected that ability during his years at sea and the need to adjust his eyes to absolute blackness.
The man turned, gave him a wary look, then moved ahead. They walked for a long while, then the man stopped. Nab climbed a hill and signaled Rory to move next to him.
He looked down. Shadows materialized beneath them. Cattle. Many of them. A fire was barely visible