Keep Me Close
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Catherine Galitza is assaulted in her own home, thrown down the stairwell, and left with serious injuries. As she recovers, she works to solve the mystery of her attacker’s identity, focusing on the barrage of nuisance phone calls she has been receiving for months. Catherine begins to consider the idea of a stalker, a watcher who has become obsessed, playing a silent role in her life. Two men are curiously intent on helping her discover the truth—Simon Jardine, her husband’s business partner; and Terry Devlin, a self-made Irish hotelier whom she has known since youth—but can they be trusted?
Finally, the police arrest a suspect, yet Catherine still feels the eyes of a watcher: Will she discover the true culprit before it’s too late?
Clare Francis
Clare Francis is the author of eleven international bestsellers, including Homeland, Deceit, Red Crystal and A Death Divided. She has also written three non-fiction books about her voyages across the oceans of the world. She lives in London.
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5My husband has several Claire Francis books on the shelf & I've never wanted to read one. For a book club challenge, this title seemed appropriate, so I gave it a go.
Well.
That was really very good. Claire starts the story waking up in hospital after serious accident that appears to have resulted from a break in. She's got a broken spine - with all the uncertainties that entails - and head injuries. Slowly through the book you meet her family, husband, husband's business partner and a shady character from her past. There are three men with something to hide and lose in this, Ben (the husband), Simon (the business partner) and Terry (the shady character). By turns each of them seems to have the most to gain from the situation, to have more information than he should. It twists and turns all the way, with Ben's flitting about seeming suspicious, then Simon's solicitude and Terry, who has been rebuffed before, still trying to be involved.
There's money and business dealings of the shady and honest sort, there are lies being told and retold and plenty of mist and murk. Through which Claire has to see her way through. It twists and turns and facts come to light, or are presented in a new light and re-examined on a regular basis. The cast of characters is quite tight, but well presented and there are question marks over all of them at some point in the tale. All in all a most satisfactory read and I will be heading back to his bookshelves for another one at some point.
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Keep Me Close - Clare Francis
Chapter One
Leaden summer rain had seized the city. As the taxi inched along the humid streets, Simon felt a nervous dread. To see Catherine at last, to face the full extent of the damage, to get the whole awful business sorted out one way or the other! After the long hours at the hospital, the calls to the police, the sleepless nights, he felt as though he had been waiting for this moment for ever, though it was just – he knew it precisely – four and a half days.
The interminable journey also gave him more than enough time to brood with growing misgivings on the white roses that sat so obtrusively on the seat beside him. He had bought them hurriedly from Moyses Stevens at considerable expense, but now the arrangement seemed too formal, the roses too white, and he couldn’t suppress the suspicion that they would be seen as glaringly inappropriate, more suited to a wedding or a funeral. The realisation irritated him excessively because with just a little more thought he would never have made such a ridiculous mistake.
Out of long habit, he reached for his mobile and began to make calls from the list he kept on the small white cards that fitted so neatly into his breast pocket. The list was long, it always was, yet after two calls he found himself staring blankly through the misted window at the streaming streets, the phone forgotten on his knee. A moment later he switched the thing off altogether, impatient with the cab’s impossibly slow progress. At this rate there was a risk of getting to the hospital at the same time as Catherine’s family, a prospect that filled him with dismay.
He called to the driver to try another route, only for the cab to enter a street that was completely blocked. As his frustration soared, the sweat sprang against his shirt, and he felt a familiar flutter high on his cheek: his certain visitor in times of stress. Removing his spectacles, he propped his elbow against the window and, finding the exact spot and angle, pressed two fingers hard against the dancing muscle until it subsided.
The cabbie cut down another side street; they began to make progress. Reaching the hospital at last, Simon resolved the problem of the flowers by thrusting them into the hands of some fellow arrivals, a shambling overweight couple bearing chocolates for some unhealthy relative. They stared at them with lumpen distrust, but he didn’t waste time with explanations they wouldn’t begin to understand.
The hospital was modern and showy, with expanses of steel and glass and the inevitable atrium. He followed the now familiar route along a suspended walkway past intensive care to the ward with the unpronounceable, vaguely African name. At the last set of doors he paused and, setting down his briefcase, peered critically at his outline, silhouetted in the glass. He smoothed his hair and flicked a hand over his lapels and viewed first one profile then the other, and saw a version of himself that was entirely as it should be: well-groomed, soberly dressed.
Typical of the shambolic way in which the hospital seemed to be run, there were unfamiliar faces at the nursing station for perhaps the fourth time that week, two pudding-faced girls, neither more than eighteen, both engrossed in paperwork and determined not to notice him. It was necessary to speak decisively before one of them would look up, and then in his general agitation he stumbled over Catherine’s name, almost saying Langley instead of Galitza.
‘Are you family?’ the girl demanded curtly.
‘I’m Catherine’s solicitor,’ Simon explained, producing his card. ‘As well as a close—’
‘Sorry, family only.’
‘That’s correct,’ he agreed slowly and calmly. ‘But – as I was trying to explain – I’m a close friend of the family and I have permission to see her. So long as the family haven’t just arrived – have they? In which case I’ll wait.’
The girl examined the card doubtfully. ‘We’ve no instructions. I’ll have to check.’
‘But it was Sister Jones who called me,’ Simon said with tight lips and a degree less patience. ‘It was she who told me Catherine had regained consciousness. She knows I have permission to visit her.’
The girl was wavering. He tried to loosen his expression into something a little more friendly. ‘You didn’t say – have the family arrived yet?’
The girl went to check with the other nurse. ‘No, but they’re on their way over.’
‘I’m aware of that. I was the one who contacted them, you see.’
A small exaggeration this – Simon had never attempted to contact Alice and by the time he’d got through to Duncan the old boy had already heard from the hospital – but it was enough to win the nurse over.
The nurse led the way down the corridor to Catherine’s room and slipped inside. Through a chink in the curtained panel Simon could just make out the dark outline of a chair and a mass of shadowy flowers, but nothing of Catherine herself. He wasn’t sure what to expect. It had been a couple of days since he’d last glimpsed her in intensive care, stretched out under bright lights amid a morass of equipment and wires. She would still be attached to tubes and machines that bleeped, he imagined, possibly to some even more disturbing apparatus which did not bear thinking about. But would she be drowsy or wide awake? Confused or coherent? When he’d made the hurried call to Duncan, the old boy had been too busy going through the motions of fatherly relief to provide any useful details.
The nurse reappeared. ‘She’s very drowsy. She’s not up to much, but she’s agreed to see you.’
The L-shaped room was dim, the blinds drawn against a day that was already overcast. Closing the door softly behind him, Simon waited in the angle of the room until his eyes had adjusted to the gloom. His nervousness came rushing back. His tongue felt thick, his shirt clammy against his back.
Soundlessly he moved forward into the pool of muted artificial light. Catherine lay flat under a thin coverlet that revealed the slightness of her body. He couldn’t immediately see her eyes; her head was low, there was some sort of contraption under her chin and around her head, and wires and weights at the bedhead. Tubes were strapped to her arms, and two more emerged from beneath the coverlet and looped away through the bed frame, one to a machine on a stand that showed a green light, the other to a transparent bag half-filled with – he quickly averted his eyes.
He took a few steps towards her, the tension fluttering like a tribe of butterflies in his stomach. ‘Hello, Catherine. It’s Simon Jardine!’
A faint sound: gasp or sigh.
As he advanced into her field of vision her eyes swivelled down, searching for him, squinting uncertainly. Her entire head was held in a rigid cradle, he realised, a sort of surgical collar, but larger and sturdier than any he’d seen before, extending from her chin up and around the back of her head, like some bizarre Elizabethan ruff.
Her eyes narrowed again, she couldn’t seem to focus on him, and, depositing his briefcase on the floor, he forced himself to move closer still, to the very edge of the bed.
‘Simon?’ Her voice was dry and cracked.
‘Hello there.’ In attempting to smile he felt his cheek give way again: a sharp shiver. ‘How are you, Catherine?’
Her gaze widened, she looked at him with something like fear. ‘Ohh … Ohh …’
For a moment he thought his heart would give out, it was beating so violently.
‘Something’s – happened?’ she gasped with an effort. ‘Something … Tell me …’
‘It’s all over now, Catherine. Nothing to worry about. You’re in safe hands.’
She seemed to have trouble in understanding him, and he repeated the reassurances.
‘But Ben? Pa?’ she whispered. ‘Has something—? Are they—?’
‘They’re fine. Really!’ He produced a fiercely cheerful tone. ‘Absolutely fine!’
‘Fine?’
‘Yes! I promise!’
She closed her eyes and gave a long ragged sigh. ‘Ohh … I thought … Ohh …’ Then, with a fresh wave of anxiety, she whispered, ‘But where – are – they?’
‘Oh, they’ll be arriving any minute now, I’m sure. I just happened to be the nearest, that’s all!’ He heard himself laugh awkwardly. ‘Your father’s definitely on his way. He’d just popped home for a wash and brush up. I spoke to him as I left. He was just turning round to come straight back. And Alice – she’ll be in after work, I expect. So you see?’
‘But – Ben?’
‘Oh, bound to be in soon! Been in twice a day, most days, sometimes even more.’ Covering for Ben again, he thought with a burst of anger. How often have I had to do that?
She frowned at him. ‘So why … are you … here?’
He blurted, ‘Oh, I just thought I’d drop by, that’s all!’ What a ridiculous thing to say, he thought unhappily. I’m sounding like a complete idiot. This was his fate, it seemed: always to feel off-balance with Catherine, always to feel hopelessly awkward. ‘No, it was more that’ – he selected a more considered tone – ‘I came to help out.’
‘Help …?’ The idea seemed to add to her general air of puzzlement.
‘To look after all the tedious things that Ben and Duncan don’t want to be bothered with—’
But he had lost her. Her eyes were ranging back and forth in a slow incessant searching of the walls and ceiling. Finally she murmured, ‘Where is … this … again?’
He gave her the name of the hospital.
‘The doctor … said … an accident.’
‘Yes, you bumped your head. You had us worried for a while, I can tell you, but you’re okay now. You’re in the very best of hands. We’ve made sure of that!’
The words came faintly, like small breaths. ‘My head …?’
‘A nasty crack.’
‘But it’s not – it’s …’ She lost this thought, or abandoned it, and after a moment her gaze came back to him. ‘A car …?’
‘No. It was a fall, a nasty fall.’
‘Fall …’ She took this in slowly, with renewed bafflement.
He thought: No memory, she has no memory at all. He could hardly believe it.
He leant over her so that she could look up at him without strain. He saw that the whites of her eyes had a jaundiced tinge, from medication perhaps, or some internal damage, while the irises, which in healthier times had been such an intense blue, seemed almost bleached of colour.
There was a terrible intimacy in being so close to her, in witnessing her defencelessness; he shuddered softly, with pity and wonder, and something like longing.
He said gravely, ‘It happened at home. You fell from the landing.’
‘Oh …’
‘In fact … during a burglary.’
Alarm and confusion passed over her face, her mouth moved loosely. ‘Burglary …’ Then, with another stab of anxiety: ‘Ben wasn’t … there? Wasn’t … hurt?’
‘Hurt? No! He got a couple of bruises, that’s all. Nothing serious. They discharged him almost immediately. Four days ago now.’
‘Four …’ She frowned, though he couldn’t tell if it was the thought of the lost days or the burglary that troubled her.
The odd thing was that there was no visible bruising. Nothing to show for the fall but the dulled eyes and a deep pallor. In the sepulchral light her skin looked so white and smooth and polished that she might have been an alabaster effigy. Only the area beneath her eyes revealed the slightest trace of colour, a faint smudge of violet-blue far below the surface. The effect of this terrible perfection was dreamlike, hypnotic, and he could not look away.
‘You wouldn’t – lie?’
She had startled him. ‘Lie, Catherine?’
‘About Ben.’
‘Ben? Oh – absolutely not!’
‘You would – say?’
‘Of course I would say, Catherine! How long have we known each other, for heaven’s sake? How long have we been friends? Good God!’ The laugh came again, a jarring sound that seemed to jump unbidden from his mouth. ‘No, he’s perfectly okay. Promise. Tough bastard. Grappled with the burglar and got a black eye for his trouble. And then – well, two stitches. On the cheek.’
The two stitches seemed to provide the authenticity she craved and for the first time since Simon had arrived she became almost calm.
Bending still lower, Simon whispered, ‘Catherine, the police have asked if they can come and talk to you.’
Her expression was almost childlike in its incomprehension and it occurred to him that she was probably dosed up to the eyeballs with sedatives.
‘Police?’
‘To ask if you can remember anything about the attack. But, Catherine, you don’t have to see them if you don’t want to. Just tell me and I’ll keep them away for as long as you like!’
‘Attack …’
‘They just want to know if you can remember anything.’
‘But I—No …’
‘You don’t remember anything?’
‘No …’
He nodded sympathetically to give her more time. ‘What about – oh – arriving at the flat? Nothing about that?’
A faint furrow sprang up between her eyebrows as she agonised over this.
‘Or going upstairs?’
‘No.’ Then, as if his words had only just sunk in: ‘Attack?’
He hesitated, wondering how much he could say without planting memories in her mind. ‘Well, we don’t know exactly what happened of course, but it seems that the intruder attacked Ben, then – well, who knows, he may have pushed past you, something like that. Anyway, somehow or another – you fell.’
‘Fell …’
He left it for a moment before prompting gently, ‘You’d just come back from France.’
‘France.’ It wasn’t a memory but a repetition.
‘The intruder was already inside the house.’
Clearly disturbed at this, she began to breathe in snatches. ‘No – nothing – nothing—’
‘It’s all right,’ Simon interrupted hastily. ‘It really couldn’t matter less. Please don’t worry yourself about it. Plenty of time for all that later. Plenty of time! I’ll tell the police not to come. I’ll tell them not to bother you.’
‘Yes, I … can’t … can’t …’ She stared past him, the confusion chasing over her face like shadows.
‘It’s all right. It’s all right.’ He repeated the words over and over again because he couldn’t think of what else to say, and because it thrilled him to be soothing her in this moment of fear and need, whispering to her like a lover in the night.
Her eyes became opaque, then closed altogether. If it hadn’t been for the rapidity of her breathing and the slight crease between her eyebrows she might have been asleep.
Simon straightened up with the sense of a task completed, if only for the time being. She could recall nothing. It was a miracle, a blessing. No police, no hassle, no flashbacks, no nightmares. According to the information he had garnered from various medics concussion victims rarely recovered lost memories of events immediately surrounding a trauma.
Waiting quietly, he remembered the time he had first seen Catherine – when was it? – three years ago. No, he could be more precise than that – two years and eleven months ago – at Ascot. He had understood immediately why people should talk about her, why they should describe her as pretty, lovely, striking. Simon himself had had no hesitation in calling her beautiful, though then, as now, he would have found it hard to say exactly why. She had good eyes – extraordinary eyes – arresting, oval with a slight upwards tilt at the corners, and her hair, when it wasn’t scraped back and dead-looking like this, was a rich browny-gold; yet her nose was by any standards rather long, while her mouth was a little on the wide side and very full. There was no one feature that could be described as exceptional, and yet taken together they had what his mother would have called an effect. From that first glimpse Simon had found it impossible not to be gripped by the sheer improbability of that brilliant face.
Later, when he’d had the chance to observe her, he’d become intrigued by her vitality, the way she moved and talked and held her head, by her low supple laughing voice and the warm conspiratorial glances she threw at those around her. She was the most vivid person Simon had ever met. He was in awe of this, and envious too, because, though he worked hard at every aspect of his life, enjoyment wasn’t something that came easily to him. Watching Catherine sometimes, he was both fascinated and disturbed by the idea that such enjoyment of life could be acquired or learnt, that if he could only devote more time to the study of it he might be able to find the secret. But in his sombre and lonely heart he knew there was no secret, no trick, no easy way; it was simply that some people loved life and others had to take the promise of such things on trust.
Her hand lay on the coverlet, white and slender and smooth as a child’s. He stared at it. He pictured himself taking it, squeezing it gently, communicating reassurance and affection, perhaps even managing to leave his hand resting lightly on hers for some moments afterwards. He imagined it, almost persuaded himself to do it, but in the end it was too enormous an undertaking, and it was a relief to hold back.
The emergency staff had removed the wedding ring, he noticed. He remembered Catherine wearing it for the first time. The wedding seemed very distant now, but it was just – Simon had to think – yes, eight months ago. Remembering her then, luminous and vibrant, it seemed strange to be looking down on this diminished shadowy version of Catherine, uncharacteristically subdued, confined, devoid of everything that had made her so alive.
Who would love and value her now? he wondered emotionally. Who would warm to someone so still, so changed? Not Ben’s circle of acquaintances. If Simon’s understanding of her medical condition was even half right, Catherine was going to need friends rather more substantial than that.
He found himself thinking: And Ben won’t be much use either. Love is not love which alters when it alteration finds.
A mechanical hiss broke the silence: it took him an instant to realise that it was some sort of device for redistributing air around the mattress. When he looked up again it was to find Catherine watching him through half-closed eyes.
He smiled hastily, inanely. He felt his cheek tremble. He glanced away. ‘Amazing flowers.’
There were flowers along the length of the window sill, at least six vases, and several more on the floor, as well as the large arrangement next to the chair, and, propped between them on every available surface, cards, several dozen of them. A few of the arrangements were striking, with unusual mixtures of flowers, foliage and dried grasses. From fellow garden designers, presumably, or, more likely still, grateful clients. He noted fleetingly but with satisfaction that the two all-white flower arrangements looked quite out of place.
‘Could you … move them … please,’ Catherine murmured.
‘The flowers?’
‘The white …’
He looked at her sharply, thinking for a ludicrous moment that she had read his mind. ‘Yes – rather too funereal, aren’t they?’ He gave a bright bark of a laugh. ‘Or matrimonial! Shall I move them away?’
‘Nearer.’
He felt a stab of heat in his face, as if she were making fun of him. ‘Nearer?’
‘I love … white.’
This time he managed to turn his laugh into a sharp cough. ‘Of course.’
It was no easy job. The sill was so crowded that he had to move two vases temporarily to the floor before he could rearrange everything satisfactorily.
Catherine’s eyes followed him back to the bedside. ‘I – don’t see—’ For some reason she was suddenly close to tears.
‘What don’t you see, Catherine?’
‘Why’ – her voice cracked with open resentment – ‘you – came.’
His chest tightened, a sharpness burned his eyes. ‘Why I came?’
Her face contorted. ‘Go away,’ she cried bitterly. ‘I don’t want you here. I want my family.’
Steadying himself, he put a hand to his glasses and settled them more precisely on his nose. ‘I understand, of course … But someone had to liaise with the police, you see. And I thought it was the one area where I could be useful. Give Ben and your father one less thing to worry about.’
A single tear slid from Catherine’s eye. ‘But where – are they?’ she cried pathetically. ‘I want them here.’
‘They’ll be here any moment now.’ With Catherine’s rebuff still echoing painfully in his ears, Simon reached for his briefcase. ‘I’m sure you’ll want to rest,’ he said, mustering his dignity. ‘You’ll want to sleep.’
The door sounded. Simon braced himself, but it was only one of the ancillary staff.
‘More flowers, Catherine!’ she called gaily. ‘What a popular girl you are!’ She brandished them in the air before plopping them on top of the television set and sweeping out of the room.
Simon took a step towards the door. ‘Well … I’ll be off then.’
‘They wild?’
‘Sorry?’
‘The flowers.’
Simon gave them a cursory glance. ‘I wouldn’t know, I’m afraid.’
She lifted the fingers of one hand: a summons. Dutifully, Simon put his briefcase down again and, fetching the flowers, held them just above her where she could see them. They were arranged in a posy, a mass of tiny blue, white and pink flowers, set in a halo of leaves and miniature foliage, supported by an outer layer of cellophane.
She touched them, she seemed to lose interest, but just as Simon thought it would be safe to slip away she gave a soft cry. ‘Oh, but they – look like—’ There was an envelope pinned to the cellophane; she raised a hand towards it.
He unclipped it and took out the note. ‘Do you want me to read it for you?’
She blinked slowly in agreement.
He turned the note over and glanced at the signature. ‘It’s from someone called Terry.’
Her eyes widened, she made a harsh sound of annoyance. This reaction was so unexpected that Simon went back to the note for an address or some other clue to Terry’s identity. There was none. Then, with sharpened interest, he realised precisely who it might be. If it was indeed Terry Devlin, then the man certainly had a nerve. According to Ben, this was the man who, having been shown great kindness by Catherine’s family in his youth, had repaid them by acquiring the debts on their house and throwing them out.
However, it was another, largely untold story that had taken a far deeper hold on Simon’s imagination. While it was generally known that Ben and Terry Devlin had worked on a deal together, the cause of their falling out had always been something of a mystery. Certainly it was not a subject that could safely be raised with Ben. But if the hints and rumours Simon had picked up were even half correct, Terry Devlin had achieved the unique distinction of having played Ben at one of his trickier games and outmanoeuvred him. Simon had always ached to know how Devlin had achieved it.
He began to read aloud. ‘Dear Catherine, I am so very sorry to hear that you are in the hospital. I trust they are looking after you well. I hope these flowers from Morne will bring a little colour to your room. They were fresh picked this morning from the meadow just the other side of the bridge—’
Catherine made a faint sound that he couldn’t interpret.
‘Shall I go on?’
She closed her eyes. It wasn’t a request to stop.
He continued, ‘The meadow is completely covered in wild flowers every May now (last year there was a lot of marsh marigold, this year ragged robin and cranes-bill). I think the land there was always trying to be a flower meadow and just needed to be left alone for a while.’
Simon felt the irritation of having been mistaken. This was obviously a gardening crony or former colleague.
Seeing that Catherine was slowly losing the battle to stay awake, he rattled rapidly through the descriptions of seeding and grazing, and slowed down only for the last bit. ‘Now, you take care of yourself, Catherine. We all wish you a speedy recovery. With fond regards, your devoted friend, Terry.’
He glanced up to find that she had drifted off. He stood and watched her for a final moment, transfixed by her helplessness. With a rush of feeling, he thought: I will care for you when the rest have drifted away, I won’t abandon you. But no sooner had he allowed this thought to fill him with secret pride than it became confusing to him, and he shrank away from it.
He had been here too long. Hurriedly he deposited the letter and flowers on a chair and, scooping up his briefcase, went softly towards the door.
He was beginning to think he had escaped the family when the door swung open in his face and he was confronted by Alice, followed shortly by Duncan.
‘What the hell are you doing here?’ Alice hissed.
‘Simon, old chap,’ Duncan murmured, looking puzzled.
‘Well?’ demanded Alice.
With an arrow-like gesture of one hand, Duncan cleared a path for himself and, muttering, ‘Where’s my girl?’, shouldered his way into the room. A moment later Simon heard him call in a broken voice, ‘My dearest darling girl—’
‘Well?’ Alice’s tone was uncompromising.
Simon gestured her towards the corridor. It was a perfectly polite gesture, in fact he inclined his head as he did so, which was about as polite as you could get, but Alice was not one to let manners or self-control interfere with her temper, and she stood square, blocking the doorway with her plump frame, so that Simon had no choice but to squeeze past her into the passage. He pulled tight against the wall, but she moved to block him further or possibly to provoke him because first her arm, then, as she turned, her breast, brushed against him, and he had to suppress the urge to thrust her away.
Following hard behind him, yanking at his sleeve, she hissed, ‘I suppose this was Ben’s idea!’
He didn’t answer immediately, which only seemed to enrage her further.
‘How dare you!’ she growled. ‘How dare you!’
‘Perhaps when you’re a little calmer I could explain—’
‘Explain! You sneak in here, like you sneak in everywhere, you go and bother her – and you think there’s anything to explain!’
‘The alternative was the police,’ he replied in measured tones. ‘I’m sure you wouldn’t have wanted them to come and bother her.’
‘At least they would have had the decency to wait! At least they wouldn’t have barged in uninvited!’
Alice was a tall girl and several stone overweight, with a small nose and thin lips that were lost in the broad fleshy cheeks and frame of thick dark hair. Her complexion was the colour of dough and there was an unhealthy puffiness beneath her eyes. Her manner matched her temperament, sullen and irritable. Now, with her chin thrust out, her eyes glittering shrewishly, she looked positively ugly. If she had been anyone but Catherine’s younger sister, Simon would have retreated without another word.
‘Who gave you the right?’ she flogged on. ‘That’s what I want to know! Who said you could just waltz in here?’
‘It was your father, actually.’
He had caught her there, and she didn’t like it one bit. Her eyes narrowed, her lips formed a jagged line.
Simon pressed home his advantage. ‘He asked me if I would deal with the police – and that’s exactly what I’ve been doing. And why I came here today, to see if it was necessary for them to bother her—’
‘But you’re a bloody tax lawyer!’
Her voice was strident, it could have commanded a hunting field. Glancing up the passage, he was aware of people looking in their direction.
With a conspicuous demonstration of restraint, he lowered his voice to a murmur. ‘That’s not right actually. I’m a commercial lawy—’
‘But money! You deal in money!’ From the way she said it money might have been one of the most noxious substances known to man.
‘What I deal in are situations. This is just another situation.’
‘Ha!’ She wagged an exultant finger. ‘Exactly! Just another situation you’re fixing for someone else! For Ben, perhaps?’
This was the sort of emotionally charged, illogical argument that Simon found profoundly unpleasant. Recoiling, he lifted a splayed hand, in truce or farewell, however she cared to interpret it.
Alice chose to redirect her ire. ‘What I want to know is why Ben isn’t dealing with the police. He should be the one dealing with them – not you.’
‘As I’ve said, your father thought—’
‘Where the hell is Ben, anyway? God – Catherine’s in this place, desperately ill, and Ben’s vanished. Where’s he been for the last few days, for Christ’s sake?’
He put her right. ‘He’s been dashing in and out most of the time actually. But now – I can’t tell you where he’s gone.’
‘Can’t or won’t!’
‘Actually – can’t.’
She searched his face for the lie, then, backing down, gave a grudging shrug. ‘Well, he damn well should be here.’
‘I agree.’
‘When did you last speak to him?’
Simon selected his words with care. ‘Not recently.’
‘It’s unbelievable! He doesn’t even answer his mobile. Not for me, anyway. What about you?’
Choosing to interpret this question loosely, Simon gave a minute shake of his head. In fact, he’d managed to make contact a couple of times, but Ben had been so uncommunicative, the conversations so brief that they hardly seemed worth mentioning, particularly to Alice, who in her present mood was unlikely to believe anything so obvious as the truth.
‘Just incredible!’ Alice gave a harsh contemptuous sigh before fixing Simon with a cold eye. ‘So why have you been dropping in the whole time, then? Oh, don’t think I don’t know – the staff have told me. At dawn, at night even. I assumed you were reporting back to Ben, but now you tell me you’re not.’
‘Actually I’ve been coming in to find out how Catherine was,’ he replied solemnly.
‘Oh, have you?’ Her eyebrows shot up in an ironic expression of surprise. ‘Really? Now why should you do that?’ When he hesitated, she declared, ‘You always were a creep, Simon. Right from the beginning. Wheedling your way in, getting to know people who might be useful to you. Oh, don’t think it hasn’t been obvious—’ She broke off with a dismissive gesture.
Simon felt the coldness come over him that marked his moments of deepest bewilderment and humiliation.
‘Anyway,’ Alice went on, ‘the point is, you’ve been talking to the staff about Catherine!’
He said very quietly, ‘Only to ask about her health.’
‘That’s what I mean. Getting information that wasn’t any of your business. Well, whatever you’ve heard, whatever they’ve said, it’s not to be passed on to anyone else. Is that absolutely clear?’
‘I wouldn’t dream of it.’
‘No talk of her condition. No talk of – problems.’
‘Of course not!’ he retorted, letting his indignation show. ‘What do you take me for? Quite apart from anything else, I’m bound by client confidentiality.’
Another raised eyebrow. ‘Well, that’s something, I suppose. Assuming you stick to it, of course. Assuming we have the faintest idea of who you’re acting for.’
Simon felt a shudder of rage. It was only with the greatest effort that he managed to control his voice. ‘I’m acting for Ben while he’s away. And for your father. And for Catherine of course, if she needs me.’
‘Well, she doesn’t need you.’ Alice loomed closer and he could see the faint dampness on her forehead and the darkness in her muddy-green eyes. ‘And you’re not to see her again without our permission. Is that quite clear?’
My God, he thought savagely, she’ll be asking me to kiss her arse next. He stated stiffly, ‘I will return if asked to do so. As indeed I was today.’
‘Quite.’ She gave a tight little smile, and he had no doubt that Duncan would be strictly forbidden to issue any more rash instructions.
‘Well, I think I’ll go and see my sister now.’ She added pointedly, ‘If she isn’t completely exhausted, that is.’
Simon managed to hold on to his expression until he was some distance up the corridor, when he was overtaken by a shiver that caught his breath and clouded his vision. My God, what had he done to deserve that?
Ben said it was lack of sex that made Alice so spiky, though being Ben he put it rather more bluntly than that. In his more unabashed moments he also said that she resented being fat and plain in a family of attractive people. Yet Ben had been referring to Alice’s normal chippiness, a carping banter that could almost pass as humour; he knew nothing of this particular and malicious delight she reserved for Simon. Alice had attacked Simon before – twice – and, then as now, he had racked his brains as to why he should provoke such hostility. He had never to his knowledge given her the slightest cause to dislike him, had never overstepped the mark in any shape or form, indeed had taken care to be polite and pleasant, going so far as to ask after her interests (she watched polo, was pro-hunting, and went skiing in Val D’Isere). No, it couldn’t be anything he had said or not said.
As for using people … as for wheedling his way in … This thought stung him to the core. Was this what Alice was telling everyone? Worse, was this what they were believing? Was this what Catherine herself thought of him? The idea was especially painful because it was so unjust. He had never promoted himself in any inappropriate way, had never been anything but meticulous in his dealings with other people. Away from the office, he was like everyone else, he drank with his friends, went to the races with them, supported their charities, and now and again dropped in a bit of business. Everyone did it. Not only was he no worse than anyone else, he was a great deal better. The suggestion was outrageous! He had nothing to reproach himself for.
It came to him suddenly that there was something far simpler behind Alice’s attack. The answer was so obvious he couldn’t imagine why he hadn’t thought of it before. What she really loathed was the idea of being indebted to him. She couldn’t stomach the fact that he had saved her father from his own excesses, that by taking control of Duncan’s tinpot wine company Simon had rescued him from financial disaster. It was nothing personal at all.
He allowed himself a last burst of indignation and relief before pushing thoughts of Alice firmly to the back of his mind. The heat had gone from him, the sweat on his shirt felt cold on his skin. He found a washroom and splashed cold water on his face before going to a quiet spot overlooking the atrium and dialling Ben’s mobile. As it rang he pictured Ben squinting at the phone, reading the caller’s name on the display before deciding whether to answer it.
‘About to call you,’ came the laconic voice. From the background babble, Simon guessed he was speaking from a large public place, a hall or concourse.
‘Where are you, Ben?’ Simon used a neutral tone. ‘Everyone’s wondering. I’m at the hospital. Catherine’s come round. She’s asking for you.’
‘She’s come round? Well, thank God for that! They said she would, didn’t they? Still – a relief. And she’s okay, is she? I mean, cheerful and all that.’
‘She needs you here, Ben.’
‘Look, I just can’t make it. Not for the moment. Just can’t. Cover for me, will you, Simon? It’s a bit urgent.’
‘What’s so urgent exactly?’
‘Plenty!’ Ben snapped