Bi-Polar Mania
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Travis shares what it is like to be on the manic side of Bi-Polar. Up all night and unable to sleep Travis wrote this book to help educate others on what Bi-Polar is like. When Travis is manic he can stay awake for a couple days at a time and do all kinds of energetic things. Then when the wall hits him and he crashes he falls into darkness and despair for several days at a time as he cycles out. Travis says the cycles are exhausting and cause extreme exhaustion and confusion. Travis can go from being high and happy to being low and depressed in a matter of hours for no reason known to him. Travis' voices and hallucinations play on his depression and cause it to be worse than it is. Travis recalls a time when his brain felt normal and functioned properly as a child but he has been unable to think the way he did as a kid in over ten years. He hopes that one day his brain will decide to come back to him and he will be able to regain control over his life. Right now Travis has too many ups and downs to work and sustain employment. Travis shares how the medication he takes helps him fight off extreme depression and psychosis in this informative book about someone living with Bi-Polar Disorder and Schizophrenia. This book will tell you everything you need to know about these two serious mental illnesses.
Travis Breeding
Travis is an author from Huntington Indiana how enjoys entertaining and educating through words. He enjoys telling a story and taking it from his mind to paper. He has authored several books on autism, mental illness, schizophrenia, and disability issues. He continues to write about those issues but also explores some fiction writing as well. Travis has a loving family and enjoys spending time with friends and family. He loves to play bingo and meet new people. One day Travis hopes to start a family of his own and give them so much love. Travis would like to thank his readers for supporting him on his journey of becoming an author. He could not have done it without you. If you would like to get in touch with Travis please email him at tbreedauthoratgmaildotcom,
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Bi-Polar Mania - Travis Breeding
Bi-Polar Mania
Travis Breeding
Published by Travis Breeding at Smashwords
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Bi-Polar Mania
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Bi-Polar Mania
I wish I could sleep. Sometimes I cannot sleep for days but then others I try to sleep for days straight. What is wrong with me? I have so much energy right now and it is the middle of the night. I am I bouncing off the walls at four o clock in the morning for?
Part of being Bi-Polar means there are a lot of times in which I cannot sleep. I spend a lot of time over thinking and analyzing things to the point in which my brain is fried and it can no longer calm itself or sooth itself to begin the process of falling asleep.
I am also very OCD which means that my brain is constantly in overdrive trying to over analyze all the information that I am taking in daily. There are many times where I will just sit and think when I go to bed and must end up laying there tossing and turning as I think about everything that happened to me the previous day. If I am lucky enough my brain will eventually grow tired enough that I can close my eyes and naturally fall asleep to get a few hours of shut eye for the night. In a worst-case scenario, I will have a hard time falling asleep and end up staying up all night or being up for a couple of days straight.
Right now, my brain is bouncing off the walls in every which direction. What am I supposed to do today? How do I begin my day? Why can’t I sleep? What is wrong with me? These are all questions that are going through my brain as I type this right now. There is no peace in my brain and there has not been peace for over ten years. Where is the calmness I experienced as a child? What happened to me? My brain is gone and it has not come back yet.
I cannot stop thinking and obsessing. I just want to be able to shut my brain off but it does not work that way. Why is it so hard to slow it down? Why can’t I just calm it down and think more rationally? I do not understand what is wrong with me. I cannot