From Elephants to Mice: Animals Who Have Touched My Soul
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Join veterinarian and animal lover James Mahoney as he shares heartfelt and often heart-wrenching stories of a cast of creatures who left a permanent mark on his soul. More than just a sentimental memoir, this thought-provoking collection raises such issues as whether animals experience the same types of emotions as humans, whether it is right to use animals in medical research, and even whether animals might have a sense of humor.
Whether you're a dedicated animal activist or just a compassionate animal lover, these unlikely stories of survival, freedom, dignity, courage, and love will leave you deeply affected.
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From Elephants to Mice - James Mahoney
Introduction
A Life in Research
For the animal shall not be measured by man. In a world older and more complete than ours, they move finished and complete, gifted with the extension of the senses we have lost or never attained, living by voices we shall never hear. They are not brethren, they are not underlings: they are other nations, caught with ourselves in the net of life and time, fellow prisoners of the splendour and travail of the earth.
—Henry Beston (1888–1968)
It all started in 1977 during a visit I had long planned to the Laboratory for Experimental Medicine and Surgery in Primates (LEMSIP), a primate lab belonging to New York University in upstate New York. There I had a chance encounter with a little chimp who would totally change my life. I don’t think I ever knew his name, but he was an impudent-looking little 21⁄2-year-old. He was being led by the hand by a young woman dressed in the typical lab costume: blue cotton surgical scrub suit, disposable face mask hanging below her chin, paper booties, and a bouffant hat that held her long golden hair in place. She had stepped through a doorway in front of me, taking me quite by surprise. I had obviously taken the little chimp by surprise, too, because as he looked up at me he scrunched his face into an expression that clearly said he thought I shouldn’t be there. He reached out with a clenched fist and, with all the might he could muster, gave me a backhanded punch behind the knee.
I had never come face to face with a chimpanzee before. Like most people, I had seen chimps in television commercials and in movies, but never in the flesh. Incredible! I found myself thinking. It must be the ultimate experience to work with chimps. As unrealistic and even arrogant as it seems to me now, I couldn’t help thinking to myself that I should try to find a way to convince Dr. Jan Moor-Jankowski, the director of LEMSIP, that he should offer me a job in the not-too-distant future as gynecologist, obstetrician, and pediatrician to the chimps.
I have often rued the day that little chimp hit me behind the knee. If it hadn’t been for him, I might not have spent the rest of my life brooding and pondering, an increasing sense of guilt eating away at my heart, questioning the morality of what I was doing, this seemingly noble use of nonhuman animals for the betterment of humankind.
Although I am a veterinarian, I also became a research scientist in my own right. My first research project at LEMSIP, in fact, involved a study of pelvic inflammatory disease in baboons fitted with various types of human intrauterine devices, the results of which were a major reason for the withdrawal of one of the contraceptive devices from the market. As the years went by, I also became increasingly involved in overseeing research projects that dealt with vaccine development and testing in hepatitis and, in more recent times, studies on HIV and AIDS.
Yet I considered myself an animal lover. How could that be? How could I so readily accept using animals in research, locking them behind bars in relatively tiny cages for years on end, perhaps for the rest of their lives? It wasn’t that I didn’t care about the animals: I could stand on my soapbox and shake my fist and angrily shout my head off with the best of them when it came to fighting blatant cruelty to animals. But that was as far as it went in my mind—blatant cruelty.
At that moment in 1977, however, such questions were far from my thoughts. Like most people in their mid-30s with a growing family to support, I was absorbed in my career, struggling to establish myself, trying to impress upon the world and everyone in it that I knew what I was doing and where I was going.
I started off as a young country vet in the southwest of Scotland, Robert Burns’s country of wee sleekit, cow’rin, tim’rous beastie[s].
I should have known even then that I was in for a rough ride as far as animals were concerned. I remember with bitterness struggling through many a cold winter’s night attending to cows who were having difficulty calving, the elation of eventual success soon crushed by the farmer dragging the calf away to be reared in a pen all alone, never to see his mother, even for a moment, never to feel her rough tongue lick dry his sodden skin. The farmers didn’t want the calves to nurse for fear that their suckling would deform the cows’ teats and make it impossible to attach the suction cups of the milking machine to them.
Then there were the agonizing decisions I sometimes had to make that meant life or death for an animal. I remember all too well Farmer Ferguson and his call for me to examine his ten cows to see if they were pregnant. "Bought these coows as quays last year, he lamented,
direct off the boat from Ireland." (Quay is the Scots dialect word for a heifer, or first-year cow.) But I canna seem t’ get them in calf. If they’re no’ pregnant this time, then it’s off to the slaughterhouse wi’ ’em,
he added with finality.
Let’s see,
I said, stripping off my pullover and shirt, a blast of wintry air coming through the open half door of the byre and shocking the bare skin of my chest. I began to lather up my arm with the bar of soap that Mr. Ferguson had set aside for me, along with a bucket of ice-cold water and a threadbare towel, in preparation to insert my hand, all the way to the shoulder if necessary, into the welcome warmth of each cow’s rectum.
The cows, all black and white Frisians, stood in line down the length of the byre, their bottoms facing me, their tails flicking, their feet stamping. The first splatters of diarrhea were hitting the concrete floor, a sure sign of their agitation with my unwelcome presence. They always know when the veet’s here,
Mr. Ferguson said with a condescending smirk, his way of letting me know that even the cows had my measure.
The first cow wasn’t pregnant, her uterus no bigger than the size of a young virgin heifer’s; nor was the second or the third. And so I went down the line, feeling more and more like judge, jury, and executioner as I pronounced my stark words of certain death: No, I’m afraid she’s not pregnant, either.
I came to the last cow in the line. She turned her great head and stared back at me, her baleful brown eyes pleading with me to give her a reprieve, I couldn’t help feeling. But she was no more pregnant than the other nine. I couldn’t take it anymore! Throwing honesty out the window, I announced to Mr. Ferguson as he stood rooted to the ground like a statue: "I don’t know about this one, she just might be pregnant. We should wait and see. I’ll check her again in two weeks’ time."
None of the farmers intended to be cruel: I knew that well enough. The farmers who took the calves away from their mothers at birth would certainly make sure that the newborns were well dried with towels. Then either they or their wives would hastily rig up a cozy pen of straw bales in the barn and suspend a heat lamp from the rafters overhead to keep the little creature warm. Even Mr. Ferguson didn’t mean to be heartless when he threatened to send his cows off to slaughter if they weren’t in calf. He depended on a regular supply of milk to keep his farm going and support his family. To guarantee that, he had to make sure his cows got pregnant and had calves on a regular basis. But still, I found these conditions hard to accept.
I was being unreasonable, of course. Looking back on it now, I wonder what I had expected. Had I thought that being a country vet would be an idyllic life of gamboling calves and bleating lambs and cows lowing contentedly as they grazed the heather-clad mountainsides?
It had never been my intention to end up in research. When I was young, I used to shudder at the very thought of animals being used in experiments. For me, researchers were vivisectors in the realest sense, people hell-bent on a desire to torture fully conscious animals just for sadistic pleasure, not for any higher
good that might come of it. All that would change for me, however, when I was accepted into a master of science degree program to study comparative mammalian reproduction and embryology at the University College of North Wales, in Bangor.
Reproductive physiology had been my weakest subject at vet school, but to my consternation I found that 80 percent or more of what I dealt with on a daily basis in large-animal practice depended directly or indirectly on a sound knowledge of the subject. A master’s degree in this field could only make me a better vet, I thought.
I was among four students who were taught by twelve professors the wonders and mysteries of the reproductive physiology of just about all of God’s species, from elephants to mice, with kangaroos, yaks, and many others thrown in—except, oddly enough, primates. For the first time, I realized the sheer joy of learning for learning’s sake.
About halfway through the master’s degree program, I discovered that I was developing a fascination for delving into the unknown—in other words, an interest in research. We had been given pregnant mouse uteri to study under the microscope. I began to notice an exquisitely beautiful cell containing large purple granules in the wall of the uterus close to where the placenta was attached. None of my professors had ever seen this cell before or had any idea what it was. In my naive enthusiasm, I thought I had made a major discovery. I drew up a list of experiments that I would perform to determine when the cells first appeared in pregnancy, what might happen to them after the birth of the pups and the delivery of the placenta, and what their function might be. At that moment, I didn’t think about the fact that I would have to kill many mice to achieve this goal, something that would later cause me great anguish. I had not even taken into consideration that someone else, a person unknown to me, had already had to do this in order to prepare the tissues that my fellow students and I had been studying. My zealousness was crushed when one day I saw in a scientific journal a photograph taken through the microscope of my
cell, the cell I had been studying day after day for weeks. It had first been described in the early 1930s and even had a name, the metrial gland cell. Reading on, I soon discovered that others had done all but one of the experiments I had planned. I was devastated. This was the first disappointment—what I regarded as a failure—I would suffer in science, but it was not the last.
Nonetheless, I had been bitten by the bug for research. I set about applying for a grant to study for a PhD at the Royal College of Veterinary Surgeons in London once my master’s degree in Wales would be over, focusing on a common, often life-threatening condition in cattle known as retained placenta (where the placenta fails to separate from the uterus after calving). I was fortunate to be taken under the wing of an enthusiastic professor.
During one of my visits to London to attend to formalities so that I could start my studies at the beginning of the coming academic year, the professor pulled a crumpled piece of torn-off newspaper from his back pocket. It was an advertisement for a position at the Royal College of Surgeons of England to be a veterinarian for a colony of monkeys. Look into it,
he said—more an order than a suggestion. You never know, it could be interesting.
I later discovered that the professor was afraid my family and I, already with one child and a second on the way, might not be able to survive on the grant I had been awarded to study the cattle condition and that a position at the Royal College of Surgeons might offer me greater security than the Royal College of Veterinary Surgeons.
This abrupt switch from cows to monkeys was quite unplanned, a sort of turn at the drop of a hat. Why I even went for the interview, for a job in a dental department, a branch of medicine for which I hadn’t the slightest interest, and to work with monkeys, animals that I knew practically nothing about, I will never be able to adequately explain. But go for the interview I did, and I found myself immediately captivated by the monkeys.
As I was led into the animal rooms dressed in the protective clothing the professor of the department had given me to wear, one after another the monkeys barked and threatened me with their throaty grrr sounds. They rattled the bars of their cages defiantly, a sure sign that they regarded my uninvited presence in their territory as an affront. I was enchanted by their silver-mustachioed little black faces, their Spock-like pointed ears, the quaint pixie coifs atop their heads, the delicate little human-like fingers with which they gripped the bars of the cages, and their long curling tails. From some cages, tiny round-headed babies with large, sad eyes peered out at me from under the mothers’ breasts, nipples in mouths, calling plaintively and then squeaking in sudden terror when they caught me gazing directly back into their eyes (something I soon learned you should never do to monkeys, especially when they don’t know you; they regard eye-to-eye contact as a threat). How I would ever be able to put a stethoscope on a monkey’s chest to listen to his lungs or stick a thermometer into his rectum to take his temperature without getting my fingers bitten off, I couldn’t begin to imagine.
To my surprise, I soon discovered that the successful candidate for the job would be expected not only to act as resident veterinarian to the primate colony, which comprised some 150 Java monkeys and 70 pairs of tiny South American marmosets, but also to take care of colonies of rabbits, rats, mice, and cats; 300 dogs; and a small herd of goats (the latter of which would cause me more headaches than all the rest of the animals put together). One last requirement was paramount: the successful candidate would be required to study the reproductive characteristics of the monkeys for a PhD thesis. Interesting! I thought.
Little was known about the reproductive physiology of the Java monkey (or crab-eating or cynomolgus macaque, as it is also called), which was beginning to become the primary primate species for medical research in Europe at that time. Fetal ultrasonography was in its infancy; radioimmunoassay of serum hormones, such as estrogen and progesterone, was still a few years away; and techniques like laparoscopy were in the earliest stages of development.
In particular, the dental researchers wanted someone to develop methods for diagnosing ovulation in the female monkeys so that precisely dated pregnancies could be obtained. The candidate would then be expected to explore ways of determining when the monkeys were about to give birth, a dicey guessing game at best in those days, so that the pregnancy could be interrupted at the last moment by cesarean section and the babies delivered into sterile conditions. This was essential to the dental researchers, who wanted to study precisely how the mouth, which is normally sterile at birth, becomes populated with bacteria, especially the bacterial species that causes dental caries—the cavities that most of us acquire as children. From this knowledge, the scientists hoped to develop vaccines against the dental caries organism and determine whether young children could be protected by vaccinating their mothers during pregnancy or by vaccinating the babies themselves shortly after birth.
There would be no killing of the monkeys, no causing them discomfort or pain. Even when the monkeys would develop carious lesions—a surprisingly difficult thing to accomplish, and only after they had been fed high-sugar diets for considerable periods—their teeth would be filled even before they had developed cavities using general anesthesia and the most up-to-date dental techniques. There would be more than enough to keep me intellectually challenged for the four and a half years it would take me to finish my PhD.
Strangely enough, in those days I found nothing disturbing about seeing the monkeys in their cages day after day, with little to do except eat, drink, sleep, and stare endlessly into space. Although a few of them maintained a sort of social life in small groups, most of the monkeys were caged singly so that their dietary intake could be carefully monitored and controlled. The psychological consequences to the animals of this social deprivation—the endless loneliness, the abnormal behaviors some of them developed, like rocking, hair pulling, and even self-mutilation in a few cases—didn’t strike me then. The research itself was not taxing on the monkeys in a physical sense, and certainly no one set out to be cruel to them.
The young technicians who looked after the monkeys obviously cared greatly for them and developed deep bonds of attachment to them. Consequently, I saw nothing cruel in the monkeys’ incarceration and almost total lack of ability to control or manipulate their environment. These concerns would not confront me head on for many years to come—not until I got to LEMSIP, in New York, in the late 1970s.
At that time, I did not recognize the more pervasive and insidious form of cruelty—that caused by omission rather than commission. As I became more involved with the animals, I began to see not only their individuality, but also their unique needs. At times, before the lab had developed what I regarded as a real nursery, I brought babies home with me at night or on weekends for a little extra love and care. In particular, it took three very special—and yet, when I stop to think about it, not so special—little animals to awaken me: one baby chimp and two baby rhesus monkeys, all orphaned at birth. My family and I, with the help of our dog, Angus, reared them for the first year of their lives.
It was through watching these little animals grow and face life’s challenges that I began to realize just how much we rob animals in the research laboratory. Once the infants went back to the lab permanently, there would be no more climbing trees in the forest, no skeltering across frozen ponds in the dead of winter, no picking peaches fresh from the tree, no chance for self-expression.
This was the beginning of the long journey through my soul, the coming to terms with my relationship with animals, whether in the wild or in captivity, debating the need to use them in research versus the profound desire to set them free.
Nothing is black and white when it comes to this relationship. Might over right, we collide at all levels of our association, with animals almost invariably being the losers. It is perhaps only with dogs and cats, opportunistic rogues that they are, that we most often meet a happy compromise; and that, probably, because they had a big hand in laying down the rules from the beginning.
Whether in the research laboratory or in nature, animals demonstrate a comportment far beyond our understanding. That chimpanzees, our closest living relatives in the animal kingdom, can exhibit remarkable levels of social intercourse is, perhaps, not surprising, but that they can also spontaneously mimic complex human behavior is rather humbling. But what if a little fish in a pond is capable of demonstrating a sense of humor with a human being? Do we regard it as a little less noteworthy because he’s only a fish? And what about a pearly-eyed thrasher who fights with courage and bravery to protect his home and offspring? Or imagine a 40-year-old male Indian elephant in the wild, master of his own destiny, who stubbornly refuses to surrender his dignity to his captors.
These are just some of the remarkable animals I have been privileged to know; these are their stories.
1
The Power of Dignity and Courage
The dog is man’s companion, the elephant is his slave.
—Sir Samuel Baker (1821–1893)
They referred to him as the Makhna,
the tuskless one. Rogue,
they also called him, because he destroyed crops, trampling them flat with his five-ton weight and tearing them apart with his massive feet and grasping trunk. He was also branded a killer. According to one newspaper report, he had taken the lives of three people in the village of Devarsalai, in the neighboring state of Karnataka in South India. His last victim had been a young boy, it said. Another newspaper claimed that he had killed twenty-three people over the past four years.
How did they know it was he and not some other marauding elephant who had committed all these crimes against humanity? They claimed it was because one of his hind feet was smaller in diameter than the other, the telltale footprint left in the red loamy soil of the sorghum and ragi fields clear evidence of his guilt.
Loki plays submarines in the River Moyar.
Forty years old, they guessed he was, because the upper edges of his huge ears were curled and flopped over. He stood nine and a half feet tall at the shoulder, not particularly large for a male Asian elephant, but still a foot and a half higher than the kitchen ceiling in an average American house. He towered above me in the tight eighteen-by-eighteen-foot quarters made of teak trunks, leaving me with an overwhelming feeling of inadequacy, if not outright insignificance. I tried to hide this feeling from everyone around me.
The workers at the elephant camp estimated that he weighed only three and a half tons now—a mere shadow of what his former, probably five-ton self must have been when he had been free and wild just five months earlier. Now he was a captive of the Forestry Department of the state of Tamil Nadu, locked in a web of petty politics, a jealously guarded symbol of national pride, and a focal point for international misunderstanding. As is often the case, animals are the ones to suffer when they get trapped in human politics, like children caught in the crossfire of an ugly divorce.
He was a huge, magnificent, and, as I would later come to find, sensitive creature. I knew him for only three short weeks during that first of two house calls
I made to India to treat him, yet he would come to take a place in my heart that is now filled only with pain. This is his story—the Makhna’s story—that little elephant,
as I used to call him.
One November evening in 1998, I got a telephone call from a Dr. Michael Fox in Washington, D.C. I knew of him as one of the true intellectual lights of the animal rights movement, but I had never had any contact with him. What on earth does he want with me? I wondered.
Michael is a veterinarian by training, having received his degree at the Royal College of Veterinary Surgeons and later a Doctorate of Philosophy and then a Doctorate of Science at the University of London. He became deeply involved in toxicological research using puppies in his early career until he developed a serious revulsion against what he was doing.
Would you consider going to India to treat an elephant that has been badly wounded and needs help?
he asked with little fanfare in his accent-less English voice.
I informed him that I knew very little about elephants, having dealt with only one in my whole life, and that was to assist another veterinarian in trimming the elephant’s toenails. Michael said he was aware of that, but he had been told that I was experienced in the treatment of severe chronic injuries in animals. His interest in contacting me went beyond that, however. He and his wife, Deanna, who had created an organization known as IPAN (India Project for Animals and Nature), ran an animal sanctuary and a charitable veterinary clinic in a tiny village in South India. They wanted a vet who believed in the concept of animal rights (even though Michael knew I had been in biomedical research, using chimpanzees and monkeys for many years); who was somewhat small in stature (I think he meant short and skinny), because most Indians are built that way; who was preferably not American or English, because some Indians had a thing