Unplanned: A Novel
By S.E. Biglow
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Sometimes the unexpected is just what the doctor ordered.
A chance meeting in yoga class brings together four women with drastically different lives and one common bond: unplanned pregnancy.
Shannon is raising three kids and never expected a fourth child. Lisbeth underwent IVF for her miracle baby but never planned for more than one. Renee is just starting her career and always imagined a baby would happen with her partner in the picture. Erika is all about partying not potty training and isn't interested in the responsibility of being a mom.
None of them anticipates the turns their lives take as a result of their new friendships. From moving in to moving on, they find a surprising strength in one another and rally together to weather the oncoming challenge of motherhood
Come laugh, cry and grow with the characters fans of Colleen Hoover will love.
Buy UNPLANNED and start the journey today.
S.E. Biglow
S.E. Biglow is the author of several cozy mystery series, including the Geeks and Things, Reverend Margot Quade and Brookhaven Paranormal mystery series. She lives in Massachusetts with her husband and son. She is a licensed attorney and spends her days combating employment discrimination as an Investigator with the Massachusetts Commission Against Discrimination. Connect with her by joining her Ream Reader Community (Sorcerers and Sleuths): https://reamstories.com/sarahbiglowwrites Follow her on Kickstarter: https://www.kickstarter.com/profile/sarahbiglowauthor For special deals, visit her website.
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Unplanned - S.E. Biglow
1
August 7th
SHANNON ATWATER traipsed through the front door after her son and daughter, her neck stiff from sun exposure. The stirrings of a headache thrummed at the base of her skull. Giddy shrieks echoed off the walls as Christian kicked off flip-flops and dropped a towel by the door. Meghan followed suit, light brown hair matted to her face as she took off after him.
Christian, Meghan. You need to change before you get the furniture wet,
Shannon called.
Tanner clung to her chest. His small arms wreathed her neck, making it difficult to move as she tried to set down the bag of damp towels. Sandals thudded softly as her youngest reluctantly climbed from her arms. He started to pull his bathing suit down, when she stopped him.
Here, sweetie. Let Mommy help you.
She led him down the hallway and into a room cluttered with toy cars and action figures. A big bear sat atop a multi-colored racecar blanket. She rooted through drawers and pulled out fresh underwear and shorts. After a few minutes of struggling, he was dressed in clean clothes.
Can I play now, Mama?
Sure. Why don’t you bring your toys into the living room?
He scooped up an armful of figurines and cars and marched after her. She returned to the front hallway and dragged the bag down a flight of stairs to the laundry. Hastily, she dumped the bag’s contents into the dryer. She shut the door and gripped the edge as her vision swam. Shannon sucked in a breath as the feeling passed. Part of her wanted to believe she’d just spent too long in the sun. Her neck and back certainly ached from the exposure at the pool. But the headache and nausea weren’t new symptoms. She’d had them before. But not in years.
Don’t be ridiculous.
Shannon went back to starting the dryer. She pulled a dryer sheet from the box on the shelf above the washer and tossed it in before setting the time for an hour. Not two seconds after the machine began jostling the contents around, a loud shriek echoed from above. Instinct sparked maternal worry deep in Shannon’s gut, and she raced back to the first floor. She rounded into the living room to find Tanner surrounded by his action figures. Megan huddled by the couch, nursing a bruised arm. A car sat at her feet.
What happened?
Shannon demanded.
Tanner threw a car at me.
Did not,
Tanner replied, sticking his tongue out.
Before Shannon could respond, Christian’s voice echoed from the next room.
Mom, something’s on the computer.
Not now, Christian.
She bent down to look at Meghan’s arm. A spot, bright red and splotchy, marred her skin.
Run some cold water over it.
Can I have a Band-Aid, too?
Meghan asked between sniffles.
Yes.
Meghan got to her feet and glared at her brother before disappearing in the direction of the bathroom. Shannon stood as well and dragged Tanner to his feet. He immediately started screaming.
You are going to sit in time out for that.
No, Mama. I don’t want to.
Mom,
Christian called again.
The headache continued to thrum in the background, sending shooting pain up and down her neck as Christian’s voice reverberated off the walls. Tanner kicked as she picked him up around the middle and hauled him into the dining room. Christian sat at the desk in the corner with a message flashing in green on the computer screen.
Give me a minute, Chris.
But I think the computer’s broken.
She pulled a chair out at the table on the other side of the room, plopped Tanner down, and set the egg timer for five minutes.
You’re going to sit here until the timer goes off. And then you’re going to tell Meghan you’re sorry.
Tanner sniffled and rubbed his nose but didn’t move. One crisis averted, she turned her attention to Christian.
What’s wrong with the computer?
I don’t know. I wanted to go online, but this thing keeps blinking.
He clicked the flashing screen, and a message popped up.
Damn.
She immediately gave Christian an apologetic look.
What is it?
I have a phone call in—
she checked the time —two minutes.
Aw. I can’t play a game?
Not right now. I need you to watch your brother and sister for me.
Christian pouted but got up from the chair. Okay.
She gave him a quick kiss on the cheek and watched him wander away. Shannon donned a wireless headset and launched a chat program. The program beeped twice, signaling the connection was strong. With the click of a button, it placed a call to her client.
Hello?
a voice said from the other end.
Hi. This is Shannon Atwater.
Shannon. Thanks for calling. We were hoping for an update on the project.
Shannon clicked through a mess of folders on her desktop to pull up her notes.
I’ve been working with your content editor this week to get all the site’s information correct. I should be able to have a preliminary design to you by Monday.
Sounds great. We’re actually hoping you could add a few more pages worth of material. We’ll send you what we need.
Of course. But I’ll need to run them by the editor before submitting anything.
Absolutely.
Behind Shannon, the timer dinged, and Tanner jumped out of the chair. She turned to catch him before he could run off.
You need to apologize to your sister,
she reminded him with a stern look.
Excuse me?
her client asked.
I’m sorry. I was talking to my son.
Well, do you have any questions about the timeline we’re working with?
No, sir. I think having a workable site design by the end of the month should be fine.
Great. I’ll let you get back to work.
Thanks. Have a great afternoon.
You, too. Goodbye.
Shannon ended the call and removed her headset. She exhaled slowly, trying to keep calm. It would be so much easier to do her job once Christian and Meghan were back in school and Tanner was spending time at day care. Shannon sifted through a backlog of e-mail messages from clients, sorting them into appropriate folders before shutting down her other programs. She’d worry about work tomorrow.
Christian, you can play on the computer for an hour.
He raced into the room and opened a game.
One hour,
she repeated.
Okay, Mom.
Afternoon quickly turned to evening. By the time Shannon’s husband, Mike, pulled into the driveway, the kids sat in front of the TV, watching a Disney movie. Chicken baked in the oven, and salad waited on the table.
How was work, honey?
She kissed him on the cheek once his briefcase was deposited in its usual spot.
Good. I have a few court dates next week I need to prepare for. How about you? Make your conference call on time?
Yeah. Just barely. We got back from the pool a little later than expected.
Meghan nearly bowled Shannon over as she tried to hug her dad around the legs.
Hey, baby girl,
Mike greeted, picking her up and swinging her around.
Hi, Daddy.
Did you have a fun day today?
Yeah. We went swimming at the pool and had lunch at the park.
Sounds like a lot of fun.
Behind them, the microwave timer beeped, and Shannon maneuvered around Mike to pull the chicken out of the oven. She set it on the stove and stopped. A wave of nausea hit her, and black spots popped in front of her eyes. Shannon pulled herself together before Mike noticed. He’d ask too many questions or say she was working too hard.
Honey, can you cut the chicken?
Sure.
She walked into the upstairs bathroom and patted a cool cloth on her forehead and neck. Something was off. This wasn’t the first time she’d felt uneasy. She took a breath, in and out.
What if she was pregnant? No, that couldn’t be right. Could it? She was late by at least a week. That wasn’t much, but after three kids, anything was possible. She opened the cabinet and searched until she found the right box. Her hands shook as she pulled out the remaining test and sat down on the toilet, praying it would come up negative. She washed her hands and waited, pacing back and forth.
Mom, dinner’s ready,
Christian called from downstairs.
I’ll be right down.
The clock on the wall ticked the seconds by in agonizing slowness. She picked up the test and stared at the small pink plus sign. There was nothing ambiguous about it.
Positive.
Her knees buckled, and she slumped to the floor. She blinked twice, but the tiny plus sign wasn’t going anywhere. Tears blurred her vision. A wave of panic lanced through her chest and down to the pit of her stomach. The feeling settled like a rock, and numbness took over. But we’re done having children. Three is all we wanted. Shannon dried the tears on her cheeks and wrapped the test in a tissue before tossing it in the trash. When she finally got her legs to move past the threshold, she headed down to join her family for dinner.
Tanner, chew with your mouth closed, please,
she chided.
His cheeks puffed out as he closed his mouth and continued to chew. The meal passed quickly enough, and Shannon set Christian to clearing the table.
Mike, I need to talk to you for a minute.
What’s up, Shan?
She led Mike into the living room, moving some dolls and action figures off the couch. She toyed with the hem of her blouse, keeping her back turned.
Shannon? What’s going on?
I’m pregnant.
What? You’re kidding.
She shook her head. I wish I was. I’ve been feeling off lately. I tried to put it off as too much sun, but I was just trying to convince myself it wasn’t true. And I’m late.
That’s happened before.
I’m telling you, I’m pregnant. I just took a test.
Mike leaned back on the arm of the couch and stared at Shannon. She tried to guess what he was thinking—and then realized she didn’t want to know. Shannon listened to the kids squabbling in the other room over who was going to get the TV next, and the numb feeling from before returned. Her world tilted on its axis, and all she could do was hold on for dear life.
2
August 14th
THE SUN sank low over the skyline as Lisbeth Marquez sat next to her partner, Candace, on the couch. The light reflected off the tops of buildings, coloring the carpet a vibrant orange. No sound came as the day ended. Candace stretched and stood.
You want anything while I’m up?
Lisbeth shook her head. I’m fine. Thanks.
You sure? Because you know the doctor said not to move around a lot.
Candace, I’m okay. We’ve been through this before.
If you say so, Lissie. I just want to make sure nothing goes wrong.
You’re cute when you’re annoyed,
Lisbeth called as Candace disappeared from view.
The TV remote sat within reach of Lisbeth on the table. She picked it up and flipped through channels. Nothing of interest. The sounds from the kitchen drew her focus.
What are you doing in there?
Dishes, silly. And no, you can’t help.
You’ve been waiting on me for days. I’m not sick.
Consider yourself lucky.
Hurry up. I’m getting lonely in here.
Lisbeth smiled as Candace’s laughter filled the apartment. Seven years together, four of them married, and Candace still managed to make her smile in all the right ways. Finally, the water turned off, and Candace reappeared, a towel in her hands.
Let’s do something,
Lisbeth said.
Like what?
I don’t know. Go for a walk or something. I need to get out of here for a while.
The doctor said—
"The doctor is going to make me crazy."
Maybe a short walk. We are almost out of milk.
Lisbeth got to her feet and slipped into her shoes. Candace snagged the keys from the hook by the front door, and they left the cool air of their apartment. As they waited for the elevator, Lisbeth checked herself in the small mirror.
You look beautiful.
You’re just saying that.
She tugged on her hair to make it look less frizzy.
As your wife, it is my duty to comment on your sexy factor.
Shut up,
Lisbeth said and shoved her playfully.
The elevator arrived with a loud ding! and interrupted their flirtation. They stepped inside and stayed quiet on the ride down. The summer heat hit them, and sweat accumulated on their skin the instant they stepped outside.
Who knew it could be this hot so late at night?
Lisbeth linked arms with her wife.
You’ve been cooped up in the nice air conditioning,
Candace said. They paused at the corner to wait for the walk signal.
I’m thinking a really short walk.
They wandered up the street to the edge of the Common, and the screech of the T below them punctuated the air. People rushed by on both sides of the sidewalk as they entered the grassy park. A band somewhere down the way, maybe near the pavilion, played loud jazz music. Kids raced around, chasing after each other and the occasional ball or Frisbee.
It’s a gorgeous night,
Candace said, squeezing Lisbeth’s hand.
It is,
Lisbeth agreed as a beach ball flew in their direction.
Lisbeth caught it and tossed it back to the group of boys who’d been chasing it.
You sure you don’t want me to stay home with you tomorrow?
Candace asked.
No. I’ll be fine. I’ve got a bunch of movies to keep me company. And there is some laundry that needs to be done.
Candace gave her a concerned look.
It’s a light load.
I just don’t want to mess this up. We’ve waited so long. And you know we haven’t been lucky so far.
Lisbeth glanced at the ground. I know. And it’s our last chance. I promise I won’t do anything too stressful.
They exchanged a brief kiss under a low-hanging branch as the music swelled and the band ended their set. It felt like a perfect moment.
I’m worried,
Candace said.
Lisbeth gripped her hand tight. She understood Candace’s concern. Their chances were slim, and they’d had more than their share of failed cycles. Her hand moved to her stomach, and a shiver ran the length of her spine. Her chest tightened, and she inhaled shakily, barely able to force air into her lungs.
I am, too.
I know I should be thinking positively, but—
It’s been so rocky to this point, you can’t help but assume it’s going to fail,
Lisbeth finished.
Exactly.
They sat in silence a moment, and Lisbeth watched the musicians at a distance.
Come on, let’s head back,
Candace said, tugging on Lisbeth’s arm.
Not just yet. I want to listen awhile.
They settled on a bench with the band in sight now. The trumpet player waved to the crowd before counting off a four count. The band plunged headlong into an improv number. Lisbeth tapped along to the beat for a while before her head began to droop.
It’s time to get back.
Lisbeth didn’t argue. They walked back up the Common and across the street. A few minutes later, the elevator deposited them on the seventh floor.
I hate that the meds make me so tired.
Lisbeth yawned.
Only a few more days.
If all goes well, we’ll never sleep again.
Lisbeth attempted to sound positive.
Don’t say that.
Candace batted Lisbeth’s shoulder.
Back in the coolness of their apartment, Lisbeth made a beeline to their bedroom and stripped off her sweat-soaked shorts and T-shirt, exchanging them for night clothes.
You coming to bed?
In a little while,
Candace answered.
You know where to find me.
Lisbeth lay atop the covers for a while, letting the air cool her skin. The next thing she knew, the bed shifted beside her, and Candace appeared.
What time is it?
Lisbeth slurred.
Around ten.
Lisbeth burrowed beneath the layer of blanket and sheet, snuggling against Candace’s shoulder.
What time are we supposed to get the call tomorrow?
Lisbeth asked.
Around two or three. Don’t worry about it. You’ll drive yourself nuts.
Good thing I’ve got a masseuse.
Physical therapist. There’s a difference.
I know that. You still give the best massages in the whole city.
Lisbeth rolled onto her side and felt Candace’s hands move over her neck and shoulders. She sighed as the muscles began to relax. The less tense her shoulders became, the more painful her lower back ached. She pulled away.
What’s wrong?
The site hurts is all.
One of Candace’s hands dislodged from Lisbeth’s shoulder and moved to her lower back. The tips of Candace’s fingers moved over the sore spot.
Yeah, right there.
I can put some ice on it, if you want. It might help.
Yeah. That might be good.
Their lips touched, and Candace climbed out of bed, returning moments later with an icepack. Lisbeth pressed it against the ache in her lower back and side. She hoped the pain was nerves and not something related to the procedure. They curled side by side until Lisbeth drifted to sleep. The cold on her back eased the discomfort, but she woke with her nightshirt wet.
Damn,
she mumbled, still half asleep.
She pulled the wet cloth from beneath her to reveal a big damp patch on the sheet. Disoriented, Lisbeth fumbled her way to the kitchen. Tossing the cloth in the sink, she stumbled back to her room for a dry shirt. Lisbeth saw a dim reflection of herself in the mirror as she stripped the other material from her body.
Running her hands over the muscles of her smooth, taut belly, she shivered. If they were lucky this time, her body would be in for a change. She glanced over her shoulder at Candace’s sleeping form, but instead of climbing back into bed, Lisbeth grabbed a blanket from the linen closet and headed for the couch.
SWEETIE, ARE you okay?
Candace’s voice sounded miles away as Lisbeth awoke.
You’re out on the couch,
Candace said.
Lisbeth sat up and rubbed at her face.
I know that. I didn’t sleepwalk out here.
Then what are you doing out here?
The ice melted, and the sheet got wet.
Oh.
Lisbeth ran a hand through Candace’s hair, so silky and different from her own. Candace sat down beside her and squeezed her hand.
Now, you’re absolutely sure you don’t want me here with you?
I’m sure, Mom.
Because I can do a half day.
You have people to see. Besides, one of us needs to work if we have any hope of paying the bills. Even if this doesn’t work.
Candace held up her hands up in defeat. Okay, you win. And try to stay positive.
Lisbeth threw aside the blanket and stood up. She wandered into the kitchen and set the coffee to percolate.
You aren’t supposed to have coffee,
Candace reminded her.
And you’re unbearable without your daily dose.
They moved around each other as if they’d been doing it all their lives. Arms and hands crossed without a falter. The toaster popped, sending a bagel flying across the room before Candace caught it. She set it on the table with a glass of juice. Lisbeth joined her with a plate of eggs, bacon, and a cup of coffee. They swapped seats and enjoyed a quiet breakfast together.
How many patients do you have today?
Lisbeth asked around a bite of bagel.
I think four. And maybe a few referrals when I get in.
Sounds good. I might go for a walk down by the Common. Read a book in the shade for a bit to get out.
Sounds like a good plan. Getting some fresh air is never a bad thing.
Candace downed her coffee and set the dishes in the sink. She grabbed a briefcase from a nearby chair and kissed Lisbeth goodbye.
I’ll see you tonight.
Do you want me to call when I hear?
Surprise me when I get home.
Your self-control is overwhelming.
Have a good day.
With that, she left Lisbeth to finish her bagel and juice. Lisbeth sat at the table, listening to the quiet of the apartment. She looked at the DVR clock—six hours at least before she got any news. Plenty of time to do a few loads of laundry and get out for some exercise. No going stir crazy with anticipation. She finished her meal and did the dishes, setting them out to dry. Stretching her arms behind her back, she went in search of a book. She walked past the second bedroom and stopped.
It was mostly empty, save an antique rocking chair by the window. She walked in and sat in the chair, tucking her legs beneath her. Lisbeth leaned back and let the gentle rocking soothe her nerves. She could picture the items that would fill the room if they were successful.
Subconsciously, her hands drifted to her lap. She’d waited so long for this. Sure, there were other options open to them, but it wouldn’t be the same. As the possibilities filled her thoughts and images danced in her head, sadness invaded her heart, constricting her lungs. She fought for breath until the feeling passed.
Get up and do something, Lissie.
A moment later, she dragged herself to her feet and continued her search for a book. She finally found one with a bookmark a third of the way through sitting on Candace’s nightstand.
Down on the Common, she found a shady place to sit. The Starbucks across the street called to her. It begged her to go in and get a venti-iced coffee. Lisbeth shook her head and turned her back. No coffee today. She tried to focus on the book, but the people around her were distracting. An older couple wandered out of the outbound Boylston stop and toward the grass. A couple of college-age kids loitered just outside the inbound stop. She loved Boston, being right in the thick of it. She could be herself in the city.
A half hour later, she got to her feet, legs stiff from sitting cross-legged for too long, and headed back inside. She relished the cold air as she made a frozen meal. Candace would have scolded her for all the processed fats, but she wanted the little bit of comfort the junk food afforded her. Tossing the fork in the sink and the carton in the trash, Lisbeth gathered up a load of dirty clothes and headed down the hall to the laundry room. She got there just as one of the other tenants moved his load to the dryer.
Washer’s all yours,
he said as she dumped her clothes on top of the machine.
Thanks.
By the time she got back from swapping the load into the dryer, her phone buzzed. It skidded along the coffee table toward the edge before she caught it. Her fingers fumbled as she tried to answer the call. Her nerves were back in full force. Finally, on the sixth ring, she managed to hit talk.
Hello?
Miss Marquez?
Yes.
This is Maureen from New England Medical.
Hi.
Lisbeth immediately began to pace.
We have your results.
And? What do they say? Did it work?
Her heart thumped against her ribs as an inkling of hope bubbled to the surface.
You’re pregnant.
Lisbeth let out a whoop of excitement. Thank you, so much. You have no idea how long we’ve been waiting for this.
Congratulations. We need to set up your next appointment.
Lisbeth waited while they set up her next check-up, ended the call, and fell onto the couch with the phone clutched to her chest. Another yelp escaped before she could stop herself. She was having a baby. They were having a baby. Her good mood faltered a moment later. They’d had one good round before, but it had ended in miscarriage.
The next three and a half hours were torture as she waited for Candace to get home. To help them celebrate, she’d gone to the store and picked up a champagne substitute, even if it was still cautious optimism. At six fifteen, she greeted Candace with champagne flutes.
We’re going to be mothers!
Candace’s smile turned into a Cheshire-Cat-sized grin, and they exchanged fevered kisses before Lisbeth shoved the glass into Candace’s hands.
You shouldn’t be drinking.
It’s sparkling cider.
You think of everything, don’t you?
Today, yes.
They toasted their good fortune and ended up curled together in the rocking chair in what would become the nursery.
I still can’t believe it worked,
Lisbeth said.
I think there’s someone watching over us. But we just have to be careful.
Lisbeth nodded. I know. I’m terrified, but I’ve got you, so whatever happens, we’re going through it together.
3
August 18th
RENEE BLACKWELL walked out of the employee bathroom. The aquarium swarmed with tourists and families trying to get a last visit in for the summer. She checked the time and headed for the entrance, where one of the tours awaited her. A small group of girls dressed in brown met her just beyond the ticket takers. Girl Scouts . Cute .
Hi, everyone.
Hi,
a chorus of voices replied.
Has anyone been to the aquarium before?
Standard question to ask a new group. Inevitably, someone’s always been before. One little girl in the back with bushy blonde hair raised her hand.
It’s pretty cool, right?
Renee asked, flashing a smile.
Yeah.
Well, it may look a little different right now because we’re doing some construction. But how about we get started?
She led them into the air-conditioned interior of the aquarium, taking them by the empty penguin tank. The girls stopped briefly to peer at the bluish water and sparse rocks.
Where are the penguins?
the blonde asked.
Well, right now, the aquarium is making changes to some of the habitats, and we had to move the penguins so we didn’t disturb them. But when we go outside, we can see blue penguins all the way from Australia.
The promise of exotic birds urged them onward around to the Tropical Gallery. They stopped and crowded around the Dangerous Species exhibits.
You wouldn’t want to meet these guys out in the ocean.
Gasps and squeals bubbled over as a pair of lionfish darted among the coral, peering at the group before disappearing again.
They marched up the ramp, gawking at the Giant Ocean Dive Tank. Myrtle, the aquarium’s resident sea turtle, lounged just beneath a rock.
Anybody know how long Myrtle has been at The New England Aquarium?
Blank expressions waited for her to answer her own question.
She’s been here since 1970. I bet some of your parents remember seeing her when they were your age.
The troop leaders smiled amongst themselves. Apparently, they could relate. The ramp up to the next level continued, and they paused to get different views of the tank, pointing as enormous fish swam along. Just as they rounded to the back half of the second level, she spotted one