Measure Twice, Love Once: Flynn's Crossing Romantic Suspense, #8
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“Fortune smiles upon the brave and frowns upon the coward.”
For Geno Altimari, the old Latin proverb proved to be true. One pivotal night and a denied entreaty changed everything. It cost him years of friendship and missed opportunity for a life that might have been his destiny, simply because he was afraid. Love was never the same. Burying his caution under a laid-back smile made it easier to hide his regrets.
When karma offers him a second chance, he wants to be the man everyone believes he is. His personal apprehension is harder to conquer. But Agnes Amendola needs him, and her daughter longs for something special to make her life complete, something in Geno’s power to provide. Can he overcome his anxiety over his past mistakes? As their teacher said in first grade, Altimari and Amendola sound destined to be together. Maybe this time, fortune will smile upon them.
Length: 92,000 words
The Flynn’s Crossing series is contemporary romance set in the northern California foothills, suspense driven by small town secrets, and complex characters in compelling stories about friendship and love. You can enjoy the books out of order without ruining their surprises!
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Measure Twice, Love Once - Yvonne Kohano
MEASURE TWICE, LOVE ONCE
Flynn's Crossing Romantic Suspense Series Book 8
Yvonne Kohano
Nanokas Press
A Division of Kochanowski Enterprises LLC
Copyright © 2015
About MEASURE TWICE, LOVE ONCE
Fortune smiles upon the brave and frowns upon the coward.
For Geno Altimari, the old Latin proverb proved to be true. One pivotal night and a denied entreaty changed everything. It cost him years of friendship and missed opportunity for a life that might have been his destiny, simply because he was afraid. Love was never the same. Burying his caution under a laid-back smile made it easier to hide his regrets.
When karma offers him a second chance, he wants to be the man everyone believes he is. His personal apprehension is harder to conquer. But Agnes Amendola needs him, and her daughter longs for something special to make her life complete, something in Geno's power to provide. Can he overcome his anxiety over his past mistakes? As their teacher said in first grade, Altimari and Amendola sound destined to be together. Maybe this time, fortune will smile upon them.
Length: 92,000 words
The Flynn's Crossing series is contemporary romance set in the northern California foothills, suspense driven by small town secrets, and complex characters in compelling stories about friendship and love. You can enjoy the books out of order without ruining their surprises!
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Prologue
A promise was a promise.
His gut rotated faster than the speed of his circular saw, and he reached for the roll of antacids in his jacket pocket on autopilot. They barely made a dent in his nausea. This job splintered his nerves to toothpicks, and still, he couldn't stay away.
Staring up at the shop's sign, he debated his approach. There had to be a way to get close to her, close enough to fulfill his mission without raising alarm. He could hide behind a laid-back front, but only for so long. Engagement was necessary. He popped two extra tablets in his mouth, grimacing at the chalky texture and fake fruit flavor.
A shadow moved behind the blinds of the front window. He'd been standing still long enough to be conspicuous. White slats bent and parted. Big eyes he knew to be as deep and complex a brown as well-stained mahogany glanced out, and he spun around before she could see his face. Pretending to examine the vacant building across the street, he caught her momentary reflection in its unlit window before she turned away.
She always had the most expressive eyes, teasing and laughing one minute, turbulent and snapping the next. Had those changed over the years? Life hadn't exactly been easy for her, and yet from what he'd heard, she handled what it had thrown her well. Too bad this was one curve she might never recover from.
He glanced up the sidewalk, tensing as he noted he was no longer alone. Two women waved, and he raised a hand in return. There was no way to avoid them, not without seeming rude. That wasn't part of his character, at least the congenial one familiar to these people. It would cause talk.
He fell back into an examination of the three stories of old brick across the street. The mirror offered by darkened glass shifted as the blind in her shop rose quickly and without pause, and the northern California sun, still low in March at this early hour, lit the interior with a stage set quality. She stood framed in the window as if posing for him.
The buzz of his cell phone, a hard rock melody, gave him an excuse to turn back toward her shop. Acting like any other guy distracted by his call and not looking at what was in front of him provided an excuse to pace closer. With the blinds open, she was clearly visible, fussing with something on the front desk. He didn't bother to check his caller id, distracted by her big smile as she lifted her phone.
Yes?
Hey man. How's life in Flynn's Crossing?
And of course, the one man he didn't want to talk to would call at this moment. The thick accent and rough cadence reminded him of his childhood, empty except for one person. He was committed to this course of action, but that didn't make it hurt any less.
Hello. Life is good. How's Boston?
The same. Things don't change much around here.
The voice paused, as if searching for more idle words to fill the time required for social niceties before he discussed the things he considered important. Time expired and so did his patience.
You know why I'm calling, right?
He sighed in response. I have nothing to report, other than her business is doing well. She seems to have settled in for the long haul. This place agrees with her, and everyone appears to be thriving.
Have you talked to her yet?
The question added a fresh wave of acid to his stomach. He paced away from the shop and approaching company, wishing he'd let this call go to voicemail. It reinforced what he already knew. He didn't have much time left.
No, I haven't. I'm still looking for a fitting opportunity. It's not like I can waltz in without her asking questions.
He shoved his free hand deep into his jacket pocket and fingered its contents, closing around cold metal and toying with the clip.
On the other end of the phone, frustration crackled over the connection. What do you mean? She has a business. You need what she's selling. It's easy.
He grimaced, watching the subject of their discussion hang up her call and turn toward the building's interior. That would be challenging. I don't need her services.
He killed the desire to open the buttons of his jacket at the heated thought of her hands on him.
Are you stalling? How hard can this be? If you don't need what she's selling, she probably needs you. Troll for business, man. Use your connections. Didn't you say you have friends in common? Or just walk up to her on the street and say hello. She might be surprised, but I doubt she'd call the cops, right?
Maybe not the cops, but she might call him a stalker, which was correct up to a point. Or give him the cold shoulder. That would hurt his feelings.
I'll figure something out. You have to give me more time.
He paced closer to the shop once more, trying not to be caught staring into the window.
The man on the other end coughed, his aggravation clear as his voice roughened.
I'm not the one setting the clock. Time's running out, man. You of all people should realize that.
One of the approaching women raised a finger to him as if she wanted to interrupt his call. He nodded in agreement, knowing that any other response would make him appear less than sociable.
Another month. It's not that long.
The man on the other end swore and began to argue, but he wasn't interested in listening. He had his excuse when the woman swung in his direction as the other approached the shop's front door.
As he hung up on the caller in midsentence, his attention froze on the short package of round curves and abundance framed by the window. His subject greeted her customer with an animated face and big hand gestures punctuating her words. She was as pretty as he remembered, as vibrant and energetic as she'd been growing up. When she left, it was like the sun had set permanently, leaving never ending night in their neighborhood.
Hi. Do you have a minute? I have an idea for the kitchen I'd like to discuss with you.
He nodded as the woman drew even with him. His mind whirled and his stomach churned. She talked, but his brain couldn't process her words. He tried and failed to keep from glancing into the shop. Memories and sensations heaved through him, making composure impossible.
Over nine years. She had every reason to hate him, while his feelings for her had grown more intricate, more complicated, and more compelling. The sensible thing to do would be to stay away. Despite the consequences, he wasn't going to get another chance with her.
But he had made a promise, and he always kept his promises.
Chapter 1 – A Week Later
The whine of the table saw filled his ears despite his earplugs, and his nose behind the mask twitched from rising sawdust. This pine was like that, dusty, gritty, and messy to work with. But stained right, its sinuous grain shouted its warmth, inviting everyone to caress it with sensuous attention.
A change in the shrill sound accompanied the end of the cut, and the split timbers separated. Geno Altimari eased the smaller piece to the side, adding it to the pile for other uses. No one should ever consider blue pine as scrap. It was too precious and too unusual. Running a gloved hand over the wider board, he marveled at the faint tint of color that gave the wood its name. This would look mighty fine as the counter in his client's kitchen.
Roxy's going to flip when she sees this. I wasn't completely sure when you told me about it, but now that I see how it's come together, I'm sold. It was worth the expense of transporting the remnants of that old barn down from Oregon.
Mac took off his safety goggles and accepted the board from Geno's hands. If his touch was gently reverent, it was only fitting. Lumber like this weren't available at the big box home remodeling store.
Mac continued, I really like the idea of having two islands instead of one big one. She gets the prep area she wants, plus this beautiful service space. I'm glad we never let her see the final plan. It's getting harder and harder to fend her off, though. She can't wait to see the final kitchen. She trusts your judgment, but you know how she is. She's used to being in charge and making every final decision. I almost have to hide her car keys to keep her away.
Geno nodded at the words but didn't comment. The men of the wolf pack loved to talk about their women.
Luckily, she's so busy at the restaurant with this year's crop of interns that she doesn't bug me about keeping her away, at least not more than four or five times a day.
Mac chuckled as he returned to the table saw.
Geno smiled along with him. When Mac bought the Prescott Ranch, this main house had been a wreck of a place, dilapidated by years of neglect and scoured by the elements through a damaged roof and courtesy of any creature that happened to take up residence. He'd spared no expense in saving the place, though, and Geno appreciated that. History like this and craftsmanship on a scale uncommon today should be preserved. All it took was money. Luckily, the movie star's pockets were deep.
Selecting another rough board from the stack, Geno positioned it and double- checked the width setting on the saw. It hadn't moved, but precision was important, doubly so when the wood was this unique. It never hurt to spend the extra seconds it took to make sure his cut would be accurate. The tape measure dropped back into the tool belt with a snap of metal on plastic.
You are one detail oriented dude, Geno. I enjoy seeing a master of his craft in the thick of things. Thanks for letting me help. I know you could probably do all this faster without me underfoot, but I like to be immersed in a project. Someday when I'm watching Roxy cook an incredible meal in this kitchen, I will take pride in the fact that I helped put it together, however minor that role might be.
Mac replaced his goggles and earplugs and put his gloved hands on the end of the board to hold it steady as he'd been taught. It was another trait Geno appreciated about the man. You tell him something once, or show him the way things needed to be done, and he wouldn't forget. Must be all those lines in scripts he had to memorize over the years.
Starting the saw eliminated the need for Geno to reply. He preferred the silence. The wolf pack had come to accept this about him.
The cut boards separated, and Mac hefted up the finished piece and carried it to the island. It was the last board. Soon, it would shine with a light varnish, bringing out faint blue tones and rich, intricate grains.
This place will look amazing when the appliances are delivered. I can't wait to see Roxy's face when she takes this in. When do you think it will all be done?
Geno smiled as he swept dust off the saw, wielding the broom and pan with the same patience he'd come to use on everything. Mac knew the schedule in as much detail as he did, involved as he was in every phase of the remodeling and renovation to the degree his schedule allowed it. He didn't need to work on three or four film projects a year, acting or directing or both, but he did it because he loved the movie business. Dedication to craft was a characteristic they shared.
We're right on schedule,
Geno said. Everything will be ready in time for you to surprise Roxy on her birthday.
Mac's big grin said it all. He was happy, in large part because he could make Roxy happy. Their love affair fifteen years ago ended badly. Rebuilding trust and rekindling their romance hadn't been easy, but they made it work.
Kind of like restarting a long-interrupted friendship. At one point, Geno and Agnes had been best friends, buddies from day one in first grade. Grammar school, middle school, high school, and after. Until he screwed it up. He was better off not thinking about how much the separation hurt. He didn't want to screw things up again.
Roxy said she and Tess saw you on Main Street the other day. That's not your usual stomping ground. Are you doing work for someone down there?
Mac's simple question made his insides flip. It might be easier if he was doing a project nearby. He could keep an eye on things. He could keep an eye on her. He'd promised, but even that justification didn't make the step he needed to take a simple measure.
I happened to be walking down the street. You know, errands. It was nice to see Roxy.
Geno figured that was all the answer he needed to provide. It sounded innocent.
Yeah, we don't all get together often enough anymore. I'm thinking of having a surprise birthday party for Roxy with the big kitchen reveal. You know, get everyone here, and then bring her over like I'm going to show her this room, just the two of us. We can park the cars in back where she can't see them, and I can blindfold her to bring her in. I know she'd love to have you and the rest of the gang here. What do you think?
Geno always found himself surprised by the acceptance of this circle of friends. Living as a loner seemed easier, with fewer questions posed and fewer explanations required. Friendships were as surprising as the addition of a goofball dog to his otherwise solitary life. The big hound mix rambled up on a job site one day, so far out in the woods that even the locals didn't know their neighbors. No one claimed the dog, probably because he paid no attention and had a mind all his own. But he evidently decided Geno was the human for him, and he jumped in the back of the pick-up as if it had been his place of honor for years. Undernourished and a little crazy, Geno named him Lucky because he figured the dog was lucky to have found a home with someone who understood what it was like to be alone in the world.
The dog, sunning himself on the unfinished front porch, chose this moment to bark like crazy. The noise of a big engine and tires crunching gravel announced a visitor, as if Lucky's frantic greeting wasn't enough. When the motor stopped and a door creaked open, Geno didn't need to look outside to know Lucky was on the receiving end of as much loving as the dog was willing to take. It had become something of a routine. When footfalls sounded on the temporary wood steps and trod across the porch, Geno pulled off his gloves.
Powers strode into the room, glancing around as if cataloging the progress Geno had made in the last three days. His roaming eyes stopped on the blue pine counter pieces and he grinned.
Man, the boards look amazing. I can't believe those are the same ones we unloaded weeks ago. I didn't think you could plane them down enough to remove those years of grit and paint.
Powers shook hands with Mac, then Geno. Still nodding in wonder over the boards, he ran a slow hand over the surface of the top one. Technically, Powers was the general contractor on this project. In reality, the two men had struck up a business partnership that suited them both, and Geno filled the de facto project manager role. Powers had enough projects around the region to keep him busy as boss of Ashland Construction, but Geno knew the man loved nothing more than pulling on gloves and getting into the work himself.
Which is exactly what he did, pulling well-worn leather from his back pocket and slapping the gloves against his thigh before frowning at the stack of completed wood. When he glanced at Mac and Geno, both with their gloves off, he shoved his back into his pocket with more than a little disappointment on his face.
Are you done already? Damn. I hoped to get here earlier and handle the woodwork with you. I don't get to see much blue pine these days.
Relax, Powers.
Geno smiled at the obvious regret in his friend's expression. There's plenty more. I still have to do the build-in cabinets and open shelves Mac wants in the library. And I'm saving the mantelpieces for you. You'll have plenty of opportunities to caress it as much as you want.
Mac added, I thought you were a little nuts when you suggested we find reclaimed lumber to replace the rotted wood. And going hundreds of miles away for it? Ridiculous. But I have to admit, it was worth every minute of negotiating and every penny it cost. This will make the house shine. If it doesn't, I'll eat my Oscars.
Geno joined in the resulting laughter. How much his life had changed. In his first year in northern California, he'd moved around a lot, living in his trailer and often parked on a job site where he worked. A trip to Flynn's Crossing for a restaurant project had him staying longer than the work required. There was something about the rural setting and history of its buildings that made him linger here. The locals were laid back, at least the ones who weren't as intense as a pneumatic punch. That suited him fine. His reputation as a fine craftsman grew, and he had as much work as he was willing to take on.
And this. Here, he had friends.
The fact that Agnes lived in the area too, well, that was a nice coincidence. He'd heard through the old neighborhood grapevine where she settled down. It wasn't as if he'd followed her, of course. He assured himself of this when the thought of her came up, which didn't happen all that frequently.
Okay, it happened every day at least three times, or maybe it was more like five.
What do you think of that, Geno?
He realized he'd taken a mental break from the conversation, which was embarrassing, since he now had no clue what Powers had asked him.
Mac and Powers watched him, each shifting on their feet as if getting comfortable for a long pause. Geno stalled, a trait he'd learned in childhood. He could stay quiet for a long time. But when Powers didn't add anything to give him an idea about what he needed, Geno realized this time, he'd need to rewind.
I'm not sure, Powers. Why don't you run through it for me again so I can consider it?
Powers pulled his eyebrows together close enough to create a single dark line and shot him a curious look. He sighed and said, I know it's a lot to ask of you. But I can't take on the project unless you manage it. I'm full up, and Tess will send me to the spirit world herself if I work more nights or weekends. You'll make your usual rate for the carpentry, and I'll add on to that for the project management aspect. It's a great block of structures, and the merchants are excited to get started. After I did the infill project on Main Street, I get requests from owners of the other buildings on a regular basis. Most of the projects are small and I have no problem fitting them in, but this will be bigger. We'll have to work around the stores, keeping them open for business while we do the renovation. It's right up your alley, Geno. Restoring those old buildings to their former glory while modernizing their functionality is something you're great at. What do you say?
Did Powers say Main Street? How hard would it be to be working there every day, within touching distance of Agnes? If he ran into her casually, what would he say?
Hey Agnes, it's been a long time. Good to see you again. Maybe we could get together for coffee some time and catch up.
And she'd buy that about as quickly as she'd thrown coffee in his face all those years ago.
Chapter 2
Space limited her at every turn. She couldn't add another station. Every service position was busy. There was always risk in growth, but her business volume supported it. She'd run the numbers, and she knew she could pull it off.
The man on the phone added a cajoling tone to his words. Bliss, I know you want to lease that space now, but I have to wait until I hear back from the contractor on the remodel. I have no idea how long it will take, or even if your plans can be incorporated into the final layout. It's been so abused over the years that it needs a master's touch. Wouldn't you want it to look great for your spa?
Yeah, Agnes Amendola did. She continued to scowl at the offending wall blocking her from her expansion as she pressed the phone to her ear. She appreciated that her landlord wanted to return the building to its former glory. But that didn't make the waiting any easier. Everywhere she turned, it seemed, she had to be patient. It wasn't her best trait.
Demanding wouldn't make things happen any faster, and she said she understood before wishing the man a nice evening. Walking through her shop, she clicked off lights and music before darkening the open sign. The street's glow slid through the slats of the blinds, and she stood still for a second, in the same place she had that morning a few days ago. She thought she saw a ghost that day, but when she looked back, it was just a man in a ball cap facing away from her and talking on his phone. If he was tall and slender and reminded her of someone specific, she pushed away the memory. Wherever he was today, he didn't deserve the energy it took to remember him. But she'd been thinking about him more and more recently.
She couldn't be that lonely, could she?
Stalling as she straightened hair products on the shelves gave her time to think. Her daughter needed to be picked up from the sitter. Dinner would follow homework. It amazed her how much a nine-year-old needed to do each night. Even a child as bright as hers needed coaching.
It was more than motherly pride. Her daughter had a gifted mind, a ravenous curiosity about the world, and a determination to accomplish things that almost rivaled her own. She'd chosen the girl's name by herself, despite the urging of her family to name the child after her mother. She couldn't do that. This child was blessed, no matter what her mother said.
My name means wisdom, if you recall. Sophia is a fine Italian name. Your child will need wisdom to make her way in the world, with her challenges. It is a curse against you, you know. God ruled on your sins and the fates on your indiscretions, and your child is marked as a result. Agnes, it is your penance in this lifetime. What God decides for you in the next world is up to him.
Her mother had crossed herself three times with this pronouncement, spat on the hospital room floor, and left the maternity ward without a word of warmth for her only daughter and her new granddaughter.
It was the last time Agnes spoke with her mother, if she could call those post-partum tears and pleadings a discussion. Yes, they lived under the same roof for all of seven months longer, until Agnes couldn't take the silence and the snubs. Most Italian grandmothers would smother their heirs with attention, so much so that parents needed to call a time out, for the grandparents, that is. But not in her case. When she moved out with her baby into a one room flat, she worked as many hours as she could and relied on her savings to fill the gaps.
Leonora's father was no help. Over the years, she'd come to terms with the knowledge that he had to grow up. Someday, he'd be ready to settle down. In that someday, she and Leonora would be ready for the joyous reunion. Her intense feelings for him were never far from her mind, even if years had passed. Maybe that's why ghosts with reminders appeared outside her window.
Glancing at the clock, she noted how much time had passed while she lived in the past. She was running very late. If she didn't pick up Leonora as promised, her sitter would need to delay dinner for her own kids. It wasn't always a fair arrangement, but it was the best she could afford now. Leonora, her little light in the darkness, needed a place to go after school. Bringing her to the shop hadn't been a good alternative. People talked. Some women stared. Others tried to be overly understanding. None of those options made for a blissful spa experience.
Bliss Day Spa, her crowning business achievement to date. Three years of renting space from others taught her she wanted to run her own place. When a salon in a rural foothills town outside Sacramento came up for sale, she made an offer before she could talk herself out of it. One business loan later, she'd updated the equipment and surroundings, staffed the place, and had as much work as she wanted. Leonora entered first grade, and life settled into a frantic but happy pace.
Bliss wondered if her mother would recognize the woman her daughter had become. Working hard and building a stable life for her child had changed her, and with the change, she'd changed her name too. She associated Agnes with fear and dependency. Bliss was a woman who provided