This Is Where the World Ends
By Amy Zhang
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A heart-wrenching novel about best friends on a collision course with the real world from Amy Zhang, the critically acclaimed Indies Introduce and Indie Next author of Falling into Place.
Janie and Micah, Micah and Janie. That’s how it’s been ever since elementary school, when Janie Vivien moved next door. Janie says Micah is everything she is not. Where Micah is shy, Janie is outgoing. Where Micah loves music, Janie loves art. It’s the perfect friendship—as long as no one finds out about it. But then Janie goes missing and everything Micah thought he knew about his best friend is colored with doubt.
Using a nonlinear writing style and dual narrators, Amy Zhang masterfully reveals the circumstances surrounding Janie’s disappearance in an astonishing second novel that will appeal to fans of Lauren Oliver.
Amy Zhang
Amy Zhang was born in China and moved to the United States when she was a young girl. She grew up in Wisconsin and recently graduated from college. She is the author of Falling into Place and This is Where the World Ends, and she currently lives in Brooklyn, New York.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I read this book while I was on vacation in Vegas and it falls into the "I devoured it" category. Once I picked it up (on the plane), I could not put it down. One of the best realistic YA novels I've read in a while.Why did I love this book so much? Well, as you may know if you read any of my reviews, the characters where painfully real and that hooked me. Micah is a nerdy boy who has a secret relationship with Janie (his next door neighbour). They have been best friends since they were young and share everything ... according to Janie they share a soul.But Janie doesn't want anyone to know how close her and Micah are. Micah goes along because he's clearly in love with her and they have been friends forever.Janie is the type of character who compartmentalizes her entire life. She has her Janie and Micah compartment, she has her dream compartment (which holds her hopes for taking a gap year in Nepal and working in an orphanage) and then she has her school/friend/popular kid/boyfriend compartment. Micah is only allowed to be part of the first and second compartments but at school and in social settings, Janie pretends she doesn't know him.This is such a real high school relationship, at times it was hard to read. My daughter had a friend who did this to her. He was besties outside of social settings but he didn't include her at school or parties or things like that. My heart broke a bit for Micah, who doesn't understand why Janie does this but goes along with it because that's just Janie.Amy Zhang writes this from both characters' points of view, so the reader does get to see what's going on in Janie's head. We can see that Janie believes that Micah and her will end up together in the end. But that's in the far distant future and for now she wants to have fun. Micah will always be there for her. After all they are destined to be together. And as a reader, you want to believe her.Right from the opening pages of the book, though, you know something is off. Micah wakes in hospital with no memory of what happened to him. He's had a head injury and keeps losing memories. And Janie isn't there. And she's not answering his texts. His buddy tells him that she went to Nepal (where she always wanted to go) and Micah believes him. But things don't add up.As the story unravels, moving back and forward in time, the sequence of events slowly unfold until the reader understands what happens.Without giving it all away, this book deals with heavy topics including mental wellness and brain injury.I strongly recommend This is Where the World Ends. Great book!
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/54 starsSource: Harper Teen via EdelweissDisclaimer: I received this book as an ARC (advanced review copy). I am not paid for this review, and my opinions in this review are mine, and are not effected by the book being free.Review by Brandi at Brandi Breathes Books (blkosiner.blogspot.com) I wanted to read this one because it deals with friendship and two characters who are very different but seem to work together. The issue of date rape and then even Micah questioning if she was asking for it provides a very tense platform for testing that friendship and its limits. The story is told in dual narrative and it goes Back and forth from before and after Janie's disappearance. through this type of storytelling were able to get a good glimpse of both Micah and Janie and how they interact with each other and what the relationship is like. after Janie disappears Micah has a lot of retrograde amnesia and he isn't remembering much about what happened the night of Janie's disappearance that was apparently a party that got out of hand and her house burned down but he cannot remember any of it. They had a complicated relationship that they kept secret from school. they were neighbors and opposites just attract and they clicked and fit together well they trusted each other and confided in one another and it was hard on Micah because no one else knew how close they were. whenever the police showed up in the hospital after asking questions about Janie and what happened that night and not only did he not remember what went wrong he didn't have the backing of his classmates so his claim that they were close sounded I don't know... out of place or suspicious. There were a lot of lies and cover-ups in this book, and since Janie is so charismatic and Micah is a follower, there is some manipulation from her. As far as the plot, there aren't a lot of surprises since the synopsis is pretty thorough. But that wasn't an issue for me it was more about the journey and what the characters become and how they affect each other. The ending was pretty simplistic, and I still can't figure out if I wanted more or if its perfect for this kind of story. I will read more from Amy Zhang, because she has a poetic, flowing writing style, and she really gives her characters like Janie a beautiful voice to her issues. Bottom Line: Beautiful writing, flawed and complicated characters.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5I could not stop crying.
This book is told from 2 perspectives, Micah and Janie's, and from 2 different time frames, the before and after.
Throughout the course of this book, we learn all about this amazing lifelong friendship between Micah and Janie. These two share a soul and a birthday. They care deeply for each other.
The book opens up with Micah in the hospital suffering from a brain injury. He can't remember anything and Janie is missing. Not only can he not remember the last few weeks, but he can't remember anything right after it happens. As soon as he is told something, he forgets what was said. He is forced to ask the same questions again and again. Police come to question him about what happened "that night", but he can't remember anything.
As the story progresses, we learn what happened and as Micah's brain begins to heal, he begins to remember as well. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Amy Zhang was in high school when she wrote her debut novel, Falling Into Place. She has followed this up with another ‘not-put-downable’ book, This is Where the World Ends.Janie and Micah. Micah and Janie. That is how the world should be forever. Two opposites attracted. Janie, the imaginer. The doer. Micah, the follower. The support.They lived next door to each other, bedrooms facing. Janie would slide a shelf between the rooms and shimmy across. They knew each other inside out…best friends, but nothing more. A world unto themselves.Until it all fell apart. Right before the beginning of senior year, Janie moved across town to a bigger house that she hated. But she had no say in her parents’ decision. Although still at the same school, things had changed…dramatically.Janie and Micah’s alternating narrative, the Before and the After, chronicle the disintegration of life, the apocalypse. The Journal of Janie Vivian, words and drawings, embedded in the story, mark the transition from fairy tale to harsh reality.I’d say Amy Zhang is an author to watch, but with two great books to her credit she has already earned our respect. Now it’s a question of waiting…for her next novel. I know I am.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5YA -- Intelligent YA along the lines of "All the Bright Places" and "We Were Liars" with well-rounded characters and real-life issues and relationships. A little angsty -- is it possible to be a teen and not feel a sense of injustice/unfair judgement/world is out to get me? Janie Vivian and Micah Carter have been friends since childhood -- they share the same birthday and live next door to each other. Since jr. high, they don't move in the same social circles -- Janie skirts the popular crowd and Micah has one friend, Dewey -- yet they hang out a lot beyond the eyes of their smallish town, Waldo, IA, mostly at the quarry and the rock edifice they have named The Metaphor (intelligent YA). Janie has a horrible relationship with her parents who are not present in the story, except through Janie's mentions -- they seem to be social climbers and that is why at the start of senior year, she moves away from Micah to a larger, newer house further out of town. This event is a catalyst for what follows through Nov. of their Sr. year. Told in before and after chapter either in Janie's voice or Micah's and also excerpts of Janie's journal, we have to piece together the cataclysmic (apocalyptic, according to them -- teenage hyperbole!) event that has divided their world in two. Janie is a creative, free-spirited girl who loves matches/fire, her Skarpie markers and journals, and rocks. Micah is a rule-following (except under Janie's influence), below-the-radar kind of kid. It is clear he loves her deeply, and she probably feels the same, but wants a little adventure/attention/fun before she is willing to admit he is her only. Dewey sees all this for what it is, and bugs Micah to let her go and stop being her whipping boy, but Micah's heart is too big. Dewey also has his own motivations. A little confusing, but ultimately touching to learn there was a fire, an accident, and a whole lot that Micah either doesn't know or can't remember, having suffered some head trauma. The move/parental relationship is not the only thing that sends Janie off, but fear of her future and a dangerous relationship with popular Ander Cameron also de-stabilize her. Ultimately, she is a girl who flew too close to the sun and sweet Micah can't save her.
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This Is Where the World Ends - Amy Zhang
PART I
ONCE UPON A TIME
after
NOVEMBER 15
Everything ends. This is obvious. This is the easy part. This is what I believe in: the inevitable, the catastrophe, the apocalypse.
What’s harder is trying to figure out when it all began to collapse. I would argue that it has always been going to shit, but this is when we finally began to notice:
On the last day of summer before senior year, Janie Vivian moved away. We sat at our desks facing each other through windows thrown open. A bookshelf was balanced between the sills, but she didn’t crawl over. She didn’t cry, either. She was thinking, hard. That was worse.
You could always just move in with me,
I said. I wasn’t quite joking.
She didn’t answer. She sat still except for her fingers, which hadn’t stopped rubbing her favorite rock from the Metaphor since her parents had told her to pack up her room. Her thumb was black from all the marker ink on it.
The new house was on the other side of town and much bigger. The back was almost entirely windows, and she could see the quarry and the top of the Metaphor from her room. Her grandpa had finally died, which meant that they finally had money again. It was everything her mother wanted. These were the things she had told me in pieces. She rarely talked about it, and I didn’t ask. I hadn’t seen the new house yet, and I never wanted to.
It’s going to be okay.
She said it slowly. Her thumb rubbed circles on the rock, smudging the writing. Behind her, the room was empty. She was leaving the desk and the shelves because her parents had bought her new ones.
Downstairs, her dad shouted her name again.
It was humid. I shifted, and there was sweat on my desk in the shape of my forearms. It had been the hottest day of the year. Janie had said it was a sign.
This isn’t it,
she said. She was glaring at me. I know what you’re going to say, and this isn’t it.
I wasn’t going to say that,
I said. I was going to say that I’ll see you in English tomorrow.
No, you weren’t.
She was right. I wasn’t.
It’s just across town,
she said, and she was still glaring, but not at me. She was rubbing her thumb raw. That’s nothing. Nothing’s going to change, okay? Okay?
Yeah,
I said, but she wasn’t listening.
Her name came again in a singsong. Jaaaaaaaaanie!
Her mom. Janie’s fist went white.
It’s not really even across town,
I said. Really, it’s just down the road.
She reached into her pocket for a new rock, a clean one. She pulled out a marker, scribbled something in tiny letters, and then she opened her top drawer and dropped the rock in. She always did that. She trailed rocks behind her.
She stood. She stared at me. Her hair was frizzing from the heat, and her pockets bulged with stones.
You and me,
she said. You and me, Micah Carter.
Then she reached for the board between our windows. She pulled it back into her room, and I thought, This is it. Our eyes met, and she said, More than anything,
before she banged the window shut between us.
More than everything,
I said, but of course she couldn’t hear me. I felt a ripple in the air; the window closing made the only breeze we’d had in days. I blinked, and when I opened my eyes again, she was leaving. Her journal was tucked under her arm and her hair was swinging, and she didn’t slam the door as she always did—she closed it with her fingertips, and everything was still. The world had already begun to end.
When I wake up in the hospital and they ask me what happened, that’s what I tell them. It’s the last thing I remember.
People are here for smoke inhalation and alcohol poisoning. A lot of people have burns. A lot of the burns are bad. At least one person sprained an ankle, and a few people have broken fingers.
That’s what the nurses say, but they don’t tell me what happened. They just keep saying there was an accident. Every time they leave, Dewey flips off the door. Dewey never fucking leaves. He brought the new Metatron and my Xbox, and he sits there and shoots Nazi zombies at full volume while my head explodes.
Look, man,
he says again. You were an idiot. That’s not an accident. You got too shit-faced and you’re goddamn lucky you didn’t drown in your own puke.
He’s lying. His fingers twitch. Cigarettes strain against his front pocket. The nurse told him he’d have to leave if he tried to smoke in here again.
I feel like shit. The doctors didn’t pump my stomach because they were too busy sewing my scalp together, which split open. No one has told me how the hell that happened yet. I’m still nauseous enough to be clutching the bedpan, but the real pain is deeper, somewhere around the place where my brain stem meets my spine. It hurts my eyes when I stare at my phone, but I keep staring. Janie has to text back soon.
Dude, stop texting and grab a controller.
Dewey brought my extra. It’s the shitty one that my dog chewed up before he died. Listen to me. You’re keeping the bench warm in T-ball, and she’s in the major leagues. You got it?
Dewey is an asshole. Some people are musicians or dreamers; Dewey is an asshole. He smokes a pack of cigarettes a day and wears his collars popped up and he does shit like play video games with the volume all the way up while you’re in the hospital. He’s my best friend because we are the only two inhabitants of the ninth circle of social hell. We didn’t have options.
My point is, you’re not getting to any bases. You’re not in the same league.
His voice shakes. His avatar gets filled with bullet holes.
What?
I ask. What’s wrong?
Dewey swallows. He won’t look at me. He puts the controller down. A nurse comes in. He picks the controller up again.
How’re you doing, love?
she asks as she tries to fluff my pillows.
Is Janie here?
I ask her. Is she okay?
You just worry about yourself for now, all right?
she says. Her voice is honey, and I swallow quickly so I don’t puke. Doctor’s going to come check you again soon. All right?
He’ll check me everywhere and say things like selective retrograde amnesia.
I’ll try not to puke in his direction and splatter his coat anyway.
The nurse checks the IV in my arm before moving away and closing the door.
Do you know who else is here?
I ask Dewey.
His eyes are fixed on the screen.
Is Janie here?
He shoots a Nazi zombie in the head. I already told you,
he says. No, I don’t know who the fuck is here, Micah.
But weren’t you there last night?
No, I wasn’t. Stop asking me.
Dewey’s avatar ducks behind a crumbling wall. His avatar is bleeding from its leg but still walks fine. His supplies are low. The zombies are coming. They surround him. He sighs. Oh, fuck it.
He jumps out from behind the wall and his avatar fills with bullets. He goes down like a rock. A jingle plays. Game over. World fucked.
Apocalypse music,
I say.
Dewey starts a new game. What?
Nothing,
I say. Nothing. I don’t know what’s coming out of my mouth. No, wait. It’s more vomit. It tastes like vodka I don’t remember drinking.
Shit, man,
Dewey says, pausing the game and leaning away. Jesus. You’re disgusting. I fucking told you not to go last night, I—
He swallows again. Go back to sleep,
he says eventually.
I guess I listen. My eyes are closed, but I don’t really remember closing them. Nurses come and go, and doctors, and policemen. I guess I must open my eyes to see them, but I don’t remember that either.
Apocalypse music.
Janie declared an apocalypse.
She declared an apocalypse and told me I could pick the music. The leaves were the color of her hair and she stood on top of a mountain of rocks. She was laughing. Her fists were full of stones and she was stuffing them into her pockets.
So what do you think?
she asks me. Her eyes are two shades brighter than ice, bluer than normal. Everything needs a good soundtrack, Micah. The apocalypse most of all.
I don’t remember what I said.
I don’t remember if it happened at all.
THE JOURNAL OF JANIE VIVIAN
Once upon a time, a little girl built a house out of Skarpie markers. They were cheaper than the name brand and much more permanent—you had to shed a whole layer of skin to get rid of it. She sat on the floor of her house and drew on her arms until her parents huffed and puffed that markers were for paper, not skin. Besides, they told her, she would get ink poisoning.
So the little girl put her markers in her pocket and went on to build a house of matches. She shook them out of their boxes and watched them burn closer to her fingertips. She made wishes and blew them out. She stacked them in little rickety stacks and imagined them going up in flames, because she thought it’d be beautiful. She stacked the matches higher and higher until her teachers huffed and puffed that little girls shouldn’t play with dangerous things. Besides, they told her, it was against school rules.
So the little girl put her matches in her pocket and went on to build a house out of rocks. Her parents and her teachers and the whole town huffed and puffed, but no one could knock this house down and no one could keep her away. She named the house of rocks the Metaphor and spent every moment she could there with a boy who never huffed and never puffed. She always kept a marker and a match and at least five rocks in her pocket: the marker to write, the match to wish and burn, and the rock to keep her grounded.
And they all lived happily ever after, probably.
before
SEPTEMBER 8
When we were seven, I set Micah on fire. Mom always tells the story on our birthday when we blow out the candles together because she thinks it’s cute, but it totally isn’t because I was making a wish and his hair got in the way and I never got my Skip-It. Lesson learned: bad things happen to good people.
(I mean me, not Micah. He was hardly even burned. And I really, really, really wanted a Skip-It. Piper and Carrie and the other girls brought theirs to recess every day even though they weren’t supposed to, and I never even got one.)
So, to recap: bad things happen to good people, and that’s not fair. Bad things should happen to bad people, like Caleb Matthers.
Cue mustache twirling!
My pockets are full of stones. I drew runes for silence and speed and courage all over my arms and I’ve wished for luck on two matches. Usually I only light one before ninja missions, but one isn’t enough for tonight.
I park my car on the next street over and run through the Gherricks’ yard to our old street, and kick over the FOR SALE sign in front of my house before stopping at the door. It’s blue, not electric like I’d wanted, but still navy, because we painted it back when my parents acknowledged that I was capable of forming opinions. Not that I’m bitter!
Wait, that isn’t even a little bit true. I’m totally bitter. I am brimming with resentment and teen angst.
(And I fucking hate the new house.)
I try my key, but it turns out my parents have already changed the lock. I roll my eyes and hope God will convey the message to my parents, and go to the side of the house. Thankfully, the workmen haven’t discovered the loose basement window yet, but it still takes me awhile to coax open the rusted hinges. It’s Sneak-Out Route Number Seven, and I don’t use it often because of the seasonal spider nest. But you know. Desperate times.
I tumble into the basement and get a face full of carpet, which is still moldy from the flooding last fall. It’s all empty—and I go up the stairs and it still smells like the Wonderfully Happy Vivian Family, like scotch and the kind of perfume they spray on supermarket flowers to make them smell brighter than they really do, and dust. I think that’s a good way to describe us: our house smelled like dust even before we moved out.
I light a match to get me up the stairs and to my room because the house is all kinds of creepy without furniture, and I wish for perfection before I open the door, so all I smell is smoke. I take a breath and burst through, eyes forward, so that the only things I see are the desk and the window and the bookshelf, and not how empty the room is. I open the window and frown at the screen.
Kicking it out is the most satisfying thing I’ve ever done.
The noise it makes brings Micah to his window, and the fury that rises in me is sharp and everything, because this is how it should always be. Us, at our two windows, no screen, sneaking out of the house and driving without headlights just to get over here.
Janie?
he asks. Um, what? Are you supposed to be in there?
I ignore that and slide the shelf across and he holds the other end by habit. I get on my knees and somersault over before I can make a better decision. For a second I’m unsteady and crooked and wondering if I will survive a two-story fall, and a second later I’m tumbling into Micah’s room and he’s saying Shit!
on repeat and everything, everything is exquisitely funny.
Oh my god,
I gasp through laughing. Micah Carter, it is an honor to be alive with you.
But he just yawns and starts to fall back into bed, and—I do not freaking think so.
So I pounce. I land with my knees on either side of him and he yelps and my hair is in his face and we are tangled in his blankets, and his eyes are the first thing I remember understanding.
For a moment all I want to do is turn off the lights and sleep in a bed with him in it, like we used to when we were little—climbing through the window and falling asleep together. I know the sound of his breathing better than any lullaby in the world.
Instead, I put my knee on his chest and say, You’re welcome.
He is still gasping. What,
he says, "what the hell for?"
I push my knee down harder. For not killing you,
I explain. Benji told me that you can kill someone like this. Jump on their chest and land with your knee, break the sternum, et cetera. I just saved your life.
Benji Arken is going into the navy. He is an asshole. Racist and misogynistic and homophobic, but he is cute, occasionally even funny, and he was a damn good kisser. And he knows how to kill people, which was not why we broke up. We broke up because he didn’t shower between basketball practice and when he came to my house.
Janie,
Micah said, and he was looking up at me and his eyes were wide and his pupils were dark and widening, and—
Not yet.
I climb off the bed and drag him up with me. Come on,
I say. I told you midnight. Why aren’t you dressed? Where’s your mask?
Dude, I have a calc test tomorrow,
he says, rubbing his eyes and yawning with too much effort to be genuine.
"Dude, I have the same calc test. Stop whining." I throw open his closet and grab our emergency sheet rope (escape route number nine) and one of his (too) many black T-shirts from a wrinkled stack. I toss the T-shirt at his face. He doesn’t catch it.
Where are we going?
I blink, and I see the scene from his eyes. No, not his eyes. Camera lens. The Janie and Micah Show.
Me, standing by the wide, wide window staring at the wide, wide world, eyes closed and arms spread. Him, by the bed, pulling the T-shirt over just his face and tying it into a ninja