Of Sea and Cloud
By Jon Keller
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Standing against them is Osmond Raymond--former Calvinist minister, mystic, captain of the Sanctity, and their father's business partner for more than twenty years. Together with his grandson and heir, Julius, Osmond is determined to push the Graves family out of their lobster pound, regardless of the cost or the consequences.
Praise for Of Sea and Cloud
"A gorgeously written exploration of faith and loyalty, love and dishonesty... I will never forget these characters, these waters, or the harrowing dramas unfolded upon and beneath them." --Anthony Doerr, author of All The Light We Cannot See
"Exquisitely well-written, relentlessly compelling, this story of fathers and sons and lovers, of love and greed and betrayal, elevates the desperate lives of lobstermen into Shakespearean tragedy. This novel set its hooks quickly, and held me rapt until the brutal, beautiful, end. Of Sea and Cloud is timeless drama of the highest order, both thrilling and wise, and Jon Keller is an extraordinary new voice in fiction." --Alan Heathcock, award-winning author of Volt
"...dark, poetic, and at turns terrifying. Set against the harsh Maine coast, it tells the story of a people inextricably connected to their land, and of what happens when that land is threatened. Ultimately, this is a novel about love in all its forms and failures." --Abi Maxwell, author of Lake People
"A bleak and beautiful story of a family of fog-shrouded lobstermen caught in the heavy vice of change, told in a voice that is part Dennis Lehane, part Melville, part Homer, and all Jon Keller. The book's dark mystic, Osmond Randolph, will haunt me for weeks to come." --Christian Kiefer, author of The Infinite Tides
"Of Sea and Cloud is a remarkable read, a first novel that captures a blood and breath drama that is both gripping and evocative." --Debra Magpie Earling, author of Perma Red
"With measured and powerful prose, Jon Keller writes a timeless story of manhood, loss, and the bonds of family." --Chris Offutt, author of No Heroes: A Memoir of Coming Home
"...a bone-chilling story of brotherhood, trust, and betrayal. It belongs in the canon of great American maritime novels alongside Hemingway and Melville." --Tyler McMahon, author of How the Mistakes Were Made and Kilometer 99
Jon Keller
JON KELLER is widely acknowledged as the most respected political analyst in New England. His reports are seen daily on WBZ-TV, Boston's CBS affiliate, where he also hosts a weekly political interview program and writes a daily weblog. His morning commentaries on WBZ radio reach over half a million commuters.
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5This is a bruising, macho tale of lobsterman in Maine trying to manage their survival, threatened with a glut of product and changing global demand. In this nameless fishing village, there's pretty much hardship, stubborn pride, and misery 24/7. The story begins with a non-accidental death and ends with the shattering of most of the lives built around the local lobster pound. The men are frustratingly violent and chest-bumping and chest-thumping, and the women are fairly invisible unless they die, threaten, or cheat. Not much fun here.
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Of Sea and Cloud - Jon Keller
Ebb tide and fog and three slashes with wooden oars. No land left only the fog and the oars like bones creaked in their locks. A single gull rode the skiff’s bow. The tidewater drained fast and the lobster fisherman named Nicolas Graves leaned his shoulder and spun his skiff and rowed stern-first together with the tide and he and the gull both squinted into the fog.
He told himself that his boat was moored here somewhere. He told himself that after a lifetime on the Atlantic he could not be lost in this one small cove. He shipped the oars and ducked his head. He lit a cigarette. Water dripped from the oar blades. His sweatshirt hood was beaded with moisture and his hands were cold and raw. Fog like frost spread atop his gray beard and condensed on his glasses and trickled from the lenses to the coin-sized patches of skin above his beard. From behind him the gull watched and Nicolas turned to the bird and released a lungful of smoke and said, You tell me.
He smoked and allowed the ebb tide to draw him toward the mouth of the cove and when he was finished smoking he dropped the butt into the water. The gull circled and landed. Nicolas took a plastic bag of crackers from his sweatshirt pocket and removed one. He turned fully around on the bench seat to face the gull and held out the cracker in his cracked palm. The gull batted its wings and craned its neck and hopped on one foot.
Come on, Nicolas said. You like them quite well.
The bird flapped its wings in place and jumped into the air and hovered overtop Nicolas for a split second. It landed again on the bow. Nicolas rested his knuckles on the wooden gunwale. He wiggled his fingers. The gull stepped hesitantly from the bow to the gunwale as if understanding this beckoning and it walked the rail and in a quick lunge it took the cracker and returned to the bow. Nicolas smiled to himself and turned in his seat and took up the oars. The gull disappeared into the fog then reappeared like an apparition that hovered six feet above the surface of the sea. A few more slashes with the oars and he saw that the gull was perched on the bow of his moored boat. Then the entire hull shape of the boat emerged like the body of a centaur beneath a gull head.
Nicolas rounded the boat and tied the skiff’s painter off to the pot hauler and climbed aboard and thought unremarkably that he’d done this same thing too many times. If he was to add up his hours aboard a lobster boat it would be nearing a quarter of a million and he did not want to think about it. More waking hours at sea than on dry land and he’d heard people say that life is short but he did not believe it to be so. The night previous he’d awoken from a dream with the conviction that death was a rock which he would one day grip and never release. Nicolas did not trust in anything he could not hold in his hands but even so he suspected his wife’s death to be somehow behind the dream. She’d been dead for over twenty years and she was the exception to his rule because although he had not held her in so long he still believed wholeheartedly in her presence.
Nicolas fired the engine and let the boat idle. It was a big block diesel with over 600 horsepower and it hummed and growled. He untied the skiff’s painter and pulled the skiff along as he walked the washrail around the wheelhouse and onto the bow. Both femurs ground like stone pestles in their sockets. He stooped and pulled the bridle over the bit and freed it from the chocks then tied off the skiff to the bridle and dropped the ropes into the ocean.
He flicked his two-way radio and GPS and radar on and he spun the boat 180 degrees. He piloted still deeper into the fog bank and he counted seconds out loud and veered north at sixty seconds and counted again and veered south at forty-five seconds and south again after seventy more. The seafloor was charted like music in his mind with the boat’s movements like steps and he knew each ledge and each rock and he avoided all of them.
Soon he spilled out of the cove and into the gulf. He throttled up and watched his compass and he headed southwest between Two Penny and Ram’s Head. He could not see either island through the fog but he watched his instruments and he watched the water. The ebb tide ran hard and stood in curling waves for both the pinching of the islands and the coming of the seas. He steered south around a series of half-tide ledges and watched a flock of purple sandpipers swarm in singular flight with white undersides flashing from rock to rock.
Nicolas glanced at his radar and the islands passed on the monitor. Also on the monitor was another boat which steamed toward him. He paused. It was December and the bulk of the traps were stacked on shore. A handful of lobstermen still fished but they fished their deep-water grounds 35 miles offshore so they left long before daylight. Nicolas himself left late and fished unhurried but he was old and he was a rarity. The dragging season was open for urchins and Nicolas knew there were draggers around but this boat came too fast for a dragger. He watched the scrolling numbers on his GPS. The boat came out of the east. To the south spread open ocean and to the north lay the mouth of a broad sound and further north rolled a river into that sound.
The dots on the radar closed. Nicolas throttled down and lit a cigarette and held it bitten in his front teeth. He stuffed his cold fingers into his armpits. The boat was a quarter mile off. He went to the stern and gazed into the fog. He heard an engine echo across the water and it grew louder and louder and the noise surrounded him and made him feel that he would soon be run over so he charged to the wheelhouse and spun the wheel and rammed the throttle. He faced his boat toward whatever danger came.
He tried to listen as if his ears would do what his eyes could not. He thought quickly of calling on his two-way radio but then suddenly there the boat was just a bow with spray flying and a radar spinning and a circular windshield wiper rotating around Osmond Randolph’s face with its black mustache and long black hair. The diesel engine howled and threw smoke black and thick into the air.
The boat circled Nicolas’s boat Cinderella once and once again and the sea itself rose and surged with the boat’s wake. Osmond backed his boat Sanctity up so the boats aligned stern to stern. Both sterns were open to the sea so that a man could step easily from one boat to the other. The two men faced each other. Osmond Randolph wore a black oilskin barvel that wrapped his body like a dress. Nicolas had once teased that he looked like a warlock but Osmond was not one to be teased. He stood six and a half feet tall and his entire body was tight and strung hard as rope and right now he tucked his greasy hair behind his ears.
Nicolas, he said.
Osmond.
Decisions regarding the pound are made by the two of us, not by you and you alone.
Nicolas faced the fog. His boat had an underwater exhaust piped out the stern. The exhaust bubbled and belched with the rise and fall of the sea. He had nothing left to say to Osmond Randolph.
Nicolas, Osmond said. I have invested time and energy into negotiations, and only the Lord knows why you have undermined that. I do not understand. We do not want to jeopardize this lifetime. Explain yourself, Nicolas.
Nicolas took his glasses off and worked a section of his shirttail from beneath his belt and wiped the lenses dry. He put them back on. He watched the water begin to shift and roil and spread between the sterns. Osmond watched too then stormed the length of his boat and slid Sanctity into reverse and came alongside Nicolas. He dropped two red fenders over his gunwale and tied a line fast between the boats so they were rafted side to side then stepped aboard the Cinderella. He stood in front of Nicolas and when Nicolas looked from the fog to the man he saw Osmond’s throat with its skin like a turkey neck and he smelled that skin like something reptilian.
Explain yourself, Nicolas. Here and now. I have a family and my family will have a future. Explain what you’ve done. I cannot change things unless you tell me your reasoning.
Nicolas said nothing. He felt a line of blood leak into his heart as if into a bilge. His heart flexed and his temples throbbed and he wondered if he should be scared but instead he thought of his dead wife. Her name was Jennifer. Jennifer Regan when he’d met her. Next he thought of his son Bill followed by his other son Joshua who he’d not spoken to for so long. But he did not think about the man who stood before him.
Piss off, Nicolas finally muttered.
You have pushed, Nicolas, and I do not recommend you continue to do so.
Osmond stepped forward so their chests nearly touched.
Back up, Nicolas said. His voice was calm. He stepped back and sat on the washrail with his back to the sea. Water sloshed between the hulls and Nicolas’s exhaust bubbled and belched with the sea’s surges. From time to time the hulls together squeezed a wave and sent a waterspout into the air. A curtain of fog blew between the two men and Nicolas thought he must be very old to allow all of this and the thought was like threading the tail of a rope through a loop and that was it.
The hell with you, Osmond, Nicolas said. I got final say and you know that good and goddamned well. Now get your fucking boat off here before you stove both to shit.
Osmond held a palm out to the sea as if to still it. Nicolas, he said. I have been patient with you for twenty years and for twenty years we have operated as you’ve wished. We will not survive, not on this coast, not without evolving. That is a fact. I am over seventy years old, Nicolas, and what I do now I do for my grandchildren and for them alone. This is bigger than you and me.
Good, Osmond. Finest kind. Take care of them kids.
Listen to me, Osmond barked. Hear me.
Osmond took a step toward Nicolas and like a crow he loomed. Nicolas felt the hairs on his neck prickle. He stood and said, I won’t have it. How many times do I have to tell you that? I seen what will happen to the harbor. He dismissed Osmond with a wave and added, Get off my boat. I got traps to haul.
Osmond’s face was blank but he had coal in his eyes.
Nicolas took a mouthful of air and tried to rally the strength that used to exist but his words felt empty. This settles it. This horseshit right here. It’s been a long time coming.
Osmond’s body quaked. With the heels of his hands he wiped at his cheeks although no tears fell. Nicolas, he said. You must have faith. You must listen. Please.
Osmond’s voice was quiet and hurt and Nicolas had never heard anything like hurt from this man. It stopped him. He understood that he was the closest thing to a friend that Osmond had ever had but so too did he understand that to Osmond Randolph friendships were finite whereas bloodlines were not. His was no blood of this man’s. He felt bad for Osmond but his pity was scant and brief.
I’ve had enough, Nicolas said. All your happy horseshit. Enough. You’re done. You go piss a ring around someone else.
Osmond looked at his feet. The boats rolled with the sea.
Nicolas said, Get off my boat.
Osmond’s voice was a whisper—Please don’t—but before he finished and before he could pause or hesitate a charge inside of him dropped and he surged toward Nicolas. Nicolas met him and the two collided. Nicolas’s two bad hips ground bone to bone. His head reached only to Osmond’s chin and Osmond outweighed him half again. Osmond pushed him back until his thighs braced against the washrail and behind him Nicolas felt the stretch of cold empty sea. He swung once at Osmond’s face but Osmond caught the fist as if Nicolas were a child and squeezed with a crushing strength that shot pain like blood flow through Nicolas’s body. Then Osmond’s hand wrapped around Nicolas’s throat like a collar too tight. Nicolas saw sudden blackness. He could not breathe. He fought the grip and tried even to scream but could do nothing. He heard Osmond’s voice out there—You will help me, Nicolas—but Nicolas was conscious only by fury and the pain suddenly vanished so he braced his legs and gritted his teeth and launched himself into Osmond. Osmond was a wall that forced Nicolas backward until Nicolas’s feet slipped and his legs went out. The two stumbled but Osmond caught himself as Nicolas flipped into the sea.
That was it. The seawater was 48 degrees Fahrenheit. That crossed Nicolas’s mind but not for long because the tide ran like a river and sucked him fast from the rafted lobster boats. He watched Osmond grow smaller aboard his boat. Osmond fell to his knees with his head bowed and his body swayed in anguish and if Nicolas had been closer he would have seen the lips moving and perhaps heard the words of prayer which rose into the air. Then Osmond stood and without a last look at his friend he stepped back aboard his own boat. Nicolas saw black smoke shoot from Sanctity’s exhaust as the rafted boats together spun away.
Nicolas’s rubber boots and oilgear filled with water and his head dipped. He kicked and thrashed and tried to rip away his boots and jacket and pants but it was already too cold and he was already choking on too much saltwater. He surfaced. That quick and the boats were gone. Osmond was gone. Only seconds and fog surrounded Nicolas and water surrounded Nicolas and from somewhere in his mind came a voice swim but something stronger surfaced. It was a scene that for so long he’d held tucked away. Twenty years ago and he held a gaff at his side and watched from his boat as his son Joshua fought the sea. His older son Bill stood beside him and Bill cried and looked up at his father but did not say, Help him Dad. The boys’ mother had died only weeks before and she’d been the world to all three of them and Nicolas held the gaff and watched Joshua while anger tore him to shreds and he shouted at the drowning boy, Goddamned poison aboard here is what you are.
Now Nicolas was in the water himself and death was indeed a rock which he held in his hands. What had Joshua even done? He’d released a day’s catch of lobster. Thrown the lobsters overboard one by one every last one but truthfully that was nothing because what was everything was that Joshua would forever be a relentless reminder of the woman who’d died so Nicolas’s own hands had lifted his own son and thrown him into the sea and he’d yelled, My own flesh and blood. You want to throw things overboard? Then he’d reached the gaff out to Joshua but the boy would not touch it. Take it, Nicolas had said and he’d realized hatred in his voice and he’d realized that a part of him wanted his son to die right here and how could a father wish that? How could a father wish for the son to take the mother’s place in death?
Take the fucking thing, Nicolas now screamed frantic in the fog but there was nothing to take but the biting of the waves. His head dipped and his body thrashed and Joshua would not take the gaff and there was the older son Bill who was cast in his own image and Bill leaped into the water and swam screaming for his little brother. Nicolas spun the boat and saw the sea surrounding the boys and his wife was dead and buried somewhere on dry land and their two sons were now sinking into this wasteland. Bill who was eleven years old choked on saltwater and caught his younger brother in a weak headlock. Joshua was white and blue by then and already readying himself for a new world but his eyes were still fierce and intent on his father who had thrown him overboard and his father whose miserable depths the boy now understood more completely than Nicolas himself.
Nicolas himself drowning. Saltwater piled into his mouth and out his nose and stomach acid raced up his throat. Small waves piled overtop his head and pressed down like hands. His rubber boots and oilgear jerked him into the deep and Nicolas remembered Bill’s long ago scream shrill as a girl’s and that scream should have echoed throughout his life but such a thing could not be held. Only now that he was drowning did he realize how weak his own hands were. Twenty years ago with both sons overboard he’d spun his boat in a tight loop and plunged his arm and head and torso overboard and with one hand jerked both children into the boat but now he could not so much as tread water.
He grew colder by the second but he was actually surprised how long death took. Death was indeed a rock pulling him down and like life it took too long. Images he did not care to see splashed through his mind. He wished he could see his friend Virgil Alley because his apology was so overdue and it occurred to him how tragic it was that in a life too long lived a man can find no time to do what matters most. He wondered briefly if this was a taste of hell brought about by a life lived without confronting specific sins.
He did not wonder for what he was thrown into the sea. It was as if his mind understood perfectly that it occupied a man deserving of this death so when the cold penetrated and Nicolas felt the depths call him downward his thoughts rested solely on his son Joshua who all of the fishermen called Jonah. He needed to see the boy one last time. He needed to face his son and he needed to hold his son and whisper to his son because finally as he touched the end Nicolas understood that Jonah would live his life without knowing his father’s last truth.
The first drops of rain came. The brothers on the wharf stood and watched the drops fall into the fish blood stream. The flood tide fell to slack and all of the lobster boats and the five draggers swung on their hooks and the younger of the two brothers spat on the filthy oil-soaked wharf planks and said, Where’s Virgil gone to?
Christ if I know, Jonah. I wouldn’t give a damn anyway.
You wouldn’t give a damn? The hell not. What’re you gonna do?
You asking me that?
That’s what I’m doing.
That ain’t what you’re asking.
She ain’t what I’m talking about, Bill. I’m talking of the price of goddamned lobsters is what I’m talking.
The hell you are.
The two brothers turned at the grind of a new diesel and watched the black truck drive past the fog-worn bait house. The tires splashed through the fish blood. A series of gulls with their asses perched from the wind flew from the swayback roof. The rain came harder.
Here’s Virgil all dressed up. See what he says.
You know what he’ll say, Jonah. Same as you and same as me.
Virgil parked on the wharf and rolled the window down. His fingers crept like spiders onto the edge of the door and his face stuck out above his fingers. His cheeks hung like paper sacks. He wore a suit coat and a loosely knotted tie. What in clamfuck’s the price dropped to now, Jonah?
Two-fifty.
Two-fifty. Virgil turned his gaze to Bill. His head moved slowly. What’re you planning on doing, Captain?
Bill shifted on his feet and stood straight. I’m planning on fishing same as you and same as Jonah.
Captain Bill’s planning on fishing, Virgil muttered. He leaned back in his seat and looked at the water. He ran his windshield wipers. He had a small dog in the cab with him and the dog climbed onto his lap and licked at its own nose. Virgil said, You boys best get going before you get them fancy suit coats ate by this weather.
Jonah didn’t listen. He sat back on a stack of storm-beaten yellow traps and he pulled his collar up and looked out at the end of the harbor where the barren island called Ram’s Head rose as if to plug the harbor mouth. He felt a shiver run up his arms and into his shoulders and neck. He looked at the harbor where his father’s empty mooring ball leaned with the ebbing tide. Don’t look the same, he said.
Ain’t nothing the same ever, Virgil said.
Bill leaned against the fuel pump with his back to the water. The wind blew south against the tide and small whitecaps rolled and broke in the harbor. That’s so, he said and clenched his jaw in thought. But I got me some plans for the pound.
The Captain’s always got plans, Jonah said. That’s why he’s the Captain of this here coast of America. Me, I got plans too. I might just take myself clamming.
He might take his own self clamming.
Might.
Now that the old man’s dead and gone the Downcoast Highliner gives up fishing.
I just might.
That there, Virgil said, is why Nicolas had the good sense to die on us. The world ain’t much on spinning the right direction.
Jonah pinched a dead barnacle from the yellow trap wire and crushed it between his fingers and let the powder fall to the wharf plank. He reached through the trap head and pulled a dried starfish out and turned its brittle mass in his wet hands. Erma Lee spins any direction the Captain beckons, he said. Ain’t that so, Bill?
Virgil lifted his glass and sipped his drink. Ice clinked and left a smatter of brandy and milk on his mustache. His eyes landed like lead on Bill.
Bill looked at his own big wet hands. We’re done late now, he said. He lit a cigarette and shook his wet head and the drops of water beaded on his glasses. For a heartbeat his eyes connected with Virgil’s then broke away. Bill walked down the wharf and past the stinking rotting bait house and the rusted thousand-gallon fuel tanks and the clamshell bank.
Jonah heard the truck start and saw Bill drive up the dirt hill to the road.
Guess he’s off, Virgil said. You taking your rig up?
I aim to.
Good. I got the mutt here.
Jonah looked around and felt the cold rain on the backs of his hands and he told himself that it was only the chill that made him feel childish. You fishing in the morning, Virgil? he said.
Virgil put his truck in gear. Guess you don’t need to go talking dumbshit now, Jonah. Virgil ran his hand down the dog’s head and looked back to Jonah. You thinking we should take a day of rest for Nicolas?
I don’t know what I’m thinking. Just with the price gone and the old man gone, things ain’t right.
That’s right, Jonah. Things ain’t right. The only thing that is right is that you and me and the Captain are fishing in the morning, same as each man on this coast.
Virgil backed up and turned around the back of the bait house and drove up the hill. Jonah walked to the edge of the wharf and reached overhead to the winchhead gallows and stretched his arms and hung out over the tidewater. Seaweed rushed in the cold salt currents and wrapped around the barnacled hackmatack pilings. Mussel shells and crab shells and clamshells covered the rock bottom. Jonah hung down low and whispered, Guess you’re in there somewhere.
• • •
He drove slowly and bounced north up the peninsula through granite ledges and stunted and tangled maple and alder. The road climbed and rain spattered. At the summit of the hill he turned into the brown dead-grass field which held a dozen trucks and freshly made ruts. A few men stood by their trucks and smoked and drank. Jonah sat for a moment in the warm truck wishing everyone would go home and then got out and nodded to the men. He felt their eyes track him as he crossed the field.
He saw Virgil in his truck with the dog named Chowder in his lap and the wipers flicking. He continued to the pathway and stood alone with rain running down his neck. He lit a cigarette. Some of the women with their black umbrellas and black stockings and black heels covered in wet grass came over and hugged him and stood silent for a moment with their hands on his sleeve and their eyes on his. Then they moved on.
Erma Lee rushed to him and wrapped her skinny arms around his waist and set her head to his chest. He felt her sob and when she looked up at him her chin was red and wrinkled and soft. Tears ran along her nose. I’m so sorry, Jonah, she said.
Fine, Erma Lee. Thanks.
Is Bill okay, Jonah? He don’t speak often of his feelings.
He’s good.
Oh the Lord, she said.
Oh the Lord, Jonah repeated but he was watching Virgil’s wife Celeste and their daughter Charlotte. Celeste smiled at Jonah. The two women waited for Erma Lee to release him and when she was gone Celeste hugged him for a long time. Her hair was gray and her skin was warm. He saw Charlotte over Celeste’s shoulder. She watched him but he closed his eyes. Celeste’s touch was like climbing under a blanket and he pinched his tears away as Celeste stepped back.
Charlotte slid her arms around him. She was taller and thinner than her mother but smelled the same like salt and sage and he held her tight until she pulled away.
I’m sorry he won’t get out of the truck, Jonah, Celeste said. She nodded toward Virgil.
Jonah smiled and shook his head. I’d think he’d be crawling into that grave himself if he come in here.
Your father would have wanted Osmond to minister this, Celeste said. She reached out and squeezed Jonah’s forearm.
I know it. But ministering or not ministering, I ain’t got to like him any more’n Virgil does.
He gives me the chills, Charlotte said then looked around as if the man named Osmond Randolph had snuck up behind her.
Come to the house afterward, Jonah, Celeste said. I don’t want you going home alone. We have lobster and crab and mincemeat pies and all sorts of things, and there’s the extra bedroom if you want.
Charlotte stuck the tip of her tongue out. A bead of water slid down the line of black hair that had fallen from beneath her hood. She raised her eyebrows at him and her eyes were red and somber and Jonah felt them in the pit of his stomach. Celeste grabbed Jonah’s arm and the three of them followed the short pathway to the cemetery where Osmond Randolph stood guarding the wrought iron gate. He nodded to Jonah but did not speak. His black hair hung over his shoulders and his black robe clung to his chest and clung to his arms in the ripping wind. His two granddaughters stood at his side.
Once through the gates Celeste leaned close to Jonah and whispered, Charlotte made clam fritters. I’ll be damned if she wasn’t up early digging clams in the rain. You’ll like them, Jonah. Please come over.
Jonah nodded. He noticed Bill making his way around the parked vehicles with a gang of fishermen following him. Bill smoked a cigarette and flicked the butt away and let the smoke ease from his nostrils and the other fishermen took that as a signal and tossed their own cigarettes into the grass. Bill nodded to Osmond and stopped next to Jonah and all of the fishermen found their wives or girlfriends and stood silent and awkward beside them. When the two dozen or more people were in the cemetery Osmond pulled the gate closed.
Strange being orphans, Jonah whispered to Bill.
Bill didn’t move and after a pause he said, Guess we are that.
Osmond approached Jonah and Bill. He took them both by the hands and he held tight. Jonah’s hand felt small and fragile within Osmond’s grip and he fought the need to pull away. Osmond’s two granddaughters flanked Osmond