Savor: Living Abundantly Where You Are, As You Are (A 365-Day Devotional)
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Read, learn, pray, cook, and share with New York Times bestselling author Shauna Niequist. Savor is a 365-day devotional that invites you to expand your perspective about Christ-centered living by incorporating prayer and recipes for gathering with family and friends over breakfasts, dinners, and late-night snacks.
Shauna becomes a friend across the pages as she shares her heart with yours, keeps you company, and invites you into the abundant life God offers. Savor teaches us:
- To savor each day, whatever it holds: work and play, coffee and kids, meals and prayers, the good stuff, and the hard stuff
- Life is all about relationships, and your daily relationship with God is worth savoring in every moment
- Recipes from Shauna's kitchen to enjoy around a table with people you love
Savor has a beautiful linen cover. Inside you'll find:
- 21 delicious recipes and a helpful recipe table of contents
- 365 devotions—each devotional includes a short Bible passage, an insightful story from Shauna, and a thoughtful prompt to help you grow
- A ribbon marker to help you keep your place
This devotional makes a perfect gift for a friend looking to experience a more integrated faith— and anyone who loves trying out new recipes or enjoys hosting gatherings for loved ones.
Look for additional inspirational books and audio products from Shauna:
- I Guess I Haven't Learned That Yet
- Present Over Perfect
- Bread and Wine
Shauna Niequist
Shauna Niequist is the New York Times best-selling author of seven books, including I Guess I Haven’t Learned that Yet and Present Over Perfect. Shauna and her husband, Aaron, and their sons, Henry and William, live in New York City. Shauna is an avid reader and traveler, and a passionate gatherer of people, especially around the table.
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- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5This is not really a book of devotionals. It is actually just excerpts from the author's other works that are very loosely paired with scriptures. There are some that don't even mention God or faith. I started this book after having just finished one of the author's other works and was immediately disappointed by recognizing large portions of the text. I'll admit I felt a little bit cheated. These excerpts were not even all that thoughtfully selected. The scriptures often were only tenuously connected to the reading's topic. I would recommend this for person who has never read the author before and wants to see if they'll like her writing. If you've read any of her other books, this will all sound very familiar.
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Savor - Shauna Niequist
RECIPE LISTING
Blueberry Yogurt Morning Cake
Lemon Dill Soup
Fregolotta
Pumpkin Banana Anything Muffins
Melody’s Sausage & Egg Strata
Frisée, Hazelnut & Goat Cheese Salad
Lindsay’s Green Chile Strata
Ravinia Pasta Salad
Curried Chicken Salad Tea Sandwiches
Monica’s Goat Cheese Toasts
Spicy Peanut Noodles
Summer Salad
Jennifer’s Catbirds/Carnitas
Sara’s Lasagna
Curried Cauliflower
Baked French Toast
Wild Rice Salad
Grilled Peach & Caramel Sundaes
Thai Beef Salad
Emily’s Poppy Seed Cake
Annette’s Fondue
images/img-400-1.jpgINTRODUCTION
What I want to do is savor this life—my life, my children, my community, this gorgeous world God created. That’s what we all want, right? To soak up the goodness all around us, to be aware of holy fingerprints everywhere, to walk through each day expecting and noticing those glints and shimmers of the divine right in the daily—in a hug, a tomato sandwich, a quiet moment, a text from someone we love.
That’s what I want, and so often I miss it. I lay in bed at night frustrated with myself that I allowed the minor annoyances of life to obscure the rich melody underneath it. I rush and push and don’t even see the beauty all around me. I let my fear about the unknowns in our future or my desire to control everything and everyone around me cover over the deep beauty and grace and peace that are playing like a drumbeat under everything.
This collection is my attempt at paying attention, at clearing away space and noise, and inviting you to hear the drumbeat, too. God’s always speaking, always. He’s always moving, always present, always creating, always healing. The trick, at least for me, is paying attention. The trick is savoring.
I tend to live in my head—analyzing every word of that last conversation, regretting what I did, anticipating what’s coming, worrying about what could go wrong. Whole plot lines unfold—beginning, middle, end—in the time it takes me to brush my teeth or for the toast to pop up out of the toaster.
I’m trying to get out of my head. And I’m trying to get right down into the raw soil of my own life. Because it’s happening whether I decide to notice or not. These children are growing taller each day. I peeked in at Henry last night, and it seemed his legs stretched all the way down his bed, as though he’s a teenager and not a seven-year-old.
Things will not always be as they are now—there will be new things, other things, good things. But I don’t want to miss this, this right now, this sacred everyday. And I don’t want to only see the surface. I want to see the depths—the work of God all around me, in conversation and prayer and silence and music. I want to connect with the God who made me from dust, on purpose and for a purpose. I want to walk through my days in a warm conversation through prayer, aware as I walk that he walks with me, that as I speak, he hears me, that as I rest, he carries me.
I forget so easily that there’s a bigger picture. I’m easily seduced by the bustle of the day—lunch and laundry, deadlines and dinnertime. I forget that it’s all held together by a holy, loving God, and that we get to be his partners in restoration and healing. I forget that there’s more than I see, more than I can dream.
This book is my gift to you, my hand holding out to yours—let’s remember these things together. Let’s clear away space together, trusting that what we’ll find in even small moments of prayer and silence will transform us. When I begin the day in prayer, I find that it’s easier to continue that way. When I begin the day with God’s word, with silence, with a grounding sense of his love for me, then I find it’s easier to bring those things with me throughout the day, and it’s harder for me to locate them if I didn’t pause with them at the start.
So let’s begin together. Let’s savor this day, the beauty of the world God made, the richness of family and friendship, the good gifts of creativity and work. All the things that populate our days are worth savoring. Let’s walk together.
images/img-8-1.jpgJanuary
1
images/img-5-1.jpgOUR STORIES
Don’t you know that you yourselves are God’s temple and that God’s Spirit dwells in your midst?
—1 Corinthians 3:16
These are my stories, the stories of life as it reveals itself in my field of vision, and the cast of characters are my friends and family and neighbors. I’m telling these stories because they’re the only ones I know and the only ones I have the right to tell, believing that in them you will find your own stories, with your own beautiful and strange characters and plot twists. I believe that these love letters to my own quotidian life will unmask the tiny glimmers of hope and redemption masquerading as normal life in your corner of the world.
The world is alive, blinking and clicking, winking at us slyly, inviting us to get up and dance to the music that’s been playing since the beginning of time, if you bend all the way down and put your ear to the ground to hear it.
You have stories worth telling, memories worth remembering, dreams worth working toward, a body worth feeding, a soul worth tending, and beyond that, the God of the universe dwells within you, the true culmination of super and natural.
You are more than dust and bones.
You are spirit and power and image of God.
YOUR STORY is worth telling—it’s part of God’s story, and his Spirit dwells within you. Take a few minutes to thank God both for your story and for his Spirit in you.
January
2
images/img-6-1.jpgSTART WHERE YOU ARE
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.
—Psalm 23:5
My friend Laura’s New Year’s resolution is start where you are.
I love it. Whatever thing seems too intimidating, whatever new skill seems too far off to develop, whatever project has been hanging over your head forever: start where you are.
Each of us has been created by a holy God with love, on purpose and for a purpose. But so many of us feel afraid or unprepared. This is the secret, though: No one is prepared enough. No one is perfectly ready.
Let’s choose together to take one step forward today, whatever that means—a phone call, an hour of writing, a day away to dream. Sometimes even just a half hour to brainstorm or plan gets us unstuck. No one lives out an exciting calling without just plunging forward at some point, full of fear and uncertainty.
The world is full of people who can talk your ear off about all the reasons they can’t possibly just begin that thing they’re longing to begin. Let’s not be those people. Let’s start where we are.
WHAT’S THE dream or vision or project you feel called to in this season of your life? What’s one tangible way to start where you are?
January
3
images/img-5-1.jpgBITTERSWEET
Shall we accept good from God, and not trouble?
—Job 2:10
The idea of bittersweet is changing the way I live, unraveling and reweaving the way I understand life. Bittersweet is the idea that in all things there is both something broken and something beautiful, that there is a sliver of lightness on even the darkest of nights, a shadow of hope in every heartbreak, and that rejoicing is no less rich when it contains a splinter of sadness.
Bittersweet is the practice of believing that we really do need both the bitter and the sweet, and that a life of nothing but sweetness rots both your teeth and your soul. Bitter is what makes us strong, what forces us to push through, what helps us earn the lines on our faces and the calluses on our hands. Sweet is nice enough, but bittersweet is beautiful, nuanced, full of depth and complexity. Bittersweet is courageous, gutsy, earthy.
So this is the work I’m doing now, and the work I invite you into: when life is sweet, say thank you and celebrate. And when life is bitter, say thank you and grow.
SPEND A few minutes thanking God even for the bitter parts of your life, trusting his love and goodness even in the midst of loss.
January
4
images/img-6-1.jpgA PIECE OF A STORY
That which was from the beginning, which we have heard, which we have seen with our eyes, which we have looked at and our hands have touched—this we proclaim concerning the Word of life.
—1 John 1:1
When my friend Doug told me that the pattern of death and rebirth is the central metaphor of the Christian life, he was giving me the currency that he earned through his own brokenness. He was telling me something that God had written on his life as a part of his story. The reason I didn’t understand it at that point was because I didn’t need to, but then several years later, I did.
You tell what you know, what you’ve earned, what you’ve learned the hard way. You watch it fall on what seem to be deaf ears, and you mutter something under your breath, something about pearls before swine. But then ten years later you realize that one fragment of your story has now been woven into someone else’s, as a bridge to a new way of understanding and living. I didn’t need proof from a theologian or a tip from a church practitioner. I needed a piece of a story, something real and full of life and blood and breath and heartache, something that someone had lived through, a piece of wisdom earned the hard way. That’s why telling our stories is so important.
WHOSE STORY has helped bring you to a new way of understanding and living? Who has been helped by hearing your story, your hard-won understanding?
January
5
images/img-5-1.jpgTHIS IS IT
I commend the enjoyment of life, because there is nothing better for a person under the sun than to eat and drink and be glad. Then joy will accompany them in their toil all the days of the life God has given them under the sun.
—Ecclesiastes 8:15
This is what I’m finding, in glimpses and flashes: this is it. This is it, in the best possible way. That thing I’m waiting for, that adventure, that movie-score-worthy experience unfolding gracefully. This is it. Normal, daily life ticking by on our streets and sidewalks, in our houses and apartments, in our beds and at our dinner tables, in our dreams and prayers and fights and secrets. This pedestrian life is the most precious thing any of us will ever experience.
I believe that this way of living, this focus on the present, the daily, the tangible, this intense concentration not on the news headlines but on the flowers growing in your own garden, the children growing in your own home, this way of living has the potential to open up the heavens, to yield a glittering handful of diamonds where a second ago there was coal. This way of living and noticing and building and crafting can crack through the movie sets and soundtracks that keep us waiting for our own life stories to begin, and set us free to observe the lives we have been creating all along without even realizing it.
EVERYDAY LIFE is an exquisite gift. What would it look like to really pay attention to that gift today?
January
6
images/img-6-1.jpgWHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN
Record my misery; list my tears on your scroll—are they not in your record?
—Psalm 56:8
If you’ve been marked by what might have been, you don’t forget. You know the day, the years. You know when the baby would have been born. You know exactly what anniversary you’d be celebrating, if the wedding had happened. You know exactly how old she’d be right now, if she were still alive. You’ll never forget the last time you saw your child, or the last time cancer was a word about someone else’s life, or the day that changed absolutely everything. It makes the calendar feel like a minefield, like you’re constantly tiptoeing over explosions of grief until one day you hit one, shattered by what might have been.
I don’t know what date it is for you—what broke apart on that day, what was lost, what memories are pinned forever to that day on that calendar. But I hope that on that day you hold yourself open and tender to the memories for just a moment. As one who also grieves, I grieve with you, for whatever you’ve lost, too, for what might have been.
HAS YOUR life been marked by what might have been? What meaningful traditions or moments have you practiced on those days? Today, allow the God who loves you to carry your sadness for you.
January
7
images/img-5-1.jpgCIRCLING THE WAGONS
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
—1 Corinthians 13:6–7
I believe friendship is God’s greatest evidence of himself here on earth. Everyone needs a home team: a go-to, show-up, middle-of-the-night, come-in-without-knocking tribe that gets us through when things fall apart. I believe in circling the wagons—gathering your people around you to tell you the truth when all the voices out there are shouting bad news. And of course, I believe all this love and truth-telling and prayer and laughter happen best around the table.
That’s why I love Thursday nights, because Thursday night is small group night. We always eat together. We pray together, to begin and end our time together. We create space for each person to be heard, to talk about what’s good and what’s hard, to ask for prayer and help. We take confidentiality and the safety of the table very seriously. We don’t always do a study. Many times we read the Bible. Sometimes someone leads a liturgy or reading. Sometimes someone leads an exercise that helps us interact with a section of scripture or a set of ideas or spiritual practices. But every week, we gather around our table, and every week, my heart is so full and thankful.
WHO’S ON your home team? How do you nurture those connections and relationships?
January
8
images/img-6-1.jpgAWARENESS OF HOLINESS
And he took bread, gave thanks and broke it, and gave it to them, saying, This is my body given for you; do this in remembrance of me.
—Luke 22:19
I believe that Jesus asked us to remember him during the breaking of the bread and the drinking of the wine every time, every meal, every day—no matter where we are, who we are, what we’ve done.
If we only practice remembrance when we take communion at church, we miss three opportunities a day to remember. What a travesty! Eugene Peterson says that to eyes that see, every bush is a burning bush.
To those of us who believe that all of life is sacred, every crumb of bread and sip of wine is a Eucharist, a remembrance, a call to awareness of holiness right where we are.
I want the holiness of the Eucharist to spill out beyond the church walls, out of the hands of priests and into the regular streets and sidewalks, into the hands of regular, grubby people like you and me, onto our tables, in our kitchens and dining rooms and backyards.
Holiness abounds, should we choose to look for it. The whisper and drumbeat of God’s Spirit are all around us, should we choose to listen for them. The building blocks of the most common meal—the bread and the wine—are reminders to us: He’s here. He’s here, and he is good.
EVERY MEAL is an opportunity to remember Jesus, to honor him and celebrate holiness. Take a moment at your table today, and thank God for his presence and goodness.
January
9
images/img-5-1.jpgBLESSINGS & CURSES
You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good.
—Genesis 50:20
When you realize that the story of your life could be told a thousand different ways, that you could tell it as a tragedy, but you choose to call it an epic, that’s when you start to learn what celebration is. When what you see in front of you is so far outside of what you dreamed, but you have the belief, the boldness, the courage to call it beautiful instead of calling it wrong, that’s celebration. When you can invest yourself deeply and unremittingly in the life that surrounds you instead of declaring yourself out of the game, once and for all, because what’s happened to you is too bad, too deep, too ugly for anyone to expect you to move on from, that’s a good, rich place. That’s where the things that looked like curses start to stand up and shimmer and dance, and you realize that they may have been blessings all along. Or maybe not. Maybe they were curses, but the force of your belief and hope and desperate love for life has brought a blessing from a curse, like water from a stone, like life from a tomb, like the story of God over and over.
WHAT EVENTS in your past felt like curses and turned out to be blessings? Is there something that seems more like a curse in your life right now? Ask God to show you the good that he will bring out of it.
January
10
images/img-6-1.jpgTHE PALM OF GOD’S HAND
He brought me out into a spacious place; he rescued me because he delighted in me.
—Psalm 18:19
I have discovered that I can make it through more than I thought, with less than I thought. I know better than to believe that the changes are over, or that the next ones will be easier, but I’ve learned the hard way that change is one of God’s greatest gifts and one of his most useful tools. Change can push us, pull us, rebuke and remake us. It can show us who we’ve become, in the worst ways, and also in the best ways. It’s not something to run away from, as though we could, and in many cases, change is not a function of life’s cruelty but instead a function of God’s graciousness.
Change is good, the way that childbirth is good, and heartbreak is good, and failure is good. By that I mean that it’s incredibly painful, exponentially more so if you fight it, and also that it has the potential to open you up, to open life up, to deliver you right into the palm of God’s hand, which is where you wanted to be all along, except that you were too busy pushing and pulling your life into exactly what you thought it should be.
ALTHOUGH CHANGE is so hard and scary, God often uses it in good and powerful ways. Are there any changes in your life that might be evidence of God’s grace, even if they’re difficult in the moment?
January
11
images/img-5-1.jpgSHOULD IS A WARNING SIGN
He reached down from on high and took hold of me; he drew me out of deep waters.
—Psalm 18:16
We all have these weird rules about what we should love and what should make us happy and how things should work. Should is a warning sign, frankly. When you’re using the word should more and more often, it’s a sign that you’re living further and further from your truest, best self, that you’re living for some other set of parameters or affirmations that you think will bring you happiness.
Should never brings happiness.
During a particularly busy season, I felt like I should be happy because I was doing things I thought I wanted to do. When Mac was a baby, when he didn’t sleep through the night for almost a year, I felt like I should never complain because I had longed for him so badly. I didn’t let myself say I was tired and the math wasn’t working and I was losing my ability to love and taste and experience my life, because that felt like failure.
Until all at once, I realized that I didn’t care anymore about should.
I wanted a way of living that felt more like living and less like drowning.
And saying it out loud to myself was the first and most important step.
HOW OFTEN are you using the word should? Even in your thoughts? Where are you on that continuum between living and drowning? Be honest with yourself about that, and then with God, and with the people you love and trust.
January
12
images/img-6-1.jpgON WAITING
Encourage one another daily, as long as it is called Today.
—Hebrews 3:13
I have always been waiting. Waiting to become something else, waiting to be that person I always thought I was on the verge of becoming, waiting for that life I thought I would have. I was always one step away, in my head. In high school, I was biding my time until I could become the college version of myself, the one my mind could see so clearly. In college, the post-college adult
person was always looming in front of me, smarter, stronger, more organized. Then the married person, then the person I’d become when we had kids. For twenty years, I have waited to become the thin version of myself, because that’s when life will really begin.
My life is passing, day by day, and I am waiting for it to start.
I don’t want to wait anymore. I believe that there is nothing more sacred or profound than this day. There may be a thousand big moments embedded in this day, waiting to be discovered like tiny flecks of gold. The big moments are the tiny moments of courage and forgiveness and hope that we grab on to and extend to one another. The big moments are in every conversation, every meal, every meeting. That’s the drama of life, swirling all around us.
WHAT ARE you waiting for? What keeps you on the sidelines of your own life? And what would you do if you decided to dive in and stop waiting?
Blueberry Yogurt Morning Cake
We spend summers in a tiny lakeshore town known for blueberries. We pick and freeze insane amounts, and I’m always on the lookout for new ways to use them. At the farmer’s market in that little town, there’s a woman who makes a morning cake I’m wild about—it’s the perfect not-too-sweet morning treat. This cake is inspired by all those things: summers at the lake, blueberries, that farmer’s market morning cake. The tartness of the yogurt is a good balance for the sweet juicy berries. You scatter them on top of the batter, but they end up everywhere, bursting and tender.
½ cup butter, softened, plus more for the pan
1 cup sugar, plus 2 tablespoons for the berries
3 eggs
1 ½ cup plain yogurt
¼ teaspoon almond extract
2 cups all-purpose flour
1 ½ teaspoons baking powder
1 teaspoon baking soda
2 cups pound blueberries
» Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Butter a 10-inch springform pan, and line it with buttered parchment paper.
» In a large mixing bowl, combine butter, sugar, eggs, yogurt, and almond extract. Mix well. Add flour, salt, baking powder, baking soda, and mix by hand until combined. Be careful to not overmix. Pour the batter into the springform. Toss the berries with the 2 tablespoons sugar, and then scatter them over the top of the batter.
» Bake for 45 to 55 minutes, or until a toothpick inserted in the center comes out clean. Let cool for 10 minutes, then transfer to a cake plate.
images/img-22-1.jpgJanuary
13
images/img-5-1.jpgNEXT RIGHT STEP
A feast is made for laughter.
—Ecclesiastes 10:19
I’m learning, slowly, a rhythm of feasting and fasting that brings a rich cadence to my year. I use the word fasting loosely, as an opposite term to feasting—permission and discipline, necessary slides back and forth along the continuum of how we feed ourselves.
The weeks between Thanksgiving and New Year’s Day are a feast. I love the traditions and tastes of the season—sweet potato biscuits with maple butter, Aunt Mary’s raisin bread, toasted and topped with melting sharp cheddar slices.
And then in January, fasting gives me a chance to practice the discipline of not having what I want at every moment, of limiting my consumption, making space in my body and spirit for a new year, one that’s not driven by my mouth, by wanting, by consuming.
Fasting, I find, starts as a physical act, but it quickly becomes spiritual: Am I slave to my appetites? Am I ruled by my hunger? Do I trust that God meets my needs, or am I impatient and ravenous, needing to meet them all myself? The rhythm of flavor and feast and celebration during the holidays, tempered by limitations and structure in the new year, draws me closer to God, more dependent, more connected, more grateful for his presence.
WHAT ARE the rhythms, the patterns of your year? What changes do you make to keep yourself healthy from season to season?
January
14
images/img-6-1.jpgSLEEP & PRAYER
In peace I will lie down and sleep, for you alone, LORD, make me dwell in safety.
—Psalm 4:8
I believe in God partly because I have to, because I need something to pray to with my rabid, sweeping mix of fear and love. When Henry was a baby, I would have blown a fuse in my brain every night if I couldn’t have entrusted him to God for safekeeping while I slept. It’s hard enough for me to sleep, and I believe very desperately in God. I’d never sleep a wink if I didn’t.
Those first nights, I prayed out loud every night, asking God to keep Henry alive through the night. I had no reason to believe that anything would happen to him. He was healthy and normal, although at the beginning healthy and normal seem relative, because they are so tiny and wiggly and alien. So I prayed out loud, fervently, like I was at a revival. Dear God, please please please keep our baby healthy and alive through the night. Thank you thank you thank you for him, and please please please keep him safe through the night. I wasn’t creative in my language, but what I lacked in vocabulary, I made up for in intensity.
WHAT ARE you praying for right now in your life, in that fervent and desperate way? Remember that God carries us as we sleep, that it’s not all up to us, that his protection and power are real.
January
15
images/img-5-1.jpgWHAT WE LOVE
From heaven the LORD looks down and sees all mankind; from his dwelling place he watches all who live on earth—he who forms the hearts of all, who considers everything they do.
—Psalm 33:13–15
Lynne Rossetto Kasper, the host of The Splendid Table on NPR, says there are two kinds of people in the world: people who wake up thinking about what to have for supper and people who don’t. I am in the first camp, certainly.
I wake up in the morning and I think about dinner. I think about the food and the people and the things we might discover about life and about each other. I think about the sizzle of oil in a pan and the smell of rosemary released with a knife cut. It could be that that’s how God made me the moment I was born, and it could be that that’s how God made me along the way as I’ve given up years of secrecy, denial, and embarrassment. What matters is that one of the ways we grow up is by declaring what we love.
I love the table. I love food, what it means, what it does, and how it feels in my hands. It’s morning and I’m hungry. I’m thinking about dinner, not just tonight, but the next night and the next. There are two kinds of people, and I’m tired of pretending I’m the other.
WHAT IS it that God has made you to love? How do you declare that love and live it out?
January
16
images/img-6-1.jpgANTI-FRANTIC
Make it your ambition to lead a quiet life.
—1 Thessalonians 4:11
I think I’ve been in a hurry for almost seven years. Seven years ago, I found out I was pregnant with Henry. Later that week I was offered a contract to write Cold Tangerines. And since then, it seems, I’ve been running against the clock. I’ve been stacking things up, plan upon plan upon plan. I’ve been cramming things in—pushing, hustling, scurrying. I’ve been strategizing, multitasking, layering commitments one upon another like bricks.
Frantic is when your mind has to work seven steps ahead instead of just being where you are, because this deadline’s coming, and the laundry has to get done before that trip, because you can’t forget to pack snowpants for school, and you need to beg for more time on this project. Again.
I’m not alone. So many of us are really, really tired of the hustle, and the next right thing is to slow down, to go back to the beginning, to stop. I’m done with frantic. The new baseline for me: will saying yes to this require me to live in a frantic way? The word that rings in my mind is anti-frantic. Present with my kids. Present to my own life. Anti-frantic.
ARE YOU tired of the hustle, the frantic? What would it look like for you to slow down, to stop? How does it feel to even contemplate that question?
January
17
images/img-5-1.jpgON BUILDING A MARRIAGE
My beloved spoke and said to me, Arise, my darling, my beautiful one, come with me.
—Song of Songs 2:10
I chatted with a new friend in Nashville last week. She asked my advice on marriage. She’s a newlywed with a busy career, and she was telling me that she wanted to be a