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Chapter 1
It was not until the small hours of the morning that Henry MacLean had finished the cleaning and reassembly of his power pistol, that had lain buried deep these twenty years.
It was only then, when he put the energizer coil into the thick handle, that he found his right hand suddenly white-knuckled on the pistol, the heel of his left hand resting where he had slapped it in—as he would have done with a fresh reserve coil, in combat as a Soldier of God.
For a moment, it all came back; the sound of weapons, the smell of burning buildings—and the dying Militia soldier, that one time, who had taken a burst of needles in his throat. Who begged him, with gestures, to hold his bloodless hands together and be his voice, in a final prayer before death.
For a moment he paused, bowed his head and put the edges of his joined hands for a moment against the edge of the table.
God,
he prayed, he is like a son. Like Joshua—and like Will, who is in Thy arms now. I love him equally. Thou knowest why I must do this.
He sat for a moment more, then parted his hands again and raised his head. He had mastered the image and the long-dead reflex, risen from the grave of memory. They were gone. He put the pistol with its shoulder rig into his suitcase, with what few other possessions he was taking.
Only a little later, before he left, Henry stopped in the pre-dawn darkness of the kitchen to leave on the kitchen table a letter to Joshua and Joshua’s family. A single sheet of paper on which he told them where he was going, that all that had been his was now theirs, and that he loved them.
Then, soundlessly in his stocking feet, and carrying his boots and suitcase, he went to the front door, opened it and let himself out, softly closing it again behind him.
He stood on the top one of the three wooden steps for a moment before putting his boots on. It was the end of the brief few days of spring here, on the planet of Association, under the star of Epsilon Eridani, after the long, long rainy winter and before the mounting heat of the equally long summer.
There had been only a brief shower during the night. Now the air was still; and in that moment on the top step, he felt the cool pleasant dampness that would so soon pass away.
Dawn was just below the horizon. But a whiteness from the east had already washed the stars from the cloudless sky overhead. About him lay the gray earth with its fields already tilled and sown. Epsilon Eridani’s light, even from just below the horizon, made everything seem to stand out, strangely clear and three-dimensional. Even a puddle in the trodden earth about the steps made a clear and perfect mirror. Beyond the puddle, the yard was wetly dark; so that, here and there, the clean-washed tops of white-veined blue stones, like those that plagued their fields, projected from the earth, sharply visible.
The puddle threw back at him the whiteness off the cloudless dawn sky; and, against it, his own lean, square-shouldered, tight-knit figure, hardly showing the beginnings of middle age.
Now, with his everyday boots, his dark, heavy pants below his equally dark and heavy jacket, he was in the winter wear of an Association farmer, such as he had been for so many years now. Only the white shirt and dark beret, which were normally reserved for church-going, and the tie that made a black cross at his throat, made a difference.
The suitcase he now carried, heavy with the pistol, its holster and his scant burden of other belongings, was of scuffed brown plastic. He set it down again for a moment; and bent over to tuck his trousers into the tops of his ankle-high boots, with one neat fold apiece. Then he picked up the suitcase and walked out of the yard, over the railless bridge that crossed the ditch by the road; and turned to his right, in the direction he had determined to go.
An unusual stillness held the air about him. No breeze stirred. Even the variform and native insects were silent; the night insects had ceased their voices and the day insects not yet taken up the chorus. There were no native birds—and no variform birds; it had been decided that it would be an unnecessary luxury to import them from Old Earth. Parasites among the variform insects kept their part of the ecology in balance.
But the vegetation about him was almost all of Earth variforms. All the trees and the hedges that divided the fields owed their original genes to the home planet. Only, alongside the road down which he walked, was a species of the original native vegetation of this world.
These were the so-called Praying Trees. They were like nothing so much as a temperate zone version of Earth’s saguaro cactus, but with thick white bark. They had the same candle-like branches as the saguaros; although these limbs grew out horizontally at regular intervals up two sides of the tree-high plant, each one opposite from the one below and the one above; and then crooked themselves after four or five feet to grow straight upward.
They were like sentinels lining his path. In the early light of the pre-dawn sky, they, like everything else, threw faint ghost-like shadows, stretching long back the way he had come, and away from the way he was going.
A little more than a kilometer down the road, he passed the small church to which he and his family had belonged all these years. Gregg, the minister, always held a morning service for those who could get here at that hour, in this rural community. But in all his years here, Henry had never been able to get free from the work of the farm to attend. Now he paused for a moment to listen, as the small congregation within burst out strongly into the morning hymn—Greet We the Day!
Greet we the day! The day of work and striving The day of God’s contriving Greet we the day!
Greet we the sun! The sun that rises o’er us The sun the Lord made for us Greet we the sun!
Greet we the earth!
The earth that keeps and feeds us…
The song ran on to its end and ceased. Gregg’s resonant voice, so large for such a small, crippled man, announced the text for the sermon.
Joshua 8:26.
The words reached clearly to Henry’s ear. Joshua drew not his hand back wherewith he stretched out the spear.
A cold memory touched Henry at the sound of the text—but the beginning of the sermon itself went unheard. Behind him now was the sound of an approaching hovercar. He turned to see the vehicle coming toward him.
He put the suitcase down and stood, waiting. The white hovercar, already splashed from the road ruts, though it had been fresh-washed at the time Henry had left home, pulled up beside him, and sank to the roadway as the air-jets on which it traveled ceased blowing.
In the back were his son’s wife and his two grandsons, aged three and four. At the control stick in the front sat Joshua, his oldest—and now his only—son; since Will, the younger, had been killed on Ceta, as one of a levy sold off to fight there by Association’s government.
Joshua touched the control that threw open the door of the front seat on Henry’s side, and spoke across the short space now open between them. His square face under its brown hair was angry with unhappiness.
Why?
he demanded.
I told you why,
said Henry, calmly. His light baritone was, as always, level and self-contained. I told you in the letter I left for you.
But you’re leaving us for Bleys!
Henry took a step closer and lowered his head to speak into the car itself. He looked at the strong face of Joshua under his brown hair and above his stocky frame.
Bleys needs me,
said Henry, in a quieter tone. You no longer need me, my son. You’ve got your wife and children. You can handle the farm as well or better than I can. It was always yours, anyway. You don’t need me now. But Bleys does.
Bleys has Dahno!
said Joshua. He has money and power. How can he need you more than we do?
Your life is safe,
said Henry. As a married man with children and the farm, you’re not draftable, as Will was. Your souls are secure in God’s keeping; and I do not fear for them or you. But, I fear greatly for Bleys. He has fallen into Satan’s hands and only I can protect him—perhaps—so that he lives to the time when he can break loose.
Father—
Joshua ran out of words. His father’s decisions had always been as immovable as a mountain, in all things human, worldly and spiritual. He stared at the spare man before him, so lightly untouched by time despite the gray showing in his brown hair. Still strong. Still certain.
We’d hoped you’d always be with us—all of us,
he said, his voice breaking on the word us.
With me, Ruth, and your grandsons.
Man proposes, God disposes,
said Henry. In spirit and love, you know I’ll be with you always.
There was a long moment more in which they simply looked at each other. Then Joshua made an abrupt gesture, beckoning his father into the car.
Where did you think you were going, on foot?
he demanded harshly. Were you going to walk all the way to Ecumeny?
Only to the store, to catch the Thursday bus,
said Henry. The car is yours now.
I’ll drive you in it, to Ecumeny and Bleys!
Joshua repeated his gesture. Get in!
Henry got in beside him; and Joshua closed the door, putting the hovercar once more in motion.
They drove in silence for a few moments. The main highway, with its built-in control cable, was only minutes away by magnetic-levitation vehicle or hovercar. The single-story store with its living quarters in the background flickered past them, seen through the right windows of the hovercar. Henry suddenly heard and felt a small, warm and breathy voice almost inside his left ear.
Granddad …
It was the voice of William, the three-year-old, named after Henry’s dead son buried on Ceta. He swiveled his car seat around and opened his arms to those in the backseat.
My children,
he said.
They all came into his arms together. Four-year-old Luke clung as tightly as young Willie; and Ruth, their mother, also hugged him, the faces of all three pressed against his chest and shoulders.
He held them tightly, and kissed the top of the three heads; the two light-blond ones of the boys, that would darken with age to the color of their father’s hair, and the wavy reddish-brown of Ruth’s. They simply held together without speaking as the long moments slipped slowly by; and then suddenly they were enveloped in gloom, as the window glass of the vehicle automatically darkened around them. Their sun, so like that of Earth’s, had broken clear of the horizon and was shining directly upon them.
I’ll come and see you whenever I can,
he murmured to the three, gave them all an extra squeeze, then let go and turned back his seat toward the front. The windshield had darkened automatically almost to black, except for one spot of brightness where Epsilon Eridani, directly ahead, burned through in a glow that carried the same signature the star wrote on the sky above.
It’s all right,
said Joshua. We’re on the cable road now. On automatic.
Following the impulses from the cable buried in the concrete surface beneath its cushion of air, the hovercar rushed onward, guiding itself toward Ecumeny.
Henry did not answer.
He had opened the package compartment in the dashboard panel before him, and was rummaging within it. After a moment he found and drew out one of the several spindles of recordings that were kept there. He closed the compartment and slid the forefinger-length, pencil-thin spindle into the player.
Immediately the space around the compartment disappeared, to give place to a three-dimensional image of a room with a desk. Behind the desk, a tall, young, remarkably handsome man, in a shirt as white as Henry’s but with a black cloak lined in red hanging from his shoulders, sat and spoke. It was clearly a broadcast speech, recorded.
Call me Bleys,
said the figure in a soft but resonant baritone that had the ability to send a thrill—of what, they did not know—through those now listening, even though they knew the man who used it. His eyes were dark brown, dark almost to blackness, under level brows and equally dark brown, slightly wavy hair, cut short about his head.
I speak for no church,
he said in that oddly memorable, compelling voice, for no political party or policy. If I am anything, I am only a philosopher. A philosopher in love with humanity, and concerned about its future…
The voice went on, filling the car, holding the five people in it captive with its sound and its words, in spite of their familiarity with the message and the one who spoke it. Only Joshua, glancing for a moment sideways at his father’s face, saw that Henry’s eyes had gone as hard as the blue-white stones of yard and field.
Chapter 2
Bleys Ahrens paced.
It was an hour since he had come back from an early-morning recording session. The brilliant daylight that had dawned on Henry’s farm struck through the window wall that was one full side of his private lounge, with daylight at an angle of nearly noon.
The scarlet-lined black cloak that was his trademark had been thrown aside on one of the lounge’s chairfloats. One edge of it half-hid the pages of an ancient printed book on Old Earth avian fauna, left open on the float, leaving revealed the image of a hunting gyrfalcon of Old Earth, head upright and turned sideways, beak closed and fierce, eye cruel.
Bleys was no longer aware of it. Without thinking, since he had started to pace the strides of his long legs had unconsciously lengthened until they crossed the spacious lounge in only six steps. His unusually tall, slim but powerful figure in its black jacket, narrow gray trousers and ankle-high boots seemed to tower under the ample ceiling
of the room. Even without the cape, he appeared too large for the available space, as a falcon might, locked in a cage spacious enough for several canaries but not for a single, swift-winged hunter like himself. —An impatient falcon, who did not intend to remain long in any cage and soon would be found gone from it.
He had never intended to remain, in any case. It was more than seven years since he had faced the decision of which way he should go in life. As he saw it then, and as he still did see it, he had only two choices. He could live out his years with humanity as it now was and let it confine him in its own limited society.
—Or he could try to change everything else.
Those years and thousands of hours of relentless training had made his body and mind into the tools and weapons he would need. Sixteen years now since he had first come to his Uncle Henry MacLean’s farm here on Association, banished there after forcing his mother to send him from her by making himself a living reminder of a truth about herself. He had spent his first seven years becoming aware of his terrible loneliness, and two more coming to realize that among the billions of people on the sixteen worlds, there could be no one to understand him. And at last two years deciding to push his mother to the point of putting him out of her life.
Still, because religion was a way of life for Henry and his two sons, and because hope of belonging somewhere, somehow, was not entirely dead within him, Bleys had tried to find his own future in the faith they held. But he could not believe, and he could not pretend to believe. In the end when the religious community of farmers around the little church where Henry’s family also worshiped had driven him out, he had gone gladly; and for the past years with his older half-brother Dahno (possibly full brother—someday Bleys must find out) he had faced his decision.
For the lonely way he would have to go, and for what he needed to do, he required strengths. He had realized that, those seven years past, and had set out to build them in himself. And now he was satisfied with the weapons he had gained—all but one of them.
He had learned to face the fact that he stood apart from all other people; and that meant that he had to have a power to reach across the gap to them—he had to have a glittering eye that would hold them… that was a line from some Old Earth poem. Yes…
…He holds him with his glittering eye—The Wedding-Guest stood still, And listens like a three years’ child: The Mariner hath his will.
For seven years that had been the final inner power he had worked to build. Thousands of hours of training his mind and body, able to judge only by his inner feelings that each skill mastered pushed him always closer to possession of it. But he could sense he did not have it yet. That was why, with a very few minor exceptions, he had limited himself to recording what he wanted to say.
Training could do no more; this ability would need to be honed in accomplishment—like the ultimate end of a sword, found finally only in actual combat. He must leave Association to acquire it, in actual action on the other New Worlds.
Now he could not wait to go. But something barely felt in him, yet surely known, was warning him, holding him back. He was not yet fully equipped to go.
The certain knowledge of this came as such things always did to him, in an unmeasurable but unarguable signal from what he had thought of as the back of his mind.
Those words for this part of him had been with him as long as he could remember, back into early childhood. It was as if his mind was something like a large room divided into two sections. One, a short but wide space before a high counter with no doorway in it; but all clear, visible and provable.
Behind that counter was a space equally wide but shallow, a short step to a great semi-transparent wall or screen—something like a barrier of leather scraped thin enough to barely see through, as if there were light behind it. In that light, through that barrier, it had seemed to him that he could see, or feel—or somehow sense—the moving of great, portentous shapes that occasionally sent messages of meaning to the clear front room.
He had known somehow, even as a child, that if he allowed himself to be forced to live only in this small front part, with the light extinguished behind the screen—cut off from all that could be learned from there—that what was essentially him must eventually be destroyed.
So he had chosen instead to try to understand the vaguely seen shapes, to somehow reach through that semi-transparent curtain wall. He would find a way to make use of the massive hidden machinery there; and put it to work in an attempt to change all grown-up things. So that he and everyone else in the future could live as they should.
An Exotic medician, a specialist on emotions and one of the many medicians of various specialties imperiously summoned by his mother to keep this highly intelligent toy that was her son in top working order, had once gently remonstrated with Bleys when he tried to tell the man he could feel the workings of the back of his head.
"No one can feel his unconscious working," the medician had explained gravely, going on to give Bleys an explanation adapted to someone of tender years as to why this should be so.
Bleys, at five of those years, was too wise to try to argue with the man. He merely listened and went on believing as he had always believed. For already his listening and reading had told him better.
He had overheard an author—friend and guest, temporarily, as all his mother’s male acquaintances turned out to be—mentioning that after years of writing, he even worked in his dreams on scenes from a book he was writing; literally replaying and redirecting the action of his characters in the dream.
Also, in his reading—for Bleys had begun to read shortly after two years of age—he had already come across the account of Kekule von StradOnitz, the great nineteenth-century German chemist on Old Earth; and his struggle to determine the atomic structure of benzene. The scientist, after months of frustration, had reported finally dreaming of a snake with its tail in its mouth and wakened, saying essentially (and correctly), Of course! It’s a circle!
It did not matter to Bleys, as it had not to Kekule von Stradonitz, nor to the author who had been a storyteller in various media, that what they had experienced was something ordinarily not believed. The point was, it worked. That was all that mattered.
Now it was that back of his mind which had given him the unmistakable message—not yet. Something was still lacking to him. Something he had overlooked, he had missed—something, perhaps, that had been forgotten, or not achieved yet.
He saw history in his own mind as a strip of fabric made up of the threads of countless individual lives, continually weaving its pattern forward. Perhaps, he told himself, it was pressure from that pattern he now felt. But—message or pressure—it was there.
For a moment, the thought slipped through his mind that what was missing was Hal Mayne—that elusive youth whose three tutors had been killed on Old Earth five years ago, by gunmen with Bleys, before Bleys could stop them. But the chance of Hal’s suddenly being caught now was too small. He put that answer from him.
Deeply, he wished Antonia Lu were here at this moment, so that he could talk to her about this. He had never been able to open himself completely to anyone. Always he had been alone. But she was the closest to confide.
It was over five years now, since he had met her, a wrestling coach at one of the college preparatory schools in the area; and she had agreed to work with him. He had come to need to talk some such concerns out to her—not so much to demand opinion or help from her, but to put order in what was in his own mind by forcing himself to explain it to a sympathetic ear. But at this of all moments, she was gone.
She had left to get her father’s approval to go with him off-planet—off Association, if and when he went.
An adult seeking parental approval for anything, was a strangely archaic thing to do in this twenty-fourth century; even with a family as conscious of its Nipponese heritage as Toni’s. But this was Association, one of the two ultra-religious Friendly worlds; and the people on this early-terraformed planet, who after three centuries had little else, possessed firm beliefs and minds that did not change on a whim. They followed their own ways. \But she should be back by now. And she was not.
Impatiently, Bleys tried to think of anyone else to whom he could talk safely about his need to be at work. He did not want advice or suggestions. He wanted a sounding board. Somebody understanding, to listen and be safe to tell.
He thought of Dahno. His half-brother was unpredictable. Dahrio was much more likely to want to inject his own ideas into this—so interfering with the free working of Bleys’s mind. On the other hand, he was the best other mind available. After a moment’s hesitation, Bleys lifted his control wristpad to his lips and touched the stud that gave him a private phone connection to Dahno.
Dahno?
His resonant voice echoed in the empty and now-quiet lounge. Where are you at the moment?
Under your feet, brother. In my office. No, Toni hasn’t come in yet. I’ll tell you the minute she does, and I’ll pass on the message you’d like to see her as soon as possible.
Are you reading my mind now?
Sometimes,
said Dahno, and I’ll let you know the minute anything new comes in on Hal Mayne’s whereabouts.
Good,
said Bleys.
You know, you could catch Toni when she comes in, yourself, if you were down here on the office floor, with me.
You like offices,
said Bleys. This, up here, is my office.
—With fireplace, Mayne—map and usually Toni. Looks remarkably like a lounge to me. Anything else?
Nothing,
said Bleys.
Then I’ve got some things to talk to you about, myself,
Dahno said. There’s some interesting spaceship mail in from New Earth. I was going to bring it up myself, anyway; because there’s something else as well I’ve been wanting to talk to you about for a while now and I’d like to talk privately. How about my coming up now?
Fine.
Right. I’ve just got a small matter here to finish off. Be there in five minutes.
Dahno broke the connection.
So did Bleys. Dahno, with any kind of news or problem, would give Bleys’s mind a relief from its galloping pursuit of the thoughts that had been occupying it for the past half hour. That might be even better.
Bleys went over and took one of the padded chairfloats that was high enough off the floor to give his long legs room, half-facing a chair equally high and perhaps a little more spacious.
But his mind would not stop simply because his body had. His longing for the signal he waited for was still like an ache within him, but his conscious mind had already leaped to consideration of whatever information Dahno would be bringing up and its possible effect on his outgoing. All events were potentially important.
That concept he had always privately called the Historic Pattern,
and which he counted on for reshaping the future of the whole human race, had always been like a bright multicolored ribbon in his imagination.
It was not his insight alone, this idea that all human history built forward in a continuous pattern that was the sum of individual human efforts by all those alive at any single moment. So that by working together and against each other, they created the social forces with which those of following generations would have to wrestle.
The Annalist school of historical writing on Old Earth, in the early twentieth century, had also seen that same forward-building movement of history, created, not only by all human actions but also by their environments, beliefs, social conditions and just about everything else.
A few years later, but much earlier in history, Bleys found, in St. Paul’s Epistle to the Corinthians—I Corinthians, chapter 12, verses 12 to 31—a passage in which Paul had used the symbol of Christ’s body to much the same purpose: as a metaphor for all the members of the early Christian church. And even earlier than that, in the first century B.C., there had been the Roman writer Livy, in his Parable Of The Belly …
—There you are,
Bleys said, gratefully discarding thoughts about the Historic Pattern, as Dahno entered the lounge through the particular one of its sliding doors which opened on the private elevator to Bleys’s suite.
Dahno stepped off the float plate on which he had come up and walked in, his size for a moment half-hiding the wall-wide Mayne-map he had mentioned, with its red line showing what they knew so far of Hal Mayne’s movements between the New Worlds.
Bleys’s brother was as tall as Bleys, but heavy with muscle as well. A literal giant. The red Hal Mayne line he had partly obscured had started on Old Earth and stretched through New Earth to Coby, the metals-rich mining world. There they had lost track of Hal among the miners; whose only valuable concession from the mine owners, on that small, airless but rich world, was the fact that they could take jobs under false names, and no record would be kept of when or how they got the job. So that a man or woman who took successive jobs at different mines broke his or her trail several times and was almost impossible to trace.
For some time now they had searched Coby for Hal, with no success. Bleys felt a necessity to find the boy. It should not have been so difficult even when the quarry had such a strange history as young Mayne.
Dahno was coming forward, looming beneath the ceiling. He took a chairfloat opposite Bleys.
The spaceship mail,
he said, as he sat down, was a Private-and-Secret from Ana Wasserlied, herself, on New Earth. One of our secret Others members there, who’s openly a member in the CEOs’ Club, has told her the CEOs—it’ll have to have been with the agreement of the Guildmasters—have just signed a full-planet contract with Cassida and Newton for the manufacture of a more compact power unit for vehicles using magnetic levitation.
Ah,
said Bleys.
He put no emphasis on the sound; but this was one of the developments he had been waiting for. A full-planet contract, pledging the cooperation, by law, of all manufacturers, would make for a single body of opinion on New Earth, with which he could begin his work. Good news.
But now Dahno stretched his massive arms out lazily and settled comfortably into his chairfloat—and Bleys tensed, suddenly on guard. The jolly giant that was the external Dahno was indeed the actual man. But within him, deep-hidden, waited another Dahno that was a legacy of their mutual mother.
What Dahno valued above all else was personal freedom. Not wealth, not power—he had these—not anything that Bleys had been able to discover or imagine; only complete freedom of action. It had led him finally to literally run from their mother, and so Dahno had been the first of them to be shipped off to Henry MacLean, here on Association.
But before that there had been years in which the young giant had struggled against the invisible bars of her control over him. What had resulted inside the grown-up Dahno was a very cautious, brilliant mind that concentrated first and foremost on making sure it stepped into no traps that might endanger that valuable freedom; and stayed at arm’s length from any close contact with another person who might entangle or hold him against his will.
Dahno had been thirteen when he was sent here to Association. Ten years later, Bleys had been only eleven when he, more clearheadedly and coldly, arranged his own exile. But the wound inside Bleys had been deeper; and whether Dahno had ever really understood the difference between them was something Bley doubted. He knew that he—himself—could reach no one. No one could reach him.
Bleys still seemed to remember a short time after his birth, when his mother—or someone—had loved him. Otherwise, Bleys reasoned, he could not have felt his loss as he had, when later he began to realize she did not; that to her he was no more than one more toy, or expensive piece of jewelry.
He did not like to think of his mother, now; or anything to do with the subject of whether love existed or not. It was as if the very thought of it stirred unseen monsters beyond the semi-transparent curtain. He was aware that there were those like Henry MacLean, Dahno, and possibly Antonia Lu, who had some feeling for him—he pushed that thought away. It must not matter how anyone else felt about him.
That movement of Dahno’s just now, seeming to stretch and relax, was not encouraging; an unconscious reflex that warned of unpleasant news to come.
I’ve copied the letter into our private files,
Dahno said. Was this something you were expecting? A New Earth full-world contract?
More or less,
Bleys said. I’ll want the best possible social climate on any New World I include in any speaking tour I make. New Earth’s the one I was hoping to start with. This kind of news makes it that much more attractive.
He gazed at Dahno, but Dahno did not look encouraging. Rather the opposite.
I know you’ve been busting a gut to get going, brother,
Dahno said bluntly. I suppose it’s been bound to happen, any moment. But I suggest you take a close look at this letter from Ana Wasserlied I just filed and make sure it’s a good sign; not just an excuse for what you want to do anyway. But, on another topic—I’ve been thinking for some time about what I told you on the phone just now I wanted to talk to you on. For your own good—
He broke off. One of the sliding doors of the lounge had just been unlocked and opened. Toni had stepped in, just in time to hear the last words. She halted, barely inside the room. Instantly, even though it was Toni, Bleys felt the soundless click—the shift of adjustment inside him, when the unexpected appearance of an extra person altered the social equation abruptly.
Am I breaking in on a private talk?
she said. Sorry. I’ll be down the hall in the floral lounge, Bleys.
No. No, come on in,
said Dahno. I’d like you to hear this. You may want to back up something I say.
She looked at Bleys questioningly.
Yes,
said Bleys. He would have liked to ask her immediately about her family’s reaction—but privately. Come join us, Toni.
She smiled, and both Bleys and Dahno smiled back. It was almost impossible not to, when Toni smiled. She came forward with the smooth walk of a trained athlete—and indeed one of her assets, which Bleys had already appreciated when he first asked her if she wanted to work for him, had been the fact she could keep training him in the martial arts at which he had worked for these past ten years.
She was slim and tall, in an aquamarine knit dress that picked up some of the color of her blue eyes, under surprisingly black hair. Her face was fine-boned and oval, giving her a delicate appearance in spite of her size. As with many people on the New Worlds who traced their ancestry back to Japan, she did not look particularly oriental. She took a chairfloat and sat down.
Feel free to speak out, if you’ve got something to say for or against what I’m going to say,
Dahno told her. What I wanted to tell Bleys is something I’ve been thinking about for some time.
He turned his attention back to Bleys.
It’s over four years now,
he said, since you put me to work searching out, training and re-training the best and most capable members of our Others’ organizations on all the worlds we’ve got organizations on. Obviously, you’re looking to the future use of these people; and I don’t mind you not telling me the specifics on that, because it’s the way I’d do something myself. I’d just as soon never find something I said in the past tripping me up in the present.
Bleys smiled. I know. I seems as if we’re both up against that.
It comes to anyone in the public eye at all,
said Dahno. But the point is, you’ve got the best minds of our Others on half a dozen worlds working away at this without knowing what it’s to lead to. What all of them think now is that it’ll make them into someone like you—and they’ve all got you up on a pedestal in their minds. They’re all expecting that what’s going to happen is you’ll turn out to be a new King Arthur over all the worlds—and they’ll be your Knights of the Round Table.
Actually,
said Bleys, that isn’t too far from what I hope to do. But it’ll depend on whether I can get control of some of the Worlds first—at least enough people on enough worlds changing their attitudes and beginning to believe in a planned future. If I can, I’ll need these Others of ours to be leaders on the rest of the New Worlds. So when that time comes, I’ll want them able to go to work as trained. I’ll still be in control. I mean we—the three of us here—will still run things, but from back out of sight. These trained people are going to have to be the leaders in the spotlight. You follow me?
Maybe,
said Dahno. Spell it out.
I’m saying,
Bleys went on, that I want the peoples of the New Worlds to know about me, and they will; but only that. They’ll have seen me on broadcasts and on tape, and to a certain extent in person when I’ve given talks. But that’s the most direct contact I want. They’ll be free to believe or not in what I say; but the day-to-day, item-by-item leading should be done by these Others you’ve trained.
Hmm,
said Dahno.
Once it’s like that, our Others can move into place,
Bleys said. They’ll be working for us with whatever planetary government each World already has, disturbing as little as possible the existing machinery there. They’ll be the ones seen as controllers. It’s the only way to control that many worlds at once. But it’s no more than what you’ve been doing yourself for three years here on Association, Dahno, as a lobbyist and advice-giver to the delegates of our Chamber, governing Association. You, I, Toni—we’ll be working at one rank removed—that’s all.
He waited, but Dahno’s expression still did not change. Nor did he answer immediately.
You understand?
Bleys said. I want to change people’s minds, not the way they live—immediately, anyway. For that I have to be more an Idea than a Human, someone seen always and only at a distance—a sort of mythic personage, a symbol of what I tell them they can be.
And you’re sure that all this is going to go off all right?
Dahno asked slowly.
Yes,
said Bleys.
He stared directly at Dahno.
You’ve seen how my recorded tapes have caught on on other worlds. The overwhelming majority of people on most of the New Worlds are hungry for leadership. It’s been three hundred years now since terraforming allowed the first immigrants to go to the New Worlds. For a long time those who left Old Earth were too busy straggling to survive, to consider where they were headed in the long run. But they’ve had time now. The Fanatics, the True Faith-Holders, the Dorsai and the Exotics believe they’ve already found their future and they’re satisfied with it. But everyone else on our New Worlds is reaching out for something they can’t describe or put their finger on but know they want—just like our ancestors back on Old Earth for several thousands of years knew that there was an eventual future in which everything they needed and wanted could be had and they themselves would be happy. I promise them that in my dream of the future, and in a little while it’ll seem as if there are people on their own worlds who are steering them in exactly the direction I talked about. It’s that simple.
He paused. Dahno looked less doubtful, but still not completely convinced. After a moment, Dahno did speak, soberly.
That business of being a symbol—that’s always been a strange and dangerous notion you’ve been playing with,
he said. It’ll end up with the three of us trying to drive something like a dozen different juggernauts in single harness. Dangerous—not only for our Others, Toni and myself; but mostly for you. People can turn against symbols—and when they do, they destroy them. Anyway—since I know better than to try to talk you out of it—how would this lecture tour of yours lead into it?
It’s the first step
—Bleys began, but at that moment Toni’s wrist control pad chimed and she lifted it to her lips.
Yes?
she said. She listened a moment, her control pad obviously on mute, so that only her end of the conversation was audible to Bleys and Dahno. Hold a moment.
She looked back at Bleys while touching the control that would block off their conversation from the open phone circuit. Someone’s here to see you,
she said. Apparently, he’s being insistent about seeing you. Do you know an Association Militia officer who just got back here from Harmony, named Amyth Barbage?
I do,
said Dahno. Oh, that was the other matter I wanted to talk to you about, Bleys. This Barbage called me from orbit on his way in. I’ve been maintaining contacts within the Militia of both our Friendly worlds for some time, and I know this man. He’s a Fanatic; I don’t care for him, but he’s useful. And he’s ambitious—he’s been wanting to talk with you, and now he’s come up with news he says you have to hear—from him. Didn’t want to tell me; but I got it out of him. He thinks he’s located Hal Mayne finally—with an outlaw Command on Harmony.
Harmony!
said Toni, for Hal Mayne could hardly not know that Harmony was the other so-called Friendly
world, a place where the Others were strong.
Yes,
said Dahno, "Barbage seems to think Mayne’s been there some months; all these last few months we were still having the Coby mines searched for him. In fact,
Barbage thinks you saw him yourself—or should have seen him—when you were on that speaking tour on Harmony just four months ago. Damned if I know why you attach so much importance to finding this Mayne, anyway!"
In that case, I probably better have this officer up,
said Bleys. But you sound as if you don’t really trust his information.
I don’t know whether or not to trust it,
said Dahno. And I didn’t want to raise your hopes until I’d checked it out. But, make your own judgment as to whether you want to use him further, or not. Anyway, since the cat’s out of the bag on his current news, maybe you’re right. Maybe you’d better talk to him now and judge for yourself.
Bleys nodded, and Toni lifted the control pad again to her lips.
Send him up,
she said.
Chapter 3
Bleys looked directly at Dahno.
According to Barbage, Hal Mayne’s been there how long?
he asked.
Some months, apparently,
said Dahno. I’m checking the information, of course.
With his gaze focused on Dahno, Bleys was still able to see the Mayne-map, but only with the outer corners of his eyes. He did not like to betray his intense interest in this news by looking to see if the map had just been updated. As it was, he could not be sure upon which black world-dot the end of the red line now rested; but the line itself seemed longer than it had been the last time he looked. Dahno was probably playing safe—more sure than he sounded, that Barbage’s information was correct.
Anyway,
Dahno was going on, "I ought to have my answer in six days. I sent a letter on Favored of God—you remember? One of the spaceships we’ve got a majority interest in. Favored’s got to go on from Harmony to Ceta. But there’re other ships coming straight back to here, any one of which can bring back the answer."
Bleys nodded, thoughtfully. He had not only remembered Favored, he had wanted to do his entire speaking tour using that spaceship. But the answers on the Hal Mayne question were important—important enough to him so any delay of the trip would be worthwhile, whenever he might decide to go.
"When will Favored be back here and free?" he asked.
Eight days,
said Dahno.
Bleys nodded again. With all the near-magic of which phase-shift physics seemed to be capable, the fastest way to get letters across an interstellar distance was still by sending them aboard spaceships. It was even more practical between two worlds under the same star, like Association and Harmony. He should probably be glad he had an available technology like that to make his multi-worlds speaking tour possible. But the Exotics had once been supposed to have a secret and faster way of sending messages between the stars that gave them a commercial advantage in interworld trade. Bleys lost himself in possibilities.
Phase-shifting could be made to translate properly equipped ships from point to point—the word move
did not really apply—completely disregarding the limiting speed of light. It did not so much move the ship, as simply restate its position with regard to the theoretical centerpoint of the galaxy.
But the best calculated phase-shift was only an approximate approach to any destination. Traveling this way was like zeroing in on a target point. The smaller the shift, the more accurate it was. But there was always some error, requiring re-calculation, until the destination was close enough to be approached with an ordinary mass-drive unit.
That took time, but if there was some way to compensate for the error factor—
—In fact,
Dahno was saying, as Bleys came back to the present, Barbage, as I say, claims you were right in the same room with Mayne four months ago. In any case, as I say, Barbage is here, hotfoot from Militia Headquarters with the news. I don’t like the little man.
I gathered,
said Bleys. Why? You’ve dealt with enough Fanatics in your lobbying work—Bishops of wild-eyed churches who’ve managed to get themselves elected to the Chamber, and are mere, helping rule Association.
I have,
said Dahno. But Barbage out-fanatics them all. He’s like a knife blade, a very sharp, very cold knife blade. And he always wants something.
What is it this time, then?
said Bleys.
He expects you’ll be going with him to Harmony to run Mayne down,
Dahno went on. He wants us to pull strings for him. He’d like to pick out troops for his own search force, from here on Association, rather than simply getting authority to use the district militias on Harmony, as he passes through their districts.
Dahno leaned back in the float, spreading his wide shoulders. His brown eyes watched Bleys intently.
I told him I didn’t know how it could be done,
he added, but I said I’d talk it over with you first.
No, I don’t want him taking Association Militia to Harmony,
said Bleys. It was an obvious decision. As a Fanatic, Barbage would be one of those people on the two Friendly Worlds who made his religion an excuse for his own desires, not a standard by which to measure them. Even if it occurred to him, he would ignore the fact that the appearance of numbers of Association Militia on Harmony would arouse feelings of rivalry, resentment and non-cooperation from the Harmony Militia.
There’re good reasons for not using Association Militia there,
Bleys went on, particularly with a rare two-worlds election for an Eldest coming soon. I’ll talk to him—
Come over here, Captain,
Toni interrupted with unusual sharpness. Bleys Ahrens will speak to you now.
Bleys looked up quickly from Dahno, and saw a man who must be Amyth Barbage already standing just inside the door from the office elevator to this lounge. He had plainly been there long enough to hear Bleys’s last words.
Possibly even long enough to hear Dahno’s opinion of him. He came forward now with no expression; a slim, wiry young man, slightly above average height and wearing a perfectly fitted black-and-silver uniform of the Militia—as the planetary paramilitary police forces were called on both Friendly Worlds.
Bleys saw Toni examining Barbage as he advanced. He was young to have reached the rank he had in the Militia and unusual enough in appearance to invite interest.
He stood rod-straight; and the first impression he gave was that of someone thin and young trying hard to look impressive—but achieving impressiveness no more so than a rabbit. A second glance told Bleys more. The impressiveness was real. This was a saber-toothed rabbit.
Barbage’s face was lean with almost the leanness of near-starvation. His hair and eyebrows were almost as dark as the impeccable black uniform he wore. In contrast, that face was beardless and so white-skinned that he looked pale, as if with emotion.
Under his eyebrows, Barbage’s eyes burned with little brightnesses, like fire opals of that same color. His mouth was a straight line, as if his lips were locked tightly between the thin nose above and the narrow-but-square jaw beneath. He walked directly toward Bleys, but with his gaze equally on all of them. There was no expression on his face, unless what there was could be called an expression of aggressive politeness. It was not far removed from an expression of contempt.
And indeed, thought Bleys, it could be contempt. As a Fanatic, Barbage would think of himself as one of God’s chosen—possibly the Chosen among those chosen. This would mean that everyone else anywhere was necessarily less than he was, no matter what their worldly office, power or authority.
He came to a halt before Bleys.
Thou honorest me by seeing me, Great Teacher,
he said.
I believe I saw you briefly the last time I was on Harmony,
said Bleys. Are you a member of the Harmony Militia or a member of Association Militia who was temporarily on Harmony?
I was on Harmony, Great Teacher, on a training transfer from the Association Militia, to which I belong. I had volunteered for a spell of training, on Harmony, to broaden my experience and usefulness to the Militia and to God. Clearly, thy memory is as great as thy other parts, Great Teacher. You would have seen me only briefly, when I brought in the detainees there under orders to display them to you. You spoke to them, and they went away no longer abandoned of God and committed to outlaw ways, but seemingly back in the path of righteousness once more. Though, certainly, some of them must have strayed again from that path; otherwise I would not have seen the man you call Hal Mayne sometime later with an outlaw band in the mountains there, where I was temporarily leading a small arm of the Militia in search of such.
Yes,
said Bleys. I’m not surprised you found Hal Mayne with the outlaws, Amyth. He’s not an ordinary man.
Satan upholds him, clearly,
said Barbage.
Doubtless,
said Bleys. But, to come back to present matters. I called you in because I just wanted to be sure you understand the reasons for what I’ve decided.
Suddenly his voice became quiet and warm, and a little flicker in Barbage’s gaze betrayed his taking note of the change.
Bleys went on, You were expecting to be going back to Harmony to search for Hal Mayne, of course, and I want you to do just that. How sure are you you’ll know him when you see him?
Very sure, Great Teacher. I do not forget faces. I knew him from an image of him, an artist’s rendering of his boyhood face as adjusted by a computer, which your people have circulated. And now I have seen him twice.
He paused only briefly.
And now,
he went on, there is evidence he is with some of those Abandoned by God, one of the self-styled Resistance Groups, outlaw commands that have sprung up in opposition to the Chamber of Government on Harmony—as other such groups have here.
His use of the antique-sounding cant
speech of some of the ultra-religious on Association and Harmony could have sounded artificial and ridiculous. It did nothing of the sort. Instead, it seemed only to put him farther from having ordinary human feelings and responses. His voice itself was a light baritone, held taut by some inner tension, so that the sound of it had an edge which cut like a tight-stretched wire.
—But surely, Great Teacher,
he wound up, thou wilt be with me there, on Harmony?
There is a tide in the affairs of men,
said Bleys, "Which, taken at its flood, leads on to fortune…"
Great Teacher?
Barbage’s eyes suddenly burned on him. Thou quotest a scripture not known to me. Nor one spoken in the common tongue.
It’s not scripture, Amyth,
said Bleys. "It’s from the secular pen of a remarkable writer. He wrote those words some eight hundred years ago. A man named William Shakespeare. Those words are his, in Old Modern English, not our present-day Basic. They mean I’ll not be going to Harmony with you. I’ve got other things to do. But you can carry a letter from me to the Harmony Militia saying you speak with my voice. Now, do you know which Resistance Group—or outlaw command—this is, that Hal Mayne’s supposed to