Island of the Dolls: The Real Story of the Muñecas Project
By A.E. Hodge
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In 2012, three student filmmakers left home to film a documentary on Isla de las Muñecas—a remote island in an ancient canal, haunted by a bloody history and home to a thousand rotting dolls.
The filmmakers were never seen again. Three years later, their audio log was found...
The Only Official Release of the Full Uncensored Audio Log
Recorded by Carmen Benitez, Director of the Muñecas Project
Authorized by the Find Carmen Foundation (www.findcarmenfoundation.com)
Transcribed by Bestselling Author A.E. Hodge (Spoiled Lunch, So Damn Beautiful)
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Island of the Dolls - A.E. Hodge
Prologue: The Confession of Carmen Benitez
—And I’m not sure how long it’ll record or how much longer I can last, but it has to be said and I hope to God someone finds this, so my dad and everyone will know.
It was me. I killed them. They died because of me.
My name is Carmen Benitez, and I killed my friends.
It’s getting dark now and I know I won’t make it home. None of us will make it home. And I want you to know I’m so sorry for that. I’m so sorry, Dad. You warned me. Everyone warned me. But I didn’t listen. I couldn’t listen.
Now I can’t stop listening. Can’t stop... hearing it. I think it’s just the water, just the sound of the canal—but God, it sounds like crying, and I don’t know if she’ll let me go, Dad. I don’t think she’ll let me go.
So I’ve got this voice recorder. All I have left, since I lost Mom’s camera. Funny how that used to matter. How the Muñecas Project used to matter.
I’ve got this voice recorder, and I know I don’t have much longer. The water’s so cold here. So cold...
But I want to tell my story. So everyone will know.
Why we’re not coming home.
How I killed them all.
So if... if someone finds this recording, please get it to my father, Orlando Benitez, in Middleton, Colorado.
And if you hear this someday, Dad... I’m so sorry. To you, to Mr. Cavill, to the Richmonds. To Miguel’s mom and sister. To all our friends and family.
This is my confession.
Chapter 1: A Mother’s Pride
You remember the night before I left?
It’s very clear in my mind. I was so excited to leave in the morning on my big adventure. The trip of a lifetime, or so I thought. I’d been excited for months.
Yet for some reason I could barely keep from crying.
I was in my bedroom, in the attic of our old suburban townhouse—a small room with a slanted ceiling and a window on the north wall that never got any sun. Under the window sat the writing desk you found for me at some garage sale, years ago. It was too big for me in elementary school, too small for me now. My video camera sat on the desk, recording me as I packed.
I was kneeling over my battered suitcase, stowing away Abuelita’s pretty topaz earrings—the one girly thing I was bringing to offset all the sweaters and jeans—when for no discernible reason, I found myself fighting back tears.
I wasn’t sad. I wasn’t scared. I wasn’t feeling much of anything except excitement.
But the tears came anyway, and I had to stop packing and sit in my scuffed office chair to catch my breath. My big, clunky camcorder sat recording on the desk beside me. I could see my reflection in the camera’s lens. I was wearing frumpy pink pajamas with dog print patterns, my brunette hair pulled back in a short, frizzy ponytail. My brown eyes were bloodshot, and tears traced the freckles on my round, tan cheeks. I hid my face from the camera as I broke down in sobs.
Then a knock on the door broke the spell, and I heard your big, reassuring voice on the stairs.
Carmen? Everything okay in there?
I grabbed a tissue and wiped my eyes. Yeah, Dad. Just doing some takes.
Can I come in?
you asked.
Leaving the camera running, I lurched out of my old, squealing office chair and went to the door.
When I opened it, there you stood—a burly Latino guy with short dark hair, full red cheeks, and deep laugh lines under a bushy salt-and-pepper mustache. You wore a white T-shirt and blue jeans, same as always. That’s what I remember, anyway. How I always see you in my mind.
I did a bad job hiding my tears. Concern lit your eyes and you rushed to me, wrapping me in your arms.
What’s a matter, Maricarmen?
Your Mexican accent slipped, like it only does when you’re worried.
I pulled out of the embrace. Nothing, Dad. Really! I guess I had something in my eyes.
Yeah, right. Listen, you know you don’t have to do this. Lord knows I begged you not to.
I rolled my eyes. It’s not that.
It’s okay to be scared, honey. You never even left the country before. This whole thing is dangerous and stupid.
"I’m not scared, I insisted.
Honestly, nothing’s wrong. I don’t know why I’m crying. It’s probably just, you know. Woman problems."
The words woman problems were usually enough to make you drop anything. Not this time. You scowled.
"It’s him, isn’t it? What he do this time? I tell you, Carmen, you just say the word and I go to town..." You swung an imaginary baseball bat in the air. Bam!
Jesus, Dad! It’s not John, either!
Hey, don’t say the Lord’s name in vain.
Rolling my eyes, I returned to the camera on my desk, looking at the old-school swing-out LCD screen in hopes you wouldn’t press further—especially not about John.
After a moment, you said softly, Is that your mom’s old video camera?
I stiffened, surprised. Yeah. You don’t mind if I take it with me? It’s got some features I want.
You smiled. I don’t mind. She’d want you to use it.
I smiled back, looking down at the camera. Then, to my vast annoyance, fresh tears welled in my eyes—the traitors—and I covered my mouth to hide a gasping sob.
You crossed the tiny space to sit on my neatly made bed, which groaned beneath your weight. Come on, Carm. Come here.
Exasperated with myself, I set the camera down and sat beside you, and you wrapped your arm around me.
Really, now, what are you crying for?
you said. "I thought this film was your big thing. Thought it finally got you out of this whole John funk, you know?"
I frowned and looked across the room at my corkboard, where I kept the picture of Mom. You know the one. She’s about my age in it. Right before she had me, I guess. The small, red lips and tiny pointed chin, the bright brown eyes, the delicate, doll-like features. She looks just like me, only lighter skinned.
As I studied that worn-out photograph, I started to wonder if maybe I did know why I was crying.
My big thing,
I repeated, in a creaky voice. I wish Mom was here to see it.
You barely missed a beat. She sees it,
you said. She sees you right now.
That did nothing to comfort me. Do you think she’d be proud of me? For doing this film?
"Is that what this is about? Your strong, worker’s hand squeezed my shoulder.
Listen, Carmen, just because your mom made movies doesn’t mean you have to. All she wanted was for you to be happy. So if you want to be a big hotshot director, hey, more power to you. When you get your mansion, I’ll be the first to live in your pool house. But do it because you want to. You do, don’t you?"
I wiped my eyes. Yeah,
I muttered. "Hell, yeah! You know it’s all I’ve ever wanted. To be respected as a serious documentarian, like Mom. I’d do anything to make this work. I think I really have a shot with this one, Dad."
Sliding out from your arm, I crossed the room to my desk and picked up a photo of my destination. The photo showed a reedy, muddy river bank, shadowed by leaning juniper trees and semi-tropical foliage.
At the center of the photo, mounted on a stick and rotting in the sun, was a child’s severed head.
Not a real child, of course. It was just a doll’s head, the mottled, ruined flesh only rubber, the sightless eyes only faded plastic. Still, it made for a disturbing image.
I mean, you know I don’t do spiritual stuff,
I said. "But this island! Whether you believe in ghosts or not, it’s compelling. This Muñecas project is more than just a film school assignment. This is our chance to break out big! If we tell this story right, we could win a festival, get a studio contract. Who knows?"
With a smile, you put a hand on my shoulder. There’s the enthusiasm! Nothing brings it out like your movies.
People say it’s the most haunted place in Mexico,
I said. "Isla de las Muñecas, Island of the Dolls. Deep in the old Aztec canals, an entire island, filled with creepy dolls."
You looked over my head at the photograph, frowning skeptically. "Definitely gives me the creeps."
"They say the island’s former owner, Don Julio, saw a girl drown in the canal back in the fifties. He tried to save her, but he couldn’t reach her in time.
"The very next day, a doll washed up on his island. He was sure it must have belonged to the girl. So in his guilt and sadness, he pinned the doll up in a tree, as a kind of memorial to her.
But he didn’t stop there.
I studied the rotten doll’s head in the photograph. It looked back at me with a vacant mockery of innocence.
"From that day on, those who knew him say Don Julio changed. For the next fifty years, he spent his life obsessed with collecting dolls, hanging hundreds, even thousands of them across his island.
Now, long after he’s gone, the dolls remain. Some say they come alive at night. Ferrymen who pass the island can hear the dolls, crying to them across the canal.
You shook your head and turned away. Carm, I’m worried enough already.
I grinned, pleased with the effect I was having—proof of my subject matter. But that’s not the end. You want to know the creepiest part? Don Julio died in 2002. His cousin, Fernando, found him floating in the canal. He’d drowned, in the exact same place as the little girl.
Your eyebrows rose slowly with concern and dismay. Finally you forced a smile. It’s quite a story.
And it’s true.
I crossed the room to my desk. Or so they say. The place is a tourist trap, now. Don Julio’s cousin, Fernando, runs tours there during the day, from what I’ve read. How much of the story is true and how much is publicity for the island...?
I shrugged. "But I’ll find out what really happened. The truth about Isla de Las Muñecas."
Well. I’m just glad you’re feeling better. You’ve been crying enough lately.
I averted my eyes. The damn walls in that house always were too thin.
And honey,
you added, "don’t you worry if your mom would be proud. She is proud. A mother always loves her children. Not even death changes that."
By then, the crying spell was long broken, and I again felt nothing but excitement—and perhaps embarrassment at my tears. So I distanced myself. Don’t get sappy on me. Like I said, you know I don’t do spiritual stuff.
You stepped back, and when I turned to face you, your smile had become somewhat stern.
You’re going to a spiritual place,
you said. "Some say a haunted place. You best respect the spiritual, even if you don’t do it."
I rolled my eyes and set the photo down, picking up my video camera again. It had better be haunted. Think of the footage we’ll get!
As I looked through the black and white viewfinder at you, you smirked. You filming this? I should’ve known.
Don’t worry, I’ll edit you out in post. I told the other guys to take some footage tonight, too, before we leave. I’ll splice it up into an intro or something.
You frowned, immediately suspicious. "Wait. Guys? I thought this was just you and Larry."
Realizing the Pandora’s Box of trouble I’d just opened, I forced a smile and set the camera down. No. I thought I told you. John’s coming, too.
A fire lit in your flint-black eyes. In a low, deliberate voice, you said, I thought you two broke up.
No, no!
I said. We patched things up. We’re good.
Really? You sure, after all he put you through?
I felt my face tighten. We talked things over, Dad. We’re doing much better.
Now it was your turn to roll your eyes. Shit! Well, I know better than to argue. But it seems like a pretty big change at the last minute. Does Larry know?
I’ll tell him.
I waved a hand. He’ll understand. I mean, we’re just friends. Dad, trust me. John has his faults, but he can be useful, too. Especially on an adventure.
If I didn’t trust you,
you said, "I wouldn’t let you go adventuring at all. I mean, what kind of dad am I?"
I grinned, then stood on my tip-toes to kiss you on the cheek. The good kind?
You frowned under your mustache. We’ll see. Anyway, I packed some snacks for your trip.
John’s bringing all that stuff,
I said dismissively. I told you, he’s useful.
You winked. But is he bringing my homemade salsa?
"Dad, I’m going to Mexico. Do I really need to pack salsa?"
You rubbed the back of your neck. Okay, maybe not.
I relented with a smile. All right, I’ll take it. Hopefully I can smuggle it through the airport. I’m sure it’s spicy enough to call it weapons-grade. Anyway, I have to leave early to pick up John. I might be gone when you wake up.
Good.
You shrugged. "Or I might try and stop you. Just remember what I told you. Be respectful. Of the land, the people, the customs. The spirits, too. Bad luck to disrespect them. It is the land of your ancestors, Carmen."
Trust me,
I insisted, a bit amused by his superstition, I’m taking it seriously. I’ll be fair and objective, like Mom. A biography of the local people, their culture and beliefs. Plus a few thousand creepy dolls. It’ll be fun!
You smiled. I’m scared,
you said from the door, but you know I’m proud, too. I love you, Carmen.
Love you too, Dad.
You closed the door behind you, leaving me alone with the running camera and my thoughts. I found myself caught up again in excitement. I didn’t give much deeper thought to what you said, to your misgivings, or even to my fit of inexplicable crying.
But I think now I know why I was crying that night.
And I know why it was so hard for you to let me go.
A parent’s love is such a powerful thing. You must feel responsible for my well-being, even now—this person that was once your child, once a part of you.
I could see the worry in your eyes, weighing down your eyelids, as you spoke to me that night. The fear of a parent’s ultimate failure: the failure to protect his own child.
But I want you to know you didn’t fail, Dad. You were right to worry, but you were right to let me go, too. You couldn’t have stopped me. And you tried to warn me.
There were so many warnings. If I’d been the voice of reason I thought I was, maybe I’d have turned back before it was too late.
So if this tape reaches you, I just want you to know I don’t blame you, Dad. I hope you’re still proud of me, and I hope you don’t feel guilty. You tried to warn me.
I was the one who wouldn’t listen.
Chapter 2: Arrival
In the morning, I left home before the sun came up, heading to John’s place in my old Saturn. I picked him up around six from his dad’s row house in west Middleton and we drove to the airport in Denver.
I was dressed in jeans and a tank top under an open hooded sweater, my hair pulled back in a ponytail. Mi Abuelita’s topaz earrings swung lightly from my ears. The freckles on my cheeks were concealed by light, practical makeup—I’d be on camera, after all—and last night’s tears were long-forgotten. Now I was bright-eyed, excited, and immune to John’s attitude.
Did you pack enough?
John said, through a forced smile. It’s a little cramped.
He pulled his camo hat low to keep the rising sun from his eyes. Under the cap, his dark hair was buzzed to the same length as the stubble covering his strong, angular jaw. He wore an orange Denver Broncos sweater and, in spite of the late October chill, a pair of frayed cut-off jean shorts that bared his long, muscular legs. Even with his seat shoved against the luggage in the back, his knees brushed the glove compartment.
We could’ve taken your truck,
I reminded him.
"Yeah, but parking an F150 in one of them tiny airport spaces is just asking for scratches, babe."
Not like my car has any value or anything. I rolled my eyes behind my sunglasses, but said nothing.
Scratches at a minimum,
John grumbled, pulling the bill of his hat even lower. Could get stolen. Blown up by terrorists. I don’t know.
"Yeah, go ahead and get all your blowing up and terrorist references out before we get to the airport, thank you."
He laughed, glancing my way. You still mad at me?
I frowned, considering. I haven’t decided if I believe you or not. My dad doesn’t.
Larry didn’t, either, but I left that unsaid.
Reaching out, John put his hand on my thigh and studied me with his handsome blue eyes. "I’m telling you, nothing happened that night. She was just some drunk freshman. She was pawing on everybody."
Yeah, I bet.
"I’m serious, Carmen! Anything else you heard is a lie."
I sighed. Can we not talk about this now? I just want to make a movie, okay?
I know,
he said. That’s why I’m here.
Funny, I thought you were here because you didn’t trust me alone with Larry.
Should I not?
he said immediately.
I clenched the steering wheel and said nothing.
"Look, all I’m saying is I’m here for you, all right? For you. Because anything that’s important to you is important to me, too. You’re all that matters in the world to me, Carmen. I’ll prove that to you."
We’ll see, I thought. After a moment, I turned up the radio, and John looked out his window. We rode in silence down the narrow mountain road into Denver.
At Denver International, we met my partner on the film project, Larry Richmond, Jr. He was waiting for us in the lobby, wearing iPod earbuds. His green Jamaican-flag backpack and shaggy mane of dark, curly hair made him hard to miss, despite his small stature.
As we caught his eye, Larry’s soft brown face fell in dismay at the sight of John pulling luggage behind me.
With a sinking feeling, I waved. Hi, Larry.
Larry pulled out his iPod earbuds, his dark eyes not leaving John. I thought he wasn’t coming,
he blurted.
I mumbled, I meant to tell you...
Setting the suitcase upright, John advanced on Larry, smirking, his hand extended. Larry. Long time, no see.
The two of them were a study in contrast. John was over six feet tall, ruggedly athletic, pale and sharp-featured.
Meanwhile, Larry was short, only a few inches taller than me. His skin was dark, soft, and freckled. He wore stylish narrow-framed glasses, a stainless steel stud in his left nostril, and a small goatee that brought some character to his otherwise round, boyish face. Beneath his black leather vest, he was dressed in a gray short-sleeve Polo shirt tucked neatly into fitted blue jeans. As usual, he wore black Harley Davidson boots, though as far as I know he’d never so much as sat on a motorcycle. The boots, along with his big hair, gave him a few extra inches in height.
Like me, Larry was studying film at Middleton Heights College of Liberal Arts. His specialty was camera work and editing, while my focus was in directing. The Muñecas project would be our first collaboration.
Larry endured John’s overly vigorous handshake, his low, radio-quality voice shaking with the force of it. Hey, John. I didn’t think you’d be here.
John released Larry from his iron grip. Well, you know. Carmen wanted someone good for more than just camera work.
His tone was friendly, but only barely.
It’s not a big deal, is it?
I asked Larry, donning my most endearing smile. It’s your project, too.
Smiling tightly, Larry shrugged. I mean, he’s already got a ticket, right? It’s kind of a done deal. But,
he said flatly, it’s cool. The more the merrier.
John started to fish around in the front pocket of his sweater. Actually.
He held his plane ticket out to Larry. You mind switching seats with me?
Do you mind?
I said, with another ingratiating smile. He ordered at the last minute, so he’s kinda far from me.
Larry took John’s ticket in silence, his jaw clenched.
As we waited for the call to board the flight to Mexico City, we sat together in the tightly-packed lobby chairs, Larry to the left of me, John to the right. Larry fiddled with his smartphone in silence while John looked around the airport, hiding bored irritation behind a thin smile. The bill of his camo hat was pulled down to hide his eyes. I was certain he was checking out some bimbo across the lobby, but I couldn’t catch him in the act.
I told myself not to think about it. I couldn’t worry about John or our relationship or any of that—not until after this trip. The only thing that mattered was the film.
Yet I couldn’t stop watching him, jealous of his gaze.
When they called our flight, the three of us took our seats on the plane. I’d bought two seats for Larry and me weeks ago, together in the center island. John and I sat there, while Larry took the seat John bought at the last minute when he decided to chaperone; it was a window seat several rows back.
As the flight attendants reviewed the procedures for takeoff, I twisted in my chair, searching for Larry through the sea of heads. When I caught his eye, I offered him a commiserating smile. He sighed and looked away.
I chewed my lip. I’d meant to warn him that John was coming, but in the excitement and frenzy before the trip, I’d simply forgotten. Larry was my best friend and I’d never known a more accommodating guy, but he’d never liked John, or surprises.
I hoped it wouldn’t affect his work ethic on the film.
The flight took several hours. John listened to MP3s on his smartphone beside me and read his Automotive Monthly. His hand rested on my knee, moving sometimes to caress my thigh through my jeans. After my short night’s sleep and the drive to the airport, I mostly dozed.
We touched down in Mexico City around two o’clock in the afternoon on Friday, October 26.
The airport was crowded and noisy, and the signs were all in Spanish. Attractive young Mexicans in suits greeted us at the baggage claim. I did all the talking. Having a first-gen immigrant as a dad, I spoke almost as well as a native.
I had already booked a taxi in advance, since Dad warned