The Silent Strength of Stones
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Summer has come to Sauterelle Lake, a vacation community in the Oregon Cascades, and seventeen-year-old Nick Verrou would rather roam the woods than work in his father’s general store. His curiosity and connection with nature have him dodging his job at every opportunity.
When he meets mysterious vacationer Willow and her family—and their unnerving pet wolf—Nick discovers that others share the powers he has tried to suppress. But Nick soon learns that nature’s magic can be more dangerous than he ever imagined. Now the real trick will be surviving until autumn . . .
The Silent Strength of Stones is the second novel by the author of A Red Heart of Memories and other acclaimed works. “A startling new voice in contemporary fantasy” (Locus), Nina Kiriki Hoffman “writes about magic creatively and with great feeling” (Kirkus Reviews).
The Silent Strength of Stones is the 2nd book in the Chapel Hollow Novels, but you may enjoy reading the series in any order. This ebook includes the bonus story “Words of Farewell.”
Nina Kiriki Hoffman
Nina Kiriki Hoffman’s The Thread That Binds the Bones won the Bram Stoker Award for First Novel. Its follow-up, The Silent Strength of Stones, was a finalist for the Nebula and World Fantasy Awards. In addition to writing, Hoffman teaches, has worked part-time at a bookstore, and does production work for Fantasy & Science Fiction magazine. She sings and plays guitar, mandolin, and fiddle, among other instruments, performing regularly at various granges and other venues near her home in Eugene, Oregon.
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- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5I'd read this one about ten years ago, but couldn't remember it. It touches upon the same scary magic people as in the Thread that Binds the Bones combining it with the coming of age story of a young boy living in a small lakeside town with his father. He watches people in his spare time with an idea of someday becoming a detective, when the biggest mysteries in his life are his missing mother and the family that arrives to stay in a summer cabin and look for something powerful.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The first book I'd read by her. The book reminded me of Zenna Henderson's "People" stories, but with a much more sinister edge.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The Silent Strength of Stones is the second book in the Chapel Hollow trilogy, but its links to the other two books are fairly loose and it stands on its own very well. (I read the trilogy in the reverse order...)Nick spends his summers helping his father run a general store / motel, and watching the visitors who come to the Lake. He longs to escape - not so much from the lake, but from his father store and his father's expectations. But the summer Willow and her family visit the lake, Nick makes some new friends and is forced to confront the truth about his unusual abilities.Nick isn't your average 17 year old, but literature is full of stories about lonely teenagers with powers they don't understand; in this, he is not an uncommon protagonist.What is unusual is that the most intense relationship in this book is a close friendship between two heterosexual boys. Oh, there are girls and romance - for both of them - but Nick falls into friendship the way other teenage protagonists fall in love. Admittedly it is a friendship complicated and deepened by magical matters, but it is still the most durable relationship to come out of this book. (Although I suppose all the relationships in this story are works in progress...)I liked this; the world needs all the stories of friendship it can get.This is a quiet, introspective, hopeful YA novel which should be better known.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5A very good story in the Chapel Hollow series - but it doesn't grab me the way The Thread That Binds the Bones does. Nick is interesting, especially coming to terms with his various powers - and then having them all upended. Willow and Evan are interesting - they're from Chapel Hollow, before Tom got there (as Hoffman says in the afterword, this is actually a prequel to Thread). The family they're with are amazingly stupid and blind to reality - the workings they cast could have killed people (mostly Nick) several times, and it doesn't seem to bother them. Nice ending, though. The usual rich, complex characters that this author writes; it's almost entirely from Nick's POV, but we get a good idea of what others are thinking at times. And other times it's completely opaque... I did enjoy reading it, both times, but it's already more faded in my memory than Thread. Good but not great, for me.
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The Silent Strength of Stones - Nina Kiriki Hoffman
INTRODUCTION
Tom and Laura have been part of my personal fantasy friends set since I was around ten or eleven. Somewhere in my files, I have a page with my twelve-year-old handwriting on it, detailing them walking across a field of grass.
When I was very young, I was prone to waking-nightmare scenarios I obsessed over before I fell asleep. I would lie in bed thinking about killer shrews and zombies and vampires until I was sick with fear. Then I crept down the hall and snuck into bed next to my mom. I would lie awake and try to be very still so she wouldn’t wake up and take me back to my own room.
At some point, when I was maybe eleven, I thought, What if I think about something nice instead of scary things?
I imagined dolphins swimming in the ocean, and I fell asleep in my own bed.
Then I began to tell myself stories, borrowing from everything I read or saw on TV. Tom rose from that story stew, and Laura followed soon after.
Sometimes I was so excited about my stories I had trouble sleeping. They were serial stories, continuing from night to night, and involving a cast of many. Sometimes I’d jump to other stories, in different genres with different casts. There was the Ghost Story crew—Nathan, Susan, Edmund, Julio, and Deirdre*; there was a science fiction/alien invasion series whose details are misty to me now; a fantasy series involving Harry and the Fae*; the LaZelles, Gypsum, Jasper, Opal, Beryl, and Flint*; Janie and Jason, Ceciley, Robin, and others*; and the Tom and Laura series, with Tom’s half-brother Doug, and a host of other folks I only dimly recall, many of whom I haven’t written about yet.
Twenty years later, when I was writing for part of a living, I sometimes cheated by writing about characters I already knew and loved. Or it felt like cheating, because it was much easier than making up people out of nothing.
However, I didn’t know anything about Chapel Hollow until I actually started writing The Thread That Binds the Bones in the nineties. At that point, I worked on the town of Arcadia (somewhere near Arlington, Oregon, but not in exactly the same spot) and the family tree for the Lockes, Keyes, Boltes, & Seales, and the magic system of powers they use.
Southwater Clan, in Klamath Falls, is less well developed, though people from there figure prominently in The Silent Strength of Stones and Spirits That Walk in Shadow. They are more secret and integrated into their community, living scattered, and masquerading as normal. There’s lots more for me to explore there.
Nick’s mother comes from one of the Lost Tribes, about whom I know very little as yet.
Welcome, or welcome back, to these worlds.
* Stir of Bones (Viking, 2003), A Red Heart of Memories (Ace, 2000), and Past the Size of Dreaming (Ace, 2001).
* Flotsam,
in Firebirds (Viking, 2003); and Immersed in Matter,
in The Faery Reel (Viking, 2004).
* A Fistful of Sky (Ace, 2002) and Fall of Light (Ace, 2009).
* Ceciley in the Supermarket
(Weird Tales, Spring 1993) and Entertaining Possibilities
(Time Travelers, Ghosts, and Other Visitors, Five Star/Tekno Books, 2003).
Chapter 1: Newcomers
The first time I saw Willow disappear was a couple of days after I met her, and she didn’t know I was watching her—not unless she was a lot more devious than I thought she was, and as a master of deviousness, I was pretty sure I would know.
It was almost by chance I saw her disappear—but not quite. I was watching her on purpose. Willow’s family had rented one of the Lacey cabins partway around the mountain lake from my father’s dream come true, his crystal clear ice/piping hot coffee/firewood/nightcrawlers/fishing gear/all-round-general-store-and-six-room-motel-out-back, the Venture Inn. I’d spent half my life on Sauterelle Lake, doing chores around the business, or ducking work to spy on visitors. I usually knew where to find people to watch.
The community was mighty thin of interest in the winters, when most of the lowlanders went back to their valley towns, and I had to take an hour-and-fifteen-minute bus ride just to get to school, except when we were snowed in and I didn’t go to school at all. But right now it was late spring, prime viewing time, with summer people moving in. I liked to check the long-termers out early on, get a feel for their habits and figure out which people I would spend the most time studying. There were lots of overnighters and two-weekers, too, so there were always new people to examine.
The Lacey cabins had the most interesting people in them. They were upscale fancy; the grounds held tennis courts, a four-star restaurant, a lounge, a swimming pool for those who couldn’t stand lake slime, and a community room where people could gather for barbecues or videos. People with money used the Lacey’s as a hideout, some of them people whose pictures I had seen in magazines. If they had a reason for hiding out, I figured I had a reason to be interested in them, even though I never told anybody any of the things I discovered.
Some of the more rundown lodgings around Sauterelle Lake were popular with people who thought they wanted to make love out in nature or under the moon or by a crackling fire, not figuring on bugs, poison oak, jumpy sparks or splintery floors. I had watched enough of those people already, and usually just checked to make sure they were that sort of people before dropping them from my spy route.
I met Willow at the store, same way I met most people. That was why I liked cash register duty. A grin and a Hi, my name is Nick Verrou. Y’all enjoying our lake?
would usually get them talking.
Willow was a small dark person, probably about my age, seventeen, where you’re not allowed to call them a girl anymore, but she didn’t strike me as a woman yet. There was something soft about her face, like she didn’t have any idea how pretty she was, with those amber eyes and that soft short black hair and not a touch of makeup.
I’m Willow. The lake is wonderful,
she said. Her voice was deeper than I had expected it would be, with an edge of honey in it. "The skilliau are so strong here."
Before I could say, Huh?
she smiled, put out her hand for change from the bill she’d given me for a Mars Bar, accepted the money, and left.
I went to the window and peeked past all the taped-up notices of community affairs, decals about soft drinks, and neon about beer. She was climbing into the back of an old black Ford truck, late thirties vintage, where two dark-haired teenage boys and a thin red-haired pre-teen girl already sat, all of them in sloganless white T-shirts and blue jeans. The girl had her arm around a very furry white dog, or maybe it was a wolf. None of the others reached out to help Willow in, though she ended up sitting awfully close—kissing close—to the older of the two boys.
A thin-faced man in the passenger seat up front leaned out the window and looked back, then said something to the driver. The dusty truck started up. It rattled away down the road past Mabel’s Backwoods Cafe, taking the left turn toward the Lacey cabins and the Hidaway Motel. The driver was a heavier man, with shoulder-length hair. I thought for sure they were Hidaway types. The truck didn’t say anything like enough money for Lacey’s.
But the next morning before opening time and after my first sets with the barbells, when I had dipped my fingers in the lake in my morning greeting and walked part of my regular spy route, I saw the old black truck parked in front of the most remote Lacey cabin, the one closest to my secret forest path from the store, and farthest from the road.
Had to go sit on Father Boulder to think about that.
I had never told Pop or Granddad or anybody about Father Boulder, not even Mom when she was still living with us, though she had known more about me than anybody else. I tried not to make a track to the boulder, because I didn’t want anybody else finding him. He was in a little clearing up among the Doug-firs and mountain hemlocks and ponderosa pines, the sword ferns and bracken, away from all roads. He huddled among a bunch of smaller rocks, but stood taller than all of them, with faint gray-green starbursts of lichen scattered over his pale speckled gray sunside. I could climb up on top easily by stepping on the scatter of smaller stones around him, and I went there when I really needed quiet.
All you could hear from there was the ocean noise of wind in the treetops, and waterfalls of bird notes and warbles. All you could smell was the spice of pine resin and the sand of stone, and damp mossy earth. Most of the day, sun touched the top of Father Boulder, if there was any sun at all.
It wasn’t like I thought Father Boulder talked to me, or anything. It was just sometimes I lay on top and felt … naw, that’s too stupid to say. I felt a way I never felt at home. When I fell asleep on Father Boulder I had weird dreams, too, not like any of my other ones (which were weird enough, in their way).
After I saw the deadbeat Ford parked in front of a Lacey cabin, I sneaked up the hill to Father Boulder and lay down. The stone was cold from the night; sun was still low enough so the trees shielded the clearing, but I was warm from hiking uphill.
Four kids, two grown-ups, one wolf-dog, all living in Lacey Number Five, which had one master bedroom and two small singles. Crowded for six people and a dog. Big living room, though, with couches that could double as beds (I’d helped the Laceys with end-of-season cabin cleaning every year, and I knew all the layouts). What were these people doing in that cabin? What was skilia, or whatever Willow had said?
I didn’t want to think about that particular question, or the way my fingers had tingled after I touched her hand, dropping change in her palm. Stupid. Should be thinking about Kristen, the blonde in Lacey Number Eight; she’d been coming up here three summers now, and she had flirted with me when she stopped in at the store, but she had ignored me majorly at the Friday night dances in Parsley’s Hall. This winter I had been working out with weights, and had some upper body development to show for it. I had only seen Kristen once so far this spring, but I thought maybe this year she’d take a second look at me. I was sure taking as many looks as I could at her, because her shape had improved over the winter, too, in front, and her hair was long and heavy and almost moon-pale. I wanted to touch it and go on from there.
I lay on my stomach on Father Boulder, coolness soaking into me, and wondered if Paul and Jeremy were coming to the lake this summer. I had always had a hard time making friends, especially with guys, but by the end of last summer they invited me to join them at the basketball hoop back of Parsley’s Hall, at least—didn’t need much conversation for that. I had even gone to the pool at Lacey’s with them once or twice.
My watch alarm peeped at me. It sounded dumb, this little techno noise in the middle of nature, so I turned it off right away, then crept back down to the forest floor, slapping Father Boulder once to say thank you. I would have to skip the rest of the route and get right back to the store.
As I slipped past Lacey Number Five, I glanced between screening trees and saw something strange: Willow and the red-haired girl were standing between the cabin and the lake, their arms stretched to the sky. They were chanting something, their voices thin, blending perfectly. I stood and listened for a little while. They were singing to my lake, after all. My mother had taught me to touch water at sunrise, letting the lake taste me while I felt its touch, and there was something about these girls singing that reminded me of that; but I couldn’t catch the words, and the whole thing was making my back twitch.
At the store I spent at least half an hour arguing with some one-day visitors, yuppies who were upset because we didn’t carry their favorite brand of sunscreen. I thought Pop should expand on sunscreen—people would spend almost ten dollars on a tube if it was the kind they wanted; I read up on it in GQ. But Pop never listened to advice from me.
For the longest time I couldn’t convince these people we didn’t have a magic carpet that would fly down to the Valley and pick up whatever they happened to want.
I finally talked them into buying the brand we carried by pitching it harder than it deserved. When at last they headed out, I breathed out a whew and turned to find Willow watching me.
She grinned.
What?
I said, annoyed. I hated discovering people were watching me without my knowing it. Go figure.
You have a way with words,
she said.
Thanks. I think.
They turn slippery when you use them,
she said, and they taste like fresh bread.
This was definitely the weirdest thing anybody had ever said to me directly. I raised my eyebrows at her, not knowing how to answer.
Say something to me,
she said, and there was a nudge in her voice stronger than the ones I used to get from my mom when she still lived with us.
Uh—would you come to the dance Friday with me?
Willow cocked her head and frowned. She ran her index finger over her lips. She shook her head.
You don’t dance?
I asked.
You’re not doing it,
she said.
I don’t know what you’re talking about.
She came and leaned her elbows on the counter, propping her chin in her hands, her dark yellow eyes staring into mine. Nick,
she said, her voice deep and velvety, will you come to the dance with me on Friday?
Promises lay in her voice like baited fish hooks on a line.
I said yes before I even thought.
She grinned, dimples dancing in both cheeks. See?
she said. You could do that.
I locked the register and went out to straighten the magazines, not looking at Willow. Something about what had just happened made a hot lump lodge in my throat. I knew that when I really pushed, I was a hell of a salesman. A kind of energy filled me, a heat that brightened my brain until words slid from my mouth, smooth and elegant, convincing people of things they didn’t want to believe. When I first figured it out I had a great time selling people things they didn’t want. The problem with that was they came back later, upset, or they didn’t come back at all because they didn’t want me to do it again. Besides, it made me feel hollow and echoey and a little sick inside. So now I reserved the extra push for special occasions; but I didn’t want anybody else to know about it.
When should I pick you up?
Willow said from behind me. Her voice sounded subdued.
Seven-thirty,
I said. When I turned around, she was gone.
Mariah, a wild-haired forty-eight-year-old artist who spent the winters painting pictures and the summers selling them, came by at noon to spell me on the register, as she did every day. I went back past the storeroom to Pop’s and Granddad’s and my living room/dining room/kitchen, and built myself a sandwich. A few minutes later Mariah ducked in to hand me the mail. There was another letter from Mom. I folded it in half and stuck it in my back pocket. When I finished eating and washing up I put the other mail where Pop would find it when he got back from his thrift-store raiding trip to town.
With half an hour of lunchbreak left, I went upstairs to my bedroom. It was narrow, just wide enough for a bed, a dresser, and a small carpeted space where my barbells sat. I used to have pictures of wild animals all over the walls, ones Mom had bought for me or taken out of nature magazines and helped me pin up. When she left I took them all down and lived with blank white walls pricked with tack holes.
I opened the bottom drawer of the dresser, got out the stack of letters Mom had sent me, and stuck the current one under the rubber band. When I held the first one in my hand, I could scarcely breathe, I was so angry. I had had to put it down before I could get any breath. It had reminded me of the panic attack I’d had the day she left. Spooked, I burned that one, and for a while I burned them every month as soon as they arrived, but they kept coming, and eventually I started saving them. I hadn’t read any of them. Didn’t know if I ever would. Each time one came, though, about once a month, I felt faintly reassured. At least she was still alive somewhere. I didn’t any longer wish she were dead.
I picked up the third volume in the Lord Calardane series and read for a little while. My watch beeped just when he discovered a nest of monsters in the sewers and realized they were actually nice and might help him get the all-curing elixir from the Castle of Infinite Illusion. I always liked that about Calardane, that he didn’t slice anybody’s head off with his sword until he was sure they were mean.
Mariah took off as soon as I got back. Something was missing from the things hanging on the back wall behind the register where Pop had mounted antique fishing equipment. I had to study a bit until I figured out it was the wicker creel Granddad used ages ago until he couldn’t mend the leather strap any longer.
No wonder Mariah had run off. She knew she wasn’t supposed to sell that stuff, but she couldn’t say no to some people, especially light-haired men with sun crinkles next to their blue eyes and wide smiles full of teeth. She had been in love with somebody like that once, I figured, and she kept hoping he would come back. Or maybe she thought if she gave one of these guys what he really wanted she would get a reward.
I leaned against the counter for a while with my eyes closed. I could try to rearrange everything so there was no broad blank spot. Maybe Pop wouldn’t notice the creel was gone. I had managed to fool him when Mariah sold the bamboo rod, but that hadn’t been anywhere near as important as the creel.
I sighed and ran out a register tape to see if she’d actually entered the sale. The first time I caught her at this, she had showed me that at least she hadn’t kept the money. This time there was a sale labeled misc
for twelve dollars, and I knew we didn’t have anything in the store that cost twelve dollars. Everything cost something ninety-five, as if that fools anybody into thinking it costs a whole dollar less.
For a minute there I really wanted to hit Mariah. Twelve dollars couldn’t buy a replacement for family history. It was a stupid amount. She’d sold me out to Pop for twelve dollars. I wanted to hit her, and kill the guy who had talked her into selling it. Instead I just finished my shift and closed up the store at five, like always, leaving the big blank spot on the wall behind me, where Pop would see it right away. I ran out the end-of-day register tape and put it with the account book and sales graph paper on Pop’s desk in the living room/dining room/kitchen in back, straightened stuff, restocked whatever I could from the storeroom, and then headed out for my evening prowl.
This time I decided to go the opposite direction. I checked out the tumbledown cabins on Old Man Fortrey’s property (nobody home), took a look at the lawyer’s weekender up the ridge (nobody home), and cruised past some other places. Smelled steaks cooking over an outdoor grill at Benningtons’ and wished I was invited. But I never had been.
There were a few other places up at the end of the road, but I was too curious about Willow and her family to finish out my route. None of the usual suspects who took those cabins had been by the store yet, anyway. Maybe Memorial Day weekend. The school teachers would be loose just after that, and the big families with school-age kids.
So I turned around and headed toward Lacey’s again, stopping at the Venture to put three big baking potatoes in the oven at 425 degrees. They’d keep for an hour. Pop hated me to turn the oven on and leave, but with no backup—Granddad had gone on the trip to the Valley with him—I didn’t have much choice. I set my watch alarm for forty-five minutes.
This time I went right by Willow’s cabin and on to Kristen’s. She was sitting on the patio, looking out at the lake, and some big muscular guy in tennis whites and a crew cut was sitting next to her.
I watched them for a while. The guy talked to Kristen but Kristen didn’t even turn to look at him when he spoke. So maybe there was hope. Eventually Kristen’s mom came out with a tray of iced tea glasses and a plate of cookies.
I decided they were boring and went to check the other Lacey cabins. Four of them had families in them, and one had a couple who obviously weren’t married to each other. Up at the tennis courts I saw Paul rallying with some new guy. I decided to wait until he came into the store before I said hello; that would give me some idea of where we stood this year. I didn’t want to assume something stupid, like we were still friends, if it wasn’t true.
I should have gone on to check the Hideaway, but somehow I couldn’t stay away from Willow’s cabin any longer.
This time there were three grownups, the two men I’d already seen and a red-haired woman, and all four kids standing out on the back patio facing the lake. I didn’t see the white wolf anywhere. A cooking smell drifted up from the cabin, but it didn’t smell like meat, more like some sort of stew that included a few turnips and lots of onions.
The family wasn’t talking. They just stood there, staring. Then the woman stretched her arms out in front of her, palms up, and said something. The rest of them murmured. Not a conversation. More like the statement/
response part of the church services my mom used to take me to. The woman said something else, and the rest of them answered. I couldn’t even move while this went on. There was something so intense about it. The phrase true believers
drifted through my mind.
Suddenly all the