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HerStory focuses on seven remarkable women in Old Testament Scripture—women whose struggles and concerns are no different than yours today. This inspiring book offers a behind-the-scenes look into the real lives of women such as Leah, Sarah and Ruth. This is more than history; it’s her-story of God’s relentless love and limitless power to change your life.
Over a decade ago, Pastor Jacob Rodriguez wrote his first book to women entitled The Woman’s Touch, followed up a few years later by The Lord’s Lady. The book you’re holding, HerStory, is his third and final installment in this volume of books to women. Complete your collection and savor these refreshing examples of faith, grace and courage.
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HerStory - Jacob Rodriguez
Prologue
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Have you ever wished you could talk with one of the characters of the bible? I know I do. Aside from the Lord Jesus Christ, I would love to interview some Old Testament characters like Moses, Abraham, David, or even some of the lesser known. As a woman, I’m sure there are some women you would love to meet too. Well, this is your opportunity. Although their lives are ancient history, their stories still speak today. You may be surprised how much in common you have with them.
In this book, I’ve chosen seven women to retell their stories, and help you discover God’s unbreakable strength. Your first question might be, Why did you chose these seven women?
To be perfectly honest, as I prepared for this book, these women seemed to leap out of the pages of the bible.
Are they the greatest, and most revered women in scripture? You can confidently argue either way. But I didn’t select women who necessarily fit the mold. In fact, you’ll notice a common thread in each of their lives. None of them were perfect. Some made huge mistakes, some wasted precious time and others thrived under pressure.
My purpose is to free these biblical women—allowing them to be a canvas for a broader viewpoint of reality. We tend to tidy them up, airbrush their flaws and gloss over their unpredictable behavior. But these women weren’t shaped with a cookie-cutter. Nor did they ever volunteer to be the subject of scrutiny. They are authentic, real and true testimonies of God’s grace.
I invite you to get comfortable, find a quiet place, and discover seven imperfect women who discovered God’s perfect strength.
Chapter 1
Rivalries of Love
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Imagine if your husband married you—thinking you were your sister. Then, in a twist of events, you end up married to the same man. Sound like a complete nightmare? For one young lady it was reality. The woman I’m referring to is none other than Leah.
Leah’s story is brief, yet compelling. Cast as more of a supporting role, Leah involuntarily becomes the focal point of the entire story. She is introduced at the heart of Jacob’s quest for Rachel. Negotiations between Laban (Leah and Rachel’s father) and Jacob had already begun. Jacob was head-over-heels for Rachel. You could almost say it was love at first sight
.
To really understand Leah’s life, it’s good to know a little bit of Jacob’s background. Known mostly for his illusive lifestyle, Jacob had found himself on the run from his brother Esau. After following his mother’s advice, he bartered for his brother’s birthright, deceived his father, and took a blessing that wasn’t his. Then after receiving his father’s blessing, he was sent to the region of Padam Aram. It was when he arrived there that he met Rachel.
Jacob and Rachel fell in love. There was no doubt in Jacob’s mind that he wanted to marry her. So he agreed to work seven years for her. Most of us would think that’s way too long, but for Jacob it was a labor of love.
After this small backdrop, we can continue with Leah’s story.
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The Other Sister
Genesis 29:16-17 says, Now Laban had two daughters: the name of the elder was Leah, and the name of the younger was Rachel. Leah’s eyes were delicate, but Rachel was beautiful of form and appearance.
The contrast between Leah and Rachel, and, Esau and Jacob is fascinating.
In both families you have an older sibling who isn’t favored like the younger. In both families, the younger steals the elders’ blessing. What Jacob was to Esau, Rachel was to Leah. The similarities are interesting and probably not a coincidence. God always has a way of harmonizing his message. Rachel was daddy’s little princess. And Leah was the proverbial ugly duckling.
As a girl, Leah knew that her dad played favorites. Even though she was older, she grew up in her younger sister’s shadow. Rachel was beautiful, charming and had a smile that could light up a dark room. The Bible describes Rachel as being beautiful in form and appearance.
Basically, Rachel was the total package. She was so lovely that Jacob’s jaw might have dislocated and dropped to the floor when he saw her.
When Leah is described, the Bible says her eyes were delicate
—a nice way of saying she wasn’t very pretty. Leah didn’t have the lovely features of her younger sister. However, it wasn’t just her physical appearance, but also her heart, her self-image. Leah’s weak
eyes were the windows into her soul. Her eyes were an outward reflection of how she felt about herself.
Leah was insecure about her femininity. A woman’s emotions can take a heavy toll on her countenance. When a woman is depressed or insecure, her appearance reflects it. You can only pretend so long until you start resembling your problem. Leah’s condition made her undesirable. When Jacob stood there looking at the two sisters, poor Leah looked tired and unhappy.
Leah didn’t just feel ugly, she felt like a second-rate woman.
Dear reader, if the enemy can accomplish anything in your life, it’s to get you to feel like less of a woman, less of who God created you to be. Inferiority can be troubling setback in a woman’s life. A poor self-image can put your potential on a short leash. That’s why Satan works overtime to diminish your dignity. That’s also why he attacks adolescent girls with sexual abuse and abandonment—so by the time they’re grown women, they feel worthless.
The more inferior you feel, the less capable you are of living the life God created you for. When you have an inferiority complex, compliments don’t mean very much. Your husband could say, Honey, you look beautiful
, yet when you look in the mirror, you think to yourself, I hate my body
. No matter what he or your children say, you’re still not happy who you see in the mirror. Years into the marriage, your husband feels like nothing he ever does or says is good enough.
But in reality, you don’t think you’re good enough.
Leah didn’t start fighting Rachel when they married the same man. The fight began when daddy would swoop up little Rachel in his arms and smother her with kisses. Leah knew something was different and the lack of her father’s affection created a huge hole in her heart.
Every woman wants to feel loved, admired, and accepted. She wants to feel like a princess. Leah was no different. She wanted acceptance, but never received it. She wanted a hug, but hardly got one. However, Rachel wasn’t the problem, dad was.
If Laban, Leah’s father, had poured equal time and affection on both daughters, Leah wouldn’t have felt so timid and cheated. Leah’s family was unbalanced. But like I mentioned, Rachel was not to blame. She too was an innocent child. It was Laban who created this mess. Of course, Leah didn’t see things from this perspective. All she saw was Rachel’s beauty and the attention she got. Unbeknownst to her, Leah was really not angry with Rachel, but with her dad. Oftentimes we channel our frustration to the most visible target. In this case, Rachel became just that.
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The Daddy Disease
I often see what I would label, the daddy disease
. This describes what happens when a child, in this case—a girl, grows up without a loving father. Dad might have been home, but perhaps he was preoccupied or wasn’t intentional about his relationship with you. Maybe he hoped for a boy and never fully embraced you. Maybe he just didn’t know how to show affection and struggled to bond with you. The point is that many women grow up without a father. Leah had a similar situation.
I certainly don’t want to bash Laban. To his credit, he was present and did provide a godly environment for his family. Otherwise, Isaac would have never recommended that Jacob marry Rachel. Laban wasn’t evil, but perhaps misguided and unfair. So he shouldn’t be harassed, but understood. As a side note, I believe that pop-culture and even voices in the Christian community have spent too much time father bashing
, and not enough time understanding their fathers. While some criticism is warranted, certain fathers shouldn’t be demonized for being imperfect men.
Leah and Rachel were rivals because Laban didn’t affirm them equally. I would like to ask you a straightforward question. What was your relationship like with your father? Even if it’s difficult, I want you to think about your father.
Who is or, who was he?
I know these questions may fuel different emotions. If your relationship with him is good, you probably have some fond memories. You should feel blessed if your relationship with him was healthy. But if your relationship with him was strained or tense, then you might feel a bit saddened. Maybe your relationship with your dad has improved over time.
The reason I asked you to think about him was because I want you to understand something, even if it’s difficult to swallow. If your father caused you pain and made life difficult for you, this pill will be even harder to swallow.
Your father is not the enemy, but Satan is.
People may have told you that he’s to blame everything. Your father may have been imperfect, cruel, or just unavailable, but Satan is still the sole conspirator. If you’re going to upset with anyone, let it be the enemy. Don’t spend another day tearing down a faulty parent. Instead, tear down the kingdom of evil that waged war against your spirit.
Your father was human, capable of being manipulated and hurt. Remember, this doesn’t excuse him, but it helps to explain him. The goal is not to defend any guilty party, but to understand how you got here today, and what steps you take tomorrow. Your father is fully responsible for his actions—good or bad. Frankly, just like you are. But resenting him won’t do much to improve your life, nor will it nourish your faith in God.
Women who are hurt with their fathers haven’t found much satisfaction with resentment. People may have influenced you to target your father and accuse him. But your father is not your enemy, neither is your mother; Satan is. If anyone is to blame, it’s him. He was the one who launched the spiritual assault against your life. The Bible says that Satan roams around like a lion, seeking someone to devour.
However you still must be armed with the knowledge and understanding about what exactly your father handed down to you. Unless you face the issues you have inherited, you won’t be able to move beyond them—especially women whose father had a negative impact on their lives.
Even though Leah’s father wasn’t the real enemy, he is still responsible for his own actions. He is far from an innocent bystander.
Laban gave his daughters more than his genes; he passed down a heritage of family dysfunctions. Because of this, both Leah and Rachel struggled to find their place in life. Both got tangled in relational knots and fought for love. Both spent years trying to keep their heads above the waterline of feminine significance and value. Both were afraid of becoming insignificant—all because of how dad treated them.
Can you relate with Leah? Even if your upbringing was healthy and positive, can you empathize with her?
Laban gave a personal assistant named Zilpah to Leah. Zilpah’s name means frail or weary
. Even daddy’s favorite Rachel got Bilhah as her personal assistant. Bilhah’s name means troubled or timid
. Basically, Leah and Rachel inherited weariness, trouble and timidity from their father. Because her dad was weary, Leah became weary. Because her dad was troubled, Leah was troubled. Because her dad was timid and fearful, guess what Leah became?
Laban failed his daughters. And honestly, their mother doesn’t get any gold medals here either. Where was she? How come we don’t see any motherly defense? What was she scared of? Where does mom fit into this picture? Leah’s mother chose to play along and pretend everything was fine. She probably wanted to keep the peace, even though she saw the dysfunction. Why didn’t she demand something better for her daughters?
Anytime you see a problem and do nothing, you become part of the problem. A real mother puts her children first. She steps between her children and danger. She risks her own livelihood to protect her children against any foul play. Laban’s wife doesn’t get a free pass. After all, this was a family.
Maybe your mom didn’t step in for you. Maybe she kept the peace, at the expense of your emotions. She too isn’t perfect, nor is she blameless.
Leah was living with the same issues her dad lived with. Sadly, even when he tried to help his daughters, he ended up causing more problems for them. Maybe that describes your relationship with your father to some degree. Even when he tried to help and patch things up, the situation only got worse. His efforts to build a bridge only burned more bridges.
What’s the toughest part about all of this?
Perhaps you see a little bit of your dad or mom in you. Maybe you see it in the way you handle relationships, manage conflict, or deal with stress. It could just be your overall attitude about life.
Let me take this opportunity to tell you that no matter what negative characteristic you were given, no matter what curse or issue you inherited, God’s will is for you to live free of that. God does not want you to live with the same pattern. Through the love of God, you can overcome any generational issue in your life.
As you’ll see in the next chapter, Leah’s problems were far from over. It would take quite a few lessons before she discovered God’s unbreakable love.
Chapter 2
Here Comes the Bribe
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Leah’s issues at home followed her into marriage. No surprise there. The unresolved, unhealed areas of your past will cling to you until they are completely dealt with.
The deal was done. Jacob had completed his seven years and was ready to make Rachel his bride. His work had finally paid off. However there was only one major problem; the bride he thought he was getting wasn’t Rachel, but Leah. Jacob, a trickster himself, was tricked!
This was the start of a painful journey for Leah. When we read this story, we tend to