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Return to Me - Carolyn Menke
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Chapter One
Springhaven, 1972
Sadie set her buttery tart pie on the windowsill to cool. She folded her husband’s misplaced glasses, and walked them out to his favorite reading spot on the front porch.
A billow of dust parachuted behind an unfamiliar green Ford Pinto barreling up their lane. The tires crunched across gravel near the portico that sagged like their swayback mare, and Sadie re-pinned a stubborn wisp of hair that had escaped her carelessly twisted bun at the nape of her neck.
The Pinto puttered to a stop.
A young woman peeled her toned thighs from the vinyl seat and eased to the ground. After studying a piece of paper, she cocked her head up, catching Sadie’s gaze. Then she hoisted a bag of groceries in her arm the way a mother lifts a child.
May I help you?
Sadie didn’t recognize this woman, although her gait was oddly familiar.
Yes, I hope so.
The woman shifted the bag and shaded her eyes. Her puckered cheeks were the color of a ripened peach. I stopped at the market asking for directions. Ruth Dalton directed me here, and asked that I bring your groceries. I hope that was okay.
Thank you.
Sadie took the sack from the woman as they met on the porch, wondering why she was here. Was she looking for someone who’d once stayed at Springhaven? A breeze sucked the checkered curtains to the screens and then released them to tinker with the chimes as the women stared at each other for an awkward moment.
I’m looking for Sadie Stark.
The woman tucked back a shock of straight dark hair, bundled like sheaves of grain.
Sadie Stark?
Confusion rippled through her mind because nobody had called her by that name for some time. Sadie set the groceries down on the wide-planked floor. As she studied the woman’s face, she nervously twisted her filigree wedding band that had become too loose to stay put, but too tight to work over her knuckle.
Well then,
Sadie said, her flesh prickling with goosebumps. You’ve come to the right place.
You’re Sadie?
The woman’s voice cracked.
I am.
The woman stifled a cry and reached into her jeans pocket. Nestled in the palm of her hand was an old black lighter with a name etched into it—all the evidence Sadie needed to know who she was.
The woman’s voice was steady and strong. This lighter belonged to—
Yes. I know,
Sadie said.
You remember?
Sadie dipped her head and covered her mouth with quivering fingers. Not a day goes by that I don’t think of it…
Chapter Two
Pittsburgh, 1942
James Pasko dodged a streetcar to cross Penn Avenue. As he loped to the other side, he adjusted the pack on his shoulder that held his military enlistment papers. Pittsburgh’s Union Station, looming before him, was shrouded in snow the color of dirty dishwater. A bleak gray sky, polluted by the fiery steel mills in his hometown, wouldn’t dampen his spirits. He’d enlisted, and now that his brother had made it back from the war alive, it was his turn to fight for their country.
He surged faster through the crowds, tilting and turning and rerouting his blistered steps to avoid being swallowed up in the tearful goodbyes around him. It wasn’t until he reached the box counter and purchased his ticket to Fort Dix that he allowed himself to fully catch his breath. Although James didn’t like to draw a scene, he couldn’t help but feel a little disheartened at the flurry of activity. Nobody had come to see him off.
Ticket in-hand, he found the train and chose a seat at the back of the car, where he could keep his eye on passersby. He adjusted his Army-issued cap. Through the grimy window, he studied the strangers, catching the subtle yet telling nuances of their body language, and concocting stories about these people as if they were characters in a book. The pot-bellied bum in overalls was a bootlegger’s son that still made rye whiskey. The plump woman that smelled of mouthwash to hide her liquor had stolen the plumed hat off the display window at Horne’s when the sales clerk wasn’t watching. The pink-cheeked slip of a girl whose soldier’s hand rested on her belly in the moment before they kissed goodbye, was expecting his brother’s baby.
But what was this? A young woman strolled toward the first-class car. James inched closer to the window. She carried a hatbox pressed to her chest, a clutch tucked under her arm, and a suitcase handle gripped with a white-gloved hand. Playing his game, he imagined her to be the new governess for a family in New York. No…too well-to-do, not to mention pretty. He tilted his head to consider why this dark-haired beauty was traveling alone. Bobbing and dodging strangers who grazed her cashmere coat, her eyes glazed with an empty lifeless stare he didn’t like. The lonely expression didn’t fit in with the fur-trimmed lapel speckled with snowflakes. Perhaps she was a widow, who had lost her husband in the war. It was possible, except then she’d likely have the hand of a child in hers, leading their way to an uncertain future. No, James decided, this young lady with her chin held high, exuded a willfulness he didn’t often observe in his Depression-strapped part of town.
James threw open the window for fresh air, and maybe for a closer look at her. When she fixed her attention on him, warmth spread from his shoulder-to-shoulder, sweat dampened his forehead, and he couldn’t peel away from that endearing crinkle between her delicate brow, or the beauty mark gracing her upper lip. She had the face of a screen star.
He blinked at the blinding light of flashbulbs sparking all around the platform. An entourage of media reporters moved in a mob around Governor Stark as he approached the young lady. The governor. Of course. That’s how James knew her. Nostalgia crept up the back of his neck as he realized this girl was related to the governor. He’d nervously shined the newly elected official’s shoes years earlier, while she had watched nearby. James still felt the soft satin ribbon that had fallen from her hair; he’d kept in his trouser pocket after she had gone.
Despite the commotion, her eyes never left his. The stale reek of train travel and cigar smoke gave way to a memory he had of her lemony candy breath and that raspy voice. James couldn’t have been the first man taken by her beauty, but she flushed and looked away as if unused to the attention.
The spell had broken. Had James imagined it all like he did with the bootlegger’s son and the lady hat thief? He didn’t think so.
Always a pleasure to visit the nation’s greatest producer of steel!
The governor shook hands with someone while posing for another picture, this time with his arm around his wife. A small group of well-heeled travelers hovered nearby.
Out of the corner of his eye, James spotted a boy approaching the group.
My clutch!
The young woman dropped her hatbox and suitcase on the platform, spilling the contents, and setting in motion a collective confusion. The thief took off with her purse, his oversized jacket flapping at mid-calf.
James bounded from his seat to the vestibule railing. When the boy drew near, James leaped off and tackled him. A second boy, the thief’s accomplice, it seemed, jumped on James’ back—pummeling him in the ribs, head, and face, allowing the first boy to scramble away. Pain seared across him, but he wrestled free and continued. In McKees Rocks, known in Pittsburgh as The Rocks,
he and Paul had fought their way across schoolyards and to the steel mills and back.
The chase was on.
The boy boarded an adjacent train car. He crossed through it to the other side. James followed. He dodged boarding travelers and a blue-suited conductor announcing travel times and destinations. The commotion grew more chaotic as stragglers clambered onto packed cars.
Slowed by the crowds, but not dissuaded, James gained on the small thief. The boy was equally determined and perhaps growing more sure of the importance of the stolen item.
A conductor threw his hat at the thief, missing. Another well-intentioned bystander tried to take him out with a cane. When James was finally close enough to grab him, the boy tossed the clutch under the tracks.
A police officer seized the boy.
All aboard!
James hunched over, gasping for air, his dripping blood marking the platform.
Board your train, son. I have him from here,
the officer said.
James ran to the edge of the tracks and saw the clutch just out of reach.
Go on, before you get your head chopped off.
Sir?
James asked the man with the cane. May I?
Seemingly amused by the scuffle and perhaps eager to help in the spirit of young love, he handed it over.
James, lying prone, used the cane to grab the girls’ purse the way a shepherd hooks his lamb, dragging it closer to the wall, and scooping it up by the handle, carefully lifting so it didn’t fall down into the hole. When he pulled it out, victorious, a small audience applauded his efforts.
He held the clutch overhead for the crowd to see. Then he wiped his brow with the back of his sleeve and strutted off to deliver the object to its rightful owner.
But the whistle had blown.
Wheels were in motion.
Steam shot into the steel-colored sky.
James sprinted, now trapped between train lines. He found an opening at last and ran along the platform to get back to where he started, his temples throbbing from the rhythmic clicking of the steamers.
The last car in the train pulled away. He saw her through the observation window, perhaps training her eyes to find him? She pressed her white-gloved hands against the glass.
He waved his arms, shouting at the receding car, even though he doubted she could hear him over the deafening noise. Even if she had, what could she do?
And just like that, she was gone.
Chapter Three
Sadie’s ice cubes clinked in time to the surging click-clack of the steam locomotive. She peered around the dining car, complete with gleaming brass light fixtures, polished mahogany, and white linens, and wondered what ended up happening back in Pittsburgh. Did the soldier catch the thief?
Traveling with her governor uncle often caused a scene, drawing beggars and dishonesty, and perpetuating her belief that people outside their circle couldn’t be trusted. But something felt different this time. Not in all of her years of traveling had she seen someone act so brave and chivalrous without hesitation. She felt a stirring in her core that a complete stranger, someone she’d never even met before, would leap off and miss his train to chase down a petty thief.
Shameless, some people are,
Henry said. So desperate for a handout that they make fools of themselves.
Still shaken by the incident, she peeled off each dirtied glove from Pittsburgh’s soot, and wondered if Henry meant the pickpocket or the soldier. The soldier, unlike Henry, had at least tried to help. Henry wasn’t the type to lay down his jacket over the mud puddle for her, although it was times like these that she wished with every fiber in her being that he was or could be.
I’ll buy you a new one.
He cradled his snifter of Four Roses bourbon. His breath smelled of burnt vanilla.
She forced a tight smile. The engraved compact inside her clutch that had belonged to her mother could hardly be replaced. He knew that. A waiter catered to nearby men playing cards. Their laughter rumbled through the smoky air as they puffed cigars and gulped Manhattans.
Come on, doll. Let’s talk about something else.
Henry studied her over the top of his pear-shaped glass as he took another swig. Everything about him exuded confidence, from his grease-darkened red hair, which he had slicked back and parted like Spencer Tracy, right down to his expensive wingtip shoes.
Okay. Are you ready for second term at school?
He groaned. I meant let’s talk about us.
He dipped his head toward her face, the husky tone in his voice putting her on edge.
I can’t help but worry.
What are you driving at?
He reached out, palms up, veins bulging in the underbelly of his forearms.
His rocky scores for starters. A war-deferred status that depended on his staying enrolled. But mostly, whether they had a future together.
She rested her hands lightly on his.
You want to talk about school? All right.
He squeezed her hands gently. Our first party is at the end of the month. You’ll come, won’t you?
His forehead vein bulged along with his renewed enthusiasm. He cocked his head to the side. The guests like to see the bottles their liquor comes from, so I’ll line them all up. Only the good stuff, you know.
Sounds like you aspire to tend the bar rather than pass it.
He tilted his head to the other side as if trying to decipher whether she was teasing. I’ll pass the bar all right, and when I do, I’ll be set. Your uncle will take care of me, doll. Especially with you as my wife.
He narrowed his eyes, the same color as the bourbon in his belly, then half-stood, half-leaned over the table for a kiss, sealing her fear. He expected her to help his political career, no matter what. Forget her aspirations.
Unless you fail out first.
Sadie Stark.
He covered her hands with his and rubbed her bare ring finger with his thumb. No one will let that happen to me. Ever.
Let that happen? And if it does? You’ll be drafted.
She tried to keep her voice down.
You worry too much, doll.
He brushed a thumb along her chin, seemingly pleased with her concern.
She stared out the window at the passing scenery. Clumps of snow clung to the evergreens, a stark contrast to the ice-encased branches of the deciduous trees. Yesterday she’d forgiven Henry’s flirting with a buxom bridesmaid at the Mellon wedding, the one he’d quickly grown bored with—or, rather, would have grown bored with had she overlooked his wandering eye.
You’re my girl,
was all he’d said to assure her, through a one-armed hug that was anything but remorseful. Sadie worried that she too, one of these days, would lose her luster in his eyes, when his chase was over, his conquest won. What about when she was cranky, old, and wrinkled—would he love her then?
The question wasn’t whether he’d leave her. He admittedly needed her connections to secure his career and she had no doubt he’d continue to need them to maintain it. The question was whether she’d ever feel emotionally secure despite it. Not that it was his fault really. It would take a bigger person than Henry to fill the void that had been created when her mother walked out. A bigger man. One who would chase down a runaway vagrant, maybe? Her lips flittered up with a rush of excitement.
When she imagined the soldier’s rough hand caressing her face the way Henry had, a deep stirring pulled at the pit of her belly. The intense sensation was like strings stretching across her chest, swelling inside her like an ocean’s cresting sea.
Sadie wondered if a man as selfless as that solider who’d sprung to action before her eyes would ever openly flirt in front of her as Henry often did. For as much as she tried to put the idea out of her head, she couldn’t stop replaying the scene—the way he tackled the thief and chased on was as clearly etched into her mind like a picture show. She remembered the deep boom and echo of the uniformed man’s voice as he tackled and wrestled the pickpocket right there on the dirty platform, throwing punches. Her skin heated through her blouse at the idea of it all.
If only she could see him again and thank him. Not just for his kind gesture, but for the flood of emotions he’d awakened inside her. Maybe for the chance to know who he was.
As the steamer chugged along, surging and lurching and bouncing her corkscrew curls, it occurred to her that perhaps he’d left something on the train. A piece of luggage under his seat that held some clue. If she found any piece of information leading to his identity or whereabouts, maybe she could find him. She had to try.
Seated across from her, Henry shook out the pages of the newspaper while nipping the end of a cigarette between his thin lips.
Will you excuse me?
She pushed to a stand. I’m not feeling quite myself.
Henry’s eyebrows shot up while he checked her over the top of the newspaper. What? You still shook up by that scuffle at the station?
He set down the paper and winked, pinching his cigarette between his pointer and thumb to flick the ashes. You just need to relax. Take a nap, baby.
Sadie narrowed her eyes. She’d learned to pacify Henry in her own quiet way. Motion sickness, I think,
was what she said, when in fact she couldn’t wait to search under the seats of the train car where she’d first seen that broad-shouldered soldier lock eyes with her through his open window.
On her way out of the dining car, Sadie hovered near the table where her aunt and uncle dined with Henry’s parents. Uncle Edward had worked with Mr. McAlister during Mellon’s term as Secretary of the Treasury.
What is it, dear?
Aunt Bea asked, her pale, powdered face creased in agitation at Sadie’s interruption.
The soldier who jumped off the train,
Sadie said as casually as possible. You don’t suppose he left luggage behind, do you?
Did he not get back on?
Aunt Bea asked. Well, someone will take care of it.
The least we can do is make sure he gets his belongings back. If there are any, I mean.
Uncle Edward dabbed at the corners of his mouth with a napkin, turning his attention to his niece. What’s this about, Sadie?
It’s nothing,
Aunt Bea answered for her, dismissing Sadie with a wave of her jewel-ridden hand. Go on, eat your meal before it gets cold.
Had the McAlisters not been present, Sadie was certain her aunt would have asked whether she’d mingled with the wealthy, eligible bachelors at the Mellon wedding.
Looking lovely as always.
Mr. McAlister winked at her as she excused herself.
Sadie found the car where the soldier had been. She glanced around uneasily, not wanting to draw attention. When she approached an empty seat in the back, the person next to it happened to be asleep. She maneuvered around him and sat, sweeping her eyes up and down the aisle.
When nobody seemed to be watching, she reached under the seat, brushing against something soft. A pack. His? Her heart pounded against her blouse dampened with the sweat of anticipation. She swooped, grabbed it, and made her way to the vestibule area between this car and the next. Nobody stopped her, but an old man wearing dark sunglasses in the far corner smiled a toothless grin and nodded.
She ducked into a bathroom to catch her breath, locking the door.
She did it!
Inside the pack she found a pocketknife, cash, military certificates, and paperwork. She slid her hand farther into the pack and felt a small piece of thicker card stock. His military identity card. It smelled like the inside seam of a worn library book. She inhaled with a smile.
James,
she said softly, unprepared for the way his chiseled features unnerved her. She grazed her thumb along the typed name of the 6’2, hazel-eyed soldier, born on May 6, 1922 in McKees Rocks. She’d once met a boy from McKees Rocks. But he was just a boy. When she stared into the eyes of this soldier, she saw a glimmer of recognition. Could it be him? What were the chances? Sadie sank her teeth into her bottom lip. Her scalp prickled at the idea that she’d met this fellow before and that the powers that be had placed them like chess pieces where they’d find each other again. As if they were connected by some invisible thread. No, not a thread—a rope, woven by something more than happenstance. She frowned at her childish fabrication. But her curiosity traveled to the pad of her fingertip that traced the ink forming his signature.
James Pasko.
A knock on the door interrupted her reverie.
Just a minute, please.
While she stuffed everything back into the pack, another knock sounded, this time louder and more urgent.
Shake a leg, will ya?
She fled from the bathroom, colliding with a porter. Excuse me, miss. Can I help you?
A soldier left this on the train.
Very well. I’ll take it.
He reached for the pack she wasn’t ready to relinquish.
Sir?
She hesitated. Of course it would appear odd to everyone—not the least of all, to Henry—if she returned to the dining car with a stranger’s belongings, but she couldn’t let it go. Will you drop it off at the next stop?
Naturally, miss. I’ll take it now.
Okay.
She stalled, hugging the pack to her chest. How will I know he receives it?
He pursed his lips before he spoke. We have our ways.
On second thought, maybe I’ll just mail it to him. I’m certain his identification’s inside.
Does this belong to someone you know?
Not…yet.
I need to take that from you, then.
He grabbed for it, and, realizing she couldn’t play tug-of-war with the porter, she left, her pulse amplified in her ears. She wanted to get back to the dining car before Henry came looking for her.
Almost immediately she regretted not including a note in the pack asking that James let her know he received it. Her telephone exchange at the governor’s mansion? If only she were better able to think on her feet.
Distracted, she bumped into an older woman hunched over like a mole, her baggy eyes popping out from under a headscarf. The woman extended her frail arms and said hoarsely, Have you seen my boys?
Her quivering fingers gripped Sadie’s arms. Have you?
No. How old are they?
She glanced up and down the aisle for young runaways.
None of them were supposed to leave me.
Of course not.
War or no war.
Her face contorted and she jutted her lower jaw forward.
Sadie’s smile faded. A friend apologized and redirected the woman by her elbow.
But her words had sunk in. Sadie knew she’d been sheltered—people were dying overseas while she and her surrogate family dined well, traveled for pleasure, and went about their business. Although her uncle had been close with the people, and going away to school had opened her eyes to their financial well-being, she was embarrassed to admit how often she forgot the way the rest of the country lived, the way she may have lived had she not fallen into a world where she didn’t belong.
She found her seat next to Henry. Purling cigar smoke mixed with frying food brought on a fierce nausea. She clawed into the seat, bracing for the feeling to pass. Don’t look out the window. Look straight ahead.
Sweat formed on her upper lip. Henry,
she whispered. I think I’m going to be sick.
Henry shook out the newspaper and glanced her way. He held up his glass to offer her a sip, his go-to for everything.
She flared her nostrils at the waves of nausea and very wisely forced herself to the ladies’ room just in time to vomit in private. She missed the toilet, splattering the carpet, the velvet curtains, and the edge of the metal sink, heaving uncontrollably.
Chapter Four
James held the clutch in his work-calloused hands, tracing the smooth leather with his thumbs. The army expected him at Fort Dix, but he wanted to return her belongings himself. Then again, what would a girl like her—a girl with the world before her—want with a penniless steelworker from The Rocks? She’d probably forgotten all about the scuffle at the station by now, and was safely on her way home. He’d lost his golden chance to see her again when he missed that train.
His officer’s orders were clear—report to basic training in three days. The ticket collector could mail it to her. He frowned, knowing he was acting as childish as a bedridden lad stuck listening while the kids played kick-the-can. But as he turned to find the office, he paused. How would he know if she received it? What if the man in the booth kept her clutch and the contents inside it for himself? Or the postmaster gave it to his wife? These people didn’t care. They probably found piles of lost or forgotten items on trains every day; this item would most likely be buried among the rest. James couldn’t bear the thought of what this beautiful woman would think of him if he didn’t see this through. Maybe he was as poor at the pickpocket who stole from her, but he wouldn’t have her thinking he’d been out for himself. He had to return her clutch himself.
Even if she didn’t care.
Even if it was only for the chance to see her face one more time.
He found a public washroom, tucked her purse snugly inside his coat, and cleaned up. The cold water stung his face with every splash, but he continued until the water ran clear of rust-colored dirt and gravel mixed with blood. At last he peered into the mirror, grimacing at his reflection. The cuts and bruises would heal and recede, eventually disappear. But the face staring back at him—the inherited face of an immigrant factory worker—that would be with him always.
****
While James stood in line at the ticket counter checking the schedule for the next train out, he reached for his wallet out of habit and felt his pocket empty. In his flustered state, his first irrational thought was that someone had stolen his wallet too. And then he remembered that he didn’t have one nickel to his name because his pack, including all the cash the Army provided to cover his meals and other expenses until he reached Fort Dix, was stowed where he’d shoved it—under the damned train seat. Yes, the sum total of what he was on paper—which wasn’t a whole hell of a lot—was headed off to Philadelphia without him.
Her ticket, however, was right here. He had no choice but to use it. And conveniently, it led him to her destination: Harrisburg. James figured he could find the governor’s mansion easily enough. But he wasn’t sure the guards would admit a man off the street, so he’d have to be clever.
Curiosity got the best of him. Inside her purse was a vial of perfume. The scent took him back to the way she smelled of sweet, cool sheets hanging out to dry. A silver-plated compact mirror was engraved with the letter A. He rubbed his thumb along the raised wreath border and then up and down the rib of each stripe. Had it belonged to a relative? A cousin? Maybe it was one of many. Or maybe it held a story like the ribbon that had fallen from her hair and the hollow, empty look in her eyes. What had happened to her since they last saw each other, and who was the woman she had become?
He had to know. He would find out.
On the train, James’ questions settled like a rock