The Soul of the Story: Meetings with Remarkable People
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Many who embark on a spiritual quest discover that the people they meet along the way ultimately point them back home, into the very soul of the religious tradition they had left behind. So it was with David Zeller, whose spiritual odyssey took him across the globe, through traditions including Zen Buddhism and Hinduism, and into relationship with some of the world's most compelling spiritual teachers.
Thoughtful and endearing, provocative and witty, Zeller's delightful stories recall his meetings with the likes of Carl Jung, Shlomo Carlebach, Alan Watts, Sri Pad Baba, the "Mother" (Sri Aurobindo Ashram), Carlos Castaneda and many others, well known and unknown―and the experiences and teachings that ultimately allowed him to rediscover his own spiritual heritage.
From the stimulating days of California's Bay Area in the 1960s, to a kibbutz in Israel, to the time he spent as a sadhu in India living outdoors and bathing in rivers, these stories of Zeller’s spiritual adventures remind us all that even the most meandering path can, in the end, bring us to our true spiritual home.
Rabbi David Zeller
David Zeller, storyteller, teacher and musician, is a pioneer in Jewish spirituality and transpersonal psychology. He helped establish the Institute of Transpersonal Psychology; the Network of Conscious Judaism; Yakar: Center for Tradition and Creativity; and Shevet: Center for Jewish Spirituality and Meditation. He has produced five recordings of meditative and healing music. He travels extensively throughout the United States and Europe several times each year to teach and perform. Learn more about David Zeller, his stories and his music at www.davidzeller.org.
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The Soul of the Story - Rabbi David Zeller
1
MY MOTHER AND FATHER: Growing Up with Dreams
We’re about to meet some pretty remarkable souls, people who taught me, challenged me, fascinated me; they made me, in one way or another, who I am today. But it is not an exaggeration to say that I wouldn’t have met them—or could not have been open enough to them—if it wasn’t for the first two most remarkable souls in my life: my mother and my father.
My father always took the time to listen to my dreams. Whether in the middle of the night or early in the morning, or, really, any time of day, he was ready to listen. I took this for granted, not knowing how rare it was for parents to make room for their children’s dreams. That is as true about the dreams we have when we sleep as well as the dreams and fantasies and hopes we have when we are awake. Often, children are told, Go back to bed. It’s the middle of the night!
Or, It’s only a dream. Don’t pay any attention to it.
Or, Stop daydreaming. Wake up to reality!
At first, my dad would just listen. As I got older, he would offer a simple interpretation. Older still, he’d first ask me what I thought it meant, then add his own understanding.
I often saw my father sitting at home, working on his clients’ dreams or the drawings they may have made depicting images from their dreams. A Jungian psychologist, he did therapy with people throughout the week. These weren’t necessarily the drawings of accomplished artists; they were the expression of the Self or Soul.
Dad’s interest in dreams went back quite a way. He became a lawyer in Germany in 1929, but he was thrown out of the Berlin courts three years later by the Nazi regime because he was a Jew. His work with people stimulated his interest in the dynamics of the human personality. He began his own therapy, but dissatisfied with how his therapist dealt with dreams, he left to work with an early student of Jung’s and began studying depth psychology. He also studied graphology, understanding personality by analyzing handwriting.
He worked in his father’s fabric company while pursuing these studies. In fact, he met my mother through her handwritten application for a secretarial job there. He was so struck by the personality that shined through her handwriting that they interviewed her and she got the job. They married in 1936 in Berlin, and my father completed his training as a Jungian analyst two years later.
On Kristallnacht, the night of the shattered glass of Jewish shop windows throughout Germany in November 1938, he was called to the local police station on false pretenses, and then sent to Sacksenhausen, the concentration camp just outside Berlin.
Not long after he arrived, he had a dream: Hitler came to him and shook his hand. With his knowledge of Jungian dream interpretation—despite the frightening and unknown situation he was in—he interpreted the dream to mean that Hitler would not defeat him, that somehow he would survive this ordeal.
Dad had a few things working in his favor, though he didn’t know it at the time. Within days after he was taken, my mother, who was now alone with my older brother (who was less than one year old at the time), told a taxi driver to drive around the perimeter of the concentration camp. He followed her instructions, but at some point stopped and asked her, Why are you doing this? This is very risky.
My husband was just taken by the Gestapo,
she answered. I assume he’s here, and I was hoping he’d be outside by the fence. I just want to let him know that our baby and I are alright. I don’t want him to worry about us!
Young woman, you want my advice? It is very dangerous for you—and maybe even for me—to be driving around here. Why don’t you send him a postcard, and tell him you’re okay? You know, we Germans are so efficient that it wouldn’t surprise me if they actually deliver the card to him! Worst comes to worse, you’ve lost three cents on a postcard.
She sent the postcard. And sure enough, they delivered it! And he was reassured that they were safe.
More than that, his twenty-two-year-old wife, my mother, was already on a brave mission of her own to have him released. She went to a travel agent and asked to buy one-way tickets for herself, her husband, and their baby boy.
The agent asked, Can I see your visas please?
We don’t have our visa yet,
she answered.
Can I see your visa waiting number, please?
She showed her their number on the waiting list to receive visas.
But, these numbers won’t come up for a very long time. Your tickets will have expired by then.
Let me worry about that. The SS wants to see that we are making efforts to leave. All you have to do is sell me the tickets.
Tickets in hand, she went to Gestapo headquarters in Berlin and requested that her husband be released from the concentration camp, as the family was making plans to leave the country.
The officer in charge said, Show me your tickets.
She showed him the tickets.
Show me your visas.
We don’t have our visa yet.
Show me your visa waiting number.
She showed him the number.
But, these numbers won’t come up for a very long time. Your tickets won’t be good by then.
She began crying. "You want proof that we are trying to leave the country. Well, here’s the proof."
Go away! Come back tomorrow,
he said curtly, dismissing her.
She returned the next day, and the secretary handed her a letter that essentially said, Please release Max Zeller, as his family is completing the necessary steps to leave the country.
She looked at the letter in disbelief. Had the SS officer made an error? Had he processed too many people yesterday and lost track of the details? Or was he possibly being compassionate toward a young woman who was a wife and a mother? One thing was certain: She would not ask him how this could be! She went home and waited.
A few weeks later, my father was released. He had to report to the Gestapo regularly, and if he wasn’t out of the country in six months, they would send him back to the concentration camp.
More miracles resulted from a letter my mother sent to a distant relative in London, who had accidentally bumped into someone on a train in England. He apologized to the stranger. Noting his German accent, the stranger asked, Are you German?
I’m not German,
he replied, "I’m Jewish, originally from Germany."
Is it true what’s happening to the Jews in Germany? We hear rumors, but it’s impossible to know for certain.
Mom’s cousin showed him the letter from my mother that described what was going on.
I head a large bank, and many of my friends are also bankers. We would like to help people by being their legal and financial sponsors so they can get their British visas. But without specific names, there is nothing we can do. Can you give me some names?
Our cousin sat down and wrote out the names of all his relatives. My parents and my brother were the last ones on his list. And so, totally unrelated to their visa waiting-list number, they received a call from the British Embassy in Berlin, informing them to stop by for their British visas.
Somehow, they survived the blitzkrieg, the almost nonstop German bombing of London, and then, through more miracles, they took the perilous and freezing steamship journey to America in January 1941 during the war, dodging German U-boats. From New York, they bussed across the country to Los Angeles, where they began a whole new life.
Between Dad’s dream and, more important, Mom’s refusal to accept this nightmare, they lived to see children and grandchildren, and my mother, thank God, to see greatgrandchildren.
Years later, my mother came to visit me and my family after I had moved to Israel. The same day that an ultrasound test confirmed that my wife, Hannah-Sara, was pregnant, my mother, my wife, and I went to Yad VaShem, the Holocaust museum in Jerusalem. There we found records that had recently been released from Berlin, listing the deportation and death of my four grandparents and many of our extended family. We left with heavy hearts. It’s not that we hadn’t known that they had all been murdered in the Holocaust. But this was the first time we had seen their names in the Nazis’ own immaculate records. Walking away from Yad VaShem, my mother turned to my wife and said, simply and quietly, Thank you for bringing another Zeller into the world.
So, dreams, aspirations, and inspirations meant much to our family. And when my father asked me, Tell me your dreams,
I knew he was there, really listening to me. Because he listened so attentively there are a number of childhood dreams that I can still remember. His attentiveness permanently etched my dreams into my consciousness.
2
CARL JUNG: Seeing the Great Man
I grew up in a house with Jung’s picture in almost every room, and his books everywhere. Almost all our family friends were Jungian therapists, and my father went every few years to Zurich—the Jungian’s Mecca, or should I say Jerusalem—to do intense therapy with his therapist and to have as many sessions with Jung as possible.
In 1949, my father was there for three months. At the end of his stay, he described the following dream and his interaction with Jung:
A temple of vast dimensions was in the process of being built. As far as I could see—ahead, behind, right, and left—there were incredible numbers of people building on a pillar. The whole building process was in its very first beginnings, but the foundation was already there. The rest of the building was starting to go up, and I and many others were working on it.
Jung said, Ja, you know, that is the temple we all build on. We don’t know the people because, believe me, they build in India and China and in Russia and all over the world. That is the new religion. You know how long it will take until it is built?
How should I know? Do you know?
He said, I know.
How long will it take?
About six hundred years.
Where do you know this from?
From dreams. From other people’s dreams and from my own. This new religion will come together as far as we can see.
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Six years later, in 1956, our whole family went to live for a year in Switzerland while my father was on sabbatical in Zurich, studying at the Jung Institute and engaged in intense therapy with his therapist and Jung.
This was my opportunity to meet the great man myself. I wrote a very serious ten-year-old kind of letter to Jung, asking to meet him. I got an answer from his secretary that sort of reached out, tousled my hair, called me a cute kid, and said Jung was very busy. I understood that she meant too busy.
Then, a breakthrough: the tenth anniversary of the Jung Institute was coming up. He would be there, and my mother’s analyst was driving him from his home in Küsnacht. She would tell him who I was, and that I was waiting for him in front of the Institute. It was all set. Then the day came and I had a high fever. But somehow I braved the journey by streetcar and waited shivering in the rain for Jung’s arrival.
His car pulled up, and out bounced this huge man whom I had only known from the neck up, in photographs. Jung was a sprightly eighty-two, with a twinkle in his eyes. Towering over me, he said, "So, you must be Max Zeller’s son!"
Looking up to him (literally and figuratively), I said, I’ve heard so much about you. I’ve really been looking forward to meeting you.
He smiled, took a step back, opened his arms out wide as if presenting himself, and said, Well, what do you think?
I was speechless, which was very rare for me even when I was ten. This was my first Zen experience.
This wasn’t following the normal, logical, social formalities my mind was expecting. Jung’s unpretentiousness, his humor, and his humanness have remained with me and, indeed, have left a deep impression. And though I can now claim that Jung consulted me, wanting to know what I think, I’m still working on formulating my answer to him.
Jung has followed me most of my life, through my parents. During my hippie rebellion, with my long hair and cool clothes, I was always reminded about Jung at his eightieth birthday party at the Jung Institute: Each time someone new arrived for the party, Jung pulled himself out of his chair and greeted him or her personally.
People constantly said to him, Professor Jung, you don’t have to be so formal and get up each time someone new comes in the room. It’s really okay.
And he would answer, All my life I’ve tried to be as conventional as possible, because I need my energy for more important things.
You see,
my parents would say to me, whenever they told this story, it’s better to be conventional and free yourself up for the truly creative and revolutionary things in life.
My mother and father later told me that Jung was asked whether he wanted to take psychedelic substances such as LSD to explore the depths of the unconscious from inside.
Declining the offer, he essentially said that he had a deep commitment to shed light on every image or experience that comes from that great collective unconscious, and that he couldn’t even keep up with what he gets through his dreams and active imagination on a daily basis, let alone what came to him through his patients. Psychedelics, he implied, would just further overload him.
And when I was in India, my parents sent me quotes of Jung, explaining why, though he had written introductions to many classic Eastern texts, he had never gone to the Far East. He had to travel the inner route of his own Western religion, he said, because that was the language through which his Soul spoke.
Interestingly enough, when I came back from India, the Jungian clubs and institutes in a number of cities were the first venues to invite me to share the stories of my experiences. My dad still lamented a little that his wandering son had wandered away from academia, and that I had not gotten my MA or PhD or MD. So seeing that I was standing at the front of the class
speaking to Jungians gave him an unexpected satisfaction, even though I had arrived there by a totally different kind of wandering.
Well, Dad, what do you think?
3
SHLOMO CARLEBACH: Awakening My Soul
I have to admit that, while majoring in psychology and premed as an undergraduate at Pomona College in Southern California, my grades were not great. The truth was that while I was very interested in Jung’s psychology of personality, dreams, and symbolism that I had been exposed to in my childhood, Jung barely existed in Pomona’s psychology department. My college advisor was into experimental psych. He smoked and drank excessively and constantly bounced his legs in nervous tension. He did tell me that I should be majoring in screwing up.
(His language was more coarse that that.) On the other hand, very little attracted me to studies in pre-med. I was taking it only because my father and his friends strongly recommended it if I wanted to make a real contribution in their field.
If I hadn’t been in pre-med, I wouldn’t have had to face physics. At Pomona, there was only one physics class, and it was for physics majors. The head of the physics department understood that I was weak in science and advised me to go to the University of California, Berkeley, for summer session to take physics for non-physics majors,
better known as Mickey Mouse physics.
And so in the summer of 1966, I went to Berkeley. It was the right moment to be there. Everything was starting to happen: At Berkeley itself, there was the nascent student rights movement, and across the bay in San Francisco, there was the nascent hippie movement in Haight-Ashbury. Little did I know what awaited me.
Berkeley was also the place of the Berkeley Folk Festival. And I loved American folk music. While my generation was listening to the music of the late 1950s and early 1960s, my brother, Dan (who is nine years older than me), had given me a proper education in real folk music. My parents raised me as an orthodox Jungian; my brother raised me as an orthodox folksinger. I adored Woody Guthrie, Leadbelly, Cisco Houston, Sonny Terry and Brownie McGee, Ramblin’ Jack Elliot and Pete Seeger, and Bob Dylan slipped in just under the wire. The Weavers were fine, but the Kingston Trio, the Limelighters, and other groups like that were way too slick and commercial for purists like us.
Student protests, hippie happenings, Mickey Mouse physics—what interested me most was the Berkeley Folk Festival, which was featuring all my folk heroes. I scraped together all my money—which wasn’t much—and bought a full ticket so I could attend all the concerts and workshops.
On opening night, a sampler concert featured five to ten minutes from each folksinger. Around the middle of the evening, someone came on stage in a beard, dark pants, white shirt, and a kipa (a Jewish skullcap) and started to sing in Hebrew! I didn’t know whether he was good or bad, and I wasn’t against him because he was so obviously Jewish. What I did know was that he wasn’t singing American folk music!
I was disgusted! I was at an American folk festival, and this guy was singing in a language I couldn’t understand or relate to. Maybe I was prejudiced because it was Jewish. Would I have been as upset if someone sang some African folk song in a different language? And yet, on the other hand, that same evening, Country Joe and the Fish sang—and that was also not folk music to me. It was in English and they were American, but it was too electric for my definition of folk music. I just wasn’t ready to think outside the box.
So much for the opening night.
The next day, there were workshops with many of my favorite folksingers. I stood with my program in hand, looking at a lamppost with all the singers’ names written on arrows pointing in various directions. This one to the right, this one to the left. One said Rabbi Shlomo Carlebach,
and pointed over there. I don’t know what came over me, but I thought, Well, what is this stupid guy all about anyway?!
And I went to his workshop.
In a small classroom, Shlomo sat with a few people in front of him. He tried to explain his work in creating American Jewish folk music. After a short time, he said, Friends, what’s the use in talking about it? Let’s just sing!
He picked up his guitar and began singing. I don’t know how it started, or who started it, but people got up and started dancing, and I joined them. He sang, and we sang along and danced around him. And he kept going. At first I enjoyed it, and then my mind started to wander, wondering just how long he was going to keep doing just one song. Then I started to really get into it, but at the same time I was still watching myself, commenting about what was happening to me. Shlomo kept on singing— and at some point the narration fell aside and I felt an ecstatic, uplifting joy and a sense of connectedness. I don’t know how long this continued—the workshop was scheduled for only about an hour and a half.
Later, I would look back on this experience through my Jungian lens and describe what happened as my sense of myself—my limited ego, tied and bound in the knots of my socially determined identity—dissolving into my limitless and boundless Soul. I was high on the joy of tasting what it was like to be really free from thoughts, worries, and self-consciousness. But at the time, all I knew was that it felt great.
The next day, after my morning class in physics, I was walking through campus when I saw Shlomo across the street. I quickly crossed over and told him I had been in his workshop the day before, and it had been wonderful. He looked at me with his big, wide, almost bulging eyes. Why don’t you join me tomorrow morning at my hotel?
he asked.
He was inviting me to meet him at his hotel! I was honored and excited. The next day, I went to my early morning physics class and then ran over to the Hotel Durant, where Shlomo was staying.
This was a very simple hotel right off campus. Around the corner from a small reception desk was a large room that served as the lobby. I walked in to wait for Shlomo, and discovered that he had also invited eighty or more other people to join him. I was momentarily disappointed; at the same time, I was struck with a very warm feeling to know I was a part of a whole lot of special people. There were men and women, young and old, Jews, African-Americans, Latinos and more. Everyone was waiting for Shlomo, and we waited for quite a while. When he finally came down, he