Saying Yes
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Walking into a private sex club shouldn’t have been so hard for a Ph.D’d sex therapist, but it was. Eliza Swift was trained to understand the human sexual condition, but it didn’t translate into her own life. Challenged by a patient that her knowledge of what constitutes mild to deviant behavior is only based on books, has her second guessing her personal and professional life.
The Raven’s Nest is a high-end sex club where desires are lived out and identities are kept safe. Intrigued and eager to learn the hidden secrets of the club, Eliza begs the only man she knows with the sexual appetite, privilege and power to take her, Nick Slade. Her playboy best friend and the only constant in her life.
Nick’s very protective of the woman who’s owned his heart for as long as he can remember. Initially reluctant to bring Eliza into his secret world, Nick takes the chance to prove he’s more than a friend, hoping to show her a different side of his sexuality while expanding hers. What he doesn’t anticipate is how captivated everyone at The Ravens Nest becomes with the stunning brunette, whose shy demeanor entices them to draw her out. No person more than, Lake Mitchell, the billionaire club owner who rarely steps into the seductive world but finds himself fascinated by the gorgeous woman who’s clearly out of place.
Never more intrigued, Lake steps into her private world as a patient to obtain her. Eliza is enamored by his passionate declarations of obsession and the need to “claim” someone so thoroughly. Her attraction alone has her nervous, but his subtle flirtations make her question whether she can continue to treat him as a patient. Their connection is instant, unlike any other she’s ever encountered, but she has never crossed the lines of professionalism for any man and won’t start now. Her resistance is strong, but his charm is stronger. She surrenders to his will, his yearning and sexual lessons, but Lake learns the lessons are really his. Eliza may be giving her body, but her heart is off-limits. With Nick vying for more than friendship and Lake’s past threatening to destroy his future with Eliza, he pulls out every stop to win her love.
In the end, Eliza learns there’s more to the human sexual condition than what she learned in books. If she wants a real chance at love, she’ll have to take a leap of faith and play to win with the most dominant man she’s ever encountered…saying yes to everything.
Heather M. Miles
Heather Miles is a writer of contemporary romance. She has published three novels in her series, MERGER. The first book, MERGER was published in July 2014. MERGER UNDONE, book two, was published in March 2015 and MERGER COMPLETE, the third book and finale in the series was published June 15th, 2015. She has another novel, SAYING YES, that’s currently being marketed for traditional publishing. Heather, originally from Kansas City, lives in Cleveland, Mississippi. The heart of the Mississippi Delta and home of the blues. She is married, has two children and two unruly dogs that keep her constantly on the move. She retired November 2014 from her executive position as a healthcare administrator to write full-time and has never looked back. She has set a 2015 goal of five novels and with Merger Complete out in June, has completed three. Stay tuned in and watch for upcoming releases. She is a member of Romance Writers of America, River City Romance Writers, Passionate Ink, Contemporary Romance Writers, and The Independent Author Network. Heather M. Miles Website / Facebook / Twitter / Goodreads / Amazon / LinkedIn / GooglePlus / IAN / Pinterest MERGER / MERGER UNDONE / MERGER COMPLETE
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Saying Yes - Heather M. Miles
CHAPTER ONE
One timid step forward on a stunning Prada pump and Eliza was engulfed in a new world, a forbidden world. She stood motionless as her eyes adjusted to the dimly lit room. The only thing grounding her was Nick’s warm hand in hers. Her heart thumped painfully in her ribcage as everyone in the main room turned to glance at them. She felt the heat of dozens of eyes roaming over her like she was the newest delicacy on the menu. Since she’d never been here before, maybe she was.
Her breathing ramped up, pushing her breasts more tightly against her too-small dress. She wanted this...right? She’d pestered Nick to show her his world and here she was in the belly of a seductive beast. A world she sought entry into with the reluctance of a naïve child, but she was far from a child and far from naive. She’d had several lovers, but the experiences were limited – vanilla – plain and safe. She was here to broaden her understanding of the sexual world beyond her self-imposed boundaries. She was an expert in human sexuality, educated to know every facet of her degree and how it played out in the world around her. But a degree didn’t tell the entire story of human nature. Nor did that knowledge translate into her own life. She’d been challenged to broaden her understanding and she wouldn’t shy away.
The distinct smell of fresh cut lilies mixed with a subtle hint of vanilla wafted against her nose. She didn’t know if it was the scent from the dozens of flickering candles that shimmered throughout the room, or the small vases of flowers that were centered at each table, but it was romantic nonetheless. She inhaled a calming breath and let it soothe the tension from her back and shoulders.
Let’s get you a drink, beautiful.
Nick’s breath was damp and warm against her neck, pulling her from the awe of her surroundings. He urged her forward with his warm palm centered in the small of her back. She nodded, straightened her spine, and walked more assuredly towards the unoccupied stool that was the farthest away from the growing crowd that lined the longest side of the bar. Eliza didn’t know what the night held, and she wouldn’t speculate, but alcohol was surely on the menu.
Nick held up his hand and a gorgeous bartender sauntered her way. Oddly she wished Nick wasn’t standing behind her. He wasn’t her boyfriend, not even her lover, but she’d never dare come alone. She needed the comfort of experiencing The Raven’s Nest with someone she trusted. She felt the saliva trap in her throat, unmoving like a lodged gumball as she took in the view of the man before her. It was natural instinct to let her eyes wander lazily over the bartender’s exquisite frame like a desperate teenager assessing him on superficiality alone...nothing about him was amiss from head to toe. Their eyes locked and he hit her with a knowing smile. She swallowed again and the bundle of spit unlogged, falling like a pool of heat right between her thighs.
Champagne for the lady and vodka tonic with lime for me, please.
Coming right up.
He answered Nick, but never took his eyes from her.
Eliza set her clutch on the creamy wave of onyx that was lit from below. It was unlike any bar she’d ever seen. The sensual ambiance it created in the open space set an impressive tone. She tugged the hem of her obscenely short dress and slid onto the stool trying to position herself in the best light. She wanted to look sexy and had a great sense of style, but the dress was so minuscule she wondered if it could be classified a dress at all. Convinced by Nick that she needed to turn up the sex appeal, Eliza put on her favorite little black dress, only to be presented upon his arrival with the tiniest dress she’d ever seen. It had a designer label, but was more suited for a stripper. She obliged Nick like she had most of her life and pulled the tight sequined tube up her lean legs and body until she felt it was placed adequately enough not to show the lips of her labia or the pink of her nipples. She knew if she moved an inch too far in any one direction it would reveal everything. He’d been reluctant to let her into his private world, but now that she was going into that world, he was putting her on display. She’d never felt more self-conscious in her whole life.
The sex on legs bartender tossed a jet-black napkin with a gold raven insignia centered in the middle across the bar and set the vodka and tonic in front of Nick. He fingered the small black straw to the side and took a long pull from his drink. Eliza’s mouth grew dry as she watched the display. A champagne flute was slid in front of her and she watched excitedly as he uncorked her favorite bottle of bubbly with a familiar pop. Her mouth pooled with anticipation. The effervescent fluid filled the glass, but never exceeded the rim. Eliza was impressed.
Nicely done,
she smiled, shyly, and wondered if she looked as out of place as she felt.
Thank you.
His green eyes danced over hers, then fell to her lips. She squeezed her thighs a little tighter and foolishly drew her bottom lip between her teeth. He sniggered. Robert.
Apprehension settled in the middle of her gut and she wondered what to say. Was everyone forthcoming with their true identity? Or were alias’ preferable? She decided not to worry about their protocol and answered honestly. Eliza.
Eliza didn’t know what the criteria was for obtaining a position as a bartender at a discreet, private sex club, but if they all looked like the god before her she imagined the benchmark was set somewhere between sexy and fuckable. He met the mark on every level.
Wanted – Bartender
Must be gorgeous, 10% body fat, gleaming white teeth set beneath pouty, kissable lips and six pack abs. Seduction and Charm a must!
He was a dream in a tailored black tuxedo, minus the jacket. His pants were snug against the bulge of his manhood and the curve of his ass. His crisp white shirt was unbuttoned at both wrists, with the cuffs folded up, loose around his forearms, just the way she liked. His hands looked callused from hard work, but were groomed and clean. Eliza wondered what it would be like to feel them caressing her wanton flesh. She felt the heat of a blush rise up her neck and took a sip of the cool champagne, hoping to calm her runaway thoughts. She was assessing him with the eyes of a lover and felt a little embarrassed. She’d never been one to ogle, but he was a rare specimen. His wavy brown hair hung just above his shoulders, caressing the collar of his shirt – all bad boy and sexy as hell. His verdant eyes spoke volumes above the curve of his lips.
Eliza, if there’s anything I can do for you...
He leaned across the bar, edging close enough for her to smell the mint in his mouth and the masculine cologne that caressed his skin – woody and warm. And I do mean anything. Don’t hesitate to ask.
He winked and topped off the glass before stepping away to tend to the other patrons.
She imagined how nice it would be to feel his lips on her, his mouth suckling her tits and his thick fingers toying with her wet sex, but she’d never ask. She knew from looking at his hot ass that he would need to go on the list of guys she labeled heartbreaker
and avoided at all cost. Hot, sexy, flirtatious, and fuckable equated trouble with a capital T.
Eliza had seen her share of men that fell into that category and wouldn’t fall prey to Robert’s overtone. She brought the sparkling liquid to her lips, without offering a retort to his comment, and prayed the effects of the alcohol were instant.
I think you have an admirer.
Nick chuckled under his breath and pressed a warm kiss to her shoulder. I’ll be back.
Eliza’s heart thumped behind her ribs, nervous to be left alone. She turned and gazed into the piercing cobalt eyes of Nick Slade who was acting flirtier and more protective than usual. He was her best friend and confidant. Her go-to for just about everything and anything. They’d attempted dating as teenagers, but soon discovered it was a no go
when their first kiss awkwardly fizzled and they moved on to greener pastures. He was always flirting with her incessantly, but he was really pouring it on tonight. She suspected it was hard for him to see her in such an unexpected environment – his world.
Nick was a manwhore. A bonafide lover of woman with an endless supply of pussy. Women were obnoxious when it came to Nick, throwing themselves at him mercilessly. He was as sharply dressed and as striking as the god behind the bar, nothing shy of pure sin. He caught the smile, eyes and petting paws of every woman in the room as he made his way across the space and out of Eliza’s sight. She did a quick shake of her head. Every woman she knew was in some form of love and lust with Nick. But she knew what most women didn’t. Nick wouldn’t be tamed...couldn’t be tamed. He was insatiable. Based on the premise of the anything-goes club, they probably didn’t want to tame him. If anything, it was just the opposite. They wanted him reckless, willing to make their every fantasy come true and didn’t hide their interest.
She smiled, this was the perfect setting for him.
Nick was the only person Eliza knew who had the sexual appetite and wealth to gain membership to a high-end sex club or even know of its existence. It took several attempts to coax him into bringing her. He had flat out told her no
the first time she asked, and the second. When she purred in his ear at dinner the previous night and flirted with him endlessly, pawing his thigh and sucking on his earlobe like a sex starved vixen, he finally buckled. She didn’t know if he was protecting his playground, or if he was afraid she’d be interested in participating. Either way, his membership at The Raven’s Nest benefited her curiosity, professionally and personally. Not that Eliza wasn’t aware that clubs of this kind existed, especially as a sex therapist, but this one was below radar and virtually in her backyard. Only the privileged gained access. She wanted to see, taste and touch everything, but the quicksand of her discomfort kept her locked to her chair.
The music that bellowed from the speaker’s overhead were no less sexy than the club itself. The playlist was tailored to the environment, with a smattering of new artists and old. Adele, Sade, John Legend, Marvin Gaye and even a little Justin Timberlake. Eliza let the music take her where her mind wouldn’t go, and with the sway of her shoulders and wave of her hips, she relaxed enough to look around. She wanted to look like she belonged. She was dressed to kill and tried to look like she was familiar with the protocol, but she was an obvious outsider. The veil of trepidation hung over her like a beacon for all to see. A blaring sign of her nativity and inexperience. She hoped the alcohol would camouflage it and took another sip of the liquid courage that danced and popped against her tongue like tiny pop rocks before settling in her anxious stomach.
The Raven’s Nest was magnificent, richly appointed and sensual. Blood red velvet winged back chairs set around glass coffee tables, with vases of tightly gathered fragrant flower arrangements donned every table. The ceiling opened in the center of the room, allowing a bi-directional view. Eliza looked up and met the eyes of a couple staring down at her. She clutched a nervous hand around her glass, strangling it to her mouth, as her stomach wrenched like a vice behind her sequined dress. She didn’t know whether to smile or turn away, instinct told her the later, but the champagne was making her bolder so she met their gaze head-on. She hoped to come across friendly, but non-committal. God, she was so out of her element.
The Raven’s Nest was an interesting dichotomy of sex and sophistication. Well-known socialites, attorneys, and high-profile businessman were scattered across the room. Some she recognized, others she didn’t. She tried to avoid too much direct eye contact but didn’t want to come across as untouchable. She wasn’t interested in throwaway sexual affairs, yet here she sat wondering if she could turn her mind off and let her body have free rein. The heated gaze of several men in the room bared down on her, warming her goose-pebbled flesh and causing the flutter of a million butterflies to invade her stomach. Two men across the bar raised their glasses her way in mock toasts. Eliza tipped her glass their way, then downed the last drop of brut.
Eliza scanned the dark room but couldn’t locate her playboy chaperone. She let her mind run rampant and wondered if she’d been left in a dark, murky sea of shark infested water while he partook in a sexual tryst behind closed doors. Nick was experienced with this environment. She could bet that he’d be donning a crimson shade of lipstick on his return and it wouldn’t be on his lips. She felt like waiting bait.
Robert, ever the proficient pour, strolled to her rescue all brawn and beauty, to top off her glass.
Thank you.
Anything you need, just ask.
His tongue lingered lazily over his bottom lip, leaving a slick streak it its wake. Eliza’s abdomen clenched as heat singed her insides. With a breathy sigh, she turned away. Was it hot in here? The temperature rose by ten degrees as he repeated the word, Anything.
She looked up through thick lashes and offered a shy grin. She wondered if the bartender’s words were meant as a statement or question. Was it an offer? What was the etiquette? Was he hitting on her? Or did he treat all the women with the same attentiveness he was showing her? She had a Ph.D. for crying out loud, but couldn’t decipher the mere gesture of a hot man behind the bar. She sighed again and fidgeted with her shrinking dress. Maybe coming wasn’t such a good idea. But she had begged Nick to bring her and now she’d play it out no matter what. Tonight she’d be the voyeur – observing the scenes and sights that had her mind antsy for knowledge. And next time, if she had the inclination and bravery to live outside of the cocoon of her accomplished persona, she’d be more.
She sat wide-eyed, taking it all in like an eager sponge. Maybe Eliza had read too many salacious books, or watched too many B-rated movies. She imagined The Raven’s Nest a seedy hole in the wall, fraught with sexual deviants and sleazy dressed patrons. Not a posh, high-end club for the social elite. Everything she’d imagined demystified upon entering the lust laden heaven, dusted in wealth.
Eliza watched from her periphery as a leggy blonde in a black lace corset and tight leather skirt walked from one end of the room straight towards her. She eyed her like a tigress ready to pounce on fresh meat. She tried not to stare, but the woman was a sight to behold, extremely attractive with an aura that parted the panting, drooling male and female patrons like the Dead Sea. She was on a mission and Eliza quickly ascertained it was her. She closed the gap and moved so close that Eliza could feel the heat of her skin on her back and her warm breath against her ear. The smell of jasmine quickly invaded her nose.
Vanilla,
she whispered, tickling her ear and sending a chill down her spine. Oh fuck! What the hell did she mean by that? The silence between them seemed deafening. What was she supposed to say to that? Eliza felt more out of place than ever, but wouldn’t concede as much.
The scent you’re wearing is laced with vanilla.
Eliza blew out a breath and felt a sense of relief wash over her tightly wound body. She looked over her shoulder at the stunning blonde who was even more beautiful up close. Yes. Laura Mercier Vanilla Gourmand.
Nice choice. Men are attracted to vanilla. It would appear it works on women as well.
She winked and dazzled Eliza with a brilliant smile. Eliza is it?
She turned slightly and replied, Correct.
Wonderful,
she purred. Her word was laced with rich honey, sweet and smooth, but the way she held her pouty lips in a firm line told Eliza differently. She was being sized up. Since you are a guest here, you will need to sign this waiver. The privacy of this club and its members is vital.
Eliza glanced at the sheet of paper and then to the smiling Barbie doll who didn’t know the boundaries of personal space and most likely didn’t care. It’s dark in here. What does it say...exactly?
It says if I want to fuck you, you’ll keep it our little secret and anything outside of here has nothing to do with what happens while you’re within these walls.
Her eyes narrowed into a teasing squint and she slowly rolled her wet tongue across her red full lips, leaving them glassy for Eliza’s benefit. Her words were taunting and Eliza didn’t doubt she did a lot of fucking with that mouth.
Eliza refused to act like the implication was a threat and turned her body, squaring off with the flirtatious blonde. I understand, but maybe if you and I are going to fuck, I should know your name?
The temptress brought her mouth within an inch of Eliza’s and whispered, Angel.
Eliza felt the tickle of a waiting giggle at the back of her throat, but pushed it away. Total porn name...awesome!
She took the pen from Angel’s manicured French-tipped fingers and scribbled her name by the x
. Without thinking, she wrote her name as she did daily, Dr. Eliza Swift, clear as day in her perfect penmanship. Instantly, she wanted to scribble through it but didn’t want to imply she had anything to hide.
Angel glared down at the loopy signature then back to Eliza. Her navy eyes lingered on her heatedly. The words grazed Eliza’s ear. Dr. Swift, the pleasure has been mine. Enjoy the night ahead.
Every hair on her body rose like waking willows. She shivered and grew stiff as the words lingered like hot sex from the vixen’s mouth.
Angel turned on a six-inch stiletto that she’d clearly mastered and sashayed out into the abyss of wealth, glamour, and raw energy. All eyes followed her as she moved back across the expansive space.
Eliza was not one to ponder long on the same sex other than the occasional admiration for someone’s beauty. But had to admit the sheer sex appeal of Angel went straight from her parched mouth to the apex of her thighs. Embarrassed to feel so flushed with wetness, Eliza crossed her legs.
I see you met Angel,
Nick said from behind her.
She turned and looked into the persistent blue eyes of her best friend. He might be her buddy, but right then she wanted to push him to the floor and mount him like an animal in heat. Eliza likened Nick to a crack popsicle. He dripped with sensual heat, igniting a desire so intense that it was hard to break free. He left you jonzing for another lick right after the first taste, and before you knew what hit you, you were hooked like an addict to his lustful prowess and attention. She’d seen many woman claw through hell to get a chance with him, then crumble when that chance was nothing more than a one-night stand. She would never fall prey and refocused her attention to the buzz of sex and desire in the surrounding room.
Yes. She’s quite the concierge.
Concierge,
he grunted. His muscled chest vibrated under the small amused pleasure of her comment. I assure you E, she’s no concierge. She throws a lot of dominance around with other women, but she’s submissive with men.
I wonder how far she takes that role with women. She’s very aggressive.
Find out,
he challenged. That’s what this is all about, right? Discovery? You’ve gained the attention of everyone in the club and could have anyone – male or female. Take your pick.
Stimulated by his words, curiosity won out over sensibility, and with a greedy smile, she stepped out on a limb and roamed the two floors to see what all the hoopla was about.
As she wound her way around the club, taking mental notes for her research, the intensity of a heated gaze pressed into her shoulder blades. The feeling was strong enough to make her knees go weak and her nipples harden beneath the fabric of her dress. Glancing back, she tried to see where that feeling had suddenly come from. But at the moment no one seemed to be looking her way.
Brow furrowed, she shook it off and took the first step up the stairs to get a peek into what went on in the club’s private rooms.
Chapter Two
Your four o’clock is here, Dr. Swift. Shall I bring him back?
asked Molly.
Give me five minutes.
He’s an eleven,
Molly whispered into the receiver.
Let’s keep it professional please,
Eliza corrected her youthful receptionist.
Molly was charming and efficient, but childish and downright unprincipled at times. She’d been less than discreet on numerous occasions with her ridiculous rating system of some of the male patients. It drove Eliza crazy. But then again, an eleven...Eliza had to secretly admit she was intrigued.
Eliza slipped back into her heels. Having removed them between sessions was a nice reprieve for her toes. She liked expensive high heels, which weren’t always practical, nor comfortable, but like many women, she was a slave to a beautiful shoe. These particular black pointed-toes Gucci’s were gorgeous, but by day’s end, it felt like the Chinese foot-binding ritual. Regardless, they made her legs look great, so she didn’t complain. She just adjusted her toes accordingly.
She eased her chair back from the desk and walked over to the mirror, tightened her messy ponytail, and fingered a loose brown curl back in with the others. Her hands worked from waist to thigh smoothing out the creases that had formed on her favorite black swing dress. It hung comfortably against her lean frame, not too clingy and not too loose. Then with a twist and click from her lip gloss wand, she swiped the nude gloss across her lips.
She leaned over her desk to get the printed schedule. The four o’clock slot was booked to a new patient, Lake Mitchell. He didn’t give much information about the reason for his appointment, but that wasn’t uncommon in Eliza’s line of work. Most of her patients rarely went into depth about their real issues until they breached her door.
As a clinical psychologist, Eliza had gained a reputation and notoriety in the field of human sexuality. She specialized in sexual behavior, the lack thereof, and a variety of other unusual behaviors. Homosexuals, heterosexuals, cheaters and liars. Those who don’t prescribe to either sex or both. Those that were considered true sex addicts or the polar opposite - asexual. They filtered through her door daily. Some by choice and others by court order. She treated the cases that were deemed untreatable by other therapists, her referrals were vast and broad in breadth. No one was untreatable in her opinion and she had the heart to fight for every last one of her patients to see that they got the help they needed.
Molly, please bring Mr. Mitchell back.
Yes ma’am. Right away.
Then with the breathiness of a prank caller, repeated into the receiver, Eleven.
I heard you the first time. I have a word for you if you don’t stop it. It’s
fired."
Eliza edged around her desk as the door opened and in walked the eleven.
Only he was clearly a twelve
or better. Holy shit, Molly had her doing it now. Frustrated with the stupidity of her superficial judgement, she moved forward to greet him with an outstretched hand.
Good afternoon, I’m Dr. Swift.
He extended his hand and enveloped hers with a firm squeeze. Lake Mitchell. Thank you for agreeing to see me.
A mischievous smile spread across his cheeks, and with an additional step he was in her personal space.
Her chest constricted and her breath caught in her throat. She tipped her head back and craned her neck to meet his eyes. She could tell he wielded his good-looks like a weapon. His breach was intentional and didn’t go unnoticed. It would be the first thing she’d jot down in his file. In the first few seconds she surmised he was overt and arrogant. She couldn’t deny, however, that he was captivating on first inspection. He could only be likened to kryptonite; easily debilitating to anyone in its path. He stared down at her, dominant and powerful, like a lion over prey.
She took a step back and released his hand. Please, have a seat.
Eliza discovered early in her practice that a less formal atmosphere was more conducive in therapy. There was a deep, wax leather sofa on one side of the room and two plush down-stuffed chairs across from it, divided by a coffee table. The walls where a rich bronze with various pieces of art hung stylishly. It was an open space with tall windows on two sides. The sun beamed through the slats in the wood blinds and filtered late afternoon sun into the room. Her desk sat on the opposite side of the office, but she’d made it a practice never to sit at her desk for patient sessions. The towering superiority left patients cold and uncommunicative. She always waited to see where the patient sat, offering them first dibs, then usually found the chair that had the best visual and auditory vantage point. Eye contact was everything in assessing the validity of conversations held behind closed doors.
Where are you sitting?
Wherever you’d like me to,
she said, casually.
He walked over to the leather couch, unbuttoned his suit jacket, looking to her for approval. May I?
Of course. Make yourself comfortable.
She tried not to stare but lost the battle and watched as he disrobed the expensive coat, and tossed it over the arm of the sofa.
She guessed him to be about 6’3" in height, which dominated her tall stature of 5’9’. His smooth skin was perfect olive, with high set cheekbones and a strong, cleanly shaved prominent jawline. His suit was dark gray, clearly custom tailored to fit his toned physique with exact precision. His lavender shirt was pressed to exactness, with a muted silver tie that set the darkness of his suit off with expert style. Everything was clearly designer. He wore it as well as any runway model could. Lake Mitchell wasn’t just hot...he was beautiful. That thought was quickly swept aside. He was a patient, not a conquest. It was time to find out just how fucked up he was. Everyone had secrets. She bet his were no less juicy and torrid as the rest...maybe even more.
His eyes were crystal blue with an iris malady. She’d caught a glimpse of it when he’d first walked in trying to over-power her with his dominance, but she didn’t have enough time to narrow down what exactly the defect was. She wanted to say part of one iris was brown but needed to take a better look. She watched him carefully until he turned and beamed at her lingering stare.
Ready,
he said.
She put her jaw squarely back in place, unaffected, and reached over to her desk to get her notepad and pen. May I get you something to drink?
Scotch and water would be great.
I can accommodate fifty percent of your request.
I’m betting it’s not the Scotch.
He chuckled.
Eliza offered a grin. You’d be right. I have water, Coke, Diet Coke and Sprite. However, alcohol would certainly put a twist on my sessions. I wonder if my patients would be more forthcoming.
It has been called the ‘truth serum’ for a reason. Since I have nothing to hide, I’ll just have water.
Interesting choice of words, Mr. Mitchell. I think everyone has something to hide, or at the very least something they’d prefer not be uncovered.
She turned around to face him with a glass in one hand and a bottle in the other. On ice or in the bottle?
On ice is great.
He pointed to the glass. You may be right, but I will do my best to answer your questions as honestly as I can.
That’s certainly preferable.
She filled the cup with ice and watched as each cube settled into the other. The thought of grabbing one and gliding it across her heated neck was appealing, but with the eyes of the man behind her watching her every move, she refrained. Eliza cracked the cap on the bottle and filled up the cup. She handed it to him and watched as his lips parted to take a sip. At his reaction of ‘Ahhh...,’ she turned and walked to the other couch.
She looked at her watch and wondered if she’d make it a whole hour under his intentional magnetism. She’d never felt so affected by a man in her life. She cleared her parched throat and took a seat, wondering why he was the only one with something cool and wet to drink. She looked up from her pad and paper to the simpering male who was working to test her will in her own office. But he wasn’t the first man to try it, nor would he be the last.
You look like you could use something to drink. Can I offer you a sip of my water?
God, yes. No thank you.
If you change your mind.
He tipped the glass from side to side. The ice clinked against the crystal causing her mouth to go from parched to spitting sand, but she still nodded no.
If we can, let’s get started. I’d like to get a little background information first, and then we’ll go from there.
Will I get a chance to ask you some questions as well?
Sure,
she lied. There was no way she’d open herself up to any man within these walls. He was smug to think she’d offer him anything, but she’d play his games – at least for now. By the way, interesting eye you have there.
You like that?
I believe it’s called heterochromia. If I remember correctly. It’s a very rare malformation of the iris. Genetics gone awry...but rather cool.
I don’t know if I’m supposed to take that as a compliment or not, Dr. Swift.
He cocked his head and smirked. Are you implying that I’m genetically flawed?
That remains to be seen, but your eye certainly is.
I’d be happy to let you get a better look sometime if you’re interested.
He took a sip of his drink and looked over the rim at her. His gaze was heavy with implication.
Not necessary. I took the opportunity when you brazenly breached my space upon entering and again when I handed you your drink.
He laughed openly as she called him out on his initial inappropriate behavior but seemed genuinely thrilled at her perceptiveness. Okay, Swift, what else?
Eliza didn’t miss that he’d dropped the Doctor
in her name, but continued on with the preliminary questions.
Age?
I’m 36.
Profession?
Entrepreneur.
Rather broad and vague, but that’s fine. Drug dealers, pimps and prostitutes could claim the same.
She knew he was neither, but wasn’t letting him off the hook of honesty. She tilted her head and assessed what he’d make of her comment. Maybe he already had something to hide, as she had suggested earlier.
Dr. Swift, if I rattled off every company I owned we’d be concentrating on my profession and my reason for coming is personal in nature. Let’s just say I’m the CEO of a very large corporation, with national and international holdings.
She diverted her eyes from him to her pad of paper and felt the pride and happiness of a win. He’d taken the bait and answered her question with tangible facts. She was hopeful that he’d continue to be as forthcoming with the rest. At least she knew now that he was more than just a pretty face. He had business sense. And based on the quality of his attire, some form of wealth. The only word she scribbled under profession, was the one she’d fought to overcome, entrepreneur.
Married? Single? Or, Divorced?
Single,
Lake said, quickly, leaving no room for error. "I’ve met a lot of right now’s, but no forever’s. I guess that makes two of us."
She sat straighter in her chair and leaned forward with narrowed eyes and a look of true surprise. She looked down at her barren ring finger, then back to Mr. Mitchell. Wedding rings didn’t always indicate whether someone was married or not. She knew this better than most. She counseled married cheaters daily. Educated guess?
What makes you think I’m not married?
Are you?
He beamed from his seat like he’d scored a clear win. His eyes had her imprisoned as he waited for her response. One she’d probably do best to refrain from answering, but if this were a game of cat and mouse, she’d definitely wanted to be the cat.
No,
she growled, unable to mask the irritation in her voice. I see you’ve done a little homework on me, so I guess there’s no hiding that point. Yes, Mr. Mitchell, I’ve never been married.
I am aware of your social position, Dr. Swift. It wasn’t to be one of my questions but thank you for answering it.
It suddenly felt like the tide had turned, and now she was the one in the proverbial hot seat. She crossed her legs and settled back into her chair. What an asshole. Her muscles tensed and her jaw tightened. Did she know him? She didn’t recall his name from a past encounter. He was so good-looking. She would surely have remembered meeting him before. She ignored his comment and continued on.
Parents?
My mother is no longer alive. And let’s just say, my father and I don’t see eye-to-eye.
Would you like to discuss the differences between you and father?
He’s an asshole. Not much more to say.
What would he say if I asked him the same question of you?
He tapered his mesmerizing eyes and dialed in on her like a fighter pilot who’d just made his mark. He’d probably use the same words I just did.
Would he be right?
He was cocky for sure, but an asshole remained to be seen.
I have my moments.
His face eased as he delivered his answer, but his