Playing Knotty
By Elia Winters
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Emma Green has never been very confident. When Ian Cooper, an old friend, asks to rent out the back room of her bookstore for a bondage workshop, she agrees because she needs the money. She isn’t expecting to participate, and she definitely isn’t expecting to enjoy it. But all of Emma’s expectations fly out the window when she tentatively agrees to be Ian’s bondage model for workshops and exhibitions—and her success in the role upends all previous notions she had about her body and her desirability.
Now, Emma must learn to reconcile these conflicting images of herself while dealing with another conflict: Is Ian just another playboy, or everything she’s been looking for?
Elia Winters
RITA™ Award-winning author Elia Winters is a fat, tattooed, polyamorous bisexual who writes geeky, kinky, cozy erotic romance. She holds a Master’s degree in English Literature and teaches at a small rural high school, where she also runs the drama club. In her spare time, she indulges in baking, geekiness, and fighting the patriarchy. She currently lives in western Massachusetts with her loving husband and their weird pets.
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Playing Knotty by Elia Winters is a different take on the current deluge of bondage erotica that is in the market. There is no dom and submissive relationship here and no BDSM, only the B."..His phone beeped, the reminder he'd set earlier to check in online for his flight. As he printed out his boarding passes and conference paperwork, he imagined Emma's reaction to the real reason for his trip to Ohio. Sweet, straitlaced Emma would probably fall over if he told her he was leading rope bondage workshops at a kink conference. It wasn't something people expected of him: as an accountant, he was supposed to fit the stereotype of an accountant..."Emma Green has heard her whole life how she wasn't thin enough, not pretty enough and not successful enough. From her friends, from her mother, from the relationships she couldn't keep. In money trouble, she hastily agrees when her old friend Ian Cooper asks to rent out her storeroom, behind her book store to hold classes. It is later when she learns what the classes consist of that she has second thoughts. Ian is the leading authority on rope bondage. How to tie lovers up, what rope to use, where to place it and how to place your lover in the position you want them in. Still Emma agrees and more so, agrees to be Ian's assistant for the class when his regular model is unable to attend.What Emma learns about herself and her desirability during these classes flies in the face of everything she has even been led to believe about herself. Under Ian's careful bondage, she becomes more free than she has ever been. More beautiful and more independent. But is what she is feeling real or just a part of a play put together by Ian for his class. "..Crunching across the gravel on the way back to the car, Emma stared up at the stars, bright and clear away from the lights of the city. Boston glimmered across the bay, seeming impossibly far. Her night seemed like a dream. And as with a dream. she was worried it would all dissolve once they drove back into those lights, reality pushing back down around her again. She'd found a new Emma tonight, one who was sexy and worthy and desirable, one who didn't have to apologize for existing, for being who she was. As Ian started the car, she felt the irrational fear that, as they drove away from this magical place, new Emma would slip away..."Playing Knotty is a beautiful novel of empowerment and self awareness that comes from within a person, regardless of their physical well being. By allowing herself to be tied up and put on exhibition, Emma finds a beauty and desirability in herself that has been denied to her by all those who love her. Even more, she doesn't need to be bled or beaten to achieve it. It is through this expression of vulnerability that she allows to show and that she allows to given to her, that Emma comes to full flower.A tender and very sexy novel.
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Playing Knotty - Elia Winters
CHAPTER 1
No sound was quite as satisfying as the little bell hanging above the front door of the shop. Emma Green looked up from the book she was reading, marking the page in the crisp-spined hardcover with a fingertip as she looked for the new customer. The young woman paused right inside the door, blinking to adjust to the dimmer light after the bright outdoor sun, scanning the quiet bookstore. Her gaze landed on Emma, leaning on the glass countertop and smiling in welcome, finger still marking her page. The girl’s answering smile was too quick, all thin lips and anxious eyes, the please don’t notice me
evident in her drawn posture. She was in her early twenties, probably attending one of the local Boston universities near the shop. Emma recognized the look well, her anxiety all too familiar.
Let me know if I can help you find anything.
The girl’s nod was nearly imperceptible. She lingered near the day planners at the front of the store for a while, long fingers worrying the edge of her infinity scarf. She had a wan, studious look, the kind of student who could spend hours in a bookstore. Emma opened her book and found the line where she’d left off.
When she looked up again, the girl had wandered past the counter and was staring with great focus at a bookcase of home repair books. What she really kept glancing at, though, was the Relationships and Sex
section one bookcase over. Putting that bookcase within eyesight of the register was one of the first things Emma had learned in designing the store layout. Initially she had preferred to give people privacy to browse, but after pulling the third pair of panties out from the shelves, she’d moved it up front. Some people had no class. Unfortunately, it caused a fair amount of anxiety for customers like this one.
To ease the young woman’s mind, Emma made a show of flipping the pages of her book, even turning slightly away on her stool. As if she cared where this girl browsed, so long as she didn’t slip her panties in between the books. Hopefully she’d actually buy something, or several somethings, and maybe she’d come back with a dozen friends who would all buy five books each, and Emma would be able to pay the heating bill. Sighing, she held her novel splayed open on the counter with one hand while she took a sip of coffee from the mug next to her.
Emma became so caught up in pretending to be absorbed in her book that she actually did become absorbed in her book, somehow missing the sound of the bell over her door.
Hey.
The voice right in front of Emma made her jump, her flailing hands knocking her coffee mug forward on the counter. The man jumped backward but wasn’t fast enough, coffee splashing up onto his shirt and pants.
Shit!
Leaping to her feet, Emma jerked the book out of the way of the spreading puddle. Oh, shit, Ian, I’m so sorry. I didn’t hear you come in.
Yeah, I figured.
Ian Cooper stared down at himself. The stain went down one side of his blue button-down and onto his pants. Well, at least the pants are brown.
She could hear the wry amusement in his voice, and she relaxed. At least it wasn’t a stranger. She and Ian had never developed more than a casual acquaintanceship during the misery of Catholic high school, but now he was a frequent customer, and they had the kind of superficial ease common to people who saw each other frequently but spent little time together.
He looked around at the counter and behind him, then back down at himself. Do you have a bathroom in the back or something? I know I’m not an employee, but maybe you could make an exception since you assaulted me?
It was an accident.
Emma led him past the girl, who was now sitting in the Relationships and Sex
section, an erotica anthology open on her lap. Emma slid open the curtain to the back room and gestured to a door in the corner while she gathered up some paper towels for the front counter. Take your time.
While she mopped up the spill, the only customer got back to her feet with the anthology and a copy of Sex Matters for Women. The girl’s posture had relaxed quite a bit in the interim; apparently watching the shop owner dump hot coffee on a customer was a good cure for social anxiety. Is he okay?
She set her two books down on the counter in the spot Emma had just cleaned.
Oh, yeah. Probably. I know him, though.
Emma tossed the wet paper towels in the counter and picked up her mug, which fortunately hadn’t fallen off the counter. It was one of her favorites, a white Etsy ceramic mug with black script that said Prufrock Is My Homeboy,
referencing her favorite T. S. Eliot poem. She set it aside and began scanning the books.
The girl looked off toward the back room, tucking a few strands of blond hair back under her loose knitted cap. He your boyfriend?
What? Oh, no. Ian? No. He’s just a friend.
Even friend
was generous: He was someone who bought books on a regular basis.
Oh. He’s kinda cute.
The girl looked Emma up and down as if seeing how she measured up to Ian. Emma flushed, conscious of how her sweater didn’t disguise all her excess softness, the curves of her body and generous hips that were impossible to hide without wearing two sizes too big all the time. Another reminder that, despite their both having been a little socially awkward in high school, she wasn’t exactly in Ian’s league. Or anyone’s league, probably. Books and business, she could handle. Dating? Not in her wheelhouse.
That’ll be twenty-nine seventy-five.
Emma managed to keep her own sudden discomfort out of her voice. This conversation could not end soon enough. She might have broken some customer service records with her speed in running the debit card and finalizing the transaction. Her farewell Come back and see us again!
was friendly enough after years of working retail, but she wasn’t sad to see the store empty again.
Except for what that meant to her heating bill, of course.
Ian emerged from the back room a minute or two later, shirt damp but a bit less brown, dabbing at the fabric with a hand towel. Wish you had one of those air dryers.
They’re unsanitary.
Emma winced as she studied his shirt. Sorry about that again, Ian. Do you have a jacket or anything?
I left it back at the office. It looked sunny enough.
He pushed his square-framed glasses back up his nose, a gesture so familiar that Emma expected it every time. Isn’t March supposed to be going out like a lamb or something?
Or something.
Emma peered out the glass door. There’s still snow out there. So what’s up? I haven’t seen you since . . . I don’t know, a few weeks, maybe?
It hasn’t been that long, has it?
Ian rubbed his smooth chin. Huh, maybe you’re right. Anyway, I came in for something to read on the plane. Doesn’t Malcolm Gladwell have something new out?
Yeah, I’ve got it up here on display.
Emma took the glossy red hardcover from the feature table up front and handed it over. Where’re you headed?
Ohio. Only for the weekend.
He flipped the book over to read the reviews on the back. Have you heard anything about this?
I read it last week. I liked it.
Emma shrugged. You’re going away for business? It’s weird that they’d send you now. Isn’t it, like, prime tax season? I thought that was ‘all hands on deck’ for accountants.
No, not for business. Just for fun.
He thumbed through the book, stopping to skim a few chapter headings, his lips pursed in thought.
Nobody goes to Ohio for fun.
Ian looked up, a half smile on his face. People go to Ohio. I’m going to Ohio.
No accounting for taste.
Emma returned his smile. Casual conversation was easy when there was no relationship pressure, nobody’s expectations to try to fail to meet.
Ian tossed the book down on the counter and grabbed the one she’d been reading. Speaking of no accounting for taste—I didn’t even know they made romance novels in hardcover. Must be fancy.
Emma grabbed it back, feeling herself flush. I try to keep up on all the bestsellers. It’s my job.
Sure, sure.
He took off his glasses and looked at them, frowning. Look, there’s coffee spots on here.
He began cleaning them with the dry, coffee-free side of his shirt.
Emma rang up Ian’s book and bagged it. Twenty-eight fifty.
What a rip-off,
he said, but his smile indicated that he was teasing. While Emma scanned his debit card, she could feel him watching her. Not in a creepy way, or even in a sexual way, just . . . watching. She wished he were looking somewhere else. His forehead was creased in thought as she slipped the receipt into his bag and handed him back his card. Emma, what do you use that back room for?
Emma raised her eyebrows. Storage?
Wasn’t that obvious?
It’s big. You’re barely using any of it. You should have events back there or something. It’s a really nice space.
Emma looked over toward the back room in reflex. It was all right: hardwood floors, exactly like in the main shop, decent lighting, but nothing special. There weren’t even any windows. I never thought about it.
Ian raised one shoulder in a shrug. Something to think about.
Have fun in Ohio,
she called after him. If that’s possible.
His laugh seemed to fill the space even after he was gone.
When Ian got back to the office, he took the last fifteen minutes of his lunch break to thumb through the Malcolm Gladwell book. He probably could have gotten it cheaper on his iPad, but then he wouldn’t have a reason to stop by Emma’s shop. Of course, his visits didn’t usually involve having hot coffee spilled on him.
His phone beeped, the reminder he’d set earlier to check in online for his flight. As he printed out his boarding passes and conference paperwork, he imagined Emma’s reaction to the real reason for his trip to Ohio. Sweet, straitlaced Emma would probably fall over if he told her he was leading rope bondage workshops at a kink conference. It wasn’t something people expected of him: As an accountant, he was supposed to fit the stereotype of an accountant.
Ian pushed his glasses back up the bridge of his nose. Well, he was geeky enough for some of those stereotypes, but his interests in kink skewed those perceptions quite a bit. The women usually interested in him weren’t the kind to get on board with rope bondage. And Emma? He’d even thought about asking her out a few times, but the thought of broaching that subject with her was enough to keep him quiet. Plus, she’d never responded to his casual flirtations and seemed content that they remain friends. She’d never found out about the secret crush he’d harbored for her in high school, and in the intervening years, he’d set those feelings aside.
Coming out of his reverie, Ian tucked the paperwork into a folder inside his briefcase and scanned his calendar. After the kink workshop, he’d be hung up for the next couple of weeks during the height of tax season. He wasn’t going to host any workshops until after the fifteenth, but if he hoped to have a beginners’ class at the end of April, he should probably book the room now. Checking the clock, he realized he had ten minutes left in his lunch hour. He called the hotel where he usually held his workshops, dialing the extension for the event sales coordinator.
Hey, Linh. It’s Ian Cooper.
Linh’s familiar lilting voice answered him. Mr. Cooper, it’s good to hear from you. What can I help you with?
I’d like to book my usual room for the end of next month. What dates do you have available?
There was a pause, then some clicking sounds as Linh searched through the inventory. We have open availability every weekend except the seventeenth. I should let you know that there has been a rate increase since the last time you booked.
It was certainly any business’s prerogative to raise rates for inflation. What’s the new rate?
Linh quoted a price and Ian almost dropped the phone. That’s almost double. What happened?
I’m sorry, Mr. Cooper, but it’s beyond our control. Corporate changes.
Ian did some quick mental math. That would cut in to his profits significantly. I’m going to have to get back to you, Linh. That’s a significant increase.
Her voice sounded polite and apologetic. I’m sorry, Mr. Cooper. Can I help you with anything else today?
No, that will be all. Thank you.
Ian checked the clock. He didn’t have time to pursue this any further now. Surely he could find another meeting space in the area when he got back from Ohio, and in the meantime, he had a client meeting to attend.
CHAPTER 2
When two customers swept in at a quarter to five, Emma recognized one familiar face. Alina Yu was one of the few people Emma knew who looked good in skinny jeans; with her low-cut snug sweater and perfectly coiffed sleek black hair, she was a veritable fashion plate.
Emma!
She smiled without showing her teeth—which always made Emma feel self-conscious about her naturally wide, toothy grin—and pulled Emma in for a kiss on the cheek. She liked doing that sort of thing.
Hi.
Emma tried to smile without teeth as well, though it probably looked like a grimace. Who’s your friend?
She extended her hand to the tall woman beside Alina.
This is Gert.
Alina gestured between them. Gert, this is my dearest friend, Emma, from Theta Theta Phi.
Gert was about their age and seemed to have attended the Alina Yu School of Looking Fabulous. She wore a black pencil skirt with a perfectly tailored yellow blouse and jacket, the color striking against her dark skin. Her hair was close-cropped and elegant, the style managing to make her look seductive rather than austere. How was that possible? Although with Emma’s curves, she thought, she couldn’t look austere even if she wore a full nun’s habit.
It’s so nice to meet you, Emma.
Gert smiled broadly, teeth white and perfectly straight. Alina’s told me so much about you. Did you really buy this bookstore all by yourself?
Right after getting my MBA. It’s been two years now.
While Prologue wasn’t a rousing success, she had managed to keep it open, a notable feat when so many small bookstores were closing under the crush of online retailers and bookstore super-giants. Thank goodness the previous owner had the sense to specialize, recognizing the direction of the industry and investing in as many small presses and independent labels as the Big Six Publishers, until Prologue became known as the place to get books you couldn’t find anywhere else.
Emma owns the whole building, actually, including the shop space next door.
Alina looked over at the wall dividing the two stores.
Oh, the empty one?
Gert looked at the wall as well, as if she could see into the empty space beyond that was costing Emma a ridiculous mortgage each month. Do you have a new tenant moving in?
Not yet, but here’s hoping.
Emma’s smile felt tight, and she had to struggle to keep from glancing up at the ceiling. The bills were sitting on her kitchen table upstairs, and sometimes it felt like the weight of them would bring the tiled floor down on her head.
Alina seemed unwilling to let it go. Emma lives upstairs in the cutest apartment.
That’s certainly convenient.
Gert looked around. Your little shop is just adorable. And Prologue? That name is precious.
Was she being condescending or supportive? Emma wasn’t sure. She wasn’t going to let anyone badmouth her shop, not even a friend of Alina’s, but in this case it was probably good to assume best intent. Thank you.
She’s going to be up for Best of Boston this year, I know it.
Alina nodded and smiled her lips-only smile again.
So how do you and Gert know each other?
Emma stayed behind the counter, appreciating the security of a barrier between them. She tugged at the hem of her baggy sweater, but no matter how she moved it, she knew the garment hung off of her curves like a sack.
Gert and I met at a trade show a few years ago,
Alina said enthusiastically. Now there’s an opening for a graphic designer at the firm, and I had to call Gert. She interviewed this morning for the job, and keep your fingers crossed, but she just might get it!
She crossed both sets of fingers and smiled again.
We’ll see.
Gert crossed her own fingers and returned Alina’s smile. I won’t know for a few weeks, I think. They said they had a lot of interviews yet to go.
Are you staying in town long, Gert?
Something caught Emma’s eye on the counter—oh, damn, her romance novel. She moved it from the front counter to the back, not wanting them to see it, trying to make the gesture as casual as possible.
I’m driving right back out this afternoon.
And I’m going to miss her terribly.
Alina squeezed her friend’s hand. Anyway, Emma, I’m having dinner with Margot tonight at seven. Do you want to come?
Emma looked at the clock, then considered her evening. She couldn’t help feeling a flush of pleasure that she’d been invited, as she felt every time Alina invited her out, but the timing would be tight. I don’t close up until eight.
So join us for drinks afterward. We’re going to the Tunnel Bar. Text me when you’re done.
She turned to Gert. Oh, Gert, you should get an audiobook for the drive home.
Gert ended up buying the new Margaret Atwood audiobook before sweeping out with Alina amid hugs and cheek kisses. After they left, Emma stared at the door, her romance novel forgotten, feeling a combination of flattered and anxious about the evening ahead.
The Tunnel Bar was one of the hottest spots in Boston on the weekends, but on a Wednesday night at nine, it was just another bar. Emma stood in the doorway and peered into the dimly lit interior. The bar had retained some of its original character when it was converted from an old train tunnel: the tiled ceiling curved overhead, and the walls beneath were a deep, dark cherrywood. The rest of the bar was pure luxury. Instead of regular tables and booths, high-backed leather and velvet chairs were set up in pods of four around small, sleek round tables. It was atmospheric, rather dark, and it probably would have been smoky if Boston hadn’t outlawed smoking in bars years ago. Even though Emma liked the atmospheric ambiance of the Tunnel Bar, the layout made it pretty damn difficult to find anyone.
Finally, she spotted Alina and Margot. Or, rather, she spotted Margot’s wild mane of red hair. She headed toward the far end of the room to join them.
Hi.
Emma stood over the pair and measured her appearance against theirs. Alina had changed into slim black pants and a long, glittery top. Margot wore a low-necked blouse and a pair of dark jeans with some wedge heels, her toes exposed, which was frankly ridiculous with snow still on the ground.
You made it!
Margot beckoned her to an empty chair across from them. Alina said you’d be joining us.
Just closed up.
Emma was glad she’d changed first, even though her black sweaterdress wasn’t anywhere near as beautiful as their clothing. It was also snugger than she’d like it to be, the curves of her stomach probably visible, and no matter what she did with the neckline, she couldn’t hide her cleavage. At least she’d managed to tame her wild brown curls into a relatively neat curtain around her shoulders.
So, tell me more about your weekend with Aaron.
Margot leaned in toward Alina and finished her Cosmopolitan.
Before Alina could elaborate, the waitress appeared to take drink orders. Emma ordered a gin and tonic, and Alina and Margot asked for refills. To judge from the warm smiles—Alina was even showing teeth—they had already finished more than one round before she arrived.
I don’t know how you drink that stuff.
Alina wrinkled her nose when the waitress left.
What, gin and tonic?
Emma looked down at her hands. It’s bitter. I like that.
I like them sweet.
Margot looked mournfully into her empty glass. Like my men.
Alina laughed. No men are sweet. The trick is to get a rich one, so that when they eventually screw you over, you’ll at least be better off.
She lifted her empty glass in a toast. Aaron’s a partner in a law firm. Irwin and Martinelli? Or something. I don’t know. I know he’s the Martinelli.
She leaned forward, showing her earlobes, where a pair of diamond earrings sparkled. He bought me these. It completely makes up for the fact that he has the tiniest dick I’ve ever seen.
Margot burst out in full-throated guffaws that had Emma feeling a bit uncomfortable in her current state of sobriety.
What about you, Emma?
Alina shifted in her chair, crossing her legs at the knee. You seeing anyone?
Oh, damn, the attention was back on her. No, not in a while. Work’s keeping me busy.
It wasn’t a total lie; work did keep her busy, but not too busy to date. It was a good excuse, though; it always worked when her mother called to set Emma up with this nice fat boy I just met who’d be perfect for you.
Now, that’s a shame. You have such a pretty face.
Margot shook her head. Emma forced a smile, knowing that you have such a pretty face
was what people said when they didn’t feel comfortable complimenting someone’s body. You’re so smart, too. And you own your own business. You should be able to get yourself a man. Or at least a fuck. Do you want someone to fuck, Emma? We can find somebody.
"No, thank you. I’m . . . I’m