Laws of Migration
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Birds, especially the ibis, have always fascinated Elize--that's why she became an ornithologist. But when her boss at the private Texas coastal institute where she's spent her career gives away her expected promotion, Elize flees to Morocco to lick her wounds and write a research paper that will prove her worth and secure her professional future.
Morocco, with its impressive migration season, exotic flavors, and unwritten rules, is altogether foreign, even if many of the birds are familiar. After a brush with danger, Elize finds herself in Marrakesh, dependent on Erik, a sexy, mysterious stranger who makes her feel alive while opening her eyes to a new, intriguing world. After encountering her ornithology colleagues, who remind Elize of every bad professional choice and missed opportunity, she vows to find the Northern Bald Ibis--an endangered bird few have seen--and impress everyone.
She and Erik journey from coastal paradise to remote desert mountains in search of the birds. Through misadventure, Elize is forced to trust an unknown culture, and through tragedy, she realizes that love and forgiveness are attainable. But first she must surrender her past and its pain to embrace her future and fly free.
Suzanne Frank
J. Suzanne Frank is the author of numerous books, including Laws of Migration.
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Do you believe in Fate, Reincarnation, Karma?? Even if you don't, this book will make you ponder if it possible for these believes to exist.
This is the story of Elize and Erik. Elize's life revolves around her study of waterland birds, nothing else. No spoilers here! Reading the story you will discover how Elize overcomes her limitations and opens up to llfe.
Word of caution: I almost stopped reading this book because the first 30% of the book gets into the birds and details about the different species a little too deep for me. If you work through this, you will then get the true story and will not be able to put this book down. There is a lot of symbolism attached to the birds, etc. that interweave with our characters, so all not lost with the detailed descriptions. Just not for me. Beyond that, I loved the love story and would enthusiastically recommend this book!
Oh! By the way, I have fallen in love with Erik! I live in Chicago ... I wonder if I might run into him here? - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Shocked, devastated and angry that she has been passed over for a promotion in a job she loves, Elize, an ornithologist, leaves the bird-filled Texas coast of the Gulf Mexico for a trip to Morocco that she hopes will reestablish her professional worth. The Moroccan coast is a hub for birds migrating to Africa from Europe and Asia and is popular with professional birders, but since this trip will now be on her own dime Elize’s journey there is more circuitous than that of her colleagues. On the way she serendipitously meets an enigmatic but unforgettable guy, which precipitates the notion that maybe she should take a side trip to the mountains to see the rare bald headed ibis since ibises have long been both her speciality and favorite bird. Full of exotic locations and bird lore this is a perfect vacation book. Eliza’s soul searching makes it more substantial than a beach read, but it’s a transporting book suitable for actual or virtual/armchair travel.
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Laws of Migration - Suzanne Frank
Prologue
Somewhere in the Gulf of Mexico yet another tropical storm brewed, undecided which path it would spin its destruction. But on this Friday the thirteenth, in the Texas coastal town of Port Rockton, the sky was clear and the waves gentle.
Three women sat dockside at a waterfront café, lunching under a September sun.
The tall blonde, Elize, was deeply tanned and fit. The lines around her eyes hinted she’d spent her life watching, staring, waiting, and squinting while doing it.
She wore a dark, fitted suit, but had shucked the jacket the moment they stepped outside, revealing that her businesslike blouse was, in fact, a halter top. Moving with an athlete’s grace, she slipped off her shoes the moment she sat down.
She ordered without opening the menu or looking at the waiter, her bare hand resting on expensive binoculars — bins — her Oakley-shielded gaze scanning the nearby trees.
Her pedicure was zebra-striped.
A punk fantasy of a pre-Raphaelite Madonna, tall and big-boned with opalescent white skin and a web of red-gold curls — Zephyr — sat down next to the blonde. A skull medallion hung from a black velvet ribbon around her neck. Red ruffles cascaded down the front of her denim skirt, and a hint of tulle brushed the tattoo climbing up the back of her leg. She carried two bags: a utilitarian Gore-Tex rucksack with Eastern, Western, and Caribbean field guides and two pairs of binoculars in it; and a 1960s doctor’s bag stuffed with the latest phone, SPF 100 sunscreen, and Chanel red lipstick.
She flipped through the menu before ordering, and smiled at the waiter, all the while exchanging waves with many of the other patrons.
The third woman — Frankie — was the youngest, and conventionally, the prettiest. Her suit was delicate, expensive, and tailored; her shoes and bag were the latest style, even if the spindly heels were incongruous with the dirt trails and stony paths she frequented. Her bag couldn’t fit even one pair of binoculars.
She had perfect teeth, perfect skin, and a perfect nose. Where the others were tall, with muscles that moved just beneath their skin, she was petite and curvy, boasting the hip-to-waist ratio statistically guaranteed to drive men mad — a number that she both knew and worked hard to maintain.
She contemplated the menu, queried the waiter, pondered some more, and finally ordered soup with a tinge of regret in an accent that came from the around the Great Lakes.
The redhead raised her glass of tea in a proposed toast, and the other two joined her. To today’s life-changing potential,
she said, her accent vacillating between deep southern drawl and Brooklyn growl, the accent of native New Orleans.
The three clinked glasses.
This is the scene you would look down on if you were watching from a bird’s-eye view.
As a bird you would know that who they were, where they worked, what they did, was all about you. They counted your movements, they protected your habitats, they observed your birth, life, and death, and then recorded it.
All three were ornithologists.
All three were single.
All three had expectations, ambitions, and wounded hearts.
And this was their last moment of peace. Storms were coming.
Elize
The Surprise
"So what is your kidnapping talent?" Zephyr asked, twisting her hair up and away. I counted silently as it uncoiled, Ten, nine, eight … She’s been my assistant for years and I’ve never seen her hair hold.
It sprang free.
I didn’t know at lunch,
I said, waiting in the foyer, flipping through the Audubon magazine I’d read at least a dozen times, and I don’t know now.
Why was she keeping on about this? Where was her adult ADD when I needed it? I resisted the urge to look at my watch. Instead, I counted: five b’s in the title of the article, three c’s. I already knew there were nine windowpanes, and fourteen ceiling tiles. I’d sat in this room many times before.
The board would buzz me in when they were ready.
This interview was just a formality. I was the natural for the job. I’d been here the longest. I was a native Texan, and had gone to school locally. I knew these birds. I’d managed this place when it was just some windows, some pathways, and a bird-loving old man.
Director of the Woodrow Wilkerson Institute for the Study of Ornithology. I saw the words in my mind — noticing all the o’s — seven. Actually, I saw them embossed on a door in a lovely gilt script. But I was careful to keep my expression blank. Never let them know what you want. Then they can take it away. Pop’s voice was never too far from my mind.
I glanced up at Zephyr, seated at her desk opposite. Be useful,
I teased. Check your Magic Eight Ball.
To see if you’re going to be kidnapped?
I sighed and tossed the magazine on the coffee table. I’m going to Morocco to see migration season. Birds, not people. Not the Moroccans and certainly not the, the carpet people you talked about earlier.
Berbers are not carpet people,
she said, picking up the black plastic ball she had more faith in than she did insurance agencies. Berbers are one of the tribes. They’re incredibly hospitable, but have a rigid social structure. If you take one cup, then you have to take three cups of tea with them.
She looked at me over the edge of her rhinestone-rimmed glasses. Elize, you really should read about the place and the people. It’s a whole other, wonderful, fascinating, world of —
I’m not going to see tribes. I’m going to see —
Doctor San Diego,
she muttered beneath her breath.
Just shake the damn ball,
I said with a chuckle, and picked up the magazine again. Ask it how the interview will go. Not about kidnapping.
I tried to ignore the image of the tall, blond, and essentially perfect Dr. Sam Donaldson, AKA Dr. San Diego, from my mind. He smiled and waved before vanishing.
Will Elize get what she wants?
Zephyr asked, then shook the ball.
The buzzer on the intercom went off. My hands suddenly seemed sticky. My skirt looked wrinkled. I’d waited so long for this moment, and now I felt unprepared.
Zephyr stared at the ball, then looked over at me with wide eyes. You’re on.
I stood, smoothed my skirt, straightened my jacket, and strode forward. This was it: a decade and a half of working and sweating and waiting, about to pay off. The opportunities I’d bypassed, the deadlines I’d let fade, all in favor of staying here, of waiting for my chance, my reward.
It had arrived, at last. I was going to be director, at forty.
My heels sank in the plush carpet and I missed my Birkenstocks. I opened the doors and stepped inside the Library.
No, really, it was a capitalized L.
Three men with bad suits, bad hair, bad bodies, sat behind a carved table, before the ceiling-to-floor ornithological library that I’d helped catalog. My chair, a fold-up no less, faced them. Adversarial positioning at its finest. These men were all idiots, but, I acknowledged, they were the idiots in charge.
For the moment.
We went through the motions of greeting, with its competitive handshaking and teeth baring, and only then was I invited to sit down.
They didn’t even mention the one detail in this process that worried me. Instead they praised my accomplishments, they applauded my dedication. Then, as if in the hush of a secret, they apprised me of the new situation: was I aware the Institute had just received new funding?
I nodded. Who did they think had written the grant proposal?
Well, they continued, since I was obviously aware that the new funding allowed for a position of full-time director, was I also aware that the Institute would be open full-time to the public? Much of the director’s responsibility would be dealing with the public and educating them about our avian friends.
Mrs. Darnells, I thought with a grimace, that species of birder who never passed the beginning stage. They couldn’t remember a detail for five minutes or understand how to look at a bird. Age, gender, and nationality didn’t matter; they were a slow menace. The Institute would host hundreds of Mrs. Darnells. Thousands, even. That was the plan.
But I smiled. Delegating is the key to good leadership, right? The job of carting around a bunch of birding newbies and Mrs. Darnells would be delegated, and fast. Once she learned her birds, Frankie would be great at dealing with them. I’d hired her because, despite her Easter-egg-colored wardrobe, I had faith in her ability to be a useful staff member. I had faith she’d do all of the stuff I hated, like dealing with people.
So far, so good. She’d gone to the dinners, been on local radio, started the Internet stuff, left me time to research and watch the birds, which was what the Institute — what Mr. Woodrow Wilkerson
— had been about.
The Woodrow Wilkerson Institute, the Dubya, was a rarity on so many fronts. First, for our habitats. Because we were an island, we had shore birds: pelicans, seagulls, terns, plovers … the list was enormous. Because we had marsh, too, we got herons and cranes, gallinules and egrets. As a barrier island, we were the first landing spot for a lot of migrants, which made spring and fall a joy of surprises like brightly colored buntings and warblers. We also had a palm forest and a freshwater creek, and were the place in the U.S. where the White-faced and Glossy Ibises crossed habitat.
The ibises — my area of expertise and my great love, which Mr. Woodrow had shared. I smiled at the memory.
Which is one of the reasons why —
Wilkerson Jr., Mr. Woodrow’s rich playboy son, said.
Here it comes, I thought. Finally! Finally! I bit the inside of my cheek to restrain my welcoming smile.
— we’re offering you the position of assistant director.
I started to smile, but my face froze.
Junior was still talking. His mouth was moving, but I didn’t hear anything.
Assistant?
I said. Croaked. Surely … surely I hadn’t heard correctly? Fifteen years in this place, and I was offered assistant? I’d been Mr. Woodrow’s right hand. No. Not right. Impossible.
He swallowed, and I watched his Adam’s apple moving above his shirt collar. We feel that Doctor Stein —
Doctor Stein? Frankie, that Doctor Stein?
No wonder she hated her mother.
She has a wonderful way with the public,
one of them said.
Yeah,
I said, using my most modulated, reasonable tone, but she’s fresh out of school, and —
"She received her PhD," Wilkerson said, simpering.
Dammit, they had taken that into consideration. I had two master’s degrees in the field of biology. Shouldn’t that equal a doctorate? I exploded to my feet. She’s twenty-five, she’s from Michigan and she … she’s a taxonomist! The only birds she knows are dead ones!
Wilkerson was standing now, too.
Assistant director? Under her? Subservient to my hire?
I had to get away. The door slammed behind me, and my heels punched holes in the pile as I walked down the hall.
No!
Zephyr, already standing at her desk, called after me. Elize, wait!
What, your Magic Eight Ball didn’t clue you in that I was getting the shaft?
I shouted. I spun around and we stood almost nose to nose. My sense of betrayal choked me as I realized she’d been waiting. You knew? You had to know! You little …
I turned my back on her and threw open Frankie’s door.
The flowers were the first thing I saw. An enormous bouquet, with Congratulations
sticking out of it in some nonrecyclable plastic. The bouquet was all my favorite flowers: hydrangeas and iris and eucalyptus. Did this girl have nothing of her own?
Frankie jumped to her feet, fortressed behind her desk. Scared.
Good.
Times like this, it helped to have a reputation for a temper.
I hired you,
I said, almost too angry, too hurt, to look into her big blue eyes. They were wide, still playing the innocent. I picked you out of all the applicants because you were female, and I was supporting the limited sisterhood available in this field. And you do this?
Elize, I … I didn’t know.
She moved her hands in protest, but still graceful, still … acting.
I glanced at the bouquet. You expect me to believe that when you have proof that you did in fact know, sitting on your desk! How stupid do you think I am?
My voice sounded loud. Was this the reason for the short skirts and heels, even when walking through the habitat?
My gaze moved beyond her for a moment, out into the sky and the sea where autumn sunlight washed everything clean.
The gilt, scripted word Director
was erased from the door of the office in my mind, and Assistant
was scrawled in its place. By a four-year-old. With chalk.
I’d lost. All the waiting, for nothing. Nothing to show for it. Forty years old, and fucked over. The phone call this morning was just another bridge forever burned to me, another door slammed shut, and now this? I felt Zephyr holding on to my arm as Frankie talked.
Outside, behind the little betrayer, a line of brown pelicans swooped down over the palms, flying toward the shore. As always, the introduction to Wagner’s Ride of the Valkyries swelled in my mind as the birds dropped, one by one in a line, low over today’s bright blue water. I interrupted Frankie. You know what you are?
I said, sick of her words, her posturing, her protesting.
What?
A thieving, deceiving, manipulative misogynist,
I said. In heels!
It wasn’t enough. You’re nothing but a blue jay!
Not the best fit with misogynist, but God, how embarrassing this was.
Never let them see they got you. Never back down.
I’d been beat out by a pastel-suited socialite who probably couldn’t identify a Laughing Gull if it still had a heartbeat and guts. I had to get out of here.
Once in my own office, I saw the white ibises eating. The creek they preferred ran right by my window. A few egrets and herons had joined them, and they were all pleasantly occupied, searching for lunch. I laid my forehead against the glass. My skin was burning hot and my lunch of fish tacos simmered in my stomach, seasoned with the bile of anger and humiliation.
How was I going to face this down? Port Rockton was a small, incestuous town. Everyone would know, everyone would comment. No matter where I went, they would be talking about me. Feeling sorry for me. Laughing at me.
And then, when the news about … him … got out, when some enterprising reporter connected the pieces, the name, the estranged daughter … that gossip would be worse than anything they could say about losing the directorship. It would also probably be true.
In a quick glance I counted the pieces of posterboard on my wall: seven.
The number of o’s on the pages of the tabloid about an international artist’s surprising death: seventeen. Three chairs in the office. Four windowpanes. Nine shelves, each holding twenty-two books. Six books on my desk. Four pairs of shoes in my desk drawer — though counting what I couldn’t see was cheating.
I leaned against the window, looking at the birds again.
Fly away.
Leave early.
It was the answer. To all the problems. Hell, even Mama was finally getting out of the country before the reporters descended. Taking one of her Lutheran ladies’ group friends and flying the coop on a trip she’d always dreamed of, but had never taken. I could do the same.
I had the vacation days. I could drive out of here right now and not have to deal with anything until after my Morocco trip. A whole three weeks.
Then, if I still wasn’t ready to come back, I could take another week or two of vacation. Because the needs of the Institute came first, I hadn’t taken vacation. For years. I’d waited, knowing that my time would come and my persistence would pay off. Mr. Woodrow had picked me, straight out of school. I was his choice. It would all pay off.
Yeah, well, no good deed goes unpunished. This was loyalty for you. I looked down to see a magazine cover of an icy-eyed man in artist-black crumpled in my fist. I dropped it in the trash, trying not to look.
My brain felt like a fishing lure was lodged inside, with an insistent pro on the other end, tugging.
I grabbed a bag and threw things in: stuff for the trip, stuff I might need just in case: field guides, my kit of sunscreen/lip balm/bug spray.
Elize?
Zephyr cracked open my door. Doctor San Diego on line one.
I nodded without turning around, and waited until she closed the door. Smoothing my skirt, I sat down in my chair and watched the flashing red light. I’d rather be dead than admit what had just happened.
Dead. I shook my head, dislodging the thought.
Six f’s on the second page of a different celebrity rag.
I pressed the button, pleased to see my finger was steady. Sam,
I said. My voice even sounded normal.
How is the Birdiest City?
he asked, his tone chagrined. Nearby Corpus Christi had just swiped the national title back from San Diego. The honor of Birdiest City
bounced between them, and was a reliable conversation starter among birders. A certified polarization point.
Of course, Sam and I were more than birders. We were professionals.
Assistant. After fifteen years. The fisherman tugged harder, drawing a headache toward my ear with a whine.
Are you ready?
Sam asked. Coming from Sam, it could mean several things.
Born ready,
I said. Any breathiness in my voice was intentional. Sam and I were more than colleagues. Morocco would be a steamy conclusion to what had begun in Miami three years ago.
He waited a beat. Well, I’ve got the last little bit of ticket info. We’re meeting in New York, right?
Did I tempt Fate and agree, with the ways things had gone today? Zephyr might love Friday the 13th, but now I hated it. I’d certainly remember it as one of the worst days in my life.
"You are going to show, aren’t you? he asked.
Stay?"
My last attempt to get away for a birding trip had ended disastrously with the beginning of the end for Pop. But this time Mama was on a cruise. Safe. We were rats, all leaving the sinking ship.
H.M.S. Fischer had gone down alone.
Yeah, and H.M.S. Elize was sinking, too.
If Sam knew I’d lost the position of director, which everyone had assumed I’d get, he’d think I was a loser. Know I was a loser.
My stomach fell: I was a loser. As quickly as gossip flew around our small professional community, the news was probably already posted. Why make out, or do anything else, with someone who was incompetent enough to be demoted below a taxonomist who specialized in DNA and blood types? For an institution that dealt with live birds!
Of course,
I said. A thought occurred to me. I was thinking about going a few days earlier. Get a chance to catch up on my jet lag before getting to Morocco.
I’d never been to Europe. I’d always waited for an invitation, waited for an escort. But I couldn’t stay here now. Maybe spend two extra days in Paris?
Since I wasn’t getting the job, I wouldn’t be getting the pay raise that went with the new job. I’d hoped for that money. I’d counted on it.
I was apparently not going to inherit anything, either.
Paris, hmm?
Sam said, his voice taking on an edge that reminded me that Paris was allegedly for lovers. Sounds very appealing.
A cough. I turned to see Zephyr standing in my doorway. I couldn’t say she was ashen — she’s the whitest thing I’ve seen this side of an egret — but something was up. Oh. Frankie stood behind her. I spoke quickly into the phone. Sam, we’ll talk later.
I hung up.
They waited on the threshold. Yes? What do you and the thieving blue jay, who steals other people’s jobs and runs them out of their nests, have to say?
Frankie stepped forward. Despite my comment, she wore a smile. The kind of smile customer service wears when they’re not going to help you. Elize,
Frankie said, I think I have some news that might change your plans.
You don’t appear to be struck by lightning,
I said, so I guess not.
It’s about Morocco.
My glance dashed to Zephyr. Never let them see they got you. She looked sick. Yes?
I said, walking around to the front of my desk and leaning back on it, crossing my arms.
Frankie gestured, indicating helplessness, loss of control, or possibly doom. Since you didn’t make director, you don’t have the budget or the authority to travel under the auspices of the Wilkerson Institute.
I held very still, so that the pieces of my falling world wouldn’t stab me further as they crashed around me.
The Morocco trip,
Frankie pontificated, was chosen specifically for building networking relationships between this institute and various other similar organizations throughout the world.
The trip was for migration season,
I said through my teeth. "Observing birds, not networking with people. You might not recall, but the birds are what ornithology is about."
Well,
Frankie said, I won’t be going in your stead, so the ticket will be refunded to us, although the nonrefundable deposit will, I guess, be a wash.
Then she said, with a killing smile, We won’t make you reimburse us.
Frankie had been here for all of five months.
She came the day the witch moth showed up, a detail that Zephyr of signs-and-wonders had noticed. In Jamaica, where Zee had done her internship, the witch moth was associated with death and destruction. Witch moths only rarely invade Texas, and the Mexicans feel they are harbingers of evil. When it, and she, arrived on our island, I guess I should have paid more attention.
Frankie had been director
for less than fifteen minutes, yet already she was us
and I was alone. Waiting for nothing. No one waiting with me. Or for me. I swallowed hard.
Frankie’s suit had six buttons in the front, a double row of trim on each lapel. Each shoe had six dips in the design of one color atop another. Her Tiffany necklace had fourteen links on each side of the silver heart.
I didn’t move.
I know you wanted to take this trip, Elize. Perhaps another year?
She slipped out and Zephyr closed the door behind her.
I’m so sorry,
Zephyr said, stepping forward.
I warded her off. No directorship, no trip. No future? My mind reeled, and my limbs screamed for a run, for the stretch and the freedom of it. Out of here.
No family. No past that could be healed. No tomorrows.
I forced my arms to unbend, my body to lean forward and off the desk.
Maybe there’s another way,
Zephyr said. Though … it would be your money.
I glanced at her. Wilkerson Jr. and his cronies knew I wouldn’t stay on as an assistant director. This had all been deliberate, planned. Yes, a conspiracy theory against me was so much better than thinking I wasn’t capable as a twenty-five-year-old who had never even seen a Roseate Spoonbill, the resident bird of Port Rockton, before this past May.
I turned toward the ibises, watching their sewing-machine feeding motions as I blinked furiously. All other birds might lounge about and preen or sun, but ibises always worked. I loved ibises. I understood them.
No Morocco. No trip. No job. Which would mean no house, no beach, no … I would have to tell Mama I’d failed. I would have to endure her pity, her shame. With a demotion like this, what other job could I get in ornithology?
I turned back and sank into my desk chair. Zephyr’s skirt had five flounces. Her belt, low-slung, was made of nineteen interwoven strips of leather. Twelve feathers on one flip-flop, ten on the other. I wasn’t close enough to count the teeth in her skull choker, but I knew there were four. Not fair to count what you can’t see.
Zephyr’s rhinestones flashed at me as she looked up from her fancy phone. What if you didn’t fly from here to Houston to New York to Paris to Agadir, but took alternative passage?
Yeah? What alternative passage is there between Texas and Africa? Shall I dig a tunnel? Hire an air balloon? Kiteboard?
My stillness was overtaken by shaking, shaking that I had to hide. I leaned forward and interlaced my fingers. What I want to know is why everyone wants me gone. What have I done except embrace the Institute’s vision of growth? Why …
I trailed off and looked back out the window. The ibises now fed peaceably alongside the herons and egrets, and even a few spoonbills. A glossy ibis walked along the edge, dark iridescence in the sunlight.
I have an idea,
Zephyr said, but I need some time to check it out. I’ll bring it tomorrow.
Tomorrow. Saturday. The weather had promised to be perfect. I’d planned it as my last day in the water before I started on my way to Morocco. But I wasn’t going to Morocco.
The birds outside took wing, and though I couldn’t actually hear the wind through their feathers, I’d heard it so often that my imagination supplied the sound. Fly away, just fly away.
Elize?
Zephyr said. Breakfast? The Lodge? Hello?
To what end? I wanted to say. Yes it was something we did every week, but it would be spending money that I wasn’t going to have. I was effectively unemployed. How was I going to tell anyone? How was I going to live?
The reporters, when they did descend, were going to love this. Talk about fodder!
Why did this all have to happen now? A week ago I could have handled it. I swallowed. Typical selfishness of Fischer to think of no one else. Now I was unemployed — maybe not technically, maybe not yet — and broke.
How much money do you have?
I turned. Zephyr’s near-mind-reading skills always creeped me out. What did you say?
What resources do you have, if I can find you an alternate route to Morocco? Obviously, the Dubya isn’t going to help out.
Yeah, obviously. The Woodrow Wilkerson Institute, the Dubya. My home. My dream. I’d never cared about money. Here I had the birds and the outdoors, and enough cash to buy my kayaks and surfboards and Coronas and condo and weekly pedicure. But now money was important. I recalled my last bank statement — only one o in the bank’s name. A couple thousand,
I said, deliberately vague. $8,016.42.
Cash?
she asked.
I nodded.
Credit cards?
I have some, but I don’t use them.
Pop had always insisted I keep some open, in case of emergency.
She grinned, impish. Well, as impish as a six-foot-tall female surfer can be. Her eyes gleamed. You’ll get to Morocco. Maybe not comfortably or rested, but you’ll get there.
Something in the way Zephyr said it, almost brought me a breath of hope, of calm. Tomorrow, huh?
I asked.
Yes. Go for a run, go get a pedicure, forget about this, pack.
A feather tickled my spine. She was making me believe. Leaving would solve all of my problems, for a while. Everything would have died down by the time I returned. And if this isn’t an emergency, Crazy-Elize whispered in my head, what could one possibly be?
Zephyr twisted her skull medallion ring. How many weeks will you be gone?
she asked.
Three.
Suddenly the pages in the calendar in