Frost Like Night
By Sara Raasch
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Game of Thrones meets Graceling in this action-packed fantasy—the highly anticipated final book in the New York Times bestselling Snow Like Ashes series by Sara Raasch. Perfect for fans of An Ember in the Ashes and A Court of Thorns and Roses.
Angra is alive, his Decay is spreading—and no one is safe.
Meira will do anything to save her world. With Angra trying to break through her mental defenses, she desperately needs to learn to control her own magic—so when the leader of a mysterious Order from Paisly offers to teach her, Meira jumps at the chance. But the true solution to stopping the Decay lies in a labyrinth deep beneath the Season Kingdoms. To defeat Angra, Meira will have to enter the labyrinth, destroy the very magic she’s learning to control—and make the biggest sacrifice of all.
Mather will do anything to save his queen. He needs to rally the Children of the Thaw, find Meira—and finally tell her how he really feels. But with a plan of attack that leaves no kingdom unscathed and a major betrayal within their ranks, winning the war—and protecting Meira—slips farther and farther out of reach.
Ceridwen will do anything to save her people. Angra had her brother killed, stole her kingdom, and made her a prisoner. But when she’s freed by an unexpected ally who reveals a shocking truth behind Summer’s slave trade, Ceridwen must take action to save her true love and her kingdom, even if it costs her what little she has left.
As Angra unleashes the Decay on the world, Meira, Mather, and Ceridwen must bring the kingdoms of Primoria together…or lose everything.
Sara Raasch
Sara Raasch has known she was destined for bookish things since the age of five, when her friends had a lemonade stand and she tagged along to sell her hand-drawn picture books too. Not much has changed since then: her friends still cock concerned eyebrows when she attempts to draw things, and her enthusiasm for the written word still drives her to extreme measures. She is the New York Times bestselling author of the Snow Like Ashes series, These Rebel Waves, and These Divided Shores. You can visit her online at www.sararaaschbooks.com and @seesarawrite on Twitter.
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- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5A solid conclusion to the Snow Like Ashes trilogy, with the primary plot-lines wrapped up and a satisfying conclusion reached. I enjoyed the first third of this book, but I struggle through the rest. The start was strong, with Meira experiencing many things (such as a stable, loving home environment) she never had before while also grappling with hard trues (she needs to kill herself in order to end magic and defeat Angra). A lot of fighting and battles occur, as the final showdown nears, and events do build nicely to the conclusion. A good YA fantasy, but I did find parts harder to read.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Too many times books two and three are not as good as the first. In my opinion, that is the case with this series. It seemed to drag on and on. I enjoyed the story, yet I'm glad it's over, and I can move to another book. 3 of 5 stars.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Such a good read!!! Omg I so wish there was a fourth book! I enjoyed every single moment of these books.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5One of the most wonderful series I have ever read! It made me laugh, cry, get angry, fall in and out of love, want to fight and learn to love and accept myself, no matter the flaws! Meira is and forever will be one of my favourite book characters and for she now has a special place in my heart!
- Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5Might not have finished if not for the July book challenge. Glad it's finally over. Storyline and writing just seemed to keep going downhill. Felt like I kept reading the same 5 sentences over and over, this book could have been about 100 pages shorter. A real let down from the promise of the first book.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Angra is alive, his Decay is spreading—and no one is safe. Meira will do anything to save her world. With Angra trying to break through her mental defenses, she desperately needs to learn to control her own magic—so when the leader of a mysterious Order from Paisly offers to teach her, Meira jumps at the chance. But the true solution to stopping the Decay lies in a labyrinth deep beneath the Season Kingdoms. To defeat Angra, Meira will have to enter the labyrinth, destroy the very magic she’s learning to control-- and make the biggest sacrifice of all. Mather will do anything to save his queen. He needs to rally the Children of the Thaw, find Meira—and finally tell her how he really feels. But with a plan of attack that leaves no kingdom unscathed and a major betrayal within their ranks, winning the war—and protecting Meira—slips farther and farther out of reach. Ceridwen will do anything to save her people. Angra had her brother killed, stole her kingdom, and made her a prisoner. But when she’s freed by an unexpected ally who reveals a shocking truth behind Summer’s slave trade, Ceridwen must take action to save her true love and her kingdom, even if it costs her what little she has left. As Angra unleashes the Decay on the world, Meira, Mather, and Ceridwen must bring the kingdoms of Primoria together…or lose everything.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Nice ending to the trilogy. Not only the plot but each character's development wrapped up nicely. It was so evident how far Meira, Mather, and Ceridwen had come since their introduction.
Satisfying, if a bit predictable. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5This book was wonderful and emotional! I loved it so much. Heart wrenching and beautiful in so many ways! I'm so sad that it's over but so glad that it happened <35/5 Stars!
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Frost Like Night - Sara Raasch
1
Meira
THIS IS WRONG.
I’m still hidden in the doorway of the Donati Palace’s dungeon and already I can feel the change in Ventralli, like the darkness of a storm moving in. But instead of staying to fight with my handful of Winterians, I left them and followed the man in front of me.
And I have no idea who he really is.
Any guards who might have been posted outside the dungeon are gone, drawn into the chaos of Raelyn’s takeover of the kingdom. Rooms open to our right and left, far enough away that the people within don’t notice us, close enough for me to catch glimpses inside. Soldiers corral courtiers into groups against the gilded walls, servants weep—but even more terrifying are the bystanders who do nothing at all. The ones who watch the soldiers swing threats like blades, declaring King Jesse deposed and his wife, Raelyn, the ruler of Ventralli because she has a stronger power now, one everyone can use—power given to her by King Angra of Spring.
He’s alive?
His magic is stronger than that of the Royal Conduits?
Is that how he survived?
These questions rise above the soldiers’ threats, mixing with the pounding of my heart in my ears.
Angra helped the Ventrallan queen depose its king. He
—my breath hitches—"already has his influence in Cordell. He seized Autumn and Winter and had the Summer king murdered, and yet somehow, this makes people feel wonder, not fear."
The man I’ve been following—Rares, if that’s even his name—looks at me.
Angra has probably been planning this conquest for the three months he’s been gone, so his retribution isn’t as swift as it would seem,
he says. And you more than anyone know how easy it is for people to choose wonder over fear.
I, more than anyone?
I choke. How could you possibly know that?
Do you truly want to have this discussion now?
The scar that runs along the right side of Rares’s face, from his temple to his chin, creases with his squint. I’d planned on at least getting us past any immediate threat of death first. . . .
Swords clash and a soldier shouts from up the hall. Rares dives around the corner without waiting for my response, leaving me to scramble after him.
I shouldn’t be trailing some mysterious Paislian—I should be helping Mather release the Winterians in the dungeons. Or planning a way to free my kingdom from the Cordellan coup. Or saving Ceridwen from Raelyn. Or finding a way to extract Theron from the grip of Angra’s Decay.
I falter, tripping over my many worries. While I always suspected Angra’s death was a ruse, I never, not in any of my most delirious fears, thought he could be strong enough to give magic to non-conduit-wielders.
But his power is tainted by the Decay, which was created when there were no rules binding magic to only royal bloodlines.
As Rares and I duck from hall to hall, I see the fruits of Angra’s magic firsthand. The Ventralli of light and color that existed when we first arrived is gone, replaced by one that resembles the dark streets of Spring. Soldiers march with faces pinched tight by anger, their movements sharp. Courtiers huddle in trembling masses, fearful, with wide eyes and an eagerness to please their conquerors.
No one fights it. No one shouts retaliation or struggles against the soldiers.
This is Angra’s doing. Though it looks as though he’s only given his higher-ranking subordinates the ability to control magic, as Raelyn did when she killed the Summerian king. The people who crowd the halls simply appear fogged, influenced by something beyond themselves, as if they all got drunk on the same bad wine.
This is what Angra is creating, a world of infinite power, where everyone is possessed by a magic that makes them pliable, overcome by their deepest, darkest emotions.
How do I stop him? How do I save—
It claws at me, the question I asked my conduit magic, and I’m sucked back to that moment, when I was running through the streets of Rintiero with Lekan and Conall. My biggest worries then were trying to keep Ceridwen from murdering her brother, and figuring out how to form an alliance with Ventralli, and finding the Order of the Lustrate and their keys in order to keep Cordell from accessing the magic chasm.
Then I asked that question—how do I save everyone?—and the answer blistered itself onto my soul.
By sacrificing a Royal Conduit and returning it to the source of the magic.
But I am Winter’s conduit. All of me. Thanks to my mother.
Rares yanks me behind a potted plant moments before a contingent of men jogs out of a room just ahead.
Not now,
he whispers. He fishes for something in his shirt and withdraws a key on a chain, the one he showed me in the dungeon—the final key to the magic chasm in the Tadil Mine. "You found me. You found the Order of the Lustrate—and yes, we will help you defeat Angra and stop all this. But first, let’s just get out of here alive."
His words offer much-needed comfort, so needed, in fact, that it isn’t until he darts back into the hall that I wonder—how did he know I was worrying?
It doesn’t matter. I swallow, resolute. I will do this. I will learn what I can from the Order, and use that knowledge: either I will face Angra in battle and destroy him and his magic—or I will get the keys from him, enter the chasm in the Tadil, and destroy all magic in the only way I know how.
Either way, this is what I need to do. Angra is too strong—I need help, and the Order of the Lustrate is the only resource I know of that could help me grasp my magic in the same unstoppable way that Angra does.
Rares leads me inside an empty kitchen filled with thick wooden tables and roaring fireplaces and food abandoned by servants who are most likely hiding from the frenzy of the takeover. He pulls out a water sack and fills it at a pump in the corner.
Who are you?
I finally manage to ask.
He points to a block of knives on a counter. Arm yourself.
With kitchen knives?
He doesn’t break stride. A blade is a blade. Blood can be drawn all the same.
I frown but slide a few knives into my belt. My empty holster still hangs against my spine—my chakram is back in the ballroom. Back in Garrigan’s chest.
I grip the edge of the counter.
A hand cups my shoulder, and when I look up, Rares is watching me.
My name is Rares. I didn’t mislead you about that,
he says. Rares Albescu of Paisly, a leader in the Order of the Lustrate.
He glances over my shoulder, at the kitchen door that leads into the palace. Footsteps echo, growing louder, and I know we’ll have to run before he can explain more.
I will tell you everything,
he promises. But first we must reach safety—in Paisly. Angra can’t follow us there.
Why not?
I face Rares. "What are you planning—why is this—"
Rares cuts me off with a squeeze to my shoulder. Please, Your Majesty. It’s the safest place for all I must show you, and I promise, I will tell you everything as soon as I am able.
Meira,
I correct. If I’m going to risk my life for the foreseeable future, then I’m going to be addressed how I want to be addressed.
Rares smiles. Meira.
We move to the other kitchen door, the one leading to a garden. Rares starts to slip out when I’m caught by one last grip of remorse at all I’m leaving. By going with him, I am helping—the Order of the Lustrate is my best chance at stopping Angra—but it still feels like I’m running away.
Rares turns. You can’t save everyone by staying.
Other people have told me this before—You can’t save everyone; Winter is your priority. Most loudly: Sir.
Grief stabs into me. Mather told me of Alysson’s death, but what about Sir? Did he survive the Cordellan attack on Jannuari? What about the rest of Winter—what state is my kingdom in? I can’t think about Sir being dead. He has to be alive, and if he is, he’ll be doing everything he can to keep Winter together.
I hear what Rares said again, realizing now the exact meaning of his words, and I begin to see all the ways he differs from Sir. Rares’s eyes are wider; his skin is darker; his hands are more scarred from years of fighting. And most of all, in Rares, I see something I never saw in Sir—something that made Rares add the two words that entirely changed the meaning of that sentence.
You can’t save everyone by staying.
Not an end. A choice.
Who are you?
I breathe again.
Rares smiles. Someone who has been waiting for you for a long time, dear heart.
Soon after we leave the palace complex, a horn wails through the hazy gray sky.
They’ve discovered I’m gone. Which means they found Theron, chained to the dungeon wall, and Mather and the rest—
No. Mather wouldn’t let anything happen to anyone in his care. Not because I ordered him to keep them safe, but because that’s who he’s always been—a man who, even after he lost his throne, still found a way to be a ruler. The way his Children of the Thaw look at him, with the unquestioned loyalty earned by someone born to lead . . .
He is the one person in my life fully capable of standing on his own.
What about Theron?
The question makes me stumble as Rares and I sprint out of the city, wiggling between two bright, lopsided buildings and into the lush forest that borders Rintiero to the north.
That question. It wasn’t me. It sounded almost like—
I slam to a halt, Rares making it a few paces farther before he realizes I’ve stopped. But the voice in my head holds me captive, and I brace my hands over my temples.
A terrible fate, isn’t it, being part of the same magic? If only you were stronger.
My vision blurs until all I see is Angra’s face in my mind.
No!
I scream, buckling, my knees slamming into the moist earth. Angra could hear my thoughts when we were both in the Donati ballroom, but he’s nowhere near me now. How is he able to talk to me, within me? I should be able to stop him—
But you can’t stop me, can you, Highness? My soldiers are coming for you. Winter is finished. Spring has come.
A single word ekes out in response. Why?
I’ve already asked that question, back in the ballroom of the Donati Palace, surrounded by the carnage—the Summerian king’s head, Garrigan’s and Noam’s bodies. But the only answer I got was the reason why Angra sought to destroy Winter’s mines—he fears pure conduit magic countering his Decay, which is why he spent every moment he could working to undo that threat. That was why he attacked Winter for so long; that was why he turned on anyone who tried to open the chasm.
But what I ask now isn’t even a conscious question—it’s a whimper in the darkness as his face fills my mind.
Why is this happening . . . ?
I’ve seen my friends murdered for this war. I’ve watched my kingdom burn for this. I’m running for my life now for this, and after all these years, I still don’t know why. What does he want?
Hands cover mine where I grip my head.
I open my eyes. Magic spreads down my limbs, cooling and deep and pure, turning my fear to shock.
Rares is pumping his magic into me.
His face tightens, beads of sweat breaking along his forehead. Fight him!
My heart knows I don’t have to submit to Rares’s magic, shouldn’t submit to him, but everything else in me wants to, fear and panic coiling in a whip that tears apart my insides.
Fight! I will myself to stay open to whatever help Rares may offer.
A shock sends me flying backward. I slam against the ground, leaves sticking to my clothes, my head ringing as though someone has struck a bell inside my skull.
I see Rares mouth my name.
You . . . ,
I think I say. What did you . . .
Pain flares behind my eyes and it’s all I can do not to vomit on the soggy undergrowth. But Rares puts his hand over mine again, even when I glare at him through the agony that turns everything a vibrant scarlet.
Rest now, a voice says. It isn’t Angra—it’s Rares, in my head. Rest, and trust me.
Trust you? What did you do? You haven’t told me anything!
But even as I try to fight it, unconsciousness comes, lulling me like the tempting aromas that waft from a feast. I’m half aware of Rares lifting me, of the jostling sway of being carried at a run through the forest.
You’re more like Sir than I thought are my final words before everything goes dark.
2
Mather
SHE LEFT.
Channeling every bit of his panic into the task at hand, Mather threw his weight against the bolt. It released with a squeal and the cell door opened, freeing Phil, who barreled out, fists ready, a breath ahead of the rest of the Thaw. But Mather spared them no orders before he heaved open the bolt on the next door, releasing Dendera, Nessa, and Conall. Theron’s shouts for help from inside his own cell would alert his soldiers at any minute—and Meira had left them.
We need to get out of here,
Mather said to no one in particular, but as he pivoted toward the staircase, he hesitated. Leaving that way would almost certainly land them right back in the dungeon if they encountered any soldiers. Was there another way out?
Phil stepped forward. We can split up. Some of us go up the stairs, the rest go deeper into the dungeon, see if there’s a way—
Another voice spoke. Or you could follow me.
Mather was too numbed by the day’s events to feel anything but readiness as he leaped toward the voice. He reached for a sword, but his weapons had been taken before the descent into the dungeon, and all he had now was Cordell’s Royal Conduit. His fingers brushed the jewel on the hilt, his lip curling as he remembered how Theron had tossed it away so carelessly—a part of him would take such joy in tarnishing Cordell’s pretty blade.
The person who had appeared in the middle of the hall folded her hands against the skirt of her gown, the silver looking almost like armor. A matching silver mask obscured her face, and when she spoke, she lifted her chin as authoritatively as a commander.
If you wish to live, that is,
she said.
You’re Ventrallan,
Mather countered, stopping just shy of her. Why would we trust you?
The woman scoffed. And you have so many options at the moment?
Mather didn’t get in another word before Dendera croaked, her eyes narrowing,You. You’re Duchess Brigitte, the mother of the king. I saw you with Raelyn!
Brigitte rolled her eyes. If I agreed with her coup, do you think I would bother to be in this filthy place
—she turned up her nose at the walls— "alone? Either I can regale you with an explanation, or you can follow me. As I said, I personally do not care whether you live or die, but I think you can be useful to me, so make a decision quickly."
The door at the top of the dungeon’s staircase rattled. Someone had finally heard Theron’s shouts.
Mather lurched toward Brigitte. She took that as acceptance and spun on her heel, her silver gown flaring as she hurried down the hall. The rest of Mather’s group followed without question—what other choice did they have? He had to get out of here to make sure Meira was all right, that whomever she’d left with wasn’t part of a trap of Angra’s. So many secrets had come to light—Cordell had turned on Winter, Theron had turned on Meira, and the Ventrallan queen had staged a coup. Could the man Meira left with be trusted? And beyond that, Winter was still under Cordellan control—how could they free it if they were Angra’s prisoners?
Brigitte ducked into a cell on the right. Mather hesitated just long enough for his eyes to adjust to the dimness. If the old hag had led them into a trap—
But at the back of the room, a door cracked open, the stone on the outward side showing that, when closed, it would blend seamlessly into the wall.
Shut the door behind you,
Brigitte called before vanishing through the opening.
Hollis,
Mather hissed. Take the rear. Stay alert.
Hollis positioned himself inside the room to let everyone pass. Mather followed Brigitte, muscles humming with pent-up fight. The stone deadened most sound, leaving him with only the distant clicking of the duchess’s shoes moving upward—stairs. He darted after her, hoping to put enough space between him and his group that if a trap did await them, he could give a warning with plenty of time for them to make it back down.
Alone in this narrow, dark space, a crack formed in his determination. It had all happened so abruptly—the man; Meira’s unexpected trust; her desperate plea for Mather to free everyone. And he had agreed, only because he hadn’t seen her look like that in months. Like the eye of a storm, terrifying and brilliant and severe.
The stairwell folded into a hall. One more hall led to another staircase, and at the top of that, Brigitte’s footsteps stopped. Metal jingled, thin and light—keys. Mather waited a few steps back, bracing himself for soldiers, arrows . . . Angra.
He clenched and unclenched his hands, staring sightlessly down at them in the blackness. He had killed Angra himself. He had broken the deranged king’s conduit on Abril’s ground and seen his body vanish.
What had that truly done to him?
Brigitte opened a door. Mather forced his eyes to adjust, lingering long enough for the yellow light to reveal a little of the room beyond: a thick scarlet rug, a short table, blue walls. No soldiers that he could see.
Brigitte stepped inside and Mather followed, a beat behind.
Grandmamma!
came a child’s cry.
They were in a bedroom filled with mahogany furniture—a table and chairs, a wide bed, a few armoires positioned between floor-to-ceiling tapestries. This door stood behind one such tapestry while two more doors waited closed at other points in the room, unhidden.
Brigitte was the mother of Jesse Donati, the Ventrallan king. The king Mather had watched go from weak to infuriated and back while his wife seized control of his kingdom. The king who sat on a padded chair before Mather now, one child in his lap, another clinging to his arm as if it were a barrier she could hide behind.
A third child, the oldest but not by much, toddled forward. Grandmamma,
she said again, tears tumbling over her lace mask.
Brigitte stroked the girl’s dark curls and looked over her shoulder at Mather. I’ll help you leave, but you’ll take my son and grandchildren with you.
The Ventrallan king rose. The daughter who had been hiding behind him instantly latched onto his leg, and the boy in his arms, not more than a year old, stared with wide, calm eyes from behind a small green mask.
Phil moved beside Mather, and he felt the rest of the Thaw gather around. All the time they had spent in their clandestine trainings in Jannuari had let him learn each of them by heart, and he didn’t need to look to know Trace’s fingers twitched over his empty knife sheaths; Eli squared his jaw in a mimic of the glowers around him; Kiefer hesitated near the back, watching, cautiously ready to help; and Hollis and Feige hovered, quiet, on the edge of the group.
It was Dendera, Conall, and Nessa whom Mather had to check on. Dendera had her arms around Nessa, freeing Conall to stand alert, his face gray and hard. His brother had died as unexpectedly as Alysson.
Mather turned away from him. He wouldn’t let his own grief rise any higher. Hopefully Conall could keep himself under control too.
Mother,
Jesse said, his surprise palpable even from behind his mask. Who are—
Do we have a deal?
Brigitte asked Mather.
Mather narrowed his eyes. You’re saving us?
He had little to no experience with children, but even he could tell that getting them out of the palace would be nearly impossible.
Someone in his group stepped forward. Mather expected it to be Dendera—she, of all of them, was the most capable with children, but when Mather turned, he blinked in surprise.
Nessa faced Brigitte. Of course we have a deal.
Mather had been on the verge of saying the same thing. Impossible or no, they wouldn’t leave children here, defenseless. What surprised Mather was the ease with which Nessa moved forward and knelt in front of the oldest girl.
Hi there,
she said. I’m Nessa. And that’s my brother, Conall.
Conall gaped when his sister pointed up at him, but he managed a small bow at the princess.
Melania,
the girl told Nessa, rolling her l on an awkward tongue.
The smile Nessa gave her was impossibly soft for someone whose eyes still looked so haunted. Well, Melania, how would you like to go on an adventure?
Melania looked up at her grandmother. Brigitte’s sternness melted as she smiled, and Melania placed her small fingers in Nessa’s outstretched hand.
Things happened quickly after that. Brigitte pulled blankets and other meager supplies out of her armoires; Dendera and, more surprising still, Hollis eased forward to coax the other two children into coming on the same adventure.
The room began to hum with movement, but the Ventrallan king stayed motionless before his chair. He didn’t hold his son anymore—the boy now clung to Hollis—but instead stared at the floor with jaw-clenched ferocity.
I have to go after her,
the king said suddenly, echoing Mather’s own looping thoughts.
Mather picked a dagger from the supplies, unsure of how to respond. No one else said a word. Your wife sided with Angra,
he tried. Freeing her—
I don’t give a damn about Raelyn,
the king snapped, and something in his words made Brigitte, across the room, stop folding a blanket.
No. I will not let you get yourself killed for—
For whom?
The king whirled on his mother. "You’ve called her many things over the years. Useless, harmful—a whore. But it would seem Raelyn is the one who most strongly embodies those attributes. So do not tell me not to go after Ceridwen."
By the time he finished, the room was silent. Mather felt that name dredge up memories of Meira’s parting words. She had told him to save Ceridwen. Why would the Ventrallan king care about the Summerian princess too?
But the look on the king’s face told Mather exactly why he cared.
Brigitte’s lips puckered. She didn’t utter another word before her son removed his dark green mask and pointed it at her.
I’m not leaving until I break this mask and save Ceridwen.
Mather frowned. Break your mask?
The king didn’t miss a beat, as though he had repeated this explanation to himself many times. To break one’s mask in the presence of someone you reject is an act of permanent separation. To say that you are finished with them in your life, so much so that you do not worry about them seeing your true face. You’ll never see them again, so your secrets are nothing in their hands.
Mather nodded. It mattered little what the king wanted to do, honestly—if Jesse intended to confront his wife and save Ceridwen, Mather would follow, especially if it meant he could complete one of the tasks Meira had entrusted to him.
Everyone else should escape while they can,
Mather said, aiming the order at his group. I’ll accompany the king out of the palace. There’s something I need to do as well.
You’re leaving us too?
Kiefer snapped.
But Phil stepped forward, his eyes on Mather’s. He’s going after our queen.
Mather bowed his head in response. He expected more protest, but all that met him was silence, even from Kiefer. They realized the seriousness of Meira’s situation—how she had left with someone none of them knew, and could at this moment be fighting for her life. . . .
Thankfully, Dendera picked up where he could not. Bring her back. The rest of us
—she shrugged toward his Thaw, Nessa, and Conall—will get the children to safety.
And then what? Mather held back the question, because he knew the answers too well. They would have to face the Cordellan takeover of Winter and whatever Angra was doing to the world, and bringing Meira back would put her at the center of those conflicts.
But she was the queen. She was his queen. Whatever she wanted Winter to do in this brewing war, he would obey—but never again would he leave her to face any conflict alone.
Dendera turned to Brigitte. How do we leave?
It took visible force for Brigitte to look away from her son, and when she did, she ran a hand along her own mask as if making sure it was still in place. There’s another passageway, just through here,
she said, and moved to a different tapestry.
But as Dendera neared it, Nessa put a hand on her arm.
Where will we go?
she whispered. Melania clutched Nessa’s skirts, burrowing into her, and Nessa straightened. Winter is no longer safe.
There’s a Summerian refugee camp,
Jesse offered, a day’s ride from where the Southern Eldridge Forest meets the Langstone River. You’ll be safe there.
Fine,
Dendera said. We’ll steal some horses. A carriage, maybe, or a boat, and we’ll meet you there.
She pinned Mather with a gaze that told him it wasn’t a suggestion. He would make it, with Meira, to that camp.
Dendera shifted the princess in her arms as the king bade a final farewell to his daughter. A kiss on her forehead, then one each for his son and other daughter, quickly, as if he didn’t trust himself to linger over good-byes. When he turned away, his eyes were bloodshot, tears welling—there was pain on his face, but determination.
The king faced Brigitte, but she looked at Mather now. Go down the way we came,
she told him. At the second landing, turn left—there’s a door that will take you into the main hall.
Thank you,
Mather said as Dendera, Nessa, and Conall started moving for the other passage. Hollis held the Ventrallan prince, and it was plain on Hollis’s face as well as Feige’s that they knew they had to follow Dendera. The rest of the Thaw lingered, casting uncertain glances at Mather. He would have taken them in an instant if he didn’t need to travel quickly, even faster than they had traveled here from Winter. Plus, the children needed all the protection they could get—of the group, only Dendera had ever truly fought, though Conall looked as deadly as any soldier Mather had seen.
Mather still swallowed a pang of reluctance. He felt stronger with his Thaw. More complete.
Hollis broke the Thaw’s uncertainty with a grunt. We will not be defeated,
he said, a quiet declaration—the same pledge from their training.
Mather smiled. We will not be defeated.
Hollis and Feige moved, with Eli closing in to coax his brother on. Kiefer jerked away and dove into the new passage, face dark, shoulders slumped.
Trace hesitated, sucking in a breath like he had questions prepared, but he just shrugged. We’ll race you to the camp,
he teased with a flash of a smile.
Only Phil remained, motionless.
Go,
Mather told him. The others need you.
Phil cocked a brow. Sorry, Once-King—you’re stuck with me.
Phil, I’m serious.
Any further protest shriveled in the way Phil looked at him. We’re in this together. All of us. And if any of us splits off from the rest, he won’t go alone.
Feige’s head whipped up from where she followed Hollis into the passage. "Or she."
Phil smiled. Or she. Point is, I’m coming with you.
His grin was infectious, his confidence resolute.
Mather found himself relenting.
In truth, he was glad not to be alone.
Moments later, the door to the new passage shut with a soft thud, leaving Mather alone with Jesse, Phil, and Brigitte.
Brigitte arranged herself on a chair, wrinkled mouth pursed. Jesse stepped up to her as Mather moved back to the first passage. He waved Phil through and hesitated.
Thank you,
Jesse said to his mother.
Brigitte shrugged. Go. Raelyn will soon notice I had you moved to my chambers.
The king wrapped his fingers around his mother’s shoulder with a delicate squeeze. Finally she looked up at him, the stoniness in her eyes dissipating in a tear-glazed rush.
Go,
she whispered. I’ll be fine.
Mather’s throat swelled, and he looked away, eyes stinging.
Jesse pushed himself past Mather, into the passage.
Brigitte adjusted her gown and leveled her eyes at the door Raelyn would no doubt barrel through at any moment with a retaliation just as harsh as the one she had dealt the Summerian king. Mather had seen only the end of that fight, the Summerian king’s neck snapping, but that had been enough to confirm that Raelyn showed no mercy.
Mather ducked into the stairwell and shut the door behind him. The bolt clicked.
There was no going back now. For anyone.
3
Ceridwen
THE INSIDE OF Simon’s brothel wagon was musky with sweat and plumeria incense, the air hazy with smoke that hadn’t been ventilated properly, the floor covered by silk pillows and satin quilts. Ceridwen had never been inside one of her brother’s wagons, despite his endless prodding for her to be a true Summerian
and join his exploits. As she drew her knees to her chin now, all she could hear were the teasing reprimands she had hated for so long.
And the grating pop of his neck when Raelyn had snapped it.
The wagon jostled, oxen tugging it through Rintiero’s streets, and Ceridwen let her body sway with it, too exhausted to fight its movements.
Cerie.
Lekan crouched before her, wincing until he straightened his leg and dropped to the floor of the wagon. A gash cut across his knee, another stretched down his cheek, and she knew the rest of his body was just as covered in wounds. Cerie—
But his voice broke. What could he say? What could she say?
Ceridwen closed her eyes. In her mind, Simon’s face flared purple from Raelyn’s choking magic.
Stop . . . Raelyn . . . leave her alone!
Simon had pleaded for her life. Even though, minutes before, Ceridwen had barged into the square intent on murdering him herself.
And before she had been able to utter more than a feeble croak of protest, his head had jolted to the side, cracking his life away with it.
Ceridwen opened her eyes.
Lekan tore a section of blanket and worked at wiping the blood off her arms.
Leave it,
she bit through clenched teeth.
He didn’t listen. He was your brother. You loved him,
he whispered quietly.
Ceridwen’s muscles turned to stone. I hated him.
Lekan’s fingers tightened around the ragged strip of satin and he scrubbed harder at her shoulder. He stayed silent, eyes on his work, like he was just a normal slave and she a normal princess and the stains on her body weren’t her brother’s blood.
Ceridwen stared at the splatters. Raelyn’s joy had been demented as